#my reasoning is that I am injured and I can't go anywhere and I deserve yummy chicken that I don't have to cook. okay????

[cahootings]

i love that I have seen the "I will not order takout" post circulating so much the last few days like everyone is chanting a spell collectively, including myself. Unfortunately I think a witch just cast a spell on me and I have ordered takout

[fastandcarlos]

Summer Break : ̗̀➛ Max Verstappen

summary: with three weeks off to enjoy yourselves, you and max make the most of it adventuring together

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maxverstappen1: great way to end the first half of the season, looking forward to a nice break before pushing for the title 🏎️

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username1: congrats on such a great start to the season max

ynusername: can't wait to finally get you all to myself 🥰

danielricciardo: @/ynusername did max fail to tell you that i'm coming too?

maxverstappen1: @/danielricciardo like hell are you coming on holiday with us

username2: enjoy your break, you deserve a great rest ❤️

username3: how am i supposed to survive three weeks without you???

landonorris: try not to injure yourself, that would be a shame wouldn't it... 😭

maxverstappen1: @/landonorris careful you almost sound like a sore loser

username4: the title isn't far away...we know you can do it!!

username5: we all know you're going to win so there's no point even trying 💪🏻

redbullracing: thanks for all your hard work so far max, enjoy the break!

username6: that's more like it, my world champion! 🌍

georgerussell63: don't think we'll let you get that title so easily

username7: i can't wait to see what you and y/n get up to

alex_albon: can't wait to see you tonight on a double date we've had no say on

maxverstappen1: @/alex_albon i'm already sick of the sight of you 🙄

alex_albon: @/ynusername sort your man out

ynusername: @/alex_albon sorry the only reason i'm hanging out with you is to see lily 🤷🏻‍♀️

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ynusername: belgium might be up there as one of my new favourite places. such a great way to spend the last couple of days before holiday season 🧇💕

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username8: i've never felt so jealous of a food pic in my life

carmenmmundt: and whereabouts was my invite to going and eating all the waffles?? 😭

ynusername: @/carmenmmundt you're still in monaco so stfu

username9: thank you for always showing up and supporting max yn!!

landonorris: i see, we all eat strict diets in the paddock and you walk around eating any sweet you can find 🙄

ynusername: @/landonorris perks of being a wag

username10: speaking for belgium, we'll welcome you back anytime 🇧🇪

danielricciardo: i don't recognise you with all these aesthetic photos these days

ynusername: @/danielricciardo thought i'd better up my game, aiming to graduate to a .jpg account soon

username11: pls yn we're relying on you for max spam over the next three weeks

maxverstappen1: glad you enjoyed the trip love, the perfect start to our break 💕

username12: it's not fair how one person can be as beautiful as you are

username13: i'm praying for plenty of yn posts to get me through this summer break 🙏🏻

alexandrasaintmleux: next year you're taking me to wherever that is

ynusername: @/alexandrasaintmleux pencilling it into my diary as we speak ✍️

username14: i just adore the relationship that yn and the drivers have together

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maxverstappen1: up, up and away to our first destination. looking forward to a fun couple of weeks with my favourite person 🫶🏻✨

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landonorris: it’s taken four years but you’re officially an insta boyfriend 👏🏻👏🏻

maxverstappen1: @/landonorris if I knew what that meant I’d say thank you

username15: i cannot believe it's been two days and max has already posted omg 😱

danielricciardo: still offended that you didn’t organise this trip with me included

maxverstappen1: @/danielricciardo still offended that you think we’d want you as a third wheel on our holiday 😂

username16: two people are not allowed to be this beautiful on a flight

charles_leclerc: alex is also very disappointed that we didn't get an invite on this trip too...

username17: my heart can't take this and it's only the first post 😊

ynusername: tbh I’d go anywhere in the world as long as I was with you 🥺

username18: praying you two can have a peaceful break without any interruptions

redbullracing: safe travels and see you in three weeks!!

username19: are you really telling me that max managed to take a photo that good of yn???

aussiegrit: i don't recognise you on social media these days...

username20: my two favourite people in the world ahhhhhh 😍😍

oscarpiastri: i think i need one or two photography tips off of you verstappen!

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ynusername: enjoying the views and the company, never wanting this trip to end

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username21: damn yn you've got the best view out of all of us

alex_albon: you're obliged to come home as your absence is making my girlfriend incredibly annoying!!

danielricciardo: you two make me sick sometimes... 😂

ynusername: @/danielricciardo no one asked you to come and see this post??

username22: the beach photos omg i can't cope

landonorris: we get it. you're in love. now please stop bragging.

username23: what are you doing to me yn?? stop messing with my heart ❤️

maxverstappen1: you always manage to find those angles that make me look good!!

ynusername: @/maxverstappen1 any angle of you is a good angle! 🥺

username24: well that's certainly one way to make us all jealous wtf

carmenmmundt: i fancy you so much omg

ynusername: @/carmenmmundt just missing my true partner in crime by my side 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

username25: these photos remind me daily why i dream of having a relationship like these two

charles_leclerc: now alex is mad at me that i've not taken her to a beach to see the sunset, thanks guys

ynusername: @/charles_leclerc @/alexandrasaintmleux i've got your back! 💪🏻

username26: all i want is to be lifted on the beach as beautifully as max lifts yn

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ynusername: i promise i'm still making him work hard despite the fact it's off season. those other drivers won't know what's hit them soon

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username27: couples who train together stay together...or something like that 💪🏻

lilymhe: come and train me instead wtf...

ynusername: @/lilymhe i'm all yours when we get home i promise

username28: max secretly looks like he's loving it don't worry yn

georgerussell63: did you and carmen make a deal to torment your boyfriends with the gym over the summer?? 🤔

ynusername: @/georgerussell63 we just want you to look your best

username29: running must be easy with views as good as those

danielricciardo: stop showing off that your boyfriend is a professional athlete even whilst on holiday 😂

username30: now this is a world champion, on holiday and still making sure he's staying strong...

landonorris: do you reckon you could accidentally trip him up and rule him out for the next few months?? 🤔

ynusername: @/landonorris i'll break your ankle before i break his...

username31: notice the colour coordinated outfits? no? just me?

username32: this'll have the other drivers quaking in their boots yn hahah

schecoperez: how much did max protest that he wouldn't go out for a run?

ynusername: @/schecoperez i bet you deal with less tantrums at home then i do with him! 😂😂

username33: it's not fair, max is already at an advantage getting to work out with you!!

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maxverstappen1: riding into the second half of the season like...

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username34: fast, strong and in the lead, just how you'll be for the rest of the season

landonorris: congratulations on finally making a funny post 👏🏻

username35: someone looks like they're showing off for their girlfriend lmao

charles_leclerc: damn you're such a cool kid these days

username36: no way did max come up with this caption, it's far too funny for him

ynusername: with how big a crash you had earlier i hope you don't race like that next week 😂

maxverstappen1: @/ynusername that was supposed to stay between us!! 🤫

username37: everyone say thank you yn for showing max how to do social media properly

carlossainz55: the name's verstappen...max verstappen 🕶️

danielricciardo: how much did you have to pay yn to come up with this caption for you??

username38: i don't think i'm prepared for the off season spam to end

username39: now we watch max go silent again until december when the season ends

redbullracing: we can assure you max will not be arriving back at red bull on jet ski fyi 😂

username40: out in front and world champion again no doubt!!

oscarpiastri: at least if you're on a jet ski i've got a chance of beating you... 🤔

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˗ˏˋ 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ! ´ˎ˗

[elvestoneanzelote1]

can you write soft (or as soft as it can get) yandere akutagawa headcannons like before and after kidnapping s/o?

A:n- it's my first time to get something about Akutagawa! Am so happy!!! And yes I will write about him! He deserve it!!!

I try to be soft I promise!

𝘠𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘈𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘸𝘢 𝘙𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘦 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 (𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶)

𝘉𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨.

*He won't approach you directly.

*A cold look and you know you are in or feel like in trouble.

*did you did a job bad?

*you surely hope not but... His eyes squint and the glare make you think other wise.

*it isn't his fault... His heart often speed up whenever he stare at you.

*he could not help but be repulsive around you.

*Unlike the others yanderes... Akutagawa will be a good choice one way... As been his s/o... Well beside Atsushi who seem better choice but we aren't talking about him.

*Akutagawa love to give you a silent stare... A small compliment if you did well.

