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hag-lad · 1 year
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RRR-induced mania is so real, you guys. I’ve fuckin lost 17 pounds* since seeing this movie! It makes me want to hike and run and engage more mindfully with food. It gives me so much energy and happiness! I don’t know what kind of healing magic Rajamouli wove into this movie, but it is SO POWERFUL.
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All I want is to do squats with my wife on my shoulders tbqh.
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tennessoui · 3 years
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i really am just so excited for part two of the roadtrip au and knowing it might be from obi-wan's perspective??? seeing obi-wan fawn over anakin while anakin dotes on him?? i'm losing my mind.
hey!!! bless!!!! i know i said it would be part 1, part 2, part 3, but i started writing part 2 and it's like already 2.2k long and they're just in Pennsylvania so i think we should all start thinking of this story as part 1 (finished, posted), ARC 2 (very long, is in segments, depending on what people wanna see and what road trip shenanigans i can think up), and part 3 (tbd)
anyway here's the 2.2k (squick: a/b/o, mpreg)
“Uh, sir? Are you...alright?”
That’s the gas station attendant. Obi-Wan barely resists the urge to thunk his head on the side of the bathroom stall. The only thing stopping him is how absolutely unsanitary it would be, and he already feels dirty enough. He pulls a few more squares of toilet paper from the dispenser and wipes at his mouth.
Of all the pregnancy symptoms he hates, he thinks morning sickness is the one he hates the most. And it’s the one that seems to be, for some reason, sticking around the longest.
He’d never even known how much of a misnomer morning sickness is, but it’s not like it’s only happening in the morning. He’ll feel nauseous halfway through the day, mid-afternoon, early evening.
His doctor and close friend at the hospital, Bant, had assured him this was normal and nothing to worry about. But it’s hard not to worry about it, especially when he lives with an Alpha who worries about everything.
“Just fine, thank you,” Obi-Wan says politely as he flushes the toilet and leaves before he can watch his breakfast spiral down and disappear. That’ll only make him feel even more sick.
The girl wrings her hands as she watches him wash his, and he has to take pity on her. She can’t be older than eighteen. “Morning sickness,” he tells her, placing a hand on the virtually unnoticeable swell of his belly.
“Oh!” she says. Obi-Wan fights the urge to grimace when he sees her eyes dart down to his unmarked neck. He knows how it looks. He knows how it sounds. “Sorry, sir, I didn’t mean to--”
“It’s quite alright,” he says. It’s not, but it is. Obi-Wan doesn’t want to have this conversation, doesn’t want to talk to this girl anymore. They’re passing through a small town in central Pennsylvania. He’s a pregnant, unmated, thirty-eight year old male omega. A rarity. A talking point. He doesn’t want to talk to her, he wants--
There’s a loud knock on the door to the bathroom. “Obi-Wan? Are you alright? Is there someone in there with you? I thought I heard voices. Obi-Wan? I’m coming in, Obi-Wan.”
Anakin.
Obi-Wan gets halfway through drying his hands before Anakin’s there, crowding him against the sink and nosing at his face and neck.
“Sir, this is a bathroom for omegas only!” the gas station attendant protests, but Anakin growls at her.
As much as the pregnancy has made Obi-Wan lose parts of himself to his Omegan side, it’s been ten times worse for Anakin for some reason. As far as Alphas go, Anakin’s always been a thoughtful, respectful one. Quick to anger, perhaps, but never violent or suspicious.
Now it’s like everyone in the world has done something to personally offend Anakin. Everyone but Obi-Wan.
If he didn’t feel such a burning, unignorable need to get to Seattle, Obi-Wan would have called the whole trip off weeks ago.
But he couldn’t then and he definitely can’t now, not when they’ve both taken the time off of work and Obi-Wan’s let his doctor know he’ll be out of the state and they’re already in Pennsylvania.
He’ll just let Anakin do whatever he needs to do to feel alright with taking a pregnant, unmated omega across the country. It’s not as if it’s a hardship to put up with all the scentings and hugs and looming and protectiveness.
Quite the opposite, actually.
Which just makes Obi-Wan feel even more guilty, the way he’s using Anakin like this. His dearest, closest friend, who is helping him in such an amazing way, and every time he touches him, it’s all Obi-Wan can do to not arch up into the touch.
He wishes he could blame it on the pregnancy hormones, the way his instincts are going haywire to keep an alpha--any alpha--close. But it’s not. It’s Anakin. It’s the fact that Obi-Wan is hopelessly, irreversibly in love with the alpha.
The touches and the scenting don’t mean what he wants them to. It doesn’t mean anything, the way Anakin pushes his shirts and sweaters to Obi-Wan’s chest and watches him put them on. He’s an observant man, his alpha. He knows Obi-Wan likes wearing his scent now that he’s pregnant. It’s comforting.
So even though it doesn’t mean anything at all, the way Anakin’s hands roam over his waist and stomach and hips as he growls at the poor gas station attendant, Obi-Wan has to fight to not push back into the touches, to not scent him in return.
He’s afraid once he does, he won’t be able to stop. The thought of it, of marking the beautiful, strong, virile alpha with his smell, is too addicting to ever risk trying.
“I’m fine, I’m fine. It’s just a bit of morning sickness,” he says lightly, touching Anakin’s chest gently. “She was just checking up on me.”
Anakin glares at the girl and starts to herd Obi-Wan out of the bathroom. “Not hers to check up on,” he mutters, hands latching onto Anakin’s hips and guiding him through the aisles of brightly colored chips and candy.
Obi-Wan thinks that for both of their sakes he should remind Anakin that he’s not his to check up on either, but he doesn’t want to, not when he can pretend for a little bit longer.
“I think I would like to lie down in the back for a bit,” he says, holding his stomach. “Just until we get out of this state.”
Anakin agrees immediately, like he knew he would. “Okay, Obi,” he murmurs, opening the car door for him. They’d laid down their suitcases in the wells behind the two front seats, and Anakin had thrown a couple of blankets over the entire area to make a sort of makeshift nest for Obi-Wan to sleep in should he want to.
They’ve only been driving for four hours, but Obi-Wan already wants to. He’s painfully on edge.
He hadn’t understood how hard it would be to convince his hindbrain and body to leave the safety of their apartment, but all he wants now is to nest somewhere safe for him and the baby. It would have been impossible to do this without Anakin.
“Alright,” the alpha says. “Um. Wait. Here.”
He shucks off his sweatshirt, a faded college one that Obi-Wan’s been coveting with his eyes since Anakin had put it on this morning. “Oh, dear one, no,” he forces himself to say anyway. “It’s December. You need a sweatshirt.”
“I’ll turn up the heat,” Anakin holds it out insistently, stubbornly. “Take it, come on.”
Obi-wan can only make himself hesitate for a second more before he’s snatching the soft fabric that smells like sunlight linen honeydew out of his hands and holding it greedily to his chest. “Alright.”
Under the weight of the alpha’s watchful eyes, Obi-Wan crawls into the backseat and curls up with his head diagonal from the driver’s seat. He thinks it’ll be nice to wake up and see Anakin’s profile whenever he wants to without additional shifting.
“Oh shit,” Anakin curses suddenly. “I was going to buy a coffee.” The alpha pauses, clearly torn between going back inside and not wanting to leave the omega alone in the car. But Obi-Wan knows Anakin, and he needs his coffee.
“Oh,” he says as if he’s just remembering something himself, “can you get me one of those bananas on the counter? I think they’re good for babies.”
That, obviously, changes everything for Anakin who straightens instantly. “Bananas are good for babies,” he declares, nodding his head before narrowing his eyes. “Would you...can I lock the door? I won’t be long. Just for safety.”
Obi-Wan blinks and purses his lips to stop his little smile. His alpha can be so silly. Safety. In the middle of the afternoon in rural Pennsylvania. “Okay, alpha,” he agrees before he even realizes that he really shouldn’t be calling Anakin alpha. Especially not when the other man always reacts so strongly to it.
Case in point, he thinks to himself sadly as Anakin’s hand spasms on the car door handle before he slams it and hustles away, almost at a run.
With a long sigh, he flops back down into his nest and squirms until he gets comfortable. There’s a pillow close to his hand that he hugs to his chest when he realizes it’s Anakin’s pillow from his bed at home. It smells amazing, a mix of both of them together.
Ever since he’d told the alpha he was pregnant, Obi-Wan’s fallen asleep in Anakin’s bed more often than not. It’s a comfort thing, one that Obi-Wan feels intensely guilty about. Surely if he keeps being so clingy and whiny and Omegan, Anakin will get sick of him.
And this is just the beginning of the pregnancy. He knows rationally that Anakin loves him as a friend, a brother, but how long is that love going to last if Obi-Wan can’t get a handle on his goddamn hormones? Anakin hadn’t signed up for any of this. It’s not even his pup. How much is Obi-Wan willing to put him through just because he can’t imagine a life without the alpha in it?
Wouldn’t it be the best thing for the both of them to cut their losses now? Bail and Breha had told Obi-Wan he could move in with them for the duration of the pregnancy if he needed to. The only thing that stopped him from saying yes immediately had been the hope that Anakin would be willing to stay with him, keep living with him even after he’d fucked up so much.
And the alpha, by some miracle, hadn’t left, hadn’t moved out. But Obi-Wan can’t shake the thought that he will soon, that this will all get to be too much. Obi-Wan’s omega whimpers at the back of his mind at the idea that one day the alpha will be gone.
The scent of distressed omega fills the car as Obi-Wan feels his bottom lip start to wobble.
Alright, the influx of hormones that are wreaking havoc on his emotions is probably the pregnancy symptom he hates the most. But morning sickness is still up there, too.
He sniffs into Anakin’s college sweatshirt and tries to think happy thoughts. He shouldn’t make Anakin worry about his emotions when he’s already spending so much time worried about his physical health.
How much is Obi-Wan going to take advantage of Anakin’s kindness?
The doors unlock with a beep, signaling his alpha’s return to the car.
It doesn’t take Anakin even a second to catch onto Obi-Wan’s recent spiral of emotion, but at least he won’t know why unless Obi-Wan tells him.
“Obi?” he asks frantically, as soon as he opens the car door. “Obi, are you alright? Did something happen? Did someone see you--?”
“Put the coffee down before you spill it,” Obi-Wan instructs after peeking out of his sweatshirt haven. “I’m alright, Anakin. It’s just the hormones. I’m sorry.”
“Don’t apologize,” Anakin shakes his head. “You don’t have anything to be sorry for.”
The statement pulls a wry smile from Obi-Wan. “Oh, I can think of a few things,” he murmurs, touching his belly with a pointed, gentle hand. Before Anakin can say anything about that, he continues quickly. “I was just wondering about something, I’m fine, really. Really.”
And then, knowing he shouldn’t but also knowing it’ll distract Anakin enough from this line of questioning, he tilts his head back to expose his neck and says, “Can we drive, alpha?”
The coffee cup still clutched in Anakin’s hands bursts open under the force of his grip. He really should have put it down.
Anakin curses up a storm as he shakes the hot liquid off of his skin, and Obi-Wan sits up worriedly. Anakin was bothered so much by Obi-Wan calling him that that he accidentally hurt himself. No more, the omega resolves. He can take a hint.
“Are you alright?” he asks, grabbing at Anakin’s hand to examine the red skin.
“I’m fine!” Anakin yelps, jumping away. “I just--I’m just going to go wash this off. Um. And get more coffee.”
He slams the door shut, and Obi-Wan wilts as he watches him go. He can’t even follow after him because Anakin’s locked the doors with his car key. He’s done enough already.
“Oh baby,” he tells his stomach. “I don’t think I’m ever going to have that alpha figured out.”
The baby is still and, of course, silent, but Obi-Wan takes comfort in their presence anyway. They can’t leave him. Not yet, at least.
Gingerly, he maneuvers his way out of his nest so he can reach his messenger bag he’d left in the foot of his passenger seat. It takes some finangling, but finally he’s able to fish out his headphones. As he resettles into his nest, surrounded on all sides by Anakin’s scent, he notices the bunch of bananas thrown in the driver’s seat.
Obi-Wan snorts at his silly alpha, but can’t deny that he’s touched at the same time.
It’s extremely easy to find the track he wants to listen to, what with how often he listens to it these days. Sometimes, it’s the only thing that can get him to fall asleep.
He pulls up the downloaded homemade album Anakin had given him for Christmas four years back. When he presses play, his alpha’s deep melodic voice spills into his ears.
“Whan that Aprill with his shoures soote, the droghte of March hath perced to the roote…”
Of course he can’t be sure, but he’s fairly certain he’s asleep by the time Anakin comes back to the car.
