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someone pointed out something i’d been delusionally thinking about patrick’s in-ears for a bit and i feel like i’m going insane
#god. can you hear me.#immediately texted rachel am i being punk’d rn bc……..ain’t no way………..#patrick stump#fall out boy#fob#soul punk#my brain is losing functionality#like i gotta be hallucinating…….#healing tour of all time n all that oh my god#have yall already seen this probably but I HAVENT good god
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Gideon has a whole protocol for when it gets too cold for Kremy. It's just how his brain works. He solved the issue like it was some machine acting up rather than his friend having a natural reaction to the cold.
First and foremost; GET WARM FAST. Whatever the quickest way to get Kremy warm is, that is the first step. Usually this involves wrapping a blanket around both of them so that Gideon can use his own heat to help him.
Secondly; consider how close the next town is. Is it less than an hour and there's no active snow storm? Great, hot foot it to the inn. Are they actively being snowed on and the next town is half a days walk? Find best cover and set up tents, his own fire could only do so much, and it's not worth the risk at that point just to get inside a building.
Thirdly; once in a relatively dry and protected space, remove any wet clothing and replace with comfy, dry jammies. If no wet clothing, removal beyond jacket and hat is unnecessary. Simply place sleepwear near the bed if Kremy wants to change later.
Fourth; alligators are evidently still able to drink during brumation. Grab waterskin and warm it a little. This will help with internal temperatures. AVOID ALCOHOL.
If all is well, simply prepare for bed. Grab a snack to assure internal fire keeps going all night. Ideal sleeping situation has Kremy on top of Gideon to avoid cold floors if they are in a tent, otherwise just having his arms around him in any other position.
There's only been one time when any other steps were needed. Thankfully they had the rest of the Krew by that point, so Gricko was able to assist, but Gideon really hopes he'll never have to do CPR again.
#mostly similar steps to hypothermia but you know#kremy's reptile brain 'mmm warmmm spot. sleepytime' vs kremy's conman brain 'if i don't do 300 tasks today I'll die idc if im cold'#i imagine lizardfolk have an altered version of brumation that is more watered down since they are humanoid#they dont need to sleep thru winter but they are generally tired all day and eat less meals#now REALLY cold temps cause them to actually get lethargic and even lose motor functions really quick#so its still not a good idea to be running around but like. they can. a little.#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#ouaw#text#this is a true fact#kremy lecroux#gideon coal#my own hc#...#coalecroux#sorry about the last line btw
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the cruelest thing about the world is that there's so many languages and a girl can't learn all of them
#legit have like 5 things open at once and i'm losing my mind#slovenian and english are locked down#german is far enough to function in so that's fine#but then i have a 50 day streak of swedish (cause it's my fav country to visit)#and i've done like three monthly spurts of russian (cause it sounds so pretty and also slavic so it's not that hard)#and i've done asl for years and love it more than anything#and i fully plan to start in-person classes for slovenian sign (so it'll actually be useful here and great if i come across deaf patients)#anyways. having a good one#my brain is screaming to stop and do one at a time but i don't have the discipline for that#noodle rambles#language stuff#langblr
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Something I've always found fascinating about Raymond Shields is that despite seemingly having altruistic reasons for being a defense attorney, his reasons for trying to convince Miles to be one are anything but.
It seems understandable enough on the surface. After Ray comes around and agrees to work with Miles in The Imprisoned Turnabout, he sees remnants of Gregory shining through him despite von Karma's influence. Whether or not he recognizes that Miles' decision to become a prosecutor wasn't just born from that alone—that it was in tandem with wanting to distance himself from anything that reminded him of his father to alleviate the burden on his heart—is up for debate, but regardless: he acknowledges Miles as Gregory's son through and through and wants to capitalize on his dedication for pursuing justice in a way that he knows would make his father proud. He wants to let Miles in on the life he was robbed of at 9 years old—the life he once dreamed of living, where he follows in the footsteps of his father by giving everything he has to save people, by fighting like hell for the vulnerable and the condemned.
