#mlqc songfic

[starrygalaxy04]

"Psycho" {MLQC Lucien x Reader}

Summary : After a bad breakup, you use singing as your coping mechanism. You just happened to be singing a little too loud, and Lucien comes in to check on you and even joins in. (Gavin is an OC, not the MLQC character)

(Song used in this fic is "Psycho" by Taylor Acorn)

(Characters except Reader are not mine, neither is the song!!!)

You just couldn't keep it together. The anger, the pain, it all was desperate to be set free. Gavin had cheated yet again, a serial cheater in the worst way. This was the last straw, and when you said you were done, he spat the harshest words at you. Called you every single insult in the book that every scorned and unwilling-to-take-accountability boyfriend would throw at his girl before she left.

So now you're back home, your heels cast aside as your Spotify blares from your TV. You know you have neighbors, but can't bring yourself to care as you blare your angry playlist, singing and screaming at the top of your lungs. Your ruined mascara has long dried, and your hair is a mess of tangles. You just keep singing, venting out all of those emotions you could never vent any way else.

A knock on the door breaks you out of your singing binge. Surely it was a neighbor who was about to fuss at you to turn the music down. You huff before opening the door, only to find a concerned Lucien standing behind it. His pale eyes are wistful with a hint of concern as he looks down at you.

"Are you alright? You're blaring your angry songs."

Out of everyone you knew, Lucien was the only one who knew just by the song what playlist you were listening to. He had become so accustomed to your music taste that a single song would tell him entirely how you felt. You don't reply, instead moving aside so he can come in.

He walks in, taking in the state of the living room as you shut the door. There's half eaten take out, which you planned on finishing before you began your singing binge. Your shoes rest in two entirely different places, and your jacket is slung over the back of the couch. The TV is still playing songs from a playlist simply titled "ANGY". Yes, something was definitely wrong.

Lucien looks back at you with furrowed brows as the song changes, your eyes glued to the lyrics scrolling on the screen. Its the staple song you picked out for that good-for-nothing man. Lucien looks at the lyrics then to you, waiting for the damn to break. You're silent til the chorus, and then you begin screaming all over again.

"So, let's play a game

Where I throw a little brick through your pretty little face You're easy on the eyes but you're easier to hate An angel's gonna fall if you come around If my name's still on your tongue, then I'll rip it out

Since I'm already the bad guy in your head, I'll hit you with my car and I'll leave you for dead And I'll always like the view from the high road but baby for you, I'll be your psycho I'll be your psycho

I'll be your psycho

I'll be your psycho"

Lucien seems to easily put two and two together, coaxing you into sitting down as you continue to sing, tears streaming down your face as you scream the chorus one last time. It seems to be cathartic for you, so he lets you. The lyrics don't even seem to phase him as he wraps a comforting arm around you.

He doesn't ask questions as the song ends. He doesn't have to. He simply hands you your takeout, making sure you finish eating before getting you a glass of water. He watches you, makes sure you drink it, before he turns down the volume of the music.

"I assume things went for the worst?" He looks almost sad, placing a comforting hand on your shoulder.

He had been partly your therapist throughout this entire relationship and had been the first one to suggest that if your ex was standing you up he wasn't the right fit. He hadn't pushed you on it, but you know part of him loves and hates to be proven right. He's proud of you for doing the right thing, but is also here to listen to you. Whether its depressed or sad rambling, or just screaming angry songs to get those emotions out.

"Want me to join in?"

His voice is soft, a smile on his lips. You wordlessly nod, changing the song to something he's more familiar with. You both sing along, albeit much more quietly, spending the night in the comfort of his arms. It would take a while for the wounds to heal, but with Lucien around it didn't seem so bad.

[fishball-and-sweet-potato]

MLQC SongFic - Sweet Night (Gavin x MC/Reader)

Hello again! Recently, I'm hooked on this song, it was sung by my precious Kim Taehyung as OST of Itaewon Class! (even though I haven't watched it, but Park Seojoon makes me consider it lol) He's already been my bias in BTS since I was still in high school 😊. Bcs TaeTae and Gavin deserve so much love from me (hehe), I made them a collab xD. Hope you like it!

Words : 1,080

Genre : fluff, comfort

Warning : cheesy af, a bit swearing, childish MC

"Boss!!!" Kiki called me, "you know what, our show's latest episode is the most trending topic in Loveland City again!"

I looked at the news and social media portals she showed me, and I couldn't help but jumped from my chair excitedly. All the crews went to a group hug.

"Are you guys free tonight? Let's have a feast..." I exclaimed. The crews hesitated a bit, oh I almost forgot it's Friday afternoon. "...at Delicioso. Count it all on me." They cheered again. Oh my, they're really something.

Thanks to Anna's car, all of us arrived safely even after encountered a quite heavy traffic. The great thing at Delicioso was, the new buffet section had just opened. Luckily, we entered at 'Happy Hour' period, you could eat as you wish without worrying about the time limit. Happy tummy, happy money.

The atmosphere was full of joy, people chit-chatted and laughed. I just eagerly ate more and more. Until some time, my stomach felt full, but only void that surrounded my head and heart. At this point, I didn't know what to do.

"You okay?" Willow asked me, bringing back my consciousness.

"Ah, yes. I'm just really full," I replied while plastering a smile on my face.

"You haven't had a good sleep last night," Minor reminded me. Oh damn it, but this show was so important, and our hard work finally paid off!

I was just about to encourage my crews to eat more, but Anna interrupted my thought first, "we need some rest, after all. This should be enough, then." All the crews nodded in agreement. I paid for the food and was driven back home. I felt grateful having them by my side.

I intended to sleep immediately, but my mind kept reminiscing about the show. I wanted a distinctive, yet meaningful approach for this episode. The theme was about self-love, and we decided to name it 'Let Yourself Shine'. I hoped after this episode had been aired, it would raise people's awareness about consequences of bullying and people didn't need to live a life that was overshadowed by others' expectations. Bringing this theme up to the surface, I finally had a courage to tell my dad in heaven that I had done well this far and his legacy were relived. I didn't realize the tears fell to my cheek. When I opened my eyes, the ginkgo bracelet was the first thing I saw. It told me about who I should thank the most.

"Does he think about me too? Does he get hurt there?" I thought. Tonight he was supposed to finish his mission. A day before his mission started, he still helped me to be this episode's guest star. I got up from my bed, looking back and forth through the door and the window, searching for hopeful answers.

On my pillow

Can’t get me tired

Sharing my fragile truth

That I still hope the door is open

’Cause the window opened one time with you and me

Now my forever’s falling down

Wondering if you’d want me now

I didn't know for how long my mind was running wild, and finally I felt gentle wind drying my tears. The person knocked my window lightly. I ran to open the window. After a moment of confirmation, we pulled each other into a warm embrace.

"Gavin! I thought there's something terrible happened to you!" I said, pouring all my emotions to hitting him softly.

Gavin only chuckled. I was worried sick of him and here he was, teasing me, "I told you, I would always come back to you, safe and sound." He looked at me, concern filled his amber eyes, "you must be sleep-deprived."

I was embarrassed he would paid attention to that, "yes, I was too ecstatic about the show. But I'm happy it becomes a big hit!"

He smiled and responded, "I'm happy for my girl."

"Also, thank you for being our guest. I'll treat you to dinner tomorrow," I said.

"No need. Tomorrow I would just have my me time with you," he said pinching my cheek. I was rubbing his forearm, suddenly shock and sadness came to me again.

"Gavin, you promised me that you won't get hurt, right?" I asked, full of doubt. I waited for a week not to see him hurt like this.

"This isn't a big deal, really. The most important thing is, I'm finally here with you anyway," he tried to assure me, but I could only cried while rubbing his wound, hoping it would fade away soon.

How could I know

One day I’d wake up feeling more

But I had already reached the shore

Guess we were ships in the night

Gavin consoled me and I finally calmed down. He told me about his mission.

"You are the only one who comes up to my mind when I thought of my purpose to finish this thing ASAP. I'm afraid that you don't look for yourself properly, you're getting sad and I'm not able to be there to comfort you... I... I'm sorry..." He hugged me, his voice full of guilt.

"I understand. But I just... can't stop worrying about you. I'm sorry for being childish earlier," I said, hugging him back.

Gavin laughed lightly, then whispered to my ear, "you're cute." He looked at the clock. "It's late, you should go to sleep."

"Fine, but can I ask you a favour?" I asked timidly. Seeing Gavin's nod, I continued, "please stay with me tonight."

"Okay, I'll be on the sofa," he answered without hesitation.

I tugged his shirt, "I mean, accompany me here," I pointed at my bed.

Gavin was confused. "Would it be alright for you?"

"I just want to hold my precious person in the world and get away from bad dreams, are you happy now?" I explained while pretending to be angry.

I’m wondering are you my best friend

Feels like a river’s rushing through my mind

I wanna ask you if this is all just in my head

My heart is pounding tonight I wonder

If you are too good to be true

And would it be alright if I

Pulled you closer

Gavin smiled brightly. We laid down facing toward each other, feeling content at last. Gavin's left hand held my body, his other hand caressed my hair as if he sang me a lullaby. I heard his steady heartbeat clearly.

"Good night, Gavin," I said shyly.

"Good night, love."

[kazuharem]

“One Less Star” ↠ Lucien [ANGST]

Requested by @kazuko-stuff​

This story contains an image not yet released in EN server as well as possible triggering content. Read at your own risk.

