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diodellet · 9 months

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>>"lyney doesn't know flower symbolism"

LIES!!! LIES AND MISDIRECTION I SAY!!! TIS ALL SMOKE AND MIRRORS DARE I SAY!!

#im only at the beginning of his story quest #my instincts are Screaming at me #*im* also screaming along with my instincts #so far hcing that lyney and freminet are 2 flavors of Hopeless Romantic #while lynette an unbothered grayspec queen #i love em even if theyre not built all the way yet im usin em for my daily grind in fontaine aheh #but ARGH im lOSING MY MIND #dio u cant just keep taking one sentence as fuel fora 3k oneshot!! STOP!! U HAVE BURNOUT!!#but at the same time the plot jus manifests in my brain and i will never know peace until it is written #trying not to overindulge in research for this thing im writing #because with much research comes the beast that is impostor syndrome #also why im not reading any fics yet or else ill start comparing em with my own wip's writing #its my worst unhealthy writer habit #BUT whatever im gonna make progress and im gonna beat up d intrusive thoughts calling me a fraud #dellet-asides

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nea-art · 6 months

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I have been rereading the pjo books because of the new series and my son reached his saddest wet cat era 🖤

#my art #fanart #pjo #percy jackson #pjo nico #nico di angelo #this traumatised eleven year old fits so much serotonin for me #book 4 just makes me want to scream #my baby boy. my heart. my everything. your are suffering so much you are triggering my parental instincts

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s0fter-sin · 3 months

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something happening on a mission, something personal that has soap spiralling; panic and rage making him reckless, thoughtless, and ghost has to draw the line

“you’re compromised johnny; you know what that means?”

“you’re not pulling me out,” soap immediately snarls. he turns on him and ghost barely recognises him; venomous fear turning his eyes to unyielding ice. "you're not sidelining me; i need to be in this-!"

but ghost has never been afraid of venom; spat or dripped straight from bared fangs.

he snakes out a hand grip the back of his neck, jerking him in a rough shake. "if you can't think, you can't be a soldier," he growls and he flinches like he's been struck.

his lips quiver as they twist in a sneer and he wrenches, trying to free himself of his hold.

ghost doesn't let him.

"it means you give your body to me because your head ain't fucking attached to it anymore."

soap stills, body trembling beneath his hand as he sucks in shaking breaths.

he tightens his grip, pulling him closer and digs his forehead hard into his. “it means you give yourself to me so i can have the weapon that you are and use you the way you're meant to be used."

the ice in soap's eyes fractures.

ghost’s voice drops to a whisper, spoken only to johnny, not this facade of vengeance and pain, and wills it to reach him through the glaciers.

“so i can keep you safe ‘til it’s done and i can bring you back.”

#in my head its bc graves abducts his sister and is using her as hostage to draw him out knowing ghost will always follow him #but the intensity and intimacy of saying ‘you cant trust your mind not to betray you so let me be in charge of your body until you can’#after what happened to tommy he could never deny johnny his right to save his sister #but its bc of what happened to tommy that he knows he cant let him do it alone with only his rage to guide him #hes more likely to get himself killed and ghost wont live through that #so he has to balance it #and the only way he knows how is to completely shut down soap’s mind until hes no more than instinct and muscle memory #if he cant think practically then dont let him think at all #reduce him to a place where he can only follow orders #and when its finally over and his sister is safe and graves is dead #only then will he drag johnny back up to the surface #he’ll do it even if it means dragging him kicking and screaming back to humanity #instead of letting him sink in the depths where nothing hurts. theres no fear down there. no pain. only order #and thats the risk ghost took sending johnny to that place but he only did it bc he would stop at nothing to bring him back #and help him through the after #the breakdown. the rush of panic and rage and relief and anguish johnnys been supressing on his order #it was his word that turned johnny into a ghost #and its his touch that brings him back to the man #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #we’re a team. ghost team #cod #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghost x soap #ghoap #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #john soap mactavish #soap cod

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idk-bruh-20 · 10 months

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Irondad fic ideas #156

Peter is unnaturally good at catching flies. However, once he's caught them he can never make himself kill them. He usually just let's them go outside.

His friends and family find this hilarious. His literal "spider" reflexes + his Peter gentleness.

