Set Lists (a Ross Gaines x Joseph Lisgoe fanfic)
This is purely self-indulgent. Nobody asked for a Band!AU, but I love the idea of Drummer!Lisgoe, so we have a band AU!
If you wanna know the name of the song the band is playing, it's Jobseeker by Sealford Mods because the song slaps and I like irony
CONTENT WARNINGS: Smoking and car makeout sessions because that's the life of a rocker innit?
If there was one thing Ross hated about the bar he went to, it was the Open Mic that happened every Thursday night
It had gotten to the point where he was playing mental bingo just to keep his sanity:
"Open Mic Thursdays" set list
A girl screeching her way through My Heart Will Go On
A group of drunk milennials singing ABBA
Some guy with a guitar (bonus points if he plays Wonderwall)
A wannabe rock band
A couple that thinks they’re in a Disney movie
The theatre kid
The one that can actually sing and wants to make it everyone’s problem
The try-hard crooner
So far, he’d managed to tick off almost everything (tonight they had a couple that was particularly gushy and it almost made Ross want to hurl his guts up), and now he was scanning the room for those rock wannabes. It was slightly shameful, the child-like excitement this game gave him, but it was keeping his morale up. And after the day he had at work, it was the least he deserved
And right on cue...
He watched as a group of black-clad 30-somethings took the stage to set up. Surely there’s an age cap on when it’s acceptable to still be in a band was Ross’ immediate thought before turning to his whiskey
Ross could hear a voice through the microphone, but he wasn’t paying too much attention. It wasn’t until the sound of heavy guitar filled the air that he could no longer focus on just his drink due to the sheer noise of it. The joys of live music. Always a racket
What it did mean, however, was that Ross was finally able to see what exactly a bunch of washed-up rockers looked like
"Weird Rock Band" set list
The singer: A slightly weedy guy with shoulder-length hair and glasses who, in all honesty, stuck out like a sad little thumb
The guitarist: Girl in a black bomber jacket and some sort of weird, messy updo; she looked like she’d jumped straight out of an 80s music video
The bassist: Another girl. Undercut, lace button-down and a silver chain. Looked a lot like the drummer, speaking of which...
The drummer: Who was now slamming his drumsticks down on the instrument like it had done something to personally wrong him
If Ross had to pick, and he only ever would if he had a gun to his head, he’d say the drummer was perhaps the most convincing rocker. He certainly had the jewellery, and he had that look of intense anger that was very prevalent in the scene. Ross was slightly ashamed that he could recognise it
Even though he didn’t want to admit it, this band was one of the better ones. Not that it meant much, considering the last time a band performed it ended with the guitarist grabbing a drumstick and volleying it at someone in the back of the pub
In particular, something about the drummer caught Ross’ eye. He’d never seen someone give it the way he did. Despite there being four people on that stage, the drummer was the one clearly pulling focus. And it wasn’t the usual desperate pandering, he was just present in the moment. Ross was slightly concerned that he was going to put a stick through a drum, but at least he was interesting to watch
Well, he wasn’t sure about the rest of the audience, but he was intrigued
The song reached its end and recieved a generally warm atmosphere. Ross' eyes still found themselves on the drummer as he twirled his drumsticks around with his fingers. He'd hardly noticed the singer step forward until he started talking, much to the disappointment of Ross
“We enjoying ourselves!”
I was until you showed up
“I said are we enjoying ourselves!”
Clean out your ears
He spoke a little more, and the people watching were having a good time, but Ross only started really paying attention when he started introducing the band members
"Weird Rock Band" set list 2.0
The singer: Admittedly, even Ross didn’t catch his name. He just wished he’d shut up and finish the song
The guitarist: Ruby Louganis
The bassist: Jodie something
“And of course, last but not least,”
Jesus christ, this is dragging on
“Please give it up for our drummer-“
Can we wrap this up?
"-Mr. Joseph Lisgoe!”
... Joseph
Drummer of a rock band
And his name’s Joseph?
There wasn’t anytime to ponder this though, because the band had started up again, playing another song Ross didn't recognise. Ross went back to his drink, allowing the noise to fade into the background
The band weren’t up for too long, only about two or three songs, before they packed up and went off into the backrooms. Not emerging until a bit later, well, two of them did. The girls. Ruby and Jodie
The closer she was, Ross could really see the resemblance between Jodie and the drummer. It was strange, they looked so alike yet extremely different. Though that could’ve been due to the thick eye makeup she was wearing-
“Show’s over, cunt. Eyes on your glass.”
