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#n the ppl around us r just reflections. through the way we look through the glass.
noxtivagus · 2 years
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i'm sorry
#🌙.tbd#i'm really not doing well right now but i'll be alright#sometimes i wish i cld just be perfect. to be good enough for my family to be good enough for this world. but it's.. never enough is it?#but wanting to do so much wishing i cld do everything so well for my sake n yours just loses the whole point of it#being human is such a delicate thing. so easily broken. perhaps life is just one big piece of glass. a mirror#n the ppl around us r just reflections. through the way we look through the glass.#n when shards break you can't really put them back together huh?#it hurts when everywhere i go i see what is lacking. n simultaneously see the full of it#but i can't convey it enough to the world. how much i care n love for everything.. how much i appreciate like. what my parents do for me n#everything n even if there's also sm mistakes n i'm full of flaws too#goddamn. being human is just too delicate. it's too delicate#but there's no such thing as too much i would like to think when it comes to human nature#n i wish i cld erase all my wrongs. all my flaws. but what meaning would there be if everything was just perfection?#where would be the meaning in the joys of life without knowing the sorrows?#n while it is painful to live with it. to live with all of it. it's. part of life n being human but#i wish i cld at least. be enough to prove my apologies. to prove how much i really love the people in my life. how much i appreciate it all#n so.. part of life is always striving for something better is it? to keep on doing more. its so tiring n i wonder at times if its worth it#ah. i was going to write something but i just forgot.#moving on though it just.. rlly hurts n i'm rlly sorry.#being human is so delicate n so complex n confusing.#but apologizing for being human is.. i don't know it'll be rather funny in a way bcs aren't we all human here?#but i wish i was a better human. i think sometimes that i wld be willing to trade some of my humanity for the sake of others#but would that be selfish instead? being human is so real & unreal n it's just. weird. but so simple too#it's as though my own head is in a constant battle in a dystopian fiction. but not really bcs perhaps this too really is part of being human#& i know nothing with certainty n with a profound conclusion but being human is just. something i can't ever quite properly grasp#there's nothing in this universe that we could ever grasp entirely. so much so as another human.#but i think.. every little thing has astronomical worth. at least to me. but i'm an infenitesimal human in the grand expanse of it#i wish that at least in my own little world. i could set things right & live on.#not everything will go how it 'should be' for such is the nature of life; largely imperfect & with end#but. yk. weird how that gives meaning too huh? but it hurts to think too much of it
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kurjakani · 1 year
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Hiii! I was wondering if you’re still into cyberpunk if you could give us (mainly me) some more Dum Dum/ Royce hcs I love the way you interpret them 💛 just go off the rails plz
I am DEEPLY into dummybaby still even tho its been a while since i played cyberpunk 2077.. the tech stuff is cool in a lot of places but the only ppl who rllly wet my appetite for scifi humanity r the maelstrom and the little hints we get about how they function.. Im not like. adept w any technology i can barely keep my comp 2gether so i dont quite understand it, but the part about Maelstrom bodies or brains somehow amplifying music in Totentanz? Made me d r o o l
ANYWAYS im not gonna talk abt te canonical stuff i barely remember it i need 2 refreshen my brain abt it but ill give. u a quick reminder of how i visualize/characterize Dum dum mostly but ill also give some royce stuff and then ill just go ham w some headcanons abt their basic life.
2 me as like, one of the CHillest maelstrom, which, isnt saying a lot, but 2 me (maybe as an adhd person who experiences the same and mayyy be reflecting a bit teehee) hes someone whos experiencing some level of understimulation who gets over it w extremity.
I usually imagine ngl that its caused by being so overstimulated by an extreme enviroment for his whole life (i mean. night city yk?) that he needs constant punching to get through life. this makes for a vERY hollow feeling life for him but 2 me.
Royces chaos kinda enhances it for him 2 some kinda point of like. purpose? Almost? which is why he seems 2 have at least. like some mild genuine respect & dedication to him. yipee yk.
Royce is just batshit and he loves his music and is the exact opposite he seems 2 be full of energy and so on. Royce is hyped Dum dum is exhausted but seeking smth that feels real and alive and exeptional.
2 me. we get so little abt their personalities in game PLEASE leave me alone this is ENTIRELY speculation and reflective.
anyways yeah just some random stuff!!!!
bc of that i kinda like to think that they r both. unwell sleepers if that makes sense? Dont sleep enough. Royce sleeps naturally very little and dum dum keeps up w him. We doo see dum dum usually just hanging about, lounging, I can totally imagine him taking mininaps constantly, eyes flickering from time to time, head nodding. Snapping 2 awakenness suddenly when Royce starts speaking again.
ive looked at some rotations of dum dums model and some of his bodymods are DEFINETLY more just aesthetic than functional.. at LEAST his upper lip rings. Those r trditional piercings. Probably also is chin metal n much of the stuff around his mouth. Again im not technically adept and Idk what the designers were going for, but I'd love to think that also the cored part around his neck, where they've just taken a part around his spine and replaced it w a dent of metal, is fully appearences, just bc its so extreme and interesting. He likes his bodymods he enjoys the process!!!! Perhaps he even enjoys the care that goes into them, bodymods that heavy must require a lot of care.
I dont. think he has tattoos in his final design right? og dumdum had the tats? Though i do love to think that he got tattoos when he was younger but most of them have just gone through being torn apart by his later bodymodifications. Maybe he has some shitty stick & pokes somewhere thatd be cute. bonding w the boys.
he mentions he likes classic rock music- tbh i kinda love 2 imagine that hed also enjoy old movies/shows? classics enjoyer. i knoww they have like those brainfilms n shit but its rly hard for me to imagine film going out of style fully, just like books havent fully gone out of style bc movies exist. i dont remember if movies r much mentioned in the game though. STILL yeah I bet hed like some horror movies... He would 1000% watch texas chainsaw massacre etc, and movies from our day as classics. Midsommar w / dum dum sounds like a nightmare.
Secretly dumdums a lil interested in philosophy. He kinda dismisses stuff like that but he does have a secret admiration for the world and thoughts. This comes out particularly bc Royce has some weird ideas.
I think he must be running warm most of the time.... My friend asked me if i think his metal parts get cold enough for your tongue to get stuck and yeah thatd be funny he prolly hates cold weather and needs 2 wear a balaklava when its wintery outside so his metal parts dont freeze his face.
seeks purpose but u might not realize it bc hes made chaos his purpose
Litcherally never prolly thinks about cyberpsychosis. if e does, maybe he even wishes for it in some way? in a self destructive sense. Royce is more likely to experience it faster, though which i imagine would be a big blow 2 dumdum
Has a lot of CASUAL friends in the maelstrom but it never gets fully to the level of found family/genuine friends. Yes they have a lot in common, yes he spends all his time w them, but it often feels surface level to him, and "unreal". Hes found a more profound connection in Royce, but i feel like his admiration is a little one sided, and that he realizes it? But is like. whatever this is still nice.
dehydrated, forgets to eat and eats like shit when he does eat. Loves carbs and sugars. Possibly caues some of his exhaustion.
He kinda plays up his emotional outbursts!!!! He isnt that angry. He does it to assert dominance in a very outbursty enviroment. If he was in a chiller enviroment you could actually mess w him quite a lot and hed just laugh and mess back w you.
