#notifications been broke for awhile

[brionnne]

It took me fuvking forever to get him and his godda mn icon but — WORTH

God he is so fuvkinh HhOT bless you whoever did this art — his hANDS and everything. The stare. Even the card story:

"I had a dream where we flirted."

"Really? Cool.

"You wanna keep it going?"

hate that I remember that without having to read it; this man has really filled up the spaces where my brain should be. fuck.

[martiniblues]

what a feeling ; 이민형

pairing idol!mark x female!reader

synopsis it’s not easy keeping your relationship with your idol boyfriend a secret, especially when he’s halfway across the country and would do anything to hop on a plane and get you in an instant. but little does he know that you’ve already beat him to that idea.

genre established relationship, a teeny tiny bit of angst, reader uses she!her pronouns and is described in a feminine way, so so so much fluff, mutual comfort, slightly suggestive.

wc 1.6k

song : what a feeling by one direction

mark: i would do anything in this world to be w you baby :(((

you: i knowwww but these next few weeks will go by so quick!!! we will be back together in no time<33

you quickly turned off your phone and adjusted your outfit for the hundredth time in the bathroom mirror. “i feel like i’m going to puke out my breakfast!” you leaned your back against the sink, facing one of mark’s staff members you had grown to befriend over your time as being mark’s girlfriend.

“it’s going to be fine. i promise you, he’s been doing nothing but talking about how much he misses you and begs his manager every chance he gets to let him fly out to you.” the words made you drop your head to avoid anyone seeing your flushed cheeks.

you and mark had been dating for awhile now, but it was your first time flying out to see him and see him perform outside of your home city.

what if he doesn’t want to see you?

what if he’s too stressed to see you?

“what if-“ you’re quickly cut off with multiple dings chiming from your friend’s phone. she quickly read the notifications and grabbed your arm.

“okay, they’re almost done running this last set, and then they’ll be back here.” she quickly drags you out of the hallway bathroom and into a new room.

a big white table sat against the wall with various foods, makeup, hair tools, and pieces of clothing scattered about. you noticed an oversized black and gray stripped hoodie that belonged to none other than your boyfriend. resisting the urge to grab it to warm your cold body, you hid behind the big white door, listening for any sound of the boys.

your heart began to race once you heard the hoots and hollers from the very familiar voices of mark’s members. talks of dinner and after-rehearsal plans hung in the air with no notice of mark’s voice.

the guys had already been informed of your plan, so when they greeted you with small hugs and smiles, you shouldn’t have been shocked. but there was no sign of your boyfriend anywhere among the eight men in front of you.

reading the puzzled look on your face, johnny answered, “he’s still working on his solo stage. the dumbass insisted he do it again, even though it’s perfect."

“if only he knew she was back here… man, he would forget all about being a perfectionist then.” yuta laughed as he joined johnny next to you.

“can you take me to him? i cant deal with the wait anymore.” you pouted, leaning against the wall, as you felt the wave of clattering butterflies begin to build in your stomach.

without a word, the two boys led you to the side of the stage where you could see mark sitting in a black chair, mic in hand, and body slouched back as he rapped smoothly.

it took everything in you to not run across the stage and pounce on him that instant, but something about the words coming out of his mouth and the vibe he carried in his subtle but sharp moves made you become entranced by him, as he always did to you.

“okay that was good, mark. we can rehearse more tomorrow!” a deep voice came over the speakers as the song stopped, leaving mark exhausted against his chair. your heart broke into a million little pieces, seeing the evident distress and exhaustion stitched in his figure.

“i think it looked perfect.” your mouth moved before your brain, not able to resist your boyfriend anymore. his head quickly snapped to your figure, which emerged into the stage lights only a few feet away from him.

“oh my god…” his voice came out quickly as his face pulled into an expression nothing less than shock, shooting up from his chair and bolting his body to yours.

his body slammed into yours before picking you up and spinning you around as his hands gripped onto you for dear life. “oh my fucking god” he let out again into your neck as you giggled and weaved your hands into his sweaty, messy hair.

“surpise!” you smiled so hard that you felt like your face might get stuck as you pulled back to look at mark, only to find him with the same expression.

“h-how… what? when did-“ his stuttering was quickly cut off by your lips on his. he slowly let your feet touch the ground and arched your body slightly as the kiss deepened quickly due to all the pent-up feelings the two of you shared for each other.

you couldn’t help your smile, teeth clanking slightly, before you pulled back to look at mark once again. “i couldn’t do the distance anymore. i had to see you.” your breathing came out ragged due to mark practically taking your breath away.

“you have no idea how close i was to flying out to you, baby” he said, swaying your bodies slightly, forgetting about the fact that you two were in the middle of a giant stage and had many people observing you.

“beat you to it though,” you sassed before a small ‘whatever’ left your boyfriend’s lips right as his fell onto yours again.

“this is so cute and everything, but can we please go eat?" haechan whined from one of the wings. the words made you two pull back in giggles, lacing your fingers together before following the guys off the stage.

“see you two lovebirds later!” johnny waved while you and mark got out of his car. “and be safe!” haechan added quickly. before mark was able to slap him for his suggestive comment, the brunette locked his passenger side door swiftly.

after the last few goodbyes, you and mark made way to his airbnb he rented for this multi-day show.

“i can't believe this,” you breathed, swinging your joined hands enthusiastically. “believe what?” 

mark turned his body, quickly switching his hands so that he was still interlocked with you, but was now walking backwards facing you. a dopey smirk grew on his lips as you visibly reddened.

“this. us being here together finally.” you pulled him closer by his forearm, stopping the two of you directly in front of his door. not even reaching for his key, mark leaned down and kissed your lips for the thousandth time that night, but this one held a much greater weight than the rest.

his free hand perched itself on your lower back, warming the cool, exposed skin between your top and jeans. no matter how many times you and mark kissed (and maybe it was the prolonged distance causing this effect), this felt like the very first time.

chills blooming through every pore, heat taking over your body, brain melting into a mark-shaped puddle. he took over every sense, and you did the same to him.

“i love you so fucking much. i don’t think i can take this distance anymore.” he pulled back, lacking breath from your lips moving feverishly with his.

you two stood for a few heavy seconds, just staring at each other. if it weren’t for the dim light perched by the door, you wouldn’t have noticed the way mark’s eyes glossed over and how his lips pulled together into a straight line.

“i don’t think i can either.” you choked out, reaching for him again and pulling his body flush with yours. your hand raked itself in his hair, and the other wrapped its way around his broad shoulders. soft sniffles filled the now silent night, aside from the crickets chirping in the grass.

“i love you too.” you wiped his tears running down his soft cheeks and kissed them quickly before deciding to head inside.

the events following were slow and thoughtful. even if you both didn’t want to face the distance again, you knew it was inevitable.

you and mark were entangled in his bed. his head rested on your chest as he drew random swirls on your forearm while your other arm fell beneath his head. hand scratching his scalp repeatedly.

“i’ve never had this feeling before.” mark spoke into the silence. you moved your hand to tilt his head up level with yours. “what feeling?” you asked, assuming he was on the verge of falling asleep.

“just being beside you right now, holding you in my arms. it has me on fire. i’ve never felt this way about someone before."his eyes searched your face in a way that made you want to duck under the covers, but with his body practically on top of yours, that became undoable.

“me too. you make me feel things i didn’t even know were possible.” your words came out softly, embarrassed to be so vulnerable. "well, you could just say i’m amazing in bed but… i’ll take the more poetic version i guess.” you pushed his head away from you in annoyance at his dirty words.

“not like that, you freak!” the both of you giggled. mark pulled his body up to trap you beneath his arms. before you could even recover, he began littering your face with kisses.

“what a feeling!” he pulled away with a big smile on his face, teeth and all. it made you want to squeeze his cheeks from the sweetness of it all, but you resisted the urge.

“what a feeling!” you echoed, a smile pulling its way on your face in the same fashion as mark’s.

a few more kisses and loving gestures were exchanged before you two eventually fell asleep. consumed with this indescribable feeling rushing through your body, making you fall more and more in love.

if that was even possible.

© martiniblues | do not copy or translate my work!

note: 1D x nctdream is TOO GOOD. i’m seriously debating on making this a little series w the dreamies (let me know what songs you think of with what member!!!) anyway, love you lots and please leave a like or reblog if you enjoyed!!

[scoonsalicious]

Unwanted: Chapter 18, Unread - Pt. 1

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Fem!Reader

Summary: When your FWB relationship with your best friend Bucky Barnes turns into something more, you couldn’t be happier. That is, however, until a new Avenger sets her sights on your super soldier and he inadvertently breaks your heart. You take on a mission you might not be prepared for to put some distance between the two of you and open yourself up to past traumas. Too bad the only one who can help you heal is the one person you can no longer trust.

Warnings: (For this part only; see Story Masterlist for general Warnings) Language, Explicit Sexual Content Minors: GTFO; I don’t serve your kind here. (hand stuff), mentions of sex.

