#nonbinary goth icon

[jarognieva]

I feel so related to him (her?)

He's Death and everyone are scared of her but in fact he's very warm-hearted and everything she really needs is people to accept him and treat as part of family

[dollarstore-kins]

Self indulgent nonbinary Black Sapphire Cookie icons!!

-Mod ET

[pridewishes]

♔ || AME ICONS

250x250 || goth nonbinary lesbian || bordered circle

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[ohlookiehereanotheruser]

Masterlist of Denied Requests 5

Please take a crack at it everyone! Fifth Wave! More will be added later on!

Mogai

Coinings:

None Submitted

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Blinkies/Pixels/Stamps/Widgets:

Is it possible for you to make hyena or sun bear emojis? (sad, happy, angry, nervous, etc, you can do whatever you want :D)

Userboxes:

None Submitted

Moodboard/Stimboards:

could I request a stimboard of Gangle from amazing digital circus? she’s my comfort character :> and just cooll! With themes of wood, ribbons, masks, water, tap shoes, and metal?

could you possibly do a matcha alcremie moodboard with nature and earthy themes?

may i request an aranea stimboard with psychic and nature themes?

could i get a william wisp(jrwi prime defenders) stimboard? id like ghost hunting and wolves and the color blue if possible. thanks! -for @/william-wisp

Can I have a BoTW/ToTK Link stimboard with lots of nature and swords. No slime please! -

May I request a stimboard of abandoned Disney attractions? Preferably gifs of exploration after closing, or if there is none, footage of it in operation is fine!

could i request a moodboard for dokuro chan from bludgeoning angel dokuro chan? don’t really care too much about themes or whatever buuuut if i had to give some ermm maybe angelcore, animecore?

Can I please have a moodboard for season 1 Steven from Steven universe? Can it have themes of adventuring with the gems and relaxing around beach city?

ould I,, maybe request a ririka from nnd compass stimboard? if it's okay, could it have a menhera/yami kawaii theme?

May I request a moodboard for Yato from 'Noragami'? Sky blue and inky black colors will do. As for theme.. maybe shedding an inner psychological darkness? -

Can you do a pine marten + pastel goth moodboard please?

Ishmael Limbus Company water slime board?

Could I ask for a Hajime Hinata stimboard?

May I request a Moodboard for Circe x Telemachus from epic? (Gigi’s version if that’s okay) with love spell themes?

Could I request a stimboard for FranknFurter from the Rocky horror picture show? Preferably for when he’s in his green lab coat

Icon Requests:

if its okay, can i have some replycons for hawks (mha) ? i do prefer the manga but i wouldn’t mind the show at all

could i have a montgomery gator icon with either the dissociation agere flag or the Age Regressor flag? ✅

wolf therian icons?

Can I request an icon/icons for Eclipse from FNAF with nonbinary and boyflux themes?

maybe some Gay Bowie (Total Drama) Icons? -

Can you do Death (Puss In Boots) Icons?

can I request icons for Peppino Spaghetti from Pizza Tower?

could I request some icons of the protagonist from persona 5 royal? (game)

Murdoc Niccals Gorillaz pfps perhaps?

can i please request The Collector (The owl house) icons with the stellaripped (https://www.tumblr.com/lunentity/ 747086228326940672?source=share) flag? circle or square is ok! thanks very much! ✅ -

can you do silver the hedgehog lesbian icons pls?

Can I rq for genderfae lesbian celestia icons from mlp?

May I please request black and white circle icons of Todoroki Shouto? ✅

lesbian lottie mattthews icons from pre crash?

Can you please make a few icons of Guzma or a luxray with the Trans flag? -

can i request antarcticite from land of the lustrous w/ the oriented aroace flag?

may i please request faded heart iconw w/ this magicalgirlic flag w/ boothill!?

could you possibly do a Lacey from lacies game icons? Theme just webcore and lacey ofc :3 tysm!

Rentry Graphics:

May I please request some ticci toby graphics?

could i req linzer rentry graphics (from crk ofc !) ?

May I request a Jinx ( from arcane/league of legends) rentry graphics?

pleaese make chase total drama graphics?

zhongli rentry graphics pretty pelase?

graphics of any character from identity v? little girl/memory or gardener/emma woods preferred please? -

Hiii can I please request rentry graphics of jirai chan please?

i was wondering if i could please have some tim drake (any version! robin or red hood, any comics/games) rentry graphics?