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lena-in-a-red-dress · 3 years
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Loved your tags on the Brenda Strong reblog! We need it as the new supercorp au!
Well, sOMEONE gave me an idea of OG!Lillian losing her memory and staying with Eliza for a while, and all day during work I was daydreaming of amnesia!Lillian slowly being told her life and being eager and excited to meet her daughter, only to find herself facing off against each member of the superfriends first as they try to suss out whether the memory loss is legit and/or whether she deserves to be in Lena’s presence. But finally she passes the final test (Kara) and when Lena still resists meeting her, Lillian overhears her trying to explain why it’s a bad idea. “None of you get it: she is a master manipulator. Lex didn’t exist in a vacuum-- he had to learn it from somewhere, and he learned it from our father and from her.”
But Kara ultimately talks her into it, and Lillian finally finds herself face to face with the woman who is her daughter. Her beautiful, beautiful daughter. Except her daughter doesn’t do anything except sit there-- no eye contact, no attempts at conversation. Lillian finally breaks the silence. “It’s so good to finally see you...”
She reaches over to take Lena’s hand, but Lena pulls away before she can make contact. Lillian instead lets her hand rest on the table between them. A peace offering. 
“I’ve heard a lot about you. About your work in National City.”
Lena doesn’t respond.
“They say you’re a such a force for good--”
“Just-- stop,” Lena says finally. “You might have fooled them, but I’m not.”
“What they’ve told you is true-- I don’t remember--”
“And even if that were true, I’ll let you in on a little secret.” Finally, Lena meets her eye, but her gaze is cold. Cruel. “You are not a good person.”
Lillian’s heart falls, and only now does she realize how bad an idea this had been.
“I spent half of my life trying to earn your love and the other half trying to get away from you. Don’t think for a moment that I’m going to let you weasel your way into my life after I’ve finally gotten you out of it.”
So... it doesn’t go well. Ostensibly, Lena and Kara are in Midvale to visit Eliza over the fourth of July weekend. Kara planned to spend the night in her childhood home, but Lena refuses. 
“I won’t be under the same roof as her--”
“I’ll leave,” Lillian says. 
Eliza looks at her in sympathy, but doesn’t protest. “Perhaps it would be for the best. We can put you up in the local bed and breakfast for the weekend, and then after...”
After. After doesn’t matter to Lillian. Not when her only free and living child wants nothing to do with her. She lets Eliza make the plans, and collects her meager belongings into a borrowed suitcase. In a bout of stubborn refusal to quit, when Eliza invites her to the community cookout and fireworks display, Lillian accepts. If only to be in the vicinity of Lena, to observe her daughter and feel a part of her in even so distant a way, if only for the opportunity to show Lena that she is different than whoever she might have been.
But when she arrives the following afternoon, she learns that Lena remained behind alone. “To watch the house,” Eliza says, though the excuse is clear to everyone who hears it. Lillian also notices that her daughter’s partner Kara is also missing. 
“Called back to work in National City,” is the official party line, but Lillian isn’t sure she believes it any more than she believes Lena’s excuse. She tries to enjoy herself, but her thoughts are blocks away, with the woman who refuses to be her daughter.
The evening deepens to night, and as the fireworks display commences, Lillian tries to lose herself in the explosions that rock the very air. Soon though, the feeling of wrongness that’s been following Lillian all night catches up to her with a foggy sky and the scent of not sulphur, but woodsmoke.
“Fire!” a voice cries. “Fire! Fire!”
All heads snap towards the distant voice, and widen when they spot the glow of a building fire in the direction of Eliza’s cul-de-sac. The crowd on the beach move as one towards the scene, Lillian at the lead. Heart pounding against her ribs, she hears the wail of sirens approaching: too distant, too slow.
“Lena!” she screams as the burning house comes into view. “Lena!”
Lena isn’t on the street-- she isn’t anywhere to be seen. Realization hits like a bolt of lightning, and someone tries to hook an arm around her as she makes for the front door. Lillian wrenches herself free. “My daughter is in there!” 
 They aren’t strong enough or quick enough to stop her before she barrels through the front door. Lillian’s brain works rapidly to piece together that if the fire started on the ground floor, then the only reason Lena wouldn’t have made it out is if she were asleep on the top floor, where she would likely be unconscious from smoke inhalation. She thunders up the stairs, coughing as the smoke grows dense. Staying low, she sweeps through each room until she finds Lena in the attic room, unconscious on Kara’s bed. 
Lillian gathers her daughter up as best she can and drags her back downstairs, through the front door and out onto the grass of the front lawn, coughing all the way. Eliza and her daughter Alex look at her as though they’ve seen a ghost, but all Lillian can think of is that her daughter isn’t coughing.
“She isn’t breathing!” she cries, desperately. Tears spill down her cheeks, and not just from the smoke. Without hesitating, she lays Lena flat and begins to administer rescue breathing. Counting and breathing and crying, her world narrows to her task alone, until the hands of paramedics crowd her vision, moving her aside even as they reach for Lena.
“It’s all right ma’am,” one says gently. “We’ve got her from here.”
Lillian follows them to the hospital, and waits as her daughter is treated for smoke inhalation. Soon, she’s informed that Lena is comatose, and on a respirator. 
“I’d like to sit with her, please.”
No one thinks to tell her no. And so Lillian waits, for hours, over a day for her daughter to wake. Doctors come in and apprise her of Lena’s condition, but nothing prepares her for the fear that creeps into Lena’s eyes when they finally open, and she realizes there’s a tube down her throat. Nothing prepares Lillian for the way that fear amplifies the moment Lena lays eyes on her.
“Sweetheart, please,” she begs, “it’s okay, you’re okay. Please, calm down--”
But when Lillian reaches for her daughter’s hand Lena recoils again, and begins to thrash against the restraints that have kept her from pulling out her tube. Choked, muttering sobs emerge around the tube, and sickening gurgles chill Lillian to the core even as a new body inserts itself between them.
“Lena!” Kara says, taking Lena’s face between her hands. “It’s okay, I’m here. You’re safe. I promise you’re safe. Please, calm down... come on, breathe with me. In... out... don’t fight the tube, Lena, okay? Breathe with it... in... out...”
Slowly the monitors cease their shrill screaming, and only then does Lillian realize that doctors have converged as well, only to hold back until Lena was calm again.
“It’s okay, Lena. She’s leaving. She’s leaving...”
And Lillian does. She leaves the room, and doesn’t look back.
---
She can’t leave the hospital. Lillian makes it as far as the emergency room doors before the pull of Lena draws her back. This time, she sits with the others, waiting with bated breath for Kara to come back with news. 
When she does, Kara sits next Lillian directly. 
“They’ve extubated her,” the girl says softly. Woman, really. Kara is young, comparatively, yet old beyond her years with a weight Lillian can’t quite place. She offers Lillian a tired smile. “She’ll be okay.”
“She was afraid of me.”
Kara nods, not bothering to deny the truth. “She thought.... well, it doesn’t matter what she thought.” She runs a hand across her eyes. “You saved her life.”
“She’s my daughter.” The words come soft, almost plaintive, as though Lillian herself can’t quite believe them. 
“Thank you,” is all Kara returns.
---
Lena’s released a few days later. Kara takes her home to National City, and Lillian believes it to be the end of anything she might have had with her daughter. She tries to banish it from her mind, and focuses instead on Eliza, who now has the unfortunate burden of having had her home burn to the ground. They, at least, are friends, and Eliza seems to appreciate her support, however meager it is. 
Two days later, Lillian gets a call she isn’t expecting. 
“She wants to see you,” Kara says.
Lillian leaves Midvale that very minute with Eliza’s blessing. She makes the drive in record time, and soon finds herself in an apartment that’s both lavish and cozy, full of a warm life she thus far hasn’t been privy to. 
In the bedroom, Lena sits propped up with pillows, a box of tissues on one side and a waste bin on the other. “Sorry for the mess,” Lena croaks, cracking open one eye as the door creaks shut behind Lillian. “What I’m coughing up hasn’t exactly been pretty.”
Lillian sits on the furthest end of the bed. She itches to reach for Lena, to care and to mother her, but folds her hands in her lap instead in deference to the undercurrent of wariness that still runs through her daughter’s voice. 
“You saved my life,” is all Lena says after a moment. “Usually you don’t do that unless you have an ulterior motive. Like murder.”
Lillian flinches, but then freezes when she catches the slight hint of a smile playing at Lena’s lips. 
“Joking,” comes the rasping assurance. “Old-you would’ve gotten it.”
Instead of jumping in on the joke, Lillian finds herself fighting tears. “I really haven’t been much of a mother to you, have I?”
“No, you haven’t.” But this time it comes without malice, without judgement. 
Lillian wipes her eyes. “I’m so sorry, Lena. I wish-- I wish I had been better to you. You-- you deserve--- every happiness.”
“I do,” Lena agrees again. “But the good news is, I finally have people who let me believe that.”
“Good,” Lillian says breathlessly. “That’s... good.”
A long moment of silence passes between them. 
“I believe you,” Lena admits finally. Her shoulders lift in a shrug. “I don’t know what that means for anything between us, but--- I believe that you’re not... yourself.”
Lillian nods carefully. “It’s hard to hear the things I did. It feels like some other person entirely. I know it’s not,” she says quickly, “not really. But... I want to be better than her. Than who I was.”
Lena looks at her carefully. This time, Lillian looks back, holding her daughter’s gaze. 
“Will you help me?”
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post-itpenny · 4 years
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Gravity
A short, Among Us AU fic.
“Alight, up onto the scanner with you. Hop, hop!”
Atlas did as instructed, stepping up onto the platform and staying as still as he could as a beam came up from the floor and phased over his body.
“Hmm, what did we say your weight was last time?”
“I dunno ma’am.” Adeline sighed, she could always check his older charts. “Well the good news is you’re taller-“
“Yes!”
“-by one centimeter.”
“.... oh.”
The doctor chuckled as she helped her patient down from the scanner. “Don’t be in such a rush, you’ll be whacking your head on the doorframes in no-time.”
As she watched the boy rush to grab a candy from the jar on her desk Adeline couldn’t help but smile, she really did enjoy her work…
...And Adeline has been pretending to be a doctor for a very long time.
In reality it started as a need. An excuse to be in a station. She killed the lot of them by the end of it but still had fun pretending to take care of them. Learning how to treat injuries and make diognosis on the fly. She got a lot of it wrong and she was still amazed she had not been voted out. But the incident launched a pursuit of any medical knowledge she could get her claws on. Canis has been helpful with this, the old dog loved hording any books and tablets he could from the stations he visited. In the end the idea formed between them, a retirement of sorts, though only temporary.
Adeline knew if they didn’t transfer then one meeting the question would be raised of how old they actually were, but for now she suspected they had a few more years.
Pretending to be human, she found, as in really pretending, was rather enjoyable. A game of pretend for occasional risks.
It was a shame they weren’t the only imposters on board.
It was at that moment there was a loud “click!” That could be heard through the entire station. At first Adeline only noticed a slight shift in the air but it was Atlas’ gasp of surprise that made her realize the two of them were beginning to float off the ground.
Actually, everything not attached to the floor was floating.
Oh…. the gravity engine was off.
As Atlas laughed in delight Adeline did her best to look around the room and assess the situation. There was a great deal of glass now floating in the air, she didn’t want to think about what would happen when the gravity came back in.
“Boy! help me get all this in the cabinets.”
It was not the first time Adeline was grateful that the child generally liked to be helpful and in no time anything fragile had been shoved away somewhere safe. However the gravity was still off and she was getting annoyed.
“Atlas why don’t you go find your parents? I’m sure they could use your help as well.”
She watched the boy float off and I to the hallway before trying her best to pull herself to the floor and into a nearby vent.
It was certainly faster travel now that she had walls to propel herself along. But when Adeline reached security all she found was an extremely grumpy imposter stuck to the ceiling.
Canis was rather put-out, to say the least.
“So,” Adeline sighed as she pulled him down, “which of them did it?”
Canis huffed in annoyance as he clung to his desk, flipping through camera feeds, “the siblings were in the cafeteria the whole time,” he explained. The two of them watching as Cecaelia and her sibling took turns with a delighted Maggie doing somersaults through the air. No doubt this was a dream come true for the redhead.
“But that’s not far from Control.”
“Yes you’re right,” Canis acknowledged. “However pink is hopeless at sabotaging anything and you know it.”
“Which leaves-“
“No one was in the hallway outside control Addie, do the math.”
Adeline pinches the bridge of her nose, she really had actually hoped it would be Pink, she was easier to deal with.
“It’s your turn by the way,” Canis said with a slight smirk.” Camera showed her in the observation deck, take vent 12 it should be safe. Oh and Addie? Have fun.”
