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The Light We Find in the Shadows by swdsnygeek
Chapter: 4/ ?
Fandoms: Julie and The Phantoms (TV 2020)
Mature
No Archive Warnings Apply
F/M
Work in Progress
20 Feb 2024
Ships: Julie Molina/Luke Patterson, Background Willex - Relationship
Characters: Julie Molina, Luke Patterson, Reggie Peters (Julie and The Phantoms), Alex Mercer (Julie and The Phantoms), Flynn Taylor, Rose Molina,
Tags: Mentions of Violence, things that go bump in the night - Freeform, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, magical elements- of a sort, the characters are adults who swear, Banter, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, it's a bumpy road, Alternate Universe - Urban Fantasy
Summary:
The rules of life for Julie are pretty simple. 1. Go to work. 2. Be home before sunrise. 3. Make sure other vampires and creatures of the night aren’t causing trouble in her territory. 4. (and most important of all) Avoid hunters at all costs. Everything changes when Julie accidentally saves one from a certain (and painful) death. Suddenly, she and Luke, a hunter who is much more than meets the eye, can't seem to escape each other. Every encounter, every touch, every moment draws them deeper and deeper into a forbidden love that could unravel the fabric of life as they and everyone around them know it.
Read from the beginning here
#an update#i'm excited about this one#jatp#jatp fic#vampire/hunter au#jukebox#jukeboxsource#mere writes sometimes
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the wangxian + a-yuan "dads with an adopted son" thing is fine and enjoyable in fanfics honestly but I think we as a fandom are really not utilizing the idea of all of them in unconventional familial structures enough. Like, canonically it wasn't so much that wwx was a-yuan's guardian as that a-yuan was being raised collectively by the wens and wwx was adopted INTO the larger wen family. And lwj got attached to him through that. A-yuan just has these very attached weird uncles/older cousin figures that aren't related to him by blood at all but keep sticking around.
Just think of a modern AU with a lot less death where lwj does as he does in canon and keeps showering a-yuan in gifts as much as he can and when wwx is like "aiyah lan zhan you're gonna spoil him. Not everyone is as rich as you! What's his family supposed to say if they can't buy him all the stuff you do?" lwj just goes "Hm". And from then on out every year once a-yuan's birthday is near the extended Wen family members (well. the ones that are invited that is. No one wants wen chao at a birthday party) wakes up to a wechat payment from lwj.
Random wen cousin number 6 texts granny like
cousin 6: i just got 400 yuan????
granny: oh that's just wangji
cousin 6: i've never met this guy in my life???
granny: he wants you to buy a-yuan a nice birthday present!
cousin 6: how does he know my bank account???
#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#wen yuan#lan sizhui#granny wen#wangxian#i just don't think we're thinking enough about wangxian as nonconventional family to a-yuan enough#lwj leaving early on chinese new year's eve to go to a party over at the wens??? hilarious#wen siblings move in with granny to care for her and help with a-yuan. wwx crashes at their place for months#eventually lwj is there more days than not. the white wash cycle is like 70% his clothes#granny sleeps in the room next to wwx's and once wangxian happens#she sometimes very pointedly goes well!! i'm gonna go to the park!! for about an hour! which means I WON'T BE HERE. *wink*#as always when talking about underrated dynamics i am not hating on anyone for writing what they want. merely exploring concepts i enjoy
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Maximus Decimus Meridius Headcanons: Expressions of Love

The thing about Maximus is that, once he is in love with you, everything he does becomes an expression of love.
He has always been a keen observer, and he puts those skills to good use in his relationship with you. Anytime you are sad or frustrated or uncertain, he always is able to sense those emotions without you having to tell him.
...and while he isn't the type for grand gestures, he will always find a way to reassure you. A subtle squeeze of your hand, if you're in a public place. An embrace that lasts longer than usual. Some soft words of encouragement.