Word Count: 1.1k

Previously On...: Bucky came home from his mission and woke you up in the most pleasant way possible.

A/N: Why can't I say no to you people? SUPRISE DROP

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You woke up the next morning with a pleasantly familiar ache between your legs. True to his word, you had, after the fifth or sixth time, had to beg him to stop. You’d lost count of how many orgasms he’d managed to coax out of you, but you’d been too sensitive to continue any further, and the sky was already lightening with the promise of dawn when you’d both finally succumbed to sleep.

“Mornin’” Bucky whispered into your hair, planting a kiss to your head.

“Morning, Buck,” you greeted back, snuggling closer to his chest. “Can we just stay in bed all day and play last night on repeat?”

Bucky chuckled. “As much as I’d love to, doll,” he said, “I’ve gotta do a mission debrief with Steve and Tony at some point today.” At the sight of your pout, he added “But we can make them wait a little while longer.”

You kissed lazily for awhile, welcoming the familiar sensation of being next to one another once more, physically and emotionally, but soon your hands drifted lower, and before you knew it, you had one hand wrapped around his dick while he had one of his buried in your cunt, your thigh draped over his.

Neither one of you spoke or broke eye contact as you brought each other to completion yet again, and though you technically weren’t having actual sex, it felt like the single most erotic experience the two of you had ever shared. 

“Holy shit,” panted Bucky as he pressed his forehead to yours. “That was so fucking hot.”

Your chest heaved with your own heavy breaths. “We should do that all the time,” you agreed. 

“I love you,” he kissed you again.

“I love you,” you whispered back to him when the kiss broke.

Bucky cleared his throat, brushing a strand of hair away from your face. “I was thinking.”

“Well, that sounds unfortunate,” you joked, but his face remained serious.

“We should leave here,” he said, not quite meeting your gaze.

Your face turned puzzled. “What do you mean? Like, actually take that vacation we talked about?”

“Well, yeah, but no.” Bucky huffed. “I mean, we should leave the Tower. Get a place, just the two of us. Really start over proper, without everyone else always around.”

“Bucky Barnes,” you grinned at him, “are you asking me to move in with you?”

“Would it be so bad?” he asked back. “Think about it– a place of our own, that we could make into a home. Where we could create brand new memories. Maybe think about starting a family.”

That took you by surprise. “You mean, like, have kids?” 

“Only if you wanted to!” Bucky said hastily. “I’d never force you into anything you didn’t want to do. I know we never talked about it but, if I was gonna do it, I’d only ever wanna do it with you.”

You sat up. This was now too serious a conversation to be had lying down. And naked, probably, but you didn’t make a move to get dressed. “I… I honestly never really thought about it, Buck. About having kids.”

“You don’t have to decide anything right now, sweetheart,” Bucky sat up to join you. “I’m not tryin’ pressure you into anything. And I wouldn’t want kids until after we were married for a little bit, anyway. It’s just… somethin’ I’ve been thinkin’ about.”

“Married?” you asked him, eyebrows raised.

Bucky’s cheeks colored. “Well, I’m not sayin’ tomorrow, or the day after, but come on, doll! You gotta know you’re it for me. Ya think I haven’t been dreamin’ ‘bout callin’ you Mrs. Barnes since the day I met you?”

You nudged him playfully with your shoulder. “You dirty liar.”

Bucky’s body immediately tensed at your words. “Why do you think I’m lyin’?”

“The day you met me? Come on, Barnes.”

“Oh,” Bucky let out a shaky exhale, “it was definitely that day. I remember thinkin’ to myself ‘Always did want a wife who made awful jokes.’”

You had no idea if he was being serious or not, but it was sweet all the same. “You sure you didn’t always want a wife who did all the housework and had a pot roast waiting for you every day when you got home from the office?”

“Pfft,” Bucky waved away the thought. “Obedient, submissive women are overrated. Gimme a sassy girl with a dirty mouth and a heart of gold anyday.”

You laughed at that and then bit your lip, considering. “Yeah, okay,” you said after a moment.

Bucky’s eyes widened to the size of saucers. “Really, doll? You’ll marry me?”

You barked out a laugh. “Whoa, slow down, Casanova! I’m agreeing to getting our own place! You wanna marry me, you’re gonna have to go through the trouble of putting together a real proposal. Our engagement story is not going to be ‘well, we lying were in bed after jacking each other off, and then he said ‘we could get married, if you want.’’ I am far too classy for that.”

It was Bucky’s turn, now, to laugh. “Yeah, alright, sweets. You deserve something special, anyway. You deserve the world.” He kissed your shoulder. “I’ll think of something that’s gonna knock your socks off.”

“Looking forward to it, Barnes,” you said, your heart feeling both fuller and simultaneously lighter than it ever had before.

The two of you went back to kissing (and maybe fucking once or twice) when, eventually, Bucky’s phone buzzed. He stole a quick glance at the screen (thankfully, this time, he did not currently have his dick inside of you). 

“It’s Steve,” he said, picking it up to read the message. “He wants to debrief in twenty.” Putting the phone back down, Bucky reached for you again, but you gently pushed him away. “What?” he whined, looking pitifully rejected.

“Buck, you reek of sex,” you warned him. “If I can smell it on you, you know Steve will, too. Go take a shower so you don’t traumatize your best friend!”

“But I thought you liked it when I smelled like sex, baby,” Bucky rubbed his body playfully against yours. 

“I do,” you agreed, “but that doesn’t mean that everyone else will!” With a grumble, Bucky turned and dragged himself out of bed, but you managed to smack him on the ass before he got very far. “Hey,” you said, getting his attention once again, “if you hurry up and get back quick from your meeting, I’ll make sure you reek of sex all over again in no time.”

Bucky saluted you. “Ma’am, yes ma’am,” he said with a grin before heading to the shower. It took all of your willpower not to get up and join him, but you knew that, if you did, there’s no way in hell he’d be able to make his meeting in time.

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[moronkombat]

can we please get a hc on yandere johnny, kenshi and tomas when their partner loses feelings for them or when they become distant and starts talking to someone else?? i feel like johnny would go berSERK

decided to just to johnny for this one because it inspired me the most

here are some yandere Johnny headcanons about his partner trying to move on from him!

Johnny is an obsessive lover and cannot fathom the idea of you not loving him

He's suffocating in his methods, takes up all of your time you have available

Constantly texting you and calling you. He's asks you where you are and what you're doing and to remember that you two have plans this evening

You phone will always have notifications from him that will slowly become more aggressive if you chose not to answer him

Of course, this begins to frighten you and you decide it's time to distance yourself from him

You refuse to answer his messages or take his calls which are constantly plaguing your phone

Blocking him number helps but only for a short time and you think finally he will leave you alone

He doesn't he'll continue to get phone after phone just so he can talk to you

Johnny threatens you but never overtly. It's always a covert or veiled threat that lingers over you. You try to ignore it

You block the numbers over and over again. He begins sending gifts to your home and you throw them all out

You try to live your life as normally as you can but his presence is always there in the shadows

You find some solace in your friends, one who you begin to grow close with and suddenly it seems that Johnny is trying to contact you

Finally, it's over and you begin to develop a bond with this new friend

Things are quiet for awhile and you begin a new relationship that is refreshing and overall sweet

You finally think things are beginning to level out but then you get a notification on your phone and it's from Johnny

He taunts you about your new friend and tells you how he thinks it's cute that you think you can move on from him

Johnny convinces himself your stunt is just to make him jealous and it's working well so he teasing you about that via texts and voicemails

It never escalated more than that. Johnny would just text you and you'd ignore them but things would not stay that way

You and your partner are on a really nice date. Just spending some time together outside on a casual walk

Everything seems to be going well, like they always do until you notice someone waiting on the path ahead of you

Your eyes widen and you stop in your tracks. There, across from you, is Johnny with arms crossed and a smile all too cocky

Your partner asks what's wrong but you can't speak and Johnny approaches you

He shakes his head, hands on his hips telling you how naughty you are and that while it's been fun playing this game, he's gotten bored of it

Your partner is confused and attempts to tell Johnny to back off to which Johnny just laughs and puts an arm around them

Johnny says how it's been fun watching them pretend to be your partner but they are no longer entertaining and so they can leave now

Of course your partner is offended and rebuffs him. Johnny laughs again and pats them on the back before promptly colliding his head into theirs

Sunglasses shatter, glass is embedded into their skin and they scream. Johnny laughs again, mocking how loud they are and how they broke his expensive glasses

Johnny begins to violently beat them, fists pummeling into their face again and again until there is nothing left and they stop moving

Johnny would brush himself off then and saunter over to you who stands there terrified

He takes you into a hug, the blood and bone of you partner now rubbing onto you

He tells you how you were really naughty with that little stunt but it's okay because Johnny got a good kick out of it

Now that your little game is over, you can go back to being with him! But this time he's gonna need to be much more strict with you so you don't start another game like this again

Locking you up in his mansion should do the trick! Yeah, he'll keep you nestled in there from now on

[moonschildsworld]

REGRETS — NAGI SEISHIRO

— featuring: pro player!nagi seishiro, pro player!rensuke kunigami, x fem!reader

— summary: in which nagi seishiro broke up with you to focus on his soccer career, went out of contact for 3 years just to be reunited at the match where he is playing against your current boyfriend's team.