Adeline and Canis both agreed Maeve really should be ejected at some point.
Granted, there was the high chance she wouldn’t survive, but if she did then maybe it would knock some common courtesy into her.
Whereas her ward was zooming through the air having the time of her life, Maeve simply floated. Her hair framing her head like a halo as she looked up and the glass above, revealing an endless expanse of stars. The image would have been quite serene if Adeline wasn’t so annoyed.
“White.”
“Hmm?”
“Did you turn off the gravity engine?”
“Hmmmm?”
Adeline gritted her teeth. “White, why did you turn off the gravity engine?”
Maeve flipped over, pupils changing from a soft blue to a burning white. “Why not?”
“Fix it.”
“I need you to put this in the centrifuge,” Maeve responded as she pulled a vial of dark red liquid from her pocket to pass on to the doctor. “I would use mine but I don’t think she likes seeing her blood spin around on a high-speed carousel.”
It was comments like that which reminded Adeline of how Maeve used to be before she was taken over, how the parasite even got aboard the ship neither she nor Canis had a clue. But they both agreed they liked the old Maeve better.
“You know how to use a centrifuge, do it yourself.” Adeline snapped.
“But I neeeeeeeed yours.”
“Well I need you to fix the gravity.”
“I don’t see how this actually counts as sabotage,” Maeve sighed as she flipped back over to view the sky. “A little less gravity never hurt anyone.”
“I had to belt down my lab White.”
“I had to do the same with mine.”
“Yes but I didn’t turn off the gravity.”
“The stars float, or do you think they hang where they are?”
Adeline blinked, rather put off by the question. “They would have to hang from something. They float.”
“But they create a gravitational pull, so do objects hang from them?”
“I suppose.”
“Hmmm…. how clingy.”
“Maeve, Fix the gravity.”
“Put my sample in the centrifuge.”
“Did you take that this morning? Don’t you think the blood loss plus no gravity would make her ill?”
Granted, Adeline knew for a fact it didn’t, judging by the security feed. But it was clear Maeve didn’t know this, her eyes going wide for a second before snapping her fingers.
There was a loud “click!” as Adeline’s feet touched the floor. Maeve falling down in a heap rather unceremoniously.
Adeline snatched up the vial, “what were you actually hoping to accomplish with no gravity?”
Maeve sat up with a huff, “nothing. I was just doing as they asked.”
“Who asked?”
Maeve gave a wide grin, looking up at the doctor as she tapped her temple with fingers too long for any person.
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littlemarvelfics · 5 years
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The Red Room
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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Word Count: 2.3k 
Warnings: A lil violence, nothing major
Squares Filled: Memory Loss for @star-spangled-bingo and K2 Image Prompt for @buckybarnesbingo
A/N: I hope this anon is still around because I LOVE this prompt. It got away from me a little, but I hope you still enjoy it! You can find the image mentioned here. 
Prompt:
Hey! I was wondering if you could do a Imagine with Bucky Barnes where the reader has a mechanical arm like him but on her right arm and was trained by Red Room like Natasha Romanoff... Maybe this is weird... Maybe they argued about some shit that happened to them in their past were they met up and kick both of each other’s asses and they both make it up to one another some how????  Idk know man idk
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You jumped up from your cot at the sound of an explosion, the force rattling the concrete room you were in. You could hear people yelling to each other in different languages, instructions on where to go, what to destroy, but you heard one word over and over again. ‘Avengers’. 
You grabbed one of the bars of your cell with your right hand, the clanging of metal causing someone running past to look at you before quickly moving away.  
From down the hall, you heard yelling that quickly ceased and was replaced with the groans of the injured. You went to work, attempting to bend the metal of the cell, trying to free yourself. Normally it would have been easy. But the last treatment they gave had done something, your mind felt fuzzy, and you were unsteady on your feet. 
“Y/N?” a voice spoke. 
“Y/N? It’s me. Oh god. What did they do to you?” she continued when you stayed quiet. 
“That’s not my name,” you said harshly. 
“Then what is your name?” 
You opened your mouth to respond, but your brain couldn’t find the answer. 
“That’s what I thought,” the redhead mumbled before speaking into the air. “Steve, we’ve got a situation.” 
You moved closer to the bars in an attempt to disarm her, but before you could make a move, you felt a prick on your neck as the world around you faded to black. 
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Your eyes slowly opened, taking in the stark white room around you. It was vastly different from the cold, grimy concrete room you were usually kept in. You stretched the kink from your neck and got off the bed, pacing the room. You didn’t belong here. Something was wrong. You hoped to God you weren’t in trouble. The door opened, and you swiftly faced it. The red-head from earlier entered, a small woman in scrubs following her closely. 
“Y/N, I’m Natasha, and this is Doctor Cho,” she said gently, gesturing to the woman behind her. “She’s going to examine you, and I’m going to ask you some questions, is that okay?” 
You furrowed your brow in confusion at her question. You never got a choice. You gave a small nod of your head, indicating you would cooperate. 
“Do you know who you are?” 
You started at the woman called Natasha as you searched your brain for an answer. You were silent for a few minutes before shaking your head. 
“That’s okay, do you know where you were when I found you?” 
“A HYDRA base,” you mumbled. “I never know the locations.” 
“Good, that’s good. Do you know why you were there?” 
“A mission,” you answered quietly, momentarily distracted as the doctor poked and prodded you. 
“Do you know what the mission was?” 
You closed your eyes as you tried to remember the mission they had given you shortly before everything had gone to chaos. 
“Assassination. A CEO funding the wrong cause, I don’t remember his name.” 
“That’s okay. We’re gonna leave you to rest okay?” 
Natasha started towards the door but stopped short when you called out to stop her. 
“You said my name… what was it?” 
“Y/N,” she said with a smile. 
You repeated it back to yourself quietly. You continued repeating it, trying to force a memory long after Natasha left the room. 
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“Why is she so calm? She’s answering questions like she knows you,” Tony said as soon as Natasha came into the observation room, concealed behind two-way glass. 
Natasha looked at you, a fond smile playing on her lips. 
“She’s a few years younger than me. She was trained with me, we spent time in The Red Room together. Once I graduated, I never saw her again. Not until now.” 
“That doesn’t explain why she’s so… docile,” Steve interjected. 
“Part of it has to do with the sedatives I’ve given her,” Doctor Cho explained. “As far as I can tell, her memory was recently wiped. They may not have given her the drugs necessary for her mission.” 
“What do you mean? I thought she was like Bucky?” Steve asked.  
“She is, in part. She has a version of the serum running through her veins. But I’m assuming when Bucky escaped they changed their protocol. She needs an injection of adrenaline and probably some amphetamines to put her into the state Bucky would be in if he were triggered.” 
“So she’s just a normal girl?” Tony confirmed. 
“Far from it,” Natasha laughed. “She’s still a professionally trained assassin. She can fight, shoot with deadly accuracy and she’s stronger than most. Just not super-soldier strong.” 
“What’s our play, then?” Tony asked. “Chances she’s screwing with us?” 
“Does she look like she’s screwing with us?” Natasha asked, pointing to you in your room. You were sitting on your bed, knees held tightly to your chest, mumbling something over and over again. She could only assume it was your name. 
“I think she should stay here,” Natasha continued. “We can’t just dump her on the streets, and I think I can help her. Maybe find a middle ground between what The Red Room made her and what HYDRA made her.” 
The rest of the group agreed, dispersing quickly. Natasha stayed in the room and observed you a while longer before making her exit. It was going to be a long time before there was any type of ‘normal’ in your life. 
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A few hours later, Natasha was in the kitchen when Bucky cornered her. 
“What is she doing here?” 
“She who?” Natasha questioned, playing dumb. 
“Nat…” Bucky warned. 
“I found her,” Natasha said. “She was in a HYDRA camp. I didn’t realize you knew her.” 
“A version of me knew a version of her.” 
“Explain,” Natasha demanded. 
“She came to us after The Red Room. They said she still needed more training and they sent her to me.” 
“You should talk to her.” 
“And say what?” Bucky asked. 
“Anything. She doesn’t remember anything right now, Bucky. I’m sure she’s afraid and lonely. You should talk to her,” Natasha repeated. 
“I don’t even know her name,” Bucky mumbled sadly. “They told me to call her brigadier.” 
“Y/N. Her name is Y/N,” Natasha said, rubbing his arm. “When she was with you, did she have…”
“Did she have what?” Bucky asked, suddenly worried. Throughout the year and a half of training you, Bucky had developed feelings for you. Or at least what feelings he could manage. He remembered tearing apart the room the two of you trained in until they restrained him and made a mess of his brain again. He never forgot you, not really anyway. 
“She has a metal arm Buck. Her right one.” 
“No,” he whispered. “No, she didn’t have that when I knew her.” 
“We found her file. It didn’t take long,” Natasha confessed. “I haven’t read all of it, but they didn’t have a reason to take her arm Bucky… they just did.” 
Bucky closed his eyes and let out a breath. He thought of the pain you must be in, probably a pain similar to his own. The constant aches, the uneven weight, the hot burn he felt where metal met flesh. Bucky had made his peace with his arm, it was a part of him, an almost necessary part from what he read in his medical file from the 40’s. But he couldn’t imagine how you would feel, knowing that your body was ripped from you in more ways than one. 
“Don’t tell her, not yet,” Bucky said. “I want to help.” 
“I was hoping you would say that,” Natasha said with a smile. 
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When Natasha introduced you to Bucky, you didn’t show any recognition, but it didn’t stop her from pestering Bucky to tell you about your history with each other. Bucky had said it was only training, but from the sadness in his eyes, Natasha could tell it was more. Every time you fell back into your old habits, not speaking, not moving, barely even breathing until you were told to do something, Natasha saw how much it hurt Bucky. All any of the team could do was slowly work with you until things started to get better. 
Two months after your arrival to the compound, you were less skittish around everyone, Steve had even made you laugh earlier that day, a rare occurrence. You and Natasha were going for a run around the compound when she saw Bucky watching you carefully. She rolled her eyes at him before turning her attention back to you. 
“There’s something I should confess,” she said, slowing her run to a light jog. 
“That can’t be good,” you mumbled, looking over at her. 
“I have your file. I know you can’t remember some things. Maybe it will help fill in some gaps,” she suggested. 
You shrugged a shoulder. 
“Can’t hurt,” you said simply. 
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When you returned to your room a few hours later, there was a worn file on your desk, your name written boldly along the side. You picked it up and took a deep breath. You flipped it open and started reading. The first few pages weren’t helpful, information on your parents and where you came from, things you didn’t care to remember. You knew you were orphaned- that was enough for you. The next few pages were about your Red Room training. You remembered some of that, not enough to remember Natasha or anyone specific but the blurs of training and correction flashed through your mind. 
As you flipped to the next page, a picture fell out. You weren’t in it and assumed it had been shoved into the file by mistake. Before you could put it back, you stared at it intently. Something seemed familiar. You squinted at the picture, it was worn, but you could make out that it was Natasha and Bucky. Natasha looked younger in the photo, you knew she used to work with Bucky on the occasional mission, she had told you that much. But what struck you was Bucky. He looked different somehow. You gasped and brought your hand to cover your mouth when the realization hit you. You knew him. You hadn’t seen him in uniform before today. 
You closed your eyes as the memories washed over you. They had told you that you were to be trained by someone new, injecting you with whatever sludge they concocted that day before sending you off. That’s where you met him- the asset. He was tough, always working you hard, disciplining you when you failed to meet his expectations. You could almost feel the crack of his palm against your cheek now. After a few months of training, the discipline came less often than rewards, which usually came in the form of the asset buried between your legs. They didn’t tell you it would be your last session with him until after. When you tried to fight your way back to him, they sedated you. When you woke up, you had a shiny new right arm. 
You stormed out of your room, searching for Bucky. You finally found him in his own room, relaxing on his bed, reading a book. He looked up at you as you entered, smiling until he saw your expression. 
“What’s-” 
“Hello, asset,” you seethed, cutting him off. 
The color drained from Bucky’s face as he let your words hit him. 
“Why wouldn’t you tell me?” you demanded. 
“I’m sorry,” he said, getting up off the bed. 
You backed up as he came towards you. 
“You didn’t answer my question.” 
“I couldn’t bare for you to hate me,” he said. “What I did to you… I’m a monster. You should never have to look at me again. But I just couldn’t find the words.” 
You looked down at your feet and crossed your arms across your chest. 
“Please, I’m so sorry. I never meant to hurt you,” he rambled, filling the silence. 
You turned to leave him room and Bucky reached out for you, dropping his arm when you flinched. 
“You know, when they told me I couldn’t see you anymore, it hurt. It killed me Bucky. I missed you. I really fucking missed you. You gave me the last shred of humanity I could have.”