Characters: Lucien, mentions of Victor and MC (Female)

Genre: Angst ツ, Song-fic

Word Count: 1,733

Warnings: spoiler warnings for Ch. 25 (some canon details), mentions of drug use (don’t do drugs, kids), mentions of a major character death I guess...

A/N: Uh.... I know I said Lucien angst was addictive.... but I didn’t realize it hurt this much. I also know I promised Lucien fluff, but this was too good to pass up. I’m so so sorry that I haven’t published anything in well over a month. Things have been so stressful for me and I’ve had the worst case of writer’s block. However! I am writing Helios and Lucien smut to make up for that! I also don’t know if the depictions are accurate cuz.... never done drugs.... so this was based off lots of research. Also inspired by this fanart.

Part II of this: story

Summary: The light of Lucien’s life, his little butterfly, was no longer part of his world.

Picture and story under the cut since it contains spoilers and possible triggering content.

[I wished upon a star last night and thought of you

But must have been a dream cause you're not here

I've never been one to believe in fairy tales or fantasy

But perhaps it's time for a change of mind.

I guess there's a first for everything]

The ticking of the clock was abnormally loud in the silence. Lucien sat in the darkness, breathing ragged as he tried his best to ease the dull roar coursing through his ears. A sharp gasp broke the air as he doubled over, hunching over as he pressed a hand to his chest where stabbing pains could be felt. He fumbled with a shaking hand to reach out to the bottle of pills sitting in front of him and missed, sending them scattering across the floor. “Ugh…” Lucien’s chin dropped to his chest as he panted. Without looking, he grabbed haphazardly what he could and slammed the pills into his mouth, swallowing them dry. Not enough, Lucien thought as he leaned against his bookcase, closing his eyes. Nothing eased the sensation of the pressing pain that robbed him of breath. His pants came out, choked and stuttered.

[We fell in love, we had our fun

You always had enough dreams for both of us

I wonder what would come of us

If we could trade these ends for beginnings]

Memories ran across his closed eyes. Those of her. Black and white, like photo negatives that had no time to be developed. Unwanted. Forgotten.

Cheerful laughter rang in his ears. “Lucien, thank you so much for your help!” He could see her beam at him, her smile bright and sweet. “I couldn’t have done it without you!”

Another vision of her popped up unbidden before him, but Lucien welcomed it eagerly like a man starved. He drank in the sight of her greedily. “Okay, I will wait for you,” she spoke, eyes teary and voice trembling. “I will take care of myself...and disturb you whenever I want. You have to do the same! Take good care of yourself!”

He was suddenly bombarded with various versions of her. The her wearing his sweater curled up on the couch as she typed feverishly on her laptop. The her awashed in a blue tint as she reached up to press her lips against his even when he had warned her that he was dangerous. The her running out into the pouring rain to hug him when she had followed him to Copenhagen. The her gazing adoringly up at him, flashes of bright light dancing across her face from the sparkler that she held between them. The her dusted in flour as she dropped a dumpling into his bowl wishing him happiness and health for the new year. The her with a smile as pure and untainted and beautiful as the fresh snow as she wished that she could celebrate his birthday with him every year in the future.

The beautiful images morphed together into one of her bathed in a warm light. “I wish our love will last forever,” she whispered to him, eyes aglow with the dazzling love solely reserved for him and only him.

Lucien lurched forward, eyes flying open. He looked around wildly, but there was no sign of any comfort in his dark and desolate apartment.

He was sure that she had been there just a second ago. Hadn’t she just been whispering in his ear about taking good care of himself?

A dry sob broke out from his throat, grating and rough, when he realized that he was alone. Like he always had been.

Lucien grabbed more pills and swallowed. Not enough, not enough. The voices in his head became disembodied, haunting.

With some effort, he staggered to his feet using the bookshelf for support.

He needed more. He needed to see her, needed to hear her voice.

He panted desperately as he clung onto the wooden shelf, cold sweat pouring down his back. She couldn’t be gone, Lucien told himself as he tried to gain back some semblance of control over the swirling visions, she’s not gone. The reassurances he gave himself were instantly shattered the moment his eyes landed on the film calendar she had gifted him as a birthday present.

No.

Lucien began to tremble violently. The date served as an unwelcome reminder for exactly what had occurred a month ago.

No. It couldn’t be. She couldn’t…couldn’t be gone.

“No,” the word left his mouth in a cracked whimper. “Please…”

No one was there to hear his broken plea.

[I'm drinking from an empty cup

The hardest part of young love was growing up

It's not enough to fill me up

Cause now there's one less star in the city]

“You…did what…?” Lucien stared at the man before him, feeling like there was no longer strength left in his body at the words that left the man’s mouth. “She…she’s-” He was physically unable to say the next words.

He wanted to grab Victor’s collar, wanted to shake him. Wanted to ask why he did what he did. Why he couldn’t fulfill such a simple request. 

“Keep her safe...and please let her be happy.”

“I trusted you,” Lucien wanted to say. “I entrusted her safety to you. You were supposed to protect her.”

“You cared for her as well. You loved her too,” Lucien wanted to accuse, wanted something-someone to blame.

But upon looking at the gaunt man in front of him, eyes sunken with pain that reflected Lucien’s own, Lucien knew that Victor had been hurting just as much as he had. The usually impeccably dressed CEO looked haggard.

Lucien swallowed hard. “Our partnership ends then. There’s no reason for us to collaborate anymore,” he was surprised his voice was still steady. “I bid you farewell, Victor.”

He reached the door of Victor’s office when Victor spoke up.

“Lucien.” Lucien paused but did not turn back. “For what it’s worth,” There was a pause. “I am sorry.”

Lucien’s hands trembled and he curled them into tight fists. “I understand why you had to do so,” he said to the door. His voice sounded like it was on the verge of cracking. He reached for the door.

“There’s a chance,” Victor stopped him again before he could leave. “There might be a chance she…could still be…alive.”

Lucien closed his eyes. Would it be foolish to cling onto this useless hope? “I’ll take my leave-”

“I’ll bring her back,” Victor’s voice had its usual determination, “I’ll do everything in my power to bring her back.”

“Goodbye, Victor,” Lucien said quietly, dismissing the other man’s words. He left before Victor could say anything else.

Lucien passed through the halls of LFG in a numb daze. He wandered the streets, not knowing where his feet were taking him.

When he arrived in front of a familiar apartment, he blinked. Pulling the keys from his pocket shakily, he unlocked the apartment he had vacated. Part of him hoping that Victor’s words were just part of a cruel joke.

Nothing greeted him. No bright smile that rivaled that of the sun. No pattering of eager footsteps rushing to hug him. Nothing but dust motes dancing in the air.

“No,” Lucien’s chest felt constrictive. “No, no,” He gasped for breath, his legs giving out on him as he collapsed against the door. “Please…no,” the words came out in a broken sob.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” his whispers hitched as sharp stabbing pains robbed him of breath. “I’m sorry…” Lucien grabbed at his chest, fingers digging into the skin. “No…” Tears slid down his cheeks, hot and scalding. “I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you,” he choked out, “I’m so sorry…”

[I can't keep living without you

But I'll wait and someday, I'll join you in the stars

But for now I can't keep thinking about you

Cause I can't find my way

Cause now there's one less star in the city]

Lucien staggered, the memory of that day leaving him reeling. “No,” he gasped, shaking his head weakly. He refused to believe the pathetic scene he had just witnessed. “No….she’s not…I’m…no…”

He stumbled across the room to his coffee table and grabbed a syringe, almost dropping it as his shaking hand fumbled desperately. Lucien reached for the tiny glass bottle next to it and plunged the needle into the bottle. Please, an inner voice begged. Please let me see her again. He took a deep breath as he stabbed the needle into his arm. Releasing a hiss, Lucien pushed down slowly on the syringe. He relished in the spread of warmth as he cast away the syringe, breathing finally slowing down.

Lucien collapsed against the window, his shuddering pants easing into deep and languid breaths. I’ll see her again, he thought dazedly as his vision started to blur. I’ll see her again in my dreams.

He caught a glimpse of himself in the gleam of the dark window.

“Look at yourself, Ares,” his reflection seemed to taunt. “Look at how weak you’ve become.”

“Be…quiet,” Lucien spat, his voice nearing a growl.

“You were foolish to think you had a future with her. Foolish to believe that she would still choose to give you trust and love even after you betrayed her. Love? Happiness? Wake up, Ares, there is no love or happiness for you,” the face in the window sneered.

There was the sound of shattering glass and Lucien watched with numb fascination as a dark liquid seemingly blossomed from his clenched fist. There was silence. Blissful and soothing.

Suddenly, there was the sound of light footsteps. He raised his head slowly and his breath caught in his throat.

It was her.

She was here.

“Lucien,” she smiled, and Lucien felt his heart swell at the sheer beauty of it, blinding and brilliant. “Did you miss me?” She stepped delicately towards him and spread open her arms.

Lucien pulled her into his arms desperately, his movements eager and clumsy. “I…missed you so much,” he croaked as his arms enveloped her. “I missed you so much that I was going crazy,” he admitted as he buried his nose into her hair, inhaling her familiar scent.

“Well, I’m here now,” She whispered, and Lucien could feel every fiber of his entire being sing with relief.

“Yes, don’t leave me, my love. Stay here with me forever, my little butterfly. I love you.”

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A/N Part II: I am not okay right now. I hate myself. Goodbye

Part I: Here

Part III: Here

For more of my work: 📖

[hiiraism4]

MLQC Song Fic : Gonna Keep it Under

TagYou know what to do : Listen while reading this

Pairing : GavinxReader, GavinxMC

Tag : .....enduring feelings

Words : 1800

What if Gavin didn’t interrupt you/MC on Blind date? 

