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oldestenemy · 10 months

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...i made another rosary

#anyways i made a double rosary this time #118 beads one pendant piece and 377 hand tied knots in between the beads (most needed 3+ to ensure no slipping. i still missed a couple)#my hands are cramping #but i feel content #still tapping. less murder.#something something reconnecting with my italian heritage through bastardizations of Catholicism #anyways creation as devotion my beloved #jewelry as prayer my beloved #i am not christian i don't believe in god but I do believe in myself and the power of making up little things to remember aka: prayers #this one is on heavy duty silk thread and is primarily made of round heliotrope bloodstone #with a little bit of aquamarine carnelian and tourmilated quartz for spacing #my last one was just bloodstone and wasn't tied #on that one I instead made 59 individual double hoop enclosed bits of chain with a bead in between the loops #my hands hurt after that one too #but not as bad as they do now

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 11 months

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PLEASE MORE BUTTERFLY HOWDY CONTENT HES SO FUCKING SILLY

OKAY HERE'S A COMIC SHENANIGANS THING

#this looks best if you click through instead of scrolling #which is kind of stupid to say After The Post. but yk.#spent way too long on this. worth it tho #its always worth it For The Bit #and this was good practice! ty for the opportunity!#the version of butterfly!howdy i have in my head is. hes a lot. i love him <3 #scribble salad #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #howdy pillar #yassified howdy <3 #i am so so so soooo tempted to make a butterfly howdy tag just to compile it all #i love compiling things. i like having specific collections In One Uninterrupted Place #alright well my hand hurts and its 5 am so im gonna queue this and go sleepies #wait fuck whats in the queue for tomorrow. today.#hm... ok this is a sunday post then. tomorrow is Booked #yall get a brief break from the butterfly howdy shenanigans #*got. im speaking to future people from the past rn. wild. ty tumblr for allowing time travel #its a tangled mess of yarn anyways #i am once again So Tempted To Write For This #perhaps one day i will fulfill my dream of writing a fic about howdy chrysalizing. metamorphosizing. whatever #id make it slowburn laughingstock perhaps... Probably.... i care them too much not too....#something for future me to enjoy! as a treat <3

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sysig · 5 months

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Just keep getting back up (Patreon)

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #Fellplates #Gaster #Asgore #The thought of Gaster able to heal himself! Rather to only have himself to rely on in a world that lives to hurt him (and everyone else)#It's an interesting inversion that's for sure #Is it as satisfying if it's not the one who deserves the broken bones? The pain of rejection or of justice retribution punishment?#It's still the same face - and it's not like he's wholly innocent here either #And besides it's always fun to draw tears hee ♪#Get him just a bit disheveled aside from the broken bone - it's hard to imagine him in different clothes even after drawing him in the dress #Softer clothes would be so nice to hold Babybones with but even just dropping a shoulder off his coat or untying his bow tie - it's strange!#I do like the image of his flower crown shedding petals when he gets roughed up tho hehe - tossed around just a little too much!#Breaking his hand right down the middle - it'd be much easier with the holes in his hands as a weak point #All his bones could break easier than his hands before that but now-#It's weird to draw Asgore like that lol I dunno....Works well enough for utility but pffblt :P I always forget his pauldrons anyhow lol #Really rubbing it in that Gaster will be fiiiine he's sooooo special what with his ability to heal >:( Lol #It does make him a bit of a target - a regenerating punching bag? Ideal to see just how far you can push him #It was fun to draw with my green coloured pencil as well ahh <3 Healing magic always gives me a bit of the warm fuzzies #It was the original comic that made me fall in love with Handplates after all ♥ Pretty and feelings <3

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rebby-draws · 6 months

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BOLAS ROJAS

Also a bonus version without the overlays and shadows so you can see them better :), kinda annoyed stuff gets lost on the shadow but thats what you get when you are a dramatic team haha

#slimecicle #philza #cellbit #baghera jones #jaiden animations #carre qsmp #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #team bolas #my art #yes I know there are more people on the team now but my hand hurts just after drawing the original team haha #Also Philza is def the only one not in a jump suit cause hes the leader of the team #nothing to do with the fact I forgot to put him one in the other drawing I did of him and liked it too much to change :)

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sygneth · 1 year

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Another Love

So few days ago I was casually listening to music and this song stared playing and all I could think about since then was how perfectly HarryKim vibe this song has for me.

I believe that after everything Harry went through, even given his high sensitivity and emotionality, he seems likely to just have a lot of doubts and be afraid of another disappointment and potential heartbreak. Given that he decides to quit drinking and become more capable of taking care of himself in general terms, that fright won't be without cover. Another story like the one with Dora would probably just break him completely and he will just go down without any hopes for ever coming back. Especially, knowing how emotionally distant Kim can be.