— warning: slight angst, mention of self-harm, fluff (puppy-like boyfriend), happy ending for readers

☆ song association: ghostin' by Ariana Grande

you were typing out your report for the company's progress this week, but your mind is barely focus on whatever your fingers are typing out. how could you when your boyfriend of 4 years has been ghosting you for almost a month now, I'm talking about full straight on ghosting, the last message was your message left on delivered 'goodluck for the match', not even fucking seen.

sure it was normal for you both to apart due to his oversea schedule, the longest was 3 months but he kept you updated atleast once a day even if his schedule is packed, he'd steal a quick moment to text you a simple 'busy' so you know what's going on.

you were worried sick, but you weren't letting it show on your face, probably only because anything hardly shows on your face. you weren't about to go on a frantic search for your boyfriend because the last time he updated you, he was in Spain for a match, so how do you even find him? not to mention, the first thing he'd always do after flying back from his schedule, is to crash in your apartment, clinging onto you for the entire night as he said to be 'effective for recharging'

it was just silence since you were working alone over time to finish the report and the sound of repeated taps of keyboard and your mind running long and wild imagining what could've happened to the worrisome boyfriend of yours. your body jolts up as you were being snapped out of your thought by a sound of notification alarming someone had text you, your hand immediately reached out and check the notification, like an answer to your prayer it was a text from nagi.

sei♡:

i'm at your apartment.

sent 8:24pm

it was as if a huge weight has been lifted off your shoulders when you see his text confirming he is actually still alive and well, you type out a simple response, 'be right there' smiling slightly as you shut down your phone and can finally focus on finishing your report in a lightning speed, ka chow. ⚡

you unlocked the front door of your apartment, entering while sliding off your heels, "sei?" you called out to him softly. Not hearing a response, not even a tired "mhm" he usually drags out of his mouth to let you know he's there. anxiety bubbling up in your chest as you starts walking toward your living room, there you see him different from his usual 'laid down on the couch drowning in a fluffy blanket' pose, instead he was sitting there slightly croaching, arms rest on his thighs, his face raised on his palms with a serious expression.

as he heard your footsteps approaching, he raises his head up to look at you, "you're back" he mumbles, he seemed to be lost in his thoughts not to even hear you calling out to him just a minute ago. you nod as a response and went to take a seat at the edge of the couch rather than crashing on top of him to nuzzle into his embrace like usual, you weren't dumb and you could read that the mood wasn't for what you'd usually do.

you both sit in silence, waiting for each other to start talking first. as usual, you were the one to break the silence, "what's up?" you finally asked, trying to conceal the anxiety that is bubbling all over your chest.

silence once again, for awhile you just sit there staring at the floor, your head trying to figure out what this is all about and what will it leads to, your thoughts were cut when nagi finally speaks up, "i want to break up"

that sentence makes your stomach drop, your heart skips a beat, not in a good way obviously. a million of "why?"s and your brain digging up past memories to see if you had fucked up at some points, any kind of reasons that would lead to this. you part your lips to speak up, wanting to bombard him with questions, but nothing comes out, you were too shocked. out of the sudden? after ghosting me for a whole month? what the hell happened in Spain?

nagi tried to study your expressions as he speaks on, "I want to focus on my soccer career" he explains quietly. your head drops hanging down trying to avoid his piercing cold gaze that you once loved staring into. huh? it hasn't gotten in your ways since the start of your relationship, hell you were supportative the whole way, there are leftover scars on the back of your hand from you digging your nails deeply into your skin trying to stop yourself from spamming million of texts asking where he was for the past month, just so you wouldn't be disturbing him. you tried to bring all the patience you have in you to never text him unless he texts you first, you avoid anything that could get in his career's way.

you had things you wanted to say, but you bite your lip and sit in silence, knowing that the words you want to say wouldn't come out gently, you'd be yelling it out and you don't want that, you don't want things to escalate, you don't want him to look at you in different light after.

once again silence, even the ants are holding their breath with the tension, "I've started to really get into soccer, I don't think my natural talents is enough at this point, our last opponents made it very clear" your eyes bloodshots, your chest gets more and more stuffy as he explains on, your ears are ringing and you're finding it hard to even breathe, his explanation are going in one side of your ear and exiting the other side, "it gets me thinking that our relationship is unnecessary so‐" with the last sentence, you feel something snaps, "okay" you cut him off hurriedly.

you stand up with your head still hanging down, you weren't gonna let him see what kind of expression you had, you weren't even sure what kind of expression you had on, "I get it so" you pause for a bit to take a deep breathe, "you can leave the spare keys on the dining" you barely finish off your words before hurriedly walk into your room as tears were threatening to fall out, you slam the door shut and locking it before sniffles start spilling out as you cover your mouth trying to not be loud, you could finally spill everything out loud once you hear the front door being opened and closed. you spent the whole night crying your guts out with your body collapsing against your bedroom door.

of course you had hopelessly wish when the morning comes you would open your eyes to see nagi snoozing next to you all peaceful like it was all just a bad dream, or he would come over the next morning to apologize and try to make things right, but as you hopelessly wish, it's just a hopeless wish. Nagi disappeared from that day on, and you go out of your ways to try to avoid anything related to him, anything at all.

.　 . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆

That was almost 3 years ago, now here you both are, standing in front of each other in front of the game stadium.

You were scrolling on your phone waiting for your boyfriend to come escort you until your ear catches an overly familiar voice calling out to you, you raise your head up from your phone to meet nagi's gaze that was burning into you, with a sense of longing, regrets, and remorse. In that moment, you felt like the time stops between the two of you, you were there standing and staring at each other not caring about crowd of people trying to squeeze into the game stadium.

"...sei" you finally open up your mouth. nagi ears perk up from the sweet sweet voice that he used to love hearing his nickname from, the voice he had been longing for, he felt goosebumps all over his body and a tug at his heart. nagi was standing straight awkwardly after hearing you call out his name, like nothing had changed, as always you were the one breaking the silence, "are you playing?" you automatically formed a forced smile from the awkwardness.

"yeah..what are you doing here?" his eyes are filled with anticipation, like he wants to hear a specific answer. "oh, i'm-" you were about to reply when your words get cut off when you feel a huge weight hugging you from behind, "baby, did you wait long?" a deep voice chimes out to you, you turn your head head to look at kunigami already staring down with a sweet smile.

"i was thinking about taking a nap waiting for you come" you retort sarcastically while rolling your eyes playfully earning a small chuckle from kunigami as he bends down to kiss your eyelid as in a way to ask for forgiveness, "coach took too long" he says with a pout, what an ironic expression from a guy that looks like he could kill just by staring at someone.

you snort at his pout, then you snaps your head back to nagi who were watching the whole thing with an unreadable expression, "oh sei, this is my boyfriend" you turn your attention back to nagi, "wait are you playing against each other today?" you asked once you notice their jerseys are of different clubs.

"...yeah" nagi took a while before answering, somehow his blunt answer made things very awkward. kunigami kept clinging onto you from behind and planting small kisses above your head the whole time, "let's go baby, i'll take you to your seat" he says as he grabs your hand from the side and turns back to guard you away after nodding toward nagi as to saying 'excuse us'

you were stopped when nagi asked out, "do you think I'll do well today?" you stopped walking at the unexpected question, well not unexpected, he had always asked you that for assurance the night before his match, but at this scenario it's very unsettling.

you turn your head back slowly toward nagi and flash a small smile, "you always do well, don't doubt your skill" is what you've always repeatedly say to reassure him but this time, it sounds different to him, nagi knows you're sincere but there was something missing in your usual tone. you turn back and continue walking off with kunigami.

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Kunigami escorts you to a vip seat above the stadium that has a view of the whole stadium. You notice that he has a gloomy expression as he sits you down and place some extra pillows and blankets to make sure you're comfy when you watch.