...AND just because he's not the type for grand public gestures, that doesn't mean he's not a romantic down to the depths of his bones. This man absolutely lives to bring you flowers, gift you the finest horses he can find, carve special figures for you out of wood. Nothing brings him greater joy than not only being able to give you something, but being able to make it with his own hands and think of you while he's making it.
Also kisses. So many kisses.
Kisses on your cheek, on your lips, on your forehead, your hands, your arms, your legs, your chest, your neck, every last inch of you. Gentle kisses, passionate kisses, languid kisses, intense kisses, emotional kisses, sleepy kisses... it just never ends with him.
He loves sharing his interests with you, as well. Reading is one of his favorite pastimes, and many evenings are spent curled up with him beside the fire or in bed, listening to him read aloud. Riding horses and tending crops also takes up a great deal of his time, and he loves for you to work alongside him so you can spend time together.
And he will look for so many opportunities to spend time with you. Going for a midnight swim together. Cooking a meal together. Taking an early-morning walk. Sharing a bath. Even just doing repairs around your home together. Anything is an opportunity.
While he is usually a very stoic and serious person, one of his primary expressions of love is the way he smiles and laughs when he's with you. It's as if he can't keep himself from grinning when he's watching you — you just bring him so much joy, he can't keep it contained inside.
Even if is far away from you for many months at a time, he finds himself whispering prayers to the gods to keep you safe, to not let him forget your smiling face, to bring you back together soon.
And when he returns home to you, it's with such joy, because his whole life has become an expression of love to you. If Maximus is in love with you, you will never have the slightest reason to doubt his love.
...and of course a few slightly nsfw ones, because I can't help it :D
There is no sex with Maximus that does not involve an untold amount of kissing, caressing, and outpourings of affection. Every time he takes you in his arms, it's because he wants to demonstrate his love for you, and he always does exactly that.
Having him go down on you isn't something you even have to ask for — he does it of his own volition. More nights than not are spent with him kneeling between your legs, coaxing the sweetest sounds from you.
Nothing pleases him more than knowing that you trust him and that he satisfies you as no one else can. Hearing you moan his name is like an aphrodisiac.
He always keeps his eyes open when you make love. He wants to study your expressions, look deep in your eyes while you're sharing that time together.
And when you're both finished and so spent you can't even move, he always takes the time to gather you up in his arms, kiss your face gently, and whisper how much he loves you before you both drift off to sleep in each other's embrace.
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More of my fanfiction if you are so inclined :)
#hi everyone my name is YEARNING#the love i have for this man. beyond human comprehension#this is a fraction!!! a mere glimpse of the things that are always going on in my brain#i can't even take how perfect he is#i need him. sooooo much#writing fanfiction isn't enough i need to shower him with all the love and affection he deserves#and he deserves it ALL#if no one else will give it to him i will#if maximus has one fan it's me#if maximus has zero fans then i am dead#i poured my heart and soul into these because!!! i feel like! i share his soul!!#kind of you know how it is#i've spent so much time obsessing over him that sometimes i feel like he's real and i know him#i know i don't and that's delusion BUT consider this#i enjoy it very much#maximus i would cross oceans of time and space and reality to be with you#they will not keep us apart forever my love#headcanons#gladiator#russell crowe#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#fanfiction#gladiator fanfiction#maximus x reader#maximus decimus meridius x reader#my fanfiction
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do you guys have game recommendation that involves a lot of typing and also doesn't require high graphics
#imagine the most basic potato laptop#that will explode at the mere mention of photoshop#gummmyspeaks#i wanna use my keyboard more it's just there atm KAJSHDFKSJA#ive resorted to writing my oc fics sometimes but yeah idk HAHA
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"In another life I would have really liked just raising a pet and going on long walks with you."

