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Arcane AU ...
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#artists on tumblr#arcane#art#ocs#marsilio#my two special interests together what could go wrong#my brain for example#you can see these redraws/studies are from last year by the time stamp and also the other style#i hadnt fallen in love with the pastel brush yet
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Gihun - me and the bad bitch I pulled by being so pathetic and incompetent that they had to take pity on me


(if I had a nickel for every time an intelligent ruthless character fell for this dumb/cute himbo man child (and sad sweaty meow meow), I'd have two nickels? Not a lot, but still weird that it happened twice in one show.)
#or three times if you add grandpa il-nam#ok four times if you add Kang Sae-byeok too#This is Gihun's survival tactic#I know I tagged this in my fic#but it was too funny not to post again with illustrative examples#I have such brain rot for this show#what is happening to me#someone please help me#squid game#squid game 2#squid game spoilers#inho x gihun#ginho#seong gi hun#hwang in ho#457#001 x 456#gihun x inho#inhun#the front man#gihun x frontman#cho sang woo#sangwoo x gihun#sangihun#toxic old man yaoi#old man yaoi
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Thinking 'bout.. Older Sterek and love bites 💭💭
[now available on Redbubble!]
#teen wolf#derek hale#stiles stilinski#sterek#sterek fanart#my art#a good example of my creative process: this all started from me seeing a gifset of the iconic 'show us that big ol' fist'#and was like hmmm#that's a nice angle on stiles#so i used that for reference and the rest developed from there LOL#the bruises were a very late addition#also me lovingly rendering bodyhair once again#you can't stop me#also buzzcut hair stiles supremacy#suuuuper happy with this one!! messed around with layer effects a lot and stumbled upon this effect#watch this get autoflagged for nudity because of the predominant peachy skintones#oops last minute add to the caption bc#older sterek (particularly stiles) makes my brain go brrrrrrr
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sometimes, you wake up and your first thought is "I cannot be a person today." often---most of the time---you have to then get out of bed and proceed with being a person, regardless of your feelings on the matter.
but sometimes, occasionally, once in a while....it's nice to email your boss, get back in bed, and go the fuck back to sleep.
#in my defense I do feel like warmed-over mud. but it's the kind of feeling I could push through if I really needed to.#I just decided that there wasn't much of a point.#not on a random friday. I will try again tomorrow.#(sidenote: once you start paying attention to your brain it's amazing how patterns emerge.#for example - guess how many books I've read in the last 48 hours. now guess when I did this last???)#(.....that said some of them were quite good.)#celestial emporium of benevolent knowledge
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He may be a God, but I am a Scientist
#I drew this without referencing anything but there's a voice in the back of my head thats like 'you've seen this exact drawing before'#and like I know I've seen the general visual concept around but I now I can't find specific examples and its itching in the back of my head#think I was also inspired by the arcane s2 opening. But if anyone's seen this exact concept potentially with?? the text too?? let me know#but Im not sure if its just my brain playing tricks on me. ANYWAY this was mostly practice for doing more interesting/symbolic rendering :3#gravity falls#young stanford pines#stanford pines#ford pines#fan art#fanart#GF bord#Bill is there in spirit#BoB#Book of Bill#GF fanart#painting#artists on tumblr#my art
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Once in a while my brain gets overwhelmed and I just can't keep up with any social interactions, can't properly make words and feel nothing over everything. You just have to close everything and close inside your head to relax. Surprisingly, after 1-2 days you end up being full of love to the world, you still can't properly do anything but you are exploding from the love to the world and people Then I come here, and I get reminded yet again why I love creation and people who make wonders out of their minds Apocalyptic ponyo mermaid Jazz by Keferon, because apparently relief in freedom is what keeps people above
#Ahah I think I will need more days I feel like my brain will burn out the moment I try to get my emotions out in words#pretty stupid XDD#But quickly scrolled down arts and concepts and ideas#I want to sleep inside everything#maccadam#transformers#merformers#apocalyptic ponyo#jazz#prowl#jazzprowl#cockroachdoodles#Man I am the worst social example no matter how I want to ahah#I saw crazy kids and how big Shockwave is#I saw so many fics already feels like a pillows getting stuffed before I jump on it
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ik it’s not like,w um. lore /episode accurate but WHO CARES (I do but .) .I locked in .bless
#i bah e never ; been this motivated to illustrate so many mini renders . im l.#ALSO SORRY FOR THE UM. ARTSTYLE BEIGN SO .INCONSISTENT happens to the best of us#art examples#murder drones#envy#manor envy has also infested my brain I’m sorryyywyhhheheu((
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For your gay little dogs