"since when you were such a mastermind?" your questions make his head snaps up, his eyes widen with your question and a guilty look flash on his face, "you noticed?" his tone is low and guilty.

you scoff at him, "i guessed, but you confirmed it just now" kunigami drops on his knees in front of you and sneak his arms around your waist as he plants his head on your thighs, "you're so mean" your hands move to his head and caress his hair softly.

nagi wasn't a stranger to kunigami, obviously because they work in the same industry and had competed against each other, whether in friendly matches or important ones. but we're talking about knowing nagi fairly well from you calling out his name in your sleep as you sniffle, you crying alone in the bathroom when you lock yourself in there as kunigami helplessly wait for you outside the door, he coulldn't do anything but wait patiently there to help you any time if you would just utter a single request of help. all he could ever do was hug you tight when you had reoccuring bad dreams from your past memories.

you were in a bad, I mean really bad place after the break up, you were doing everything and anything to distract yourself from your thoughts, or flash back memories of nagi's face, even those happy memories would haunt you every night, you'd slam your head onto the wall multiple times till your forehead bleeds if your head dares to flash his face or any kind of memories associate with him at all in your mind, after you pretending to be all fine and casual in front of your friends, somehow they could see right through you this time, that's how you know it's really fucking bad.

you'd come home from work just to immediately drop your facade as well as your body on the apartment's floor and bawl your eyes out, it went on for like forever. you felt as if there was no way out of this misery, that you would always be stuck with it. you had desperately prayed for a pill that could make you forget all the memories you had of that man.

he's not especially forgettable, he was your first love, you were high school sweethearts, even if he didn't go to college with you, he was pretty well known around there for his growing fame as a prodigy athlete, especially for being your boyfriend, power-couple was what they'd call you both. your friends would always gush out on how you both are so similar and how you were a perfect-match, soulmates. those sure were praises to your ears back then but after the break up?, it would've been better if we weren't so alike, if I could be the opposite of him and tried to cling onto him, would he have stay?

the next stage of grief was anger, you were mad, fuming, after all that sacrifices you've made for him? sure it was all of your own accords but he benefitted a tons out of it, you were dedicated to living a fun, perfect life to show him that you are better than okay being without him, that's how you drunkenly met the love of your life on the first day of 'flipping your life around' , thinking back he was probably a knight in shining armor, your hero. he stopped you from getting into even more trouble if you had continued going clubbing.

you ended up hooking up with him drunk on the first day after all, that should've been the end of it as you both were out of your mind, you could've moved on with your life but no. that sneaky kunigami put on a sob story on how you had taken his virginity in a drunken state and you had to make it up to him, he tagged himself around you on his day off and you couldn't really shake him off since he'd bring up 'that night you took his innocence away'

tagging along with you outside turns into staying over at your place to hang out during the day to staying overnights, as days went on and on, you had noticed nagi stays out of your mind everytime you're with kunigami's company until he slowly dominated your mind as a whole, and atlas you've finally opened your heart to him just around the end of last year's new year eve, wait maybe he had always been a mastermind? needlessly to say that he was over the moon when you had decided to accepted him officially. he had been so patient, helping you heal to his best ability. you've put this sweet boy through more than one ever should. that's why you're set on doing anything to make him happy as long as he sticks around.

it couldn't have been a coincidence that he purposely not tell you who his team is up against today, you thought that he might've forgotten but after seeing nagi, the puzzle pieces came together. he must've wanted nagi to feel bitter about it, to grovel over he had missed out on, a little childish on his side since you only need your hero by your side to survive anything right now.

"you're not really good at being one" you tease him and the pout that was already on his lips grew even bigger, he then bites your thighs roughly, you winced in pain and slaps his head, "what the hell ren!"

he raises his head close to your face staring up at you, "..you said he'd play good as always" his tone clearly showed that he was sulking. your eyebrow raised up and you blink your eyes multiple times before bursting into laughter.

"it's not funny..." he grumbles after seeing you laugh, "I said he'd play good as always, not that he'd play better than you" I tap his nose with my index finger. His eyes light up after your assurance and he then snuggles onto your neck and leaves small kisses on your collarbones, 'what a puppy'

he clings onto you for a few more minutes before dragging his feet to leave with a sullen face since he had to do another round of routine before the match starts, you giggle at his dejected puppy look. you finally had to time alone with your thoughts after he had left.

you let out a big sigh as you recall back what happened in the past hour. you had always imagine how it'd be or how would you act if you come across nagi again since that day, contradictorily you were calmer than in any of the scenarios you had imagine, probably because you have kunigami now. As kunigami pops inside your head, your lips unknowingly curled up to form a smile.

it's been a while since your mind had gone back and thought about your past relationship. it wasn't an exaggeration to say you were a major pushover, not that nagi wanted you to be one, you were one by nature, like they all said you and nagi were similar, and you thought so too.

whenever nagi did something upsetting, you'd get mad but calm down once you try to understand it from nagi's point of view, and always end up doing things his way and go out of your way to justify his actions, since 'that's what I would want me to do if I were nagi'

there weren't just downsides to the relationship of course, the best thing out of it was that you both understand each other so well, you both have the same ideals and principals making it super comfortable to stay by each other's side, that was probably why you wanted to remain 'understanding' until the end, you didn't want to lose the only best part of the relationship.

kunigami is the exact opposite of you, not in a bad way, well he was pretty annoying at first but once you get comfortable, he had, without your acknowledgement, became essential in your life. his straight forward and blunt nature brought out a positive change from you, he tells you to speak your mind, communicate literally everything with you, doing the most absolute ridiculous shit if he knows it would put a smile on your lovely face.

'you look better when you're smiling'

'get mad more, you look hot'

'the hero will always obey his princess'

without batting an eye, he says the cheesiest out of the chessy things, his willingness to show himself nakedly to express everything is what you've always admire and been learning from.

now you're showing a lot more of your expressions and thoughts you're used to hiding. he used to need to force it out of you but you're getting quite comfortable with it now, even your friends have pointed out that you look much brighter now.

you weren't gonna disregard the love you had toward nagi and definitely DO NOT regret all the love you had given, it was most authentic and purest you could've given. it just couldn't work out since you were the only one giving things up all the time.

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everyone has a specific suitable 'love' for them, you aren't really sure yet to what kind of love suits you, but you're comfortably getting used to kunigami's and adapting yours too. It's safe to say you'll be happy for a whole while, perhaps your entire life?

author note; hello<3 this is a work of mine after taking a break from writing for a loooong time, I'm not really sure how to feel about it so please lmk what u think T^T

p.s i want to write a nagi pov of this, what do you think? ~☆

NAGI'S POV IS OUT!

[sapshorelines]

vampire! lucas x m reader

story: m/n recently broke up with his girlfriend, and his friend comforts him in...more ways than one.

NO this is not smut, its suggestive!

SHE WASN'T EVEN WORTH IT TO BE HONEST | Vampire!Lucas X M!reader

You've recently gone through a bad breakup with your girlfriend. However, your vampire friend is here to comfort you. (mentions of cheating, suggestive themes, vampires, mentions of biting, comfort, angst, vampire AU) (not proof read | 1.3k words)

!! NOTE !! None of my works represent any IRL people. These works are purely meant for entertainment purpose and shouldn't be taken seriously. Do not steal any of my works and reupload them to other medias MINORS DNI

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You lay in your bed, all wrapped up in various blankets. How long have you been there? You don't even remember. You just stare at your phone screen emotionlessly as you browse your social media. How on earth did you get here?

Well, you've just went through a nasty break up with your girlfriend. You've found out that she's been cheating on you with someone else. You've been with her for three years and you two were pretty much a match made in heaven. But that was a lie.

You haven't done much of anything as you just lay there in your bed mindlessly scrolling on your phone. Until you got a notification, it was from your best friend Lucas. Ah yes, lets not forget that your bestie is a vampire. You already know of him being a vampire and that didn't bother you.

[Lucas] [M/n you doing alright? You haven't said a word to me for ages now.]

Ages huh, yeah that's what it feels like. You open your messages and typed back.

[M/n] [no dude, im going through hell right now]

[Lucas] [Do you need me to come over? Do you need company?]

You think for a second, it has been awhile since you had any human interaction.

[M/n] [yeah sure, you got my spare key still right?]

[Lucas] [Yeah I still do, Ill come over] [Be there in ten minutes]

What's amazing about Lucas is that you two don't live that far from each other. Its only a ten minute walk. You look at the time and realize its afternoon and the sun is still out. Of course vampires aren't the best when it comes to the sun as they can get serious sun burns rather than combusting into flames. But you know he has a special umbrella that can protect him from the sun rays, plus he takes a route that is mostly shaded so at least he is safe.

What felt like hours was only ten minutes, then you hear the door being unlocked and open. He was here. You wanted to get up and say hi to him but you really did not want to move. "M/n?" He calls out as you can hear the door closing behind him.

"My room." You call back to him, you can hear footsteps making their way to your room. The door would open and Lucas stood there. "Holy fuck- how long have you been in your bed dude?" He chuckles as he makes his way to your bed side to sit down on it. "Ages, centuries even." You say, "You sure you're not a vampire dude?" He cracked up a joke, which of course was successful as you let out a small chuckle too.

"What even happen that made you hibernate in your apartment anyway?" He asked. "..I broke up with her."

"Wait for real?! You two were perfect for each other!" He was shocked by the news, of course you haven't told your best friend that your girlfriend- now ex had been getting dicked down by some random for awhile now. "She cheated on me."

"Oh-" He was taken aback by why you broke up with her. The silence after that was so loud.

"Can I be honest? She wasn't really worth it." He says, "…I don't blame you but- the fun we had." Yeah, you two had a lot of fun from various dates and all, couple stuff. "I can understand that. The process of getting over a breakup is hard." He pats your back in. "Say, have you even cleaned yourself or ate?"