*and if you both start dating or become or almost a thing or two.

*he will ask The others for help.

*despite Higuchi jealousy she will eventually help her senior to get you best gift.

*Awkward... As he mostly fight and does not even do paper works.

*do you expect him to write? A letter? Nah perhaps if you count the bloody sorry in the wall or mirror as love confession then yes.

*He will often seems not bother which lead you think you aren't close with him at all and the dating thing is just a word.

*but for him it isn't that way... He really value you.

*more then you think.

*****

*After kidnapping*

*the sole reason he kidnapped you... Can be you broke up with him/ you got injured... And was at death snare... Or... You turn to betray him.

*if you broke up with him he won't hesitate to use force and threats despite his sister agreement to be calm about it.

*he already was thrown away... Or was not value much... In the eyes of Dazai he can't lose you either... Can he? Someone who care for him only to tear him apart?

*you won't leave him no matter... This end... Have... Your freedom cut off.

*you are not getting out unless you love him back.

*but... Don't be happy as it will be only around the house or headquarter. No he won't let you out to parks and all.

*Because you can leave him... You already did and he is not letting you go again.

*yeah.... For a lifetime you won't be going for parks... Or shops it is...

*but... If you got severely injured of sort.

*he will let you move in with him.

*he didn't kidnapped you he said... Despite your argument you will be fine and it was technically kidnapping... In a way.

*but... You have freedom.

*you can wander out to shops with Gin... Higuchi, Hirotsu.

*no not the Tachihara.

*he don't trust him.

*despite Hirotsu argument... Akutagawa is too pestering for Tachihara to be anywhere near you.

*he will often lurks around though when you are out.

*making sure you won't be harm of sort.

*I will say this one is good... As he is just overprotective.

*just don't say you will leave him

*he bear enough Goodbye without the byes been told and there is no good in it for him.

*but... If it was betraying.

*it is either you submit to him... And be with him and leave the work you were working and he will forgive you.

*if not... Well you won't have a tongue to say no. Despite he doesn't want to do it.

*he will.

*your his s/o of course he care for you.

*but the betrayal have a punishment.

*and he like you been silent...

*despite he want to hear you talk of sort.

*but he doesn't mind how it is now.

*since you won't reject him.

*All you have to do is bare.

*and he will take care of you and everything.

*don't make his ability cause more permanent harm to you alright.

*just obey him.

*and he will forgive you for betraying him.

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A:n& that's all good day/night to all!

[bitch1986miami]

Keep Waking Up 🤯

I woke up and had cereal twice and it's all gone and I went back to bed a 2nd time. I slept maybe around 2:30 A.M. and woke up the 2nd time around 7:30 A.M. The 2nd time, my back hurt, feeling so much better, but it hurts a lot though I can handle it. It's the curve in my spine, doesn't feel as straight, though, so it's not as stopped up.

So, I tried to go back to bed. I usually don't get much sleep but am feeling better since cleaning more etc. It's lighter away from my bed, ran out of window covering for some reason, but not many flies, only 1 near my bed earlier.

So, the character of the fat fair Italian lady monitoring me in private is always popping up so excited to act like a total animal all hyped up like she's averting addressing me, all hyped up like it's scheduled that when I'm not as long term ill to keep bothering me with all these noises making me more long term ill. So many noises, with excuses, that it doesn't "paint a picture." It''s just a perverted comic strip. All this "burping" up bubbles and popping and locking it. ...

Oh, and today they have an "idea" that it's about me trashing myself like I have to immerse myself into feeling like people who are subpar. I'm just me and want to be better. For a long time, I couldn't connect with my peers and it was about feeling "in the action" with Baby Boomers. So, I was supposed to feel good with a Baby Boomer or so etc. I wanted to think about it, and I do and am open to other things. So, they got all excited and "came at" me and wanted it to be the experience that I'm surrounded by all these Generation XYers.

"I swear," they were all around me with noises while I'm in bed trying to go back to sleep. They keep "playing innocent" like if I used to feel bad if it's not as bad and I'm more accomplished in feeling love that it doesn't matter. It affects me physically, as well. They said when I met Petra Mullejans, I'm not supposed to be cute and they act energetic like it's in the mood for her, while I feel like a slug. So, they are just showing off and never act caring about me. They seem to be staring into space looking out like their eyes can't meet anyone but they do others. I'm a joke. I could have a great life, they are just jealous and trying to stop me. This is the whole picture, and I'm not waiting for my whole life to feel out for it. I said what it was. I don't need to polish my writing indefinitely on this. Maybe, there's no purpose in some people's lives.

I thought of someone younger annoying and just figured out they also make the excuse for a long time or like all along that if I come out better at least they accomplished something, but they do something that comes with hurt or some emotional or physical wound and then someone nice just comes up and kisses it and they say that means I have to keep suffering in order to feel anything, but I know they are weak links and don't "paint a picture" but pres the wrong button.

They are so selfish just bother me until satisfied something is wrong. This is physical stress etc. me laying in bed needing and being injured from them. People are uncomfortable for me to feel I deserve money, in their own way here. Orlando and Cleveland, why not do something? Something could follow me anywhere I more.

They are incessantly only concerned that it's about saying they are okay as they sit there and stare at me like something's wrong if I feel bad and need love and they just say I didn't do anything at all and reacted to what they did, though they kept saying at first not to have to be thankful even. My dad is dead and he "said" if I left it wouldn't happen from him!

[n1k1tty]

kiss me ! part 2

“hawaii!” niki yells, throwing as fist in the air as he enters the van “riki, it’s 3am in the morning, please shut up” jay retorts, going back to sleep as he leans on the window

as if it was almost planned, you and jake sat beside each other at the furthest seat. it was complicated, you didn’t know if you were comfortable or not, you felt tense, afraid of jake’s teasing if you touch him even the slightest. yet you also didn’t want to leave your seat.

you let out a huff, trying to find a position where you could comfortably sleep in. you were spooked at the sudden hand that leans your head on their shoulders “you can sleep on my shoulders, it’s alright” jake chuckles, already drifting to sleep the second after he did that “thanks” you mumble, easing into his warmth.

you laugh a little at his aching figure “this is funny to you? after i’ve been so kind to let you sleep on my shoulder?” he pouts “i deserve a long massage during our flight” he jokes, continuing to carry your bags.

dumbfounded by the fact that you stayed with him, giving him a glance filled with guilt “y/n seriously, i’m fine. it’ll go away sooner or later” he reassures you, his heart exploding at the sight of you with glimmering eyes, feeling the guilt you expressed them with.

“what do you wanna eat for breakfast?” you mumble, taking the luggage cart from his grasp. he laughs at your attempt to make him feel better “sorry? didnt quite hear that well” he teases, making you give him a glare, almost forgetting that he was ‘injured’ you raise your hand to almost give him a punch “good thing you’re hurting or i would’ve punched your ass back to australia” you roll your eyes “you heard what i said!” eyebrows frowning as you look away “alright alright, i’m fine with coffee really—” he lets out a breathy chuckle, dragging his feet as he follows you around “—nonsense! breakfast is important. don’t give me that type of bullshit sim” you cut him off, stopping by a little restaurant as you tell the other members to go ahead “im getting you pancakes. better finish it or you’re not living to see another day”

he laughs “this is quite a unique way to care for someone don’t you think” you roll your eyes "eat the damn pancakes sim jaeyun"

"yas ma'am"

--

after everyone had met up, you all started finding your seats. you were bewildered, somehow, because now you found yourself wanting to switch seats with sunghoon for obvious reasons. but of course, you --again, didn't have the guts to do so.

a few hours into the flight and a few glances from jake here and there, you received a message

jake :):

hey pretty girl, do me a favour and go to the washroom behind you

you:

and why exactly?

jake :):

no questions asked. i just miss you ;)

you swore you wanted to jump off the plane. pretty girl?! he misses me?!. you feel the heat creeping up in your face as you asked jungwon "hey, could you get up of a sec. i gotta go to the washroom" you whisper, mumbling a small 'thank you' before you walked to the washroom.

you felt a hand pull you "hey" he giggles, arms wrapped around your waist "you scared me! i thought i was getting abducted" you slap his shoulder. although you would be lying if you said you didn't want to just grab him and kiss him right at this moment.

he looked so good with his button up shirt, showing off his collar bones, neck wearing the beaded necklace you made for him during the summer and your birthstone necklace. his hair was messy, and you couldn't deny how hot he looked with his glasses on.