That said, as much as Ray dresses up his proposition by making it out to be as if he's looking out for Miles' best interests (and the best interests of society, even)...his motives for trying to get Miles to switch sides are almost entirely selfish. Ray's efforts (and most of his actions in general, really) are ultimately a product of his desperate attempt to cling on to anything related to Gregory out of an inability to move on from his death. Wearing his hat and coat, leaving the name of his office unchanged...and now, requesting that his son literally change jobs just because he can't bear the weight of his own loneliness anymore. Because he can't bear to think that the damage done by DL-6 is irreversible and Miles has moved on while he has stagnated for the past 17 years. Because he has an idealized vision of what he thinks Gregory would want and fails to realize that his son's occupation wouldn't matter to him as long as it brings him happiness and fulfillment. In his mind, letting Miles go means accepting the circumstances that brought him where he is and allowing both of them to move on. And that terrifies him.
It's even more deceitful when you realize that Ray's pitch comes at a very opportune time for Miles given his circumstances at that point: that is, he's under threat of investigation for prosecutorial misconduct and at risk of being stripped of his badge. Ray might fake incompetence, but he's not stupid—and he takes full advantage of Justine's warnings to try to sway Miles when he's in a more vulnerable position in terms of his job. Which is...pretty fucked up, to put it lightly. Despite having a better idea of where he came from compared to most people, through this Ray shows a lack of understanding of who Miles truly is and a lack of respect for what he's come to value, even if his path toward obtaining those values had some bumps along the road. But he's so blinded by his grief that he doesn't even stop to consider how much he's really asking of him, or what Miles is really searching for.
Ray was moved by Gregory. He values saving people. Defending the weak is an undeniably noble endeavor. But to ask that of someone else without consideration for their best interests is decidedly less so.
For all his occupation requires a certain selflessness, Raymond Shields is far more selfish than he lets on. And I for one find that contradiction fascinating to unpack.
#ace attorney#phoenix wright ace attorney#pwaa#aa#ace attorney investigations#aai2#raymond shields#eddie fender#<-i'm not calling him that bc i strongly dislike that name. but just to prevent confusion#miles edgeworth#gregory edgeworth#aai2 spoilers#meta#my meta#hopefully this is coherent. i am currently at war with my fog headaches as we speak#aai announcement means i've got ray on the brain again. surprise surprise#sometime in the near future i also want to explore the possibility of ray losing his altruism at some point after gregory's death#or at the very least how it becomes less genuine. and he only keeps it up because it's what he thinks gregory would want#i have a LOT of feelings about how his need to keep up the good person act is EXTREMELY reminiscent of sister iris in that way#but this post is already long and if i write any more i may not have a functioning brain tomorrow soooo. another time unfortunately#↖️ this user is NOT normal about raymond shields ace attorney and you best BELIEVE she's going to make it everyone's problem
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y'know i don't believe i've ever seen anyone talk at length about randall and alphonse post-MM. i've been thinking about them a lot recently. they should get to be friends again
#thoughts#professor layton spoilers#i mean. imagine you're dalston. you're a lonely idiot teenager. you've been pushing away your friend lately#and then he dies and you lose your chance to ever be friends with him again#and on randall's end i've been thinking about like... i wonder if there's things he feels like he can't talk about with angela and henry#he's been someone else for 18 years. he's a fundamentally different person from the randall that lived in stansbury#the randall that lived in stansbury is the one everyone's been waiting for. but that randall doesn't exist anymore#perhaps he really did die in that ravine in a manner of speaking#but he can't acknowledge that out loud. how would they react? would they think him ungrateful? would they feel betrayed?