BOTTHH of their eyes can flicker 2 the beat of music like those old computer apps that played music and had some kinda visual indicator of the rythm. fuck w them
Dum dum prolly drives some kinda rly shitty van most of the time, just bc hes usually hanging out w so many people. Big driver in general!!! Not like a car/bike person but enjoys sitting at the wheel and feeling out how the car runs. usually a p good driver but sometimes he gets too focused on getting some adrenaline and becomes a bit of a mess of a driver.
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ihatebnha · 4 years
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With the Bakugo dravble, it's funny because we went through what it discussed. Went in knowing he's hot, came out with the everyday mundane that you can't help but love. If you wanna do more like that, I'd say go for it! And, it'd be funny if, like, him and reader were going at it and suddenly he's like "fuck...I forgot to get xxx ingredients to use for tomorrow's leftovers. We gotta finish this quick so I can make it to the supermarket in time." Like, way to ruin the mood, but also bring the mood up because it's just so domestic and cute and I'd be giggling and he'd probably be embarrassed and/or telling me to stop because as he just said, he's gotta hurry. You just can't NOT love the guy, no matter what.
Awwww hahaha, that idea is tooo cute… I can imagine Bakugo being just so stupid when it comes to that type of stuff😍
Honestly, my personal headcanon for him is that he’s so focused on his hero work that stuff like fashion, romance, etc. probably seem very trivial and unnecessary to him. Not that he doesn’t love you, but if you try to sext him he’s just like “anyway... like i was saying....” 
bakugo: what do u want for dinner
y/n: y o u 
bakugo: 😒no seriously dumbass 
I also imagine that if u were to ask him if you looked nice, he’d be like “um… you always look fine??” Very genuinely, even if you were wearing the ugliest outfit ever, simply because he just does not have the time or radar to critique how you look because he “has better things to worry about” 
(i know this kinda goes against his parents being fashion designers but he doesn’t seem connected to that world at all and honestly... he’s constantly wearing a skull tshirt and jeans???? fashion legend i guess) 
and honestly to me this is really intriguing and kinda a good thing, since I just see him as a really, down to earth, focused guy who values working hard over everything, you know?? And as someone who thinks that looks aren’t reflective of the things that people value or their personality. 
to him, Romance is abt being with someone, not really abt making a show of it, and if he likes you, he likes you, no matter what. 
This is really why i end up writing bakugo in a more boring light, simply because i feel like he cares too much abt being strong to care abt the things he considers “stupid” (aka: things that dont revolve around being a hero). 
like yea he knows he’s dummi attractive but at the same time i feel like it would piss him off to know that someone only liked him for his body/looks and not all the cool things he’s done or believes in.  
you: wow i love ur new haircut ur soooo sexi
him: thx 
you: wow i loved how you broke that r*pist’s jaw! 
him: instant boner let me fuq u 
ok katsuki.... ok.... i see u... 
(im trying to write a fic where its like.. bakugo is sick of dating ppl bc they only like him since hes a hero and get sick of him when they find out hes mean, and then he meets u at a restaurant and u dont really know who he is, and hes like... damn thats kinda sexy but theyre def gonna leave when they find out im an asshole, but then you dont leave... but my draft got really long and i got scared and havent made any progress on it LOOOL) 
anyway sorry for rambling i just really wanted to talk abt how i view bakugo in a  sappy and serious way i guess LOL bc i wub him a lot (I know this did not match the ask at all but i got too carried away)
and just while im here... these are just my own personal thoughts that are probably so biased...but still i think theres some truth to my ideas! id love to hear what you all think of them/ if theyre plausible... i saw a tik tok once that was like... “cons of dating bakugo: you would always have to look nice” and honestly thats just soooo out of character to me… Like ofc he notices when u look nice but u think he actually cares??? He’s too busy to give a shit abt what you’re wearing!! Your nails look ugly? Shit, so do his!! You spend too much time on your makeup, he’s leaving without you. 
LOL like i think he just doesnt have the brain cells to care abt what ppl look like, especially if they manage to get his attention anyway. 
EHNIWHEY... hope this made sense and that my thoughts werent too out of character... ill try to write a mundane drabble for baks soon!
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session 11 notes (i’ll fix them one day but i’m agro this was tea hate this)
Two minute one shot while dom pees
Adam has a floaty tube
Asyna can't turn into a hippo
Giant seahorse
Jane austen
Elizabethh and darcy my hands are shaking
Dom has 4e books
Dom was pretty out of it last session
It's afternoon
Dom is toasty
In jacob's other campaign a goat bit off his penis so the goat's name is richard byter
"at first the goat was reluctant"
"what a goat"
Last week on dragon heist
We were meandering through the city
"one of you met with an old friend, briefly"
Zoo time
Aerana knows where the zoo is in the sea ward
Raised brick gate w high walls; on top are intricate metal railing spiked stuff
Entrance is v wide, not too many people going in bc it's raining a lot
Maybe
Apparently the weather is super important and I still don't know why the weather is so important
It is currently raining
Pouring
Ticket booth in the front
Gold piece per person
Botanic repository
We walk up to the booth covering ourselves w the hoods we have
Velvet rope line but we just navigate through it like in shrek
Adam goes first
Walks in and see smiling figure, human male middle-aged, heavyset, festive outfit, "thank you for visiting - oH how's it going?!" it's volo
He's doing research for his newest obok
Hi jacob's dad
Jacob's gonna go fishing
Volo under impression he would be one of zoological experts but no
"recommendations?"
They brought monsters in from the isle of chault
Points us off to the exhibit to go
Originally zoo was not a zoo as we think of but like throwing them in a pit and being like look at them think httyd
Now it's closer to what we'd consider a modern day zoo
Lots of foliage
It's a big zoo
Like the San diego zoo
Or disneyland
Dom talks abt his brother's haircut
We can run through it
Can asyna just sprint
Aerana and asyna r gonna run
Adam cel and theo r gonna not run
Most of the zoo taken up by exhibits devoted to the island
Looking in the entryway a lot of ppl r carrying pamphlets n papers and speaking in foreign tongues like tourists or smth ig
Adam casts disguise self to make him look as fancy as everyone else
Has feathered cloak
Three major pathways
Chault exhibits for weird stuff r left
Marine stuff and some chault r forward
To the right r monsters from the interior continent
Adam cel and theo (?) go to the right
Most ppl r in pairs
A lot of biologist-type ppl; ppl who look like they're used to handling animals
First real exhibit on the right is a human woman inside the exhibit throwing down pieces of meat to lions
Is asyna a moon druid ? Yes
How did the human woman get there ? But she doesn’t notice
"does this zoo have dippin dots" - lillian 2020
Perception check, 15
There r ppl selling stuff, sees dejected gnome sitting under a pedal cart w a dingy umbrella and he's grumpy n angry
Adam walks over to him
Selling diff snacks n refreshments
He's mostly selling a fizzle pop
Strawberry flavor, blueberry, butterfly flavor
"are ur fizzle pops made w organic butterflies ? Bc I'm kinda on a diet rn"
Adam says it's disgusting
"I'll have a blueberry thank you"
Cel is gonna try the butterfly one
It's sweet; doesn't taste like blood but does taste almost nutty
So like what I would think pistachio tastes like
Fun size popsicle
Theo gets strawberry
They go to the next exhibit
A really vertical exhibit
 Oneshot
Cel is gonna try and ride seahorse asyna but rolls a nat 1 for acrobatics and then a nat 1 for dex save
Smashes head on rim of the pool, bleeding out and unconscious
Healing words from adam
Climbs out of the pool
The water is now red
Three children on the other side of the pool
One of them gets really excited and pees when adam tells them that there's a chemical that turns pool water red
Asyna left the pool when the kid peed
Asyna leads everyone over to the hospital
Adam is gonna try and healing words fix cel
Cel is back to full health
One of the kids is crying scared when she finds out the water is blood
Theo is gonna go get the kids ?