"Uhm… I have got out of bed to get water and food, as well as using the bathroom but.. nothing else." You replied to him. "Say, why don't I help you. Take a shower real quick while I go make you something to eat, sounds good?" He offers. "Mmm, sure but- why?"

"Why not? I don't wanna see my best friend acting like a depressed high schooler." He chuckles, you two were in college by the way. "..Fair point." You agreed to his statement. "Alright, anything particular that you want?" He asked, "No not really." You say as you finally sit up from your bed. Lucas exits your room and heads to your kitchen to cook something. You then head to the shower to clean yourself up.

After half an hour, you exit the shower and changed into new clothes. Afterwards you headed to your kitchen where Lucas was almost finished with the food. He was making Galbi, how sweet! Well, of course he'd pick something 'meat' related though he can't get much energy from eating meat. Lucas takes notice of your presence, "Ah, food's almost done." He says. "Thanks again Lucas." You say as you make your way to your small dining table. Few minutes later Lucas comes over with two plates of Galbi, setting one in front of you. "Here you go." He says as he then sets his plate down and then sits across from M/n.

After eating, Lucas then went ahead and puts the dishes away. Lucas also offers to stay over which you gladly accept. You two were watching some random show on live TV, after an hour or so you then excuse yourself to use the bathroom. But once you came back you can see Lucas sitting there, sweating. "Lucas? You alright?" You asked.

"N-No I-.. shit I didn't think this would have happen so quick." He stutters out. You stare at him, worried but then you remembered, he needs blood. You have gave him your blood before, so this isn't nothing new to you. "Do… Do you need blood?" You ask.

"If that isn't too much to ask for, y-yeah." He says as he gets up. "Thought you said you had feasted awhile ago?"

"I thought so too but, I guess it wasn't enough." He sighs. "Do… Do you wanna sit down or just stand?" He asked. "Here is fine." You say. You then tilt your head to the side, opening your neck to Lucas. He then took the invitation and latched onto you, biting down on your neck. You held back from making any noises, he then pushes you against the wall as he drinks from you. After almost a minute you realize he was taking a bit too much but you really didn't mind but, you couldn't hold back anymore as a moan slipped out of you.

Both of you just froze, he stopped drinking from you as well. He then backs away and stares at you, "You-… You meant to do that did you?" He asked. You stayed silent for a second, but you got to admit, you do have a crush on him and you did find it hot. You nod to his answer as you look away out of embarrassment, your face clearly red. He lets out a chuckle, "You think I'm handsome huh?"

You nod, then he gently moves your head to look at him. He stares at you, "Well M/n, I do too." He then leans in for a kiss. You froze for a second, then embracing both him and the kiss, in which soon turned into a french kiss as he pushed his tongue into M/n's mouth. Lucas then puts his hand under M/n's shirt as his hand slowly inched his way to his chest. Then they both break away from their make out session, "You sure you wanna continue?" Lucas asked. You were hesitant at first but, your friend below had the answer. Lucas then grabbed the bulge that was in your pants as you let out a moan.

"I… Y-Yeah, yeah we can continue.." You say. Lucas smiles, then carrying you to your bedroom.

Looks like it was gonna be a long night for the two of you, making up for ignoring your friend for days. ----

I hope you enjoyed this! I am open for critique and suggestions to improve!

[ya-zz]

I just found your work and I’m in love!

I have a small req-

How’d you think Rama would react to s/o having a panic attack?

LMAO YEAH THE 50+ NOTIFICATIONS TOLD ME THAT hahah

Thank you so much though! I endorse the spamming, makes me feel all warm inside ♥

oh hey, my gif is in the Ramattra search- perfect time to use it... (I may try and get one in Shambali Monastery on Friday evening... I kinda wanna get a few different backgrounds for people to use...)

Ramattra x Reader (gen)

Word count: 1107

Ramattra was close to you, more so than with any other human. He didn’t hide it, in fact he openly expressed that he enjoyed spending time with you. Just the thought of being around you brought a warmth within his wires, something of which he enjoyed greatly. 

Seeing you happy made him happy, it made him fall for you more and more. Being able to see your smile everyday made it worth the restless nights he’d spend in his quarters waiting for the sun to rise. As an omnic who rarely, if at all slept, the hours would pass by slowly, almost torturing him. 

Of course, he never made a move, valuing the friendship he had grown with you. He put his feelings aside just so he could keep being by your side. It was the one thing he did keep secret from you and everyone else - that he loved you.

However, as of late, things had been tense around you. The mood swings caught him off guard and he felt constantly on edge as if he had done something wrong. No matter how many times you would reassure him that he hadn’t done anything bad towards you, there was still a twinge of doubt coursing through his wires.

He kept a small distance with you, not wanting to hurt you further despite your assurance. He felt guilty for something he hadn’t done and you noticed it. You were somewhat grateful for the distance, being allowed to dwell with your own thoughts for awhile. 

There was a day, however, when he didn’t see you at all. He was worried, he wouldn’t lie about that. There was a slight twitch in his hands as he’d work, his mind wandering to you and what you were doing.

Only when he ventured outside did he finally find you. You were laying on the ground, staring up into the endless sky as the clouds rolled in and threatened to rain. He approached you, not wanting to alarm you. 

“Hey Ramattra…” You speak out, not moving as you heard the larger omnic approach you from the right. 

“Is everything ok, [y/n]?” He asked, standing above you and looking down as his wires hanged loosely around his head. His shadow covered your face. 

You keep your eyes on him. “Yeah. You wanna sit down with me?” 

“Can I?” 

“Sure. Some company wouldn’t hurt.” You smile, still looking up at him and finally turning when he moves to sit next to you. 

“What’s on your mind?” He asks, looking down at you. 

“Nothing important.” 

“Are you sure? You have been acting strange lately.” He cocks his head to the side slightly, optics looking at you.

“Sorry. Just some past trauma coming up…” You turn you head back, looking up at the sky again. 

“Oh? Would you-”

“Not really… Just thinking about it is bad enough…” You cut him off. 

He lets out a small hum, turning to face the mountains in the distance. “I am here for you, you know that, right?” 

“Yeah, thank you.” You smile gently, keeping your focus on the sky. 

The both of you stayed quiet, the afternoon going by peacefully until your small whimpers broke the silence. 

Ramattra looks over at you, noticing how you were asleep, chest rising and falling in an erratic rhythm. Your breathing was shallow, eyes shut tight and body shaking as you turn your head to the side, swallowing a hard lump in your throat. 

His sensors picked up a small warning coming from your body, your heart rate increasing quickly as you laid there on the grass. 

“[y/n]...?” His voice was low as he placed a gentle hand on your shoulder. “[y/n], is everything ok?” He could feel the panic rising in his circuitry, something of which he hadn’t felt for a long time. 

You stirred awake, eyes blinking to adjust to the daylight, your body still in a state of panic as you turn to look at the omnic, tears brimming in your eyes.

“What’s wrong?” He spoke quietly, unsure on what to do.

You shifted, sitting up and placing a hand on your chest in hopes to calm yourself down but nothing was working. Your body shook violently as endless traumatic thoughts raced through your head. 

Ramattra grabbed your free hand, giving it a gentle squeeze, hoping it would help in someway. When you squeezed his hand back in response, he leant over and pulled you closely to him, the quiet hum of his body aiding you in calming down. 

With the side of your head pressed against his chest, you could hear his inner workings, the soft hum of electric coursing through his body, the soft clicks as he moved his hand to gentle pet your head.

He had heard of humans having panic attacks, thinking them weak for overthinking, but seeing you in distress made him realise that it was more than that. He still had a lot to learn about humans, especially you. 

Eventually, after some time, he felt your body relax against him, the shaking had stopped and your heartbeat a normal rhythm alongside your breathing. He let out a soft sigh, hand not leaving your head as he continued to pet it, gently stroking down your scalp in soothing motions. His other hand had rested on your lower back, another gentle up and down motion. 

Some time passed as you stayed in his embrace, not wanting to move until he finally spoke.

“Are you ok?” 

You look up at him, a small nod and smile. “Yeah… Thank you…” 

“It was nothing.” He tilted his head slightly, optics scanning you. 

You rest your head back onto his chest. “Sorry you had to witness that…” 

“There is nothing to apologise for. I am glad I was here to help.” He continued his motions on your head and back, still keeping you grounded. 

“I usually deal with them myself…” You admitted shamefully. 

“Come to me if you need to. No matter the time. I do not want you to suffer.” He leans down, placing his forehead on top of your head.

A soft sigh escapes you as you lean in closer to him, smiling gently. “Thank you…” 

Ramattra felt at peace with you in his arms, looking out across the mountains. He felt even closer to you now than he did prior, the feelings inside only growing more with each passing minute. He wanted to care for you, to be there for you as much as you’d let him, through the happy times and the painful - he wanted nothing more than to be by your side.

