#me?? for my little writing blog?? wowie

[dagbert-endless]

dagbert endless are you on ao3. do you have a current favorite cotrk fic or

I am not. I've thought about signing up but I don't read much fanfic so it never really interested me. Right now I only bother to go on Ao3 to keep up with Charlie Bone & The Crushing Weight Of The Oncoming Future by mossnrocks.

Nothing's stuck out to me as a favorite tbh. There's the Crushing Weight one I just mentioned, the author just started posting it but I'm liking it so far. I'm not a huge fan of Charlie/Dagbert so it's really a testimony that I like it enough to read it anyways lol. You have Asa the gym teacher, you have Charlie experiencing the horrors of being the age where people want you to do something with your life but you're passionless and aimless, you have Dagbert smashing the marble his father's trapped in (killing him instantly) and biking away. Very fun read so far and I'm looking forward to seeing where the story goes.

I also liked Annals of the North by Lingard_and_the_Stars, because even though I joke I really do like seeing opinions on why the curse played out as it did. Short, sweet, and the Oh Shit realization that nobody has to die but the cycle of patricide will continue on!! That the suffering is for nothing!! I love that, like genuinely.

There's also Letters by yunmin, which might actually be the closest to a favorite I have right now. I'm a sap for yearning and I love that bittersweet ending. Loving a ghost that can never come back, that should never come back. Something something the love was there,,,

On the fanfiction.net side of things, there's a few fics I like:

Drowning by lilmisswritergal4eva82719511. TW for suicide. A oneshot that explores what it would be like if Tancred came back wrong. I love the idea of dying affecting Tancred, and this fanfic takes that idea to a whole new level.

Four For A Boy by DancingSpy. A oneshot of Emma mourning Tancred. Short, sweet, and a little sad.

Letters To Emma by VivaLaVida1704. A oneshot about Emma turning 16. Also short, sweet, and a little sad.

Strange One from the Sea by Winter Gunhands. This one has ~two whole chapters~, wowie. It's a funny fic about Dagbert drowning.

I'm aware that most of these are oneshots, but if you want lengthy, time-consuming fics then you should probably be asking another blog lol

I requested an invite to ao3, but I don't think I'll write any fic. I'm humble enough to admit that writing is a skill I never developed. Which is fine for writing cringe shitposts on tumblr, but not so fine for fanfic.

All this aside, if you have recommendations for CotRK fic my askbox is open. I'm not opposed to reading fic, it's just something I forget to do if it's not on tumblr or linked on the Discord lol

[fefairys]

(they sent this to salems blog and i cant have salem acknowledging he is a fictional character in a novel lmao) @iamonlyatiger i hope u see this its not letting me @ you but AAHAHEHEHE yeah :') thats one of my favorite decisions ive ever made about a character ever (lie) but it is funny. @isjuice was the one to come up with name Dirt, actually! i was writing the very first paragraph and went "what should my protag's name be?" and juice blurted out DIRT! and i was like okay :) and it meant it as a trans name originally, but i thought it would be funnier if that was the name their parents gave them. Dirtly. Dirtly Brown. that's their full name. peace and love.

anyway wowie zowie thanks for fucken speed reading my gay little novel ehehe :3c

[babyjakes]

hey guys i just wanna say thanks 🥺 to the friends who have been showing aww avengers some love, yesterday i was feeling so sad but seeing the effort some kind moots and friends have put into spreading it around has really meant so much to me— i think right now my half’s masterlist has as many reblogs as it does likes and that!!! just means the world to me fr; even if this isn’t the level of engagement i’m used to, seeing buddies i know and love sharing my stuff (even if it’s not their usual content) is just 🥺 wowie i’m so thankful to have such amazing friends here. i hope my readers know that even if we aren’t moots, even if you don’t send asks or reblogs, if you are interacting regularly and showing love i probably recognize you by name/url!! and consider you a friend, and am so happy to have you here 🫶 anyway, that’s my little love-filled rant for the day lol.

💕💖 tagging a few friends i wanna thank in particular for their support: @babyblue2244 @lfnr-blog-blog-blog @lilacevans @then-kiss-me-once-again @emerald-evans @brandycranby @upallnite2getbucky @sweater-daddiesdumbdork @foxgloveprincess @fleuronomy @infinitymitten @super-soldier-sandwich @lexivass 💖💕

oh, one more thing!! please please please also go show @starksbabie’s masterlist just as much love, she is such an amazing creator and friend and it was such a joy to work with her!! and give her a follow if you haven’t already, she writes for a variety of fandoms such as the mcu and stranger things!

[ashtonisvibing]

🌸heyo, welcome to the trash heap!🌸

[plain text: heyo, welcome to the trash heap!]

wowie, you've managed to find my lil corner of this hellscape, incredible! might i offer you some sweets and hot chocolate?🍰☕️

icon made by @tunalover1

artfight

sheezy

the normalcy au masterlist

my oc masterlist

🌸side blogs and tags🌸

[pt: side blogs and tags]

@mcdonalds-unofficial - yes, that's right, i do in fact run the unofficial mcdonald's blog. god i'm so cool (sarcasm)

@ashtonisreblogging - reblogging blog, don't gotta follow (the juicy stuff is here :}c)

#ashton is talking - tag i use for my personal posts that i make

#ashton is answering - tag for when i respond to asks sent in

#ashton is gaming - tag specifically for when i talk about video games

#ashton is drawing - tag for my drawings

#ashton is writing - tag for my writings

🌸who am i?🌸

[pt: who am i?]

the name's ashton, howdy! just your friendly neighborhood dude(tm) that somehow got the autism (and maybe ADHD on top of it). my pronouns are he/him and i only use masculine terms (dude, mr., handsome, etc.).

🌸what do?🌸

[pt: what do?]

i post my random thoughts, my drawings, and my writings! i primarily draw/write stuff for the jse/markiplier egos, sometimes dabble a little in sanders sides. i also will eventually get around to posting my ocs... of which i have far too many-

i also like to get asks, all kinds'a asks are welcome (except nsfw asks directed specifically at me, for i'm asexual). please ask me about my fanon egos especially i am looking at you with my autistic eyes to get you to do so

🌸drawing/writing requests🌸

NOTE: since my ipad's currently broken, i'm not taking requests for drawings since i literally can't draw (i'm a digital artist lol)

i take requests for art! no charge (since i literally can't take money right now lol, maybe in the future), if it's something i'm interested in i'll happily make something for it! just got a couple'a rule for taking requests, you know how it is.

just about any amount of spice is cool for fics, but i'll only do suggestive drawings (underwear, kissing in suggestive places, stuff like that)

considering my style, cartoon gore is totally cool, just nothing too intense or spooky. i'm just a silly lil guy :}

no incest, pedophilic, zooiphilic, or real person shipping requests (not really an anti, just stating boundaries)

an extension to that, no hate art. i hope knowing me makes this pretty obvious lol

be as descriptive as you want! genuinely! the more descriptions the better!! i don't care if it's an entire paragraph detailing what you want, i'll do my best to give it!