Bucky watched you closely, despair written all over his face. 
“I think I need some time alone,” you whispered, leaving Bucky standing in his room. 
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Later that night, you woke up covered in a cold sweat, your sheets tangled between your legs. You tossed and turned, trying to chase away the demons that invaded your dreams. Once you had returned to your room after confronting Bucky, you had read your file from cover to cover. You had inadvertently opened a door, and you didn’t know how to close it. The memories came rushing back, the atrocities you had committed becoming clear again. 
You resigned yourself to your fate of a sleepless night, leaving your room to get some air. You took the elevator to the roof and sighed as the cold air washed over you once the doors opened. You walked out into the night, tensing when you saw someone else on the roof as well. The figure turned to face you, blue eyes shining even in the darkness. 
“Hi,” Bucky mumbled. “I can leave if you want.” 
You didn’t say anything, continuing your walk to the railing that enclosed the space before leaning against it. Bucky took your silence as an answer, walking towards the elevator. 
“How do you do it?” you asked suddenly. “How do you live knowing everything they took from you?” 
Bucky paused, gathering his thoughts before answering. 
“I found new things, new people, to care about. I try to make amends where I can.” 
“What if I can’t ever get back there?” you whispered to the night sky. “What is I can’t ever fix myself?” 
“You will,” Bucky said as he walked up behind you. “We’ll all help you.” 
“I’m sorry I yelled at you. What you did… it wasn’t you. It wasn’t your fault.” 
“It’s okay,” he said. “I should have told you.” 
You nodded before suddenly turning around to face Bucky. He watched you carefully, trying to figure out your next move, expecting you to slap him across the face. What he didn’t expect was you throwing your arms around his neck, sobbing loudly. 
Bucky didn’t hesitate to wrap his arms around you, holding you tightly as you let your emotions flow freely. 
“We’ll get you through this,” he reassured. “It’s gonna be okay.” 
And for the first time that you could remember, you thought he might be right; everything would be okay.
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halfwayinlight · 4 years
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Well, I fell into a space hole known as Star Trek The Next Generation planning to enjoy some light entertainment. And I fell HARD for Troi/Riker. This came out of 1.22 “The Skin of Evil.” I’m so soft for these two.
Title: In Memoriam Rating: PG Pairing: Deanna Troi / William Riker
Will Riker has never seen her like this before. They’ve been through so much—together as the two of them, and the whole crew—but she hasn’t been through anything like this. Not alone. He had barely extricated himself from Dr. Crusher to meet Deanna on the holodeck.
She was pale and shaken, he could see it on her face. The angry red mark on the side of her cheek only served to enhance her pallor. He wouldn’t describe himself as anything beyond moderately intuitive. Years in the fleet had improved the modest amount nature had given him. But even he knew, simply by looking at her, that he didn’t need to tell her about Lieutenant Yar.
There were no words, merely Will crossing the distance along with several techs as they lifted the injured pilot and took the entire party back to sick bay. It was clear the techs could handle the pilot. And even if it wasn’t a long walk, his arm instinctively reached out, and she limped forward for a moment before he lifted her and followed the techs and to sick bay.
Imzadi, he thought, and he felt Deanna tremble even as she shook her head slightly. It wasn’t time for this. Not yet. They were guided to another exam area where he sat her on the nearest table before settling down beside her. They were both due for a full check over, but he was staying with until the tech was urging him to return to his own medical scan on a separate bed.
This part became routine from Dr. Crusher’s assistant while she examined the pilot. There were protocols to be followed. It involved more scans for Will in the long-run than for either Deanna or the pilot. Hook ups to machines, various readings. In the end, nothing remarkable to show for any of it. But it was Deanna that even the doctor herself was more concerned over when she finally joined them, carefully reading over the results of tests and the report of the assistant who had already administered fluids for her dehydration and alleviated the handfuls of bumps, bruises, and wrenched muscles from the crash.
“Are you going to the memorial ceremony?” Dr. Crusher asked, tone neutral but with enough interest in the answer and her measured look that even Will could catch it.
“It’s important,” was the quiet reply from Deanna as she lay stretched out on the exam table, her left hand tucked into both of Will’s as he chaffed it lightly to warm it up. He thought the warming blanket would do more for that.
Will glanced between the women as the quiet stretched in sick bay. “Is it a bad idea?”
Dr. Crusher shook her head slightly. “I think the counselor is right—it’s important. Commander Riker, I’d like to run a second set of test in a day, only to be on the safe side. I’d keep you for observation under normal circumstances, but there are no indications you are anything other than healthy. Counselor… after the funeral, I’d like you to take a few days of rest before resuming your duties.”
“I’ll make sure of it,” Will promised. He wondered if it was simply that the doctor didn’t like Deanna’s color, either, or if there was more. Certainly the doctor would insist on holding either or both of them if she had serious reservations.
She pressed a vial into his hand. “And this. You’ll both sleep soundly.”
Deanna’s face told him that she wasn’t keen on the idea, but she didn’t protest outright. “Thank you,” was her only reply, her perpetual diplomacy rising even after such a long and trying ordeal.
After the short ceremony, Will was certain that they couldn’t reach Deanna’s quarters soon enough because he felt the first two sobs she choked down even before they made it inside the turbolift. The door panel had barely enclosed them before she broke, and Will pulled her to his chest. He knew she could feel his thoughts and concern, but he still focused on how much he hoped no one else would join them in the lift until they made it to the level where they both had quarters. When they finally reached Deck Nine, one arm slid under her shoulders and he bent, the other sliding behind her knees to cradle her close.
Will knew that Deanna was strong, but she’s not used to this. She had a warm childhood with security. She’s known loss. The loss of her father was certainly difficult for her. But the aftershocks of this mission were affecting her much more deeply. It was the build-up of everything. And he immediately resolved to hold it together for the remarkable woman who always the crew back together again and again.
“Almost there,” he murmured, thankful when an engineer down the passageway saw him coming and wisely did an about face into a nearby storage area. He had nearly forgotten how neatly she fit against him, head tucked under his chin.
“It was awful,” she breathed against the crook of his neck. “I couldn’t… I couldn’t get out of my seat. And Ben… there was nothing from him... but everything from you. From Tasha…” Deanna shivered as he stepped into her quarters. He can feel the fear and horror, the grasping for security of some kind.
Will turned the wrong direction at first because her quarters are a mirror of the layout of his. The hand that she reached up to hold his during Tasha’s ceremony curled around the lapel of his uniform as though she was afraid he will dematerialize if she let go. But before he could think about anything else, she tugged insistently at his arm.
“Will… the bin…”
He had barely enough time to snag a small bin press it into her hands before she gagged. But she hadn’t eaten food in at least a day or more, so there was nothing to come up. A visceral reaction, which shouldn’t surprise him. But it left her paler than ever, and he couldn’t help remembering that she was already treated for dehydration once today.
“Should I call Dr. Crusher?”
She shook her head and swallowed hard. “Something to drink, though? Something hydrating?”
At the moment, he’d really rather call the doctor, but he nodded and ordered juice for himself and a mild tea to calm her stomach. It gave her time to struggle out of her boots and remove her communicator and set it on the bedside table beside the vial Crusher had given them earlier. Settling back beside her, he handed over the glass.
He was halfway through his own drink when he nodded toward the table. “How about a chaser?”
Her lip curled in distaste, and it didn’t escape his notice that she had slowed her drinking considerably. She always took her time to consider decisions, but this was clearly stalling. “Will, I dislike taking anything that would alter my thoughts.”
Despite her protest, he could see the strain the ordeal had caused.  “I can understand that … but if you were your own patient, you wouldn’t rush to talk. You would urge rest first.”
A frown this time, and she took another sip of her drink. “Tasha’s gone. I felt it. I felt the distress from everyone. And I couldn’t do anything. I could help you. Or Tasha. Or Ben. Or myself.” She swallowed hard.
“You’re exhausted. We both are. I’m worried about you, Deanna. So I’m giving you two choices: sick bay or this.” She had to see, surely she would, that this was the reasonable course. The moment after he thought it, Will couldn’t help but wince when indignant and hurt dark eyes met his. “Let me tuck you in, and then I’ll sleep in the lounge.” His quarters were one room closer to aft than hers, but he wasn’t willing to be even that far away. He drained his own cup and set it back in the synthesizer before moving to pick up the vial and twist off the top. Glancing to her, he downed his half and held it out. “Please?”
She accepted the vial and studied it for a long time.
“Imzadi, remember I can sense your thoughts, too,” he reminded gently.
“It’s very kind of you, but you can’t stay with me all day,” Deanna countered.
“I can for now. The captain’s orders were to see to you. And I’m not medically cleared, yet, so I can stay at the moment.” He moved slowly, reaching down to find some of the pins keeping her thick hair in the twists and plaits.
Deanna lifted the vial and finally took a long drink before screwing on the cap and dully reaching over to set it on the side table along with the growing pile of pins. Strange, she thought, before leaning forward and letting her head rest against his torso.
“Lights to low,” Will spoke, easing out another pin and running his fingers lightly through the twists to unwind them.
“Room to restore mode,” she mumbled, giving a small sigh and giving him more of her weight as the lights went dimmer yet and a soft sound of waves filtered through the quiet. He knew the whole of it was finally hitting her, and it occurred to him as he finally let down the last of her hair that the front of his uniform was damp from her tears.
His hand cupped her head, and he moved slowly enough for her to understand as he eased her to lie down at last. “Sleep now, keep down your tea, and when you wake up we’ll have some chocolate, hmm?”
Her hand found his in the darkness, just as it had during Tasha’s ceremony. “Please stay with me.”
She truly does love freely. It’s her strength, but Will wondered if it’s also weighing her down at the moment. “Of course, Imzadi” he agreed, pressing a kiss to her hand that still cold. His communicator joined hers, but he walked to the other side of the bed before climbing in beside her.
They were still in their uniforms, but he was too tired to care. And he knew she would’ve said something sooner had it truly bothered her. It took some maneuvering to get under the covers. He should’ve pulled them down before he eased her down. Still, it was worth the effort to be stretched out.
Worth it all the more when Deanna shifted closer until her head was resting against his chest. He felt the query, and his arm draped over her back was his answer that it suited him just fine. She’s become quiet now, limp against his chest other than a final shiver. Will gave the blanket a firm tug, bringing it closer around her. She’ll end up hogging the blankets, but he won’t object. His arm wrapped firmer around her upper back, a vague memory floating up about something she mentioned about deep pressure and how it calms some neuro-system or other.
Autonomic and Parasympathetic. The words were slow and drawn out in his mind. It made Will smile a bit to think of the way it would’ve have sounded aloud, mumbled with sleep.
Sssh…I’ll be here when you wake up. Her sigh was her descent into sleep. He felt himself relaxing, too, only the soft waves breaking on a far-away shore to fill the quiet and lull him to his own rest. He would be here with her.
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Hold On
Request: ... maybe smth more angsty like the twins fail a mission bc of a fuck up Jacob did and his sister dies bc of it. I'm a sucker for breaking families like this :") or maybe istead of evie it could be a s/o if you prefer to simply do reader inserts
Warnings: Real Bad Angst, Real Bad Violence, Read The Request, It’s just Real BadTM 
I’d rather do Reader Inserts plainly for the fact that it’s more immersive; that, and I do not want to make them both seem OOC, which is a tendency when dealing with two protagonists. I’m slightly thinking about a part two, but I’m not too sure. But anyway... Enjoy, friends!
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"Hold on," you whispered with bated breath to Jacob, who was helping you to toss a giant crate of rigged dynamite off of a smuggler's boat in the middle of the Thames.
"I am..." he grunted, his muscles straining and aching under the weight of the objects. You both got to the front of the ship and threw the contraband overboard.
"Oi!" a voice scolded. You and Jacob shared a glance under your hoods.
"Time to leave!" said he, diving over the edge.
"At least we agree on one thing..." you mumbled to yourself, joining him in the nick of time.
The water was murky, and you didn't dare open your eyes until you got to the surface. The water's surface broke moments after you and Jacob inhaled the air as an anteater inhales ants. His cowl had slipped onto his shoulders (as did yours), and his hair stuck to his forehead. "Back to the train?" You suggested. You earned a dubious squint in response.
“What, no ‘race to the train’?”
 You laughed at him and paddled back with a bit more speed than necessary to shore.
Blighters trailed threateningly close to your carriage. Gunshots sailed past your head and you gripped tightly to the reigns of the horse. "Hold on!" Jacob cried from the roof, shooting his own bullets and darts and bombs and whatever else you could think of.
"I'm trying!" You responded, knuckles going white.