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#principal skinner pride flag for my gay little dogs#you see this is why my dog people need to see the same spectrum of colors we do#I feel like their literal world view would be drastically altered if they couldn't distinquish between orange and green#I'd argue that red is a significant color in practically every culture#it's instinctual associations with danger food and fertility make it attention grabbing on a visceral monkey brain level#I strongly suspect the impact would be at least somewhat negated if it was a muted brownish khaki instead#meaning it wouldn't be used in visual communication nearly as much#I would have to center my art and worldbuilding more around yellow and blue because those would be the colors the dogs would see clearly#right? is that sound logic?#and that would just make me immensely sad because warm colors are my favorites :<#answered#m0notropa-uniflora#something that continues to boggle my mind is that there are animals that see more colors than humans#we like to assume that our color vision is the best we can see it ALL look at that rainbow there that's the full set#yes primates are well equipped in this regard compared to many other mammals like dogs#but most birds for example have more color receptors in their eyes they have more tools to work with and their rainbow is even wider#it's like sound everyone knows we can't hear sounds that are impossibly low or too high#and we can't process wavelengths of light that are too long (infrared) or too short (ultraviolet)#only what lands between those bookends (called the visible spectrum) reads to our human eyes as “light” and subsequently “color”#I hope I've understood this correctly I'm trying to say that there's a whole layer of vision we don't have the hardware to get access to#and that's just wild to me like we are fundamentally unable to imagine a new color that isn't already included in our built-in selection#but they're definitely there the unimaginable colors are in the room with you and a common pigeon can see them#uv dlc not available for your system
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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(richard siken, how the story ends; yellowjackets (x3), the last days of judas iscariot; stephen adly guirgis, how the story ends; yellowjackets, the last days of jusas iscariot; stephen adly giurgis, how the story ends; yellowjackets, matthew 26:50)
TRAVIS & LOTTIE / JUDAS & JESUS
#alternatively captioned et tu travis but yk#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#travis martinez#lottie matthews#yellowjackets 3x09#yellowjackets how the story ends#yellowjackets web weave#vic weaves webs#sic transit gloria mundi#for example: you are both cain and abel#(and judas)#and so they killed cassandra first#quick web weave because theyre rotating in my brain
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Do you ship Purelily?
Sort of? Not really? I view their relationship through a very specific lens:
I think they mutually liked each other when they were young, maybe even had an actual relationship. But when Lily started to pursue her ideals of the origins of cookies, the witches' motivations, increasing the survivability of their species, etc, more and more, PV got worried. He dreaded who she was becoming, and his feelings for her began to wane. He didn't feel like this was "the lily he knew".
But PV is nothing if not forgiving. He convinced himself this was a phase she was going through, that she'd eventually figure out that this pursuit of strength and knowledge was fruitless and dangerous, and messing with dark moon magic was doubly so. But when Lily received her soul jam of freedom, her determination to learn more and be more only got stronger. She was (metaphorically) a new cookie now, but PV was still attached to the Lily he first fell in love with. He told himself that Lily was fine, just exploring things she shouldn't be for a little while, and then she'd get back to being the sweet, curious girl he thought he knew.
And then she died. Her pursuits led her to fall into the ultimate dough, and even then, PV refused to admit to himself that maybe Lily had changed before that.
When Lily was half brought back to life in the faerie kingdom, PV assumed she'd be herself again. She'd learn her lesson after dying at the hands of the witches, and everything could just be normal. But she still held her beliefs, and was still too different for PV. In an ideal world, they would've gotten the chance to talk through this, but some blue guy just crawled out of a tree to terrorize everyone's minds and that kind of takes precedent unfortunately!
Even now, with her being back, he yearns for who she used to be. He ignores the traits of hers that he finds undesirable, because he doesn't like that someone he loved so much has become someone who so adamantly craves something he disagrees with. I also think PV has a bit of a saviour complex as a subconscious defence mechanism against his own insecurities. He probably isn't aware of this specific feeling he has, but he doesn't like that Lily is so much more independent now. He liked being someone who could provide for her, who could protect her and guide her, and make her feel welcome when other cookies didn't, but she just doesn't need that anymore. She doesn't need him. And that makes him panic. Who is he if he is not needed? What's the point of him if he can't be useful? How can he possibly be of any worth to Lily if she doesn't feel the need to rely on him in some way?
He wants to be a benevolent, strong, kind leader; the kind of leader who loves all of his friends, no matter how they grow and change, but he just feels too differently about Lily to love her in the same way he once did. He's in denial. And he knows he is. Lily does too. That's the basis of their separation at the spire of deceit's entrance.
Their paths don't align in a literal sense, wherein they both have important physical goals that need to be achieved before the war kicks off, but their paths also don't align in a mental sense. They aren't partners anymore. They want different things. They care about different things. Neither wants to admit that they've both become cookies who aren't compatible anymore, but neither wants to change for the sake of the other, either. They still cherish each other, but not in the same way they used to.