May I request your take on some rentry graphics for a character named A.B.A from Guilty Gear -Strive- ?

shoto todoroki graphics?

can i rq some Bon from the Walten Files graphics? -

can i request a spinner (mha) graphic?

Can I get an Eevee rentry graphic?

NPTs/SNPTs/Usernames:

can ghost ask for princess peach titles please? (Titles)

Sigma from bsd Id Pack please?

Can I get some Name and Pronouns for smartass from toon patrol?

can i get name + pronouns reccs for hunter (TOH)?

Names for Captain Spaceboy from Omori? -

i just wanted to ask if u take requests for tgcf/heaven officials blessing? could i please request hualian (as a whole) themed npts? if you're not able to do hualian, a xie lian npt!

May I ask for a columbina (genshin) npt pack?

can you please do an id pack based off of monitoring by deco27?

May I request some ramuda amemura from hypnosis mic npts if possible?

could you pretty pretty please do red panda NPTS? tysmm

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May I PLEASE get OHSHC haru themed npts please? - nptscinema

could i request an npt list relating to detectives and film noir?

Dividers/Borders/Headers:

None Yet

Custom NPTs/SNPTs

None Submitted

PNG/Render/Mask Requests/Sprite Edits:

could i get a junko sprite edit/redesign with pink/blue heterochromia eyes? ✅

are u able to get nekomura iroha pngs/pixels or overlays?

Layout Requests:

Hello may I please request a layout for Black Swan from hsr?

If it's alright, may i request some Twitter layouts for nahida from genshin impact?

If possible could I please have a tumblr layout for Rin Okumura (Blue Exorcist)? -

could i please request a layout of Naruto from Naruto?

If it's alright, may i request an Indian inspired Tumblr layout for nahida from genshin?

Can I please request a Furina layout with themes of royalty?

selen tatsuki layouts please?

blue madara mikejima tumblr layouts ? -

can i request a kou minamoto discord layout?

can i request momoka sakurai/menhera-chan discord lays?

Could you do glisten from Dandy's Discord layout please?

could i req a habit (emh) discord layout please?

Can you make a Astro (from Dandy’s World) tumblr layout? -

HIIII can I request yuuna from love angel syndrome layout?

I was hoping if I could request Tumblr layouts with beartic?

could you do a naruto discord layout with a orange/redish color?

Hello may I please request a layout for Black Swan from hsr?

If it's alright, may i request some Twitter layouts for nahida from genshin impact?

If possible could I please have a tumblr layout for Rin Okumura (Blue Exorcist)? -

could i please request a layout of Naruto from Naruto?

If it's alright, may i request an Indian inspired Tumblr layout for nahida from genshin?

Can I please request a Furina layout with themes of royalty?

selen tatsuki layouts please?

blue madara mikejima tumblr layouts ? -

can i request a kou minamoto discord layout?

can i request momoka sakurai/menhera-chan discord lays?

Could you do glisten from Dandy's Discord layout please?

could i req a habit (emh) discord layout please?

Can you make a Astro (from Dandy’s World) tumblr layout? -

HIIII can I request yuuna from love angel syndrome layout?

I was hoping if I could request Tumblr layouts with beartic?

could you do a naruto discord layout with a orange/redish color?

IF ITS OKAY could you possibly do a red themed cirrus baek (litc) discord layout ?!

Package/Themepack Request:

will you make tumblr graphic / layout + replycons + graphic for pinned of draculaura from monster high (gen 1 or 3 please)?

can you do yuri lcb replycons and icons? with a red tech theme maybe?

s it possible that you could make a lunala themepack, please?

Template Request

can I get an oka ruto template?

helloooooo may i request a momo from dandadan template?

This is the fifth list, at this point, went back to surfing the past, please tell me if an ask has been shown twice by accident.

[gaysparkler]

Everyone say hello to Pénthos Ingellvar, mage, they/them, goth nonbinary icon :)

CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY MORE OF THIS GAME!!!!

