#octavia x illian

[thoughts-of-the-unheard]

idc what anyone says, tree adams is the biggest shipper of them all, he literally named his songs stuff like "Bellarke Theme" "Clexa Theme" "Kabby" "Marper" "Octillian" "Bellamy and Clarke" "Miller and Bryan" "Kane and Abby" "Raven and Shaw" "Delilah & Jordan" "Bellamy and Clarke Suite" like whos doing it better

[trueemotionpictures]

Trust is beautiful before betrayal. In the vulnerable moments, I’d like to believe at least a part of what we shared was real.

In Order of Appearance: The Witcher ~ Geralt x Yennefer The Vampire Diaries ~ Damon x Elena The Great ~ Catherine x Leo The 100 ~ Bellamy x Echo, Octavia x Illian

[okmcintyre]

mostly i would always go for bellamy or clarke but i decided to choose somebody else so... octavia!

Ooooh nice! I never get asked about her, and TBH she was the FIRST character on t100 that I fell in love with... Even on my first watch through, that I never finished. EXCITED about this ask 🤩

send me a character and i’ll list:

favorite thing about them?

Her resourcefulness!! Gosh she was just a FIRECRACKER and so good at just pulling off the most badass, fun-to-watch sequences!

least favorite thing about them?

How she treated Bellamy!! It breaks my heart that they didn't have the final season they should have, to finally work through all that

favorite line?

Oh god you know it would have to be her letter to Bellamy in 7x02. That was really touching 😭

brOTP?

Echo x Octavia, Clarke x Octavia, Indra x Octavia (if that even counts??)... and of course #TheBlakeSiblings! Despite their baggage I am a sucker for what these two could have had, if they had the chance to TALK and HEAL

OTP?

I ship Octavia with everyone LOL. But my faves, in order, include:

1) Gabriel x Octavia (the chemistry!! 🔥)

2) Lincoln x Octavia (the OG ❤️)

3) Niylah x Octavia (so much potential! ✨)

nOTP?

I wasn't a fan of Illian and I feel awful for saying it. And I loved Levitt (despite the obvious fan service 😂 he was sweet!) but I disliked how her story became so much about him?

random headcanon?

She and Bellamy healed and moved on, she babysits the kids to give he and Clarke a break (and get away from Gabriel's snoring, for a night!!) and comes over a few times a week for a BIG BLAKE a family dinner ❤️

unpopular opinion?

I loved watching Blodrenia 😂 Idk is that unpopular? Like it was so cool despite how AWFUL it was for the characters involved?

song i associate with them

Oooh that's tough! Probably Radioactive bc I'm apparently terribly "on main" like that. It was such an iconic moment! 💥

favorite picture of them

I'm choosing a gif and it's this one:

Link to the SEND ME A CHARACTER GAME ✌️

[arkadiaschancellor]

"I Knew It"

Every viewer who has ever seen at least one episode of TV ever

[nomattertheoceans]

The 100?

Thank you Nonnie!!! :) 

Top 5 favourite characters:

Echo / Emori / Raven / Murphy / Octavia

Other characters you like:

A lot, actually! Off the top of my head, Lexa, Clarke (although not in the way most people like her, I enjoy her as an anti-hero lmao), Bellamy, Monty, Jasper, Lincoln, Indra!

Least favourite characters:

Aside from the obvious villains obviously, I’m gonna say Kane and Abby. I never really cared for their stories, I’ve hated Abby since season 1 and Kane since s5 there’s just something about them being absolutely awful leaders and blaming kids for their failures that I can’t get behind.

Otps:

Basically lmao.

No but seriously, I think their love story is just great on so many levels, they’re the only love story I really care about in the show.

Other couples I really like are: Bellamy and Echo, Octavia and Lincoln, Octavia and Niylah, Octavia and Diyoza, Murphy and Emori and Raven, Echo and Raven, Jasper and Maya, Monty and Harper

Notps:

..... Bellarke lmao.

I enjoy the dynamic between Bellamy and Clarke, but I never saw it as romantic, and that’s how I enjoyed it. I love their ennemies to reluctant allies dynamic, I love the fact that their relationship is dysfunctional I love the parallels between Clarke and Octavia. But I don’t enjoy it at all as a romantic dynamic.