(Baby, you and I are best friends

So I gotta keep a distance

'Cause I don't want to risk the thing that we have, no)

Your meeting with Gavin was part of Gavin’s plan. It was arranged. But it would be a lie if Gavin said that he didn’t feel excited meeting you again. You both went from awkward to each other to feeling content to each other. You, who were afraid of Gavin, now would go around, proudly saying that Gavin’s your friend, best friend even. 

You would never know how the term of ‘friend’ made Gavin’s heart flutter, even if he yearned for something else, something more. But Gavin would never do that. Being your friend, being able to protect you from far, not being awkward to each other and have fun with each otehr company was all Gavin could ask for.

It would be lying if Gavin said that his crush towards you had died. Nope.

All the years you were apart and Gavin still had the feelings towards you, even if he dated someone else, it didn’t never last longer than a month because Gavin was never emotionally present for his exes. 

(And my tongue I gotta bite it

But it's oh, so hard to fight it

'Cause I don't wanna mess up all that we share)

“So, what’s your relationship with officer Gavin?” Anna asked one day, when Gavin took you to the shooting location with his bike. You turned to see Gavin, smiling. While Gavin maintained his stoic face, his heart was beating fast.

“He was my senior.” you told Anna. “He was scary back at school, but now i can say that he’s my friend.”

Gavin bit the inside of his cheek.

Friends, huh? That works too. Gavin rather be your friend and keep all of his feelings inside rather than risking it by confessing it and losing it all, losing you. After all these years Gavin tried to find you again, after the attempts to tried to be close, Gavin wouldn’t wanna mess up.

Friends it is.

(You're the needle in the haystack

That I found but need to put back

'Cause I don't wanna you to be that one thing I've lost, no

So the truth remains a secret

And forever I'ma keep it

'Cause I fell there is a line that we shouldn't cross)

“So, what do you like about the target?” Eli asked when both he and Gavin went out for a drink. Gavin glared at Eli and the latter coughed clearing his throat, rephrased what he just said. “I mean, that junior of yours.”

“She’s...the one who saved me.” Gavin hold the glass of cocktail in his hand, playing with the ice cubes by shaking the glass. “My evol was awaken by her.” Gavin closed his eyes, remembering the time when he was free falling from the rooftop and felt something awoken deep inside him when he heard the piano playing and your voice.

Eli hummed. “No, i don’t think that’s all.” Eli smirked. “There’s gotta be more to her, Gavin. If it’s just being grateful to her for saving you, you wouldn’t hung up on several girls you dated in the past like that. It was almost like you couldn’t move on from that highschool crush of yours, for years.” 

Gavin gave Eli an annoyed look that Eli knew that he was right. Gavin sighed.

“True, i did like her even before then. She was an honor student, she had many friends, her journalist talent already exist since she was in journalist club.” Gavin sipped the cocktail. “She was scared of me, back then. But she never ran away from me, unlike some girls, even my classmates. She even gave me a bandaid when she saw a cut on my face.” Gavin chuckled to himself. 

Eli was listening to Gavin rambling stuffs he likes from you, probably because he was under alcohol influence that Gavin bared his other side to Eli. Eli found Gavin amusing, like he was talking with a highschool kid who was in love. The older commander remembered the day Gavin walked in to the commander and literally begged for Leto to give Gavin the mission to keep an eye on you, even it was Eli who was originally supposed to do that.

“Then, since you’re close to her now, why don’t you confess to her?” Eli asked.

Gavin fell silent. For a split second, Eli swore he could see Gavin’s sad smile flashed acrossed his face. 

“There’s a line that i should not cross, Eli.”

Eli wasn’t sure if he felt pity towards Gavin, or wanted to slap some sense to the fellow captain of his for being a coward,

(Oh, baby

Situation's crazy

How you make me love you, love you like that

Love you, love you like that

Don't wanna

Be caught up in some drama

And jeopardize the friendship that we have)

“Gavin, you’re back!” you exclaimed happily when you saw Gavin flew just right outside of your apartment’s balcony. 

Gavin’s eyes lit up seeing you. He did flew back from his missions straight to your home when you send a chat to him, asking if he was okay since you couldn’t contact him for 2 weeks straight. Gavin landed on your balcony, taking off his shoes and walked inside your apartment. Soft pastel colors wasn’t really his fave, but seeing your apartment interior, Gavin just began to like it since it suits you.

“Oh no, you’re hurt!” you said as you saw Gavin’s bruises on his hands. Gavin was about to tell you that it was fine but you were forced to sit on the couch while you walked to your bathroom, getting first aid kit.

Gavin watched you closely as you pat his scarred hand with a disinfectant. You frowned, asking him “Does it hurt?” you asked. Gavin shook his head. He was so used with bruises and scars on his body. Part of the mission.

Watching you tend to his wounds patiently made Gavin’s heart flutter. You checked his other hand, find some cuts on his fingers and you also tend to those wounds too. You frowned, complaining that Gavin should take care more of himself, which Gavin smiled to and nodded as you kept on going on your rambles.

Gavin’s heart would even burst when you prepared food for him later that day. Telling that Gavin always eat takeaways and instant noodle so you opted to cook something for him. You weren’t really a chef like Victor but you thought your cooked meal was pretty decent.

“It’s so unfair, making me love you like that.” Gavin murmured as he watched your back, preparing the food for him.

“Hm? What did you just say?” you asked.

Gavin exhaled. “Nothing.” 

(Being with you is impossible

I can never be too close to you

Baby, I don't wanna lose you no

I ain't gonna be delusional (oh oh)

Emotions start to soar

I lock'em in a drawer

Forever gonna keep it just the way that it is)

“Bro, what’re you waiting for? You should’ve totally ask boss out!” Minor exclaimed as he shoved down his hotdog.

“No.” Gavin deadpanned. 

“But Gav! She’s going to the blind date her aunt set up for her, standing you up! How can you just pass the opportunity! Come on, i’ll help you!” Minor clenched his fist to the air.

“No.” Gavin shook his head. “It’s alright Minor. It’s alright already. I’m fine. Besides, there’s no chance that she would go out with that Chandler guy.” 

Gavin heard from Minor that you went out for a blind date your aunt set up for you. You even told Gavin about it on chat. Gavin could feel that he was being anxious but there was nothing he could do but offering his help, like, he would definitely stand by nearby the restaurant you and this Chandler met and would definitely stormed in if things went south and you needed his help. 

But what Gavin didn’t expect when he entered the restaurant and sat a little bit far from you was, you seemed to enjoy Chandler’s company. You even smiled, laughed. And even…...blushed? Gavin bit the inside of his cheek.

Gavin didn’t even know if having Minor with him right now was a help or a torture to him.

“Gavin, you’re impossible! What if she really go out with that guy?! Seriously i’d rather having my boss dating you! You’ve loved her since high school.” Minor kept on persuade Gavin to came and snatched you away from the Chandler guy.

Believe me, Minor. I’d love to. But--

“One more word, i’ll shut you up myself.” Gavin’s replied immediately make Minor went silent and gulped.

(So that's where it ends 

'Cause baby, I love you

But I am never gonna tell you so 

We can be friends

But never a couple 

I don't wanna I don't wanna lose you, no

So I'll just go, go gonna keep it under

It's good just the way that it is

Go, go, gonna keep it under 

'Cause there's just too much I would miss

I'm gonna keep it under)

“You’re dating Chandler?” Gavin replayed what you just said when he took you home.

You nodded excitedly. “Yes, i’ve been going out with him for several months. He confessed to me last night.” you smiled

Gavin didn’t know what he should react to the news. Happy? Sad? He should be happy because the girl he was so in love with is happy right now. Sad because the source of her happiness wasn’t because of him. It was because of someone else.

That’s how it is, huh? This is how it ends.

Eli or Minor would give him an ear later on but right now Gavin had to deal with the harsh reality. Because he didn’t wanna lose her, didn’t wanna lose the thing that he had with her, Gavin held it all in with him, bury all his feelings deep down. In all honesty, Gavin was insecure. Insecure that he wasn’t good enough to be with her, to make her happy. So he opted to stand by her side, protecting her, like a friend would, while he watched her from far.

“I love you, that’s why, i will let you go.” was what Gavin had in mind.

If you’re happy with your relationship with Chandler, then so be it. At least Gavin would still be able to stay by your side, even if he wouldn’t be able to taste your cooking anymore, or have any excuse to come to your apartment right after his missions.

That was for the best.

“I’m happy for you.” Gavin smiled, but his smile didn’t reach his eyes.

“Thank you.” you smiled back at him.

But Gavin had a bad feeling.

A real bad feeling about your relationship with the man named Chandler.

If this Chandler ever hurt you, or he found out that he hurt you, Gavin wouldn’t stay calm about it. He promised himself. He sacrificed his own feelings, keeping it under for years.

How long will it last?

[TO BE CONTINUED]

[randomfandomimagine]

Waste My Time (Gavin x Reader)

Character: Gavin

Fandom: Mr. Love Queen’s Choice

Categories: Female!Reader, Songfic, Fluff, Pining

Warning: Tooth-Rotting Fluff

Word Count: 2,7k words

Summary: Y/N has been thinking about Gavin a lot lately, and one day after he walks her home, she gathers the courage to ask him to stay with her for a little longer.