i'll probably add more stuff later if i think of anything else, but just as a last note i reserve the right to deny any requests if i'm not comfortable with it. but i hope with these rules laid out i won't have to do that :}

obviously, please be respectful when waiting for a request to be done! i am one guy who's probably got a LOT of executive dysfunction in him. trust me, if you're agonizing over the wait time, i'm agonizing x100. just gotta have a bit of patience with me please.

media i'll make art for (subject to be changed):

markiplier egos (writing, drawing)

jacksepticeye egos (writing, drawing)

hermitcraft (drawing)

life series (drawing)

sanders sides (writing, drawing)

hollow knight (drawing)

cult of the lamb (drawing)

undertale/deltarune (drawing)

🌸what like?🌸

[pt: what like?]

i have many various interests! some are special interests (SpIns), while some are just things i like. and it's 90% video games because i am a huge gaymer. anything listed in pretty red are my SpIns, so like- you can talk about them with me if you'd like👉👈

hollow knight

undertale

deltarune

animal crossing: new horizons

space

celeste (the video game)

stardew valley

minecraft

night in the woods

cult of the lamb

the owl house

markiplier/jacksepticeye egos (i also like mark's videos in general, but unfortunately i've fallen out of watching sean's)

sanders sides

the legend of zelda: tears of the kingdom

pokemon

fionna and cake

hermitcraft

life series

🌸sign off🌸

[pt: sign off]

welp, that should be about it! hopefully i didn't forget anything because that wouldn't be fun :'D

welcome to my trash pit and i hope you enjoy your time here!

[familyvideostevie]

i am getting so damn excited for this farmers market au- im a sucker for my local one, it’s one of my favourite places, so the fact that you’re combining that with my favourite people?? oh boy, i just know it’ll be an absolute treat!! i don’t want to put any pressure by expressing my excitement- but the little logos are beautiful and i just wanted to drop by and show some love cos wowie im loving aaalll of it <3

LUCI <3 you in my inbox makes me want to get up and scream bc WOW i love your blog. i've seen your posts recently and I'm sending u a huge hug if you'd like one <3 thank you for telling me!!! i also love my local farmer's market (mine runs may-nov, the hawkins one is def modeled off of it) so i am so glad this resonates with you!!! your excitement only makes me encouraged to keep writing it and to get it out so you can read it!!!!! I'm going to keep making these silly little extra things bc they are so much fun <3 anyway, ily! kiss! mwah mwah

[dashawfrostart]

This Week In "Time & Again" #3: Gettin' Technical... Again?! And A Little Cynical

Hello again! I must admit... My weekly blog posting schedule has slightly shifted - first, because I posted the Halloween poster a.k.a. The First Teaser a bit later due to the creepy holiday itself, and second - because a bunch of life stuff is happening (yup, don't underestimate me, I do have a life outside artworks! 🤣). Usually everything has been fairly straightforward and gradual in my life, but there's a bit of certain activity going on in it right now, more than usual. And potentially also non-artistic side projects in my life. Because of that, I didn't get a chance to draw as much as I anticipated to during this week (already last week?! wowie!!!.. time flies, indeed!). But nevertheless, I tried my very best to go ahead with "Time & Again", for this is a project of the greatest importance to me. Slower or faster it's reaching its "well done" state - it doesn't matter. As you know, I'm not big on time limits 😁 At this point of time, the product is still very undercooked, so I'll be cooking it until done (even though I absolutely can't stand it when the packages say "cook until done"... because would you PLEASE be more vague?🤣).

To my surprise, I do not have an awful lot to say today. One might even say I'm ruining the format, for the previous posts I made had quite a (relatively) high word count. That said though - and some people close to me know this very well - every time I say I don't have much to say I end up writing twice or thrice as normal. Which leads us to conclusion that, perhaps, I actually do have things to say?!.. Either way, I'm sure you're not yet tired of me rumbling on and on about strange things that only some people - primarily digital artists - understand... Namely my habits of work. I am sure quite methodical in the way I draw, perhaps oddly. So I'll continue being technical for a while, until I run out of techy topics to talk about. And when I do... then I'll just spam more pictures 😁

However... A small demonstration of progress would be good for a wee little "teaser" of sorts:

(Note the layer names. I often make typos when I rename the layers - and I just don't bother and leave them as is, because it doesn't really matter. Pains me as a languages and grammar nerd, of course, but also entertains me a bit 🤣 Also, the cigarette smoke has been drawn on a separate layer as well, and it humorously states how I feel about this particular habit of this charming dirtymouth individual. Eeeew, Lothar. Not cool.) I do not always do that, but sometimes I start off drawing the outlines of the characters' bodies and end up "wrapping" clothes around them afterwards, like on the screenshots above. I think the reason why I completed the work on Chapter 3 so unbelievably fast last year was due to the fact that on majority of the frames Lothar appeared topless... Because I've noticed that when the characters don't have much clothes on them, it takes significantly less time to draw them. But of course!.. In this case you don't have to draw every single fold and wrinkle on shirts and skirts, extra seams on jeans, or additional stylish detail on any piece of garment that looks far too plain without it... Drawing characters naked - or half-naked - sure saves an artist a TREMENDOUS amount of time and effort. ... I suspect this is also the reason why in a lot of modern comics and mangas - and animated shows, too - the artists tend to include a lot of nudity in their projects... Why yes, isn't it obvious?! Because who, pray tell, wants to spend extra hours drawing all the clothes anyway?! Come on, clothes are overrated! I'm sure of it now.

... That was plenty enough of cynicism and sarcasm for a single post, I guess. Alas! I'm rumbling, again! That was not planned by me! So let's move on to the main part of this post now! Finally, on to the techy stuff, as promised! Yum! 🤤

First of all, I would like to mention a very important change in the way I work on my graphic novel now. One fine day, not long ago, I have discovered something... that turned my digital artist's world upside down. And the name of the phenomena that shattered my whole life was... Krita's weighted smoothing for the brush. (ok, ok... that sounded very exaggerated and pompous. But oh well!)

The screenshot on the left shows the brush settings I used all the time prior to Chapter 5. I used amazing Krita's Stabilizer smoothing, because I found it quite useful back in the day as I only started to use my Huion graphic monitor. I was so fascinated with it... It truly felt magical after a few years of using "a blind", screenless Wacom drawing tablet (which I will never ever go back to, for, to be honest, I have no idea how I was able to draw anything 🤣... tried using it a couple years ago just to see the difference, and I ended up exclaiming, "How in the ❤❤❤❤ do you even draw on this thing?!", and I set it aside for good... to collect real thicc layers of dust on the shelf 🤣). The right screenshot depicts the current settings I use for the weighted smoothing. Those are the Krita defaults.

An unskilled eye would probably not even notice any remarkable difference between the two as they watch somebody drawing in real time - or if they compare my older works versus the very latest ones. I must admit, the difference is sure very subtle. But to me, there's enough of a difference in how it FEELS when I'm drawing. The lines turn out better overall, somehow it makes me feel as if I'm drawing on paper rather than on a slippery screen. I could say, to me weighted smoothing imitates pencil drawing on paper very well. Which ultimately means... it's easier to draw in general. Thus, the digital artworks look more like my regular artworks on paper. It makes me happy that I can just be me when I'm drawing on both paper and on the graphic monitor. Back in the day, I was very worried about how switching to digital format was gonna impact my peculiar art style. Turns out it hardly does. ... Not that drawing on a graphic monitor has ever been challenging to me, for I learnt pretty fast, and yet, at times something felt a little off. So right now, I ponder, there's gonna be much less "off" and much more "awesome". Which is indeed lovely.

