#mcnd fanfic

[slytherinshua]

[ 11:34AM ]

genre. fluff. timestamp. warnings. kissing and lots of teasing. pairing. huijun x fem!reader. wc. 470. request. no. a/n. this man's hair is like the prettiest thing in the world, that's all.

“Don’t mess it up.”

“I’m not gonna mess it up, I’m gonna make it look prettier.” You giggled at your boyfriend’s skeptical stare. Even though his face held nothing but a certain look of distaste at you doing anything to his hair, he still laid his head in your lap and let you have your way with it.

You loved Huijun’s hair. It was soft and long and smelled heavenly. It felt so relaxing to run your fingers through it or make little braids with the strands.

Huijun couldn’t hide how much he liked it as well. Almost immediately after you started combing your fingers through his silky locks, a soft sigh escaped his mouth. He was quite like a kitten; curling up in your lap and nuzzling his head against your thigh. 

“If you cut it, I’m gonna break up with you.” You said after a couple minutes of silent massaging of his scalp. He let out a small discontented grunt and forced one of his eyes to look up at you.

“That’s not fair.”

“Too bad.” You whispered, smiling as you brushed a strand of his hair behind his ear, giving you space to press a kiss to his temple. You would never admit it directly to his face, but you had always wanted Huijun to grow his hair out like this. It suited his face shape so well, hitting right at his shoulders, brushing past his cheeks in soft swoops. It had easily become one of your favourite things about him.

“Do you have work today?” He mumbled, shifting from his side to his back and scrunching his eyes tight together, his nose crinkling as he did.

“I’m off today.” You replied happily, leaning forward slightly to grin at his sleepy gaze. “We can do whatever you want.”

“I want to sleep.” He said bluntly. You giggled and kissed his forehead again, mirroring the lazy smile that spread on his face at the action. Though his eyes had already fallen closed again, he puckered his lips, asking for another kiss which you gladly granted.

“Sleep for 30 minutes and then I’m taking you out for lunch.” You proposed suddenly. Huijun whined slightly about how 30 minutes was too short, but you knew he would be more than energetic later once he got outside.

“Why does it have to be me— just take someone else for lunch.” He complained. 

“Okay, I’ll call up my other boyfriend, then.”

“That’s not fair!” He said again, this time opening his eyes enough to glare at you.

“Shh, I was just joking. My other boyfriend isn’t as handsome as you, don’t worry.” You shushed him, patting his head to reassure him with a teasing smile on your face.

He still frowned, looking entirely unimpressed with your teasing, “I’m going back to sleep.”

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[bichappyworld]

[kangnina]

[9:50PM]

You can feel him twitching inside of you as you quietly watch him watching the TV. You know he loves his team. You also know he loves you. You offered a quickie before the game starts. But you both know that once you get him started, he is going to take his sweet time with you. That's how he missed the last game. His counteroffer? Now you're his precious little cocksleeve. He's greedy like that. Your eyelids are getting heavy. Your naked body slumping against his as you straddle him on the couch.

"Tired already princess? It's almost half time," he whispers as he gently strokes your hair, thrusting into you to wake you up.

[chanyouchan]

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📆 28/05/23 | ✎ @mnini (psd)

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[absolutebl]

Hi ABL,

I've seen someone say that Gong Jun had better chemistry with his male co leads than the female leads in his het dramas and you made a mention of watching his het dramas and that they weren't good. I know you can't give a concrete answer but can you theorize why his acting is livelier in advance bravely and Word of Honor than in others.

❤️ Mimi

I have talked about this a little bit before. And someone in a comment once mentioned that Ohm (bad buddy and many other BLs) also said something to this effect :

If you are from a culture where male-to-female physical contact is extremely restricted (like China or South Korea for example), it’s sometimes easier to act intimacy with another man because you’re less freaked out about being accused of pushing things too far or taking advantage of the situation. 

In other words, in places where you are trained by every social moray and stricture into “ gentlemanly” behavior around women (but not around men) it’s easier to act intimate with a man, especially if you have a certain personality type. 

(The rest of this is about me and my baggage hon, not you the lovely human who asked a perfectly innocent question.) 

Begin an ABL Anthropological Rant, skip as needed for your blood pressure 

It’s one of the biggest issues I have around IRL shipping within the global Kpop stan communities. Because a lot of westerners are so uncomfortable and unused to (and internally homophobic around) men showing physical affection to each other, they assume 2 boys in a group who are physically demonstrative are automatically gay. When, in fact, it’s just men are more affectionate with each other in general at that age and in that culture. 