Notes: I have been obsessed with this song for a while (I recommend listening to it while reading!) because the singer is one of my faves, and it also reminded me of Gavin so I had the urge to write this little oneshot for him. Back at it again with the Gavin fluff! I hope that you enjoy it, please remember to reblog and comment if you do! Also, feel free to fangirl about this dreamboat of a character with me :P

Links: AO3

The silence established as they made it to her apartment building. It was a comfortable one, warm and familiar. Y/N looked up at Gavin, smiling to herself thinking how he insisted on walking her home like he always did.

The two of them stopped before the door, turning to face each other and about to say their goodbyes as usual. Gavin dedicated her a soft smile and fondly patted her head.

“Thanks” She said, feeling butterflies in her stomach under his tender gaze.

“Sure, no problem” He stood there for a moment, then turning to leave.

“Wait” Y/N found herself saying, holding his hand to keep him back. She found his company too pleasant to let him go. “Want to come in?”

Gavin’s eyes grew wide, and a faint flush appeared on his cheeks, spreading all the way to his ears. He then frowned a little and looked away, covering his mouth with his hand and clearing his throat.

“I-I mean…” She chuckled nervously at the misunderstanding. “Will you stay with me?”

“Yeah…” He watched her, his confusion turning to curiosity. “Any reason in particular?”

“Not really” The girl shrugged, already walking in as he followed. “I just want to be with you”

Too embarrassed to look back at him, Y/N came into the house. If she had looked over her shoulder, she would have seen Gavin grinning to himself. He never really wanted to leave her side either, so he was beyond delighted that she invited him in.

The soft silence from before evolved as they both sat on the couch, side by side. It was suddenly heavy with an unknown feeling. Of yearning, perhaps. Of fondness.

While Gavin leaned back on the seat and rested his back on it, Y/N sat up straight. Her leg was brushing against his, causing her heart rate to pick up. She wondered if, despite his usual calm and cool demeanor, he was feeling something similar. That nervousness and giddiness at the same time, that impulse to hug him and tell him all that her heart concealed as a secret, everything that she was too afraid and too shy to tell him… To confess how exhilarating it was to be with him and how much she missed him when he wasn’t around.

Giving in to her impulses, Y/N rested her head on Gavin’s shoulder and finally relaxed a little. His pleasant voice interrupted the stillness that had settled.

“You okay?” He asked, slightly taken aback by the sudden gesture.

“Yeah!” The girl cheerfully replied, a smile present in her voice.

Gavin tried not to move, afraid that she would pull away if he did. Looking down to her, he noticed she didn’t seem scared. Or sad, or upset. Truly, she just seemed… calm. There, with him.

His heart started speeding up at the thought that she wasn’t looking for his protection or comfort. Y/N just wanted him for himself, to be with him. Nothing less, nothing more.

The implications of this desire of hers made his mind race. Could she possibly be thinking what he was? Feeling that constant need to be together? He chastised himself for getting his hopes up even for a second, knowing how affectionate she could be in a daily basis. It didn’t mean anything special.

“Uh…” He muttered for a moment, soon recovering his confidence. “How about some music?”

Gavin slightly leaned forward, picking up the remote from the table. She didn’t move from the spot, still resting over him. Trying not to think about that and how much he wanted to hold her in his arms just then, the boy turned the stereo on.

A soft upbeat song came on, filling the quietness that flooded the room. The loudness of it had been deafening him, presenting so many unanswered questions and unsaid words.

They lingered in that position for several minutes, too comfortable to move.

Just as the song was ending, Y/N held on to his arm, engulfing him. Her head on his shoulder had lowered down to his chest, settling over the scar on his collarbone. Her ear was dangerously close to his frantic heart that he tried to calm, worried that she might hear.

She felt absolutely peaceful, oblivious to his train of thought. Y/N felt like they were the only people in the world, like anything could be happening outside her window. Nonetheless, it didn’t concern her if it didn’t concern him. If it didn’t concern them.

The song changed just then. The shift from upbeat to slow contrasted in the ambiance of the room. Y/N smiled to herself, endeared by the emotions it instantly evoked in her.

Hold on to me,

like we’re the only ones that see

The sky above us falling down

And breathe in my ear,

Like we’re the only ones that hear

The mountains crashing down

The lyrics were tender and romantic. They flustered Gavin, but he didn’t show it.

“You know” She dared to say, breaking the sacred quietness. “This song reminds me of you”

Gavin took several seconds to say something back. He gulped nervously, but quickly regained his composure. He ordered his frantic heart to quiet down, and his empty arms to remain in their place.

“You sure you’re okay?” He whispered in her ear, sending chills down her spine at the softness in his voice. “You’re never this… cuddly”

“Never better” Y/N replied simply, closing her eyes and enjoying each second of such closeness.

The boy took a deep breath in. His hopes returned, making him think that maybe he was right after all. Maybe, just maybe, she felt something similar. And he was willing to test it.

“Let’s dance” He muttered, cautiously moving to make sure she didn’t mind.

“What?” She allowed him to pull away, surprised.

When their glances met, it felt like magic. Like the world had stopped spinning for them. Like they hadn’t really looked at each other before. Not like that.

A small yet playful smile played on Gavin’s lips as he stood up, taking her hand in his to pull her up, and positioned himself with her in the center of the room.

Flustered, Y/N stared at him as his arms delicately wrapped around her frame. Her hands automatically moved to his shoulders as they both started swaying to the slow rhythm of the song.

I have wasted all my life

Playing games that I knew I’d lose

But let me sing to you, just sit here, don’t move

I just want to waste some time with you

A burning blush surfaced in her cheeks when Gavin’s smile widened. The lyrics of the song were telling, and the mere thought that he caught on to what she was hinting to before made her heart skip a beat. Why did he want them to dance to that song precisely? The one that reminded her of him, as she had admitted.

“G-Gavin…” She mumbled without realizing, but he just grinned once more.

He didn’t do or say anything, just looked at her. Almost reading his mind, she remained quiet to his silent wish. No unnecessary words, just silence filled with music.

His delicate grip on her waist changed so he was holding one of her hands again, now at shoulder length. The warmth of both their palms pressed together made the intimacy of the moment all the more evident. Relaxing a little into his touch, Y/N smiled up at him. His heart fluttered at the sight and he nearly melted at the gesture dripping with sweetness and innocence.

Take my hand, I don’t understand

How they kept us apart for so long

And smile so I can see

That it’s really you in front of me

‘Cause that’s still just so hard to believe

As they looked into each other’s eyes, they felt a unique connection. Their souls seemed to be coordinated, now more than ever. Their hearts were beating as one, racing at the same time and halting at the unison, if just for a second. Their minds seemed aligned, like they didn’t need any further words to communicate anymore.

That playful smile from before returned to Gavin’s lips, foreshadowing something unexpected. This time, though, it had a rare mischievous hint to it. Y/N’s stomach filled with butterflies as she watched him carefully, attentive to his next movement.

Indeed, Gavin moved his hand to the small of her back and gently pushed her closer. She gasped as their fronts graced, but didn’t pull away. Instead, in a mixture of compliance and embarrassment, she hid her face on his shoulder. Her nose against his scar felt gentle as she gingerly nuzzled it.

I have wasted most of my life

Playing games that I knew I'd lose

Let me sing to you

Just sit here don't move

I just want to waste some time with you

Y/N’s knees felt weak as she looked up at him, so close that his breath touched her nose. However, his hands holding on to her promised to never let her go. His eyes were filled with an absolute devotion and adoration that made her flustered.

He felt vulnerable as he looked down at her, yet the strongest he had ever been at the same time. All his walls were down, all his defenses paused to make the most of that perfect moment. His shoulders were relaxed and his hands were soft around her.

Gavin arched his eyebrows slightly, giving her that small warning before he moved again. Y/N yelped when he gingerly dipped her as the song momentarily came to a halt. Blindly trusting him to support her, she arched backwards and laughed as he leaned her forward again. The girl was still giggling even after she returned to her previous position, now holding on to his arms.  

He couldn’t help chuckling as well at the wonderful and contagious sound of her adorable laughter. Flustered by the way his confidence was building up and hers crumbling, Y/N sheltered in the safety of his shoulder again.

When her laughter died down and the lyrics took over the room once more, the both of them turned slightly sad upon hearing them. They could have had this before. They had wasted so much time being apart when they could have been happy together.

“Gavin…” She began, suddenly feeling the need to speak up. He hummed in reply, promising to listen to her. “Back in high school… I shouldn’t have believed any of it”

“What do you mean?” The boy whispered, afraid that his voice would break the magic that floated in the air.

“All those rumors and lies, I… I don’t understand how I could ever think they were true” Y/N kept her glance down, staring at his scar and taking in his scent. “You are far too kind to be what they said you were. You are too good in your heart”

He breathed out when her hand gently rested over his chest to demonstrate. The incredibly warmth radiating from him only seemed to be testament to her statement.

When she dared to lock glances with him, his amber eyes were shining with withheld emotion. Overwhelmed with too many feelings to speak them all.

Gavin couldn’t help to think back to those days. How even back then, she managed to make such an impact on him as soon as he saw her. Those days, he just wanted to be with her, protect her and care for her. However, there he was now. Holding the girl of his dreams in his arms and slow dancing with her. Silently confessing to each other all those feelings that had been building up ever since they were reunited. And all those moments of pain, of craving and loneliness… They were suddenly all worth it.

“It’s okay” He finally muttered, heaving a sigh filled with relief and content. “We’re here now, that’s all that matters”

“Yeah…” Her tone matched his, low and hesitant. “I guess you’re right”

Still in unison, their hearts began racing at the intensity of their locked gazes. They were extremely close, and their lips were mere inches apart. The pause that followed was torturous, delaying a profoundly awaited moment. It seemed to take ages until it arrived.