Now I question myself on why I've never used this brush smoothing before, for I truly think it would've made the process of work much faster and the final result a tad nicer. This proves that one needs a perspective, a few types of materials to compare before springing to any sort of conclusions. Seems like back in the day weighted smoothing simply didn't get enough attention and any sufficient "test drive" from me. But I am very happy I discovered this wonderful thing now. And I'm gonna stick to it - quite possibly forever from now on, as I will keep working on the rest of "Time & Again" chapters as well as everything else including random little arts with the other characters that I love to sporadically work on every so often, and the pieces for my online greeting cards store, and such.

... Like I already mentioned in the beginning of this post, as I write - I might get seriously carried away. And I see this post keeps growing bigger and bigger in size, again, so I should better wrap it up and save a little more exciting information for the next post (that I will hopefully try to schedule properly in order to restore more or less consistent posting timeframe, for now it's aaaaaall over the place!.. no promises tho).

I'm afraid, no animated gifs today. But for a nice goodbye, I'll drop a little "teaser" picture - a very rough sketch for some other "Time & Again" artwork that I'm going to finish up shortly (hopefully).

You will most likely see the end result of this particular artistic torment as a layout element on my social pages.

And for now - doooooodly doot doot! - I wave goodbye and leave the online world for a while to keep working on my obsession... and to eat some peanut butter, too, of course. See ya next time! 👋

[sandycookie]

POTI QnA

QnA attached below! Thank you to those who've sent questions!

NoOneImportant17 asks:

I don't follow you on Tumblr or use it but I'll ask: did you plan to have this story be so long? Cause it's been awesome so far & I think it's cool you've managed to write a story this long & stick with it when so many give up.

Yes, for as much as I do talk about ballooning word counts and trying to reduce it, this was always imagined to be a longfic. In fact, on my blog, I made a rough estimate of what the Heartslabyul arc’s word count will be: 80k. Currently it’s only 36k, and the prologue is 49k. And it’s only going to get bigger and bigger, since at this point in the story there are crucial elements of Twisted Wonderland that haven’t yet been fully unearthed. Not to mention that each Episode is just longer than the next; plus, I also plan to include some content outside the Main Story. AND going through each Episode ALSO means establishing more relationships between characters (primarily Alex, but you get the point). So…we really haven’t scratched the surface. I’d say we’ve only just grazed it, to say nothing of standing on it. At this rate, I won’t be surprised if this fic ended up at one million words, but it could easily make two million depending on how the Main Story develops (at the time of writing, we’re only at Part 5 of Episode 7 and I wouldn’t be surprised if it ended at two or even three hundred episodes; for context, the longest Episode we have is 6, which is 167 chapters; this includes the three towers with the different teams). And there’s no way TWST is ending at Episode 7, not by a long shot. One, because why would you give up on a cash cow after only 3 years. Two, remember, there’s an entire WORLD out there to explore. Not just NRC. You could say we’re only at an ‘academy arc’ currently. But that’s enough conspiracy theorying lmao, if I go any further I might start to fearmonger about the snail people that totally live on the moon.

There are a couple reasons why I made the decision to make this a longfic:

I wanted to cover all of the main story, but I also didn’t want to make this some sort of boring summary

The sort of ‘genre’ of this fic sort of makes it required, at least in my eyes. This fic is a self insert in many ways, mostly because I really love self insert fics where the main character gets transported into another world. I’ll expand on that a bit more in the next point. 

But I wanted to cover the many ways someone can interact with this world, live in it, breathe in it too. A flaw I’ve seen in some of these of self/OC-inserts is that the central character is just…sort of there. They don’t necessarily have to change the plot drastically, but you can also take them out of the very story about them and nothing would change because the interactions they have with the world are so superficial. So, covering the main story is the bare minimum. What I must do as a writer is to make Alex have a place in this story, and so this means ‘expansion’ of the main story, so to speak.

2. I wanted to focus on ‘mundanity’ and ‘the everyday’

In general, this is sort of something I fixate on in the stuff I make. The concept of mundanity is just…sort of enthralling, to me. There’s something so peaceful and dooming about it, about living in an eternal peace at the cost of that something greater you see so many people dream about, see a handful of people reach. Sometimes it feels like it’s an eternity. Sometimes it feels so elusive. It’s a little maddening, in a way. In general, I like to include some flavor of ‘mundanity’ into my works. 

So, it’s connected to my reason earlier, as that ‘expansion’ is also integral to executing the ‘mundanity’ of the fic. 

And maybe, it’s for the illusion of intimacy. The illusion of consistency. The image of utter omnipotence. 

Wowie we got obtuse and fake deep right there! Let’s get a drink of water. 

Anonymous asks:

Why did you want to write this fic?

Let’s cover some background first. 

When I first got into fanfiction, it was through JJBA stories on Wattpad, as that was my current hyperfixation. In particular, I adored the ‘I got isekai’d into Part 5 AHHHHHHHHHHH’ stories (which was the start of my self/OC-insert bias in fanfic) and I wanted to make a story of my own like that. I was also really into RWBY at the time, and I was really into all of the videos that roasted the hell out of its writing and fights post-Volume 3. I saw both of these, and there formed an ambition of unholy desire.

I would create a JJBA Part 5 and RWBY crossover. Oh, but no, I wouldn’t stop just there. I would have an OC-insert (which really, was just me but with martial arts moves and depressive suicidal ideation because I had the parents die in a car crash and the sister OC mysteriously disappear. Yeah, I’ve always had a taste for the more depressing and maybe fucked up things in fiction) there, along with ANOTHER OC (the sister) with an extremely intricate and depressing backstory that involved child experimentation, mutilation, child soldiers, depression, battle royales, an unending cycle of life and death and finally dimension teleportation abilities. It was somewhat batshit insane, even by my standards today. And not only that, I would FIX RWBY’s awful story! 

Of course, this was also at the time when my writing was at a state that the only things moved or inspired by it were the little sentient cotton balls I created in my mind and my grandma, who I’m pretty sure was pretending so as not to mentally damage a middle schooler who got air dropped into a school where she knew absolutely nobody. 

Despite my ambition, and my dreams of it garnering the critical acclaim of young, naive Wattpaders (even though I knew that I’d be lucky to even get 1 reader with how oversaturated everything was plus the crossover aspect plus the fact I put in ‘no romance’ very explicitly in the description), and despite me updating at a whooping rate of once per week, with chapters 2-4k in length, all my efforts were for naught…

So, suffice to say, even though I attempted to do a full on rewrite (even having the first chapter beta read by a good friend), the cripplingly low engagement and my general lack of interest in the whole thing along with both shows ended with the whole thing being discontinued. And for a long time, that was that. I stopped writing for, maybe a year or so after that, although I did begin to start writing short oneshots for some stuff. But the ambition of it still lingered in my mind. That ambition of starting a self/OC-insert, of having that character be immersed in the world, go through internal strife and their own ups and downs, it wasn’t completely extinguished. 

