#nerdynerd writes

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Would anyone read a monstrosity fic that was written by someone who has read seasons 1-7 more times then they can count, but is on their first watch past that and is only on season 14?

(I do have some context due to spoilers and the fandom wiki page and stuff)

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I am NOT waiting anymore. I am writing a bug Kai fic, even though I'm still on season 14.

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I just posted my first work on ao3!!! Please check it out it you can/want!

It is called Back in Black By Fuzzy_spoon (I tried to link it but it didn't work. My pinned post in my profile has the link to my AO3 though.)

Here is the summary!

Sam jumped back when he saw the black eyes of a demon. “Dean?” He asked warily, taking a small step back.

“Yeah, Sammy?” Dean asked, his head raising completely from where it has been resting on his hands.

“You're a demon.” Sam informed him, his own eyes wide.

“Son of a bitch!” Dean cursed.

Or

When Dean becomes a demon, he doesn't have the same urge to kill.

(I am bad at summaries, but you should read this please.)

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The other day one of my friends (and fellow supernatural fan) told me to tell them a bedtime story. I'm unoriginal, so this is what came out...

One night, after the mother went to bed

She heard her baby cry. "Fuck this." She said

She walked to the nursery where she checked to see if it was dire *"if not, I'm going back to sleep"* she thought, before seeing her husband standing by the crib. *"Finally, I can fucking sleep."* she thought, before she realized her husband was downstairs

She tried to scream, but she was quickly on fire

Against the ceiling with a stab wound on her torso, she burned in her white nightgown. Her husband woke up and thought to himself *"well fuck."* and went to investigate

He went up the stairs and up there he became scared

As his wife was roasting like a marshmallow

He gripped his oldest son by the shoulders

"Take your brother outside as fast as you can. Don't look back, now Dean, go!" He yelled before wailing at the ceiling, where his baby mama laid

"MaaaaAaaAryyyy”

He yelled, before the fire encompassed the room, causing him to have to leave

He sat outside still nearby, close to the cover of some leaves

He sat on a fire truck thinking *"wow. I'm fucked."* as he gripped his eldest son tight

Driven by revenge he raised his kids to kill the things that go bump in the night

They grew up without a hint of luck, sleeping in motel rooms while their dad was gone for many nights

Dean took care of little Sammy. Dean did everything his father asked, he was a scared, young boy

Sam on the other hand did all he could to make sure he passed (school) and strove to be normal without a hint of the ordinary in sight

As they grew older Dean was a daddy's boy, doing everything he could for approval. Although none came and he sat in shame as Sammy got into collage. "A full ride!" He exclaimed as Dean's heart was shot with pain. Was Sammy going to be leaving them some night?

He couldn't, right?

It was Dean's job to protect Sammy since that faithful fiery night, and Dean had taken it in stride.

But Sammy held, and his dad soon swelled with anger brimming inside

"If you leave, don't you ever come back." He said, his voice devoid of light. Dean gazed at Sam, sadness but also pride in his eyes, although he was unseen.

Sam left and didn't come back, not taking into account the feelings of Dean.

It was a couple years later when their dad went missing. "Son of a bitch!" Dean thought

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Help with my writing/fanfic?

I need help figuring out how Sam would react if Dean had just died, (in Sam's arms) like he did with the mark of Cain, got told by Crowley that Dean was kinda alive, then saw that Dean had black eyes.

Does he act like "I don't give a shit at the moment that you have black eyes and are a demon with the mark of Cain, you're my brother and I'm going to hug you and we can sort this out in a bit"

Or does he act like "holy shit, is a demon possessing my brothers dead body" and go for the holy water/iron/salt (or all three)

Or, should it go something like this:

Sam jumped back when he saw the black eyes of a demon. “Dean?” He asked wearily, taking a small step back.

“Yeah, Sammy?” Dean asked, his head raising completely from where it has been resting on his hands.

“You're a demon.” Sam informed him, his own eyes wide.

“Son of a bitch!” Dean cursed, scooting away from Sam slightly.

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Uh oh, I just realized...I keep on losing motivation for a fic and then thinking of a plot for another one... (This is why I don't post fics, either I never finish or they have a crappy ending.)

But, just in case,

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Soo, I currently have 1085 words typed out for my monstrosity kai fic (I still need to connect the scenes and stuff since one of them is more towards the end of the fic) and

I was wondering, how many words are acceptable? And would you prefer me to update as I write, or wait until im finished to start uploading?

And how long do you all want the chapters to be?

(If I started uploading before I finished writing it, I wouldn't be able to guarantee a good update schedule)

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Bruh, my Google docs are saying that I am only able to suggest changes (on my own doc!!) It only says it for that one doc. Does anyone know why??

I think it decided im unworthy or something

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Guys (gender neutral) in fanfiction, do you prefer the reasons why a character feels the way they feel, (this is a draft btw)

example: They just sat there for a moment, -well, half standing half awkwardly crouching in Sam's case- wrapped in each other's embrace. It felt nice, comforting, for Sam to be wrapped in Dean's warm arms, the same set of arms that had comforted him all throughout his life, the arms that had hugged him after he started getting picked on in school, the same arms that hugged him when Dad had gotten mad and mean. The same arms that had probably changed his diapers, the same arms that helped him up every time he fell. The arms of his protector, his best friend, his brother, his *family.*

Or, do you prefer something that doesn't explain everything (is it distracting?)

Ahh, I'm half alseep again so sorry for grammatical errors and typos and other stuff. Although I'm probably just as bad (if not worse) when not about to fall asleep.

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I just told my twin that I read and write fanfiction.....

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Favourite review you've gotten??

Also, do you prefer one-shots or longfics???

Oh my gosh uh, probably this review

And do I prefer oneshots or longfics? Well, I like to write whatever I can get out with a proper conclusion, and i prefer to read fics from 5-25k words long (but I do like shorter and longer ones!)

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A pinned post?? So fancy!

You can call me nerdynerd. You can refer to me using any pronouns.

I like writing, supernatural, Lego ninjago, the cw flash, reading, destiel, crochet, and more!

I am a part of the LGBT community. I am neurodivergent. I am also a minor!

My AO3 account is Fuzzy_spoon I have one work! It is supernatural!

The tags i like to use are in the tags!

That is all for now! I will probably edit this post later!

[nerdwholikesnerdythings]

When you're trying to write but it somehow turns into the character going through a horrible thing you went through

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Currently processing a piece of trauma i have by writing fanfiction of a character going through it.

Poor dude....

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The urge to type down fic on a keyboard.... (I always type on my phone. Never once have a written fic on a keyboard.)

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FUCKKKKK I STARTED READING FOR ANOTHER FANDOM, AND WRITING DRAFTS FOR IT. BUT WHILE I WAS THINKING ABOUT A DIFFERENT SCENARIO IN A DIFFERENT FANDOM FOR THIS SONG, THIS THOUGHT CAME BACK TO ME. DAMN THE SUPERNATURAL BRAIN WORMS!!!!!

Guys... hear me out, a fic from castiels perspective based off of behind blue eyes by The Who (if you aren't familiar with the song, here's some of the lyrics)

No one knows what it's like

To be the bad man

To be the sad man

Behind blue eyes

And no one knows what it's like

To be hated

To be fated

To telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't this empty

As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely

My love is vengeance

That's never free

No one knows what it's like

To feel these feelings

Like I do

And I blame you

(Should I write this???)

Edit: guys, what if it was while castiel was beating up Dean because of Naomi??? Oh my God the one wheel in my brain is spinning