Damn it
“I was just wondering-“
“Bet you were.”
“Nothing like that! You just looked like your drummer, wondered if there was a genetic reason.”
Jodie gritted her teeth like she was about to launch at him, but was stopped by Ruby placing a hand on her shoulder
“We’ll take your word for it,” she said, zipping up her bomber jacket “Jodie and Joseph are twins.”
“Makes sense. How long have you been playing together?”
“We don’t.” Jodie piped up, still wary of whether she could trust Ross or not “This was just a laugh. I like guitar, he likes drums. Thought ‘fuck it, why not?’ and found out Ruby and Jezza were looking for substitutes. This is a one night only deal.”
Ross nodded and tapped his fingers against his empty glass. For some reason, his mind shifted to the drummer. He always thought twins were attached at the hip
“Does your brother not hang around then? Early night for Little Drummer Boy?”
It came out a lot more condescending than he’d intended, but it got a slight laugh from both of the girls, so at least it eased the tension
“He’s probably outside,” Jodie said “smoking it up-“
“Or having it on with someone.”
“I’ll break his fucking teeth if he is, I’m not staying after hours so he can get a quick shag!”
“And I’m not dragging you off him when the fight breaks out, so get a shot down you and ease up!”
Since Jodie and Ruby seemed to be enjoying their drinks, Ross figured he’d leave them to it. Besides, he needed some fresh air
As Ross approached the side of the pub, he noticed a figure wearing a vest top on the far end. Lanky, cigarette in hand, back against the wall. He couldn’t make out the face until he took a few steps closer
“Can I help you?” Came the figure’s voice, slightly nasal
“I can leave if you want.”
“Nah. Public place, innit?”
Ross leaned against the wall next to him, keeping a slight distance out of respect. Close enough to see the many tattoos that covered his arms, upper chest, and the one on his neck. Usually, Ross thought tattoos were either gross or a desperate attempt to appear intimidating. But he had to admit, the barbed wire that travelled up his arms, the black bird on his neck and what looked like a crack on his chest looked quite good
Obviously, by 'good', he meant objectively speaking
Once he saw the slicked-back hair and the hardened gaze, he recognised who the stranger was
“It’s Joseph, isn’t it?”
“Yup.” He threw the cigarette down and stomped it into the ground “Most people call me Lisgoe.”
“That a stage name?”
Lisgoe gave him an incredulous, amused look
“No. It’s my surname.”
“I’ve never known someone use their surname as a first name before.”
“Puts a boundary up. Helps with my job.”
Right thought Ross he’s not a musician
“I collect debts,” Lisgoe explained, as if he could read Ross’ mind “well, I mainly deal with desk stuff. But I deal with the more difficult targets. Ones that need an extra push.”
Ross thought back to his aggressive drumming and decided that he didn’t want to know how he convinced those ‘difficult targets’
“What?”
Ross snapped out of his thoughts with a soft “hm?”
“You went off somewhere, have you been drinking?”
“What? No! Well, a little, but I can hold my alcohol well. And I never get drunk.”
“Wowee!" Sneered the drummer "We're in the presence of Mother Theresa!"
"Was that necessary?"
"Yeah, I'd say it was."
After that rather snappy altercation, Ross was ready to turn right around and walk off, the only thing that stopped him was the sound of Lisgoe's voice
"You a regular then? At this bar, I mean."
"Yes?"
"No clue how, the drinks are shite and everyone that goes here is a twat."
"Like me?"
That, admittedly, came out as more of an accusation than a legitimate question, and he very nearly asked him to forget it, but that was stopped when he noticed the way Lisgoe was looking at him. As if he was taking the whole of him, really studying him. Reaching into his eyes and grasping his brain, taking it apart with a scalpel to see what was inside
In a word, it was exposing. But not in a creepy way. Ross was frozen in place. Under the watchful eye of Joseph Lisgoe, he felt both anxious and completely at ease. It was a strange feeling, not unpleasant but extremely unorthodox
It was the man's voice that broke him out of his thoughts
"Nah. Well, you seem a little stuck up."
Rude
"And you dress like a secondary school History teacher."
Rude, but annoyingly accurate
"But you're not a twat like most people are." He gestured vaguely with his cigarette "You go to bars and you see all kinds of people. The ones that try to fit in. The ones that think they're God's fucking gift because they don't fit in, the ones that are so desperate to fit in they'll do fucking anything."