(This is different from Thai BL couple branding and skinship baiting, which is a can of worms because it’s: intentional, commercial, mercenary, and possibly contractually abusive to some pairs.) 

Back to Kpop ranting...

All those YT channels making videos about Kpop “gay” relationships are actually just displaying the “creators” own rampant internalized homophobia and complete misunderstanding of another culture. 

And do I think some of these idols are gay? Well yes, of course, statistically speaking, some of them must be. Just like some BL actors must be. Yes, even the ones in China. But that’s so entirely not the point. Frankly, the gay ones are more likely to be reserved about showing affection, BECAUSE THEY’RE SCARED OF THIER FANS. 

Let’s call a spade a spade shall we? (rather than a not-gay a gay). 

This is touch shaming men, which is frankly disgusting, given how many problems we have (in the western world particularly) with men being touched starved. Should I make the correlation between this and toxic masculinity, incel behavior, and higher rates of suicide (and violence) amongst men? Well I COULD, but I’m not gonna, because it’s an incredibly complicated issue. And I’m exhausted by the whole conversation. 

Frankly, being queer means we gotta deal with higher rates of abuse, violence, and suicide ourselves... I don’t got a lot left over to worry about the straight boys, except on an anthropological level. 

In conclusion: IRL 

don’t assume sexual identity from the physical contact or physical comfort levels you observe, especially within a different culture 

ask permission for whatever you wanna do to someone else

don’t touch shame, celebrity or otherwise

and don’t let or teach your kids to do any of this, either, no matter how young they are 

Yes, as a breeder, it IS your responsibility.

It’s not complicated. 

BAH. 

This is supposed to be a happy blog. 

Anygay... 

I talk about this a lot in this particular post on skinship and Thai BL. 

#MOOD

[lavenderbang]

Everytime people repost my fics,

whether it be to comment on them, add them to their “personal library”, or just to silently have it on their account, my heart skips a beat and it takes everything in me not to giggle like a school girl.

Just know, to everyone who has ever reposted or commented on one of my fan fictions, it literally makes my entire week and I re-read your feedback all the time <3333333 I love you so much MWAH !!!!

^ me when you say stuff about my work <33

[key201303]

Someone's coming back...

[shykpop]

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Credits always welcome

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[gailyygreen]

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[certified-cix-hellbeast]

hiccup

this is something i intended to continue but didn't, but with the way i left it, it seems complete enough to post. i had a whole story thought out in my head, a mafia-type au with the characters a little bit older than they are in real life; this was planned to be a section of it, occurring at some point in the story. i quickly wrote down what i had thought of so i didn't forget, and then i added onto it. and then i kind of didn't know what i wanted or how to lead up to it. this was written in april of 2021.

enjoy!

group: mcnd

warnings: stab wound, blood, and angst

"Why does it matter?" he mumbles, and Seongjun swears that he looks precious in everything he does, but right now, he’s dying.

"What?"

"Whether I live or die. You've done your job. You killed the man who was after you." his eyes are open, trained on the leader, like black holes to get lost in. But Seongjun can tell he's exhausted, just holding on by a string that he's ready to let go of. "Why do I matter?"

Seongjun wants to smack him. He lowers himself more, lays next to the boy while Minjae is trying to stop the bleeding in his side. there's still a knife; he's wrapping a bandage around the wound now. It feels like a dream, calm yet chaotic. Seongjun caresses the side of Junhyuk's face gently with his hand, thumb brushing against his cheekbone. if junhyuk falls, Seongjun will catch him.

"You are worth so much more than you know."

Nothing is said between them after that. Seongjun's not sure if Junhyuk believes him, or if he’s even registered what he said, but he blinks slowly, staring with the most placid expression he's ever seen. Somehow, it calms the waves, washes away the anxiety. Minjae takes the knife out, and Junhyuk doesn't flinch. Now Seungmin is beside the medic, rushing to assist him.

Sounds grow hazy, voices mesh together. They echo in Junhyuk's brain, bouncing against the walls; he isn't sure where they're coming from, what's real or not. All he knows is that he's fading. He feels no more pain, though. He's forgotten that he's even supposed to be in pain. The light is too bright and the dark is too dark. His eyes hurt, and he's so tired. He's in the state of tranquility that he's always desired, somewhere within the lines of death and life. He doesn't know what side he's going to fall onto.

He thinks he wants to sleep eternally.

So Junhyuk falls, and Seongjun is there to catch him.

x x x

He'd never felt so heavy in his life.

When Junhyuk wakes up, his eyelids are weighed down with exhaustion, but he refuses to fall back into the comforting bliss of sleep. He pushes himself to the sitting position, the most difficult chore of his day. His muscles scream and his bones ache. The injury from last night comes back crashing. He can barely move without pain, but he does so anyway. Anxiety bubbles in his stomach when he takes a look around him.

