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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and didn't expect this post to blow up, so don't take me for an authority, but i'm glad it resonated with so many of y'all!
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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AU martin i've been cooking on the tma rp twitter....
#art cabinet#martin blackwood#the magnus archives#tma#he's pushing 50 here lol. he's 49 !#touched by both the lonely and the vast#so he's kind of like shared properly hopping between sailing on fairchild boats and lukas boats#hes mostly w/ the lukases though heheeh#but he hasnt been fully claimed as an avatar of either yet because of. heh. well. i cant say that here because my friend follows this blog#GATEKEEPING LORE IS MY PASSION#he has a special notebook that he always seems to lose but it always finds its way back to him#its like an extension of him#both a diary and a journal yk#also hes rlly hot did i say that hes super hot like hes steaming hot hes smoking hes so so h#also if youre wondering. haha. ha. yes i'm making a matching tim for himJKHAHALSKA BUT DONT TELL ANYONE!
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i love these emo bitches
#these are colored notebook doodles#miraculous ladybug#ml paris special#paris special#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#ladynoir#miraculous#ml fanart#chat noir#ladybug#claw noir#toxinelle#shadybug#griffe noir#miraculous ladybug fanart#ash art#ml special#miraculous fanart#miraculous lb#toxigriffe#shadyclaw
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i have been reading through the diary I kept from ages 14-17 and realising how helpful it can be to keep a record of how you're feeling at different moments.
not only is it helpful to write down and process how your feeling and give yourself time to truly think about it, it's nice to have something to look back on. to not just remember how you felt about a certain situation but to actually have yourself from that time tell you.
and also, from an adhd perspective, it's really lovely to have reminders of things I'd almost entirely forgotten. it's easy to think that your life right now isn't interesting, but in 5 years time? to know what songs you were listening to or book you were reading or even that Thing that you were so worried about but now you can't even remember the details. it's nice to have a physical reminder that time passes and things really can get better.
#i think part of whats makes it so special to me is that (like it is for a lot of people) those ages where so *much*#and i was so stuck in my head and socially anxious and i feel like those years of school rly shaped who i am now ect#but id kind of forgotten? its become a blur emotions over time and its nice to see it clearer#but also how i changed? and to read into it and see what i did or didn't write#im also a big fan of the inner child and doing things for your younger self and its a lovely gift to have her speaking to me directly#also if you want to journal i highly recommend doing it in a normal notebook rather than a pre planned one#it gives you the freedom for it to be whatever you want with none of the pressure#recovery#tips
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Check out this notebook I got!


Okay, so the front is clearly a bit sun-faded and you can see where the paper holding it closed was, but when you open the cover, that's Achilles suffering, baybee. That's the misery of the Greatest of the Greeks. Wearing nothing but the world's most ineffective helmet for some reason.
And that's not all! Each page has this cute little guy on the bottom
And there's also--wait, what is the company who made this called???
I...
#achilles#anyway gonna glue my museum stubs into it#maybe a postcard if it fits#might be tight for that#and it will cover the cutest little dude#pew pew#anyway found this in a little stationery store meant for kids lol#ohhhkay so it's a bookstore specializing in music which explains the name#also it looks like a really cute store#and it has some fun odyssey stuff right now#also tumblr won't let me post a gif or a video but the little archer is paris#I knew I loved him instantly#and the notebook is a FLIP book and paris shoots and kills achilles lolol
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— Happy trails to The Notebook ♡
#the notebook#the notebook musical#usercossette#broadwayedit#musicaltheatreedit#theatreedit#musicaledit#thenotebookedit#musicalgifs#joy woods#ryan vasquez#john cardoza#jordan tyson#maryann plunkett#dorian harewood#📹: bikinibottomday & starcuffedjeans#*#fly high the notebook broadway 🕊#such a special show that deserved SO much better
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Textless high quality illustration by Mako Oikawa for the limited edition box of The Ancient Magus' Bride: Midsummer Pilgrimage.
#I love how it resembles the notebook/notepad from vol 19 special edition#mahoutsukai no yome#the ancient magus' bride#the ancient magus bride#tamb#mtny#mny#ancient magus bride#ancient magus' bride#magus bride#magus' bride#mahoyome#mahou tsukai no yome#chise hatori#elias ainsworth#art#illustration#fantasy
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sole hope for lucanis to give up the position of first talon and thus maybe live to see his forties: found family of godslaying maniacs stage an intervention, having put all the pieces together to launch his new career as a wyvern researcher
#harness that autistic special interest energy to override grandma crazybrain. he can still kill people on a freelance basis if he wants to#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#golden ending: rye is the guy the mourn watch sends out to deal with interesting hauntings around thedas.#lucanis comes along and studies the local wyvern population if there is any and kills a few people if there isn't.#the others occasionally join in when they're at their leisure#peace and love on continent thedas#I'm sorry but the mental image of lucanis crouching with a little notebook intently drawing wyverns could fix me actually
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old comfort drawing from 2024 that i made to celebrate me making it to five months of staying clean at the time - posting it here in honor of me making it a full year today 💚
[ok to tag as kin/me/etc! if my personal stuff also connects with you too, i think that's awesome. we'll be ok!]