Twisted Wonderland reignited that flame in full. So, after being in the fandom, I slowly started working on the first chapter. 

A lot of this fic, and my main motivation for it, is to fulfill that dream I used to have, because for all I disdain that version of myself at times, I am also appreciative and fond of that time in my life. 

However, this fic isn’t just for the memory of me. It’s also for the me of now and future, who will change as the years come to pass by. 

And hey, I have to leave a mark of my ‘degeneracy’ on the internet somewhere ;)

[toomanybandstocare]

I BLOODY LOVE I DONT BELIEVE IN LOVE OMG??!! WHAAT you little freaking genius holy moly I love it. It’s so angsty and also I love how much you clearly love Steve he’s such a sweet precious baby and the way he’s being so patient and kind and gentle is everything at this stage I’m team Steve even if it’s platonic lmao. I love Steve having a friend who genuinely appreciates him I think that’s what he needs. Reading it is giving me an ache in my stomach like the kind you get when you’re going through a break up y’know? Also I agree Eddie needs to suffer, Chrissy might be cool but reader is clearly incredible and deserves the world and loves him more than anyone else. I hope Steve and reader stay in their little world in fact I want them in even more of a little bubble just basically cut off the world besides each other. Put Eddie through it all honestly, have Steve and reader do everything they did, have him see them out having fun, have reader go on a hot date, have reader do all kinds of fun shit they deserve to heal and have their fun too. You should consider having reader buy weed from his competition too hurt his business while we’re at it lol😂 If he wants to be an oblivious idiot and not see how good he has it already then drag his ass through the mud(in the nicest way possible we still love Eddie but god damn he’s hurting even my feelings with his obliviousness) also I see the lil ish on the end of platonic and I’m here for all of it 😏 I can’t wait to see what you do next and I’m honestly rambling. Whatever you write is gonna be so good I swear you put crack in your stories. Anywaay basically wanted to say you’re an amazing writer I’m loving this whole camping theme you have going it’s very cool very 80’s stranger things feeling and just genuinely fun to read it’s like a nice little extra touch I’ve never seen someone do this kinda theme and I love it. I hope you have a great day/night and on a serious note I’ve been depressed af the last couple weeks just in such a slump and felt so depressed and lonely and I’ve been trying to find stuff to distract myself and I have to say you’re one of my fave writers and people on here. I hope you know how appreciated you and the effort and work you put in is. It may not seem much but just having something to read and distract myself for a little while is lovely. Thank you💖

Mornin, camper!

… hsjjsk hhhhh wowie. I- just, thank you 🖤 It genuinely means so much to hear this. Idk I guess I got overwhelmed with sharing my work, and the little voice of anxiety started to come out.

All right, camper. … Imma be honest, and it may shock may some of you. … I was never in Steve Harrington’s lane until like s.3, which I only just watched recently. I was in Johnathan’s first and then Billy’s and kindaaaaaa Steve’s and then BAM Eddie hit me like a fucking truck. But I digress.

The reason I love Steve so much is how much we seen him grow. He has one of the most well developed characters arcs I’ve seen, even when I was studying media writing. I cannot wait to rewatch all the seasons, and esp take note of the differences of his character. Mayhaps during fall for spooky season.

And DEAR GOD what have I done? A couple of campers have also express their *cough * disdain for Eddie in this and how they would like to *checks the clipboard report* ah, yes. Give him a “love tap” or “beat his ass”. … I have had thoughts about this route of pay back, but irl I’m more of a sneaky payback person. So the idea to just being unconditionally happy and free…buying weed straight Rick instead maybe (cut the lil middle man out, and be a fav customer of Rick’s for the perks???)…hehehhe me likey.

I’m so glad that you enjoy my blog! Ye, I just wanted a lil piece of summer camp in my pocket year round. It’s really made me happy :)

CAMPER, giving you all the head pats and extra dessert tickets. Maybe even a snuck in Caprisun. I know how hard bouts of depression are, and if you need anything feel free to just hang out here anytime you need. I hope you have a good day, and please try to drink some water.

[blushyimagines]

✨ TOMMOROW IS MY LAST DAY OF ONLINE SCHOOLING!! ✨

I will get to writing requests today or tomorrow! I’m so happy to be done with school 😌🌸💖

- Mod Sammie 💗

[just-antithings]

novel-length ask warning! also a lot of discussion of sex negativity and sex in general fyi, plus some homophobia/transphobia. i have an anti-adjacent horrifying story the vestiges of my brain spat out that i just totally forgot, please buckle in...some details might be off but i'm certain most of this is accurate. how could i forget such a trainwreck?

so i was in this fandom some years ago, like 7-8 years i think, and there was a popular blog. it was run by a few people iirc and they would accept submissions of fanworks to show off. pretty typical. but they created a nsfw blog to keep stuff separate for people who didn't want to see nsfw content of this fandom.

all good so far, right? but then came trouble. at first the nsfw blog was just featuring saucy art and fics. then people started coming to the blog with sex questions. and that's a little odd to ask a fandom based blog but nothing inherently harmful since it was on topic, and i feel there may have been some younger people trying to anonymously get resources from a familiar space. it started out pretty innocuous, like how do you be safe while with a partner, how do you learn what you like, body safe materials etc. the responses by the mods were pretty standard, and they'd give a link or two to some useful info.

then it started getting fuckin weird. their responses were pretty much devolving into all fearmongering sex negative bullshit. off my head they argued (paraphrasing): anal is disgusting and it will cause you to get sick and die so if you're not a cis gay man don't do it and even if you are don't do it you nasty demon. you shouldn't need a sex toy to get off, you're just poisoned by porn if you can't experience enough pleasure by using your imagination and a hand. (nevermind anorgasmia right) don't look at porn if you're in a relationship but don't have sex with your partner either because that's what society wants from you and it's bad. they said you should 'explore your body' but also masturbation was horrible and sinful and having desire means there's something wrong with you.

maybe the blog switched mods? i have no fucking idea. i'm like, you guys were doing okay before then the vengeful spirit of a puritan ghost fucking possessed the blog???

they had an anon write in and she was asking about tips for dealing with dysphoria as a trans woman and not being able to shave. these absolute idiots were like shaving is a construct forced onto women to get rid of natural body hair, so 'just don't be dysphoric dummy!!' as if it's that simple! it was so cruel and dismissive. and they were kind of insinuating she was less of a woman bc of her discomfort with body hair. it made me so fucking pissed at the time.

but they continued to reblog nsfw fanart of characters and guess what? some of em were having sex in the pics, just what the mods said you shouldn't do!! holy fuck!!

and even more, on the main blog they fucking publicly shamed this person for creating a fanwork inspired by their headcanons, saying it was disgusting torture porn and they should be locked up. best part of all--it was extremely mild gore. pg-13 movies have more violence. like the fic had one character stab the other in the shoulder iirc and they tussled a little. that's all. wowie. the canon for this fandom HAD MORE VIOLENCE.

i hope that person kept writing, but i doubt it after being so summarily rejected and having their name shared around...fucking hell man.

so for anyone reading this please do not get sex ed from fandom blogs unless they're really competent but i have never seen such a thing so yeah no. try scarleteen i think they're good?

but like these mods had to have been radfems right? right???

i will step down from my podium of horrors now but whoever posts this i would love to hear your thoughts on my batshit little tale.

my thoughts are that was a wild ride from start to finish

also yeah you should never get your sex ed from fandom, get it from somewhere reliable like scarletteen

[babyjakes]

my doll. [blurb.]