"you should consider buttoning up" you hesitantly say, looking anywhere but his eyes. of course he catches on to your intentions, but he felt like pissing you off "why? i'm showing off your necklace" he giggles "i even bought your birthstone" he grabs the necklace with his thumb, making you roll your eyes as you cross your arms, making sim jaeyun giggle.

he places his hand under your chin, finally letting you looking at him "switch seats with sunghoon please. i don't think i like the sight of you sleeping on jungwon's shoulders" now it was your time to piss him off.

"why?" you pout, "his shoulders are so comfortable, and we don't want your shoulders aching again now do we?" you give him a slight smile, well it wasn't like you weren't planning to switch with sunghoon way before the flight even started anyway.

jake rolls his eyes "that leaves you no choice--"

"can y'all hurry up? i'll switch with you y/n gosh! just let me pee!" sunghoon bangs on the door, making jake laugh "well that was easy"

--

oh how you regret changing seats.

because now you get to fully witness the flight attendants obviously flirting with him.

"good morning sir" she annoyingly giggles, biting her lip as she leans in way too close. jake leans back, letting out a small laugh out of politeness "hi, yeah i'd like..." he orders his food while you glare at the girl who's been displeasingly close to him "what can i get for you ma'am?"

"oh my girlfriend would like the same thing" jake interrupts, giving you a sly wink after placing his hand on top of yours. you let out a small scoff after seeing the disappointed look on the girl as she hands you the food. your skips a beat. girlfriend? you thought

now he was starting to piss you off. he was doing everything but ask you out. and with every ounce of pride you had in your soul, you hated to admit that you were starting to get really impatient. were you not obvious about your feelings? was the handmade necklace and the concern you have for him not obvious enough?

"ladies and gentlemen, welcome to Hawaii" the pilot announces, after you got your hand carry, you didn't even bother waiting for jake. immediately walking out of the plane, causing him to tilt his head out of confusion.

he didn't get a chance to talk to you, i mean, how could he when you would immediately start walking away from him whenever he tried to walk towards you.

as you sat beside jay in the tour bus, he gives you a weird look "why are you here" you give him a lost look "can i not...?" that's when he knew something happened between you and jake "y/n if this is because of jake--" you place your hand on his mouth, leaning way too close. but luck wasn't on your side today, because jake saw.

"shut up please! and yes! it is about him. so please spare me and let me sit here for the meantime" jay chuckles, "jake's going to kill me for this" he mumbles, leaning back to the chair "what?"

"nothing" he gives you a grin

--

after you guys arrived to jay's beach house you immediately grab your bag before jake could help you

"alright riki and sunoo are sharing a room, jungwon and heeseung are sharing, and...." jay looks at you, sunghoon and jake, not knowing what to do "you three figure it out. i'm just letting you know one gets to have their own room" jay starts to head to his own room, shrugging his shoulders as he walks past you with widened eyes.

"we already know what's about to happen. i'm getting my own room-"

"no!" you yell

"yes!" jake yells in unison,

"well......" sunghoon stood there, waiting for the both of you to talk "well, i just think i should get the room since you know-- i'm a girl and-- you and jake are best friends so you should be roommates" you explain, giving sunghoon an awkward smile "yeah sure whatever- ow!" jake hits sunghoon in the arm "you idiot! take the goddamn room!" jake grits through his teeth "you know what y/n! i change my mind. i uh, i think im going to take the room"

"why?!" you whisper with a harsh tone. poor sunghoon "IM GOING TO JERK OFF OR SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW" he yells, although he regrets it after the maids give him a weird look "ayo what?" heeseung peaks through the door "nothing! i didn't mean that. just --ugh! i'm heading out" he grabs his luggage, stomping through the hallways as he walks to the room. leaving you with jake.

--

you were about to have a mental breakdown "jay! you're seriously not helping me at all!" you give him a shove "ow! you need to control your strength sometimes! and i'm sorry okay? i just panicked, and i think you and jake being roommates wouldn't be a mistake. it's better to fix your problems instead of just sweeping it under the rug. you can't avoid him forever y/n" he was right. and you knew that. but you couldn't bring yourself to tell jake what was bothering you. even the thought of it was embarrassing, because what if he wasn't even intending to date you at all?

you walk back to the room, hesitating whether you should open it or not. but after hearing no noise, you open the door "AH OH MY GOD SORRY--" there you saw a shirtless jake, hair wet and his glasses having a few drops of water from his hair. he grabs your hand before you could walk out again "y/n, please talk to me" he places his hands on both sides of your shoulders "did i do something wrong? whatever it is, i'm really sorry" he panics, slightly pouting at the silent treatment you gave him "jake i-"

"dinners ready!" riki barges in, freezing at the sight of you two "oh- hey! riki, let's go!" you grab his arm, walking towards the dining room "please don't mention it" you whisper, sitting in between riki and jay.

jake later follows, now in his grey shirt and the checkered pajamas he wore earlier, he gives you a small smile before sitting next to heeseung.

"so, sunghoon. did you have fun?" heeseung teases

"shut up!"

--

"this wasn't going as planned anymore!" jake groans, he was currently in jay's room, ranting his frustrations out while jay listened. when jake had heard about the trip to hawaii, he originally planned to confess when you guys went to the party, it's not like the party had already happened, but it was already tomorrow "i already apologized, yet she still wouldn't speak"

"do you even know why she's mad?" jay asked, leaning on the bad with his arms as he watched jake pacing around his room "...no?"

"jake sim you idiot"

it was 1 am in the morning and you finally finished playing games with riki and heeseung. you were hesitating to open the door once again. afraid of letting the incident happen once more. you knock lightly, hoping that he was there and you could finally make up

but before you could open the door, jake already opened it. immediately embracing you "please talk to me" he whispers gently in your ear. you couldn't help but burst out crying, causing him to panic, he caresses your hair "let's go for a walk yeah?" he grabs your wrist, his touch so gentle as if you were fragile.

he wipes your tears as you walk along the shore "i missed you. you know?" he holds your hand as you both drag your feet along the sand. you hit him on his shoulder "ow!"

"that's what you get!" you sniffle, looking at the reflection of the moon on the sea "what did i do?" he chuckles, searching for your eyes. he tilts his head when you don't respond "hello?"

"cause! you always flirt with me, calling me your girlfriend and hugging me! i hate it! i hate it because my heart always skips a beat every time and i always expect you to ask me out soon yet you never do!" you yell, your skin was glowing under the moonlight. jake was in awe the moment he saw your glistening eyes that had tears threatening to fall.

he had the sudden urge to kiss you and tell you how he felt.

and he did. because jake was a man who never doubted his feelings when it came to you.

he pulls you by the waist, causing you to let out a yelp. his lips touches yours, and it stayed like that for a while, to make up for the moments he wasted without you this whole vacation. you wrap your hands around his neck, playing with his hair

"can i be your boyfriend?" he cheekily says, his smile making you smile as well "suck my ass. sim jaeyun. yes, i'd love for you to be my boyfriend"

"i'd gladly suck your a--"

"sim jaeyun!"