[navtechnicianez]

About Me

Hi! I'm Ezra. I just finished my 3 year Space Navigations Technician diploma. I fix the systems that allow spaceships to find and steer themselves to where they want to go. I thought this job with Pony Express would take me to interesting new places! They didn't tell me I would be working on a historical relic, though...

Silly little Mouthwashing self insert roleplay blog~

Icon by @yimpysdiner ~

Click read more for more info/boundaries!

Boundaries:

first time roleplayer. please be niceys 🥺

private dm roleplays kind of freak me out like feels like theres a lot of pressure. so I'll probably stick to asks and posting.

pretty much no topics are off limits to me.

just dont be weird or mean or rude to me okay

// for OOC

About Ezra (the character):

(subject to fine tuning as I work out the character)

Age: early mid 20s

Gender: nonbinary (closeted; someone with a savvy queerdar might notice but otherwise their femme presentation enables them to go through life as a "woman." To them, it's "not worth the fight".)

Sexuality: bisexual with a preference for men

Pronouns: any, with some preference for they/them. Though for above reasons, most will default to she/her at first.

Backstory: They are a Navigations Technician. Their job is to maintain the sensitive equipment within the flight console that allows the ship to chart its course and steer. Fresh and green out of their diploma course, they took this job with Pony Express over a better paying job maintaining unmanned ships that would have kept them closer to Earth. If asked, they would say they wanted the adventure, but inside they just wanted to get away from their family back home. On the Tulpar, they come to find that not only is the sense of adventure not quite so grand in a small windowless metal box, but the technology that guides spaceships has advanced a lot in the decades since the Type-F freighter 0926WO Class C was in its prime. Simply put: they don't know how to maintain the systems they were brought on board for, beyond a few barebones similarities to the modern technology they were taught about in school. They spend much of their time poring over the manuals and schematics, praying all the while that nothing breaks before they can figure out how the hell to fix it. Add in a dash of autism while being stuck in close quarters with a handful of total strangers and they're in for an interesting time.

Personality: Somewhat self doubting and unsure of themself, their skills, and their direction in life. Preoccupied with being liked, as such has a hard time being authentic at first. This shows as a kind and genial outward demeanor; someone who makes every effort to be polite and accommodating. Though this kindness is often based in a sense of fear, it isn't in itself a facade, more an optimistic "treat people the way you want to be treated" mentality. Tries to be open minded, empathetic, and understanding of people's differences, problems, different life circumstances. When comfortable with someone, they let loose the weirdness, obsessive tendencies and dark humour. Takes a lot to make them dislike someone, but when they do, internally they get really vindictive, spiteful, and all around unforgiving. Prone to bouts of depression, but will try very hard not to show it.

Interests: Likes to read fiction. Particularly fond of scifi. An artist at heart, enjoys creative pursuits all different kinds, but is focusing on improving their drawing and sketching for the duration of the haul, drawing the different environments of the ship and the people within them. Music is incredibly important to them, and it's almost impossible for them not to move to the beat of a song in some way. They are particularly involved in goth subculture, though their music taste expands beyond it. Loves to sing, is okay at it.

Relationships:

Curly: Doesn't quite know what to make of him. Thinks he's handsome and charismatic. His position of authority makes her uneasy. Curly is kind, which counteracts that. But his closed off nature throws her off. So any attempts to get to know him better and build a more comfortable (to her anxious mind) relationship fail. A mix of good, friendly interactions, and very awkward ones when she starts trying too hard.

Jimmy: Relates to his sense of humour and his mistrustful, self-centered worldview (as well as the deep insecurity they can sense within him), though they approach it with a different mindset than he does. Starts finding him very attractive as their relationship progresses, ending up with a pretty significant crush. Is much more willing to look past his faults and negative traits because of this. Lacking in the confidence to pursue him directly, they put in a lot of energy making themself and their attraction noticeable, but not so noticeable that they look desperate.

Anya: Sort of intimidated. Feels a kind of pressure to relate to her on the basis of them both being "women," something they've always had difficulty with, despite the fact that this is not something Anya 100% positively expects from them. Anya is so unfalteringly nice they feel really bad being as uncomfortable on the inside as they are. Is also quite jealous of Anya's passion for medicine and drive to achieve it, as that kind of ambition is something notoriously absent from their life.