Favourite friendships:

Monty and Jasper, Octavia and Jasper, Raven and Murphy

Favourite family:

This is almost only found family because this show has a ton of found family dnamics that I love!! The Blake siblings, Spacekru, Octavia Diyoza and Hope, Raven and Finn.

Favourite episodes:

Murphy’s Law, Blood Must have Blood part 1 and part 2, Thirteen, The Chosen, Pramfayia, Red Queen, The Garden

Favourite season/book/movie:

Season 2. It has my favorite version of Lexa, it has Bellamy and Echo meeting, it has the most interesting antagonists (in my opinion haha). Season 4 is a close second though!

Favourite quotes:

“You believe that to defeat an ennemy who will stop at nothing, you must stop at nothing. How is that any different than Blood must have Blood?” - Luna in s3, because I think this quote shows very well the central conflict of the show, one that was established by Finn in s1: We have to try not to repeat history, and yet everytime, they do repeat it. I disagree with Luna in that instance because the threat that was ALI wasn’t like any other, but I agree with her sentiment.

“In peace, may you leave this shore. In love, may you find the next. Safe passage on your travels. Until our final journey to the Ground. May we meet again.” LISTEN. If there’s is one thing of the world building I absolutely adore, it’s the Traveler’s Blessing. It’s a beautiful prayer, and it gives me all the right emotions when I think about it. I was disappointed with what the show was making of it in seasons 2 and 3, with characters saying it all around, but then there are two instances that really get to me: Octavia and Bellamy saying it over the dead radio at the end of s4, and Monty / Bellamy and Clarke saying it at the end of season 5.

Best musical moment:

I loved the way the music carried the scene right after Lexa’s death, how it melts from Lexa’s death and Titus saying his ritual words, to Becca reaching earth, back to Lexa and the Flame coming out of her.

Moment that made you fangirl/boy the hardest:

Oh boy there are a LOT Off the top of my head: when Monty refuses to leave Jasper alone when he gives his blood to Maya, when Murphy says “Touch me again and I’ll end you... in a non-criminal way”, when Becho was confirmed in s5, When Clarke managed to align the satellite dish in Pramfyia, when Octavia confronted Skaikru in The Chosen,.... I can’t think of others right now but there are a lot lmao You can check out my favorite scenes series if you want, I’m working on it slowly!

When it really disappointed you:

A lot of times, honestly... I’m gonna say, all of season 6. I hated it. It had so much potential, with characters having to deal with the aftermath of season 5, Monty and Harper dying, Jordan existing, Wonkru.... Instead we got a whole mess that didn’t do much for any character and I was really disappointed.

Saddest moment:

Lincoln’s death. I knew it was coming because I knew the actor was leaving the show, but I was so NOT READY for it omg it’s the scene I still cry everytime I watch it because it’s so sad and heartwrenching....

Most well done character death:

Okay so I think The 100 is really bad at having well done character deaths, so I’m gonna say my less well-done one lmaoooo

Lexa’s. Her death was so stupid. I wasn’t in the fandom at the time so I wasn’t aware of the awful queerbaiting that was going on, so without talking about BTS and marketing ploys, I do believe that her death was heavily predicted by the show. However, it was a stupid death and Lexa was too awesome a character to die by a stray bullet. She deserved a proper send-off, she deserved to die in an epic battle, or fighting for what she believed in,..... not a bullet. 

Favourite guest star:

I know Shawn Mendes (Mendez? I don’t know lmao i don’t know him) was a guest star but I don’t know any other guest star so I guess that’s my answer lmao

Favourite cast member:

I don’t follow the cast, so I don’t have a favorite xD

Character you wish was still alive:

Jasper and Finn both deserve to still be alive, because the show treated their mental struggles like shit and I’m very bitter about that!

One thing you hope really happens:

Honestly, I don’t know? We have four episodes left of the entire show and I have no idea where it’s headed lmao I guess I hope both Emori and Murphy survive to see the end and have a long and happy life <3

Most shocking twist:

Okay I actually have three so I’ll you my top three:

1- The revelation of the Mountain Men. I was absolutely NOT expecting this to happen and I was gasping and going “nooooooooo way!!!” at my computer because it was so out of nowhere!! I loved it lmao

2- Murphy discovers that ALI destroyed the world: the ending of s2. That scene is so chilling, Murphy watching the video of Chris crying and killing himself, cut with scenes of Jaha getting to the mansion and the wholse scene with ALI herself... that whole scene was really cool and unexpected!