He's not used to… resting… or, taking a break, or healing. Junhyuk doesn't even remember the last time he relaxed for once. He could never be allowed such luxury. 

But here he is now, and he relishes in it. He sighs; it's a deep flow of air that lets out everything that he's been holding in. Relief floats off in waves. He lays back down, letting the pillows and blankets swallow him however they please. It still hurts; he twists his body to make sure it hurts, because it's real. What happened last night was real.

The pain was definitely worth it.

x x x

Seongjun notices the blaze in Junhyuk's eyes the moment he sees him again, awake and coherent. Alive, buzzing with energy, desiring to move without being able to. He wants to get up, he says. He wants to move.

"Just a few more days." Seongjun tells him.

Surprisingly, Junhyuk listens. Minjae teases him, calls him a good boy when he quietly lets the bandages be checked. Said good boy rolls his eyes, because he knows that all of them are anything but. Huijun smiles fondly. Seungmin pinches his cheeks. Junhyuk is cutely annoyed. Seongjun just watches, as he always does, and always has.

Puzzle pieces fall into place. Junhyuk is the fifth member that they've been missing, each of them realize. he is exactly what they wanted. It feels as though he's been a part of them for years when it's only been a week.

The group plays games every Wednesday, watch movies every Friday, and Junhyuk's still sure it's all a dream. Maybe he did die from that stab wound and this is his heaven. He wouldn't exchange it for the world, no matter what.

[bringonthehayl]

List 5 things that make you happy and send this to the last 10 people who liked/reblogged something from you. Get to know your followers and mutuals! 💙

Thanks for the ask!

1) swing dancing! This is at the top of my brain because we just had a dance for Valentine’s Day

2) MCND! I went to their concert recently, and really enjoyed myself!

3) fanfic! I truly read so much fanfic! Special shout out to Bad Bet by LuckyDragon, which is one of the best fics I’ve ever read, and is about to finish this week!

4) BLs! I’m not that big into tv, but I’ve enjoyed getting into shows (and fic) based on recommendations from tumblr reblogs!

5) the increase in tumblr interactions! I’ve been lurking on tumblr for like 10 years now, and I’ve never interacted with people this much (anything is more than zero!)

[kangnina]

[3:30PM]

His orders: Go home and get some rest. You stumble through your bedroom door. Pulling off everything except your panties. It’s a cool spring day outside but the bedroom feels so hot. The air is stifling. The pitiful little fan propped up on a barstool in the corner isn’t doing you any favors. Your fatigue is something fierce as you wipe away the sweat from your forehead. You vaguely recall closing your eyes as you lay sprawled across your bed... wandering into the dark, you can’t see anything but what looks like the moon straight ahead of you. Yet there are no stars. You keep walking and soon you can hear the waves crashing. You run towards the sound, a warm soft breeze greets you before you feel the cool water finally touch your toes. The moon seems to get closer as you continue to slowly wade into the water. The waves like fingers, slowly sliding up your bare legs, wrapping around your thighs before slapping against your bare mound. You hadn’t realized you were completely naked until the gentle lapping of the waves suddenly became harsher against your clit. An undertow pulls at your ankles, guiding them apart. You feel an intense vibration that rides up your sex and into the pit of your stomach as you sink deeper into the water. You watch the bubbles from your mouth drift up to the surface as the knot tightens. The light of the moon dimming as you are pulled deeper into the abyss. Just as you try to scream, you feel the pressure suddenly disappear as if you’ve been released. Your eyes fly open. You gasp for air. He’s looking up at you from between your legs, his glazed mouth still latched on to your messy cunt. “Drowning again?” he teases. You nod as you try to steady your breathing.

[chanyouchan]

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📆 14/06/23 | ✎ @mnini (psd)

(postando de novo porque apaguei o post anterior sem querer :p)

[nottherealyves]

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[binnie-bear]

Birthday Gift- MCND Castle J // smut

In honor of Seongjuns birthday I decided to make a little story because people still don’t want to write fics about him on tumblr.

WARNING: 18+ DON’T READ if you’re uncomfortable with sexual content.

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(This is his outfit for the fic)

It was your boyfriends 21st birthday and you had planned a surprise dinner party with the boys in their dorm. Although he arrived later than usual he was very happy to see you all gathered with decorations and food everywhere. You all enjoyed your meals and cake but it began to get late and the boys went off to bed one by one.