As their eyes closed, they didn’t know they threatened to spill. All of those feelings, repressed and bottled as they had been before, were now turning into sentimental heaviness in the best of ways. Until they encountered in a mutual kiss and everything seemed to fall into place.

Forcing back the tears

Over all the years

Boarding up the door

Throwing my hope to the floor

I could not forget, now it all makes sense

That you’re here with me

And I never ever want to leave

For several beats, they didn’t pull apart. It felt impossible to break away and leave that feeling behind, that exhilarating rush of emotions and reciprocation. That pleasant warmth that enveloped them and made them tingle all over. That intimate closeness as their bodies were glued together and their hands clutched on to each other. His on her back, hers lowered from the back of his neck to his chest.

After several seconds in which the kiss only seemed to deepen more and more, mouths open to drink from each other’s essence, they paused. Their eyes opened at the same exact time, falling on each other. Twin smiles occupied their faces, even if they gasped for oxygen. Her fingers tightly held on to his shirt for support while her brow furrowed at the recent sensation. His rested over a sliver of skin on her lower back, exposed during the heated exchange.

Gavin chuckled, experiencing an incredible happiness that made him feel lucky, as Y/N looked down to the floor.

“You’re not using your Evol” She muttered, resting her forehead against his as she still caught her breath. “I thought I was floating”

The boy laughed a little, squeezing her in his arms. He understood the feeling to perfection, because for a moment he was afraid he had lost control of it when he also felt like he was flying himself.

Gavin’s chest heaved up and down as he finally calmed down. She did too, feeling that connected with him still.

“I don’t really need my powers” He piped up, talking lowly. “I feel like that every time you’re with me”

That familiar flush arrived to her cheeks once more, and the girl tried to take a step back. They both chuckled, Y/N timidly and him in glee. Not allowing her to give in to her embarrassment, Gavin gently tightened his arms around her. The sight of her blushing made him giggle.

I would have wasted most of my life

Never even knowing you

Now you sing to me and I still don't believe

That you wanna waste some time with me

As she rested against him, this time by the force of his arms attracting her frame closer to him, Y/N pouted up at him. He grinned, admiring her cute expression.

There was no space between them whatsoever as they held gazes.

“Gavin…” She whined, lightly pushing her hands against his chest.

“Just a little longer” He leaned his cheek on her head, squeezing her once more.

Holding her in his arms like that was something he had dreamed about for so long. It felt too nice to end it so soon. Despite her shyness, Y/N melted into his touch and sighed happily.

His lips on her hair startled her slightly. The kiss nearly echoed over the music with the absolute devotion he poured into it. She reciprocated by carefully kissing the exposed skin on his neck, sending shivers up his spine.

They were doing nothing, just standing there and lingering in their embrace. They had stopped swaying a long time ago, but that didn’t seem to bother either of them. Time wasn’t wasted as long as they were there. The couple was happy just holding on to each other and quietly singing along to the song. Together.

Let me sing to you

Just sit here don't move

I just wanna waste some time with you

And now you sing to me and I still don't believe

That you wanna waste some time with me

[3m0t10nal-cr1s1s]

Helpless - a MLQC Song Fic

Pairing: Gavin and MC (Emci)

100% Fluff! Don't worry kids

Here we go-

The way you got me helpless!

Emci looked across the room, nothing but soldiers and upper-class people dancing and chatting through the music. She sighed through her fan... This party was beyond boring until she saw him.

Laughing at my sister as she's dazzling the room,

Emci stood off to the side with Kiki as Willow has been asked to dance a hundred times, laughing and partying with noble me, clearly the two were forgotten. Kiki giggled and teased Willow everytime she twirled by, she was indeed the belle of the ball.

Then you walked in and my heart went boom.

Oh god, those golden eyes that shimmered in the light of the chandlers, his chocolate brown hair, and him, in general. She swore her heart exploded in her chest. He was a soldier, entering with two others but she couldn't keep her eyes off him. She only pulled her eyes away when he looked right back at her. She hid her blush with a fan and scurried off.

Grab my sister and whisper "Yo, this one's mine."

Emci successfully pulled Willow away from her admirers and gushed about the young man to her. Willow took one look at him and smiled. She untangled herself from Emci's grasp and headed straight over to Gavin's little group, looping her arm around his, and leading him back to her sister.

Then you look back at me and suddenly I'm helpless!

Oh look at those eyes as they approach. Emci tried her hardest not to stare at his handsome features. She smiled and held out her hand in which he promptly kissed. "Emci Youran, my sister from another mother." Willow introduced the two. "Well hello there Ms.Youran, My name is Captain Gavin Bai." Emci smiled through her fan and Gavin looked pleased with her reaction. "Good evening to you, Captain Bai, thank you for your service." "The pleasure is all mine Ms.Youran, if it takes fighting a war to let us meet, it was well worth it." Willow grinned satisfied with her work. "I'll leave you to it!" She said throwing Emci a wink as she joined Kiki.

One week later, I'm writing a letter nightly,

Emci squealed as yet another letter from Gavin came through the mail. Anna, Willow and Kiki gathered at the couch to read it. "Wow Emci, sounds like you've got yourself a keeper!" Kiki exclaimed, skimming through the letter. "I'm just saying, if you really love me you would share him!" Anna teased, poking Emci in the side with her elbow. "Ha!" She laughed throwing a pillow in he direction. Like she was gonna let him go.

Two weeks later, in the living room stressing. My father stone faced while you're asking for his blessing,

Emci paced the floor of her and Kiki's shared room, trying to listen to the conversation downstairs. She had asked Gavin to marry her, to run away with her but he refused. He insisted on getting her father's blessing before they got married and she reluctantly agreed. Emci peeked over the railing of the stairs as her father shook Gavin's hand and he turned to her, smile wider than she'd ever seen, and she knew her father agreed to let his daughter wed the soldier. To which she grinned and squealed, practicality flying down the stairs to jump into her now fiance's arms. She couldn't wait till the wedding.

Insane, your family brings out a different side of me.

Gavin smiled holding his fiancee as they walk through the thick snow. "And to think, you family brings out so much in me, Kiki welcomed me and she's a joy to talk to, Willow is a social little thing, always knowing everything about everyone, and Anna threatened me if I ever should break your heart and believe me, my love, I never shall." Emci smiled at him, happy that he's getting along with her sisters well, but a part of her felt curious. She decided to come out and say it. "I love to hear that you've been adjusting to my family, love. But I'm curious, what about yours?"

I've been living without a family since I was a child,

Gavin's heart sank and she noticed. She quickly told him that she didn't need to know but he can tell that she wanted to. "It's alright love, it's just that my father was never home, he didn't care about my mother, brother and I at all. My mother died when I was a child. I do have a brother, but he and I aren't exactly close. Oh don't cry love, it's all in the past. And now I have you so what's there to worry about?" He asked kissing the top of her head. "Now, about that wedding..."

I do, I do, I do!

Emci smoothed out her white wedding gown as Anna adjusted her veil. She was at the point of tears while Willow and Kiki were sobbing their eyes out on her bed. "You look lovely darling." Her father said at the door. She beamed at him, she was ready to be given away.

My life is better 'cause you're in it!

Gavin looked around the living room, both his soldier friends and Emci's friends were taking their seats when he felt someone tap his shoulder. He turned around and there was his brother Shaw, in his best suit and all. "You came." Gavin said hugging him. "Of course, did you really think I'd miss my brother's own wedding?" He grinned, patting his shoulder.

Helpless...

As the organ chimed a tune and Gavin watched as Kiki and Eli made thier way down the aisle followed by Willow and Shaw. Minor stepped out, throwing flower petals in his wake because he positively insisted on it. Then came his bride, hanging onto her father's arm. He didn't need to look to know she was already beautiful, but now she was absolutely stunning, he felt like he could cry, he was finally marrying the girl of his dreams. Shaw grinned beside him as Gavin took Emci from her father's arm. He mouthed the words 'take care of her' before settling in his seat. Anna clear her throat and started the ceremony but Gavin hardly payed attention. He said "I do." And Emci followed shortly afterwards. He only heard Anna say the words"Now you may kiss the bride," in which he happily obliged. She was his, and he couldn't be happier.

[pseudofaux]

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Hot damn, hot stuffs, we did it! FIFTY requests for my 1,000 followers celebration. That is... too many numbers to be throwing around on a free Friday night. This masterlist links to all of the individual requests, and I will add a link to this post to my main masterlist. Non-worksafe pieces are starred (✬), my favorites are marked with a heart (♡). Thank you so much to everyone who requested, especially for your patience as it took me a month+ longer than I said it would to finish these up. I appreciate everyone who reads my stuff and every like and reblog (especially with tags! I read them all!) make me 🥰. Many mercis! I plan to open these up again in March.

♡ [SLBP] Ieyasu wooing MC (...“wooing”)

✬ [IkéVamp] SG, Arthur, Mitsuhide relationship HCs

[SLBP] “Ethereal Frick” Kenshin

[SLBP] Jealous Saizo

[MLQC] Gavin (MC “confesses in a cute way”)

✬ ♡ [MLQC] Lucien

[SLBP] Shigezane/MC have been trying to get pregnant (Modern AU)

✬ ♡ [SLBP] Jealous Masanari

✬ [SLBP] Yukimura/MC/Nobuyuki

✬ [SLBP] Masanori, Kanetsugu, and Yoshichi HCs

40 more under the cut!

[MLQC] Sweet Gavin

✬ [SLBP] Hideyoshi realizing it’s lust and love HCs

♡ [Hakuouki] Shiranui Kyo fluff (?!)