Ok back to the zoo
There's a hippo exhibit
We go check it out
On the way there run into different typical zoo stuff
Apes
Monkeys
The younger ppl r around these exhibits
A lot of closed sections bc of weather like "don't worry next winter this animal will be back"
Alligators
Ringtails that r lemurs ringtail lemurs
Birds
Carefully curated trees that r uber high
Hawks and giant eagles
Oops my phone froze
Tap on the glass to say hi to the what now
Theo wants it to come say hi to her
Animal handling check, 10
Can't attract their attention but
The hippos
Asyna has speak with animals LMAO
Basically can't talk to worms
No more tapeworm talk :/
"Theo says hi . This is theo"
"everybody gangsta until they find out jacob thinks barney is a hippo" - dom 2020
Colombian drug lord one time built private zoos and the hippos broke out but now there's a hippo problem in colombia
Pablo escovar
Speak with animals is ten minutes
We're also probably fighting later
We're gonna talk to the hippos
Theo waves
One of them paddles over and tries to sniff
"hm . Can you eat it ?"
"pleaes don't"
 I just remembered seaweed is not a plant it's an algae
This hippo does not have a name
Calls sister sister
"ask about juicy hippo gossip" - adam
"no but if I did I would share it"
Originally zoo was place for research
Anything else to ask hippos before we check out rare animals ?
The hippo floats away and we say bye
To the chault exhibits
Getting late but there r a lot more researchers
First exhibit has a lot of strange, unfamiliar trees
Monkeys w really big fluffy sideburns clustering around overhanging branches bc it's raining
Some of them r taking leaves and using them to keep the rain off
One of the monkeys hops off the branch
The sideburns actually extend into wings and it goes to another branch
"it's like the wizard of oz"
"adam what's the wizard of oz"
Flying monkeys
Adam walks over to a researcher and asks the most must-see
Woman who is probably from chault bc wearing strange woven beret w branches n stuff
Alien to anything they've seen
"I would point you in the direction of the behemoths"
"what are behemoths"
Adam rolls nature check
9, he doesn't know what a behemoth is
She is from chault
Behemoths r considered friends there
Asyna and aerana know where chault is
Everyone else just knows chault is v far away, almost like a nightmare story told to children
Described as a hellscape
"I'd sooner go to chault than-"
Asyna and aerana know chault is a massive island to the sw of the sword coast, home to v tropical, intensely humid climate w lots of rain + some invasions in the past but now things r opening up
We're gonna check out the behemoths
From a distance, this exhibit much larger than others, much more heavily excavated
Not so much walls as railing looking into a deep cavern
All manner of plant life brought in to accommodate the creatures
Huge lizard of some kind
Huge size category
Irl a horse is large
Humans and dwarves are medium
Exhibit says it's a macetail behemoth
Ground trembles w each step of the behemoth
Slow, ponderous
Gigantic armored lizard w tough plating on its back and spikes on the sides of its head w bony, protective coverings all over it
Massive swinging tail protruding bone swinging back and forth as it walks
Looks like that one dinosaur
We would call it an ankylosaurus
Things that go over my head : see description bullet points before this
Tail end of speak with animals
Asyna can turn into dinosaurs
"you look really cool do you have a name"
One of them looks up but doesn't really respond
Doesn't answer
Look for velociraptors
Gonna look at all the exhibits
Spirehorn behemoths
Faces almost look like shields
Triceratops
Alien to us tho
I can't believe that like as dom's explaining these everyone else can like ,, imagine it
Like that's crazy they see pictures inside their heads
Feathered behemoths
Occasionally jump around
Claws and walk around on two legs
Bloodspike behemoth
Stegosaurus, baby and two parents
Asyna can turn into a deinonychus
We have enough time for one more exhibit
We see a creature alone in its pen save for two researchers dropping treats in front of it, other has a pickaxe and is tapping the ground and scooping smth up trailing the creature and brushing it into a bin
Creature reflects rainbow of colors ? I think
Huge snail, has three eyestalks but they kind of droop down and have heavy spikes off each individual one
Cel reads description
Flail snail?
It's a big boi
Described not as a beast but as something that comes from a realm of earth
As it moves it excretes glass
Generally docile but if prodded r really dangerous bc the things it has r more weapons than eyes
Adam asks if it's a petting exhibit
The flail snail is just as slow as a regular snail
"that is the most disgusting magic resistance I've ever seen in my entire life" - jacob 2020
Everything starting to shut down
We realize we should probs skedaddle
Time to find loser boy
Rain has not stopped but has kinda calmed down
Heading straight to the wig shop
Lamps in the trades ward r lit
Brighter than what we've seen recently
Adam peers into the shop
Perception check
6, tries to get water off the window, looks empty
Theo's gonna pick the lock
25, it's a simple lock and theo gets it open easily
Shop is empty
Somewhat eerie for those without darkvision bc the mannequins
Cel will go and investigate the back room, door is locked
Theo tries opening again
23, opens easily
Immediately smells weird powder
A lot of the perfumes for preserving dyes n stuff kept back here
Cel makes a perception check
16
V organized, neat and tidy
Manhole cover in the back
Sewer system v advanced in waterdeep but also means there's a lot of it
A lot of ppl will build over sewer openings bc cheaper real estate
"sewer access authorized city officials only"
Adam rolls nat20 for boxes
Looking for anything necromancy related, licking things, doing all manners of investigation
Feels a small leather sack, pulls it out, kinda heavy
Opens it up, sees coins that are kind of heavier and thicker; not silver, 5 platinum pieces
Platinum is 10 gp each
Could take the platinums
Scry the money and sack
There are cupboards at the front desk
Necromancy considered suspicious, looked down upon
"ah . It's like watching anime ." - jacob 2020
"no, it's not like watching anime" - dom 2020
The art itself is not a crime but the things that occur in tandem w it r usually crimes
Discussing what to do in character
Cel insight check, 16
Earlier dom mentioned we're aware many ppl in waterdeep use the sewers to traverse unseen in the city; kinda suss the building was built on top of a sewer
Adam is borrowing aerana's warhammer
Adam hits the floor, leaves big dent and a v loud sound
Cel makes strength check w advantage w crowbar
Rolls a 12, can't get it open
Can sort of shift it up
Adam smashes a jar over the floor
Dex check, 5
Cloud of neon yellow sprays out like a cloud of dust and smoke, just the color
Covered in bright yellow dye
Theo tries lockpicking
23, lock is more difficult and takes a little longer, but eventually it opens
Once it's opened, the chains undo themselves and snake out on their own accord
It's just a dark hole
Can see a short drop that leads to a staircase
Adam holds lantern
Cel's just gonna go w adam at the front, pitch dark
Darkvision lets us see to some extent; everything is in grayscale
Lantern beam does help us see a little
Asyna closer to front as well
Leads to a room, 10' x 20'
Descending down short flight of stairs, room totally bare save for a barred door that u can see out of, also locked
Hear faintly some water
Theo rolls 23 for lockpicking
Door opens
Adam investigating room for secret door, tunnel, anything
Investigation check, 10 and 5 for investigation checks
Look around but room is barren
Nothing stashed anywhere, nothing to indicate a secret door or anything
Adam and cel step out, to immediate right extends for 10ish feet before merging into wall
Directly in front is water and like a sewer river flowing to the right
"are there any rats" "make a perception check" "nat 1"