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[bonus bcs i haven't posted in a while]

it was the morning of the party, you were in jake's arms "finally you're awake! good morning!" he excitedly says, peppering you with kisses "the guys are in the pool so get changed" he informs you, smacking your ass as soon as you got up "getting too comfortable for our first day aren't we?" you tilt your head, giving him a smirk "can't help it" he send a wink your way.

as soon as you got out in your swimsuit, jake's mouth drops "do a little turn for me" he smirks, twirling you around as he hypes you up "holy shit! i'm so lucky aren't i" he checks you out, earning a smack from you "ow! alright but i'm not letting them check you out like that! wear my shirt"

(he didn't let you go from the jacuzzi after heeseung hyped you up lol)

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[party]

you told jake to go ahead, wanting to surprise him with the dress you bought.

after arriving to the party jake almost dropped the drink he had in his hand after he saw you. he was smiling so hard when the little girl put a Lei (flower neck lace) on you. he felt so proud when the other men at the party look at you giving him a hug

"that's right, she's mine" he thought

after you walked to wards him he grabs you by the waist "you look so pretty in red" he says, hugging you tightly "is that so?" you ask, giving him a chaste kiss on the lips, making him all giddy

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part 1

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HI GUYS :D. i will be posting the visuals for this fic so pls wait :)

[ha-hatdog]

daisuke kambe hcs

- what is it like to be dating daisuke kambe/domestic life with daisuke kambe

i hope you don't mind but i slapped two requests together because they were nearly similar. since i am making one post with two requests, i'll try to make this longer. i hope you enjoy this

requested by anon (i just turned my anon ask and i'll just go ahead and presume you want to be anon hehe sorry about that) : Hi, I saw your post. 😳 I just wanna say goodluck to your writing! and I'll be looking forward to them in the future. ❤ (Your anon asks aren't on btw. 😔) And for the request, it can be a headcanon or a short fic/scenario, whichever you like. :3 But can I please get soft/domestic Daisuke to his s/o (which is the reader)? Like, they're taking care of each other stuff. ❤👁👄👁

uwu thank you so much and i look forward to writing more stories for you

requested by @holdmejk : what it’s like to date daisuke 🥺

i wonder too how it would be like to date this rich man so here ya go

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haru kato is the simple man, simple life

there is no way daisuke kambe can be considered the same. this is the very reason why haru hates the man with a burning passion

waking up with daisuke goes two ways - the normal soft wake up, or the after sex wake up

if you wake up normally, you will always find yourself on his chest, a hand over the small of your back and the other behind your head, pressing you close to him as if you were his leverage to the real world

you never get tired of seeing him peaceful and cute that you kiss him everywhere your lips can touch - his chest, his cheek, his nose, his forehead, but never his lips

daisuke loves waking up to your kisses but what really gets rid of his sleepiness is the annoyance he felt that you never kiss him on the lips

he will lift his head up from the pillow while holding your head and lean forward to capture your lips. no, he doesn't care about morning breath, he cares about your kisses

if you two had sex the night before, it's a different story because it's daisuke who always wakes up first this time around because you know, he tired the hell out of you

he runs his fingers through your matted tresses as the side of his head rested against his open palm, elbow proped up on his pillow

he loves how you look so happy and satisfied and peaceful. he admires your beauty silenty, a small smile on his lips

he'll try to go another round because he can't help himself when you look so enticing but you stop him because you were already so tired

you will drown in luxurious things. this daisuke kambe we are talking about. what did you expect?

you want it? you got it. you like it? you got it. you need it? you got it. your eyes looked at it a second too long? you got it

daisuke believes you deserve the best of the best so whatever you wanted, bam, something much better

flowers? you get a garden. chocolate? you get a factory. movies? you get a theater. cup noodles? you get a ramen shop or the actual cup noodles company. dress? you get your own clothing line that trumps over versace and gucci

oh you think you can stop daisuke from spoiling you just because you begged him and showed him your big doe eyes? he was tempted for sure but there is no way he'll be holding back, especially after seeing your big doe eyes (yup, that plan backfired)

one hard thing about dating a millionaire? you can't buy anything for him

you do not have the money to lavish him the same, and even if you did, it's stupid to assume daisuke can't afford the same things you plan on buying for him. maybe he'll buy something even better

so instead of spoiling him like he does to you, you buy him trinkets that remind you of him

daisuke has no clue as to why items could remind you of him but he still keeps everything you buy for him close to him like in his office so he can always see them

you bought daisuke a goofy looking bobble head and he put it on the dashboard of his super cool looking car and haru was like the hell is that

daisuke sped through the streets before haru could make a comment

daisuke trust you more than anyone. more than suzue, more than haru, more than himself, more than his credit card

that being said, you are the only one he allows to patch him up after a particularly rough day at work

he will literally drive all the way to your shared home while bleeding out, enter your shared room as more blood trailed his face and deadass say "Can you help me? My head is bleeding"

you scold him for being so reckless and for always giving you a heart attack whenever he comes home in that condition

he doesn't mind being lectured tho because he still gets to feel your soft touches and gets lots and lots of kisses from you

he doesn't get why you kiss his wounds after patching him up. like his wounds are dirty? it still hurts? what was the science behind it? he still won't get it even if you explain it to him but he'll take note for reference

when you get injured, you are obligated to tell daisuke that you are not severely hurt that he had to call the hospitals all around the world to come heal you

you had to snatch the phone from him at one point when he tried to contact professional surgeons from america after you scratched yourself from a bush

daisuke at least knows how to use the first aid kit and no matter how little your injury may be, he will always proceed with the basics because he's very worried about you (though his face doesn't show it), that your small wound would get infected, and then you'll be on your death bed saying your last words, and then he's kneeling on your grave -

you had no idea this is what goes on inside his head every time you get injured

he also kisses your wounds after patching them up. he still doesn't understand the reason as to why you and others do it, but he does it because you do it

daisuke doesn't allow you to move a muscle aftee he's done fixing your wounds. he acts as if you have a terminal disease and would check on you every five minutes when he's working at home and calls you every three minutes when doing police work (haru gets annoyed with that habit so you had a talk with him)

dates with daisuke is far from simple. you either go to the most expensive resorts or attractions in japan or you're going out of the country. yes, your dates are basically mini vacations

so that's the reason why whenever you two want to spend time together, you are in charge. you can't always go to malaysia and england every weekend. plausible when you're with daisuke but you're not having it

you try to make your dates as simple as it can be. like what regular couples would do like going to movies (he was irritated because he had to sit near other people because he only wants to be near you), hanging out in the mall ("No, Daisuke, don't you dare buy that Gucci bag for me, I just glanced at it - oh for fuck sake"), and eating food from stands (Daisuke was confused like where will you two sit so you can eat your food properly?)

you two went ice skating and you guided him as he wobbled on his skates. you never let go of him because the first time you let go of him so he can try to balance alone in the ice, he looked very worried and made grabby hands at you

he becomes better at skating after doing it so many times. you were a little jealous because he's better than you now

daisuke his whole life always had a professional chef make something for him and when he began dating you, he also began inviting other professional chefs to make something for you two

but as your relationship grew stronger, you began cooking for him and you made him feel so special and he couldn't react properly

sometimes he watches you cook and helps with the cutting (you stopped him when he cut himself), but most of the time he's at his office and you bring his food to him and he scolrs you because he wants to eat properly with you ay the dining table

bringing food to his office is a no no. eating together at the dining table and sharing stories together is a yes yes

you don't know if the food you make for him is good or bad to be honest because he always has a deadpan face and if it is bad he won't tell because he'll hurt your precious little feelings but he'll be blunt as hell if it was another person

don't even wish that daisuke will cook for you. don't get him wrong tho, he really wants to but he's been pampered a little too much that he can't distinguish onion from garlic. he just thinks garlic is an elderly onion lmao

so yeah, daisuke cannot cook

but he likes cleaning the dishes with you because he can spray you with water and he'll hear your giggles. you always break many plates when you clean dishes and always drenched in water after your little fight

having the same authority with his AI. you rarely use the AI unless absolutely necessary and you can communicate with daisuke through it. you always mess with daisuke and you'll say something to the AI like "dial haru" and AI will go like "contacting haru kato" daisuke will go "cancel dial" and then AI says "cancelling contact" and you'll say "dial haru again" and the cycle goes on

late night walks are common for you two. when he comes home earlier than he originally does, he will insist you to take a walk on his private property and if he's feeling extra generous, he'll let you take him outside and to the park or something

you can take him to the convenience, the gas station, the prison - as long as he's with you, he's fine

stargazing is part of the late night walks. he'll point at a star and you'll say what constallesation that star was part of

"do you want that star"

"no daisuke"

"i can buy it"

"you are not buying a star"

daisuke : (꒪-꒪) ⇨(¬､¬)

he loves kissing you on the lips. your lips and kisses were just so addicting and sweet that he can't find another better place to kiss you

plus your blush is too adorable. he smirks whenever you get flustered. add a soft embrace to the mix, and his heart melts

daisuke will always open the door for you. in cars, in restaurants (he'll pull your chair for you too), in anywhere

he won't let you open a door as long he's there with you cause he's a simp for you

he won't care about any other person trying to enter an establishment after you enter. he'll let go of the door handle and won't even turn if he hears a loud thump behind him

you know what else he loves? hand holding. daisuke always holds your hand whenever you're outside and will only let go if absolutely necessary like going to the comfort room

he likes playing with your fingers while you love tracing the lines on his palm. you'll probably make a cheesy joke that you can see him marrying you in his future and he goes ( ºΔº )