3- Clarke and Jaha steal the bunker during the conclave. I was so SHOOK by this moment, it was such a bold move and I loved it!

When did you start watching/reading?:

Early January, 2015. I was back at my appartment waiting for the semester to start, my roommates weren’t back from the holidays yet, and I was bored. So I started the show, and I binged all of season 1 and half of season 2 in 24 hours xD I caught up at Spacewalker, and then had to wait two weeks for the next episode to air and it was agony!!!!

Best animal/creature:

HELIOS THE BEST HORSE THERE IS

Favourite location:

The Second Dawn Bunker. Yeah I know it’s strange coming from me because I absolutely hate so many things about the bunker xD But it was such a cool location!! With the rotunda/arena, the farm, the huge corridors,.....

Trope you wish they would stop using:

“It’s the end of the world, whatever shall we do???” I’m just tired you guys. Nuclear apocalypses and other bombings should not be that common lmao

One thing this show/book/film does better than others:

I love the fact that it has so many different and well developped female characters.It shouldn’t be rare, but it still is, and this show really stands out to me for that reason. I’m not saying it’s the peak of feminism or anything because lmao IT’S NOT. But the women of the show have agency, freedom, they’re all distinct from one another and not just tropes and cliches. I really like it.

Funniest moments:

Nothing comes to mind right now? I feel like an idiot lmao I have so many moments that make me laugh and I can’t think of a single one right now x)

Couple you would like to see:

I would love to have canon Murphy x Emori x Raven!!

Actor/Actress you want to join the cast:

Nobody haha sorry

Favourite outfit:

Blodreina’s cape thingy!

Favourite item:

Raven’s necklace!!! I’m actually hoping to make myself one someday, it’s my favorite thing ^^

Do you own anything related to this show/book/film?:

Nothing!

What house/team/group/friendship group/family/race etc would you be in?:

I wish I could be spacekru haha they’re the best found family of the whole show and we deserved a flashback episode for them <3

Most boring plotline:

the entirety of season 6 xDDDDD

No but seriously, I’m gona say Illian’s plot. Honestly I never got into it at all, I didn’t care enough about him, or his family.

Most laughably bad moment:

I mean, the pilot is pretty cringe-worthy xD

Best flashback/flashfoward if any:

the flashbacks of the Dark Year.

Most layered character:

Octavia

Most one dimensional character:

Jordan lmao I was so disappointed with his story in s6.....

Scariest moment:

OMG in season 2 when Bellamy, Octavia and the guards go into the old parking garage and CAROL OF THE BELLS START PLAYING THAT WAS SO FUCKING CREEPY

Grossest moment:

Ewwww the whole worm thing happening in s5, AND the weird trees growing inside people in s6 xD

Best looking male:

S5 Murphy, hands down. Also s7 Murphy cause he spends half his time shirtless lmao

Best looking female:

Emori! She’s so pretty.

Who you’re crushing on (if any):

I mean everybody is gorgeous but I don’t have a particular fixation haha

Favourite cast moment:

I don’t watch interviews or BTS stuff so I don’t know much, but Richard Harmon wearing hie sister’s costume and wig was really funny ^^

Favourite transportation:

Becca’s rocket

Most beautiful scene (scenery/shot wise):

It’s very obvious symbolism, but I love the last shot of Blood must have blood part 1, with Clarke standing alone in front of the door of Mount Weather.

Also, Octavia forcing the clans into submission in Red Queen, the mini conclave in fron of the doors of the vafeteria. The shots in that scene were really good!

Unanswered question/continuity issue/plot error that bugs you:

Lmaooooooo do you have ten hours? Because that’s how long I can ramblr about the inconsistencies and plotholtes of this show x) Off the top of my head:

- Why does everybody on the Ark speak Enlighs?

- If Becca knew Nightblood could let you live on Earth then why didn’t she distribute it among the space stations?

- Why did Cadogan build the bunker in the middle of the city when he had a prefectly good FOREST??