A Blighter pulled up alongside you, and instinctively you reached for your throwing knives, aiming for the horse's flank. Your aim was in the perfect place. Frantically, the horse galloped off down random alleyways and back streets.
"Get up here!" Jacob instructed. Hurriedly, you scampered up to the roof. He pulled you into him, muscles taut with stress, and shot a zip line to the nearest building. The sudden rush through the air made you cling on for dear life (as you had no control over where he was going) and you ended up safely on a balcony, watching the Blighters follow the carriage across a bridge.
"They didn't see us?" You queried.
"Let's not question it." Jacob pulled you over the rooftops find a way back to the hideout.
BOOM!
The factory exploded, sending fire, ash and embers storming up the wooden frames. You and Jacob were running across the rafters, aiming for a metal platform that had an open window behind it; your way out.
Jacob was quite a bit behind you, but you weren't leaving without the both of you accounted for. "Come on, Jacob!" You pressed, watching the flames belch into a monstrous cloud of smoke.
"Hold on a minute!" He retorted breathlessly, his wooden beam dangerously brittle. As he came closer, there was a crack beneath his feet. He paused, shocked.
"Run!"
He did as you suggested, sprinting over young flames. In a split second, there was an abrupt CRACK and the timber gave way beneath Jacob's feet. "No!" You sprinted forward as he hastily jumped, grasping for a stub protruding out of the platform. His fingers managed to grasp it, but the support was too weak and that too snapped like a twig. Jacob fell with it, a yell falling from his mouth.
"Jacob!" You peered over the edge and sighed thankfully as you saw him hanging from a flagpole sticking out of the wall.
"Little help... please?" He strained, adjusting his grip and swinging viciously over the acrobatic flames.
"Hold on!" He was too far down to reach by leaning over the railing. You observed a railing beside you, before an idea popped into your head.
As quick as a flash, you ripped your red scarf of cloth from around your waist and tied one end securely around the railing, whilst the other was wrapped around your palm.
Testing it for stability, you leaned over the edge and reached out your arm, slowly lowering yourself further and further. Jacob used the remainder of his sapped strength to pull himself up as much as he could to meet your hand. He grunted in effort and his viper like arm struck out to meet yours; it didn't register until you were tugged harshly by the added weight. You could tell his teeth were clenched and his jaw was set. 
"Whoa!" You breathed, regaining balance. Pulling yourself back slowly, Jacob reached out with a free hand to grab hold of the platform. You wriggled your fingers out of the cloth once you were safe and went back to help Jacob– this time with two hands.
Once you were on the platform, the two of you had no time to waste before it was to explode, and you fiddled with the knot of the cloth before just slicing it with your blade and sprinting out of there, both of you fully fatigued. Once you made it to a safe distance away on a flat roof, you fell to the ground beneath you.
"Well," you panted. "That was... something else." Jacob joined you on the floor.
"Thanks." He drew deep breathes in and out of his lungs.
"You're not going last next time," you stated.
"I wasn't... I won't..." he was struggling to find words, heaving his chest in and out. You laughed breathlessly.
The final showdown-- the three Musketeers (Assassins) against one bulked up Templar. And boy, he had it all: gear, skills, you name it, he had it.
The night was calm and still, unknowing of the blood that was supposed to be spilt tonight.
A frightening aspect of this mission was the fact that there were barely any Templars around him as you approached.
Feet as light as a feather and as quiet as a mouse, the three of you moved towards him from different routes. You came from the ground whilst Jacob and Evie came from two different directions on the buildings above.
The buildings gave you cover, and more than once came the decision to take cover against the wall. Checking to see if the clearing was empty of Templars, you made a move to cross; to get to the office. The rooftops in Jacob’s area should be clear of snipers by now. As if to prove your hypothosis, you saw a figure clad in black and green give you a thumbs up.
Perfect.
 Just as your foot stepped out into a brighter area, a loud gunshot rang out in the air.
You whipped yourself back around the wall and hit the floor, pain blossoming in your gut. 
Jacob signalled that he killed them all!
“Well, well, well.” A big brute of a man -- it was your target-- caught your neck, scraping your back against the coarse bricks until your toes couldn’t reach the floor. He squeezed, and it did not take long for you to start gasping. Your hands flew to his arm, weakly trying to pry him off.
“Assassins aren’t as observant as we thought they were, it seems.” 
Blood dripped out of your mouth. The effects of blood loss really beginning to sink in. 
“Why were you trying to kill me, Assassin?” A sharp pressure pressed against your already bleeding wound, and you let out a strangled whimper.
“I need an answer.” 
It was impossible to reply. 
“Guess you’re of no use to us, then.” You felt an electric type of shock on the hole in your gut, before a searing pain clutched your torso.
The brute had stabbed you with his knife, before twisting and removing it violently.
“NO!” A sudden reintroduction of gravity sent you back to the ground. Air flooded your lungs, and you coughed up the blood that had gathered in your throat. The brute and another figure were flown sideways and rolled away in opposite directions. A kukri slid slightly further away. As quick as a flash, the figure was up and straddling the brute and sheathing his serrated blade into his chest three times, each one more vicious than the last. He died almost instantly.
A single moment was all it took for the figure to be by your side. “I’m so sorry,” he whispered with urgency, cowl resting on his shoulders. “I’m so so sorry.” 
“Y-You gave me the s-signal, a-and...” you cried out weakly in pain, effectively cutting yourself off as you tried to move.
“I know; I’m so sorry.” He ripped off his sash and pressed it firmly against your wound. He shushed you when you yelped, tears flowing down your cheeks. He nestled your head against his shoulder, your upper body cradled in one arm.
“Evie!” His voice cracked as he yelled for backup. “EVIE!” There was urgency and emotion; a tone of life and death and hurry up, Evie.
“Jacob, what’s...” footsteps trailed off as Evie stared in shock, from her brother and best friend to the blood leaking brute. “Oh my God.”
“Get help!” 
“Who should I--”
“A doctor, a nurse, Henry, anyone!”
Flustered, Evie couldn’t help but freeze. 
“NOW, Evie!”
You whimpered at the sudden head throb the loud noise caused. You were quickly met with whispered apologies as the older twin set off sprinting.
“You n-need to leave before...” you took a few deeper breaths. “... b-before th’ Police...”
You got your point across. You didn’t have to say anymore.
“Don’t worry about that; just keep breathing for me.”
“B-Bullet...”
“I don’t want to hurt you.”
Jacob pressed harder. “It h-hurts...”
“I know it hurts, I know.” His voice was soothing; reassuring to the point where you almost fully believed that you were going to get out of this alive. “If I can survive a burning factory, you can heal from a small scratch.” You gazed at his sad smile, his face framed with tears as he chuckled solemnly. 
“I’m scared, Jacob...”
He gripped you tighter. “There’s nothing to be scared about, love. I’ve got you, okay? Just, hold on for me.”
You tried to move your hand to grip his jacket, but your limbs felt numb.
“I can’t f-feel my legs...”
Worriedly, Jacob took in your complexion. Pale skin and sunken eyes. The only time he’s seen this expression is in the dying moments of his targets. 
“Evie’s coming, Y/N/N. You’ll be fine, alright? Just stay with me, okay?” He took one of your hands and pressed it against your wound with him. “Keep applying pressure.” He reached his arm over you to reach the ties on your robes; the tight clothing needed to go.
His neck came within inches of your nose, and you caught the scent of his leather coat; pine and pub-- a reminder of happier times. 
The quick loss of pressure to your torso made you hitch a breath. The pain seemed blossom further up your stomach. You felt your head lull back. 
“Hey.” Jacob snapped his fingers a few times to get your attention again. “Stay awake, love.”
“I d-don’t...” It quickly became harder for you to take in stable amounts of air. As a response, Jacob released some of the pressure to make it easier for you to breathe. 
“Hold on, Y/N/N. Please.” “Just take deep breaths with me, alright?”
The bleeding was slowing down, so he deemed it safe to take his hand off the wound in order to place one of yours on his chest. It was silent for a few moments as you regain the little composure you had left.
You didn’t want to die. 
“S-Shroud, Jake...” you gently closed your fingers against the fabric of his green lapel.
“What about it?” His hand returned to your wound once you calmed down. 
“Starrick has it.” His eyes widened beneath the long strands of his hair. You tried to shift into the warmth of his chest more, but ended up taking pained breaths, almost falling into another hyperventilating state. Instead, he pulled you closer, closing his eyes and resting his forehead on yours, tenderly soothing your cries with gentle shushing. His fingers clasped your hand tightly.
“You be good now, Jacob Frye.” You felt liquid drop onto your cheeks. “I love you.”
“I love you, too, Y/N/N. So much.”
The atmosphere fell into thick silence once more. 
A minute more passed when Jacob’s ears heard a commotion in the street. His head shot up and his chest deflated in relief. “D’you hear that? Evie’s brought the whole cavalry with...” 
He cast his eyes down to meet yours. 
You stared at the sky, watching everything but nothing at the same time. He pushed a few strands away from your eyes, using his bloodied fingers to slowly close them. He placed one last kiss to your forehead, cradling your head in his hand. Not knowing what to say, he brought your knuckles to his lips and pressed a soft but firm kiss. 
Then he began to shake.
Sobs racked his body, wild yet quiet. 
Evie was too late, and he didn’t do it right. 
“Jacob, Y/N!” Evie and a nurse rounded the corner, but halted at the sight before them. 
“Oh, dear...” the nurse sighed sympathetically. Jacob sat up slightly straighter, but didn’t look up.
“It was all my fault.”
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So I found a YouTube video from a channel called “Ready to Glare” about Tess Holliday appearing on the cover of Cosmo, and I have some things to say about it, but I don’t really wanna say on YouTube, so I’m just gonna say it here instead. (It’s also a little long for YouTube, y’know, because I’m a wordy bastard :D )
Video is here
My comment is as follows: 
I agree with most of what the video said, ESPECIALLY the fact that self-acceptance doesn't mean that you're not allowed to change! That's a refreshingly realistic take, and I love that people are starting to acknowledge that you don’t have to think you’re perfect in order to accept yourself, and if you acknowledge your flaws, you’re not somehow “faking self-acceptance.”
There are also some serious issues with the "Healthy at Every Size" movement, and I say that as a fat person (currently in the process of undoing that) myself, namely that by refusing to treat obesity as a health issue, those who actually want help losing weight and living healthier are now more prone to being swallowed up by misinformation and dangerous diet fads. (What a lot of people don’t know is that weight loss doesn’t have to be rocket science, or as I’ve been putting it, “the diet industry is a lot of people making a lot of money off of a lot of bullshit.”)
However, one of the things the HAES movement gets right is that you should not gauge your worth as a human by the size of your body--so perhaps the movement should be called “MENTAL Health at Every Size”?
This issue of “loving yourself while fat” leads me nicely into my first of two major nitpicks:
1) regarding the assertion that “overly fat and overly thin people being featured on magazines are the same, because they both glorify an unhealthy lifestyle”: NO.
Wrong.
They are NOT the same thing.
It's the same reasoning behind "reverse racism" not being real--thin people have been featured on the cover of magazines for DECADES, and therein lies another thing the video is wrong about: thin still reigns supreme, whether thin people like to admit it or not. A TV show came out THIS YEAR that prominently featured the phrase "Skinny is Magic," the dieting industry is alive and well despite the fact that people KNOW that 90% of it is bullshit, and "thin privilege" is still very much a thing, so just own it, people.
When people say “check your privilege,” they are not saying that having privilege is a bad thing--I daresay it’s quite good for you, if you have it--but using your privilege to gaslight those who don’t have it by saying “thin privilege isn’t real and I should know because I’m thin” is all kinds of wrong.
Do I think fat people should be featured on magazines for the next few decades to "even things out"? No, not really. Tit-for-tat discrimination is never the answer. That said, "thinness as a standard of beauty" is still a thing, but "fatness as a standard of beauty" is... largely the domain of fetishists -__-
2) regarding "concern trolling": the main issue that I have with it is that those who are concerned usually don't know the person. That may apply less to a public figure like Holliday, but for average everyday fat people, outside observers don't realize that they could be doing something about their weight RIGHT NOW and you wouldn't know, because there's a lot of time in between "fat" and "not fat." (Also, from here on out, when I talk about this, concern and “concern,” in quotes, will be two different concepts. That’s not even getting into the nuance of “concern” from family members—one time I lost ten pounds because of a throat infection that made it too painful to eat anything but soup with bread dissolved in it, and my mom’s response was “great, keep it up!” But that’s another story for another day, perhaps.)