[abracadaze]

haven't been on tumblr actively for awhile just due to being generally overwhelmed by being alive so i just checked my notifs for the first time in months and my transgender burger post finally broke containment and hit radfem/gendercrit tumblr!!! mama i made it!!!!! it does have the very funny side effect of seeing notifications like "authenticwomanhoodxx liked your post: [being transgender is awesome]" though

[aclosetfan]

I haven’t thrown anything dumb out there in awhile so ok headcanon:

I thought about this occurring between Boomer and Buttercup, but idk I think it’d be funnier between Boomer and Blossom because why would these two meticulously have and maintain an intense snap streak, right??? People wouldn’t expect that together they’ve maintained an almost 3 year long snap streak, especially because they don’t talk much outside of snapchat

But there’s Boomer and his chaos, always being in situations, taking shitty pictures and using dumb filters to document the precarious/dramatic situations he finds himself in with some over-the-top text slapped over the snaps, and then, there’s Blossom’s reply, which is always whatever homework or book she’s reading, no text or a quick “be careful.”

And neither of them really know how it started. Maybe it’s because Boomer’s a chronic Snapchat user and Blossom feels rude if she doesn’t reply idk, but one day, they both realize if they don’t keep the streak alive then What 👏 Is 👏 The 👏 Point 👏👏👏

The streak isn’t even interrupted when Blossom starts dating one of Boomer’s brothers (nbd). But when Blossom and one of his brothers break up…😔😭

So the next morning after the break-up is official, Blossom gets her daily snap from Boomer, dreading, but knowing, what’s coming. And just as she guessed, there’s a mournful Boomer, sepia filter or B&W, just something really remorseful looking, and the text is just “grl u kno I hate to do it but…bros b4 hoes 😔 it’s been real✌️”

Blossom snaps back because it can’t be her who lets the streak die, and she says something like “understandable, best of luck. I’m sorry.”

And the next day, habitually, she checks Snapchat before remembering there’s nothing there for her, and while feeling a pang of loss that she definitely did not feel when she broke up with Boomer’s brother, she goes to close out of the app. But at last second, a notification pops up, and it’s from Boomer.

The picture is a blurry half shot of his face, and in the background there’s her ex-boyfriend chasing after him with a caption that reads:

“SIKE BITCH! THE STREAK>>>>BROS FUC THT PUSSY ASS BOi!!!!! LETSS GOOO 🔥💪”

And Blossom can’t be the one to let the streak die, so it lives to see another day

[minqsei]

"Why not me?"

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All just made up⚠️‼️

Not real people⚠️‼️

Play for more experience

👇 (plz)

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Kian who met The unstable Mina.

Kian who slowly fell for her gentle Words.

Kian who started to love her...

Kian's First love.

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seen

Why isn't she replying... It's been weeks.

One sunny day, in the afternoon, a certain notification on his phone..

Weeks that turned into Months.

Notification (Mina):

"Oh uhm."

"hey, how have you been?"

Mina.?

Why is she back...

"... I'm fine, i guess..."

"... Why did you come back?..-"

Mina explained, or so he thought.

Days of texting, turned into weeks.

Small greetings turned into full conversations.

Does He still...

loved her?

He constantly checks his phone for new messages, but none of them came anymore.

Has she left me again?. He thought

Days turn to weeks, then to Months.

She never came back..

Maybe it was time to move on with his life..

Months later, He met a girl.

who later became his girlfriend.

Has he finally moved on?

Until...

A week later.

Kian happened to bump into someone in the park.

It was Mina.

"Small world, isn't it?" She smiles.

"..."

"Oh hey, it's been awhile." he spoke.

"Yeah, i remember you lol." She replied.

and he couldn't manage to ignore her.

His feelings took over..

They Started texting again.

Although he had a girlfriend he still continued to entertain her.

she still continued to ghost him, yet he still welcomed her with his arms every time...

"I missed u."

He who is deeply in love with her can't seem to move on.

One day...

she found out he had a girlfriend.

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An argument broke out.

"I don't deal with dudes who have girlfriends"

"why didn't you tell me." She said.

He sighed

"I forgot to tell you, I'm sorry."

Ever since then, after that betrayal she hasn't talked to him.

and that's when she distanced herself.

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Kian tried so hard to reach out to her..

until she finally agreed to talk to him.

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At a small cafe..

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"Why do you keep bothering me Kian?"

"Why not?, why do you keep leaving me?, I feel so miserable, Mina."

"Stop pushing me away, please."

"I'll always wait for you"

"This time I'll pursue you, so please."

"You can't, we can't."

"Why not."

"We're not for each other."

"I did love you, but I did not want to commit."

"I'm sorry, you didn't want to commit, but i wanted to."

"you know what's funny Mina?, i was afraid too, but i wanted to try, because it was you."

"Sorry Kian.."

"Mina."

"Why not me?."

After that day, it was never been the same

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Maybe, Both went on with their lives?.

would they still be thinking of each other?

or did they finally move on?.

... :p

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[alba8688]

Chapter 2

I’m dead?

Word count:2283

"Wow, this is a nice apartment." Claire walks around the apartment looking at everything ."so all this furniture was here when you got here ?"she asked

"Yeah ,the ad said it was fully furnished ." From my peripheral vision I see someone looking at me but I guess it's just my imagination.

Nowadays everything is in my head .

I think .

I turn to look back at Claire who is already in the bathroom "the walking closet is amazing !!" She yells

"Yeah ,I made it for my girlfriend." A voice says in my ear, making me jump .

"Jesus Christ !!" I put my hands on my chest and I could feel my heart beating so fast .Where does he come from?

"Did you say your girlfriend ?" I asked my new ghost friend.

"Yeah ,she wanted a bigger closet so I made it for her then after a month she left me ." He recalls

"I'm so,sorry ." I told him .

"Nah ,it's ok, don't worry, no big deal ." He tells me,but I could tell it was a big deal

But the way he slouched his arms and the way he stared into space like remembering something .

"Hi ,I'm Aria ." I decided to introduce myself to the cute metalhead or ghost whatever he was .If he was gonna keep appearing.

"Hi Aria I'm,I'm ." He stays quiet looking down at his hands and I hadn't realized he was wearing rings .

He walks around the apartment looking for something.I look back at the bathroom where Claire was but she was too busy looking through my clothes .Like she always does, probably seeing what she would wear for the next day .

"Hey ,what's wrong ?" I ask him

"I-I need to make a call ." He suddenly says "where's my phone?" He ask ,searching for it in his Jean pockets .

"I-I don't know where your phone is but you can borrow mine ." I tell him getting my cell phone out of my back pocket .

"Here ."I handed it to him

But He tries to grab it ,but it goes right through his hand and falls to the floor .

"What the fuck ?" He whispers and kneels down trying to pick it up .

I stayed shocked looking at him trying to pick it up from the floor when my phone got a notification .

"Carver ?" He says softly

"You know Jasón ?" I asked him

"Yeah,he was my high school bully." The metalhead tells me looking down at my phone ,by now he had stopped trying to pick it up so he sat criss crossed on the floor looking down at the cellphone ringing with Jason's picture

"Are you going to answer ?" He asked

I shake my head no .I wasn’t going to answer the phone why does he keep calling me .He needs to let me go .He is with her now why keep bothering me ?He only hurts me more than.

"Ok." He says .still looking down at my phone screen..

"H-how do you know him?" He asked

"We met 8 years ago when I was in college. He went to visit Claire, his sister and we hit it off and yeah one thing led to another we fell in love until 2yrs ago that he broke up with me to go back to his high school sweetheart ." I felt a tear fall down my cheek ,it's been awhile since I've talked about him .Jason was the love of my life. I thought we were going to get married but then that girl came back into his life telling him she has always loved him and now they are happily married and expecting their first child .

"I'm sorry ." He tells me .

"It's ok ." I lied .I still wasn’t ok because when I try to forget about him he comes back into life saying he still cares about me and loves me and he makes me fall once again.

"I-I think I know who the girl is ?" He tells me his eyes are still on the phone screen.

"Yeah ." I sniffled

"My ex ." He says softly

"What?!" I almost shouted at that .

What does he mean by his ex?

"What was that ?" Claire came out of the bathroom."Why are you sitting on the floor ?" She asked me .

I look to where the metalhead had been sitting awhile ago and back at Claire .The metal head was gone.Disappear into thin air .

"Jason was calling me ." I tell her

"Oh shit! !! babe." She ran to me sitting down on the floor with me watching my phone ringing again and it was Jason .

Claire picked it up and answered it .

"Jason what do you want ?"

"Yes,she is here but I'm not letting her talk to you so please stop calling ."

I watched her talk to Jason but I couldn't hear what he was saying and I don't want to know what he wants I don't understand why after all these years he tries calling me.I didn't want to hear him talk because after two years I still miss him I think I still loved him or maybe i thought I still loved him maybe I did need to go out and meet people .To forget about him .I needed to get him out of my head.

After a while Claire hung up the phone and placed it back on the floor .

"What did he want?" I asked

"He said he saw you today at the coffee shop and he thought you had moved back to Texas ." But I didn't. I couldn't go back when I had already found MY place here in Hawkins. My job was here in Hawkins high school.