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event | kinktober 2021

prompt | sweet & soft sex

summary | bucky makes love to you, sweetly and softly.

pairing | boyfriend!bucky barnes x reader

warnings | smut! duh, just super soft and sweet and nice :’-), bucky finishes inside, praise <3

word count | 382

an | hi friends! wowie, welcome to kinktober! this is my first time ever participating in a month-long writing challenge like this, so i’m feeling a little in over my head, but nevertheless here we go! starting out super mild here with sweet & soft bucky; i am so used to writing such dark and depraved smut that honestly this was kind of refreshing! this is probably gonna be one of the only non-dark fics of the month lol, i hope you all enjoy!

“Fuck, y/n,” Bucky grunts as you rise to straddle his squirming hips, his fingers pressed up to your lips as you plant kisses along their pads tenderly, the both of you letting out a gasp as the supersoldier’s throbbing cock sinks into your heat.

“Takin’ me so good, dove. Jus’ like you always do,” he praises with a low groan as you begin rocking your hips against his own, working the length of him in and out of your grip passionately. “So fuckin’ pretty for me, baby. Got the prettiest girl in the whole wide world, right here on top'a me.”

“Oh- Bucky,” you whimper as he joins in the effort of rolling you against him, his impressive size hitting every sweet spot inside of you so perfectly, so deliciously. “Feels so good,” you gush, your eyes locking with his as you smile shyly, giving the palm of his hand you’re cradling a kiss.

“My doll,” Bucky beams back, one of his hands finding your cheek to cradle the outline of your jaw as the other settles down just below your belly, thumb tracing over your burning clit as you begin to work faster over his bucking form.

For a good while, there’s nothing but the sound of hitched breathing and low moans exchanged between the two of you as he takes you apart from the inside out, knowing exactly how to work you, a fine craft he’s been mastering for ages.

“C'mon, princess. Take what you need from me. Show me how good I make you feel,” Buck urges when he senses your escalation, your breaths intensifying as your toes begin to curl.

“Please Bucky, please,” you pant, pressure building up through your core as you chase your desperate release.

“There you go, babydoll. There it is,” Bucky chants, his cock hardening beneath you as you clench down uncontrollably, waves of pleasure rolling over you as you surrender completely.

“Fuck, baby. Shit,” the man grunts as he spills inside of you, an exhausted huff of air escaping you as you collapse over his trembling body.

“Did so fuckin’ good for me,” Bucky praises softly into your ear as he strokes back your hair, allowing you as much time as you need to recover from your high. “Always do, my perfect girl.”

[dokifluffs]

In Order-List

Here’s basically my masterlist, but it’s all my imagines in the order from my first one ever to my most recent imagine at the bottom (all 3 fandoms) 

Challenge: see how long it takes for you to read this entire list! 