#my art#i said i needed to post more art; looked at my calendar and felt this was only right :]#anyway these two have held a special place in my heart since i was 12 and i think they always will.#went from being the silly things i doodled in the margins of my 6th grade notebooks during class to helping me heal from so so much#feelings are hard to put into words but they make mine easier to understand. i love you leafy i love you woody i love you woodleaf#battle for dream island#bfdi#battle for dream island again#bfdia#battle for bfdi#bfb#the power of two#tpot#osc#bfdi leafy#bfdi woody#bfdia leafy#bfb leafy#bfb woody#leafy bfdi#leafy bfdia#woody bfdi#leafy bfb#woody bfb#woodleaf
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I keep getting so caught up in the euphoria of so many people getting to know and love Kay Faraday for the first time that for a moment I forget that I live in a fandom that will inevitably reduce her to a prop for narumitsu.
#aa salt#ace attorney investigations#ace attorney#kay faraday#stop making her 'narumitsu's' kid she don't know phoenix from adam#also the gumshoe; badd and byrne erasure drives me insane#badd has known her since the day she was born; gumshoe was there for her even before miles was#she kicked bratworth in the shin ffs b/c he was being mean to her new friend gummy#byrne and kay's promise notebook are key parts to her characterization#i'll grant her a special familial bond w/ miles b/c it's important to both their characterizations and beautiful#but not phoenix; he already has maya and trucy to be his best girls#he doesn't need another one#and honestly shoving kay into that role kind of undermines maya and trucy as well since it treats them as the same/interchangeable#which this fandom already has more than enough problems with tbh#i just love kay a lot okay#i may project more onto kristoph and athena but i still think kay is my fave aa character overall
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can opener, or "canni", the fish whisperer stimboard/sensory board 🐟🐠🌊
canni art by astroeden
#stimboard#sensory board#vylet's music is one of my biggest special interest#so i figured it was time i made a stimboard for my fav vylet pony character !!!#vylet pony#canni trout#canni#can opener#can opener's notebook#fish whisperer#my little pony#mlp#special interest
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I like to think that Sam has a notebook that has very detailed notes dedicated to Castiel about human stuff. Which is how he was able to leave Castiel notes because he had them previously prepared. Such as the how to use a computer notes. It can be something like how to use a word document to how to use a toaster without breaking it. But also important human interaction stuff such as why people might've been staring at you strangely part x. There's always more to add to that edition. But it's something that Sam keeps to himself until the moment arises. He has saved copies on his laptop just in case for Jack but he always gives the handwritten ones to Cas knowing the angel prefers handwritten notes over printed. Even after Cas was taken to the Empty and Jack took upon the God role Sam found himself writing tips just in case. Ignoring the fact that he knew they'd never be needed again but not wanting to let go of that hope that be might see them again.
#i wonder if it was special enough of a notebook that it was added to Sam's heaven as well#anyway#i think this and my other hc of sam teaching jack basic human stuff like brushing his teeth and such tie in nicely#sam winchester#castiel#jack kline#sastiel#sastiel headcanons
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— January 7, 1912 / Franz Kafka diaries
#special notebook for max and you huh…#January 7#january#1912#franz kafka#daily kafka#franz kafka diaries#quotes#alt text
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Evening journaling in faux candlelight
#witchy stickers#journal#journaling#stickers#twsbi#twsbi 560#diamine ink#fountain pens#personal#bloodfused#lyra rants#notebook#special interest
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@everythingwasnormalhere
Soooo since the holidays are coming up I’ve been writing out recipes and shit for baking prep so I’m not like rushing the day before Christmas (bc my dumbass would do that) and now I can’t stop thinking of the littles doing holiday baking-
(potential rip to someone’s house😔)
#clouded rambles#clouded needs to name this au check🤭#I have a couple ideas#They will be living rent free in my head from now on and I hope everyone knows that#I think I’m gonna go sketch their concept designs🥰#Tomorrow after my hot girl shit I will be going to the store and spending money I don’t have on another notebook specially reserved for thi#bc I’m clinically stupid like that#littles au
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Preordered one of these babies which I tbh don't strictly *need* and don't as such have a use for but I was excited by the colour and the timing lines up nicely with getting myself a "congratulations on making it through the pregnancy" present

#journaling#my journals#journalling#travelers notebook#my spouse was like is the colour even that special I will judge you a bit#and after sleeping on it for a couple of days I have concluded it's my money and I want it
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