- If Lexa is the first Commander to unite the clans then what was the role of the Commander before her?

- Why didn’t the Ark send one adult with the 100 (Pyke) to protect and help them?

- How come the Eligius IV prisoners don’t die when they come back to Earth in s5 since they have no nightblood and didn’t adapt through evolution?

- How is it that Spacekru survived with algea alone but Wonkru had to have this huge variety of plants?? WHAT’S THE MAGIC ALGEA MONTY???

- Why did Mount Weather crash the Exodus ship?

- If the ressources on the Ark are so scarce then why would they float people with clothes on them?

- How come Raven could visit Finn in prison but Bellamy couldn’t visit Octavia?? If Octavia was in solitary, why?

...... Okay i’m gonna stop for now lmao but I could write an entire memoir on the inconsistencies of this show lmao

Best promo:

That one:

At what point did you fall in love with this show/book: 

I’m thinking Murphy’s Law? The first few episodes were a little too teenage-drama for me but this episode shifted my opinion enough to get me to keep watching ^^

[viviansternwood]

Salty ask list: 1, 4, 9, 10, 26 🙈 I'm a curious one!

1. What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?*

Memori. I couldn’t say it enough times. They’re too similar in their thinking and values, it makes no sense to me that they’re together.

Besides, the 100, I’m watching The Order at the moment, and I love it enough that I think I might get involved in the fandom eventually, and from what I’ve seen everyone seems to ship Lilith with Randall, and I just think.... why? lol Randall x Jack have a lot more potential from what I see.

4. Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?*

Probably B/echo. I think they do have quite an audience within our fandom. I love Echo, I love Bellamy, but I could never ship them because I love Bellarke too much, and when I love a ship a lot, I’m not a multi-shipper lol

9. Most disliked character(s)? Why?

*grabs a microphone* ABBY AND KANE!!!

I used to love them with all my soul, especially Kane. When in 5x02 he showed up in the pits at the end of the episode, I thought I was going to have a mental breakdown because I was so worried he would die. But then everything in season 5 happened, and I started to hate him quite quickly. I don’t care about the bad things he’s done, what I hate is that he thinks he’s better than others for some completely unconceivable to me reason.

Same with Abby, but she seems to think she’s just as bad as everyone else, just that Octavia is the literal devil and basically the worst person in existence. So I hate her too.

10. Most disliked arc? Why?

The whole thing with the City of Light and those ALIE chips, I just didn’t like it at all. Even when Jaha started searching for the City, I could just tell the storyline was going to be bad. It doesn’t fit in the whole post-apocalyptic scene.

26. Most shippable character?

Octavia. I shipped her with Lincoln, Illian, with Niylah, now with Gabriel. Could ship her with Echo or literally anyone. I just want her to have a love interest or a friend that doesn’t die hahah.

Thank you for the ask!

[allison221b]

The 100 4x06

love me some badass Bellarke, not to mention the heartfelt moment ( genuinely want to know what Bellamy was going to say. I hope we find out someday)

I hope that by the end of this season, Octavia forgives Bellamy and they reconcile

at least Kane got through to her at the end, and stopped her from killing Illian. Bless him for caring about all his kids; also, this reminds us that Octavia isn’t just a badass warrior; she’s a young woman who has suffered and lost so much

Luna helping Raven calm down, and Murphy suggesting the manual override, were both wonderful moments. I like this trio a lot. Also, I kinda ship Raven and Luna

Kane’s concern for Abby is so touching; and Clarke knows he loves her. They’ve come so far; who knew that Marcus Kane would one day be in such a position

Monty, I love you and you’re a saint, but it might not be a good idea to mention Wells’ death in front of Jaha

maybe one day, everyone will stop trying to kill each other.

[johnmurphysreddit]

The 100 couples where one partner died within 9 months of having sex (by the count that the first four seasons were about 9 months)

Clexa

Linctavia

Octavia x Illian

Bellamy x Roma

Bellamy x Gina

Bellamy x other season one girls

Finn x Clarke

Ontari x Murphy

Jasper x Maya

Bryan x Miller

Wick x Raven

Sex survivors

Becho

Memori

Kabby

Marper

Nilyah x Clarke

Miller x Jackson

Bellamy x Raven

This was in my drafts.  I have no idea why I made this list, but if Gabriel dies we’ll know he and Octavia really did do the forest boogie.  

