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jeanbie · 5 months

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the most dangerous thing about pandora is that you might grow to love her too much 𐦍*:･.ೃ࿔*:· an avatar playlist ━ listen on spotify & youtube.

#music playlist #spotify playlist #avatar 2009 #avatar james cameron #avatar the way of water #avatar playlist #mentally i live in this playlist

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angeltism · 5 months

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"name your fragment playlists something normal for once" how about no

#➳ the fool speaks #mafu has the ONE vaguely normalish playlist title bc i got lazy and didn't wanna make a dig abt the mental shit #bc i too experience mental shit (depression) aaaand naming his playlist after a joke abt that is nyat very live laugh love y'know #i guess mappi too..? but the music that plays in my head whenever i read ''the mappi'' makes it funnier than it is

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menlove · 6 months

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I'm making a playlist to cope w my emotions from this

#it's just entitled 😶 and no one will ever know what ship it's about except courtney we live on shame and secrets here #THEY HAVE ME SO FUCKED UP RN..... I THOUGHT I WAS A CHANGED MAN....#edit there's a lot of arctic monkeys on this playlist.... what does that say abt the mental state #although tbf it's also The Sound

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to-thelakes · 3 days

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IT JUST OCCURED TO ME SPOTIFY WRAPPED SEASON IS NEARLY UPON US

#ruby rambles #spotify wrapped my beloved <3 #i love finding out which song i streamed over 300 times in a year #it reminds me how mentally stable i am HAHAHAHA #2023 it was 'like real people do' by hozier (clocking in at 354 plays)#2022 it was 'new constellations' by ryn weaver (clocking in at 500 plays)#2021 it was 'pierre' by ryn weaver (clocking at at 232 streams)#and then 2020 i'm 100% sure it was 'sex' by eden #double-checked and i was right #i have no screenshots from 2016 to 2020 tho #but i love yapping about music so i will be telling you what the top songs were #2016 was 'ode to sleep' by twenty one pilots (i was 13?)#2017 was 'hold on' by chord overstreet #2018 was 'the last of the real ones' by fall out boy #2019 top song is something i don't speak about so you'll get my 2nd song of the year #which was 'hearts' by jessie ware #but these songs i still stand by to this day #i will yap about them and i know every goddamn lyric and will scream them #MANIA is not one of fob's best albums but idc #last of the real ones slaps SO HARD #it lived rent free in my brain for so long and still does #i would jam the fuck out to it #i literally have a playlist called “reliving my (not so) emo years” and i will sing those songs like im 13/14 again #anyway yap over

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sso-montana · 5 months

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ok so I know most peole usually have characters from shows and books that kinda influence their oc which I've been trying to figure out what characters influenced Montana and none of the shows that I watched really fit the bill

and now while looking for songs bc moodboard posts I went through my playlists I made when I was 14 (bad idea I know) and realized she isn't influenced by characters that I liked BUT INSTEAD by my music taste

because that bitch is SO Against The Current and Icon For Hire coded it's not even funny so uh yeah

what kind of music genre/artist/band influenced your oc's

#sso #ssoblr #sso oc #montana opalheart #mo talks shit #listen I needed a depressing song for once of the boards and that playlist had a lot of them #I reaaaaaally wasn't in a good mental space back then huh #the songs still slap tho and I will start listening to them again #only reason I stopped is because I tend to focus on a bunch of songs and forget others also exist #but yeah if montana was a band vibe it would be Against the Current #which I'm going to see the first time live this year 13 year old me is SCREAMING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #it's also my first concert ever so yay

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bobgasm · 10 months

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drop ur whole funeral playlist

aight just remember u asked for it

#asks #anon #replies #funeral playlist #i made an actual playlist on spotify #just for this ask #it lives in my cousins notes otherwise #the mental illness really pops off with the last song #it’s also for if i’m cremated

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ikyw-t · 10 months

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y'know I think about this tweet often. I don't think truer words have ever been spoken....