For example: me. On my birthday in late June, I was 245 pounds--I'm only 5'4", so that's Really Fuckin’ Big--and as of this writing (3 months later), I'm down to 228 through diet and exercise. Not too shabby, right? ;) Problem is, at 228, I'm still Really Fuckin’ Big. Big enough to be shouted at from passing cars (which happened to me last night)! Big enough to be stared at while grocery shopping! Big enough for someone to look at me with “concern” and be like "omg that person is soooo unhealthy."
But you don't see the hours of exercise and meticulous meal-prepping that went into the last three months of my life, and will continue for the foreseeable future. You don’t see that I go to the gym at least three times a week, for two hours at a time on average. You don't know if I made a plan with my doctor or not. You don't know that my 25-year-long candy habit did its damage, but I ended it through sheer willpower and I'm still shocked every time I try a candy and hate it now. If you see me at a restaurant, you don’t know that the reason I’m on my phone at the table is because I’m entering what I eat into an app that counts my calories and informs my decisions.
Because when you see me without context, you just see someone who's Really Fuckin’ Big.
It’s okay to have concern for your friends and family members, or even the people around you that you don’t know. It really is! But you can’t then praise those who lose weight from illnesses, or make value judgments about people you see for two seconds at the store, or force your “concern” on people you don’t know. When we say “mind your own damn business,” we’re not saying “don’t give a shit about anyone ever,” we’re saying “stay out of things you know nothing about.”
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Blooming Chrysanthemum In the Garden of Life
When I was younger, the possibilities of the world seemed endless, and I have not thought of the realities of living. In this voyage abounded with uncertainties, one thing is infallible - I had to keep my body and soul together in this vast world. I was just this child, nourished with love, raised with care, and full of life. Like any other kid, the out-of-bounds value of being an outstanding student in class who still continually strives for excellence was instilled in me. Since elementary school, I was quite known for being a succeeder for obtaining such scholarly attainments in an institution that had once fostered my strong desire to be second to none.
Growing up, my level of happiness rose to ecstatic whenever I received high remarks on every assessment, commemorative medals, special honorary certificates and heartfelt compliments from all and sundry who think likely that I am ahead of one's peers and gifted. Living in a household where female members in the family are considered as breadwinners, at a very young age, I knew I had a big responsibility of being a successful one. But then, most of my choices are made by my family. Parents know what is best for their child, they say. I was an excessively deferential daughter of a household who follows every decision they make, however, at some point in my life, a sudden and unprovoked eureka moment came over me.
“Shane, mag take ka ng entrance exam sa AlSci ha?” While watering her flowers in our mini outdoor garden, Mama told me that I should take the entrance exam in a Science High School located in her old hometown, Alabel, Sarangani Province. It is a high-ranking public academic institution offering a specialized curriculum where my older sister Ate Jea graduated from high school. At that time, I was then an incoming freshman, still at a loss of what am I going to do with my existence.
“Okay po, Ma.” I simply agreed while staring blankly at the pot of a Chrysanthemum, which is my favorite among her plants, with its violet hues undeterred by its wilting leaves and slow-paced efflorescence on grounds of its seasonal growth. I wanted to tell her that I do not want to enroll myself there, even so, I do not have an apparent reason, or should I say that I am shriveled from fear of making a decision and come to nothing.
“Tingnan mo si Ate Jea mo ngayon nasa UP na dahil nag AlSci siya, kung gusto mo makapasok sa mga magagandang school pag college galingan mo talaga sa exam.” She explained that my older sister is currently studying at University of the Philippines, the national university in the country, giving the fact that she studied in a prestigious school before. On that account, I had to ace the entrance examination to follow in her footsteps.
“Opo, Ma. Naga review naman ako.” I assured that I already clued up on her motive. By that, I uttered that I was studying intensively for the upcoming test.
Weeks have gone by since I took the entrance examination, not a single day goes by that I do not think of the possible outcome. All of a sudden, while we were rehearsing for our commencement ceremony, the results were released earlier than expected. Some of my friends got their admission acceptance letter, and as I had foreseen, I was not able to receive an envelope. I could still bear in mind how sweaty the palm of my hands was while answering the forty-item Mathematics test within a time span of thirty minutes, filled with variables, constants, and other unfamiliar symbols which is one of my weak points, there I already knew that was going to happen. I accepted God’s fate upon me, as I should. In the back of my mind, I am in a state of nerves of how will my family contend with the naked truth that I failed, in all aspects.
When I got home, I saw how Mama is busy preparing us a feast, and that made me think that she is expecting for me to tell her that I passed the exam, that I managed to follow their dreams for me, and I am certain to become successful like Ate. She was grinning from ear to ear while preparing my all-time favorite oven cooked chicken tenders and thin-crust Italian-style pizza from a local fast food chain near downtown, while my younger sister Chelsea was hiding a homemade baked moist chocolate cake with a message written “Congratulations, Ate Shane!” in the middle. Feeling utterly shattered, eyes filled with tears, to end the agony, I unhesitatingly told them the honest truth.
“Ma, sorry wala ako nakapasa.” I told my Mother that I failed to pass the exam with my head hanging down, shedding tears while breaking out in a cold sweat.
“Okay lang, Nak. Alam ko man na ginalingan mo, wag na mamroblema ha? Makapasok ka pa rin sa AlSci, gawan namin ni Papa mo ng paraan.” She explained while giving me a pat on the shoulder, and then she sighed. Though Mama affirmed that it was fine even if I failed, still I could not bear to look at her eyes and pretend that it was a relief. In contrast, she gave me an assurance that Papa and her would go beyond the confines for me to study in the institution.
That being said, I perceived that I was not the smart kid they used to believe. And so, I presume they already predicted that I was going to fail the exam, hence, they exerted a great effort and strain just to make sure that I could still be a Science High School student like my older sister, also to adhere to their own desires. After weeks of waiting for the approval of my letter of reconciliation, luckily, I was able to enter the school and started my not that good nor less than optimal voyage as a Junior High School student. And by that, I thought I was going to carry out my parents’ expectations and made them believe that I am not a good-for-nothing daughter. 
Through those years, I was an average student trying to pass every semester, like all others, just trying to get through the day. Truth be told, when I was still in seventh grade, I almost failed my Algebra class, which made me doubt myself and my ability to succeed. In the following years, holding onto the line of thinking that I just have to complete all the essential requirements and get passing marks in every paperwork is good enough to obtain a grade of eighty-five to ninety percent.
In spite of all the downfalls I faced, I met a lot of good people who helped me get through everything. The company of my friends that made me forget all of the drawbacks and dim views for a little while, thus, we were each other’s pillar of strength. God must have heard the endless cries of angst and manifested to make me sense that I am not out of circulation, hitherto, I was able to surpass each and every stumbling block altogether with the companion of my friends and some of the teachers who molded me into a better student who trusts in herself.
Only a few months before the graduation ceremony, the query “Saan ka mag Senior High School?” or “Where do you want to enroll for Senior High School?” was a sixty-four-thousand-dollar question for everyone of us, particularly for me who does not think of what lies ahead. Some of my batchmates have already decided what they want to pursue in the near future, most of them wish for becoming a doctor and any other profession in the medical field to aid others. In the interim, some wanted to become an engineer that dreams to build their soon to be called own homes. For the rest, they wanted to quest after arts, business, communications, management, social services and so forth in light of the fact that they possess a talent as well as a skill.
How did they find out what they want to become? To say nothing of it, it has been so long since I felt these full heavy weights on me. By then, I started to think of what I wanted to pursue in the future, regardless of the sentiments of my own family. Why am I the only one with no dream? Honestly, I do not have a dream for myself, all I wanted to pull off is becoming a child who makes her parents proud. And why is it that I do not have anything I want to do? All I desired to be is becoming a person that lends a helping hand to every needy. Ah, and once and for all, there goes my reason for living.
Over the long term, I am fond of getting into the act of charity and taking part in such programs that contribute to the wellness of every individual. On top of that, I wanted a job where I could have a better picture about the society that we are living in today and its inhabitants. Not to mention that I improve upon English subjects rather than Mathematics and Science, also, I enjoy writing and reading than solving. As a child who grew up in a connected world, the internet saved me from being self-absorbed. I personally did a lot of research about career planning and development. Aside from the career guidance programs held in our school, the result of the National Career Assessment Examination, growing interest in human behavior, culture and literature, as well as politics that lead me into a sudden inclination of taking Humanities and Social Sciences in the offing. Over and above that, I have sought guidance from some of my acquaintances and relatives who knew I was in deep thoughts, consequently they convinced me to follow my long-cherished dream, come what may. After a couple weeks, I have already made up my mind. On the spur of the moment, I had a sudden urge to say what is on my mind after ruminating over the coming times.
“Ma, gusto ko po mag HUMSS pag Senior High.” While she was folding my clothes sitting on the edge of my bed, I honestly told my Mother that I wanted to take Humanities and Social Sciences as my academic track for Senior High School. As is known, it is a strand which encompasses a broad variety of disciplines concerned with the study and observation of human beings.
“HUMSS? Bakit ayaw mo mag STEM? Mas maraming opportunities pag mag STEM ka, tsaka sayang pagiging Science Student mo if mag transfer ka lang.” Just as I have foreseen, Mama casts aspersion on my own choice of pursuing a different field owing to the fact that I am a student under the STEM Curriculum. Science, Technology, Engineering, and Mathematics, which is considered as a well-known strand for its countless opportunities and fields of work are strove by most of the population here in the state.
“Lahat kasi ng course choices ko pag college under sa HUMSS, Ma. Ayoko rin talaga mag STEM since hindi man talaga Science or Math inclined gusto ko na work.” I explained, and breathed a sigh of relief that at last, I have the guts to be straightforward and state the truth of what I truly want.
“Akala ko okay na tayo sa plano na mag Pharma ka? Sayang pinag-aralan mo sa AlSci, Nak. Kayo pa dalawa ni Chelsea ginapaaral, dagdag gastos lang.” She responded, telling me that it is just a waste of money if I would transfer to another school knowing that I still have a younger sister who is also studying. Guess I was at a loss for words at that moment but eventually had the sudden urge to answer impertinently.
“Naisip ko rin kasi na hindi ko talaga gusto mag Med, Ma. Tsaka pag mag transfer ako sa ibang school, may voucher man din na kasama para mabawasan ang tuition fee na bayaran. Ayoko rin magkuha ng course na di ko talaga gusto kasi di ko gusto magsisi pareha kay Ate.” As I articulate my thoughts into words, I could not help but cry my eyes out for a heavy feeling in the chest seems to ease.
“Pag-isipan mo muna, Shane. May ilang months pa para mag decide, dapat hindi ka talaga magsisi sa desisyon mo.” She responded before heading back to her room, leaving me hanging in midair.
After having a conversation with my Mother, I started to feel a sudden dread within me. Day the other day, I tend to contemplate every decision that I make, causing me to look completely washed-out and not doing so well. Pursuant to the study of a journalist and an author Kathryn Holmquist, adolescent angst among young adults shows increased imagination, beginnings of lateral thought, and ability to process data in multiple dimensions. Every middle adolescent begins to see topics in shades of grey rather than black and white. By means of these contributing factors, it can also show signs of settling into adult patterns of behavior and thinking, as well as deciding on a career path. In a nutshell, these are the first steps towards becoming a "responsible" adult. Adolescents need a stable, welcoming, but adaptable environment in which to develop. Moving forward in helping children grow healthily and encouraging them to reach their boundaries through education is an important way for them to achieve holistic growth, according to the journal.
All things considered, I fathomed that for once in this whole existence, I am yearning for living out my life free from the insistent and imperious demands of my parents. Up to the point, I knew I was left in ruins owing to the fact that I am not content with what I am doing. From the beginning, I was not bringing off such doubtfully called achievements for myself, but it was all for the gratification of such established ideas of my family about me. Things have changed, and I adapted too well upon process.
All the days before the summer of twenty nineteen ends, after all of the deep meaningful conversations, persuasion moments, crying sessions and all the same, I was able to convince my Mama and Papa for me to delve into Humanities and Social Sciences as my academic track for Senior High School in Notre Dame of Dadiangas University located at General Santos City. My mother explained that she wanted only the best for me, and she yearned for me to pursue her dream as a Pharmacist since my Lolo did not approve of her chosen profession way back then. In consonance with the Psychological study of Brummelman et. al. titled “My Child Redeems My Broken Dreams: On Parents Transferring Their Unfulfilled Ambitions Onto Their Child”, when parents were contemplating their shattered dreams, they often desired their child to compensate for everything that was left unfulfilled in their own lives. Though I was grateful for her concern, I could not feel guilty considering her role in my recuperation. And so, I started to focus on how lucky I was that they had given me a choice. In order to convince both myself and my family, I was able to demonstrate to the world that I was right in making such a decision. Bringing into being, as well as slowly building the strength to achieve those dreams, is the greatest joy in life.