“Sooo did you have a nice day?” You ask your boyfriend who’s leaning on the kitchen counter. “Mmmm yes baby, thankyou so much.” He says pulling you into his arms. “I’m glad.” You reply leaning in for a kiss. He placed his large hands on the sides of your face running a thumb across your lips and leans in as well. You both start making out then you start to unbotton his shirt. “What are you doing baby?” He says releasing you. “Well birthday boy needs his gift doesn’t he?” You say placing a kiss on his slightly exposed chest. “The boys are home.” He says whispering but you could see the slight excitement in his eyes. You raised an eyebrow walking towards the cake on the table. You take your finger grabbing some icing and slowy lick it off sucking on your finger while looking at seongjun and he bites his lip. “Hmph Fine” you say strutting away to his room and closing the door. It wasn’t too long after when he comes barging in and locking the door behind him. “You better not be loud.” He says with frustration. You smile then turn to him pulling his shirt and kiss him running your hands through his hair. Hes doing the same but tugs on your hair making you open your mouth more and letting his tongue take control of your mouth. You let out a whimper but he tugs on your lip reminding you to stay quiet. “Fuck, you look so hot for me tonight princess” he says and you grab his arm making him sit down on his bed. You begin to slowly undress yourself slowly revealing the lingerie you had prepared under your dress. He was looking at you up and down licking and biting his lip with mesmerized eyes. His hand traced your sides as you slipped off your heels and you began crawling onto him making him lie back down. Again you placed your lips on his and he fully unbottoned his shirt throwing it onto the floor. You backed up and lowered yourself to his chest pecking him everywhere and placing your marks on him as he played with your hair. His buldge was now poking at your ass so you slid yourself off of him making him sit up. You pecked his lips as your hands slipped down to his belt quickly taking it off and unbottoning his pants. He was quick to help you lower them off of him along with his boxers and immediately his hard sprung into sight glistening with pre cum you smirked and looked at him as you began touching him. Slowly you pumped him and he bit his lip to stop himself from groaning. Keeping eye contact with him you lowered your lips onto him circling your tongue on his tip and leaving pecks on him while pumping his throbbing length. “You’re so hot babygirl” he says throwing his head back as you take him into your mouth. You began bobbing your head and humming so he can feel your vibration making him grab onto your hair pushing you further onto him. You began gagging and he let your hair go but you continued pleasing him listening to his breathing get faster. You finally let go and began licking his member up and down tracing his veins with your tongue. Seongjuns breathing got huskier and he grabs your arms pulling you onto him this time lowering your panties. He throws them to the side and kisses your neck when you felt his cold fingers touching your sensitive clit. You gasped at the contact and held onto his shoulders as he circled you. He shifted back into his bed with you still on him and you pushed him back into his lying down position and grabbed his length hovering over him. With one hand on his chest and the other on his member you slowly slide onto him making him close his eyes. You loved the sight of your boyfriend letting you please him he looked hot when he filled you up. You now placed both hands on his hickey covered chest and began riding him as best as you could while biting your lip to keep quiet. Although you both held back on sounds your wet bodies still clapped and the bed creaked at every rough movement. You began to slow down as your legs grew tired and seongjun took this as his chance to flip you over and take lead. Your body slammed down onto his bed and he yanked your legs closer to him.

Giving you no time to prepare he slams himself into you causing you to moan loud and he stops your screams by kissing you as he continued slamming himself deeper. His thrust were getting deeper and rougher making you whimper beneath him. You placed your hands onto his back holding onto him and digging your nails into his skin making his groans get louder. You threw your head back shutting your eyes tightly feeling his hot breathe on your ear and you raised your legs wrapping them around his waist and feel your walls tighen around him. “Shit im gonna cum babe” you say and move a hand into his hair clenching your fist. “C’mon baby girl cum for me” he says inbetween pants moving even faster into you. The slaps of your sweaty skin colliding was getting louder and his groans sounded deeper with every thrust. You held onto him tighter as you felt yourself reaching your climax then you felt his fingers meet your clit again as he still thrusted into you. You couldn’t hold it in anymore and you had reached your climax screaming his name as pleasure filled your entire body and your legs wobbled through the sensation. Your walls tightened making him reach his climax seconds after you and with a final sloppier thrust he released inside of you.

He slipped himself out and threw himself to your side while both of you panted heavily letting your orgasms pass. You turn to your boyfriend and see him already looking at you smiling. You blush and look up at your ceiling and he pulls your sweaty body towards his and kisses your temple. “You’re beautiful baby. I love you so much, and thankyou for everything that you do for me....I don’t ever want to lose you” he says closing his eyes getting ready to sleep. You turn to face him and lower yourself to place your head into his chest. “I love you more dummy.” You say falling asleep in his arms.