#had a whole mini rant that i wrote and then deleted lol..........#no one else may know his shitty he was but i will always know and i shall absolutely not forgive or forget #however i do still start seething on occasion when i remember that after we broke up for years i never thought of him at all #except when i pass his street on occasion bc he happens to live nearby which is very ughhh but it's mostly whatever #and then out of the blue in early 2021 he texted and CALLED me (i did not answer. what a fucking jumpscare jfc)#to tell me he had been stalking my spotify playlists and saving them and #even had the fuuuuucking audacity. to think they were a personal message in a bottle just for him.#we had not spoken in 3 years. can u imagine the absolute lack of fucking common sense or logic. the fucking audacity of men is unparalleled #and then i had nightmares and paranoia about him for the next like full year. like wtf.#also i think i said 2021 but actually that happened in 2022 so we actually hadn't spoken in four full years.#where on gods green earth woild he get the idea. that my public spotify playlist.#was dedicated to my terrible obsessive bully of a boyfriend from fucking high school.#i just can't even fucking fathom the mental gymnastics necessary.#anyway. i ended up ranting anyway #it just makes me so angry that i didnt think about him for years and then he so efficiently once again ruined my life #bc he had been incredibly obsessive and so I had reason to worry he might just show up at my house at some point.#i ended up ranting anyway. what can u do.#anyway. I hope he's having a terrible time. he deserves it.

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outeremissary · 2 years

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Rules : 🎶 when you get this, list 5 songs you’ve been listening to & tag 5-10 people.

Tagged by @turbulentpumpkin43. Thank you! In honor of it being late I will give a very uncurated list. Behold. How I live.

Internet Overdose - Aiobahn feat. KOTOKO (cw: flashing lights)

Kiss the Go-Goat - Ghost

Internet Yamero - Aiobahn feat. KOTOKO (HUGE cw: flashing lights)

Telecaster B-Boy - surii

Birds- Katatonia

@bearvanhelsing and @camelliagwerm, if you want?

#to really understand where my brain is this week you gotta imagine looping each of these a minimum of five times every time it's on #had a day where I listened to almost nothing but Internet Overdose for three straight hours. soup brain day.#not a peak mental health week.#more like a TV static week #my history right now is actually half different uploads of Internet Overdose and Internet Yamero I was cycling between #last week it was all Lower One's Eyes #doing fine doing normal #listened to some Other Music today and last night and it was like wow!! there's a world of aural possibilities I'd forgotten #tag game #turbulentpumpkin43 #anyway I recommend living your life any other way #I realized midway through a loop of Internet Overdose that I'm actually required to put it on my angel playlist #idk how I feel about that!!!#edited to add links. for possible context.

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hellborg · 2 years

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I struggle a lot with internalized shame and embarrassment, especially just existing. I know a lot of people will say “Fake it till you make it” regarding confidence, and it does help a bit. I want to say, nothing has helped me more than pretending I’m going through my Villain Arc. It’s helped my confidence so much. Just act like you’re the baddest bitch around, over time it’ll become the truth, trust me.

#txt #delete later #mental health #when i tried to do positive affirmations in the mirror i had a therapist suggest i'd just end up crying my eyes out bc i couldn't do it #Just be a threatre kid #live life deliciously and be a bad bitch #it will manifest trust me #affirmations have become easier as well #I have a bad bitch playlist for my self esteem so i can get myself out of those intrusive thoughts

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colourful-glasses · 1 year

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Look it's been literal years since I've been on here but I want you to know I'm listening to S.Coup's playlist from 3 years ago and crying myself to sleep at 5am when I have a shift at 1 later

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#carat #svt #seventeen #I'm serious when I say seventeen saved my life several times #I would not be here were it not for their music #living the diamond life truly #like which other group makes playlists of their own songs that blend in so well with fan playlists #I'm mentally ill enough to be imagining seungcheol comforting me #but also mentally well enough to be comforted and stable #Youtube

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knifefightandchill · 2 years

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I made this for a ridiculous RE4 crack playlist!! some of the song choices may be confusing without more context. Hellfire for example. but i spent too much time on the playlist picture to not post it lmao. i hope someone gets a kick out of it!

#my edits #my playlists #re4 #this is certified cringe my guys #re #like i'm not even putting it into big tags #i made this at like 2am last month let me live #Like i wanted to post the edit because i'm still really amused with it #but i can't separate it from the playlist because its the whole reason it exists #i have been occasionally adding more to it because reasons #look its a whole vibe #is so silly #crack #this is also a prime example of my mental health

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tulsa24 · 1 year

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the moon is so bright where i live right now 🥹

(the tags mention jjong’s passing, please don’t read if it’ll be triggering for you)