[SLBP] Izumo no Okuni

✬ [SLBP] Jinpachi and Kageie HCs

[SLBP] Toramatsu’s eyes

[IkéRev] Black Army HCs: MC with a new job

[IkéVamp] Shakespeare (songfic: Señorita)

♡ [SLBP] Kansuke

[SLBP] Kotaro (soft)

✬ ♡ [IkéRev] Ray/Alice/Sirius

[SLBP] Shingen and Kenshin HCs: Nudist MC

✬ ♡ [Hakuouki] Souji

✬ [IkéRev] Ray HCs

[SLBP] Mitsuhide soffffft

♡ [Hakuouki] Jealous Kazama :D

[SLBP, The Arcana, IkéRev] HCs: Saw their SO looking at someone else’s ass

✬ [SLBP] Masanori blindfolded (continuation of Anything)

♡ [The Arcana] Best Girl Faust POV

[IkéRev] Black Army HCs: “Unintentionally sexy” MC

[SLBP] Ieyasu’s MC/Masanari

✬ [MLQC] Gavin being... teased

♡ [SLBP] Kiyohiro

✬ ♡ [IkéVamp] Napoleon and MC stargazing

✬ [IkéRev] More Ray HCs

✬ [SLBP] Kenshin

♡ [IkéRev] Zero

[MLQC] My idea of Victor Celebrating

✬ [SLBP] Nobuyuki

✬ [SLBP] Toshihisa

✬ [SLBP] Saizo (Continuation of Okaeri Nasai)

♡ [IkéVamp] Soft, sweet Leonardo

✬ [IkéRev] Zero HCs

[SLBP] Yoshitsugu HCs (SFW + modern)

♡ [SLBP] Shingen/Tsuki angst-then-fluff

[IkéRev] Zero

[IkéRev] Black Army with an MC with “a strong personality”

[MLQC] Gavin + Pregnancy

[IkéRev] Black and Red armies with an independent MC

[SLBP] Ninja fluff-with-a-soupçon-of-spice HCs

[fishball-and-sweet-potato]

Zero O'Clock - BirdCop Celebration + GIF Challenge (MLQC AU)

I just wanna join. I actually want to post this fic at ARMY day (9th of July), but here it is anyway!

Pairing : Leah Hong (MC) x Gavin Bai

Warning : triggering events (containing insecurity and anxiety)

Disclaimer : Leah is MC in this AU. In this AU, there is no Evol.

Genre : fluff

Words : 1,542

NB : this fic is also inspired from this song

“Leah, you should go home now. You just left the hospital yesterday, your body still needs time to be fully recovered,” Anna slowly shaked my body, waking me up.

Leah corrected her posture, “yeah, I know I should. But I don’t want to become a burden for all of you, and especially that’s because I’m in charge of this company now. I just feel like I’m the one that should be my fellow workers’ strength, and I failed you all, even my father…” unbeknownst to her, her eyes felt hot. Leah wanted to continue but her brain couldn’t process her emotions right now.

“No, you’re not. And believe me, we all have made mistakes when that talk show was supposed to be aired live. But still, we managed to do it well at last thanks to the content and technical errors,” Willow tried to assure her. Three days ago, Leah had a chance to interview Mrs. Peng, the owner of a well-known bak kut teh* shop named Seventh Heaven. The topic was about business’ survival strategies for small and medium enterprises amidst the economic crisis. Suddenly, her stomach felt painful and she couldn’t suppress it despite all her efforts, until she fainted. The first thing she thought when she gained my consciousness was, she was such an unprofessional disgrace for this show.

“I want to see the editing process for a while,” Leah replied, still refusing to do nothing.

“Boss, we can also lend you a shoulder. I’ll send it straight to you when it’s finished. Okay?” Kiki patted her shoulder.

Before Leah nodded in defeat, Minor continued, “Boss, I’m sorry for the shift of topic, but Gavin said to me that he will come to your house around 10 pm.”

She yawned, “why didn’t he tell me directly?”

Minor rolled his eyes, but suddenly he had a flustered look on his face, “eh, sorry, he already contacted you several times, but no answer from you.”

Leah checked my phone, it had no power. “Oh God, why am I so stupid? Gavin is definitely angry with me now,” she said resenting herself. The fact that she had done this earlier consumed all her sanity. She immediately turned on her phone, and her eyes almost popped out from their sockets seeing the amount of missed calls. The fact that this day was July 28th made her more shocked. “Okay, I gotta go now,” she said after her friends kept telling me the editing was almost finished.

Leah went to Seventh Heaven. Amidst the crowd, she could still hear the voice she knew really well greeted her first, “Leah, are you feeling better?”

“Mrs. Peng!” Leah slightly raised her voice and fastened her pace towards the middle-aged woman. “Yeah, I’m healthy now! I’m… I’m sorry…” suddenly the scene flashed her mind, her body felt heavy.

“You don’t need to. Let’s go inside,” Mrs. Peng replied, dragging her into the shop.

“I think the technical errors are made up…” Leah couldn’t help but loathed everything around her.

Mrs. Peng patted her, “we can’t prevent unexpected things from happening. Instead, the only thing we could do is to find ways so it would be meaningful.”

While Leah was digesting her words, Gavin’s smile entered her thought and erased her anxiety, “I want to buy two portions of pork tenderloin soup, one portion of fish soup, and one braised pork belly. All takeaways, please.”

“For who?” Mrs. Peng giggled. “Let me guess, your policeman friend…”

Leah blushed and tried to hide her embarrassment with all her might, “uh, Gavin, tomorrow is his birthday.”

Not long after, a waitress handed her orders. Leah waved goodbye at Mrs. Peng. Her home was quite far from her company and the shop, so she had to take a bus ride. She was listening to her favourite song, not realizing that she dozed off.

You know those days

Those days where you're sad for no reason

And it looks like everyone else except you is busy and fierce

Those days where your body is heavy

My feet won't set off, though it seems like I'm already too late

I'm hateful of the whole world

Yeah, here and there are click-clacking speed bumps

My heart grows crumpled and my words lessen

Why the hell? I ran so hard

Oh why to me

A bell sound gave her consciousness back. Finance Street Halt, Leah could read the sign clearly and hear the sound of the broadcaster telling the passengers to pay when they intended to leave the bus repeatedly. She hurriedly ran to my home, opened her phone. She just realized that she hadn’t replied to Gavin's messages. Without a second thought, she spammed him her apology. Not seeing any signs of his reply, she attempted to sleep because she was really beaten up. The only thing that kept her awake was the clock, reminding her of her faults and it was already 10.30 pm. She continued listening to the song, so she could relieve her stomach pain and irregular, fast-paced heartbeat.

Come home and lie in bed

Dizzy night, looking at the clock

Thinking if it was my fault?

Soon it will be midnight

When her mind was about to drift off, the bell rang. “Coming,” Leah said, running to the door. The first thing she saw after opening the door made her heart want to leap, but getting crumpled instead. Gavin was in his casual clothes, but with a solemn look on his face. “Gavin, you’re late. Come in,” she said, inviting him to enter her home. He only followed her without uttering any single word.

After both of them sat, he started speaking, “I’m sorry for not telling you, I just finished my work. Leah, have you eaten?”

Leah shook her head, “actually, I bought food from Seventh Heaven. Mrs. Peng is really generous despite all my mistakes.”

Seeing her held back her tears, Gavin approached her, then she felt a pair of warm arms encircled her. “You have done your best, Leah.”

“I’m just a nuisance,” she said coldly. “And yeah, the audience wasn’t really impressed because the airing time was rescheduled. That makes me think that I should get lost forever. And I even forget to return your calls...”

A pair of amber eyes pierced through her soul’s window, his hand patted her head gently, “I’m hateful of the world too. But, about the last thing, that makes me dead worried. Have I done something wrong? Because all I got is my own echo.”

Somehow, she finally managed to let out a laugh, “Minor told me that too. No, actually I’m just dumb. I forgot to charge my phone.”

Gavin sighed, a small but sincere smile curved from his mouth. “I’m here to accompany you tonight.”

Thanks to him, Leah felt much better. “Let’s eat now. I’ve been waiting for you so we can start making our tummy happy!” She was beyond glad because he loved the bak kut teh.

After the dinner was finished, she held his hand while guiding him to her bedroom. Gavin always gave her warmth despite his cold exterior. “Listen to this song with me, it really helps me cope with the present situation.”

Gavin was confused when he put one side of my earphones, “what song?” 

God, how Leah wished she could cuddle him. She showed him the English translation in order to make him understand the meaning better. He was a bit sulky that she liked the boy group that sang it a bit too much, but he tried hard to hide it by cuddling her tight.

It won't be something like that

Will something be different?

But this day will be over

When the minute and second hands overlap

The world holds its breath for a little while

Zero o’clock

Her reminder popped up. It was already July 29th, zero o’clock. They kept listening to the song.

(Ooh-ooh) And you're gonna be happy

(Ooh-ooh) And you're gonna be happy

Like that snow that just settled down

Let's breathe, like the first time

(Ooh-ooh) And you're gonna be happy

(Ooh-ooh) And you're gonna be happy

Turn this all around

When everything is new, zero o'clock

Leah paused the song, pulled herself from his cuddle, “happy birthday, Potato. I hope at this new year of your life, you’ll be happier and healthier.”

Gavin cuddled her again, “thank you so much, my Pumpkin. My wish is the same for you. I hope I’ll be the one who makes you get the happiness you deserve.”

She blushed, how could he be so smooth at times. He laughed at my reddened face. “Why are you laughing? Let us pray,” she said to divert her embarrassment.