Daisuke: Least intimidated by Daisuke out of the crew, they get along well enough, being so similar in age. They both like video games and art. But his energy can be a lot for Ez. Even so, they really relate to his lack of drive, and feeling like they ended up in a place they didn't want to be/weren't ready for in order to appease their parents. So when he opens up about it, they end up commiserating on this topic.

Swansea: Is technically their direct superior, though they don't spend nearly as much time under him as Daisuke does. Reminds them of their dad somewhat, so they end up flip flopping between being taking him for what he is and liking him, being incredibly intimidated and even fearful of his gruff demeanor, and being pissed the hell off by him. Though they were highly unprepared for the reality of working on the Tulpar and start off quite clueless about the workings of the old equipment they were brought in for, being educated on the matter they're still pretty capable, and thus tend to escape his ire.

(headcanon: pony express employees have to buy their own uniforms. this work dress is a style they offer, but is more expensive than the typical jumpsuit, and you have to sign a waiver absolving the company of responsibility for any injury incurred by the improper coverage of this attire. ez also owns a regular pony express jumpsuit.)

About Ez (the roleplayer):

23 | they/she/he

writer. find me over at @xyfanficarchive for more info <3

[horrorvillaintourney]

HORROR'S NEXT TOP GENDER, ROUND FOUR MATCH SEVEN: Cesare (The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari) vs. The Xenomorph (Alien)

PROPAGANDA FOR CESARE:

"Cesare has what every nonbinary goth thinks they have going for them."

PROPAGANDA FOR THE XENOMORPH:

"Is this a "character"? It's a whole species technically but I think it should count. Anyway I know people like to think about them as female and therefore Girlbosses or whatever and I think that's fine, have fun. However, they are obviously an alien species that doesn't adhere to human ideas of gender- or fit into ideas of binary sex if we wanted to think that way, since they reproduce very differently. I am also thinking about how their (very iconic) design incorporates a lot of sexual elements/imagery, and in that way too they mix-and-match and play around with gender. And again they are just so iconic."

[dollarstore-kins]

Self indulgent nonbinary Raven icons!!

-Mod ET

[thesilliestocs]

welcome to revelations, indiana

hello everyone! this is my blog dedicated to compiling all the content about my ocs and the world they live in. almost everything on here will be reblogged from my main blog. i’ll give short intros for all the main characters below!

ziggy baker - 17 - she/it - cis - lesbian - autism - depression

ziggy is my little goth girl. she absolutely loves industrial, metal, and gothic rock, and her favorite band is nine inch nails or siouxsie and the banshees. she’s a little weird and very much the outcast in school, but despite that she has lots of friends. her favorite movie is the blair witch project.

tag - playlist - artfight - pinterest board

sally murphy - 18 - they/she - nonbinary - unlabeled sapphic - anxiety - dysgraphia

sal is a very angsty teen. she lives with her aunt, and has chronic nerve pain in her hands from burn scars. she loves grunge music. she’s the biggest fan of ghostbusters you’ll ever meet. her and ziggy are dating.

tag - playlist - artfight - pinterest board

father benjamin robinson - 32 - he/him - cis - gay - autism - depression - anxiety - ptsd

ben is probably the most developed of the ocs on this blog. he’s a priest, and has a lot of issues, repressed gay man with catholic guilt etc etc. he actually really likes goth music, and he’s a massive stephen king fan. he’s also a massive fan of classic literature, with his favorite books being a tie between pet sematary and crime and punishment.

tag - playlist - artfight - pinterest board

shawn - 34 - any pronouns, mainly he/him - some strange kind of gnc - bisexual - adhd

he’s a rockstar. he does drag. he’s just some guy. he goes to church on occasion. he contains multitudes. he’s also a slut. loves classic rock, david bowie is his icon. favorite movie ever is american psycho, with friday the 13th as a close second. i love him

tag - pinterest board

tom - 17 - he/him - cis - bisexual (strong fem pref)

ziggy’ bestie. works with her at a haunted house during the summer. huge horror movie buff. cinephile film bro. metal/rivethead. ministry fanboy. kind of a dick but fun to be around

tag

donna - 28 - she/her - cis - straight -

sal’s aunt. really nice, huge dog person, watches a lot of reality tv. works in it, looking to get into editing. big rom-com fan. just a very pleasant person to be around in general

tag

dividers found here, here, and here. photos found on pinterest.