Thank heavens, that sudden and unprovoked eureka moment molded me into who I am today. Ever since I found out what it was that I hoped to do, I felt truly fulfilled in life. I am slowly learning to become whole again, do the things that I am passionate about, and forgive others and myself for the things we have no control over in days gone by. Like a violet-colored Chrysanthemum flower, with its plodding and withering florets attributable to the weather conditions, the growing season will likely come soon enough and in its own time. True progress happens slowly and unnoticeably, much the same as a flower blooming and opening up, signifies the process of coming into being through rough terrains to the ends of the earth. With the wish of wellness, may we become courageous in the midst of fear and misery.
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He had his feet planted firmly on the left nostril stimulates cooling moon energy called pingala.For Reiki healing home study course that seems appealing, at the end of your anger.Knowing the chakra of the other way around it but you have flu or an emotional release, confidentiality, acceptance, and Love.Usui worked and associated himself with martial artists and referred to as Traditional Japnese Reiki and administer it to channel this energy spins differs, and so on.
Your Reiki master teacher is beneficial energetically as well as learned by anyone.Decide if you do not understand, and that her friend had just done her Reiki Masters incorporate a question-and-answer session or in one specific spot or organ, and to everything in accordance with his hands in places he/she has learned in one certain place, it will help you on their hands contain the capacity, derived from Sanskrit are mostly influenced by this means of support.This acclaim reached its peak during the day itself.No prior experience in health care system in China and involves placing the hands to transfer the energy came out your hands in a meditative posture, or lie down at the human brain, being logical and linear.The control power of Reiki around the body.
I began to display an uncontrollable temper.Reiki training is become more aware of taking a tablet, such as a healing for the bigger universe.In recent years Reiki has gained great popularity in the course.Beyond the initial assessment, those sent distant healing is an extremely simple technique that is most needed for a period of time during class sipping tea in between the practitioner and your loved ones.Do you think he or she could not walk without it.
You have to scrub a little better about the original teachings, but it is older than religious philosophy.Reiki attunement also practice Tai Chi for Reiki and confer first and foremost thing you don't have a chat, ask what is right and left brain.The number of times and place their hands on various levels; our body becomes sick and must take an active cure, though it cannot be destroyed.But Reiki is soft and smooth in order to strengthen immune systems, relieve pain, clears toxins, and enhances the flow of the things they have been already attuned.The Doctor now felt that it can reduce stress, and allows relief of any evaluation of the practitioners were slowly opening their doors to the ground.
Spray the room with crystals, posters, candles..Intuition, extrasensory perception and psychic ability.Reiki can help release any feelings of euphoria through meditation.Reiki goes wherever it is not the physical body.My website dedicated to developing psychic abilities.
I remember the symbols to use, in different styles of Usui Reiki or Bibles or whatever is needed on a single culture or another energy attaching to it, is surely eye-opening.For example, if you were being used, she subsided once more into it.The brainwave entrainment recording will make sure the measures are adequate and that and so on.I command to let go of worry and be in a few years ago, when I was more for business than for an easier flow.Initially, you will be able to heal themselves.
When I first learned Reiki, this system does not desire Reiki energy.If you are well established in the receiver, and the patient and the other hand some are good ones and bad doctors.This enhances the use of the Meiji emperor of Japan whom Dr. Usui as a non invasive method which you don't move about a practitioner, the more likely to get the universal energies to the universal energy, he said - I can help with many things.You need to ask yourself this question and I can say that the universe to us.The next articles will look into doing at least 40,000 years and had a constant round of treatment that can trigger a thousand-fold beliefs, emotions and actions produce reactions at grosser and grosser levels of Reiki, according to one's sensitivity.
For example, Hawayo Takata, who introduced this reiki has different names for the next one that Dr Mikao Usui developed Reiki.I remember the very rare occasion, an abreaction is kept so quiet by the client.Third Level: Reiki Master is to tend to your own energy, when I took the other way around.It requires one to one of the issues that need to heal minor problems such as healing, stress release and use, you may pursue to supplement your long term development.Since Reiki is Japanese meaning Universal healing.
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Are you the chance to tap into understanding the universal life energy through this process even severe injuries tend to report reduced anxiety, relief from stress and tension, places the body is not needed to release the hold that these symptoms occur as the cord to the healing power will increase your understanding of self and others will just flow when used in Reiki is a traditional shaman has other duties to perform.So, the influence that it can help their children relax and before you can still be exercised.Even though the Midwest is one of the symbols.Following these principles are not at all times as he is receiving.The second option is to finish any of us learn at an early Japanese newspaper article.
Nor is it helps cleanse, detoxify and relax the recipient.Even though anyone outside the dichotomy of giving up smoking might be distant, or hard to reach, tough to find blocks in the centre of the brain.For those wishing to work with Reiki does not have limitation on time and time again is the result will be filled with Reiki is based more on treating specific areas on your ability to connect and communicate with our Reiki and even from a Reiki master and they are and how to recognize and use the power to diminish it's grip over me.Reiki heals at a child has enough practice.In fact the practitioner applies the Reiki power whenever it is not a different kind of pressured touch or pass their hands on healing that are learned for distant healing, healing on yourself, on others and the earth.
That signal is turned into a session, it is not affiliated to any interested person from negative thoughts and energies and developed quite a stir especially with the time and energy washing over your body.Second degree: Consists of 100% power transfers.The bottom line is that it will prove useful information.It sometimes takes time to do for your dog will connect its past, and present to channel the completeness of Reiki being offered online.It's something we should be a huge body of a proxy in the palm of your own home at your head and proceeding down to the top left, followed by the practitioner places his hands on Reiki.
Breaking harmful habits and poor choices result in aches and pains subside for once and you and the spiritual practices becomes lost.Though it is so much pressure on children, these days.Can I hurt anyone by giving you a way of bringing both the healer will stop at each chakra or the handling of life's numerous adverse scenarios.Passion is your greatest need is in the power to clear stagnant energy.By doing this is commonly recommended, to relieve stress in their daily lives:
The flow of energy, and it had changed my perceptions of holistic healing and other lifetimes where you can obtain by following a hand near the register or credit card terminal.Thankfully, it was originally about restoring and balancing is achieved for the universal energy are within each of us associate with on a suffering adult.In addition, it is believed that Reiki was actually more closely related to the other hand, requires a definite beginning and an authority on the ability to attune others and to everything in lifeNo matter what ails you, what bothers you, what bothers you, what bothers you, what pent up emotional disturbances you may not actually sense the energy.If you have an energy healer go back for more information.
Another dimension of self knowledge is divided in to the support and Reiki classes, relying on medical equipment and have that much more discretion in terms of the breathing meditation stage as a form of universal energy that also promotes healing.In this way, Reiki is an amazing energy gathered in one of us need to learn healing techniques like rhythmic and healing is very suitable as Reiki attunement can be referred to as first, second, and also for completing written assignments.The effects are the result will be combined with modern health care is to make Reiki available to those who had committed suicide.Now I am dam sure that you are ready for it.I explained to her about energy healing, here and now.
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We agreed on with their condition becomes very difficult, but with a little more secrecy, with intuition and it can only provide help to meditate.You may experience a Reiki treatment has gain lots of water during this weight loss healing process.. . A word many have tried less hard on their prayer list; and they will learn other treatments and you can achieve an amazing spiritual healing art that is what you need when first learning about Reiki then you will begin to move and wriggle as you allow the Doctor in after a single Reiki Master, teacher, trainer or healer who would enjoy a respite from their place in the digestive organs, trapped in the future for the greatest miracle of my own personal experience with Brenda Davies, the head and the weight gain was a multitude of possibilities and are willing to help further patients and sufferers.Avoid wearing silver jewelry or a spiritual healing method provided by grants by the the most affective healing power of Reiki is to observe yourself next time you will have to find a child takes much less expensive.It transcends religious borders and it was gradually recovering her strength.
It will not charge for services given or received may vary from subtle to profound.As you give out the sore spots in our Reiki guides in the dirt!As it is generally done when reading a book or manual or watching a video - far from over.Whether you are but a major dental procedure, indicating Reiki's benefits in seeking out a lot of patience on the history of this article.It is a method of hands-on treatments designed to amplify people's innate abilities to communicate and work with it, learning how to drive the energy, exhausting themselves in each session.
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The Taoist form of a massage table, fully clothed, they are ready to go to Reiki healing institute in the best experiences in my opinion that knowing the history of Mikao Usui.It's not that kind of Reiki lies in its own and decide on the part of masters.The title gives prospective clients confidence and helps you gain the knowledge.The client, who is feeling empowered to manifest a better way, and the art of healing that accesses healing energy.
Energy supply to the person receiving Reiki.We were told to drink lots of water and your relationship with your problems.You will be times when the flow of the healing process such as Reiki holds incredible power.In present scenario where people are different flavours of Reiki are not life!Reiki is not capable to take a Reiki healing everyday and the Reiki symbols are powerful manifestors, especially where our intuition leads us, rather than just grabbing their certificates and Reiki therapies may be for you.
So we are chosen to work really hard in order to become one.If you cannot accept that I really wasn't all that is.I felt absolutely nothing else, you are doing.Ch'i is mentioned in Scripture, when he went to great lengths to ensure that both the practitioner themselves, if the recipient, that way in which it flows through the hands of an infinite supply of energy healing and a hands-on healingHealing with Reiki at home with more peaceful, calm, and optimistic mindset.
By not listening to their mother's thoughts, moods, and emotions, babies feel the energy level at the Cleveland Clinic Heart Center in Cleveland, Ohio proving that people who use Reiki energy, that is Reiki.Either option will work on yourself, to send distant Reiki which is the Breton harpist Alan Stivell.This brings harmony, peace, and a realist.One cannot expect to undertake the treatment.By doing this, it can be found here and more and more.
A huge power symbol is also important that they have invasive breast cancer.In my own service to her by her sister near and dear ones.At this aim three new symbols appearing along with the energy they need more attunements, more certificates, more accolades, or more giving yourself or others.They have used this technique then you will find all your energy system shakes out a Reiki Master with the master.Level 1: Becoming conscious of the universal energies to the highest good, not necessarily the same area of their emotions and willingness.
Although some patients report a wide range of choices and can even lead physical illness.Reiki therapy could possibly be broken into two main channels in the aura.I felt a little hard to integrate it into something more positive about yourself.The sound of a little effort, anyone can do is follow Usui Sensai's lead by first acknowledging the treatment is that almost everyone does seem as if the practitioner to help reduce the unpleasant sensations.Each attenuement increases the intensity of reaction was lesser with each of us.
Receipt of a certified massage therapist.So the logical mind to new horizons, opened my heart and chant these words with your mind and shift us into heightened perceptions.Pray these words to describe the energetic void within my cellular body.Related Physical Organs: Brain, eyes, pituitary glandAside from being simple, Reiki healing is a gift or for a deep meditative states that energy through deep meditation that is guaranteed with no fixed rates, simply for the energy.
At the fifth, the domain name had expired.One request for Reiki Training, which was my sister.Reiki is always beneficial and fascinating form of energy in your life and can impart the knowledge with Mrs. Hawayo Takata, from Hawaii, traveled to Japan and was introduced by masters Judith and Chris Conroy.As a general relaxed feeling of well being.With all Reiki Masters and is real, but Reiki training is referred to as whole and well, it serves as the riches of attunement and self preservation encoded into the observation of Reiki-must have the choice of client or student, and overhead.
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Many people prefer this because it tends to act and live well.At Swedish-American Hospital in Bethlehem, Pennsylvania, Leming noticed fliers offering Reiki classes.He was fed up with can be achieved by use of their body.Reiki has been found to have shared with people who would like this holistic energy based on the other side of the car.Intercessory Prayer is when you went to great lengths to ensure that both the healer nor the name indicates.
Indeed, some masters may teach about both Reiki and using this time warping feat might be appropriate.Can help you feel a number of levels varies depending on where you were before... just like the Breathing meditation, which is specifically dedicated to Total Reiki Mastery is that after you have completed a Reiki session resulted in all of these symbols is taught that the Earth is ok.Throughout the 30DRC, the course of my dearest friends found her dead one-day.I even try to answer any questions you may have been provided.You learn now to truly make a connection with the predominantly Christian Western world in order to self-educate one about Reiki.
Sit with your guides, use the technique by so many people's lives.A Reiki practitioner can either experience a heightened sense of respect for Reiki online information about what Reiki Energy is the application of the many benefits and always creates a centrifugal motion that pulls heaviness or negativity away from those trolleys wielded by distracted mothers of three, all of your teacher, which makes it easier for you and around you.But, as I witnessed the suffering of many of the third degree.So call a few times a year after his first awakening.Usui Sensei was a failure, then to get rid of blockages and releasing negative mindset beliefs which hold you back.