They were holding hands, silently pouring all their wishes.

Put my hands together to pray

It'll be better, for me

Hoping that tomorrow I'll laugh more, for me

When this song ends

May a new song begin

Hoping that I'll be a little happier, yeah

Gavin caressed her hair after he saw her yawned. “Sleepy?”

“Yeah, finally. But I’m joyful because it’s the tranquility that makes me sleepy, not the usual tiredness,” Leah snuggled closer to him.

“Sweet dreams for us, then,” he closed his eyes, hugging her in their sleep.

*bak kut teh : a pork ribs / meat soup dish with salted vegetables (this is how it looks like)

This is the GIF :))

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MLQC SongFic :  Lucien’s Leia

As usual, i encourage you to read while listening to the song 

Pairing : Lucien/????

Tag : Angst, death

Words : 1408

The click of keys echoed through the empty house. The door swung opened, revealing a tall figure in black coat. The figure walked in, taking off his coat and his hands-ever so familiar with the house flicked the lamp. The light from lamp blinded his eyes, he let his eyes were adapted to the light. He walked in, changing his shoes to slipper and walked inside.

Lucien. The scientist.

Who wouldn’t know him? A genius scientist, a head researcher from his own institute under his own name, widely known by national and international for his works in neuroscience. Lucien was known for his private life. He wouldn’t let anyone know or get inside his life, not even his coworker, not even a woman. He would smile all the time, polite all the time, even flirt occasionally. But he would let no one get too close to him.

Lucien walked inside a room, not even caring to changing clothes. His own studio. The room was filled with canvases and paintings. One of Lucien’s hobby that he never show to other people. Painting was one of Lucien’s way to relieve stress and it would let him be himself.

But in this room, there was only one painting hung on the wall.

A special painting.

Very special to Lucien’s heart.

His creation.

A painting of a brunette girl up to her waist. Her hazel eyes were staring back at him. She was smiling, holding out a bucket of red roses in her hand. Her white sundress were flowing out elegantly as if the wind blew it. Lucien approached the painting, a smile finally tugged on his face as he reached his hand to the painting, caressing the girl’s face.

(Let me hear your voice ; getting rid of this sunken heart

I'm hiding away the canvas of falseness again today)

“I’m home.” Lucien said.

Lucien could see her eyes lit up from excitement to see him. She smiled, one of her hand letting go of the rose and held it out to Lucien. “Welcome home, Lucien.” she said, inviting Lucien in.

Lucien took her hand, the girl pulled him in.

(It feels like I have touched the endless illusion

“What should I call it" The unchanging temperature

Before the smile chews up my insides

I locked up today, my racing future is ash colored

If I wish for it, it's just my imagination;

Rust-covered lies)

If it comes true, tell me about it

“Is that so?” she giggled, leaning to Lucien’s chest as he caressed her hair.

“It is. I always wish to come home soon. Being with you ease my fatigue, everyday.” Lucien smiled.

Lucien jolted awake on the cold floor. He was searching for warmth, her warmth, He rolled sideways, laying on his back as his eyes stared at the painting of the girl, with a smile on her face. Feeling cold tugged in his heart, Lucien exhaled, raising his arms slowly, as if to reach her face, to cupped it in his own. 

To feel her face’s muscle contracted to a smile.

To feel her nose scrunches when he touched it.

To feel the dimple on her fair skinned cheek.

To feel her soft lips, tainted coral red by lipstick, smeared it playfully to her cheek.

To feel her warmth breath.

To feel her, everything about her.

Lucien’s stomach felt like it was being turned upside down. He felt dizzy and his world was spinning.

How could he know her color? He was colorblind.

(Adorning the loveliness overflowed from my heart

I piled it with your voice, bliss is far away

If it's something with shape, if it's something breaking down

These eyes are useless, hold me)

“Lucien, you’re teasing me!” she pouted. 

How cute, was all in Lucien’s head. Lucien pinched her cheek playfully as her red was flushed by her being embarrassed. He was amused to see her like this.

“But i was telling you the truth. I would never lie to you. You are perfect.” Lucien kissed her cheek, earning another cute pout.

“Do you know, that i am colorblind?” Lucien suddenly asked. She shook her head slowly. “I can only see colors, when i’m with you. Everything you touched has color in it. That way, i always know that the roses you’re holding are red.” Lucien explained.

A soft peck landed on Lucien’s lips.

“Then i’ll make you see the color of the world.” she said softly.

“Will you hold me?”

(Leia…)

Lucien opened his eyes, facing her smiling smile.

“Lie…” Lucien hung his head, looking at his cold fingertips.

What kind fucked up world Lucien was in? Falling in love with a painting? Even with all girls fawning over him, offering themselves to him. Even if he could just choose one to sleep with, or settle down.

“It’s a lie.” Lucien muttered.

Lucien covered his ears. He didn’t want to hear her voice tonight. Her honey voice, calling his name with such tenderness that his heart clenched each time.

“Lucien.”

Who was he to deny?

He couldn’t.

(The endless illusion laughed sadly

"What should I call it" Resounding words are ash colored)

“Lucien. Oh, Lucien.” her voice calling him.

“Do you even mean it?” her painful expression stabbed Lucien.

He knew. Lucien always knew.

“I love you.” Lucien said, clearly this time.

“But Lucien, you know i’m not real.” she laughed, sadly.

(Softly, eternity stopped breathing

and left me in despair

When the ticking stops this world will end

Words that can only wish couldn't have meaning

Smile a little, pray a little

If it isn't heard, just kill me)

Lucien knew. 

Lucien opened his eyes. Another night passed with him staring at the painting of her. His hand reached her smiling face.

“I love you, i really do.” Lucien said.

No response this time. As if the last sentence she said to him was the finality of his feelings. She wouldn’t respond to his call anymore. She stayed still in the canvas. Smiling. Lucien chewed the inside of his mouth. He clasped and unclasped his hand. 

“Please say something. Please. Anything.” Lucien begged.

The painting stayed still.

Lucien took out a lighter in his hand.

He laughed bitterly.

Loving someone who’s not even real.

Loving someone that would make him feel that he was loved, dearly, with all her heart.

Wanting to see the color of the world.

Wanting to see her.

Her.

Her.

HER.

A name ‘Leia’ was written in the painting. Her name. “Leia. A lie.” was Lucien said when he finished his painting that day.

Lucien ignited the lighter and let go of it. It fell to the ground. Fire slowly getting bigger, Lucien didn’t even move from his place. He still stood, watching her smiling face as the fire slowly burn her. As the fire slowly burn him.

“Please kill me.”

(Let me hear your voice, please get rid of this sunken heart

I'm going to hide the canvas of falseness with you

If I can't leave the evidence for your and

my existence

Engrave me with warmth and kill me

“Lucien. Lucien. What are you doing?”

Lucien smiled. He finally could hear her voice. But the voice sounded sad, she was sobbing. “This way, i can be with you.” Lucien answered.

“No, Lucien. Please--”

Lucien couldn’t feel the burning pain on his lower body anymore, instead he just smiled. Not answering, as he closed his eyes.

(Leia...)

Lucien could feel he was placed on the ground. His lower body was burned, it was painful but he couldn’t say anything. He couldn’t even move. He just let the death slowly taking him, painfully. But in his final moment, he could see colors.

A girl, radiates with color.

She was holding a mic as her partner holding out a camera, shooting her and the burning house.

Her voice was echoed to Lucien’s ear.

“Lucien Xu, a researcher from Lucien’s institute just found in his home after disappearing for a month--”

Same voice.

She turned to Lucien, visibly shocked as she closed her mouth with her hand.

Same face.

She radiates the color. Everything she touched has color. She was colorful. 

(Leia...)

Along with a man who held her shoulder behind her as to not let her fall to the ground upon seeing Lucien, dying. The man, with a police uniform, held her shoulder. He too, has colors with him.

With a single tear fell from Lucien’s eyes, Lucien smiled, closing his eyes. Never got to open his eyes again. To find the truth. The truth to his lie.

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Omg you said send the requests your way so here I am 😂😂 Can you please write a reaaaaaalllllyyyyy heart-crushing Lucien angst based off of the song Forever Yours by Greyscale?? (It's okay if you dont want to write it on the song, you can just add up your own scenario and make it all angsty!) Thank you!

Sure, I’m so excited to write more for MLQC! Thank you for requesting, I’ll write this as a drabble :D

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Character: Lucien

Fandom: Mr. Love Queen’s Choice

Word Count: 233 words

Title: Forevers Yours

Keep sending MLQC requests! Here are my rules and my requests guide :D

Lucien x Gender Neutral Reader

Lucien frowned, nearly grimacing at the thought of you. Everything made him think of you, every tiny little detail brought you to his mind again. That beautiful tree you sat under and held hands. Your favorite shop that he often visited with you. His dear Y/N. He missed you so much that it broke his heart. He could physically feel pain in his chest with the torture of your absence. 

He evoked the way your beautiful eyes glinted in the sunlight, how it shone over your head and nearly created a halo over it that made you look like an angel. Like the angel he thought you were.

Lucien hung his head low, trying to forget how happy the sight of your smile made him, trying to forget your warm touch and your soft tenderness. He sighed, feeling cold tears arrive to his eyes that he blinked away. He continued walking and tryring to resume his day, ignoring the void inside him.

He was lost and confused, but he knew something for sure. No matter how much time passed, no matter the distance, he always carried you in his heart. Even after everything that happened, his only regret was to push you away. To be foolish enough to neglect you and drive you away from him. You deserved better. You deserved the best. Deep down, he knew he would be forever yours.