"how do you know i was planning to marry you?" ( ºΔº ) "can you really read palms?"

you always massage each other because stress. when you massage him, he'll let out small mewls that just makes you go omg so cute but when he massages you - he will whip out the best of best stuff for massage

he will play relaxing music for you. you fall asleep whenever daisuke massages you because he's just so good with his hands

you know what else those hands are good for? touching your body in places that'll make you blush but he mostly especially likes cupping your butt because he thinks its so cute

you don't try to do the same because last time you did, you couldn't walk the day after. don't seduce daisuke if you're not prepared for a pounding

you like grocery shopping with daisuke. sure you can always order someone else to do it or you can make use of shopping as a time to bond with each other

you two work out together. daisuke is a boxer and learning that, you begged him to teach you to box but he didn't because what if he hurts you and instead, taught you how to workout and how to defend yourself

he wanted to test out if his self defense lessons were truly learned so he hired someone to pretend to steal something from you

he learned that his self defense lessons was fruitful because the man he hired came back with bruises and such

when daisuke admitted, he slept on the couch for an entire week

in your birthday, you woke up feeling nervous because it's your birthday - meaning daisuke must be up to some expensive shit

then you realized you're not in your bedroom. it was a completely different bedroom

you were scared honestly and you thought you were kidnapped until daisuke comes into your room wearing his beach wear and his shades while holding two coconuts with straws

"happy birthday. welcome to hawaii, my love"

HOW DID HE BRING YOU THERE WITHOUT WAKING YOU UP

you're just very tired the previous night after some fun activities with daisuke if you know what i mean wink wonk you wouldn't wake up no matter how many times you tried

suzue adores you because daisuke smiles more with you and you're best friends uwu so cuteeee

will always be your peace maker whenever you and daisuke fight. she ships you two. her ship cannot sink

suzue: "just hug it out now. hug it out - I SAID HUG DON'T MAKE OUT YOU TWO ARE GOING TOO FAST"

daisuke loves head pats. he wants them all the time. ruffle ruffle his hair. his eyes will close whenever you pat his head

he only wants you to pat his head. anybody else is a no no. maybe suzue but mostly just you

he lets you get all the groceries while he pushes the cart. he doesn't know the brands he sees on the shelves so he depends on you all the time

there's another reason he likes holding hands with you - he doesn't get lost. there was this time when he got lost because you let go of him and someone called you in the intercom and when you went there, you saw daisuke waiting for you with crossed arms and a balloon and its string around his wrist

the person at service said he was frowning the whole time you were gone and so they gave him a balloon but all he did was frown while playing with the balloon. he's mad because he got lost, you were gone, and you let go of his hand

you two are opposite of haru and his girlfriend in grocery shopping

you love it when his hair is down because he's so cute? can a man really be cute and hot at the same time?

the first you saw him with his hair down, you swooned and coddled him and since then, daisuke makes it his point to put his hair down more often now

taking baths together is just as great as massages. shower? you're not some commoner peasant. you use a very large bathtub

you relax with daisuke in the bathtub with bubbles and wine and sometimes he read you a poem from the poetry book he brings at times

you two always go to bathe together. but if you feel like you wanna bathe alone, daisuke will get all pouty aww and sulk aww

he will sit at the toilet seat and stare at you and when he does this, you can't hold yourself back anymore because he's too adorable and just let him join you with a sigh. he's with you in the bathtub in seconds

but if you don't, he'll leave the bathroom after a while and poke his head at the door, staring at you, as if saying this is your last chance and if you still don't allow him, there is a good chance you'll find him sulking on your bed while lying down, back facing you

just cuddle with him, he'll be fine

haru still doesn't believe daisuke got someone like you as his girlfriend because you're so kind and down to earth and you're dating this rich bastard like whaaaat

you try to make haru see the good qualities of daisuke and every single time you do, daisuke does something to piss him off

you made it your personal mission to experience the regular life of a human being without an unlimited balance

daisuke allows you to style his hair whenever you two sit on the couch. any hairstyles, any accessories, he's open so long your soft fingers are on his hair

you have always wanted a dog and begged daisuke for one but he did not relent, saying it was too much work and although it hurts to see you sad, he had to be strong

this is the only thing and time he said no to you and i'm pretty sure you heard haru scream in horror at the distance in disbelief

then one day you and him were walking down a street when a small puppy trotted up to you two wagging its tail and barking happily at you

you bent down and patted it, cooing and daisuke is wary of that small adorable pup. will it bite you? surely the pup has some common sense

you scooped the pup up and it licked your face and you were laughing and daisuke just has a sudden realization - who looked cuter? you or the puppy? or perhaps you made each other cuter?

daisuke rejected the puppy when you tried giving it to him but you forced it into his arms. daisuke and the pup kinda just stared at each other for a long time. you honestly thought you broke both of them until daisuke kissed the forehead of the puppy, hesitantly but softly

you were shooked (you swore you can hear haru screaming again)

daisuke couldn't help himself. something about the puppy just reminded him of you. it's those puppy eyes

"we need to find its owner, daisuke"

"no"

you told him he cannot buy the puppy because the owner must be worried sick

but it turned out it was a stray lil pup and you adopted her

now daisuke comes home to see you sleeping on the couch waiting for him with the pup in your arms. his heart melts every time

his small little family

for now

Daisuke Kambe let out an exhausted sigh as he parked his car in the garage. His hair was tousled, eyelids dropping, and jacket discarded on the passenger seat beside him. The case earlier has proven difficult than the previous ones he had taken. The criminal was harder to catch with his agility and athletic abilities, and was not easily persuaded when beckoned by cash. Not to mention his partner has been rebuking him the whole time, ranting about how justice workes and how money does not solve everything - basically, the usual. He was extremely fatigued, and all he wanted to do was wash up and go to bed with his beloved in his arms.

A tired smile broke his bland visage at the thought of you. The only reason he hasn't decided to spend the night at a hotel was because you weren't there. The faster he moves, the faster he can get to bed with you. Oh, he can't wait to see you and that little puppy of yours and his.

He exited the car, jacket draped over his shoulder. He sluggishly went to the front door and entered. As he delved further into his mansion, he was immediately greeted by a lovely sight. Your slumbering figure was laid out on the couch, the newly adopted puppy curling near your chest and resting with you. Warmth swaddled his heart and his eyes softened. All of a sudden, the exhaustion he felt has vanished, and all he could do was admire this masterpiece before him. You were waiting for him again.

As much as he wanted to see you like this longer, he couldn't let you sleep on the couch. There's a much more comfortable bed waiting for you upstairs. He approached you with quiet footsteps. The puppy perked up, her superb hearing picking up the sound of his advancement. Daisuke knelt down and stroked her head. "Good evening, Chico." Then he turned to you. You looked so peaceful - parted lips, even breathing. He leaned forward and pecked your cheek, smiling a small smile when you shifted. "Good evening, love."

You let out a yawn as you rubbed your eyes, body shuffling. "Daisuke?" You groaned out. "Is that you?"

Daisuke knew you couldn't see him but he nodded anyway. "You don't have to keep waiting for me like this, you know."

To his surprise, you wrapped your arms around him and pulled yourself closer to his body. "But I want to. And I missed you." You yawned through your statement as you nuzzled your head on his neck. "You still smell good after being outside the whole day. How unfair."

Daisuke let out a chuckle. "Come on. Let's get you to bed." He stood up easily even with your form carried in his arms. Chico jumped out of the couch at the same time and followed Daisuke as he carried you upstairs to your shared room, lying you down carefully on the bed. Daisuke made an attempt to withdraw from the withholding grapple of your arms around his neck but his endeavor was less then proliferant as you have established a stronger hold on him, unrelenting.

Daisuke let out a sigh as he tried to adjust from the uncomfortable stance he was positioned in. "I need to change first, Y/N." Badgered Daisuke, hands resting on your back.

Yet his words did no preclude you and you merely shook your head in response. "No," Your eyes shone with defiance, pout manifesting on your lips. "Stay."

"I'll come back in a few, love. I can't sleep in my work clothes." Insisted Daisuke, resolve crumbling the more he looked into your eyes.

"I don't care. Just stay." You grumbled.

Sometimes Daisuke sometimes wondered just how much power you had over him. He couldn't say no to you, apart for that one time when you asked if you two could get a puppy. Looking back at it, he felt guilty that he did not allow you two to have a dog earlier but if it wasn't for his stubborness, you wouldn't have come across Chico.