To left, passage curves so hard to see but for at least 40 or so feet the pathway continues
Adam rolls another 5 for investigation check
We eventually get to a small stone bridge
I FORGOT I RESEARCHED THE SEWER SYSTEMS idk if I should bring it up I brought it up
A 15 intelligence check
Waterdeep's sewers are a subject of fascination for the city
You know the passageway like the one ur in often has arteries or iron doors set in them leading to different areas
Also know sometimes due to poor planning or smth some areas without walkways also have access tunnels
There's a bridge ? Nasty water under it
Over the bridge we go
Cel rolls a 22, plenty of damp areas around ,, no light in the passage, walking for a minute or so and w each step just hear a wet squelching noise; we're leaving behind wet, muddy footprints
No sign of recent mud in front of us
10 minutes go by and every once in a while pass side arteries w more sewage flowing in
This part seems relatively well planned
Can only go straight ? No other curvature in the path
Traveling south
"I'm gonna try and get that rat" - adam 2020
Adam picks up the rat for sleight of hand check
22
"you're able to grab up that rat pretty good" - dom 2020
Adam holds rat out to asyna and tells her to do her thing
"hey buddy"
"uh you have to cast your spell first"
"hey pal how's it going"
"let me go"
"uh we'll let you go if you answer some of our questions"
"don't even"
"no he's saying don't eat him"
"my friend here holding you is gonna take a big chomp of you if you don't answer our questions"
"have you seen anyone"
"don't know"
"I open my mouth"
"I kind of want to squeak" - marguerite 2020
Rat points north
Adam wants a piece of string to tie onto the rat like a leash
Adam is starting to feel short of breath after 10 minutes of walking
"that's either from the powder . Or the key"
Adam doesn't feel indigestion right now just that it's difficult to get air
Adam tries to tie a leash to the rat
Dex check
Nat1
Rat runs away
We go back the way we came, another 10 minutes, we pass three of those stone bridges
Cel investigation checks the dead end again, adam will give bardic inspiration
"Open sesame" - song
18, nothing there
It's a maze, we'll try naya
Adam takes out sack of platinum
Naya appears, looks around and shudders and bounds away
Following the deer
Naya is guiding back to where we originally where
Moving south again
Looks at passage back again passage then vanishes
Naya was standing on one of the bridges
First artery
It's a passage
We gotta wade through the sewer
Aerana readies weapon
Wading through, halflings get disgusting smth in their boots
Passage goes 20 ft before turning on a diagonal, turn onto passageway then it extends v far into distance
"adam's adding to the sewage right now probably" - jacob 2020
Adam's feeling lightheaded
Cel makes medicine check on adam
Rolls a 6, don't know what's wrong bud
Adam rolls around in the sewer water to get the powder off ??
I guess he is
Adam makes a constitution save, a 3
OH? OH NO
The yellow stuff is off but adam is smeared in shit
Did I make a good or bad decision
We keep going but adam feels better like fine like nothing's wrong
Oh no adam's gonna die it's like hypothermia where u feel super hot at first then u die
Passageway stretches on for awhile until coming across a rusty ironed door raised so that we'd have to step up to access it
Aerana makes perception check on the door, 20 not a nat
Hears people shouting and what appears to be a cat
Can't tell if the shouting is bad or not
Theo wrings out cape
Go up to the door, realize there's no lock; the entire lock has fallen out bc the door is so rusty
Adam checks door for traps, 12 investigation
Does not appear to be trapped, looks p old
Adam is in middle, cel towards back, aerana at front
About 25' ahead is a wider chamber and a door set into the wall, the areas are lit
We already walked through the rusty door
Massive screeching sound that came from the door when u opened it
Gotta b stealthy
Door to the right is unlocked
Adam opens the door open, looks like a storage room w different crates and sacks; bland
Some water barrels, adam pours it on himself; the rest of us also do it
Moving into room adjacent to passageway; triangle things in the wall has arrow stuff to make it easier to fire from but the room looks abandoned
Deeper in we go
Don't go that far but hit a wider room extending out 40'
Center of the room; at one point looks like there was a wall covering the room but has since collapsed; several ppl looking at us
Far corner opposite to us is an old halfling man in dark robes, clutching wound at chest, long gray braid down back staring at us as if he heard we were coming
In front of him are two smiling skeletons
It's the necromancer
The skeletons r also looking at us
They appear to be guarding him
In front of skeletons are three kenku looking at us
Bingbong is not one of the kenku
"I can explain" - adam
"we came down here and I was covered in shit and" adam casts pyrotechnics centered in between skeletons and kenku
Initiative
Aerana, 19
Cel, 17
Asyna, 15
Adam, 15
Theo, 9
Aerana
Holds attack, if kenku move within 5 ft of her she'll attack
Cel
Skeletons have bows and shortswords
Kenkus have shortswords
Will hold an action if attacked
Skeletons
Appear to b human skeletons, medium size
Lash out at kenku
One kenku able to parry away an attack, other skeleton slashes another kenku
Asyna
Attacks kenku closest to her, the one not hit
15, "what are you attacking with" "iiiiiiiii don't knowwwwwwwwwww"
Asyna turns into ape
Runs up to terrified kenku
Swings both times but it gets out of the way and hisses like a cat
Adam
Casts pyrotechnics on kenku
One passes, one fails
Failed one is blinded for next turn
Cutting words on the kenku by asyna
Kenku
Blind
Tries to escape, skeleton misses and kenku staggers away and starts feeling way along wall and runs into room west of where we are
Other one
Makes attack on skeleton, half of ribcage slashed but it's still standing
Other other one
Tries to attack ape, misses
Halfling
Stands up, tries to flee
Theo
Hits kenku that tried to get asyna, 5 damage
Has sneak attack, deals 12 damage
Arrow shot into neck, still alive but not for long
Aerana
13 damage to other kenku
"how do you want to do this"
Kenku drops dead
Skeleton turns smiling to aerana
Cel
15 to hit, 6 damage, dead
"how do you want to do this"
Pulls arrow back as far as she can "and I don't know if it's bingbong, but I'm gonna pretend it's bingbong and shoot it right through his eye socket"
"I want to keep bingbong as a pet" - jacob 2020
"kenku are sentient beings, that would be slavery" - dom 2020
Looking around we see the bodies of three other kenku and remains of two other skeletons
The skeletons attack aerana
One hits, 3 damage
Asyna
Goes into the room to follow the halfling and the kenku
Some kind of exit around
The blinded kenku is in here
Can reach halfling or kenku
Marguerite wants to hug the halfling
Athletics check to do it
21
Old man screams but asyna can hold him, unable to escape
Kenku still feeling around on the floor
Adam
Follows asyna
Gonna cast sleep
Kenku falls asleep
Yells over at the halfling
"can you call off your skeletons please"
Halfling
Loser boy's turn
I don't remember how to spell losser unless it's losser
Tries to escape asyna's grasp
"he does not escape your grasp"
Asyna rolls another athletics check
17, he does not escape
Theo
14 to hit, 16 damage
"how do you want to do this"
Arrow to the skull just goes really far in and the skull falls off as do misc bones
Aerana
Misses hit
Tries to thrust forward w sword but it drops and contracts, sword slipping through ribcage
Cel
19 to hit
8 damage, hits shoulder and arm falls off
Skeleton
Misses
Asyna
Waddles the halfling over to adam
Gives him a little squeeze
Adam
baned halfling
And cutting words
No cutting words nvm
Halfling
Asyna rolls a 25
Can't squirm out
"unhand me there are more of them there are more kenku"
Theo
"ok. Bye bye skeleton boy"
22 to hit
12 damage
"how do you want to do this"
Hits him in the smile; teeth knocked out and all of it collapses like a xylophone type noise as the bones hit the floor