So TLDR, no, I don't ship purelily. BUT I do think it was canon behind-the-scenes at some point in their past, and their feelings for each other is a critical part of both of their characters (and I think a lot of fan works are really sweet, I understand the appeal of the ship).
#when it comes to shipping even if I have a very specific taste for a relationship dynamic-#-if I really like the characters then it just makes me happy to see them in any scenario#like with shadowvanilla for example#I do NOT think they would be fluffy whatsoever. I think basically all fluff content of them is wildly out of character and not canonical#but because I like both of the characters I can turn my critical brain off and just get giddy about seeing them both smile#I feel the same way abt purelily#I think their attachment to each other and the dishonesty PV has allowed to stain his perception of her is unhealthy#but I can turn my opinionated brain off and love all the cute art of them being in love#sorry if this is a little confusing I won't lie some of WL's lore goes over my head a bit sometimes lmao#mailbox
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#batjokes#Yay it's done :D Now I can stop thinking about it#the art style was an experiment with the old one#so you won't likely see anything like this in the future#I'm forever sticking with his (faux) innocent face and arkhamverse face : >#this is a fanfic that I've been thinking/plotting for a long time#but I didn't dare to write it bc I didn't have enough skills. An example of my body suffering from a lack of brain /j#fan comic
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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"my blue, and your orange... I guess something will remember us." --River Song, Archipelago (The Ninth Doctor Adventures: Star-Crossed)
blue and orange.
orange and blue.
they are intertwined, always.
she is blue, like the TARDIS - his TARDIS, her second mother. blue like the diary modelled after it.
he is orange, like the life she breathed back into him, lifetimes sealed in a single kiss. (clock that blue light flare on river too-!!)
blue and orange. orange and blue. the colours where they come to life.
even his TARDIS interior is blue and orange: the echo of a timeline that still lingers in soft whispers.
from an artistic perspective, these colours were probably only used together so often because they're complementary, which can add depth and distinction to a shot. but still, it feels meaningful: they're complementary. just like river and the doctor. so different, and yet they look and work perfectly together.
now, if you'll allow me to stretch the point a little further, let's go back to lake silencio, at the junction where sand meets water:
(i'm calling this a stretch because i'm well aware the sand is more yellow than orange, lol. but those colours are analogous so... i figured the idea was worth keeping in)
she emerges from the water, so cold, so blue.
he descends from the sands, golden and warm.
they meet where land meets water, orange yellow meeting blue. he is the sun and she his sky, and at 5:02pm, the universe folds itself around them, curling in on the point where these colours converge.
#doctor who#river song#doctorriver#yowzah#big finish#doctor who spoilers#idk if i need that but. jic#doctor x river#archipelago#star-crossed#nineriver#another day of opal being unwell about colours#am i just connecting dots that aren't there? probably#but hey#i love reading too much into things#tenth doctor#eleventh doctor#opal speaks#the nineriver boxset has taken over my whole brain ok#are there more examples? absolutely#the husbands of river song is lit in blue and orange like 80% of the time#the singing towers scene is almost entirely golden-orangeish#his final gift to her: a world filled with his colour#i know it's just the sunset but shh let me have this#and the library episodes? lit predominantly in blue#it's her goodbye#stormcage is also predominantly blue#but that's probably bc they wanted to make it look cold and eerie#can u imagine warm-toned stormcage. lmao
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bazinga!
#Okayyayyyyayaya skitters off to do oweds#md pilled tonite 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉/silly#murder drones#art examples#Fish inside a bird cage is really doing numbers aon my brain btw
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There’s something incredible about your aus that they start out with fun characters and world building ideas and then we all start digging underneath. And inevitably end up with a story that, for me (and I’ll only speak for my own experience here), forces me to think deeply about the world around us and life in general. And that is powerful stuff. /pos
Thank you thank you
I’m kind of dooming my AUs into that every time because I have this imaginary rule to make every storyline .uh. unique? Like if I already have “a human who randomly befriended a mer” then all other characters has to be something entirely different. So I end up starting to dig out references and experimenting with contrasting concepts and genres. And usually it leads to everyone crying because nothing makes such a contrast with simple fun as complicated suffering heh?
#the apocalyptic au is kinda new#but if you look at mecha au you will instantly see what I’m talking about#this is also why it’s so hard to convince me to add a lot of characters in those stories#at least at once#I can’t just say ‘yeah there’s also dratchet’ for example#because I need to give both drift and ratchet something unique before I add them to the story#I can’t just go ‘human and mer started to hang out’#because Swerve and Blurr already got that spot#it might be annoying I just realised#for all the people asking who would character X be in the au#but it’s just how my brain works#I’m kinda favoring the asks that add something new to the concept itself over the ones that are like ‘please add megatron’#i dunno#I don’t think the story needs more characters. I think it needs more fucked up layers of moral dilemmas haha
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