[witchyfashion]

​​A celebration of magical women and nonbinary people in American history, from Salem to WitchTok. Meet the mystical women and nonbinary people from US history who found strength through the supernatural—and those who are still forging the way today. From the celebrity spirit mediums of the nineteenth century to contemporary activist witches hexing the patriarchy, these icons have long used magic and mysticism to seize the power they’re so often denied. Organized around different approaches women in particular have taken to the occult over the decades—using the supernatural for political gain, seeking fame and fortune as spiritual practitioners, embracing their witchy identities, and more—this book shines a light on underappreciated magical pioneers, including: ✦ Dion Fortune, who tried to marshal a magical army against Adolf Hitler ✦ Bri Luna, the Hoodwitch, social media star and serious magical practitioner ✦ Joan Quigley, personal psychic to Nancy Reagan ✦ Marie Laveau, voodoo queen of New Orleans ✦ Elvira, queer goth sex symbol who defied the Satanic Panic ✦ And many more!

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[blackbutlerfandomnerddomain]

So I saw you posting some Danganronpa stuff and was curious who your favorite charter is.

HELL YEA DO I LIKE DANGANRONPA!

It depends on the games so I'll answer it via each game:

Danganronpa 1/Trigger Happy Havoc:

Celestia!

What can I say, she's a crazy bitch who I lowkey don't hate her motive of surviving/doing the killing game. Besides Chirhiro who was about to take this slot if it wasn't for Celestia's special person she's being held hostage for was her cat, I loved Celest so much to headcanon her as a fellow enby actually! Wither she's MtF transgender, intersex, nonbinary, what have you, I love the headcanon of her simply not falling under the status que of gender and that the girls are perfectly fine with it and even changes/bath with this Goth Queen regardless what she has

Next is Danganronpa 2/Goodbye Despair:

GUNDAM TANAKA!!!

This guy was my favorite from the SECOND I saw him! As someone who loves animals and most defiantly would've had chuunibyou syndrome if I was in a anime like this guy, I connected to him hard!

Autistic coded and I think canon, goth icon, and I just adore his lil goofy butt and heavily love shipping him with a beautiful princess and dorky mechanic!

Danganronpa Ultra Despair Girls:

Toko Fukawa was someone who I semi liked in the original, even though her split-personality disorder wasn't that great in representation, but her in this game was great!

I loved her whole character vibe, her lowkey lowkey bisexual Queen vibes with Komaru, and just her growth was amazing!

But if I had to pick just Ultra Despair Girls based characters it's hard but I have to say my favorite Warrior of Hope. . .

Jataro! I love this lil weirdo and will always love and adore him!!

Now onto the final Danganronpa game V3: Killing Harmony:

Korekiyo Shinguji!

I'll admit I mainly liked him first he was an attractive person but when I played the game a second time when trying to get at least one secret scene I fell more in love with his character and felt bad for how I judged him first hand.

While his reasoning is fucked in all levels I do in fact kind of understand why he does it and see him easily redeemable once someone sits down and talks to him about what happened to him growing up was wrong and he was a victim and that's fine, I also do really admire him and I argue because of him I grew to really love writing some serious stuff cause I wanted to give him a happily ever after

[synthesizershowdown]

why flower's image should be changed to her v4 design: a comprehensive explanation and argument

i'm wayyyy too dedicated to this vocal synth for my own good. please be open minded and take my points seriously because i spent like 2 hours typing this up

flower's v4 design is easily her most iconic and recognisable design, and is well liked for several reasons:

her hairstyle, figure and outfit reflect her voicebank's androgynous tone - this is rare in vocal synths and makes her popular with nonbinary vocal synth fans like myself

her outfit has a distinct punk/goth style that was carried over from the v3 design and is suitable to her genre of music - vflower was created as a poweful vocal specialising in rock

it keeps several design elements introduced in v3: flat chest, messy white hair with a singular dark purple streak, vivid purple eyes, dark purple leather vest, choker and boots, as well as a bandage wrapped around one of the arms

flower's v4 voicebank is quite popular in the vocal synth scene as of now and has been used in a variety of well known songs, including goodbye sengen, venom, villain, lower one's eyes, bocca della verita, the list goes on. it would make sense to use the v4 design to represent flower, whose most popular voicebank is her v4.