Out of combat
Aerana ties up sleeping kenku
Adam casts charm person
Cel is gonna loot
Investigation check, 7
10 gold combined on the kenku; takes
Halfling is charmed to consider adam a dear old friend
Says he just finished work on his new purse; his fanny pack (basically)
Not sure we recognize the material
Adam says he knows who sent the kenku
"you have the stone"
"they stole it from me"
Says he randomly found a nice stone from a rat
Adam puts his hand on loser boy's shoulder and asks if he wants to work from home
Trying to convince loser boy to come with us
Declines
The purse is made out of elf skin
Bc it's supple
Adam trying to get a magical weapon out of loser boy
Has a potion that protects from necromancers
Persuasion check, 24
Goes into side closet
Damage resist potion
Aerana kills him
Wow are you ?? Desensitized ?? Are you desensitized or does it help not being able to see anything ever
Adam rummages through loser boy's desk
Investigation check, 15
False bottom to one of the desk drawers w 100 gold inside
Cel investigation checks loser boy, 13
Finds a little wand w a skull tip
Adam is gonna look at the purse
This bag is a faint gold
Adam shakes the kenku awake, wisdom 13 saving throw
Fails
Charm person
Making dog noises
"you want to take us to your friends"
"I don't know where they are"
"then let's just go back to your base"
"get back to base ? No one knows where that is"
Adam introduces himself, mentions bingbong
Gets theo and cel's names, mimics sound of a hammer hitting metal when asked his name
His name is bonk now
Asks asyna's name, asyna is still an ape
Big hairy git
Aerana says she'll trade information for her name
Adam swings warhammer into ground to threaten kinda
Adam makes 12 insight check
We don't recognize any of the voices he uses
Asks if we live in a hole
Asks if the house is nice
Copies adam's voice for the house boom
Adam asks if he knows about the puppet
"couldn't tell you if I knew"
Nat20 adam runs insight check across entire conversation
He's lying abt not knowing where his friends are
I DFJGSLGJS THAT'S WHAT I WAS SAYING ABT US STILL GIVING UP INFORMATION ASFKJAFD
Adam asks him why he was lying
Hear a voice we've never heard before
But this one in particular is bizarre and warped as if it's through some filter
"do you know what happens when you lie to me"
Adam
Anyone w passive perception over 9 hears a bottle break and a door slam in one of the rooms to the south
Cel hits his brain basically
Some of you starting to piece together that smth strange is happening
Pattering of footsteps from room to the south
Session over for the night
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Make Me Feel Something (A Natasha Request)
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Requested: Anonymous
Pairing: Platonic!Bruce X Reader, Platonic!Avengers X Reader, Natasha X Reader
Word Count: 3254
Warnings: Death mentioned, depression mentioned, swearing, pain
Request: Hey! Great writing! Can you do a platonic Avengers x reader (eventually), Nat x reader (eventually), platonic Bruce x reader: R can instill varying degrees of pain with a thought (physical, mental, emotional etc) but only Bruce knows about their ability. Like Bruce, R believes that isolation/being closed off is the best way to avoid harming ppl. Maybe R’s power manifested in form of self defense when R was being hurt yrs ago but they felt like a monster afterward. Team just wants to understand.
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You were sure there was a better way to live. But for now, this was the way you chose to survive. To prevent yourself from causing unnecessary pain and fear.
“[Y/n], where are you?” The familiar sound of your best friend’s voice made your lips quirk up in a small smile.
“Here Bruce!” You yelled out from your corner in the dark room.
Bruce Banner, otherwise known by his split personality, as Hulk. He was the only one who truly understood your need to live isolated.
Being able to inflict pain without even a thought was terrifying enough for you. The public didn’t need to know about it as well. If they did, there would no doubt be a mob of angry civilians calling for your permanent imprisonment of death.
After all, being a torture telepath was nothing to be in awe of. You could induce varying degrees of pain, whether it be physical, like making a person's leg snap in half, or mental, making a person become temporarily insane, it was not pleasant.
Bruce turned on the light switch of your cell and you had to squint as the artificial light hit your eyes for the first time in a few hours.
“How long have you been in the dark, [Y/n]?” Bruce’s voice slid into his therapy voice without thinking and you rolled your eyes as you walked up and bumped shoulders with him.
“No therapy today Doc. Come on, what’s up?”
You jumped up onto the counter that was pushed up against a brick wall of your cell and swung your legs back and forth.
Yes, you lived in a cell. You preferred it. You had met Bruce when he had first had the accident with the Gamma Rays and had helped him with coming to grips of his new reality with the Hulk in his head.
But then it was his turn to help you when your mutation reared its head after a car accident killed your entire family and left you with extraordinary abilities able to inflict pain and fear in other people.
He tried for the longest time to get you to join his group of the Avengers. But you never wanted to be in the limelight before your mutation, you had actually wanted to just be a housewife, and then with your mutation you definitely didn't want people to fear you.
But you had convinced him to move you to the Avenger tower. Now you lived underground, with none the wiser of who you were. In a cell designed by Bruce that limits your telepathic abilities.
“Well, the team is getting really antsy. They want to know why I keep disappearing. You might have to come out of hiding soon [Y/n].”
You growled low in your throat, Bruce for a moment showing fear reflected in his Hazel eyes, and you stopped immediately, face flushing in anger as you turned your face away so you didn't have to see it.
“YOu know why Bruce. You know why I can’t ever leave this place. It’s either stay in this cell or be dead. I can’t let anyone control me. What I can do….It’s not natural and its dangerous if in the wrong hands.”
Bruce sighed, running a hand down his face. You turned to look back at him, and instead of fear now, there was empathy in his eyes.
“[Y/n]...you were the one who once told me that I can’t run from who I am all my life and that I would have to learn to grow and accept the new part of me that I had become. Don't you think it's time for you to follow your own advice?”
You sulked, glaring at Bruce as he flung your words back in you face. “But Bruce..”
He interrupted you, raising a hand to cut you off, “No! No more excuses [Y/n]. You haven't hurt anyone in years. And you won't learn to control your powers unless you use them and train. So you will leave this cell tomorrow or so help me I will let the Hulk out to drag you out.”
You chuckled, trying to smother your smile with your hand to no avail. You knew it was an empty threat, Bruce would never purposely let the Hulk out. But it did make you realize that he really did care and that you needed to socialize and learn to become part of society again.
“Alright Bruce. Tomorrow I will introduce myself to your little ragtag family of supers.”
Bruce smiled as he opened the cell and let himself out, “That’s all I ask for.”
You jumped off the counter and sauntered over to your small dresser. Pulling out various outfits, You stood undecided on what would be appropriate for your first social interaction with someone other than the Nerdy Bruce Banner.
Finally, you sighed and settled on a pair of jeans and a blank black t shirt.
You stood in front of your mirror and what stared back at you was a stranger.
Your [h/c] hair was dulled and your [e/c] eyes had a haunted look in them so deep that you had to look away.