Bonus

One day, as a prank, he pretends to get a weird look on his face after catching a fly, then slowly starts to lift his hand to his mouth. The panicked shrieking of those around him (who think his spider instincts are about to make him eat the fly) can be heard several floors away

#allow me to present peter 'LITERALLY wouldn't hurt a fly' parker #lmao #irondad fic ideas #irondad and spiderson #also imagine it's tony he does the prank to #the sudden uncontrollable Dad Fear #tony (internally): oh my god my stupid awful son is not about to do what I think he's gonna- PETER PARKER DO NOT EAT THAT FLY #WAKE UP RIGHT NOW IT'S YOUR SPIDER INSTINCTS-#or imagine if the rogue avengers are back and it's SAM peter does this to!#sam- screaming trembling throwing up #tony stark #peter parker #iron dad and spider son #queueueueue #see announcements

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hyunpic · 1 year

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😭😭

#hyunjin #video #MAKING ME SCREAM TAKE THE BABY AWAY FROM HIM ITS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE 😭😭😭#who’s going to hold me like this now that i am in shambles #and why are my maternal instincts kicking in rn this is so ?!?!

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 9 months

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examining your relationship with your art can be fun

but watch out

#examine too hard and you'll have a crisis #or *another crisis if you're like me #sometimes yeah i think about it too hard and then i get the intense prey instinct #to chuck my tablet into a field and then take off sprinting in the other direction #though i know id just come creeping back like a cautious but curious deer. get a little closer. run away #closer. jump back. poke the tablet and run away. come back and poke it again.#its the 'what am i doing? am i doing what i want to do? am i enjoying this? is it hurting me?'#will admit i have these thoughts every other day #ill have like a good bit of fully enjoying art & what im scribbling #and then suddenly ill wake up the next day and its terrifying and Too Much and huh??? HUH???#i want to draw but im so so scared <3 but im being sooooo brave about it <3 #anyway i think we should all destroy our electronics and run screaming into the woods #OH MY GOD SOON I CAN DO THAT.#not the electronics - i mean the running into the woods part #oh im so excited. when its all too much i can just walk in nature with no one around #that Will fix me! for sure!#when the Art Fear™️ comes back i can just... go away for a few hours and touch some motherfucking grass #AND MAYBE FORAGE SOME CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. I AM DYING TO HARVEST WILD CHICKEN OF THE WOODS.#LITERALLY HAS BEEN A LIFE GOAL FOR YEARS NOW #when the Art Fear™️ creeps in i can get some big chickeney mushrooms and cook em up. refresh my soul....#absolutely unprompted #but yeah sometimes i wonder if im drawing for myself or others. like drawing for others is fine but... i think there's a fine line #am i balancing it? am i Indulging enough? am i doing what i want to do enough???#are my people-pleaser tendencies consuming me again? am i feeling Pressure? hm. yeah its crisis time #am i living how i want. am i enjoying how i want. am i interacting with welcome home the way i want to.#i think im going to go do the dishes....

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burningarchitecture · 2 years

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*starts a dramatic mad scientist monologue*

AAAAàaaaáAAÁAaAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaAAAÃAÅ

Nevermind. Evil Now.

#my art #anthony warlow #because you're supposed to read thst second drawing in his voice.#also this is just my first instinct of what Jekyll is supposed to look like #haven't come up with an actual design yet #mostly because my brain is screaming at me to make him look like hugh dancy #the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde #jekyll and hyde #henry jekyll #edward hyde #gothic lit #gothic lit art #gothic lit memes #gothic literature #robert louis stevenson #jekyll and hyde fanart #jekyll and hyde musical #jekyll and hyde meme #gothic lit shitpost

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rainbluealoekitten · 7 months

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bro can he like. stfu? i am trying to embrace the power of friendship and you're sending me pics of your flexxed bicep all scratched up? from wrestling?? are u so stupid that u can't possibly fathom the kind of message this gives up or is it intentional, and if so. what are you saying and i don't want to hear it

#also can't believe he was wrestling anyone other than me 🙄#but honestly though what a weird picture too and also how the hell did that come from wrestling #those boys aren't pumas babe #seriously though i did audibly say 'stfu' when he sent me the picture bc. stfu???? fr #i didn't want to see that!!!#and i didn't want to dote on you either despite that being my immediate instinct #man as i'm tying this he replied 'doesn't hurt'#bro. man. babe. bbg. i am not the toxic masculinity police #literally stfu why are you being so macho and for what #it's clearly not to impress the girl #whatever i'm just a little tired of him not being able to make up his mind on how to act around me #blue screams into the void

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animationismycomfort · 11 months

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am I the only one that heard good things about lore Olympus

try to read it

and immediately back out after the first few chapters

#idk #it just gave off a certain vibe that immediately gave me red flags #from Persephone and hades first interaction #to how they met #to their SIZE DIFFERENCE #it just screamed uncomfortable for me #glad to see my instincts were correct tho #finally #my stuffy stuff #anti lore Olympus

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thebewilderer · 2 months

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I HATE HOUSE CENTIPEDES SO MUCH

#found one in my tub and instinctively screamed (and i quote) ''holy fucking shit''#they are not holy though #they are the devil's bugs #took me ten minutes talking myself up (and then ten minutes during) to go capture the little fucker and put her outside #spiders ill pick up bare handed idgaf about spiders! centipedes? ill scream if they move #no i still wont kill them because i value life etc etc and their only crime is looking like little freaks #but holy FUCK they're so freaky #only bug that has ever freaked me out EVER #ufxffujfhfu i hate them #ih #pers

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sage-nebula · 2 months

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Can confirm, I was one of the people going insane because of how little Annie, Shane, Steven, and Matt knew about Pokémon in this week's podcast.