(There are some scenes of my post-Return headcanon, I am thinking about publishing this as a full story, but I cannot decide if I want to make it as comic or fic series or a mix of everything, so maybe one day)

The song is of course "Another love" by Tom Odell

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cerealbishh · 3 days

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"You okay?"

"Mhm."

"Good, now go get ready and wish for the best."

#outer range s2 #outer range s2 spoilers #outer range 02x03 #maria olivares #rhett abbott #isabel arraiza #lewis pullman #pls not him taking her hand and both of them smiling about it #they had too many cute moments in that first scene #i think her saying that rebecca being with amy is one less mystery to worry about was her being concerned about what's bothering him #like she's not going to pry this time if he doesn't want to confide in her about it #but she wants to give him the opportunity to talk to her about it if he wants to thus the ''are you okay?''#and i'm glad he feels comfortable enough to talk to her about some family matters #also them asking each other if the other is okay is everything to me #i know maria asked him if he was okay in 01x03 so it's kinda funny that it's happening again in the same episode number but different seaso #idk if it's just me but rhett looks pretty cautious but also protective of her in the second gif?#i love that she decided to speak up because it bothers her that rhett might be hurting #and to me it looked like he was also proud of her for speaking up #rip her putting her hand on his arm before she said ''have a good night'' made me sad #and his ''some people just mean well'' :(#i would be hurt if my loved one felt like they would be shut down if they were to speak in front of my family #i get that they don't like her but why invite her at all?#he really felt better after holding her hand #also his little smile after she says going to court wouldn't be a great idea was kinda cute #i WILL include the forehead kiss in the cumulative mariarhett gifset because i squealed #i'm only slowing down because i'm stuck watching their happier scenes because i'm SCARED #i just know he wanted to stay in that bed with her... i mean i would #geez he really gets to wake up to that... lucky man #i love her tiniest smile after his after she said meeting his parents again at court would be a bad idea

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clanoffelidae · 3 months

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As much as I totally get that the Master was being shown as a domestic abuser as much as they were allowed to for a family program in ‘The Last Of The Time Lords’, I choose to instead believe that he was just extremely reactive due to, you know, having just run away from a war that scared and traumatized him so severely that he disguised himself as a human at the END OF THE FUCKING UNIVERSE in order to hide from it, and Lucy just tried to hug him from behind or something when he didn’t know she was there and so he immediately threw a punch on reflex; because it is infinitely funnier to me that way.

Lucy: -walking up behind the master- good morning hone- :)

The Master, an extremely anxiety-ridden and traumatized war veteran who just escaped said war: AH- -throws a punch on instinct-

Lucy:

The Master: DON’T FUCKING DO THAT

Lucy:

The Master: -clutching at his hearts as he tries to calm down-

Lucy: that’s it i’m shooting him

Like it’s just so much funnier to me that way. Free my man he did everything wrong but I don’t care.

#doctor who #the master #lucy saxon #like oh i get what canon was trying to imply #but they never said it directly so i get to play in the wiggle room and have fun #simm!master #this is also why he was shaking his hand afterwards #cause he was hurling a punch on panicked reflex so hurt himself too lol #cause considering how much stronger time lords are than humans you would think he wouldn’t be hurting #after punching one #unless he was just going for it on fear #the real miracle here is that lucy survived with only a bruise to show for it tbh #like even in canon if a TIME LORD threw a punch hard enough to feel it #it’s a miracle lucy walked out with only a bruise #send her to unit she’s got something going on fr #this headcanon features prominently in my celestial dimensions au as well #and leads to a funny exchange of #martha: i mean. you know how he treated lucy…#the doctor: oh no- that wasn’t- (knows this is about to hurt) here i’ll show you #and then takes a punch by spooking the master for the bit #and they say man has commitment issues #pshaw

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transrevolutions · 3 months

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HAPPY MANDY MONDAY (+ a bonus adam!)

#saw #saw 2004 #amanda young #mandy monday #pigeon.img #adam stanheight #adam faulkner stanheight #saw movies #saw franchise #saw fanart #one murdered the other bc the universe knew theyd be too powerful #as besties #cannot BELIEVE this franchise got me drawing again #after a several month art block #my art #this took approx. 6 hours #and my hand hurts

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vincentaureliuslin · 3 months

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this is soo lame if i actually dislocated my finger im gonna be so mad because idk how to fix thay

#i couldnt sleep last night #and i cracked my knuckles a little too hard #and it hurt but i did fall asleep after #and now i csnt move one of my fingers on my right hand like are you serious