“I miss you so much.” When you had turned your face away you had inadvertently faced the wall that was  shrine to the family you had lost in the accident.
Pictures filled the wall. Of family camping trips, birthdays, and just lazy days around the old house.
Tears filled your eyes as you walked up and traced a finger over the faces of people you had lost years ago.
“I miss you so much Mom...Dad...Sis.” The tears broke through the dam and fell in silent waterfalls down your cheeks as you collapsed onto your knees, face pushed against the pictures as your body shook with the force of your pain.
It was hours later when you stood back up and wiped your face.
Taking a deep breath you fell backwards onto your cot and stared up at the ceiling, counting down the time until Bruce returned.
When he did, you were ready and extremely nervous.
Your first step out of the cell in over three years. Taking a deep, fortifying breath, you went for it and stepped through the door.
“I’m proud of you [Y/n]. First step down.” Bruce smiled, wrapping a comforting arm around your waist as you began to breath frantically, rubbing your arms as you attempted to calm your thoughts and control yourself so that you didn't accidently lash out.
Bruce led the way up to the main floor lobby. Ignoring the questioning looks you got from civilians and secretaries milling around, you let Bruce guide you into an elevator.
“FRIDAY, please take us to the common room and call the group together.”
An automated females voice rang through the small box, “Of course Dr. Banner.”
You jumped at the voice, “Who's there!?” Bruce frowned, tugging you closer to him, “It’s just an AI. Tony created FRIDAY and she is hooked up to the tower. Don’t worry, she wont hurt you.”
You let out a sigh, “I’m not worried about anyone hurting me. You know that Bruce. Its the other way around.”
Bruce sighed, “I know, sweetie. But it will be okay. You need to live your life. And Staying in that cell is not good for you.”
You felt angry hot tears push against your eyes, but you closed them and pushed the emotion away, “Bruce...it would have been better to die with my family.”
Bruce looked away, knowing he wasn't going to win the argument. The same argument you and him had been having ever since you woke up in the hospital and upon learning that your entire family had been killed on impact, proceeded to cause such a huge telepathic wave of emotional pain that nearly half of the hospital staff was institutionalized from intense episodes of depression and insanity.
The elevator ride went on in silence before dinging and opening the doors to a lavish room.
You walked out in trepidation as you surveyed the gold and blue decor. Floor to ceiling windows covered an entire room and in the middle of the giant room was a couch and beanbags.
Sitting on those beanbags, was Earth’s mightiest heroes.
“Hey Bruce! Who you got there?” You recognized the voice of the millionaire playboy, Tony Stark.
He strutted over with a glass of champagne in his hands even though it was barely noon and swung an arm over Bruce’s shoulder that wasn’t hooked around your waist.
Bruce let go of you to rub the back of his neck as he flushed a slight pink at Tony’s display of affection.
“Guys, I want you to meet my friend, [Y/n].”
You scanned the room. Trying to put the names that Bruce often spoke of, the faces.
Bruce walked up and pointed as he spoke, “That’s Steve Rogers, Clint Barton, Bucky Barnes, Rhodey, Sam Wilson, and where’s Wanda and Vision and Natasha?” He asked Tony.
Tony hiccuped, “Wanda and Vision are on a recon mission and Natasha said she was going to train for a few mins.”
Bruce sighed, but gestured for you to go forth and talk to people.
Despite your fear, you tried to put on a brave face and walked over to Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes first.
“Hello...I’m [Y/n].” You waved self consciously at the two beefed up super soldiers.
Steve smiled, his blue eyes bright with warmth. “I’m Steve. Bruce spoke often of you, but I thought we would never get to meet you. It’s been years of listening to him ramble about you.”
Bucky smirked, his brown eyes flickering past you to Bruce and Tony and back to you, “Are you two ‘Just’ friends then?” He said suggestively.
At that you let out a loud laugh, “Oh hell no!” You said between gasps of laughter., “Just friends.” You affirmed, looking Bucky in the eyes intensely. “I swing for the other team.” You said, with a wink.
Poor Steve stood there with a confused look as Bucky coughed out with a laugh. “Like, the Bronx team?” He said.
That was all it took to push Bucky over the edge as he struggled for breath, falling onto the floor as the laughter caused tears to spring to his eyes.
You walked away with a smile, leaving Bucky to explain to Steve why he was laughing so hard.
You stood off the edge, watching everyone mingle, when you saw her.
She was gorgeous as she walked into the room. In a black sports bra and shorts, sweat glistening off her face and abs. Her red hair sashaying down her back as she walked past the living room and into the kitchen.
“Close your mouth you thirsty hoe.”
You turned and glared at the blond next to you who spoke, “Clint. I’m sure.” You growled.
The man smiled, his head tilting like a lab dog’s as he stuck out a hand for a shake, “Pleasure to meet you [Y/n]. I saw you thisting after Natasha there.” You turned to look through the doorway she had exited as your heart race increased, “That was Natasha?” You asked, voice slipping low as your libido took control.
Clint smirked, “Yup. You should go introduce yourself.” He shoved you in the direction of the kitchen.
Although you glared at him, you walked into the kitchen and found Natasha rifling through the fridge.
“Umm… Hi.” You mentally face palmed yourself at your articulate introduction.
Natasha spun with a water bottle in her hand, flashing a megawatt smile in your direction, “Hello. You must be [Y/n].” She unscrewed the top and you watched in awe as she took gulps from the bottle. Watching her throat work as some of the water dribbled from the corner of her mouth and slide down between the valley between her chest.
Suddenly your mouth was extremely dry and you struggled to swallow and speak as she put the bottle down and wiped her mouth with the back of her hand.
“Uhh.. yes,” You coughed, “That’s uhh, me. I’m friends with Bruce. But not that kind of friend!” YOu panicked as you thought of what Bucky thought being friends meant.
Natasha laughed and you swore angels were singing from the heaven as the sound trilled through the air.
“I never thought you were. Bruce is obviously over his head with Tony.”
You thought back and had to chuckle, it was obvious now that you thought about it. The amount of times Bruce trailed off mid sentence when talking about Tony, staring into space with a dreamy look in his eyes.
“So [Y/n], how did you meet Bruce? Why now are you agreeing to come to the tower?” Natasha asked, reaching up into a cupboard for an apple.
You shrugged, leaning against a counter, arms crossing, “He convinced me to come out of the cage I locked myself into.”
Natasha cocked her head, but smiled and you knew she thought you were speaking metaphorically.
Suddenly there was a scream from the main room. Natasha and you shared a look of panic as you both raced out of the kitchen.
Entering the room you were shocked to see the Hulk standing in the center of the room. He roared and the windows rattled as his fists slammed onto the ground, “Hulk Smash! Puny Human!” He screamed at Tony.
Tony was sprawled on the ground, his eyes wide as he looked up at the green man.
“Tony! What happened!?” Natasha shouted.
When Tony didn't answer, she turned to Steve.
“Bruce asked Tony out and Tony thought he was joking. Said that the day he went out with a man was the day he died!”
You groaned, putting your head in your hands.
“Tony! You absolute buffoon!” Natasha yelled.
Tony craned to look at her, “I was joking! But Hulk got pissed at me!” He turned back to Hulk who smashed a couch into bits as he huffed and snorted angrily at Tony, “Buddy, let me and Bruce talk this out, okay?” He tried to plead, raising his hands placating from his back sprawled position on the ground.
Hulk screeched and smashed his fists on either side of Bruce in anger.