#sometimes a family is just you and me and our little puppy 🩷#puppy tum aur main#is life me tum mil hi kaha rahe ho jo tumhare sath “in this life...” wali baatein karu 🥲#par anyways i know tum to aaoge hi#mere bina reh kaise paoge kyunki ab jo bhi hun sirf main hi hun#desi#being desi#just desi things#desi shit posting#desiblr#desi tumblr#desi aesthetic#desi light academia#desi dark academia#desi academia#desi culture#spilled writing#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled thoughts#desi side of tumblr#desi literature#desi blr#desi core#pyaari naari ki pyaari baatein
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frankie accidentally becoming johnny's mom's sugar baby was not on my bingo card and yet
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while many times this goes unspecified, as many authors think it goes without saying, it's an inescapable truth that a non-insignificant amount of characters in the western canon come across as profoundly white, cisheterosexual and christian in their demeanor and in their values. speculating about how a character might change if you altered any of those groups invites a deeper exploration of these aspects than you're likely to encounter in most corners of fandom.
not to mention, how much more inviting these arguable blank canvases seem to be when it comes to fandom engagement, vis a vis explicitly non-white, non-cishet, non-christian characters.
#talking to the void#my thoughts#fandom nonsense#the writing tm#especially the cisheterosexual part where fandom often approaches it at ''if they never EXPLICITLY said it it's fair game''#and sometimes exploring queerness will be The Point of these transformative works but often. Not. as I talked about in my recent Mia post#religion... I've found a mixed bag. I.e. lots headcanons that just seem to exist in the background to ~add to the character#But I'd say it's more likely to take a character exploration route instead of being a mere vehicle for a ship#racebends especially in visual media where you have to actively work against canon is what seems to get the most purposeful approaches#not always. and sometimes (a lot of the time) the results are atrocious to the extreme. In both fandom and mainstream adaptations#but I think the fact that it HAS to work against canon (same with a classical genderbend) immediately generates discussion#with far more force than the others regardless of author intent#which also could get into the difference of perception people at large have of race vs other divisions#don't know if I'm explaining myself right slkfjf I'm tired and I had a really long day but I'm just throwing this post out
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“Peter.”
The boy can’t even look Tony in the eye. Not because he’s afraid, but because he’s tired. Defeated. The most he does is glance at his mentor like a sad, curious puppy.
Tony can only smile.
“You’re doing great,” he tells him.
Peter looks surprised to hear that, as he raises his head a little and actually gazes at the man.
“I know you don’t believe it with how much you’ve been dealing with,” Tony details. “You might think you’re failing, but I see your effort. You’re a hero both at school and at home… and well, everywhere. And I’m proud of you.”
It’s like Peter hasn’t heard these words in forever.
Because his eyes grow deep, his lips quiver, he begins shaking. Tony can tell there’s a lot of pain in there, as Peter covers his mouth once he starts sobbing, so he doesn’t make much noise.
Tony kneels in front of the kid, opening his arms. Peter immediately launches himself towards him, hugging him so desperately, and sobbing so much that it must hurt. Tony hates imagining how long Peter must have kept it to himself. How long has he felt like a failure?
Peter is so much more than “good enough”.
He’s doing great, amazing, even.
And the kid needs to remember that more often.
Tony will make sure of that.
#lotus speaks#irondad#fics#my fics#drabble#i might write a complete story. eventually#i wrote this bc my psychiatrist yesterday merely told me i was doing a good job#and i started crying#like#ppl often tell me i'm doing the best i can#and i get the intention#but sometimes i don't feel like that's good#so hearing someone say i was doing good or great#not just 'good enough' or 'the best i could'#wow.#that hit me like a ton of bricks#idk if this makes sense#rambling in tags
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i flip flop a lot between anti sex anti horny xander and xander who chose his retainers purely by thinking with his dick like sorry i dont believe you picked laslow and peri based purely on objective measures i think you saw laslow almost knock you on your ass and show you last minute mercy and it did something to you. i think you saw peri hit a crit in that tourney, messy ass mascara and everything, and fell to your knees. like theres no way. THERES NOOOO WAY.