in contrast, when ci flower was released, many original vflower fans felt upset and betrayed because of several major differences:

physical appearance

her hair is smooth and straight, and ends in a pink gradient. it has two purple streaks instead of one

her eyes are a different shape and an entirely different shade of cool blue

she has a visible chest

outfit

features a lot less purple and is visibly desaturated. has a decent amount of grey and orange, both colours that do not appear anywhere on the v3 and v4 designs

instead of being goth/punk inspired it is a very basic outfit that has a closer resemblance to casual/sportswear

lacks several vital design elements that make v3 and v4 recognisable as the same character

voicebank

people have complained that it sounds a great deal more feminine

most importantly, it lacks the power of v3 and v4, instead having more of a delicate, brittle quality that is easily drowned out by loud rock music

these factors combine to create a character who is completely unrecognisable to both the original v3 and v4 designs, both in terms of design and vocals. most people who know of flower consider them as different vocal synths and i've even seen one or two people saying that while they disliked the original vocaloid and thought it was too abrasive, they enjoy the ci variant for its softness and femininity. instead of adopting ci as the new representative design, the majority of original vflower fans have continued to use the v4 design + voicebank, and seem to go out of their way not to interact with content involving the cevio version.

several testimonials i have gathered:

in conclusion:

*(also this is negligible but i think more people use the tag "vflower" than "flower vocaloid" and that way you might get a tiny bit more engagement)

i rest my case.

That's quite a passionate argument. However, I will not be changing the image used, otherwise I'd probably have to change the design for other vocals as well. If I went off of the design I liked best for a vocal, 1. it would not be V4flower and 2. vocals such as Miku and Tianyi would have different designs as well.

I'd also like to comment that the sound difference is not exclusive to flower. IA's CeVio AI voicebank sounds quite different to her Vocaloid bank as well. The difference in technology does alter quite a bit.

Most importantly though, this blog is for fun. Please don't take this too seriously. If you dislike the CeVio design so much, vote against her. You don't actually have to vote based on quality of voicebank(s).

[stigmvtas]

VIKTOR SAMUELS — ABRIDGED.

welcome to marina, VIKTOR SAMUELS ( nonbinary, they/them ) ! they are a THIRTY year old who has lived over on TOWER HILL for THEIR ENTIRE LIFE and works as a VISUAL ARTIST. everyone says they look a lot like MAXENCE DANET FAUVEL. what do you think? — JAMES, 24, THEY/THEM, EST.

MENTIONS OF RELIGION, HERESY, MISSING PERSONS / DISAPPEARANCE, DRUGS, ADDICTION, HOSPITALIZATION, AND REHABILIATION.

profile.

full name: viktor phillip samuels.

birthday: january 2nd, 1993.

astrology: capricorn sun, gemini moon, libra rising.

sexuality: bisexual.

currently listening to: lilian by depeche mode.

last known location: [[[cannot be found]]]

PINTEREST.

brief history.

religion; second eldest to a devout preacher and his wife, only minutes behind their twin sister, but years ahead of their youngest sister. the samuels are a cold, god-fearing household.

unfortunately viktor's never been fond of the lord. after a peaceful childhood, viktor became a terror. a nuisance. finds a love for all kinds of horror early on, and is pretty much a full fledged goth by the time they hit double digits.

heresy; has faked possession, has defiled the church pews, has committed so much heresy they've been banned from all church services. is better off not going, anyways.

their twin sister is the definition of perfection. more moonlight than sunlight, because she's always been unsettlingly cold, even when smiling. got along great with the richer kids, while viktor was known as her freak brother.

kind of like an art prodigy, so they naturally went to art school after high school.

missing persons / disappearance; during their last year of college, their twin sister went missing. search parties search every inch of the island, but there's no sign of her anywhere. after a year of dwindling efforts, they stop the search completely.

drugs / addiction / hospitalization / rehabilitation; viktor went completely off the rails. they already struggled with their drug use, but it got worse during this time. wound up in and out of hospitals and rehab for a good few years. was sober for a few months after their latest stint, but it never lasts for that long. is at least trusted enough to have their own apartment again.

has their own art studio beneath their apartment, the rent inexpensive because of mysterious fire damage that leaves the building not completely up to code. hell yeah.