“Hulk! Stop it right this instant!” You ran up and placed yourself protectively over Tony, arms crossed as you stared Hulk down.
“[Y/n][! What are you doing!?” Steve yelled out from across the room.
You didnt turn away from your glare stare down with Hulk as you responded, “I’m doing what needs to be done.”
Then you spoke to Hulk, “Don’t make me hurt you buddy. I need Bruce back before you destroy this place. Okay?”
Hulk huffed at you, “Puny human hurt puny Bruce! Hulk wants to smash him!” He roared, bringing his fists back to the ground. The tower shook with the force and Steve yelled as he and Bucky ran to grab their weapons.
Natasha inched closer, [y/n]...what are you doing?” She whispered.
You sighed, shaking your head, “I’m a mutant. I didn’t want to have to do this...but..I’m sorry. I can't control it well enough to turn it to a single person, so you will feel this too.”
“Feel wha..?” Her question trailed off and turned into an agonized scream as she fell to the ground, shaking.
Hulk struggled to stay standing, but eventually, the amount of emotional pain you were inflicting on him, caused him to stumble and collapse, slowly the green fading away to show a shaking Bruce Banner.
Abruptly you stopped the flow of pain and dropped to you knees, sobs shaking your body as you babbled, over and over again, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry!!!”
You were unaware of your surroundings as the sound of your sobs and words flowed over and engulfed you.
Eventually you were pulled out by the sensation of warm arms encircling you and a head resting on your shoulder.
Sobs slipping into hiccups, you opened your eyes enough to see red hair cascading in your line of sight.
“Nat?” You asked, your voice hoarse. “I’m so sorry!” You cried, standing up and stepping away from her, wrapping your arms around yourself, averting your gaze from her.
Belatedly, you realized that everyone else was gone from the room.
“Hey, [y/n], there’s nothing to apologize for. Bruce is thankful you stopped him before he could hurt tony. And they are talking thongs out calmly.” Natasha spoke, slowly inching closer to you, as you took just as slow of steps backwards away from her.
“How can you stand to be in the same vicinity as me!? All I do is bring pain!” You cried out, turning to run back to your cell, where you felt safe.
Before you could, you were tackled to the ground from behind.
You stared up, in shock, as Natasha straddled your waist, sitting on top of you.
She glared down at you, “You have nothing to be sorry for! I will stay beside you because you are stronger than you know, [Y/n].”
You were still in shock, and couldn’t speak. As she went on, “Everyone left after Bruce calmed down, he was going to take you back to your little ‘cell.”
You opened your mouth to speak, but she placed her hand over your mouth, “Yes, he told us about how you have been living right under our noses for years now. And all about your family and your abilities. So...no one blames you for what happened.”
You shook your head from under Natasha’s hands, your eyes filling with tears.
She let her hand up off your lips and you immediately started spilling words, “I’m so sorry. I should have died with my family. The abilities I have only bring pain. I could break every bone in your body if I wanted to with a single thought..”
Your words were cut off by Natasha’s mouth crashing onto yours.
Your eyes widened before closing as your lips worked against hers, the scent of vanilla enveloping you and bringing you peace.
You forgot about everything except for the weight of Natasha on top of you and the silk of her lips as they delved into your passion.
When she finally broke apart for air, she gazed deep into yours eyes, “You are so strong and amazing [Y/n]. No more hiding. Because I want to explore this connection we have more.”
You smiled up at her hesitantly, a hand coming off the floor to lan at her hip, “Only if you kiss me like that again.” You teased.
Natasha threw back her head with a laugh before descending on your lips once again.
You broke it apart this time, looking up at the woman on top of you, “You make me feel something more...more than pain and fear and anger and sadness.”
Her fingers swept the stray tear off your cheek before kissing the spot, “You will learn to control your abilities [Y/n]. I promise.”
You sat up, keeping Natasha on your lap, eliciting a squeal of surprise from her.
“Now, I think we need to find everyone else, before they suspect something hanky panky going on in here.” You laughed.
Natasha gave you a sly smirk, “Would that be so bad?”
You laughed, feeling freer than you had in a long time, “I guess not.”
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❅ Christmas with You ☃ *:・゚| H O S H I
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» to @react101-seventeen, woah i didnt notice that you actually changed your blog name, luna !! you are one of my unnies here,, and i am so much honored to meet someone like you in this vast internet world. you are such a sweet and caring person,, and i wanna thank you for cheering me up in times when im feeling very unconfident with my writings. im also very thankful that you check on me sometimes, with that i feel like you’re really my older sister :’’) hahaha, consider this thing as a thankful and appreciation gift from me to you. i know im not the best writer but this is my way of appreciating ppl like you. let’s hold each other’s hands as we continue to write more scenarios in the near future! merry christmas (in advanced) luna !!! p.s. kudos to your fast writing skills omg !!
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It was a cold Christmas morning, around five minutes before the clock hits six, when a weak arm grasped around your torso, pulling you in to be engulfed by a warm body. His chest felt so secure against your back, the vibrations running all over your body as he giggles. Then his soft chuckles turned into hums, which sounded so peaceful in your ears.
“Y/N, wake up!” He sang softly.
A smile crept on your lips from his voice. Your eyes still shut closed when he stirred you, making you lie down on your back. “Soonyoung,” You whimpered, stretching your arms above your head, toes curling from the tension of your muscles. You let out a groan before opening your eyes to see fully awake Soonyoung grimacing down at you.
“Good morning, love.” He said cheerfully. He leaned down, pecking your dry lips very quickly.
You immediately reacted, hitting him in his shoulder. “I have morning breath!”
“Ahh, I don’t really care.” He laughed. “Let’s open our presents!” He said excitedly.
“Baby, it’s so early.” A whine escaped your lips. “Shouldn’t we sleep more? We have a lot of time later to open the presents.”
“No! I’ve prepared something for us to do today.”
You raised an eyebrow at him. Between the universe and Soonyoung, he’d most likely to be the one to not plan anything in every occasion. It was very unusual of him to have something beforehand. But today is very special for Soonyoung, not just because it’s Christmas, but because you were spending the rest of the day with him. For a busy guy like him, he barely gets to see you. Now that he has the whole time, he’s not going to waste a single second.
“No way,” You laughed, sitting up. Your hair fell all over your face, making him tuck them behind your ears. “And why are you so excited? Soonyoung, we literally just got presents for no one but to each other.”
“I’m still excited to see what you got me.” He smiled, slipping his fingers with yours.
For the second time today, another smile formed your lips from the sight of him. You looked onto his small yet very delicate eyes, seeing your reflection from his orbs.
Your blood rushed as you remembered what you got Soonyoung for Christmas, but your little witty self decided to kid around. “Oh, don’t bother. It’s nothing big. I only got you two packs of ramyeon.”
“Yah,” He half whined and half laughed, pinching your cheeks. “You’re kidding, right?” He asked, his face turning into seriousness.
You played along, straightening your face. “You think I was kidding?”
“Y/N! You did not buy me two packs of ramyeon for Christmas!” He shouted.
“Don’t shout, oh my gosh. It’s so early, you’re waking up the neighbors!”
“You did not buy me ramyeon, right?”
“I did.”
“You didn’t.”
“Kwon Soonyoung, I did.”
Silence fell between the two of you, indicating the defeat of your boyfriend. He sat still silently in awe, looking at you as disappointment slowly ran over him. When you felt like he’s going to tear up anytime soon, you laughed out loud, burying your face on the mattress.
“Ah really, I was so close to breaking up with you.” He sighed, shaking his head.