Sleepy | Oikawa Tooru 

Snowy Silence | Kuroo Tetsuro 

Colorful | Oikawa Tooru 

You’re Home | Makoto Tachibana 

Close | Iwaizumi Hajime 

Rainy | Oikawa Tooru 

Overdone | Bakugo Katsuki 

My actual Masterlist haha 

In My Head | Midoriya Izuku

Stay | Bakugo Katsuki

Awake | Bakugo Katsuki 

Sunshine | Makoto Tachibana 

Awake | Akaashi Keiji 

Sleep | Bakugo Katsuki

Sleepwalker | Todoroki Shoto

Storm | Nanase Haruka

Attention | Kuroo Tetsuro 

Caretaker | Bakugo Katsuki 

Help | Tachibana Makoto

Villain | Todoroki Shoto

Thoughts | Nanase Haruka

Relief | Miya Atsumu 

Baths With Them | Kuroo, Iwaizumi, Atsumu

Baths With Them | Akaashi, Osamu, Bokuto 

I Like You | Hazuki Nagisa

Loved | Miya Osamu 

Wake Up | Matsuoka Rin 

Scary | Bokuto Kotaro 

Caught In The Storm | Iwaizumi Hajime 

Your Ex Wanting You Back | Ushijima, Bokuto, Kuroo

Morning | Midoriya Izuku 

Indoors | Matsuoka Rin 

Protected | Bakugo Katsuki

Headache | Matsuoka Rin 

Naps With Them | Tsukishima, Yamaguchi, Bokuto 

Grocery Shopping | Akaashi, Osamu 

Study Break | Akaashi, Bokuto 

Someone Touching You on the Metro | Sakusa, Kuroo, Atsumu 

Grocery Shopping | Kageyama, Tsukishima

Naps With Them | Kageyama, Kuroo 

Someone Trying to Rob You | Kageyama, Ushijima, Oikawa 

Naps With Them | Ushijima, Sakusa 

Comforting Their Bullied S/O | Yamaguchi, Suga, Akaashi

Injured | Ushijima Wakatoshi 

Coming Home | Ushijima, Suga, Atsumu 

Milk Bread | Oikawa Tooru 

Just a Little Crush | Tsukishima Kei 

Migraines | Bokuto, Tendo, Ushijima, Sakusa

Steamy | Sakusa Kiyoomi 

Comfort | Akaashi Keiji 

Stay as I Sleep | Kita Shinsuke 

Coming Home | Kageyama, Iwaizumi, Bokuto 

Mine | Sakusa Kiyoomi 

Thirstlist 

Thirst Night 1 

Cramps | Bakugo Katsuki 

Seeing You Suffer | Kuroo Tetsuro 

Coming Home | Akaash, Hinata, Osamu 

Warm | Ushijima Wakatoshi 

Playing With Their Hands | Tendo, Tsukishima, Oikawa 

Playing With Their Hands | Yamaguchi, Akaashi, Ushijima 

Playing With Their Hands | Suga, Bokuto, Sakusa 

Study | Tsukishima Kei 

Rough | Bokuto Kotaro 

Identical | Miya Osamu 

Help | Kuroo Tetsuro 

Three’s Fun | Bokuto, Kuroo 

Thirst Night 2 

Car Karaoke | Akaashi, Ushijima, Bokuto, Kuroo 

Dads | Kenma, Akaashi, Sakusa 

Babysitters | Ushijima, Sakusa 

Not New | Kageyama Tobio 

Relieving Stress | Tachibana Makoto 

Best Friends | Hinata, Tendo, Bokuto + Akaashi 

Never Leave | Kuroo Tetsuro 

Naps With Them | Kenma, Akaashi 

Drunk Love | Miya Osamu 

Night | Kozume Kenma 

Decisions | Miya Osamu 

Workout Buddy | Bokuto Kotaro 

MHA / Free! Masterlist 

Day at the Beach | Karasuno, Shiratorizawa 

Duck You | Matsuoka Rin 

A Lesson | Sakusa Kiyoomi 

Not The End | Kuroo Tetsuro 

Babysitting | Kageyama Tobio 

Jet Lag | Ushijima Wakatoshi 

No Storm Can Reach You | Akaashi Keiji

Gone | Nanase Haruka 

Naps With Them | Iwaizumi, Atsumu 

Gone | Bakugo Katsuki 

Resurfaced Feelings | Komori Motoya 

Rise and Shine | Kuroo Tetsuro 

Cuddles | Atsumu, Osamu 

Celebrating Your Birthday | Bokuto, Ushijima 

Playing With His Hair | Kuguri, Oikawa, Atsumu 

Lactose Intolerant | Kageyama Tobio

Bruises | NIshinoya Yuu 

Kissing their Foreheads | Hinata, Aone, Tsukishima 

Game Night Dispute | Kuroo Tetsuro 

Kissing Their Foreheads | Himekawa, Nishinoya, Bokuto 

The Next Morning | Miya Osamu

Cherry Blossoms in Bloom | Akaashi Keiji 

Falling Asleep on Them | Tsukishima, Akaashi, Iwaizumi 

Falling Asleep on Them | Kenma, Kuroo 

Accidentally Hitting Their Balls | Hinata, Kuroo 

Accidentally Hitting Their Balls | Bokuto, OIkawa 

More | Ushijima Wakatoshi 

Pregnant | Iwaizumi, Bokuto, Atsumu

Pregnant | Osamu, Kenma, Akaashi, Sakusa 

Cheering You Up | Kageyama, Tsukishima, Kuroo 

S/O Having a Panic Attack | Nishinoya, Tsukishima, Kuroo 

Newborn | Ushijima, Iwaisumi, Atsumu 

His Favorite Sound | Kuroo Tetsuro 

Falling Asleep on Them | Yamaguchi, Ushijima, Osamu 

Newborn | Sakusa, Osamu, Bokuto 

I Can’t Wait to Meet You | Miya Atsumu 

Overfeeding and Aftercare | Tendo, Himekawa, Miya Twins 

They Were Mine First | Bokuto Kotaro 

Playing With Their Hands | Sosuke, Makoto, Rin 

Falling Asleep on Them | Oikawa, Atsumu 

Punishment | Miya Atsumu 

Overfeeding and Aftercare | Kenma, Bokuto, Kuroo 

This is My Wife | Akaashi Keiji 

I Just Wanted to do This | Kirishima Natsuya 

Zooms With Their Kid | Kenma, Bokuto 

Zooms With Their Kid | Suga, Osamu 

Zooms With Their Kid | Sachiro, Kuroo 

Zooms With Their Kid | Ennoshita, Akaashi 

Feel Good | Oikawa Tooru 

Kissing Their Foreheads | Kenma, Iwaizumi, Sakusa 

2:41am - Akaashi Keiji

Kissing Their Foreheads | Akaashi, Atsumu 

Movie Marathon | Tsukishima Kei 

His Little Bean | Bokuto Kotaro 

Twin Foxes | Kita Shinsuke 

Kissing Their Foreheads | Oikawa, Kuroo, Osamu 

I Want My Cuddles | Bakugo Katsuki 

Welcome Home | Haikyuu 

After Shower Bath | Miya Atsumu 

Baby Halloween | Kenma and Kuroo 

I Prefer Here | Bokuto Kotaro 

Baby Halloween | Kita, Tsukishima 

Cold | Miya Atsumu 

Grocery Shopping | Sakusa, Atsumu 

Cutting Onions | Kita Shinsuke 

1:17am - Bokuto Kotaro 

Baby Halloween | Suna, Osamu 

Come Back | Bakugo Katsuki 

11:51pm - Bokuto Kotaro 

Horror Movies | Iwaizumi Hajime 

Can You Hold Me | Miya Atsumu

Stay Like This | Bokuto Kotaro 

Baby Halloween | Konoha, Sakusa

I Love You | Akaashi Keiji 

Gentle Night | Daichi, Iwaizumi 

Gentle Night | Suga, Tsukishima 

My Home | Ojiro Aran 

Afternoon Naps | Iwaizumi Hajime 

Papa and His Baby Owls | Bokuto Kotaro 

Come to Me | Akaashi Keiji 

Good Night’s Sleep | Matsuoka Rin 

Chapped Lips | Bakugo Katsuki 

Thundering | Miya Atsumu 

Would Have Said | Miya Osamu 

Dada’s Home | Kenma, Iwaizumi 

Oh This Should Be Good | Sakusa Kiyoomi 

Dada’s Home | Ushijima, Tsukishima 

Dada’s Home | Oikawa, Atsumu 

The Better Twin | Atsumu, Osamu 

Gentle Night | Suna, Sakusa 

Free! as Dads | Rin, Sosuke, Makoto 

Free! as Dads | Haru, Ikuya, Natsuya 

1:43am - Miya Osamu 

Lullaby | Semi Eita 

Lookie | Bokuto Kotaro 

Sleepy Time With Their Babies | Atsumu, Osamu 

Sleepy Time With Their Babies | Iwaizumi, Sakusa 

Sleepy Time With Their Babies | Kita, Kuroo 

Sleepy Time With Their Babies | Ennoshita, Akaashi 

Sleepy Time With Their Babies | Kenma, Bokuto 

Sleepsies | Bokuto Kotaro 

You’ve Always Been The One | Miya Osamu 

I’m Here, So Sleep | Miya Atsumu 

12:53am - Miya Atsumu 

Putting Their Hand Out in Front of Their Kid(s) | Kuroo, Semi, Sakusa 

Putting Their Hand Out in Front of Their Kid(s) | Atsumu, Kita, Ushijima 

Putting Their Hand Out in Front of Their Kid(s) | Oikawa, Iwaizumi, Kenma 

Putting Their Hand Out in Front of Their Kid(s) | Suna, Bokuto, Osamu 

Head Pats | Suga, Atsumu 

Head Pats | Akaashi, Hinata 

Power Couple | Bakugo Katsuki 

This is My Child | Akaashi Keiji 

What Makes Him Weak for His Kid(s) | Kuroo, Suna/ Akaashi 

What Makes Him Weak for His Kid(s) | Kageyama/ Hinata/ Ushijima, Aran, Osamu 

What Makes Him Weak for His Kid(s) | Oikawa, Daichi Bokuto 

What Makes Him Weak for His Kid(s) | Iwaizumi, Tsukishima, Sakusa 

What Makes Him Weak for His Kid(s) | Kita, Kenma, Atsumu 

You’re Safe | Sakusa Kiyoomi 

Upsetting His Pregnant Wife | Sakusa, Ushijima 

Uh note: This took like 2-3 hours to make and scroll through my entire blog and wowie. I didn’t know i wrote this much like I thought it was like maybe 100 or something give or take. 😳 but its at least 200 because i only added the thirstlist and not the individual thirsts that I wrote 

AND I didnt even include the finished imagines in my drafts and the drafts im writing akjshd

also I found out that my top 5 most noted imagines are: 

This is My Wife | Akaashi Keiji (4503 notes) 

Falling Asleep on Them | Kenma, Kuroo (4058 notes) 

Someone Touching You on The Metro | Sakusa, Atsumu, Kuroo (3693 notes) 

Pregnant | Osamu, Kenma, Akaashi, Sakusa (3079 notes)

Kissing His Forehead | Hinata, Aone, Tsukishima (3037 notes) 

Newborn | Ushijima, Iwaizumi, Atsumu (2989 notes) 

Falling Asleep on Them | Tsukishima, Akaashi, Iwaizumi (2720 notes) 

Kissing Their Forehead | Kenma, Iwaizumi, Sakusa (2517 notes) 

Newborn | Sakusa, Osamu, Bokuto (2457 notes) 

Cuddles | Atsumu, Osamu (2003 notes) 

Happy Reading~~ and simping 

[frogtanii]

hi! noah anon here again, um ahaha, i may have been inspired to write a part 2 to my previous atsumu hurt/comfort drabble, i hope that's okay! ive been living for protective!y/n ever since they fought meiko for suga, so i wanted to sort of portray that!

