#neourodivergent

[not-here222]

i have free will and all the possibilities in the world and yet i still want to die. how ironic.

im very aware of what i have to do to allegedly get better, but i guess not enough to actually do it. i let myself do nothing and simply wait until my family gives up and lets me die, because i dont want to do the “hard work” to get better. im also aware that my mind is twisting my reality in to something that its not. my mind is a constant battle of me trying to convince myself that all my mind tells me is not true and my mind telling me painful lies to “protect me”. currently my mind is winning.

[astirysk2electricboogaloo]

Has anyone here heard of an autism evaluation where a child is asked to draw a line (Just draw a line. No other instructions. That's it.) and if it's vertical it's a sign of being neurotypical while a horizontal or diagonal line is neourodivergent? I literally have never heard this before.

[incorrectclassicbookquotes]

Jules Verne was neourodivergent. From Earth to the Moon and Around the Moon is just him info dumping about space for ten hours straight. I didn’t notice it when I read Around the World in 80 days but I’m noticing it now.

[linkzac]

had a cat 5 neourodivergent moment

[finalrestingplace]

jsyk- a regular seizure feels like I Break Mirrors With My Face In The United States, a dissociative absence seizure feels like a cross between Pss Pss and Big House (or, come to think of it, the whole of governemtnt plates (2013).... such a dissociative album)

[tenok]

So biggest russian comics Mayor Grom got it's own film now and wow, film is just great, I'm impressed and really want to watch it again! Of course there's a lot to critisice since it's typical copaganda and we live in times where cop tortuing people on big screen with funny soundtrack is not something to laugh about but also I'm tired and there's Evil Gay with his Evil Childhood Friend/Bodyguard and I'm living for this dinamic. Funny thing is that in trailers Evil Gay is like, super bossy and agressive but it was cropped from film and in film he's the softest uwu neourodivergent baby boy who literally can't function without his friend has nervous breakdowns before public perfomances wears big soft pigamas and cry on his knees begging his friend to not do dangerous shit. Ahhh.

[corvidkisses]

Me at 3 am: *just chilling*

Also neourodivergent me outta nowhere: SECRET TUNNEEEL! SECRET TUNNEEELLL!

[mymotherisverymadatme]

Is it a neourodivergent thing or a "media absorbed me as a child and I don't know reality" thing to be utterly and unequivocally in love with someone who first of all isn't real, and second of all is a huge broken mess, and third of all you have never felt a devotion so strong to anything or anyone in reality?