#Annie can't even pronounce Pokémon correctly 😭 she says it as wrong as you can say it without actively trying to be wrong #tbh I almost didn't listen this week when I saw Pokémon was a topic bc i was worried it would be a disaster #i wish i had listened to my instincts even tho the rest of the ep was fun 😔#pod watcher #watcher entertainment #literally was about to start screaming right as they were like ''people are screaming at their phones rn bc of how wrong we are''#and i was like yes. i am. it's me. i'm people.

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reddiamondyeet · 9 months

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#red rants #I'm literally so depressed that I'm past the point of wanting to kms #I'm so fucking tired I don't even consider it. Even that is too much work.#I'm so tired all the time. Too tired to live. Too tired to die. Too tired to express myself. Too tired to keep it all bottled up.#Too tired to care. Too tired to let it slip.#I feel emotion for 15 minutes maximum and then I just fall back into exhaustion #everything I need to do. want to do. takes more effort than I can possibly give right now.#I'm sorry I can't support you but I can hardly fucking support myself right now okay. Plus all my instincts keep screaming at me to isolate #I'm so much happier with other people but I don't have the energy to upkeep connections with them.#I'm too tired. maybe I should just lay in bed and rot away #I know no one will see this. no one ever sees it when I'm upset. I'm half convinced that everyone has my vent tag blocked #but if anyone does see this. I don't know. talk to me maybe? I'm too tired to think of what would help but that usually works so #just please talk to me. i guess #tw suicidal thoughts #eh maybe

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tgirljoker · 2 months

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can not fathom why she thought shed be a good therapist. girl ive been responsible for your mental health in one way or another since the day i was born and i have never met a person as overwhelmingly pessimistic as you in my entire life.

#the worst part about it is that no matter how angry i get or what reprieve those moments bring i always just end up feeling bad for her #after our fights when i see her next and shes sad i just want to comfort her and hug her and tell her im sorry and that its going to be okay #and i hate that i want to do that because she shouldve done that for me #i shouldnt have had to lie and tell you that youre a great mother even though im scared of you. but i did.#it wasnt my responsibility to talk you down from suicide when i was fucking 12. but i did.#and then when you find out ive been hurting myself your first instinct isnt to comfort me its to start fucking screaming at me #you were all i had for so long why couldnt you even be kind to me

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king-mera · 2 months

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I may enjoy horror media, but I have the tag #vampire blocked for a reason... Seeing people depicted as willing victims to feeding makes me extremely upset. I know other people can have their harmless kinks or whatever but I hate seeing it so much. I wish people would tag it.

#blithering nonsense #I know it's a me problem #it just causes my fight or flight instinct to go off #something in my head screams fight back!#why are you letting them hurt you? :(

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satanfemme · 1 year

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just got a tick for the first time in my entire life and I'm going to clean myself with fire I hate hate hate hate that thing definitely one of the worst experiences I've ever had I'm not exaggerating when I say that.

#I found it literally immediately after my walk so ofc logically I know it was a very low risk wrt health #but this isn't about health this is about the deep panic instincts ticks set off in me #when dogs at work have ticks I can't even LOOK at them (the dog) without getting freaked out #do u know how horrifying it is to have one EMBEDDED in you that YOU have to pull out asap -#- and you don't even know HOW to so then u have to google this shit while also panicking and screaming and crying and throwing up #and then once it's off u have to stab it 1000 times until it stops moving and then u wash ur entire leg with alcohol and then cry #ofc phineas doesn't have any (tho I'll check him 100 more times later just to be sure) because he has his tick collar but like #now I kinda want a tick collar for myself because I would rather die than even think about this concept for a second longer

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bluegarners · 1 year

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every time i smash a bug, that fucking tweet abt bugs being killed for the crime of being small rings in my ears and i combust into a pile of worthless garbage FORGIVE ME IM SO SORRY

#it’s like god screaming in my ears #im repenting I’m so sorry it’s just instinct to kill gnats that crawl in front of me #I CANT HELP IT

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