“Why? Did you get me a luxurious bag or something?” You sat up, a teasing grin playing on your lips.
“I did.” He replied very weakly, grabbing one of your hands with his before started playing with your fingers.
“No, babe. You didn’t.” This time, you were the one who’s not in the edge of believing the situation. From the seriousness of his face, it was either he’s telling the truth or he had immediately revenged on your previous plan.
Surprisingly, he scooted closer, nuzzling his nose against the soft skin of your neck, transferring warmness all over your body. His tousled hair slightly tickling your skin as he pressed very timid kisses on your collarbones. You knew he wasn’t planning to get intimate, and you were left confused on why he’s acting like this all of a sudden. Is this his way of telling you the truth or is he hiding his face from you because he’s a terrible liar?
“Soonyoung,” A soft giggle exited your mouth as he continued peppering kisses with his lips. You let go of his hand to hold both of his forearms, peeling away from him. When the distance between the two of you appeared, you look straightly in his eyes and witness as darkness wandered in his windows. You were wrong, he was getting intimate. Your mouth automatically parted from the sight. “You’re unbelievable, Kwon Soonyoung.”
Then the darkness left, getting replaced by the galaxies and universe as a joyful smile appeared on his lips. “Sorry, you just look very–”
“Don’t you dare continue.” You warned, holding up a finger on his mouth, which he tried biting but you were fast on your actions and snatched back your finger. You let out a very deep sigh, “You know what? You’re right. Let’s open the presents now and do whatever you had planned before you do something that wasn’t supposed to be on the agenda.”
He laughed very loudly, standing up with you as you both started making the bed, patting plows and straightening the blankets that were very crumpled for Soonyoung was tossing and turning last night. Once you’ve finished the final touches, you let out a satisfied sigh and ran out the bedroom, pulling Soonyoung with you.
The view of the living room made you stop on your fast tracks, Soonyoung momentarilly triped from your sudden pause. You heard him flinched under his breath but you didn’t bother to react. The eye catching preparations make your heart skip a beat. Visible steam coming from the two cups of hot chocolate with candy cane on the side, soft crackling from the fire place that warms the entire room, slow rhythmic blinks of the white lights wrapped around the Christmas tree, and bunch of fuzzy brown and white blankets drapped on the couch. There was also a plate of breakfast on top of the coffee table and some dvd’s of different genres of movies. Everything about the room made your heart melt, and the thought of your boyfriend preparing all of these made you even more soft inside.
When you whipped around, he was already giving you a proud smile. “Did you really?” You asked, wrapping your arms around his neck.
“What? You don’t believe me?” He fake cried, placing a hand over his hurt pretending to be hurt.
You stood on your toes, tilting your head to have full access on his lips. “I told you. You are unbelievable.” You mumbled through the quick kiss.
“Honestly, I asked for Wonwoo’s help.” He replied with a big smile, wrapping his arms around your waist.
“That’s why the concept’s a bit dramatic.” You chirped, nodding your head.
“I’m telling him that.”
“No, you’re not.” You sang, getting away from his grip.
Letting your body bounce as you plopped on the comfy couch, you heard its springs dance beneath the soft cushions. The other side of the furniture sank as Soonyoung settled down where your legs rest, him grabbing your limbs and placing them on his lap. It was still very early in the morning, and it is reasonable for you to shut your eyes again and drift back to sleep, but your boyfriend rather opposed your plan as he suddenly sang a random holiday song.
“Stop crying!” You laughed, teasing him from his singing. “Have I told you that I love you? But please just continue dancing, I’d survive watching you sway your body to the beat than to hear your voice hit the notes.”
“Stop hanging out with Woozi! Did he tell you that?” Soonyoung knew you weren’t serious with what you’ve said, and he’s totally grateful for that.
You sat up fastly, your face ended up being so close with his which made him jerk his head backwards. You chuckled at him being flustered. “I don’t mean it.” You said, ruffling his hair.
“I know.” He happily sighed, grabbing your wrist from his head. “Do you want to open the presents now?” He watched as fireworks exploded in your eyes from excitement. The boy stood from his seat, walking over to grab the only two presents under the Christmas tree.
You chuckled at the emptiness of gifts. “It’s so funny that we really got gifts just for each other.” You reached for the box. “Your friends are just as unbelievable as you. How could they not give us gifts?”
“I’m sure they will give us something.” He said, sitting back. He glanced at the box on his hands, then to you. You raised an eyebrow at him. “Should I give first?” He almost stuttered.
You laughed, placing your box on his lap and reaching the one he’s gripping. “Let’s just open it at the same time.”
“Okay.”
“But babe, is this really something luxurious?” You leaned forward, squinting your eyes at him.
“Just open it!” He exclaimed.
You didn’t, instead, you eyed him as he carefully untie the ribbon of the gift, lifting up the cap. But Soonyoung’s gaze darted at you when your hands flew on top of the box closing it forcefully.
He was surprised from your sudden action. “Y/N, what–”
“I was thinking of doing what you’ve planned first before opening the presents.” You trailed off. “I mean, the food and these drinks.” Hands gesturing at the table as you spoke.
“Is this really ramyeon?”
“What? No, babe!”
“Then why–”
“Let’s just do your plans first!”
“Babe, this is the first part of the plan!”
“Then the second part!”
“I swear if you seriously got me ramyeon–”
“Oh my gosh, I just noticed that wreath on the door frame!”
When his head turned around, you took advantage of snatching the box from his lap and stuffing it back under the Christmas tree. Your laugh roared around the whole house as you saw another surprised expression from your boyfriend.
“I promise, it’s not ramyeon.” More laughter came out of your mouth as you spoke.
“Yah, come here you little brat.” He stood up, in position to chase you but you raised both of your hands in defeat.
“It’s a matching sweater!”
“What?” Confusion ran all over his face.
“My gift for you, it’s a matching sweater. I was just too nervous to see your reaction because I’m worried that you’re not into that kind of things.”
You expected him to scrunch his face in disgust and disapproval from your choice of present, but your assumption didn’t appear on his facial features. It was even more shocking when he walked pass you, crouching down to open the present. In just a second, the pair of beige sweater was present in his grip. An amused and excited grin was evident on his soft lips.
“Did you like it?” You were still standing in confusion as he pulled up the thin white shirt he was wearing. The shirt fell on the floor and was immediately replaced by your little present for him. “Soonyoung, you’re not answering–”
Your words got cut off when he gripped the bottom of your shirt, pulling it above your head and tossing it on the floor far from his shirt. He insterted your head through the hole of the sweater, so as your hands, before fixing the hair all over your face.
A high pitched squeal let out your mouth as Soonyoung picked you up in his arms, spinning you around in excitement. His chest heaving as he cheered, enthusiasm screaming in his actions. He put you down carefully, still not letting go of your body.
“Why did you not tell me immediately?” He complained, but in a joking way, pinching your cheeks. “I love these!” He did a weird dance, showing off his new sweater.
You smiled at him, feeling your heart explode in satisfaction with having him to celebrate the day with you.
“Merry Christmas, Y/N! Ahh, I love you.” He cooed, wiggling his shoulders.
You smirked before winking at him. “I love you too. Merry Christmas, Soonyoung.”
The day continued with watching movies and slacking off the couch while munching unhealthy foods. But of you didn’t mind pigging out together as long you have each other. It may seem like it’s just a normal day with him, but you can conclude that it’s Christmas Day as you shared love to each right before the day ended.
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