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The next day" Sunday "

I decided to talk to Steve about the previous person who rented the apartment or maybe he knew something about the metalhead .

But when I went looking for Steve he wasn't at the coffee shop. The girl in the front said he and his wife went to visit a friend. so I decided to ask around the cafe for information but nobody knew anything or other people would find me crazy .

I sat at the very back of the coffee shop on a couch with my coffee in my hand, giving up already .Looking at the stage.

I needed to know who he was .

"Hey." A heard a male voice say

I picked up my head and saw a boy around his mid 20s with curly hair wearing a hellfire shirt .

"Hey ." I smile politely

"I-I heard you asking about the previous owner of the apartment ." He said softly sitting down next to me on the couch.”I-I might know a thing or two .”

"You do know him ?" I asked

"Him?" The boy asked

"Yeah him ? "I hadn’t realized I what I had said to him,How would I know it was a him if I never met him.

"How do you know it's a him ?" The boy asked

"I don't know, I just guess ." I look down at my hands knowing damn well that I knew he was a very handsome man .How was I supposed to tell the boy next to me that I might be seeing him in the apartment? He might think I'm crazy .

"His Name is Eddie ."

"Huh?" I asked him

"The previous owner and the owner of this coffee shop, his name is Eddie ." He says softly

"Eddie ." I like that name, it's nice ,I wonder what happened to him?

"He was my Best friend and Dungeon Master ." The boy next to me starts crying .

Shit ,now I feel bad asking about metalhead .

"He,was the nicest guy around ,you know when we were in high school he was a repeating senior for the third time and I was a freshman he took me in with my friends and protected us from Jason."

Was he talking about the same Jason?I mean Eddie knew him so he must be talking about the same Jason.

"Jason ,was he that bad ?" I ask

"Yes !! Once ,He once punched Eddie so hard that knocked him out just because Chrissy smiled at him and Eddie smiled back ." Holy shit!

"Chrissy ?"

" Jason's wife now and Eddie's ex." He looks at me with such sadness in his eyes .

"Oh ok ."was all I could say I felt that stupid lump in my throat again talking about Jason .

"Did you know Jason ?" He asked

"Y-yeah he was my boyfriend until he broke it off to go back to his ex ." Now I was the one crying

"Oh shit !!! Really oh wow ." He wiped his eyes with the back of his hands.

"I'm Dustin by the way ." He smiles

"I'm Aria ."

"Hi Aria, it is a pleasure to meet you, my lady ."

……………

That afternoon I decided to research how to contact a spirit. I know it sounds stupid but I needed to know more about Eddie .

What happened to him?

I went to the library to look for ghost books or exorcism or poltergeist and to help lost spirits go into the light.

I read some that said some souls had something pending to do or some ghost just didn’t want to crossed .It even said some didn’t know they were dead just like Eddie .I checked out some books that teach how to communicate with spirits.my other option was oiuja board but I wasn’t dealing with that in the apartment i wants going to invite an unexpected guess i had enough with the metal head.

So now here I'am sitting down on the floor with candles I bought at the store around me trying to summon him .

Hopefully it was him I could

Summon and not some crazy demon.

"Eddie ." I said softly but nothing happen .I searched through the book infront of me for options.

“Using their Full name can help summon a spirit.”I read .Only if I knew his last name. Then I remember I saw Munson written on the wall.could that be his last name?

I should give it a try.

"Eddie Munson, can you hear me ?" Wait but he didn't remember his name. How was I going to summon him?

This wasn't going to work .i groaned

Then I got an Idea.he seems like a pervy ghost.

"It's so hot in here I think I'm sleeping naked tonight ." And then there he was sitting down criss cross in front of me .

Well I have a Perv as a ghost.

I told myself.

"You rang?" He smiled cockily, looking at me up and down waiting for me to get naked.

"Yes I actually did ." I responded and He smiles and looks down again at my body

"I'm waiting ." He smiles

"You're a perv, you know that ." I cover myself with a blanket on the sofa “I’m not taking off my clothes .” I scoffed

"So what's with all these candles ? Are you trying to burn my apartment ?" He blew one off

"No,I-I was actually trying to summon you ." I said almost as a whisper feeling stupid.

"With candles ?" He smiles a toothy grin "so romantic ."

"I mean yeah ." I felt stupid now with all this candles around me.

"Ok I'm here, what's up? plus this is my apartment why wouldn't I be here you're the one who decided to move in here without even taking me for a date ." He wiggles his brows

"Oh shut it ." I chuckled, "you're such a dork ."

"Well anyways I know your name ." I said excitedly

"Yeah what is it? I just don't understand why I can't remember my name ." He tells me

"It's Eddie ."

"Eddie ." He questions and tilts his head to the side repeating his name over and over again.

"Yeah ,you're best friend Dustin told me ."

"Dustin?You talked to Dustin?" He asked

"Yes, not that long ago he was downstairs talking about you. He told me how you took him in and his friends in high school and how you defended them from Jason."

"He misses you ." I tell him

Eddie scrunches his brows and looks at me like

I said something stupid.

"But I just saw him a few days ago. I went to his and Suzy's place for dinner." He tells me

"W-when was this ?"I asked him

"I don't remember ." He says

"Eddie ,he told me he hasn't seen you in two years ,d-did something happen to you ?"I asked

"What do you mean ?"he stands up and starts pacing around the apartment saying things under his breath .

"Eddie ,when was the last time you remember actually talking to someone else that wasn't me ?" I asked him

"T-the the other day ." He looks at me and I never realized what pretty eyes he has .Chocolate brown eyes that resemble a puddle of chocolate.

"And when you're not here, what do you do with the rest of your day ?"

"Well ,certainly not being stuck here in the apartment ."

"Can I ask you something?" I asked him .

"Yeah ." He says softly

"Has anything traumatic or tragic happen to you recently ?"

"Like what ?" He asked

"I don't know like Dying ?"

"Noo,how dare you say that to me !! " he sounded offended now

"Just calm down please ." I approached him trying to touch his arm but my hand went straight through him.

"Holy shit !!" I gasped

"D-did y-your hand just go through me ?" He gulp

Eddie started panicking screaming "Jesus Christ ." Over and over again

"I'm dead ." He finally said

"Eddie, hey calm down please ."

“How do you want me to calm down if your hand just went through me !!!”He turns to look at me then disappears into thin air.

This didn't go well.

Next chapter

[lxnleybatbxy]

ʕ⁎̯͡⁎ʔhey there ༄

it’s been awhile, huh? do you remember me?

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i know i’ve been away for months and have not posted since about April..i’ve been dealing with a LOT in my personal life and still am. My mental health went down real bad too (almost fell back into my drinking habits) and it caused me to push people away, i also had my heart broke by someone i thought i loved and now i’m struggling to get out of my toxic living situation.

i needed to take a break from here but now since my life is still spiraling i’m in need of distraction and writing has become something that i adore once again, though only 3 of my muses have stuck around so there will be changes to the profiles and such—hmm

if you’re curious about anything feel free to message me🤍 i miss my writing community so much, it was such a great way to help me cope.

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also i wanted to share with some of you that would appreciate this but—i got to meet remington two weeks ago and that was the serotonin i needed, we had a full convo and i even got two big hugs. i cried sm at the show cause i was far into my emotions.

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ALSO, please feel free to add my discord and hmu if you wanna start anything or even recreate old threads !! 🥺💕 it’s : _angelb0y #2771

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[yennasun]

Pass the happy! When you receive this list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications ✨

I'm probably not gonna pass it to 10 people but I will pass it on.

1: combat sports, this goes without saying but I really like combat sports and boxing in particular. Been boxing since I was around 12 and also practiced wrestling for a few years, even made the high-school team before I broke my leg.

2: normal sports, I've always loved football, soccer, volleyball and even did baseball for awhile when I was little.

3: fictional characters who have depth. I really like it when authors and creators in general flesh out a character so you can really see what makes them tick

4: that feeling you get after a long workout, I love it. I'm convinced it's better than any drug, I think it's called; runners high.

5: learning. Learning keeps me going, knowing that I'm always making progress and pushing forward. It's what got me into so many different things, even the medical field.

Honorable mention: I'm slowly starting to warm up to art, mainly sketching and drawing.