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clerichs-xi · 5 months

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tender as a bruise, sharper than a razor wrap her tentacles around me like she'll never let me go

klaus' backstory arc just ended heho and it was revealed he used to be the lover of the goddess of storms and pirates... she had basically kidnapped him and imprisoned him into murder and piracy for 20 years and needless to say it greatly damaged him on every level <3 its okay he's been able to be normal for once since the start of the campaign thanks to the party aka his new found family

get urself a surrogate middle-aged father who can speedrun a forbidden romance in one minute and then immediately go to confront the darkest version/a corrupted version of himself, as well as his toxic lover as she tortures him -w-)b

details and just the lines hehe

#clerichs.png #my artwork #original character #original art #original illustration #digital art #digital painting #digital illustration #dnd character #oc #oc illustration #im so unnormal about him.#he got hurt soo badly in isolation... thats where all the scars in his ref came from </3 #this portrait is of the one scar his goddess did not give him.... </3 #tfw ur jealous sea goddess lover pits you against other pirates and sea monsters to fight for ur life and test ur devotion #and she promised to love you wholly only for u to realize she doesn't understand or know what love is #and only wanted it bc everyone else who had love seemed so happy and she wanted that too #so after she destroyed everything you loved (literally your entire world) she merely treats u as a possession for 20 years #and you don't know how to ask for love because you don't know how to love either so you resent her and everything and everyone #leading rage to build up within you and you willfully slaughtering so many things because you cant handle your emotions and pain #and after deflating and sinking into apathy a rogue priest manages to break ur exterior and touch you deeply enough to let you love again #and because of him you're able to begin breaking free of everything and you lose everything again but this time #this time you wake up in a crate of fish to outstretched hands and people who love you as family even after learning who you are/were #filling you with strength and willpower even as your goddess lover comes back swearing she loved you and loves you still #and she tortures you and threatens to take everything away again if you don't come back to her but because of your love for everyone #and their love for you youre able to hold fast long enough for them to break you out #his goddess made a copy of him by warping the body and soul of a naive young man in an attempt to replace him and fill the hole in her hear #he had to literally kill the darkest version of himself that hurt everyone and he laid him to rest... catharsis if ive ever seen it #as i said. im so normal about him <3 the guy i project onto the most ever #klaus lierstark

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frecklystars · 9 months

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i know nobody is online to see it rn but GOD it feels so good to be in love again!!!!!!!!! i reached the tag limit on that last reblog of la la land, there's a tag limit of 30 and i originally wrote almost 60 and then i had to keep revising it over and over until i only had 30. i just kept talking abt how much i love sebastian!!! and that's!!! how i'm supposed to be!!!! it's such a huge goddamn relief to start self shipping again even if it's not with TF, i really hope i can come back to my robots one day, but god. god it's such a fucking relief to have seb and six and ken and barbie and harley etc etc etc etc the list hopefully will just keep growing. this love in my chest, this feeling of overwhelming love that makes me actually physically sigh because there's so much love in me... that's how i am supposed to be and i am so relieved to start feeling this way again. i was numb for so long. i'm so grateful for these characters.

#woof #pretty sure i spent at least 20 minutes typing those tags #and then after i finished i was like 'oh there i am'#there's that star in my heart! she's still burning bright after all! she's just hurting. but she isn't gone. maybe she never was #and maybe one day i can finally finally finally come back to TF #but for now. for now. i am holding ryan and margot's characters' hands. all of these characters all of these pretty ppl #and they are guiding me through hell and telling me things are gonna be ok #bc lord knows i tried to throw myself at ANYTHING and NOTHING would stick #i tried watching different movies/cartoons i never saw before. didnt feel loved #tried to watch old things i used to love like SBTM or MLP. didnt feel loved #maybe the trauma was too fresh for me to be able to focus on anything else #but barbie came at the PERFECT time. the STARS ALIGNED JUST RIGHT #and out of any character that could have saved me it was KEN?#its because he makes me laugh. barbie did help MONUMENTALLY with pink #im still struggling with pink sometimes but its definitely majorly improved #like if i look back on myself 2 months ago i COULD NOT look at pink without having a panic attack. insane #but now??? im going thru pink blogs and associating EVERYTHING with margot's barbie #and any time i feel tense i can easily ground myself bc i am associating it with my self ships #im using it in my art again and its such a relief #im not fully myself without starscream but hey. a part of me is here. a part of me is breathed back to life just a little bit #its as if ive been drowning for over a year and finally someone reached out their hands to save me #pull me to the surface and maybe im not on solid ground yet but the waves arent thrashing or pulling me down as much anymore

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wherenymphsroam · 7 months

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i like your choices!! i love all the characters its so hard for me to decide too (i've literally wrote a fic for so many re characters at this point)!!

i love older leon too he needs more love <3 re6 leon is my top 3 istg nobody gets ittt other than you!!

re6 Leon is just…. UGH.

he reminds of soft saxophone jazz. like … he makes me wanna stay up dancing to soft jazz while sipping on some obscure alcohol in the middle of his apartment with him until ungodly hours of the night. the way he treats Helena and Ada in re6 makes me wanna eat my fist. like … he’s so inherently gentle even under all that rough and toughness he’s had to take on and just GOD he is just so lover boy coded it legitimately makes me throw up sometimes.

like are we kidding. are we kidding. he just UGH I NEED HIM SO BAD.