[immortalcockroach]

THEY KNOW

summary: The Conclave is soon, and there are things unsaid between Roan and Octavia.

pairing: Roan x Octavia

words: 681

read on AO3

Roan is a warrior, and so is she, and they’re fighting a battle only one can win.

There’s never been a better time – or any time, at all.

He finds her preparing, wielding her sword at the blacksmith’s like she’s one with it. It seems almost like a toy in her hands, the way it looks more like an arm extension than a weapon, and she knows she’ll go far in the battle. He’s a strategist, but so is she, and there are tactical decisions that need to be made before they can reach strategy.

What he is about to do is equal parts a tactic, a strategy, and straight-up dumb.

He closes the distance between them swiftly enough she didn’t have time to lunge at him. Now, only a foot from her, he can see the dark brown in her eyes, the arch of her brows, the curve of her upper lip.

‘We need to talk.’

She huffs. ‘That’s never a good thing.’

He waits until she puts her sword down, only she doesn’t – she hooks it onto her belt instead.

‘You need an ally,’ he says.

‘I have Illian.’

‘Illian is—’ not good for you, he meant to say. ‘He’s a peacemaker. Not a warrior.’

‘So? Is the great king of Azgeda offering to be Skairipa’s ally?’

‘That’s exactly what I’m offering.’

Octavia takes a step back, as if burnt. He thinks he sees surprise on her face for a moment, but she’s as good at hiding her emotions as he is.

She isn’t trusting immediately. Smart.

How could he not like her?

‘Right,’ she says, ‘I’m not buying it.’

He takes a step closer, and now they’re back where they were before. A single foot keeping them apart. ‘I want you to live.’

She frowns, tilts her head, sticking her chin out just a little bit. Her hand is resting on the hilt, and she’s ready for whatever he tries to pull.

‘You’re manipulating me.’

‘I’m not. I want to do everything in my power to make you the winner.’

‘Your people die.’

‘Do they even deserve to live?’

She stares at him for a long moment and he knows they’re thinking the same thing. Azgeda, the Ice Nation, known as the cruelest of the twelve clans. Its people are almost all warriors who have committed despicable acts in the name of war.

Roan feels like he doesn’t belong there and he knows Octavia doesn’t belong with her people, either. But at least she’s willing to fight for them – he’s only willing to fight for her.

‘Why?’ Why me? is the question.

‘Because there’s something about you that I can’t fight.’ He brings one of his hands to her face and removes one of the stray hairs out of her eyes, tucking it behind her ear. ‘And if I can’t fight you, then I’ll do my best to protect you.’

He can hear her swallow. Her eyes are still piercing into his, but now they are softer; confused.

Maybe she doesn’t understand. She doesn’t need to.

‘Let me help you,’ he whispers.

Octavia leans into his touch. Her eyes flutter, just for a second, and that’s all he needs to see.

‘We fight. Together.’ He nods, more to himself than to her. ‘Until there’s three of us left – then you let them kill me, and kill them when they do it.’

‘I won’t just be able to watch you die, Roan.’

‘That’s the only way.’

She parts her lips, wanting to say something, but closes them. They both know it’s the truth – there’s no way both of them survive. It’s kill or be killed, and it’s a choice they need to make.

Octavia closes her eyes again and Roan presses a chaste kiss to her lips.

‘Make sure the human race survives.’

He leaves before anything else happens, because this is their end – their beginning. Before he closes the door, he turns around, just to get one more look at her. She’s in the dark and he can’t see her face, but it doesn’t matter anymore.

They know.

[asroarke]

The 100 Ask

Tagged by @sly2o who I love so dearly and deserves all the lovely gift baskets in the world for being a delightful human

rules: answer as many as you want if tagged and then tag three more people OR just reblog it and treat it as a regular ask meme!! have fun xoxo

1. What would you get arrested for on the Ark? Pretty sure I would jokingly kick or throw something to dramatically show that I was angry with someone (because that’s the kind of diva I am) and actually break something important in the process, potentially one of the basic things that the rest of the Ark needs to survive.

2. Would you take off your wristband when you landed on the ground? I’d probably resist as long as it was convenient but as soon as they started saying I had to take off my wrist band to get food, I’d give in.