#and maybe it's not so much that as much as he wouldn't know. they wouldn't tell him. everyone's so closed-off these days#he's not certain that's how it would go but that's the entire problem. the uncertainty#so maybe he'd start talking more with his old friend. his friend who always speaks his mind and tells you exactly what he's thinking#sorry if this incoherent lol. brain is. not being very functional today#and of course this may or may not be my randalston hypothesising#mostly i just think it would be an interesting dynamic to explore and i've never seen anyone do it#listen. recovering manipulated amnesiac who probably feels kind of weird now when people can't be upfront with him#X guy who tells it like he sees it no matter what#i think it would be fascinating
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Every year is a new competition for worst year of my life. And 21 is WINNINGGGGGG 🤩
#gets random chronic illness 1 day after my birthday. loses 15 pounds in 3 weeks. takes weeks off school to go to the hospital.#everything comes back normal. i get the worst period and worst migraine of my life. <- almost called ambulance on myself.#lowkey failing all my classes. cant go outside. cant eat anything i enjoy. brain functioning poorly. grandma in the ICU. tried to go outsid#today and almost threw up in a store. and i think my new meds are making me SUICIDAL. 🙂↕️#AND THEY ARENT EVEN WORKING. and no doctors can see me again for MONTHS.#which means i cant work. so i dont have money to pay my rent. and also in general i just feel like a failure snd like my parents are mad at#meeeeee#ok thats all bye
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googling 'how long is a hyperfixation supposed to last' and then sobbing profusely into my hands
#okay wait. cause i've HAD hyperfixations before#i'm neurodivergent as FUCK and i'm no stranger to the obsession#but. like. the other ones were MANAGEABLE#i could function fine#but this??? these silly gay losers??? these silly pathetic stinky guys (gn)????? i'm still LOSING IT FIVE MONTHS LATER#i'm still in that fucking bookshop weeping at the final fifteen#like thanks this is great i love the fandom i wouldn't change a thing but also. my brain needs to think ab other things to function so.#anyway this isn't a cry for help or anything eheh (HELPME)#good omens#crowley#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#aziraphale#aziracrow#go2#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#adhd#good omens brainrot#gomens#good omens hyperfixation
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he bit too hard n hes feeling sorry abt it
#not for long lmao#it is. all i can do#you know what i really like doing this stuff#but i have such a deep set tiredness and i feel like i need to take a long break#but i dont want to lose my skills so its kind#kind of???? hiatus??? but also i cant bc i need to draw to maintain what i can do now???#shut up xam#thoughts deep thoughts that i dont wanna think abt rn#idk.#i always feel like im functioning on half my brain power and ability
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officially hit ER S6 the countdown to Those Two Episodes has officially begun
#ngl i am going to be so upset about losing lucy but i am. so here to watch carter Absolutely Fucking Lose It#esp after the last episode with Lucy struggling to keep her brain straight i was like oh. me vibes#i wonder if I'd actually function better if i got treated for my (probable) adhd#BUT ENOUGH ABOUT THAT#er#er nbc
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do you think that zote ever gets bullied for having mismatched horns
I guess it would depend on how much symmetry is valued by bugs hDKHSG. which caused me to look things up and find a study that tells me Yes bugs can in fact recognize Symmetry/Asymmetry to some extent if trained to recognize it. So that's neat
ANYWAY your question. I'll go with a Maybe. I'm sure it gets pointed out often enough considering he's one VERY few asymmetrical guys around here. With the only other one coming to mind being Divine due to her mask
But I dunno if it would be as much bullying as it would be "hey why are your horns different sizes? did one break and you couldn't molt a new one properly" and he goes "YES I lost it in a great battle. It was a devastating blow no bug could've seen coming. But I did. Alas. The beast was too quick even for my nimble reflexes. it got a Lucky strike and I earned a heroic scar " or whatever.