#that one scene where he catches helena after they both hop into a man hole into the sewers #the hand placement the eye contact #idk about you but my knees would have buckled so damn fast #AND THE WAY HE PICKS ADA UP WHEN SHE WAS TOO WEAK TO FIGHT THERE FOR A SECOND ???#literally kill me.#don’t even get me started on his voice you will NOT hear the end of it #im going back to my time out corner he makes my head hurt #yaps. ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚#fairies. 𐦍 #we r gonna ignore how long this sat in my inbox 😭😭😭

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dutybcrne · 9 months

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Lumine has an unconscious habit of holding hands with someone when she’s nervous. And yes, she becomes exceedingly mortified if the person calls attention to it or pulls away abruptly.

#hc; lumine #//An old habit of hers when she and Aether traveled together #//Her greatest comfort; it genuinely hurts that she can’t do this with him anymore #//The varying reactions don’t dissuade her from doing it—she really can’t help it #//It’s such an ingrained habit; she wouldn’t even think twice #//It has started to slowly fade the further along in her journey she goes #//The longer she goes without Aether around to comfort her #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Just between my muses; Kae is one of few who will actively take her hand upon noting she’s nervous #//No questions asked; no hesitation. he knows what it’s like to want to be reassured and protected too #//So damned he’ll be if he leaves her without that comfort and thinking he isn’t one she can rely on for this #//Klee too will do this; bc she learned from Kae. Lisa; bc she had Experience with Razor to know it would help #//Ayaka might if explained the significance of it. Jean is another; bc she Knows what it’s like to protect a younger sibling #//Kazuha is another that will when explained; and deffo take initiative to before Lumi’s even conscious she is anxious #//Taru would Only if he knows she’s comfortable with him doing so. Lyney too #//Nahida for SURE would; both for Lumine’s sake but also bc she herself ends up adopting the habit after their minds connect #//Venti just likes holding hands whenever; so she has no worries with him

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kaisollisto · 10 days

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#tko_art #it's illegal for ur eyes to start hurting after looking at a computer screen for 12 hrs #like we've been thru this bestie please #hold on #we've had worse #like horrible gaming sessions into early morning #hang on eyeballs please #changed my nibs on my pen #it didn fix the freaking out my pen does #I think it's the buttons on the pen #fuck #but it feels nice n smooth #ava based on that one scene in s1 #don't look too closely at her hands #turns out I don't want to tear my eyes out and I just needed a break from working on my abb #god it's like I work on it for 12 hours and yet nothing has been done #gggggggggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #whatever what ever whatever hahahaha

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martianbugsbunny · 8 months

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Idk if I'm strong enough for either canon Kalluzeb or Kalluzeb getting destroyed

#I'm not used to seeing the ships I have that feel like foregone conclusions actually end up together #like what does the kind of happy even feel like yk #can I live with the bewildering joy of knowing the one of the main characters from a Star Wars show is actually gay #it doesn't even compute for me what that would be like #but if they end up getting no-homo'd what am I gonna do #if they can't be made canon then what hope do I ever have of other reasonable ships making it #and then there's the way I've latched on so hard to the idea of them together just...what do I do if they're not together?#it would rewrite so much of how I view rebels #I might not even want to watch it anymore because it would hurt #when a ship makes so much sense yet has maybe a dash of magical impossibility having it taken away just hurts #especially after such a long hiatus where we got to thrive in the idea of them.basking in the glow of what we imagined them to be #kalluzeb is just such a Part of rebels to me #I'm having too many feelings somebody please help me #whatever the outcome for them I need a pal to hold my hand and tell me it's gonna be okay #(I'm being a huge baby ig but this is just so important to me it's so close to my heart it's a part of Star Wars for me)#too.many.feelings.#kalluzeb #garazeb orrelios #zeb #alexsandr kallus #star wars #Star Wars rebels #ahsoka show #ahsoka series #martianbugsbunny ships

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hecksupremechips · 1 month

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Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of

#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit #i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it #very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically #some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like #AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE #and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to #and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded #it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me #i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me #and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him #away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt #feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like #aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family #hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs #his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage #and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them #HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM #and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is #but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK #and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way #or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he #doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’#yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them

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