#fe xander#i come back to these three a lot very often#and its usually when i start thinking about how ppl were like#‘why would the crown prince ever have laslow and peri as retainers’#like as a knock to fates writing#but the answer could be so simple if you let it be: its funny and xander just thinks theyre hot#(im aware the real reason is that xander wanted people who wouldnt let themselves die on the battlefield#but to me fates is a comedy and i must treat it as such)#but then sometimes to me xander is the type of asexual who vomits at the mere MENTION of intercourse so its like#man. which is it buddy#i guess the answer to my question is which one is funnier at the moment#so woo!! aceflux xander!!!
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Also yeah just a general PSA: I am home visiting family for the holidays (Dec 12-Jan 1). I am spending it with family but have downtime to myself too; however, I have a very tiny, 4GB RAM laptop, and while it does OK, too many tabs makes it run slowly, AND it's only a 13" screen, so sometimes my eyes just can't handle staring at it for too long compared to what I have at home.
So bear with me that I might not be writing as much as I normally do, thank you.
#OOC.#PSA.#[ like I WANT to write when I have free time to myself BUT ]#[ my eyeballs sometimes say no ]#[ i do have a 40" TV to plug in here at my grandparents but it's kinda hard to type facing one way and look at the screen a foot away lol ]#[ like rn my grandparents went out to the store so im chillin on the dash but we'll see what i can get up to]#[ i did put mere's icons into a rar folder but forgot to do any for my multi lol ]
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The Incredible Hulk (1968) #297
#love the writing here#really appreciate that it’s applicable to both Bruce and the Hulk#it’s an inconsistent part of the tragedy of the Hulk that when he calms down and feels safe and happy he detransforms back into Bruce#which really limits his ability to exist that way and not in the inherently-uncomfortable state of being extremely angry#so the ‘nightmare’ haunting the Hulk here is both the vague awareness of and residual feelings about the fact#that Bruce finally got his life together and then lost it all#but it also works read as about the Hulk’s inability to live a happy and satisfied life#that he’s angry even when he has no reason to be#for the Hulk ‘time is immaterial’ and he always exists in a state where there are ‘dark dreams filling his head’#he is never allowed ‘a moments rest’ and it is ‘the nightmare [those feelings] he rages against’#and he is haunted by the spectre of happiness he can never have#and I like that this is all taking place within nature#that his lashing out incidentally disturbes the animals (that the Hulk would otherwise like)#and it’s a mere falling rock that really sets the Hulk off#because sometimes stories can lean to hard into that the Hulk is an innocent victim that only ever attacks when he’s attacked first#when really part of the tragedy of the Hulk is that that’s not necessary#he can misunderstand things and interpret an attack when there wasn’t one#or experience pain because of a sensory issue and assume it’s an intentional attack#I think it works well to evoke in this part of the story that the Hulk is associated with nature and doesn’t fit into normal society#because of his disabilities#but really his issues would be a problem there too even with no other humans around#marvel#bruce banner#my posts#comic panels
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Ho Ho Ho and Other Mysteries
by @riderunlove
Chapters: 6/6
Fandom: Julie and The Phantoms (TV 2020)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Julie Molina/Luke Patterson
Characters: Julie Molina, Luke Patterson, Alex Mercer (Julie and The Phantoms), Reggie Peters (Julie and The Phantoms) Additional Tags: Christmas fic, Christmas Magic, lots and lots of magic
Summary:
After her mother's death, the holidays were difficult for Julie. Just when she finally thinks she is ready to embrace them again she is slapped with a cruel disappointment that leaves her swearing off Christmas and it's supposed magic forever.
Luke has always loved Christmas, because it's literally magical for him and his family in a way most post people can't imagine. Unexpectedly he finds himself facing down a tight and dangerous deadline, with a nearly impossible solution.