-

from the way atsumu's breathing had evened out, you assumed he'd finally fallen asleep. exhaustion from the rough night he had taking over as he laid in your bed, wrapped up in your comforting embrace. atsumu's forehead rested in the crook of your neck and his nose pressed up against your collarbone, soft breaths tickling the sensitive skin. his arm laid across your stomach, keeping you close. for the first time since he walked into your room that night, he looked peaceful.

you on the other hand, were pissed; still stewing with rage over the events of the night. the main target of your aggression being none other than miya osamu himself. how could someone be so cold to their own twin?

the more you thought about it, the more restless you got, a pit of frustration growing and twisting uncomfortably in your gut. laying still was starting to prove a difficult task. with all of this frustrated energy you just needed to move — do something, before you went insane. so as carefully as you could, you slipped out from under atsumu, gently pushing a pillow under him for support.

shutting your door as quietly as possible you padded your way into the kitchen to grab a glass of water and an aspirin for atsumu. he'd probably need it for when he woke up, and it was the perfect excuse to get up and move around. however, as you neared the kitchen, you noticed a figure searching through the snack cabinets, grey hairs poking out into your field of vision. of course now of all times you'd run into the object of your current frustration. did you universe hate you or something?

just ignore him, you thought to yourself, no sense in getting into a conflict tonight.

as quietly as possible, you pulled a glass cup from the cabinet and filled it up with water. you had asprin in your room, so there was no need to grab any from the common area. your next objective was to exit the kitchen as quick as possible before your urge to punch osamu in the face increased any more. at this moment, his mere presence was enough to up your anger levels.

however, the second you spun on your heels to leave, osamu was also making his way out of the kitchen, causing the two of you to almost collide. luckily osamu reacted quickly, stepping back and preventing anything from being spilt.

"fucking watch it!" he spit out, expression twisting into one of contempt.

you scoffed at his outburst, ready to hit him with a few choice words, but by the time your lips parted he was already storming out of the kitchen and into the living room. a high pitched voice could be heard when he entered, sending another wave of fury coursing through your veins. "thank you 'samu, you're the best!"

"of course baby," osamu responded, "now let's start our movie."

the noise of some cheesy romance movie soon filled the living room and all surrounding areas, way too loud for this late of an hour in your opinion. it only added to your irritation, and without even thinking you were marching yourself to the living room with conviction, glass of water left behind on the kitchen island.

usually you never sought out trouble, and you weren't too fond of confrontation when it could be avoided. in the beginning of your time in the hyper house, maybe, but as time passed you soon learned nothing you said would change anything. so to save some sanity you resorted to short quips and just plain ignoring your housemates, once your contract was up none of it mattered anymore anyway. but after holding atsumu for an hour while he sobbed, and osamu's entitled attitude, something in you snapped. fuck being the bigger person.

so with your shoulders back and head held high you stormed into the living room, snatching the remote from coffee table to pause the movie playing.

that certainly grabbed their attention.

"the fuck is yer problem?" osamu vetted, standing to square up to you, fists clenched at his side and jaw tense. meiko followed suit, but took her position slightly behind osamu, nimble fingers gripping his bicep.

"my problem? hmm let's see, maybe my problem is the fact that i just held your brother as he cried himself to sleep while you were out here cuddled up on the couch!"

meiko snickered from behind him, and you had to stop yourself from lunging at her. how dare she laugh at his pain?

"'tsumu's fine, he'll get over it. now leave so we can watch our movie." your eyes went wide at osamu's response. did he really not care?

"he's your brother, and you hurt him." the annoyed expression on osamu's face fell slightly at your statement, but he quickly recovered, expression morphing into one that could kill.  "don't act so innocent, you were probably in there twisting his mind with your little lies. you know everything that's happened between us has been your fault? you're the one that turned him against me!" his voice was gradually increasing him volume and malice, you obviously getting under his skin.

"oh please, you're still telling yourself that?" you inched closer to the pair, chin lifting up to meet osamu's steely glare, your attempt at intimidation working only on the small woman behind him.

"'samu, shes scaring me, please make her leave," meiko whimpered. Osamu placed a protective arm around her, pulling her into his side, "don't worry baby, i won't let her near you." you rolled your eyes at meiko, her feigned fear sending your patience over the edge.

"oh shut up, meiko," you snapped, causing her to coward further into osamu.  "hey, don't talk to her like that!" he shot back at you, eyes darkening as he towered over your form, but you refused to back down.

"i'm texting iwaizumi, he can make her leave." meiko began typing furiously on her phone.

you chose to ignore her, prioritizing getting in your final words before iwaizumi could come to their resuce. "you've got your head completely up your ass if you think anyone but yourself is to blame for your broken relationship with 'tsumu!"

"you have no right to—"

"what the hell is going on here?" iwaizumi stormed into the room, large arms crossed over his chest as he placed himself between you and your victims.

"iwa, thank god! me and 'samu were trying to watch a movie when y/n just came in here and started attacking us! it was so scary, please make her leave!"

you scoffed at meiko's fabricated story, but before you could even begin to defend yourself iwa spoke, "y/n, go back to your room before im forced to take action." despite his dagger sharp gaze, you refused to shrink. you were going to get your point in regardless of any threats iwaizumi threw your way. so shooting him a quick and dismissive glare, you turned your attention back to osamu and meiko to get in one final blow.

"look, i don't know what your problem with me is, and frankly i don't care. but leave atsumu the fuck out your sick little games." the venom in your voice was enough to strike real fear into meiko, who was now completely hiding behind osamu for protection. even osamu's intimidating demeanor faltered at your protectiveness over his brother.

iwaizumi was the first to break the tension, "y/n, go—"

"yeah yeah, i got it, im leaving." your cut him short, giving osamu one last glare before exiting the living room, stopping to grab the glass of water from the kitchen before heading back to your room.

in your frustration you'd completely forgotten atsumu was asleep, accidentally shutting your door back with a little too much force. "angel?" atsumu's sleep drenched voice pulled you from your stewing thoughts, and you felt any and all anger melt away when you locked eyes with him.

"where'd you go off to?" he asked, rubbing at his eyes and sitting up. you snatched a bottle of asprin from your night stand and extended it to him along with the glass of water, "figured you'd want this when you woke up."

the corner of his mouth lifted up into a lopsided smile as he accepted your offer, downing a pill and half the water in one go, "yer too good to me, angel."

you offered up a soft smile as you took the glass and pill bottle back from him and set them on your nightstand. you took a seat on your bed next to atsumu, pushing back his disheveled hair back with one hand, prompting him to let out a content hum.