Speaking of the little puppy, it had successfully jumped on the bed and let out a merry howl. Distracted by the new development of the young dog, you were able to pull Daisuke down on the space beside you and did not think twice before snuggling to his side, arms embracing him tightly as you grinned happily, a happy giggle exiting your lips. You rubbed your head on his shoulders, sighing contentedly. "You're staying here with us."

Daisuke looked down at your beaming face and looked away, redness tinting his cheeks. "If it can't be helped." He stated, but he knew he made his choice the moment you had told him to stay.

Daisuke slowly wrapped his arms around you and pulled you closer, and you willingly accepted his affection. You were so warm, so loving. How did he ever find you?

And then came the cloud of exhaustion. His eyelids gradually drooped over his sockets, his strength withering every second that had gone by until the last thing he saw before sleep overcame him was you and a bounding Chico burying herself in between the two of you.

[ohnotoomanyfandoms]

I like the way you analyze, so I'd like to ask you a more general question: what do you think will happen to Matthew's character? (in general, not only in relation to Cordelia, it seems that people can't think of anything else, and the THOUGHT OF THE RELATIONSHIP WITH JAMES RUINED FOR A GIRL makes me terribly angry and saddened) I don’t see it well, I find credible the theory about the marks stripped, and I fear we may not even see him in the continuation of the saga. Excuse my bad English

Thank you for the kind words and the question! Your English isn’t bad at all <3 Here are my thoughts on Matthew’s future. 

I think he will hit rock bottom in Chain of Iron, because of a multitude of reasons. The last straw might be that something terrible happens because Matthew is drunk: someone might be injured (which is heavily foreshadowed by Lucie in chapter 12 of Chain of Gold), they might lose an important object, forfeit an important mission, or worse. I hope James will finally see fit to intervene and ask Matthew to straight-up tell him what’s wrong. He tried in ChOG, but he wasn’t persistent enough, and Math definitely wasn’t ready to talk just yet. 

But I think once Mathew confesses his “original sin” to Cordelia (I am 100% sure he will tell her first), his heart will be lighter and he will be able to confess it to other people too: his parabatai, hopefully even his parents. I hope Charlotte reassures him they will always love him instead of being mad for something he inadvertently caused years ago. Matthew always thought his act was unforgivable. If his mother and father show him forgiveness, love and devotion instead, it might be enough for him to finally start moving on. I hope this - and not some lady’s kisses, whoever she might be - sets Matthew on a path of self-love and amelioration. 

Things will not be okay for a while yet, and Matthew will always have to live with what he did. He might always hate a part of himself, but hopefully he stops with the self-destructive behavior. He can keep up the bohemien attitude that we all love and keep having fun with Anna and Magnus and the Hell Ruelle. He just needs to stop putting himself at risk and he needs to take himself seriously. 

Ship-wise, you all know what I think, so I’m not going to really break it down here. I don’t think he and Cordelia will happen romantically. I joke on Twitter that he will have a fling with Filomena, but that’s mostly a jape because many of us Italian Shadowhunters are totally self-inserting. I hope that in the future maybe Matthew and Lucie could have a chance once they’re more mature. Apart from all this, he will have at least one more (brief?) love interest before the end of TLH. We know that Kellington is the one who broke his heart a while back. We may see that passion rekindle, or Math could meet someone gentler, which I sincerely hope is the case. 

However, I do think Matthew’s future is not with the Nephilim. Time and time again he has commented on how he hates violence and their people’s ways. He only really stayed so far because he grew up in a loving (and prominent) family and because of his friends, because he clings to them. In COI, he will begin distancing himself: this starts with him going to live on his own (thus physically walking away from his family) without telling his friends until he’s all moved out (as we’ve seen in a snippet), getting a car... he is looking for some concrete, tangible sense of independence. But this also means he will spend more time alone, and loneliness does not do him good.  

Matthew has said on multiple occasions he would prefer to be a mundane, to live of art rather than war. I do think he will either choose self-exile in the end, or even - more drastically - be stripped of his marks (even though I sincerely hope this doesn’t come to pass, and he would need to commit a BIG crime for the Consul’s son to receive this treatment). Maybe that’s the only way for him to truly find peace: to walk away from all the violence and destruction and never look back. I am aware that right now it seems absurd that he would ever willingly part from James, but we don’t know what’s in store for them. We do also have to take into account the hypothesis that Matthew may die young. 

On the other hand, I’ve heard there are brilliant theories of how Matthew might become a Downworlder too - also fitting since he’s so close with so many of them, and unusually so considering the times. Some say he might become a werewolf, some say a vampire, which would be so ironic considering his quote about wanting Dorian Gray’s immortality and staying young and beautiful forever. If that is the case, however fitting it may sound, we have to realize that since we haven’t met Matthew in books that are set in the future, he may have perished anyway. Or maybe, if that ends up being the case, Cassie just came up with this ending recently so there are no mentions or easter eggs of it anywhere else. 

This is all speculation. This is what I think/hope will happen. I’m in no way saying it should or it will, it’s my personal opinion drawn after attentive analysis. Whatever happens, I hope my baby Matthew gets the love and peace he deserves. I hope he lives a long life of his choosing. 

At the end of the day, whatever happens, keep this in mind: his arc and his development need to be about himself before they can be about anything or anyone else. External events may shake him, but Matthew’s biggest enemy at this point in the trilogy is himself. He needs to win an internal struggle before he can truly be a participant in the game. It won’t happen in the span of three chapters. It will be a gradual process, but I have faith. He can overcome his inner demons so he can join his friends in fighting the literal ones out there in the world.

“We do not get to choose when in our lives we feel pain. It comes when it comes, and we try to remember, even though we cannot imagine a day when it will release its hold on us, that all pain fades. All misery passes. Humanity is drawn to light, not darkness.”

[msmarvelouswinchester]

Hold on

Pairing - Dean Winchester x reader

Summary - Based on the song 'Hold On' by Chord Overstreet

Warning - Angst, Blood, Hospitals

Loving and Fighting,

Accusing, denying,

I can't imagine a world with you gone.

"You could have gotten yourself killed, Y/N!" Dean yelled at you. You huffed. You were boiling with anger. "Seriously? I saved your asses and you are yelling at me? If I didn't risk my life, you would have been dead by now, jerk!" You screamed at Dean. "But that werewolf shoved you into a wall! You could have got seriously injured! I'm just looking out for you!" Dean retorted. "Well, thanks for that but you don't have to look out for me! I can handle myself. And for the shoving part, I am fine, Dean. Now leave me alone!" You went to your room in the bunker taking long steps.

The joy and the chaos

The demons we're made of

I'd be so lost if you left me alone

Dean's POV:

"Hey have you seen Y/N? She went to her room and didn't even come out to get a drink" I was getting worried, it's not her usual behavior. "Well you guys had a pretty nasty fight, it wouldn't be a surprise if she gives you a cold shoulder", Sam said while drinking his beer. "Thanks for the vote of confidence, Sammy. But you know what, I'm gonna go and check on her. I was pretty hard on her. She doesn't deserve it", I started walking towards her room. I opened the door. "Hey Y- Y/N? What the hell? Y/N? Hey?" Y/N was lying on the floor unconscious. "

You locked yourself in the bathroom

Lying on the floor when I break through

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming "please don't leave me"

"Sam! Sam! Sammy! No no no no no. Y/N? Sweetheart? Open your eyes baby" I looked upon her face waiting for her eyes to flutter open. "Dean, wha-Y/N? What happened to her?" Sam asked me. "Sam, just go and call Cas!" Y/N, I won't let anythin' happen to you. Ya'll be okay. I picked Y/N up in bridal style. "Dean? Where are you going?" Sam panicked. "To the hospital. Tell Cas to meet us at the hospital!" I carried Y/N to the car. Then Sam joined us. "Cas will join us at the hospital".I nodded and remained silent. And started driving.

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

"Emergency! Where the hell are the doctors? My girlfriend is unconscious. I need a doctor now!" I yelled at the receptionist. "Sir, please calm down. We are taking your girlfriend for medical examination right now." the woman tried to reason. I saw a few people putting Y/N on a stretcher and taking her into a room. "Sir you can't go in with her" "But she's my girlfriend, I need to be with her!" "Dean! Listen to me. She'll be alright. Cas is almost here! Nothing will happen to her, Dean! Nothing!" "Sammy, I should have been more careful with the hunt today. It's all my fault! Sam, she is unconscious on a hospital bed because of me! She is here now because she tried to save me!"