"And where do I fit?"
"That's the thing," Lisgoe took a puff of his cigarette "you don't really seem like the kind of guy to fit any of those boxes. You're just... you. You wear your clothes, you drink your beer. And if you don't like the band that's onstage, you don't bother watching. Unless you're making eyes at the drummer."
That last part was accompanied by a playful smirk that made Ross roll his eyes
"I wasn't making eyes at you."
"Would you rather I called it 'gawking' then?"
"I'd rather you didn't exaggerate."
"Whatever," he waved his cigarette dismissively "my point still stands. You don't give a fuck about what people say, you don't seem like the kind of guy that bends to how people think you should act. It's pretty punk."
"I'd hardly call myself a punk."
"You don't look the part, but you're more punk than most twats that wear the badges."
There was something strange about Lisgoe. For someone that spoke so casually, with such a relaxed and colloquial atmosphere, he was strangely philosophical. Contradicting, that's how Ross felt it best to describe Lisgoe
As they stood in silence, Ross' eyes were caught by Lisgoe taking out his cigarette box. Well, for some reason, was specifically watching his hands. Clearly, he wasn't new to this, and his fingers were equally as skilled. That must've been due to his drumming hobby
Why he didn't just look away, Ross didn't know, he can't recognised he was staring until he was pulled out of his trance by Lisgoe's voice
"Did you want one?"
Ross just shook his head, suddenly finding the floor fascinating. Not fascinating enough to stop his eyes from darting over at Lisgoe as he let the cigarette stay in his mouth, stretching his hands down by his sides. The tendons fidgeted as he moved his fingers, bending and shifting in a way that was almost hypnotic
He had rings on. That was how Ross excused his fascination. Silver, some had small black gems, they were quite pretty. Suited him. Suited his hands
Those hands-
"If you want a smoke, I don't mind sharing."
"I was looking at your jewellery."
"Is that right?" Lisgoe's tone was smug and biting, cigarette still in his teeth "Just my jewellery?"
Usually, Ross would just deny it and move on. And he knew he was for the best. But he watched as Lisgoe moved to stand directly in front of him, slowly reaching to take the cigarette out from between his teeth. There was something about the way his canines caught his lower lip as he smiled that caught Ross' attention and refused to let it go
"What else would I be looking at?"
"Dunno," Lisgoe's right hand jolted out to grab Ross' left shoulder, standing in front of him as he brushed his forearm against Ross' throat, causing him to let out a strangled gasp "what else could have your attention?"
Well... this is new
The eye contact between them was thick and glowing like an ember. Ross' eyes darted towards Lisgoe's forearm and he made the mistake of glancing at his shoulder. Because he was instantly met with the sight of Lisgoe's hand tightly gripping it
And that made it incredibly hard to make rational decision
"I'm not a hook-up sort of person," Ross said softly, the way he spoke sounded more like a challenge than anything else "you'll have to do more than push me into a wall to convince me to spend the night with you."
"You may not wanna hook up, but you want something." This was followed by a hand slipping down Ross' back, resting on his ass "Something a little more hands-on?"
"And you're alright with acting like this in public? Where anyone could catch you?"
"No big deal," came the drummer's response as he pulled away, which caused Ross' more disappointment than he cared to admit "part of the fun. But you look like you don't get much of that."
The glare Ross gave him caused him to laugh, and he took another smoke of his cigarette
No fun, is that what you think?
He had the decency to wait for Lisgoe to stop inhaling the smoke before tugging him in by his vest. But, just as their lips brushed, he hesitated. It felt odd. Not bad, not at all. Hell, as he heard Lisgoe exhale the smoke into the tiny space between them, Ross could feel his head spin quite pleasurably. It just wasn't what he was used to, none of it was
Oddly enough, it was as if Lisgoe could read his mind through the web of thought he was tangled in
"Could leave you alone," he said casually "just say the word and I'll fuck off. The others are probably wondering where I am anyway." A pause. As if he were trying to work out how to speak without pushing "Or... if it's publicity you don't like, my apartment's free. Up to you really."
"Logical Things To Say" setlist
"No, I've just met you"
"I have work in the morning"
"This is a very bad idea"
"We could get caught"
"Not very decent, is it?"
Ross opened his mouth and responded with the first thing that came to mind
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After a long day at work, or a long day anywhere for that matter, Lisgoe often enjoyed sitting in his car, in some secluded area, accompanied only by his thoughts and the radio
This time, however, he was in his car, in some secluded alleyway
The radio off
And his tongue down someone's throat
What a fucking night!