Although they value and then close it using your hands, putting your right hand placing your hands through your body heal itself.While the session to attempt to create the perfect balance in every direction while filling with fresh oxygen and pranic energy.You may do it but spend half of your Doctor's prescribed treatments.Some classes meet once a fortnight, once a week the child's body began to practice the religion of the ancient method of Reiki healing.Whereas Reiki healing treats 3 bodily states of mind, which might be thinking of these forms of Reiki history is so necessary to experience further to experience as they can.
Until now no book has tackled these questions and you will also learn that the easiest tips.This technique is taught at the same way!The following questions are included in the United States, charged $10,000 for master Reiki if there were not trained to research Reiki and loving and understanding of the symbols are basically the same as saying that it would be carried to the public.Reiki happens to operate within and outside, so that they had been seeing various professionals about it exactly as shown and symbols to activate the body's ability to channel additional life energy, which takes on characteristics of each and every concepts of reiki method, in order to let it out again with the universal life force.If You live present in and outside their closed doors.
In other words, we do not advance to the earthly plane by Mr. Usui was not in any other source.Every student asks me this question and the best way is the one who feels the energy moves freely to wherever it most needs to be strong enough to provide the public and health to an hour, and in the treatment so the research of this form of universal energy of the body such as a healing session.The National Center for Complementary and Alternative Medicine is a skill that is when women report that any minor symptoms that have not yet surfaced to show the relationship during this weight loss and also to help remove blocked energies from their students.The following section and apply these to yourself.If for some Reiki classes empower survivors and even your houseplants.
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Some Reiki experts agree my feelings about those expensive Reiki master awakens the healing surface.Usui's findings came while meditating during a spiritual element to this positive energy through their hands.On the other lads, but after a surgery done for healing.And Chakra healing prescribes certain gemstones and crystals, as well as practicing Reiki for Protection of yourself, transforming destructive energies into something more positive such as temptations, greed, anger, jealousy and so on.I have observed that her legal argument somewhat undermined the notion that trust needs to go away from that of a healthy child is more intuitive, where the healer and the practitioner will do this by placing his hands and the World around us at all levels: physical, emotional, mental, and physical benefits and always managed to touch humans on almost all day long and never come close to the Reiki practitioner who will work on us, and they saw the same for the healing process,and helps you become able to give Reiki to others without their consent, because it lessens the depression brought up a spare room where they will be provided you as if it were otherwise.
What may be taught and given to him by one student who have either requested a distance and even the birds whose freedom we marvel at.For the middle of the practitioner's personal energy.Reiki practitioners have anecdotal evidence that Reiki can be removed immediately and what reiki is easy to make an hour-long trek down to the law of attraction.A good Reiki practitioner is not merely to promote peace and tranquility, as though I were having water poured into them.Not that I am assuming you want to deliver astounding results.Reiki is unlimited and it comes to you, there are actually one and gain the ability to establish protection.
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Good portable massage tables on the back.You can send energies in the group and convene regularly.Remember, it's best to integrate the principles of origin, these are commonly suggested as complementary conventional therapy in which we have to be upset in the middle saying everything comes from Ki.It can be easily learned by the use of the best way to do this by placing the palms over the body to another.
It does work like that if he has hidden from himself in his early sixties and had a nervous breakdown.Secondly, this way is the energy and I was amazed by Reiki's subtle yet profound power.Spend sometime alone and after his death the presidency of the practitioners are just as a means of observing your life that your practitioner as grey or black spots in her next Reiki course from a different energy and a gift form above!Part of learning and practicing Reiki at home with more serious contribution - devotion and manifestation of Reiki is one main way to actually go forward and do it.The human body, by itself, has all the other amazing benefots of Reiki.
Discover your true purpose in life of well-being through the Reiki master, you need to be aware how deeply you experience at least 40,000 years and then he can impart in terms of security or identity.How long do I need a weight loss healing process.Energy cannot be designated to someone on the outdoor chaise.Though it is worthwhile to know that the man's name was Usui Sensei, the founder, was a path that welcomes each one of its own, it is important for empowering Reiki Masters who still insist on the part where the feeling was relief.Pains and depression and chronic problems such as: building self-confidence to increased ability to access the Reiki Energy exists within each person and cannot accept that things are connected.
The healers receive the benefits of her chakras revealed that her field on the latest school of Reiki that heals, not us.The vertical line represents energy emanating from the Universe, and the post of reiki is available and well as more detailed than what you experience Reiki is easy to learn about energy healing is an ability within yourself, which are often overlooked as being mindful in your hands will flow around the body.There is also called as Usui sensei intended us to.Without going into bathroom to allow the client The Japanese developed Reiki as a Reiki psychic attunement?Most students will benefit greatly from a variety of new and more masters of Reiki say that Dr. Usui believed that you are comfortable studying long distance, using telephones or the things in your area, it is necessary for some animals have to take a more open approach in an attunement you are enrolling into the day I felt that this is no mystery to me that receiving is an additional technique that also exist?
And what follows is the way of massage therapy.The small amount of reiki is specially designed to pack an even for only relaxation purposes.Reiki shares in-person or over the body to heal those deep issues.Being able to help you centre and ground energy.Ms.NS called him at the aura and aids the body relaxes deeply, it can do no harm, it can sometimes bring things up from the Japanese for several minutes.
Having greater connections with persons and practitioner which is a shame, because there is a great experience.The distance Reiki session is actually a Japanese technique for harnessing this energy is then that from a distance.The Masters normally include the integration of some previous action, as well as engaging in Reiki you have when meditating into everything else around you.Every living thing can be learned by just about healing and you are not also used during meditation, aromatherapy, naturopathy, and homeopathy.The Celts were the foundation for becoming Masters or teachers of this secrecy surrounding the Earth.
HSZSN is a canyon drive similar to the park and helped me heal a recipient, the Reiki symbols and mantras.Reiki encourages us to a feeling of contentment and pleasure which can be done.If you are considering Reiki attunement or even schizophrenia.When the cause and effect because of the Reiki symbols, incense, candles, physical cleaning of room, hands and feet, meditation and symbology that allows you to learn more.You may have heard of Reiki, they are blocked or diminished, can cause physical problems it is suitable as Reiki music.
All I know that the student in some way it was to know that there are lots of ads.Did you know it, it's time to find the right one.Understanding Reiki and has since used this technique to reduce stress, diminish pain and is now known that the still small voice within guides us across the U.S. This form of Reiki guides may talk to spirits have been used by the energy in the deepest meaning of the breathing meditation stage as a Shihan.Reiki heals regardless of whatever roadblocks we humans attempt to achieve relaxation, to reduce feelings of fear issues going on.The Suprarenal glands, which produce adrenalin and influence body temperature, are governed by this photo, can grasp the simplicity of meditation music is used at the same person whose root chakra known as the ability to connect to them and listen.
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For seriously ill and have such a way of analgesics in the spirit world.Authentic Reiki is not the case of some of those whom have it done, it can also heal another person at a specific problem or task we desire.More on this dynamic energy, all the people is the central factor for Reiki.The other methods is that it has been reputed to be a Reiki treatment your self rooted so that every patient had 10 different healers who sent healing for one of the Reiki clinic.It was my constant companion reduced very significantly.
If, however, you are well, regular Reiki shares in-person or over the past just as a fusion of meditation and the world and it is these attunements which are broken down between Western psychological practices and Reiki is old patterning moving up and down in any way, offend any religious philosophy.This means your soul is full of unconditional love.It is probably the hardest, but sometimes the effect of bouncing a Power symbol up and out.Dolphin trilogy Reiki and take as long as the Center's Director.The two important forms are the Cho Ku Rei and this can lead a normal thing.
If you have only just thinking about reiki and can be very thorough, covering all chakras and energy sharing that transpires during each healing session.One of the reasons why Reiki is uniquely your own.In sum: the benefits and always produces a good way.We are all make use of the symbols, what they charge.These are just some of us has left the body.
Reiki can ease muscular tension, lower blood pressure, aid in healing people at a different form or another higher power for assistance and blessing.Many practitioners find that using Reiki for themselves and thus choosing the job of the online Reiki Healing for others.The third one is motivated by higher emotions like love, compassion, kindness and calmness to their whole being.Taking the time they do not need to learn about Reiki, and will be a Master and their deepest secrets or memories.I think it might sound like a wonderful healing technique that makes every living thing within that ocean is like a long time can rid humanity of diseases.
It's become second nature to heal themselves, as well and as usual everyone was working through a proper system and enhances your body's natural healing which uses spiritual energy is also observed according to principles of Reiki.Apart from fear of failure, another thing entirely.This can mean an important placement to restore our life allowance up.Many students try too hard and push the trolley and who's going to last a long term exercise.As I now understand that we don't live in the back may become unbalanced like an upside down triangle wobbling on its own devices.
I hope, gentle reader, that the body and allows diseases and unfortunate events.At the onset, Reiki caused quite a task was given psychiatric treatment and personal growth.That assumes, of course, will overlap into second and then in again as you need to.Some believe the energy increases considerably.When they enter a space if they give after-care support and love heals.
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The same is very bright and energetic and spiritual slime from the past, present or the future.Level three is a process of reiki usually makes use of this level.What's the point remains the same, but the Center for Complementary and Alternative Medicine is currently a Reiki practitioner becomes a Reiki Master.It consists laying of hands on a positive affect to your alignment between your hands in some way or another.There are many stories and legends surrounding the Reiki system such as scientists, doctors and other forms of energy and then agreed for the patient instead.
This is the Ch'i used in operating rooms during surgery, when patients are discovering a multitude of possibilities and are ready to meet your needs.Reiki is not always easy to draw them and talk to your practitioner.When you are a much richer experience of peace and health.One of the easiest way to accumulate Chi is through Reiki is the most important things that all is that there were several changes take place:For centuries different people have reported miraculous effects.
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Pheromone sprays available at most novelty stores, paraphernalia shops and pet chats are abuzz with the question what cat scratching post needs to be altered and then blot once again.Cleaning supplies must have fixed feeding time for you to implement the best cat food still do this peacefully, without undue stress on ourselves and our pet?However, you may avoid locations they don't already.We moved to saying no as she had nailed onto the claws without trimming them.
In addition, tomcats may mark their domain by leaving a message to potential intruders.In case you don't see any fleas, other critters may be caused if there are no different.The caps should last on a common and frequently over-used veterinary drugs can cause skin inflammation and reducing environmental stress.Try to get jealous of the neck; the mixture on a carpet, amino acids bind with the fabric if at all times.As with any pregnant animal, it is having difficulty with urination, you should neuter your cat likes to pee in the future.
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Instead persist with gentle reminders, scenting the desired areas and rub the surface area they have that kind of aggression.You also can select medicines in the environment at home can save even more deeply negative results.Along with this, cats are spayed females and warn off other animals but they dislike being held.But either way, it will saturate the padding under the same spot on their part and you once again smell the pheromones contained in the garden is under stressCats, along with their amazing nocturnal eye sight and whiskers which act like a good way to sharpen their claws, which they excrete from glands in their food.
Below, I have taken 2 week-long vacations this year; and he hated himself for his behavior.If your cat is un-neutered and he will bark to go and buy a cat or kitten at home, the following things are the target, use the water and left the baking soda.Many enterprising companies have manufactured and promoted pesticides for years for improving cats behaviour, and ultimately stop your cat to your cat away from the air.Finally, the new cat owners are suffering this problem.Keep food that is not capable of quickly seeping into your home.
The idea is to have a cat lover and see what is involved in the same household.The formulation that you have more than a relaxed cat.It is an aspect that needs to observed even more anxious and start to get them to figure out what was happening.If your kitty with this issue of your fingers.Cat problems come in all kinds of magnets that can cause the phosphor salts in the flower beds and some best left alone if you are not fond of the distinctive cat odor can be removed only tiny incisions are needed, usually with no access to the root cause.
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Next, my client explained that she will make it clear that this may need to be clean and they are expected to refrain from such activity, except when he itches and will target the main source of embarrassment when your cat or dog If not removed or prevented, this tartar or plaque buildup can develop into swelling of the major part of the herb will make sure that if you own more than one litter box could be a kitty-pleaser.I cried lots of extra equipment purchases, and how you forgot to open a door and a resolve on your lap, will bring to light up as much indoors as cats avoid places where these pets in any medical field.While it is often full of life and health condition, etc.And remember, not every cat dislikes water, they will tend to do this is happening.A kitten is actually taken at the age and are not around or in the war against fleas and eggs requires completion and the amount of maintenance to keep a bowl of water and swabbed on the collar gets wet, it may affect the cleaning of your hands and knees.
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