A long endless highway, you're silent beside me

Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from

Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'

Hiding in the shock and the chill in my bones

"Mr. Collins. I'm Dr. Smith I-" "How is she? She's fine, right? She'll mak-" the doctor cuts me off saying "Yeah, she's one hell of a fighter but it's tough. She has suffered from a terrible brain injury and it's almost impossible to recover from one like that. We are doing our best but she's in coma for now. So, just-everything will be fine". I felt my world collapse. I never felt such pain not even when Dad died. "Can-can we see her?" I heard my voice quiver. "Yes you can" the doc said and gave a smile of reassurance.

They took you away on a table

I pace back and forth as you lay still

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming, "please don't leave me"

"Y/N. I know you can hear me and I know you will make it through this. Hell you have been through worse" I felt my throat closing up. "Baby, I'm so sorry for yelling at you. You saved my life and now you are fightin' for yours. You are the best girlfriend and my best friend." I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Cas, hey buddy. Heal her, please." He started healing her with his mojo. Come on Y/N, open your eyes. "Dean, it's uh-I can't heal her." "What, why?" Sam asked. "She's already gone too deep. I can't bring her back from there. Nobody can." "No no no no. There's HAVE to be a way. She can't be gone. Sammy, she-she can't be". I left the room and sat down inside the church.

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

Flashback~

"Dean it's your 7th slice! Seriously Dean?" Y/N scowled at me. "Y/N, pie is something that won't try to kill me". "Yes it can kill you if you end up choking on it" Y/N said and I started laughing and ended up choking. "Dean, hey you okay?" she said while rubbing my back. "God, Dean I shouldn't have said that." "Hey, I'm not goin' anywhere, okay?" I said kissing her. "Yeah, and don't even dare to leave me". "Hey you'll still have Sam and Cas." "Hey lovebirds, wanna watch a movie tonight?" Sam asked from the library. "Come on let's go and watch a movie."

END OF FLASHBACK....

I don't wanna let go

I know I'm not that strong

I just wanna hear you

Saying baby, let's go home

Let's go home

Yeah, I just wanna take you home

"Emergency in room number 201. Docters needed urgently." Y/N! I started running towards her room. "Sam! What is happening?" "It's Y/N. Her organs are collapsing." I looked at her. "You have to stay outside." The doc told us. "What is happening to her?" "We'll let you know." "Come on Dean, let's wait outside." Sam dragged me outside. After 15 minutes, the commotion inside the room subsided. "Hey Doc, is she okay?" "Mr. Collins she....."

The Next Day~

I looked at the empty space in the ground.and felt a tear roll down my cheek. The empty space was slowly being filled by Y/N's coffin. "I didn't even get to say a sorry. I didn't even tell her I love her. She left us." "Dean, come on, dude she wouldn't want to see you like this" Sam said to me. I remained silent. I went towards Baby and dialed Y/N's number. "Hey you have reached Y/N L/N. Sorry can't reach my phone. Must be busy. Please leave a message." "Hey Y/N/N, it's Dean. I love you. I'll always do. Hope to see you again someday. Goodbye, baby." Sam opened the door of Baby. "I'm gonna eat 7 slices of pie today" I started the engine throwing a last glance at Y/N's grave. You'll be missed, baby.

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

[jisunwithtaeandkookie]

Can You Keep A Secret? Pt.24

Summary: Your close friend Taehyung, shares a secret with you, a big secret: You have had a crush on Jimin for the past 6 years. But what he doesn't know is that you have done something bigger than that, something that could destroy many people's lives in seconds. That's a secret for you to keep. But something even bigger is floating in the air: what you have done could destroy BTS's friendship forever...but that's a secret even you don't know yourself.

Pairing: Reader × Jimin/Taehyung ft. Other Members

Genre: Humor/Angst

Words: ~2350

[Tuesday, 30 October, 07:49 PM]

Jimin flinched as the cotton touched his skin.

“OH GOD JIMIN SORRY!” I yelled, and he closed his eyes, putting his good hand in front of him. “It's okay, Y/N, I am okay. Don't scream like that.”

I calmed down, and held the cotton more firmly in my hand. “I will be gentle this time, promise.” I pouted, and he nodded, smiling. I gathered up my courage and started with the dressing once again as he flinched once more. “Keep going, don't worry.” He said, and I looked up at him apologetically. “Just one more minute, Jimin.” I said. He smiled again, nodding, but I could see he was wincing.

“Easy, easy, Jimin.” Hoseok walked towards us and stood beside where Jimin was sitting, and put his hand on Jimin's shoulder, comforting him while trying to get a good look at his hand. “Is it deep?” He asked me this time.

“No it is not deep.” I said, putting a band-aid on Jimin's hand. “It also stopped bleeding.”

“It was bleeding before, though.” Jin said, looking pointedly at Jungkook, who was sitting with his face hung low, at the other end of the couch. He didn't reply.

“I am not even going to ask.” Namjoon said, also looking at Jungkook.

“Just thank God that he is not seriously injured, Jungkook.” Yoongi sneered.

I sat where I was, Jimin's hand still in my grasp. My gaze was fixed on the wound on his hand, and I had my teeth clenched when I spoke up.

“Jungkook, apologise to Jimin.”

It was a whole minute after I heard Jungkook's dull but firm voice.

“No.”

[Tuesday, 30 October, 07:49 AM]

“Can you close the door, Y/N? It's cold!!”

“On it.”

“Grandpa.” Namjoon mumbled under his breath. Jungkook, who was sitting beside him, shot him an amazed look.

“What did you say?” Yoongi asked, frowning, and Namjoon shrugged, shaking his head vigorously. “Nothing. What can I say?”

Yoongi narrowed his eyes. “Feeling cold has nothing to do with age.”

“Yeah, uhm..sure.” Namjoon shrugged again.

Yoongi sighed. “Of all these kids, I did not expect this from you.”

“Hyung, but he is also a kid, you know?” Jungkook said, wrapping his arm around Namjoon. Jimin, who was sitting on the other side of Namjoon, snickered on this. “Yes, hyung, he is practically a part of the maknae line.” He said, also wrapping his arm around him. Namjoon looked at both of them one by one, and they both flashed him a grin. He narrowed his eyes and was about to say something but then he sighed. “I…give up.”

“As a member or as the leader?” Jungkook and Jimin said the words together.

“If he gives up as the leader, I call the shots.” Hoseok jumped up, and Yoongi shot him an annoyed glare, as well as Jimin and Jungkook. “I disagree, I think Yoongi hyung should be the leader.” Jimin said. “He is such a responsible person.”

“Yeah, very. Like how he takes the responsibility for sleeping on behalf of all the members.” Jungkook rolled his eyes. “All hail the leader, who is sleeping by the way!”

“I am not even going to object.” Yoongi said with a shrug.

"Let me guess, you want to be the leader?” Hoseok said, pointing at Jungkook, and he flashed a bunny smile. “I don't think anyone else is fit for the job anyway.”

“Oh, in case you don't know, I am still here, so don't you worry for that position of leader being empty, Kookie.” Hoseok smiled, emphasising the word Kookie. Jungkook scowled.

“Makes me wonder why I can't be the leader, then?” Jimin frowned, thinking, and Jungkook smirked. “I can think of one reason.” He mumbled slowly.

Jimin looked at him, fuming. “Jeon Jungkook, for Christ's sake, when would you stop with my height??”

“Ayy, stop this childish behavior.” Jin said, and everyone fell silent. “What is with this leader talk all of a sudden? Namjoon is not going anywhere anytime soon and let's face it, none of you have even the L of the leadership ability that he possesses.”

“I am not even going to object.” Yoongi said again.

Everyone looked at each other. “Thank you, hyung.” Namjoon said, smiling lightly. “For being the only sensible per-“

“And besides, if anyone should be the leader, it is me, because I am the oldest and I deserve to be the leader before any of you losers do.” Jin snickered.

“-son in this…” Namjoon said the words slowly, the smile gradually fading away from his face, being replaced by a sigh. “….room. Why do I even bother?”

The four of them started blabbering again, all at the same time. I sighed, taking a deep breath in from where I was standing, watching all of this taking place in front of me. They sure had distracted me from Tae: even though I still missed him, I was feeling a little happier than I was a few minutes ago.