Maybe fate will show both of them the real magic of the holiday season.
from the beginning: https://archiveofourown.org/works/36134407
@story-courty made this awesome moodboard
#it's finally finished#my fun christmas baby that grew into something more than i ever expected#jukebox#juke#juke fic#mere writes sometimes
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so basically in late december i bought for dirty cheap the complete italian edition of obscure trans manga F Compo which was just lying there in a comicbook shop and it has been the most wild read not only because of the content itself which is 10/10 BUT because on issue n.3 i found in the fanmail of the manga a earth-shattering letter from a trans woman praising F Compo for its overall positive representation of trans lives and then i found out she was actually a super relevant trans activist of the time AND AND her letter apparently touched some readers so much than in later issues there were STILL people in the fanmail talking about the legendary letter of Mirella Izzo and asking for their contacts to be displayed in case she would find them and mail them back and it felt like finding a precious relic from a time long gone where communication was still evolving and not completely synchronous, this game of telephone stretched through time, like, did mirella ever buy the other issues? did she write back to those who asked? did she get to see that her words were valued and loved in this tiny space at the end of a manga made of cheap shitty paper? that they resonated with people? maybe those people were gay or trans themselves, or maybe they were simply shook by the words of mirella, either way it was very moving to witness
#f compo#family compo#sometimes i actually write stuff#i remember the frenzy of being in the comicbook shop with 2% battery and calling the gf and being like ISNT THIS THE TRANS MANGA YOU WANTED#the holy grail for a mere 25 euros#we finished it recently we really savoured it#mirella izzo's letter was also full of the same terminology we still use nowadays its weird but nice to see nothing has changed in 20 years#like i had no idea the use of the asterisk for NB/genderfluid people in italian was a thing already in the early 00's#truly fascinating
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Girly pop, where have you written this fan fiction? Where Tim and Kon have a baby? I need to read it. Your prompts are amazing!
in my head, thanks for asking!
#i really wish i could actually write and publish it but a. i haven't finished a vip in like. literal years#im not even sure if i can write a decent thing anymore#and b. english is not my first language and the mere thought of writing something more than a ranting post in this is language is morbid tbh#im so glad you're enjoying my posts tho!#btw there are plenty of really good timkon clone baby fics#I'll probably make a fic rec post sometime soon so stay tuned
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Maps

Oh hon,
You should see the way he looks at you
The way he reads you like a treasured map
His eyes: steady, searching and true
His hands, ever the compass, in his travels
With firm delicacy, his fingertips trail the lines
As he explores
As he seeks
The adventure of his dreams unveiling new
So is it any surprise? The look in his eyes
With his heart full of wanderlust for you?
~Po

#justalittlelogophile#logophile#words#writeblr#creative writing#poetry#writers and poets#poetrycommunity#original poem#poets on tumblr#OW#OW✍🏼#Oh to look at someone one day and be filled with the wonder of an adventurous spirit#The wish to take their hand and ask for the privilege the chance to explore the journey of life with you#Sometimes I forgot how much poetry wants to be spoken#wants to be created#wants to be shared#How stubborn it will be in doing so#Because I had an idea a mere concept of a thought and felt impressed to write it down#Then when I sat back to reread it#I literally just stared what I wrote and outloud went “What the FLIP?!”#Shared it with my roommate and she’s like “Diagnosed with Longing”#I was so perplexed because I was like “I was thinking?? about roadtrips??”#fascinating what beautiful messes or minds can come up with
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so insanely unrelated but i very randomly miss akatsuki hyoga maybe it is time to return to my roots (second time i say this)
I was thinking about ryusui earlier today the man he is truly if you scroll through my fic recs there is the ONLY RYUSUI FIC EVER i will probably remember that fic forever
#i will go reread it later#genuinely like insanity#“i won't be wasting your time” HEAD IN HANDS in the middle of the night the sentence i think about is ryusui saying “i won't be wasting you#time"#ive rbed that fic multiple times but i think it was so incredible#i feel like writing for ryusui but also i feel like that is not in my department unfortunately... may be worth a try sometime#BUT ALSO omg now im going to talk about dcst for my like 40 dcst followers#I AM SUCH AN UKYO LOVER#I DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU I LITERALLY LOVE THAT BOY (GROWN ASS MAN)#GUYS UKYO SAIONJI#HE IS THE SWEETEST EVER OHHHHH MY GOD#it was just hyoga appeared and i cheated on him in mere seconds#hashtag sorry
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