[vczcv]

so the other day i decided to download sims 4 on my new pc (haven't played it on pc for 8 yrs since my pc broke) ive been playing it on my xbox ever since. so i downloaded it and wicked whims, extreme violence, and some other cc including animations and cas stuff, which was working perfectly up until a little less than an hour ago. A couple hours ago, I decided to get more cc including more cas stuff, but i spent hours looking for the perfect britney spears sim, finally found it, proceeded to find same one for free, found that, got it, worked fine in cas, and probably wouldve worked fine in game if i didnt go on a download spree for outfits before i transfered britney cc to mods, i decided to download lots of clothes and hairs, then when i got bored of searching, i transferred them to mods and proceeded to launch sims, go into cas and make britney, she was perfect and so was all the other cc in cas. after i was done, moved her in my main household, moved my house hold to an empty lot, spent hours making a britney themed house (dw its safe i didnt use cc so i still got a house with a britney shrine) , when i was finished i decided to go into live mode after saving and made britney flirt with one of my sims, then that sim's wife snatched britneys wig lmao, but then i noticed my notifications from my wall were blank.. then the sim that got pressed asked her girl to get some, so they went to a random corner and started doing one of the new animations i don't remember the exact name of but that isn't important, really none of this is..., but anyways i then immediately noticed my sims booty cheeks were invisible, i was hoping it was just something wrong with that animation, but honestly wasn't believing it because of my notifications being blank.. and then i went to switch animations and most of the choice tabs were blank, so i had my sims stop what they were doing and continue else where with a different animation, for a moment i thought it was working then turned to see my sims cheeks were still invisible during the animation, invisible qussy being eaten?? im really upset and none of my choice tabs would load, also when id click on a sims emotions the descriptions were blank, also kept getting ine notification that wasnt blank "wickedwhims is sad :(" and itd direct me to the ww request an issue page, and so i knew what was wrong immediately, I either had doubled a file somehow, skipped one, got one that is either incompatible, out of date, or it just clashed with another in someway, or it was corrupt. So i spent awhile rearranging my mods file and transferring and retracting files back to downloads, I even took all the files i downloaded today out of my mods folder, restarting sims trying again and again and again, still the same, i got super upset and figured the only way to fix this was to either delete added cc in my mods folder or delete it all (not resource ess) and so i deleted 90% of it, leaving base packages, wicked whims and extreme violence. I decided to give up on switching, moving, rearranging, and deleting extra files so instead i deleted all extracted files instead of keeping them in downloads.... im really stressed out and theres nothing anyone can do to help me with that, i just hope i can get it all fixed tomorrow, i got really irritable and decided to head to bed, its 5:17am now.. i shoyld sleep tomorrow is a bad day probably because i have to get all 3000 million plushies off my bed because i have to changw my sheets and i dont feel comfortable putting my plushies on the floor or just getting my heart rate up. it sounds teally bad i know i sound bad but i donr want to do anyrhing i have to take a shower tomorrow which makes me feel disgusting and i feel each shower head hole spraying water on my head which feels like needles poking my braincells. ineed sleep its so late early late early late goodnight i hope i sonr have nightmare and i hope i dont sweat thst much i canr wahr ti get off my meds so i can be extra suicidal instead of having cold sweats everu night and waking up in layers of pools of sweat ka

[sw143]

1. Early Day

Zack sat on the bench at his father's mini garden. He can feel the peaceful of wind blowing right towards his face. The calmness and saltiness of sea breeze touching his skin. His finger marking the page of the book on his right hand as he take a short break from his reading. He glance through the page he marked. It is on page 142, and that means he got 143 pages more to finish the fiction he read. Reading is always his passion from his young age. For him, no matter where he goes. Books is a compulsury thing to bring along with him everywhere. His reverie broke as his phone beep for a notification. He grabbed the bookmark on the table infront of him and put it between the pages.

His hand dive into his pocket and take out his phone. He swipe the screen to unlock and saw instagram notification. One messegas in his inbox. Callum? Who is this guy?. He opend the text message

"Hi, how are you?" Callum texted.

Zack open the profile of the sender while ignore the text. He stared at his phone's screen. Speechless. Why this guy seems familiar. Zack just realized that Callum is friend of Mae, a girl that he used to text few months ago before he with Matt. Zack move his sight towards grass on his left side. The hissing sound of wind blowing and rattling sound of dry leaf drag by the blow. He hesitate to replied the text.

What he need from me? Is he Mae's boyfriend?

I remember Mae post his picture on instagram story before this.

Did he want to warned me or confronted me for texting his girlfrend?

Should I reply him? Should I? Or just ignore it?

Getting a random messages from strangers is not a new thing for zack. With more than ten thousand followers, he expected those random text. Some are normal text asking if they can be friend with him but some just wierdo that hitting his inbox.

"Hi! I'm good. Thanks for asking." Zack immediately lock screen of his phone to avoid any unwanted reply from Callum.

" I think I saw you before this on Tinder."

Wait. On Tinder? It's been a months i havent open it. Did someone pretend to be me?

"Oh really? Did we swipe each other?" Swipe each other means that we mutually like each other profile and ready to go for next step to know each other.

"No, we are not. I just scroll through those profiles" Callum replied.

Zack started to feel uneasy with the situation. His head starting to think a lot of possibilities. Is he Gay? It can not be. He is Mae's boyfriend.

"Actually it's been 3 months i havent open thats apps. I dont know if that's really me you saw on Tinder" Zack wrote.

It is really been a while zack did not open his dating apps since he met with Matt. But last three months he have a trust issue with Matt that makes him decide to open his TInder in hope he can forget about Matt.

" What you look for in Tinder? " Callum asked.

"Hmm just wanna make some friends. How about you? Why you on Tinder?" Zack asked him back.

"I'm looking for a light fun" Callum sent with shy emoji at the end of his text.

"What's that?"

"Ah! Nothing, just forget it." He replied back.

Light fun? What is that mean? Just tell me Bro. This make me more curious when you avoid to answer.

Zack opened his Whatsapp and about to ask Matt about the "light fun" thing.

"Hey, what you doing? I have one quick question" Zack started a conversation with Matt.

"Nothing just waiting patient's blood test. What's up?" Matt answer

"Someone just hit my DM and talk something about Light Fun thing. What is all about?"

"Who's that? He ask you for a Sex. A foreplay. Hmm how to say this? He about to do unpenetrate sex with you"

Zack Stunted for awhile. Is this real? He looking for a sex partner in Tinder?. Zack knew and fully aware that people used to look for a 'friends-with-benefit' in dating apps but he did not expect this from someone he mutually know.

"There's a guy in Instagram. I think i know him. Not like know-know but more alike i know his friend. He said he saw me on Tinder in which i have not opened since I am with you and he said he was on Tinder because he looks for 'Light Fun' buddy" zack explained to Matt.

"Just ignore him." Matt reply briefly,

Zack lock his phone's screen and stroll around the mini garden. His mind still thinking about Callum. Is he for real? I thought he was with Mae. Or maybe he just pretend to be with Mae so people would not know that he is gay. Is this why Mae always told me that she have issues with her boyfriend?. Zack walk pass thru the balcony and grab his book before enter to the house. He just ignore his mind. For him it is nothing to do with him and not important thing to think.

[thehatakefamily]

How It Started

Here’s the first of hopefully many mini-fics for my muses. Let me know what you guys think.

Muse: Kasuna Hatake (mention of @brimfire-and-hellstone ‘s Dulcie at the end)

Rating: T 

Warnings: Mentions of blood, violence, language

A beaten body hunched over the floor surrounded by plain dojo walls like a prison, drops of hacked up blood splattered on the tatami flooring, arms wrapped around the stomach, whole form seized in excruciating pain. An authoritative form stood over him with the most unimpressed face, lifting the beaten forms head with a foot. This was supposed to be his right hand man, his weapon to unleash, and he couldn’t even take a simple training session. 

“Is this really the best that you can do you pathetic worm?” The authority, the boy’s father, Makoto Hatake said. 

He didn’t even give him a chance to speak before he cracked his face with an aggressive kick. The boy fell to his side and bit back a cry as he could barely move. His nose felt broken, residue of hacked phlegm and blood on the side of his mouth. This had been going on for hours and all that’s been accomplished is the boy being beaten to a pulp and his father getting increasingly more pissed. 

“You are the biggest piece of disappointment,” Makoto berated as he stalked around Kasuna, seething in rage. “Do you think anybody will ever care about you?”

A foot slammed into Kasuna’s ribs that made him cry out in pain and a sob choked out from his throat. 

“You are now just my weapon, my property!” The berating continued as Kasuna’s collar was grabbed and he was lifted off the ground. “So you better wise the fuck up and realize where you belong!”

Makoto then slammed Kasuna back down to the floor and Kasuna could feel the pop of his shoulder as it broke. He didn’t dare cry out in pain but he did grab his shoulder and tried to crawl away from his abusive father. Kasuna felt his shoulder slowly begin to heal, but he still wanted, no NEEDED, to get away. His eyes shimmering with tears, obscuring his vision, his father becoming just a form coming closer to him. 

There seemed to be no end for him. 

.............

Kasuna shot up from the memory turned to dream in a sweat, tears in his face, throat raw from crying. He gasped for breath and air as his sheets were soaked from his perspiration. He ran a hand through his hair as he brought up his legs in the blanket, bringing them up to his chest. He tried to calm himself down as he closed his eyes. 

“Fuck it’s been awhile since I’ve had that dream,” He finally said in a hoarse whisper. 

He took a shaking breath as he looked over at the phone screen, illuminating the dark. He reached over and grabbed the phone seeing what notification he got. On the screen was a simple message, but it was more than enough to erase the lingering words in his mind from his father. 

“From Love: ‘Love you too idiot’“