“Okay, Mr. Reinforcements!” I clapped my hands. “Stop talking, and start working, or I will pack you in those boxes and ship you to Busan, and let me tell you, once you get to my parents, I can’t promise you that you will come outta there in one piece!!”

The room fell silent, and I felt 6 pairs of eyes at me for a second. “Why, they won't be happy to see us?” Hoseok asked, his eyes wide.

I put on a mock smile on my face. “Fun fact: 95% parents of the ARMYs are anti-ARMYs.”

They all looked at each other. “That is just cruel.” Jin said slowly. “I feel bad for you all, really. As for me, I am a real parent-pleaser, but you…you all have to face the wrath of all those parents, tsk tsk tsk.” He made a sympathetic face, patting Jungkook's shoulder, who was sitting beside him. Jungkook looked at Jin with narrowed eyes for a moment, and then swatted his hand away. “Get a life, hyung.”

“Take mine.” Yoongi said in a low voice. “Instead, make me a rock.”

I clenched my hands into fists, my patience wearing thin with these dorks.

“START WORKING!!”

“Yes ma'am!” Jungkook saluted, and jumping up, picked up the clock and a framed photo from the side table and threw it into a box which was lying nearby.

“Jungkook,” I facepalmed myself, scowling. “What am I going to do with you?”

“You heard her. Get to work!” Jungkook shouted, ignoring me. Jin, Hoseok, and Jimin stood up too and started putting things into boxes.

“I think she should be the leader.” Namjoon said in a low voice, leaning towards Yoongi, who shrugged.

“I am not even going to object.”

After a while of packing, the living room was almost empty. I looked around with a sigh: I was going to miss it. Everything. This house, this place, my friends, everything.

“Ahhh, I am exhausted.” Yoongi stood up, stretching. “Why do you have so many things to pack? Couldn't you be a hermit or something? They have less stuff.”

“Eyy, shut up hyung.” Jimin said, poking his head out of a box.

I smiled lightly. “I am gonna make you some coffee.”

Hoseok dropped some books he had in his hands on the floor. “I don't want your coffee. No thank you!!” Jimin looked at him with narrowed eyes, and Jungkook was Jungshook.

“Sorry about that, he just heard from Taeh- I mean somewhere, that your coffee tastes like crap.” Jin shrugged.

“Pick those books up hyung, it's not nice to drop a book on the floor.” Namjoon said.

“Hyung line, please shut up!” Jimin exclaimed, his face serious for some reason, and all the hyungs looked at him with their eyebrows raised.

“Oh, a little while ago, I was a maknae, now I am a hyung?” Namjoon frowned. Jungkook opened his mouth to answer him. I didn’t hear what he was saying; I couldn't hear as my eyes were focused upon Jimin who was coming towards me. “You okay?” He stood in front of me.

It took me a few seconds to compose myself. The time of leaving was coming nearer: I looked around the empty living room, and I missed someone. Someone who used to make fun of my coffee passionately. Someone whom I loved passionateIy.

“Hmm.” I nodded, and turned around. “I will be back with the coffee.” Saying that, I stepped towards the kitchen, not looking back even once. Jin's words echoed in my ears.

I mean, after Taehyung spray painted over it…

He had come here. He had come to see. Maybe not me, but he had come to see. He still cared.

But….he didn't want to see me. He didn't want to be with me. Maybe he used to care, but not anymore…? But then, why did he come to see how I was doing? Why did he spray paint over the writings on my door?

Because I promised you I will keep you safe!!

I remembered his voice all of a sudden, it was as if he was answering me. It was as if he was still with me…somehow, somewhere, he was still with me.

Then again…why wasn't he here?

I needed to ask him. I took my cell phone out to text him. I sent one text, and then stopped.

What was I gonna ask him? He wouldn't even reply me!

I sighed, looking down at the text I had sent him. I had just said his name.

I facepalmed myself. I had decided to refrain from asking the question, but now I needed to write something, since just saying his name would also make him suspicious.

I wrote a quick thank you for the spray painting, hoping that he wouldn't get suspicious of me. Never once did I notice that I didn't even need to care what his reaction would be. I guess it was just my subconscious: I just knew I cared.

I was about to put my phone down when it dinged, and I gasped. He really replied? I thought he wouldn't!

I guess I could ask the question now.

After a few minutes, I could see that I was wrong. He didn't reply to my question. I shouldn't have asked. I was such an idiot. Why would I think that he still cared enough to reply?

“I am not expecting anything.” I said the words out loud as I typed, and after sending the text, I sighed, tapping my foot impatiently as I waited for his reply.

“Good then.”

I gaped at the message he had sent me for a second. Seriously, Tae? I put my phone on the kitchen counter with a loud thump, fuming. Well, guess what Tae, I don't care either!! I was angry at him, I was angry at his stupid text, and…I was angry at myself.

But...I did care. I did regret lashing out on him. I did have tears in my eyes which I was so desperately trying to hold back. I blinked fast, looking up, as I sniffed softly.

Do you care, or do you not, Tae? Tell me once and for all, just….say something.

You know it all, you're my best friend…I could hear the faint sound of a song playing in some distance. I turned my gaze to the window, looking far away…looking at nothing, and at the same time, everything. Tae's voice pierced through my skin.

“Do I really know you, Tae?” I mumbled to myself. It was silent this time, I could hear all the other voices but Tae's voice was not here with me. I looked once in the direction where my phone was lying, and then I looked outside the window, hoping to find some answers, some sort of sign out there.

“Am I really supposed to know?”

“Of course you are.” I heard a voice behind me and turned around, my eyes wide. “Jimin? What-what do you mean?”

Jimin stood at the doorstep of the kitchen, looking at me with a serious expression. “You know what I mean, Y/N.”

“Uhm…” I was at a loss for words.

Suddenly his expression changed completely, and he smiled. “If you wouldn't know, how would you make coffee then?”

“Huh?” I stood flabbergasted at his words, and he giggled, coming towards me. “But just in case, let me help you.” He said, reaching towards the cabinet.

I composed myself. “No, uhm, I can do it by myself.”

“Oh yeah, that's why you have been standing here without doing anything.” He said, taking out a couple of coffee mugs from the cabinet. I looked down sheepishly, not sure whether to tell him or not about what I had been thinking. His words were still in my head. He said he had a solution, and he had also said he was here for me.

I didn’t know about the first part, but I did know that the second part was true, I thought as I watched him set the mugs down lightly. I smiled.

“Why are you like this?” I asked.

He turned towards me. “Like….nice?” He frowned, a small smile on his face.

“No, that's a given,” I tilted my head to the side, smirking. “I meant, like…a gentleman.”

He laughed, looking up. “I know, I have been trying to be charming. To be, you know, boyfriend material.”

I laughed as well, putting a hand on his shoulder. “You don't even need to try Jimin, trust me. You already are a perfect boyfriend material.”

“I am?”

“Yeah.” I nodded.

He looked deeply in my eyes, his smile fading a little.

“Date me, then.”

“What?”

“Wouldn't that be the perfect solution, Y/N?”

I gasped. “Jimin, what are you-"

“You heard me.” He grabbed my hand which was on his shoulder and put it in both his hands. “You know, not all the doors are closed for you, Y/N.”

I stepped back, taking my hand out of his grasp. He easily let it go too; he didn't protest.

“I can keep you happy, you know? I can be the boyfriend you wished you had. I wouldn't slam the door in your face, like some people do.”

“Jimin, tell me you are kid-" I turned around, and stopped midway through my words as I saw Jungkook standing in the doorway, his eyes raging. "Jungkook..." I whispered.

“JIMIN HYUNG!!!”

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Can You Keep A Secret? Pt.24

Part 23//Part 24//Part 25

For other parts and the MASTERLIST, please refer to the link in my bio. Thank you so much for reading!!

So...here it is. I am really sorry for like, being practically dead all this time. I just want you to know that it is not a piece of cake for me to write this 10-minute read, it takes me a whole day to write one update. And my finals are upon me, so that was why I was not posting for such a long time. I will try my best to be regular, or at least I will inform you if I have to go on a hiatus. I will be regular after my exams, but until then, I hope you understand. Any questions about the update, please ask me, and if you want to talk to me, DM me and let's chat!! Stay updated, and happy reading!!

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