3. What would the necklace Finn would make for you look like? (Clarke: deer/Raven: a raven duh..) the corpse of Finn Collins Pauna

4. If you could resurrect any MINOR character who would it be? SHAWN MENDES

5. Create a squad of 5 characters to go on missions with. Who are they? Okay, well Bellamy can’t go or else I’ll be distracted. In that same logic, Clarke can’t go either. My bisexual heart flutters at the sight of both of them. Raven would drive the rover. Jasper would DJ. Monty would explain smart things to me and I would just awkwardly nod. I’m gonna throw Miller in there so I can try to set them up for fucks sake. And Murphy will have to be there, for commentary purposes.

6. Minty or Briller? Minty. But really, I’m totally here for the Miller x Jackson train.

7. What would your name be in Trigedasleng? (example: Octavia=Okteivia…just make it up!): Aleks?

8. Thoughts on Finn? Just casually annoyed about the fact that homie didn’t even have to try to get two of the most fascinating, smart, and beautiful women in the 100 universe. Like how fair is that? I try really hard and just last week I blew it by stuttering when a girl said something nice to me and then told her I needed to go see what the weather was like and then hid in the bathroom for five minutes as I gave myself a pep talk. I want like 10% of the confidence Finn Collins had for literally no reason.

9. Be honest. How willing would you have been to take the chip without knowing all the horrible things it does? It would have been soooo easy to get me to take the chip. Someone would just have to say my mental health problems would leave me alone and I would give the fuck in.

10. What character do you relate to most & What character do you like the least not including the obvious ones like Pike, etc… I relate the most to Clarke in the way that she isolates herself, her bisexuality, her communication patterns... I relate with Raven because I’m quite familiar with chronic pain. The character I like the least is Thelonious Jaha. I find him to be quite preachy and arrogant, but don’t really see why he gets to be that way considering how many bad decisions he has made.

11. Describe your delinquent outfit: Okay, I want Jasper’s earth day t-shirt, Raven’s red jacket or Clarke’s blue jacket, steal a beanie from Miller, some tight pants that don’t look practical but magically never hinder my ability to run through the forest for plot reasons, AND THEM COMBAT BOOTS.

12. Favorite type of mutant animal? does Cage Wallace count Pauna

13. What would your job be on the Ark? A really terrible mechanic that Raven roasts constantly but secretly likes because I start my day by telling her she’s a genius and she replies with “I know”

14. Would you have willingly pumped Ontari’s heart if Abby asked it? There is no way in hell I would have been in that room when that decision took place because I would literally still be chipped and no one would bother to take the time to fix me like they did with Raven and Abby because I am a soft lazy soul not made for this survival world, but if I was there and it had to be done, probably (and I’d have a panic attack while doing it)

15. If Lexa wasn’t Heda, then who would make the best commander? Indra (season 4 Indra, not early Indra)

16. If you were a grounder, then where would you live and who would be your mentor? Oh God there are no good options here in my opinion. I’m gonna say Azgeda just so Roan could be my mentor (I love him) but like I’m not crazy about Azgeda for all the crazy plot reasons.

17. How would you act if you ate the hallucinogenic nuts like Jasper and Monty? You would find me having very intense, intellectual debates with... absolutely no one. I’m talking to someone I hallucinated, likely an ex boyfriend from years ago who still deserves to be put in his place.

18. How would you have dealt with Charlotte’s crime? I mean, I don’t think there was a right way to deal with it. Rehabilitation, maybe if they lived in a world without insane war and had actual guidance from actual adults (who weren’t raised on the Ark and ingrained with the death penalty for all crimes mentality)

19. Who should be the Chancellor, if anyone? Who should be? Probably Bellamy, but I don’t want him to be because I don’t think it would be good for him. I’m actually gonna go with Monty because I think he would take counsel from Bellamy and Clarke, keep a level head, and be able to separate personal feelings from what has to be done... but not to the level that Clarke would. I think he would be a nice in between.

20. Mount Weather had a lot of modern commodities. (example: Maya’s Ipod)What is the one thing you would snatch while there? There’s not a lot that I can think of that I would want for my own personal entertainment, but like maybe a water filtration system? Feel like that would come in clutch.