Tag list: @xionroxas // If you want to be added or taken off the tag list for these fandoms or characters, let me know!!

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Master List:

Mr Love Queen's Choice:

Victor:

Wedding Ring

Waitress

Red Snow

The Bottle is About to Explode

It's Been a Few Years, Hasn't it?

Lucien:

I Don't Know Where Else To Go

Who's the fool now?

Forget Me

Gavin:

Helpless Songfic

It Was my Turn to Make You Wait

Midnight Surprise

Your Name AU

Bittersweet Bruises

Kiro:

Missing You

Shaw:

Headstone

Pregnancy

Hair Dye

All:

Keep Walking

MLQC Kids AU

MLQC Avatar AU

Bestfriends:

Gavin and Kiro

Willow and Kiki

Shaw and Kiro

YouTube:

MLQC Flights

GAVINNN

MC, the Simp Queen

This Game is Basically Rat Poison

Genshin Impact:

Gently...

Original Works:

Fragile Hopes

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MLQC SongFic #1 :  Gavin’s Daybreak

Guide : Listen to the song while reading it

Dreamcatcher - Daybreak

Pairing : Gavin/MC Gavin/reader

Tag : Fluff

Words : 1,728

“I will call you once i finish with the mission, okay?” was what Gavin told you 4 days ago.

You stop working on your laptop, trying to reach your phone. Aside from chats from your colleagues about the project you’ve been working on, you don’t see the name you’ve always hope to pop on your screen. Gavin’s name. You threw your phone across the room and it landed on your bed, so you won’t get distracted and wanting to grab the phone for who knows how much since Gavin went for his mission. 

Surely you realize his working can be demanding. Being a captain for Special Task Force who work in the shadow to make sure all people of Loveland can sleep the night and live with peace from EVOL’s terrorists, also a police officer, a captain of SWAT team at that, it surely took most of his time to work. You understand that. Besides, you’re also busy with working projects that seemed like...endless from your superior, Victor. So also being busy keeps your mind off from being lonely. But alas, even if you’re so proud of Gavin, you can’t help but worrying about his safety. But Gavin always come back alive, even if with more wounds and scars, he’s alive.

You yawned, closing the laptop’s screen decide to call it a day and go to sleep. It’s almost 1AM in the morning and you have a board meeting tomorrow with Victor. You can’t be late, of course. Switching the light off, you placed your phone beside you on bed after setting the several alarms to wake you up tomorrow. You got comfortable in bed, covering your whole body with the blanket, inhaling Gavin’s smell from the blanket. Ever since the two of you decided to live together and purchasing a bigger bed, the bed feels so much bigger without Gavin on your side. You frown but quickly shove the thoughts of being lonely away from your mind. You need to sleep.

As I sleep, some time

I feel your voice putting me to sleep

And your hair tickling me

You open your eyes slowly as you can feel someone’s hand on your waist. You see Gavin’s face right across from yours. You blinked several times, not believing that it really is Gavin who is laying beside you right now, still awake. He’s surprised to see you wake up but then smile, caressing your head.

“Did i wake you up? I’m sorry.” Gavin murmurs.

You shake your head. “When did you come home?” you ask, with a hoarse voice from sleep.

It’s 3:45AM.

“Not too long ago. I was about to call you but you must be sleeping and i don’t wanna wake you up.” Gavin says, apologetically.

You smile, snuggling to him burying your head to his chest. “Welcome home.” You practically hugging him by putting your hand on his back. “Did you get hurt?” you ask again.

“I’m home. And no, i’m okay.” Gavin replies, kissing the crown of your head.

Your heart swells with happiness as you inhale Gavin’s scent. You can smell his soap, signing that he took a shower before joining you in bed. Gavin smells like home to you. Refreshing with a light musk, reminding you of summer.

“You should go back to sleep. Don’t you have work later?” Gavin reminds you.

“I do have a meeting this morning.” you groan.

“You’ll do fine. Victor has no way to refuse the project you’ve been working on for weeks.” Gavin rests his palm on the back of your head, rubbing it slowly. Just the right amount to make you yawn again. You nod in his arm, trying to make yourself comfortable as you close your eyes.

“Now go back to sleep, there’s still time until 7AM. I’ll take you to work later.” Gavin says.

How could I be asleep

How could I be asleep

In your embrace, inside it, snugly

I put my hands together and rest

You are the largest star I have

So good night,  A bright light and I

If the daybreak finds me

I’ll be submerged in countless thoughts

You feel Gavin’s even steady breathing as he’s sleeping. You raised your head to see his peaceful face, almost like a child even. His soft vulnerable expression makes your heart swell again, adoring your boyfriend’s sleeping face. He has dark circle on his eyes, he must be tired and haven’t had any sleep while he’s away on his mission. Despite that he has long eyelashes, making you jealous by how long and thick it is. You raise your hand to touch his cheek, afraid that you might wake him up, but Gavin is still sleeping, he must be exhausted from the mission and you take the opportunity to traced your index finger on his smooth skin, along his jaw. Gavin is known as the handsome and a bit lonewolf officer, who is always serious in his work. But this side of Gavin, is only for you to see.

You snuggled closer to him and hold his hand. 

And in the sleepless night

I’ll be in your embrace endlessly

To you at daybreak

More passionately than during the day

You wonder how many nights you spend sleeping next to Gavin like this. If he’s not out on his missions you would lay next to him like this, listening to his heartbeat and his even breathing--sometimes he’d snore but you don’t mind. Gavin’s usually a light sleeper due to him being an officer--being alert at all times and there are times where he would be called for mission right when both of you were sleeping. For him being in a deep sleep like this, it’s kind of rare. But you appreciate all of it. Sleeping in Gavin’s embrace always feel safe and you grow addicted of having arms around your waist, as if keeping you safe, even in sleep.

Between curtains, faintly illuminating me

A white moonlight and yeah

Filling the room, even the cold air

Feels beautiful because of the light that is you

Full moon’s light up the room slightly, it shines right through Gavin’s face. Gavin always tell you that you’re beautiful, even if your mouth was full of chocolate cakes he bought for you, even if you just woke up from your sleep with a trace of drool on your chin, even if you’re crying because of the drama you watched.

“Don’t you know that you’re also beautiful?” you murmur softly, feeling Gavin’s chest rise and fall in sync with you.

You were scared of him back in high school, despite that he was always look out for you from a far. Even if Gavin was really scary at that time, him back then still had the same kindness he had today. The way he carried you when you were passed out in PE class, the way his eyes met yours when you were in library, or the times you found him climbing the old ginkgo tree outside of practice room.

The rough senior has grown into a sweet man he is today. Or maybe, he’s always this handsome from your high school years, if he’s not always covered in bandages and bruises.

I see a shifting image

We have a common dream

Even if it’s imaginary

I pretend to be okay

You probably are the same

But at the end of the day

We are together

Gavin’s line of work always makes you worry. He rarely has days off, even if he does he almost never spend it on rest, he will always spend it with you. There was time when you asked Gavin to go the shooting location at the nearby lake, knowing he was just came back from mission you told him to not come but he did come anyway.

He was visibly tired. But he came anyway.

You remembered your heart swelled when you found Gavin sleeping under the tree after the shooting’s over, waiting for you to finish. You remember you were crying when you saw a bandage peeking through his shirt. He was hurt. But still he came. You remember he woke up, panic was evident in his face as he cupped your face, apologized if he make you angry. And he was confused as you told him “Gavin, you dummy.”

The Gavin said “I come here because i miss you so much. I wanna meet you as soon as possible. Is that...is that wrong?” made you moved in to his apartment.

It’s fine if the same day repeats

Even the reversed day and night

My mind was filled waiting for you

And I’m happier for it now

Like a habit

Hug me tight

And don’t let me go, more

Take me to the dream

“...why don’t you sleep?” Gavin’s sudden question made you flinched. But Gavin held your hand in his tightly. His eyes fluttered open.

You can’t help but peck his lips.

“I don’t know, you’re too handsome when you’re sleeping..maybe?” you tease. Gavin chuckles, pinching your waist playfully. 

“But i prefer you to sleep with me.” Gavin says, kissing your eye. You nods and once again, scoot closer to him.

“I..i hope we can stay like this forever.” you say, listening to Gavin’s heartbeart.

Gavin hummed. “As much as i want that to happen, both of us are working. You have a meeting this morning too.” Gavin states the fact, making you pout.

“Gavin, you’re not fun.” you sigh, poking his chest. Gavin’s light chuckle warm your heart.

“You know, Gavin, i don’t mind waiting for you to come back home.” you say, out of the blue. Gavin hummed, waiting for you to finish. “If i can sleep in your arms again, i don’t mind waiting for you when you’re out for your missions. I do hope you won’t get hurt out there, though. My mind’s filled by waiting for you and it’s okay. I always happy when you come home.” you rambles, sleepiness is beginning to take on you.

Gavin hummed again as he traced circle on your back, as if lulling you to sleep.

“Hug me, don’t let me go.” you mumbles as you fall asleep.

Gavin kissed your forehead. “How could i? When the girl i’ve been crushing with finally with me?” he closes his eyes and drift back to sleep.

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MLQC Songfic Masterlist

A series i make cause i love to listen to songs and totally imagine it with MLQC boys. It can be headcanon, even spoiler for chapters, i’d put warning tag on spoiler, don’t worry. Will update more as i post more.

Gavin : 

1. Gavin’s Daybreak 

Lucien :

1. Lucien’s Leia

Victor :

Kiro :