#i firmly believe that jjong is the moon (metaphorically speaking)#and that when he passed he went to go live on the moon #that’s his version of heaven bc he’s at peace but he still gets to perform at night and can be a part of everyone’s lives #at least i feel like that’s what he would want #but anywho #when i see the moon #i either take a moment to write to jjong (either physically or mentally)#or if i’m able to #i like to listen to either his music/SHINee or a playlist i have for him #but it gives me a chance to celebrate all that jjong was #and it serves as a reminder that he’s never really gone if we keep things like this in our minds and hearts #so tonight i don’t really want to share my thoughts too much (i prefer to keep my conversations to jjong with just him and i)#but my precious moon i love you infinitely and i am so grateful to have your influence in my life #my moon 💛🌙#5 shining stars 💎

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pallas-cat · 2 years

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i think there is a stark difference between romanticizing depression and just...understanding and living it and i think that in my fear of doing the former i avoided doing the latter too much

#anyway an online friend made me a Moody Music playlist that kinda works with my tastes #and current mental health predicament #and it #idk it's nice to just...live it as a phase #an emotion #and maybe not as a repulsive finality #like i don't think i'll ever really be mentally healthy but #at least i can learn to live with it

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dokiyeom · 2 years

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i just remembered that some people here now know what i look like,,, that is so embarrassing how r those people gonna take anything i say or write seriously,,, bye i’m gonna crawl into a hole

#aiyah aya !!#it was an impulsive post but also it was not #but how am i going to talk abt my silly kpop thoughts now #anyways i love taeil #im going thru a taeil phase #and vv much have made a swift return to my unending jeonghan phase #and eunchae. GOD her being a music bank mc has kept me well fed as an eunchae bias #also hello nmixx tour ?? i think i need to experience haewon and bae live..#anyways this week. has been so rough mentally like. i’m hanging on by a fucking thread #but !! i’ve been reading parable of a sower by octavia e butler && watching hospital playlist & yuru camp !!#but yea im still like. vv much buried six foot deep

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innateapathy · 2 years

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This song feels like the theme song to my life lately. Empty, pained and alone. A quiet acceptance of it all.

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warriorsparked · 2 years

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MUSE PLAYLIST.

post 3 - 5 songs that remind you of your muse.

RULES : repost, don’t reblog.

1. Ego Painted Grey -- Angra

This endless torture's building up my rage Holding on, hide my agony I'm getting weary just to be alive All I want is help!!!

2. Warrior Heart -- Kreator

I was born with a Warrior heart I was raised in a land of aggression A savage outcast right from the start While awake forever free Have returned to what should I burn From the ghettos to the temple of my vision Now I rejoice as the country implodes For this day I keep myself alive

3. Show Me How to Live -- Royal Hunt

In the midnight hour I'm sitting by the fire, Running out of memories to burn Look, I'm in your power - beaten down and tired, Waiting for the last thing left to learn So show me how to live, cuz all I do is trying To honestly forgive, but patience's running dry So show me how to live: you can't keep denying What all you've had to give - a thousand ways to die Now show me how to live

4. Crush ‘Em -- Megadeath

Last one standin' wins the fight Hear us scream and shout all night Down on the floor and eat the grit This is gonna hurt a little bit

Heads I win, tails you lose Out of my way, I'm comin' through Roll the dice, don't think twice And we crush (crush), crush 'em (crush 'em)

5. Day Sixteen: Loser -- Ayreon

Look at you, lying there, defenceless and alone See I am no fool, I always knew you wouldn't make it on your own

'cause you're just like your mother, well, where is she now? You'll end up like her soon, 6 feet under ground, loser!

Tagged by: Stole it. :) Steal it from me~ :O

#The muse #Dash games #// Uuugggh it's SO HARD to choose just 5 songs because I have an ENTIRE playlist that is inspiration to me when it comes to Megs and my fics #// These are some of the ones that really speak to me for various reasons #Ego painted grey is about mental health and feeling trapped in anxiety but it goes with my fic series for when Megatron was locked away #whether that was in his own mental cage or when he was locked away in the institute #Warrior heart is actually the inspiration for my blog name lol and the song overall is about the shitty state of the world and chaos and #those oppressed rising up #Show me how to live is actually a religious aspect of Megatron's life (and my all time favourite song tbh)#It's 10 minutes long but such a good song and it speaks a LOT about Megatron's beliefs and how he his relationship with Primus is... complex #Crush 'em is literally just a good banger that reminds me of Megatron being in the gladiator pits and rising from the bottom up #And Day 16: Loser is actually one song of a whole album that was a huge inspiration to me #it's actually from the father's eyes which is more about Megatron's relationship with his father and how utterly SHIT and abusive it was in #my fic series #The line about his mother is just a bonus because their relationship was toxic and horrible and they both abandoned him so...

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