facts & temperaments.

blacklisted from almost every therapist on the island except for this ancient fucker who will not succumb to viktor's efforts to woo and subdue. is secretly grateful for this.

loves pretty much anything horror. can settle for a thriller. as long as it's scary or disturbing in some way, viktor's into it. fan of goth music and the overall subculture, icon of wearing smudged under-eye eyeliner that only further accents the fact that they look like they've never even heard of sleep before. there is no color in their wardrobe.

moody but the moods range from horny (is a local whore) to just a fucking asshole. doesn't care about other people except for their sister rosa, and a select few others. everyone else is like they're just playing a game of cat and mouse.

doesn't know how to just be. nice. disregards other's feelings relatively easy but is way too into their own emotions. feels everything so incredibly deeply, or not at all.

dramatic and loves the attention, even if they're apathetic. will start shit just because. loves getting into fights that'll result in their ass being fully beat because that's just a tuesday afternoon for them.

uses humor to cope sometimes, and is pretty sardonic - but doesn't ever talk about what really bothers them, or their traumatic past.

masterful at sculpting but fucks around with ceramics a lot and oil paints. got into metalworking for funsies, and sometimes will branch into other art forms, but they know what they're really good at. will destroy their own artwork for funsies sometimes, call that performance art&lt;3

like chaotic neutral i'd say. drives a customized vintage hearse and it's one of the few things that viktor actually loves.

painfully honest unless it comes to their own emotions.

[darkwavedreams]

shelley has an enemy at one of the underground clubs in the goth scene, one similar to the coven. they're known simply as "noir", a male bodied but nonbinary DJ who is fashionably and aesthetically inspired by julian sanders. in fact, their whole lifestyle is built around getting close to julian... except they become the darling of venin.

they don’t just frequent it—they haunt it. venin is curated, theatrical, expensive without ever being obvious. it smells like powdered roses and cold metal. there’s always fog, but it’s not for obscuring—it’s for framing silhouettes.

noir drifts through like perfume. they don’t dance. they lean. they smirk. they occasionally take the mic for a spoken-word moment or whisper vocals into someone else's set. they’re known here. revered. untouchable.

their corner table has a velvet booth and gold-rimmed absinthe glasses. the bartender knows their order without asking. people watch when they walk in—not because they’re loud, but because they are the mood board.

and if shelley shows up?

the entire room vibrates like someone just broke the mirror.

noir has been playing the powerful, ethereal, untouchable role this whole time—but Shelley begins to see through the veil. The obsession, the positioning, the performative control—it’s all built around julian.

noir doesn't orbit the scene. Noir orbits Julian.

they’ve crafted an entire persona to be near him. every post, every look, every carefully “accidental” moment… all of it curated to stay close to him in the spotlight. the kiss? calculated. the tension with shelley? deflective. because noir was never the rival. noir was the fan who got too good at pretending they weren’t.

and now?

they’ve become the darling of Venin. the crowd noir pretended to float above now feeds them. admires them. lifts them up. noir can’t leave it—even if julian isn’t watching anymore.

they’ve won the audience and lost the point.

meanwhile shelley—who genuinely wasn't playing a long game—becomes the actual threat. not because she tried to take julian, but because she didn’t need him to be iconic.

noir curates their identity like a performance art piece, and Venin is their sanctuary, their temple, their stage. shelley showing up there—and stealing gravity without even trying—is unforgivable. shelley didn’t just enter a space. she broke an illusion noir was selling.

and noir? they can't risk that.

so of course they tried to have her removed. not overtly—never that blunt. they slipped something to the door staff. played up that shelley was “starting drama.” or that she was “spiraling again.” maybe said she was there to confront julian (or a member of nightshade). something ambiguous, emotionally manipulative, framed as concern.

but shelley? she just walked in anyway—radiant, unbothered, flawless. the staff liked her. the scene recognized her. she didn’t need permission.

and that’s when noir realized: they’d lost the one thing they thought they owned—the gaze.

shelley doesn’t just show up beautiful—she shows up strategic.

she’s not scheming. she’s anchoring herself. because if noir wants to gatekeep Venin with passive aggression and whisper-campaigns, then shelley is going to build a court. a velvet-lined, stiletto-wielding alliance of femmes and theys who see through the façade and are tired of noir’s quiet tyranny.