"i'm sorry for waking you," you whispered, letting your hand trail down the side of his face before coming to rest against his jaw, "how are you feeling?"

atsumu leaned into your touch, "much better, thanks to you. but, can we lay down again?"

you nodded, falling back to a laying position with atsumu following suit. however, this time he pulled you into his chest, holding you in his arms. you sunk further into him, finding it much easier to sleep this time as his warmth surrounded you and calmed your nerves.

-

i got a little carried away and this ended up a little longer than i intended, oops, oh well! i hope you like it!

— noah anon

hhhh,,, BESTIE OMFG UR SO SO SO TALENTED WTF???? do u have a blog cs if so sharty drop the @ ahaha (jk only if u feel comfy!!) i just mean WOW WOW WOW WOWIE

[phoebe-delia]

excuse me ma'am i just came across your blog so random i can't even believe i found it i must be the luckiest girl bc wowie you're such a great writer and you've REALLY been on my mind all the whole day long isn't that a marvel. may i please request that you answer question 15 if i MAY may i?

Oh! Anon! It's nice to meet a complete stranger who I do not know at all asking me questions. So nice, so fun, so completely anonymous. Funny how someone anonymous can still be on my mind.

Anyway, anon, I'd be happy to answer your question.

15. Where does your inspiration come from?

Wonderful question. I get it from a variety of places.

1. My favorite fics inspire me a ton. You can see a pretty extensive list of my top favorites on this list, as well as in the comments of that post.

2. Music, especially by Taylor Swift. This is obvious, I think, since I write a ton of songfics and I literally have an entire series on AO3 dedicated to fics based on her songs. Music fuels me a lot to write. I think of this blog as like 90% Drarry, 7% Taylor Swift, and 3% musicals.

3. Talking to others about Drarry. Sometimes a conversation has sparked some of my favorite little fics or headcanons.

4. My life. I've put a lot of details about myself into some of the fics.

That's about it! Thank you anon for the question. How sad that I've no clue of your identity. You seem great. *sigh*

[februaryflowers]

wowie hitting 400 🥺thank you so much, genuinely, for all the interaction and love you’ve given me and this blog and my works ♡ 

to celebrate i was thinking about opening requests again, so here we go! please read the rules before sending an ask and the prompt list is under the cut :3

squeezing someone’s hand

a trinket that reminds you of them

susurration - whispering/murmuring

cheek kisses

“why are you looking at me like that?” “like what?” “divine.”

mellifluous - sweet/musical, pleasant to hear

swings/swing set

waiting for them

reverie - the state of being lost in one’s daydreams

a tight hug and burying one’s face in their neck

追 zhui1 - to pursue, to do one’s most to seek/procure

saving mementos

“please, let me in.”

redevenir - to rebecome

“you know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.” - dr. seuss

相合傘 ai ai gasa - sharing an umbrella (alternatively 愛愛傘 ai ai gasa - love-love umbrella)

basorexia - overwhelming desire to kiss

一日三秋 yi1 ri4 san1 qiu1 - one day, three autumns – a day apart feels much longer

swinging intertwined hands while walking

“good night.”

remembering little things

dolce far niente - pleasant idleness

“how do you like your eggs?”

gushing about them to someone but getting overheard

an arm around their shoulder

恋の予感 koi no yokan - the sudden early knowledge you are meant to fall in love with the person you’ve met

a warm blanket

“you’re the one i want to come home to.”

liberosis - the desire to care less

“my road towards you will never end” - seventeen (us, again)

缘分 yuan2 fen4 - fateful coincidence

feeling safe + comfortable in their presence

syzygy - a pair of connected things

“you/they’re my joy” “really?” “you heard that?”

matutine - of early morning

“i hope that in the future… we’re as close as we are now… always.” - ichigo takano (orange)

sleeping on their shoulder

learning/picking up something new for them

“is that mine?” “i thought it was mine.”

biting back a smile

laughing/smiling until your cheeks hurt

“my eyes open wide every night, i tried counting sheep ‘till i fell asleep. but you’re floating around in my endless imagination.” - gugudan (could this be love)

moonlight on water

“i thought you were busy.” “never too busy for you.”

smitten chuckling

staying up late

“we’ll get lost together, let me fall. don’t ever let me come down from your love.” - ten (dream in a dream)

“you didn’t have to get me anything.”

letting them win

trouvaille - a lucky find

“you and i today, now we shine even brighter” - kun + xiaojun (back to you)

couples’ items

heart shaped objects

“you’re everything to me.”

“you’re my escape.” - seventeen (your choice concept trailer)

epiphany - a sudden realization

seeing the stars in their eyes

a warm kiss on a cold part of their face

knowing all their little expressions and being able to read them

“i saw you in my dreams again. it felt so real.” - seventeen (your choice concept trailer)

meeting eyes from across the room

love letters/poems

a box full of mementos

“you don’t need to impress me.”

“you told me to dream good dreams now. i don’t wanna fall asleep without you” - taeyeon (galaxy)

missing their presence/warmth

allegro - lively, cheerful

pet names

roses

“heaven knows i’m falling. i can never be the same” - wayv (electric hearts)

“i love you endlessly.”

a soothing presence

“let me let you go, please.”

ebullience - exuberance, being full of energy and excitement

feeling lucky because of them

rules:

i will be accepting requests for the following groups: a.c.e, seventeen, victon, wayv

you may req with up to three prompts (quotes from a person/group/song aren’t meant to be dialogue for the req just inspo/vibes)

however prompts from seventeen’s your choice concept trailer are dialogue prompts

i do not write smut and also reserve the right to not write things that make me uncomfortable/things i don’t feel comfortable writing

requests will be closed on july 30th at 11:59 pm est // 3:59 am gmt

i will delete requests submitted after this time

i anticipate being extremely slow so please forgive me if i don’t have your request up as soon as you’d like

you can check if i’ve received your request here!

[prettygirlcore]

8.30.20

i have this idea for a reoccurring segment to spread a little bit of love. i think giving love to others helps me feel better about myself as well, so it’s a winwin!! (pun intended)

so!! maybe i’ll make this a weekly thing??? idk man the plan is just to tag a couple blogs a week and recommend my favorite things of theirs!!

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@gucieguciekook ahhh i had to start this off with alina!! she’s such an angel and i really love her so much!! she writes a lot of yandere! idol content, but she’s mostly a bts blog! i really love her work please check it out! i’d say my favorite of hers is love bites!

@rosiethefairy my love!! i talk about rosie all the time but she’s such a sweetie pie and please go give her love!!! she usually only writes for bts but she loves me so she’s written some other groups for me too!! i think my favorite thing she’s written is daylight!!

@regular-ity oh my god i literally don’t even have a favorite all their writing is soooooo goooooood!!!! please go check them out i would really appreciate it!! they mostly write for nct, but they write for some others! if i had to recommend something, though, it’d be ode to september!

@cozyteez they write for ateez!! and they’re so good at it!!!!! my favorite thing of theirs is the fairy! price! yeosang headcanons!! but wowie please check out all their other stuff cuz they have some really cool work!! edit: i fixed it idk why it said pirate lol.