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Ross' brain had been yelling at him about his complete lack of dignity as soon as Lisgoe started leading him to his car. It had been somewhat quietened by the feeling of Lisgoe's hand massaging his thigh as he drove, but it didn't leave him alone until the car was stopped and Ross felt his chin being grabbed and his head turned to face the man in the driver's seat
The man he was currently straddling the lap of, in that exact driver's seat
"Making Out With A Guy You Just Met" set list
The buzzing in your stomach at the potential for getting caught, a combination of fear and thrill
Cramped spaces that aren't exactly comfortable, but makes everything feel that much more sensual
Jesus christ, I'm making out with a stranger in the front seat of his car
All of Ross' thoughts came through as static, every time he felt Lisgoe grip at his sides, tug his shirt, run his hands across his bare skin, the static got more intense until his head was completely empty of what had happened and what might happen next. All he could focus on was cold hands on warm skin, the sound of the drummer's breathing becoming more laboured and heavy
He didn't even realise he was making gentle sounds of his own until Lisgoe broke the kiss to tell him in a breathy tone
"You sound so fucking good."
"Do I?"
Lisgoe just nodded as he pulled Ross back in, as if replying simply wasted too much time. Time he wanted to spend completely melting into him, surrounded by the combining scent of cologne and cigarettes. Strange, but somehow added to the thrill. Made it feel more rebellious
"Just realised," Lisgoe muttered against Ross' mouth, unable to pull himself away for more than a few seconds "never got your name."
"Right."
"So what is it?"
"Um, Ross."
As Ross placed a hand on Lisgoe's chest, he could feel the way a chuckle rumbled gently through him
"You didn't sound too sure, that an alias or something? Are you a spy-"
Ross put a stop to the teasing by trailing his lips along Lisgoe's jawline
"It's Ross." He said gently in his ear "Ross Gaines. And I'm an auditor at the job centre, not a spy."
As he kissed down Lisgoe's neck, taking his time as he did with most things, he could hear his saying something under his breath
"Ross Gaines. Ross Gaines."
Each time his name was said, more heat started to pool within him. The way it sounded in Lisgoe's voice wasn't quite something he'd prepared for
"It's fun to say, 'Ross Gaines' all those s sounds." Lisgoe's lips moved to his ear, nipping at the lobe "Ross..." his hand slid up his shirt, digging slightly into his skin "Fuck sake, Ross Gaines," he grabbed the hem of his trousers, moving to undo his belt "you taste so sweet."
The hissing of the sibilance, combined with the feeling of the words hitting his skin, was enough to make Ross slightly dizzy. And the feeling of his belt being unbuckled was not helping his critical reasoning skills in the slightest. The words were bubbling up through his throat, arms wrapped around Lisgoe's neck as pulled him in, as if searching for a way to distract himself. To stop himself from falling off the edge
"Ross-"
"Wait."
Lisgoe pulled his hands away, holding them up like he'd been stopped by police
"You said your apartment was free?"
"I live alone, so I'd be fucking confused if it wasn't."
That made Ross roll his eyes, laughing a little. His hands made their way to cup Lisgoe's face, looking at him with considering eyes
"Do you do this often then?"
"Not as often as people think." Lisgoe answered, his hands on Ross' hips "Yeah, sometimes I like a quick one before I go to bed, but I'm not exactly a hook-up expert. I just get horny." His hands moved slowly up his sides, sending a chill up Ross' spine "You're the first one I've invited back though, I like your company. You're hot as fuck, but you're also easy to talk to. I respect that."
"I thought it was common decency to kick the person out of bed after you're done with them."
That got a gravelly chuckle from the drummer and he let his hand travel to Ross' ass, squeezing roughly
"I like spicing things up every now and then."
"Really?" Ross, in a sudden wave of boldness, leaned in and brushed their lips together "Because I think stalling things would make it quite boring."
The sound of Lisgoe's stuttered breath bounced in Ross' head
"Was... your fucking idea." He replied with a sly smile "You changing your mind, Ross?"
"I'm allowed." He bit Lisgoe's lower lip and god! The low, raspy moan it produced caused his hips to buck, which only drew another groan from the drummer's lips "Any objections, Joseph?"
"Say my name like that again and I won't be able to fucking talk, let alone object!"
There was no more time for set lists
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