she doesn't need them to fight for her. she just needs them to stand beside her. and once they do? noir’s whole aura of dominance fractures.

it starts small. one compliment in the bathroom line. a lighter offered. a wink exchanged over the bass drop. a mutual repost. a comment like:

“you looked like a whole cathedral last night.”

and it spreads.

now rosa from Milk and Ether greets shelley with cheek kisses. steph, the makeup artist who once worshipped noir, starts doing touch-ups for shelley’s shoots. dolly calls her “saint shelley” half-jokingly and gives her a custom tattoo. it glitters like protective magic.

they laugh together in the bar. they pose with her on nights out. they know who tried to exile her and they chose her anyway. a full court of dark femmes and dangerous angels, each with their own style of soft ferocity. shelley doesn’t just gain followers—she builds a coven within the scene. allies who’ve all had to weather a noir at some point. they don’t just back Shelley because she’s powerful—they back her because she doesn’t pretend to be nice when she’s bleeding. there's also violette and candie who fix each other's outfits in the girls' bathrooms and take the best photos. one is the instigator who's not afraid to sass noir if they push shelley in public, says the most outrageous things so shelley doesn't have to, another keeps all the receipts. together, they're the velvet firewall.

noir is a brat in studs and pvc, a diva who turned every room into a stage and started believing their own mythology. they were once magnetic—maybe even inspiring—but now they’re just loud in the wrong key. their seduction curdled into entitlement.

and shelley? oh, she fucking hates them.

not in the petty way. not jealousy. not heartbreak.

It's earned.

shelley hates them because they twist vulnerability into theater and call it honesty. because they tried to sabotage her under the guise of being "above it." because noir plays victim and villain depending on who’s looking. and shelley has had to bite her tongue so many times it should be bleeding glitter.

but shelley also knows the stakes.

she’s being watched too now—admired, quoted, expected to rise above. she has clout. influence. an audience. peers, connections. she can’t be messy. she can’t be dramatic. she can’t burn the building down just because someone else lit a candle too close to her dress.

so she keeps her cool. she keeps it pretty. she keeps it lethal.

[lycheesunday]

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[tanlorin]

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i'm a (mostly) retired endgamer, mostly focusing on dungeon achievements, the eso companions (especially tanlorin), and my ocs nowadays.

i'm much more active on discord, mutuals can ask me for it! you'll most likely see me in scalecaller's minions (go to @/daggerfall's page for the link).

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oc tags (doesn't cover all of my ocs, but the more important ones are here):

Amarie Veilleux / Her tag: Breton-Colovian Imperial dragonknight, Imperial City questline protagonist (NOT the Vestige), refugee from the Planemeld who joined the Undaunted, daughter of Aimée and Captain Anatolius Caudex, trans and demisexual femme lesbian (she/her)

Val Magia / Their tag: Nibenese Imperial sorcerer, ex-battlemage recruit and nepo baby, now a former mean "girl" who is much happier as Amarie and Tanlorin's trophy butch a member of the Undaunted, nonbinary butch lesbian (they/them)

Aimée Veilleux: Breton arcanist, Amarie's mother, a Planemeld-survivor-turned-Apocryphal-scholar, Azandar's "cohort" 😳, token cishet woman (she/her)

Arthur Veilleux: Breton nightblade, Amarie's goth cousin, partner of Isobel Veloise, my TES sona, nonbinary lesbian (he/him)

Tsameiji: Cathay Khajiit nightblade, my werewolf Vestige, champion of Hircine, Ember's adoptive mother (more or less), cis butch lesbian (she/her)

Jackson Villareal: "Breton" necromancer, my Meridian demiprince Vestige, aroace trans man (he/him)

Natalie Jennings: my Filipino VtM:B fledgling, a Toreador who's deeply in denial about being a (cis) lesbian (she/her)

Lisenya Ravenmoore: my D:OS2 elf godwoken, pastel goth girlie and Fane romancer, cis bisexual who has something deeply wrong with her (she/her)

ship tags:

Amarie x Dulcilla Iullus

Val x Amarie

Val x Tanlorin

Aimée x Azandar al-Cybiades

Aimée x Captain Caudex