i could assume it's commented on to the same extent that like. heterochromia would be commented on. Brain sees asymmetry and goes Woah that's Asymmetry that's Crazy
#again not sure if Bullying would be the term for it#save for like. Kids I guess. but like#I would assume it'd be seen as insensitive to some extent. especially if it is seen as a case of losing a body part#and being unable to do anything about it. but considering it's Horns and theoretically they serve little function outside of#what I can only assume would be mate selection stuff and/or competition#I mean. I dunno!!!!! bully him for being unsexy by Some Bug Out There's standards due to asymmetry.#I'm sure there's something like that out there#I dunno. Many possibilities. Ur activating my bug brain and I don't think you meant to do that.#clamtalk#zote
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#sometimes I think I can breathe but then I reminder what late 20ish seb looks like in my head and I lose all bodily functions#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow ai#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy ai#i am an adult what is wrong with me#should have known when my first crush was danny phantom#and then prince zuko#someone just end me#I said reminder instead of remember and my perfectionist brain can’t deal#Sebastian au
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okay well now I just can't work on anything. ? Idk what's going on in my head but this is extraordinarily frustrating
#those air brush sketches have unexaggeratively been the only things I've drawn all work#I worked a teeny tiny bit on two other sketches#I don't know what's going on#it's like the second I have procreate open and pencil in hand it's like the world turns into television static#I'm getting so so so frustrated and I don't know what to do#I've been trying to let myself take a break. trying to work on other stuff. trying to just work on things a little bit at a time#every dang trick in the book but it's really like something's gumming up all the gears in my brain#and I know there's like an actual problem bc I've been physically exhausted and sore for days now too and I don't know why#nothings changed. I'm not doing anything differently#I swear I have just been gradually losing functionality the longer I take the vitamins I was deficient in. which makes NO sense#but it started days after I started taking them and nothing else I change or try is helping#?????????????#sunny with clouds
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i love you artbooks
#💭#gontaposting#guysssssssssssssssssssshe aww the Awww the aww#my brain is slowly melting soon I will lose the function to type because I gontaposted too muhc
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if i recommended a book to someone and that person returned to me the next day explaining that they got shart jibbity to summarize it for them i think i would have to be physically restrained for my own safety
#i think i'd immediately lose all higher cognitive function#out of some instinct of self preservation#my frontal lobe would just turn itself off#id be 100% animal brain#awash with adrenaline and cortisol#attack attack attack#i wouldnt even use my hands#it'd be all teeth#and blood and gore#entrails strewn all over the place#ears#fingers#clumps of hair#yeah...#all i ever wanted was the world#&
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well folks, the obsession with funky summery coulourful band is fading, the obsession with incredibly sad wretched miserable tragic pitiful depression band is in .
#“band” is used losely given the... particular status of madmans esprit#i really tried to fight off that one a little bit at least until fall but#but yeah no the brain needs mme to function now#madmans esprit#the madna#visual kei#music#my post
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I am not going to say that Love Triangles are always bad or that they can't be thematically or narratively important/resonant, or that No One Should Write Them Ever.
I AM going to say, though, that I am extremely tired of them.
#there are two (2) triangles that I actually for-real will stick up for and I think strengthen the story#but SO many of them are just. handled Badly™#(and usually engineered to be COMPLETELY at the expense of one of the characters)#and this probably isn't fair of me but the second I hear that something has A Love Triangle in it#I immediately lose any pressing interest to read or watch it#I feel like more writers/showrunners/etc. need to just. do the work. so many of them do not Do The Work#(the two examples are hg trilogy and Favorite Musical btw. so it can work. the overwhelming majority of the time it just doesn't)#wait. no. sorry. three examples. josh/rebecca/greg. but Idk that doesn't feel like A Triangle because josh was very obviously#just an Attempt At Normalcy and Reclaiming That One Time She Was Happy rather than like. Undecided Feelings™.#but still. very important to the story however you label it. important to all 3 character's arcs. the show wouldn't be as effective w/o it.#I'm so sorry crazy-ex I can't BELIEVE I forgot you but in my defense I had a Breakdown™ earlier tonight that wrecked my brain function
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