21. Do you think you’d have caught the virus spread through camp or would you have been immune like Octavia? I am the kind of person who goes to a doctor for one illness and catches another one while I’m in the waiting room. I WILL BE PATIENT ZERO, NO DOUBT.

22. What would your grounder tattoos look like? Hairstyle? War paint? Norse symbol for where there’s a will there’s a way kind of look for my tattooes, want that Octavia ponytail (because fuck that was a good look), and no war paint. My face looks like it melted at the end of the day with my makeup, there’s no telling how messy and tragic my war paint will look after a war. If I’m gonna be a grounder, I’m gonna look damn good doing it.

23. Favorite quote? Whatever the hell we want

24. Can you forgive Murphy for his actions? How about Bellamy? Yes and yes.

25. If one of the characters was in the Hunger Games, who would have the best shot at winning? I know Octavia is probably the right choice (but she did not win on her own, and I highly doubt she would get as lucky in the real hunger games) so I’m going to say Raven because she’ll be like those tech nerds who made the arena go boom. I think people would team up with her, not really thinking of her as a threat so they could kill her later on, and then she makes everything go boom and wins the damn thing.

26. Least favorite ship? Favorite ship? NOT INCLUDING CLEXA OR BELLARKE. Uh Octavia and Illian for least favorite? Like I don’t really think about ships that I do not ship, but their little storyline really freaked me out. Favorite, princess mechanic, forever and always.

27. A song that should be included in the next season, like when Radioactive was? Ummm, obviously it is an accoustic cover of Radioactive done by Shawn Mendes as he emerges from the bunker with everyone else (the accoustic cover he spent the last six years working on, by the way)

28. What would you do if you were stuck in the bunker with Murphy for all that time? Omg we would have the snarkiest time as we try to out-asshole each other. We’d be quick buds.

29.Opinion on Emori? Roan? Emori is chill. ROAN IS MY SON AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND I’M SO LIVID THAT HE DIED BY BEING DROWNED IN A DAMN WELL?? THAT’S THE MOST OOC NONSENSE I’VE EVER SEEN! IT’S PRINCE ROAN KOM AZGEDA GRANDSON OF THEO SON OF NIA CARETAKER OF THE THRONE AND KEEPER OF THE FLAME FOR CHRISTS SAKE

30. Would you want to be an extra that is killed off in a brutal way? No, I want to be an extra that keeps randomly doing unimportant tasks in the background and when you look me up on IMBD you get a “random teenager who once was seen having a conversation with David Miller” next to my name.

31. A character you’d like to learn more about and get flashbacks of? Uh, Roan. Like why was he banished? What’s going on with him and his mother? What kind of history does he have with Echo? Where was he during the first two seasons of the show? HAS HE EVER GOTTEN LAID BECAUSE THE FACT THAT HE DIDN’T GET WITH ANYONE AFTER GIVING SEX EYES TO LITERALLY EVERYONE MAKES NO DAMN SENSE JROTH?

32. A character you’d bang? Roan. Y’all know I’m Roan trash.

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Feigning The Connection (25/?)

Prompt: You seem so invincible. But just touch you and you’ll wince. You have secrets and trust no one. You’re the perfect example of betrayal. Because anyone you’ve ever trusted broke you. Thrust into a new world, will you be able to stay alone, or will Bellamy work his way in?

SEASON ONE, TWO AND THREE

SEASON FOUR: PART ONE - PART TWO

A/N: these just keep getting shorter and shorter :P this chapters pretty great in my opinion, lots happens but I enjoyed writing it! Hope you enjoyed reading it :)

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Pairing: Bellamy x Reader

Based off of: The 100 04x05 and 04X06

Warnings: spoilers.

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“Clarke!”

Turning your head up, your eyes widened at the sight of Harper running in with a man beside her holding someone in his arms. You fell into action when you realized it was Octavia, who was extremely pale and unconscious. “Octavia?” Clarke called, moving over to them

“She just stopped breathing,” Harper explained. 

“Okay,” Clarke began. “Get her on the table. Now.” Clarke ordered, knocking off whatever had been on the table before as the boy listened, setting Octavia gently down on the table. “There’s a stab wound in her belly.” Harper notified. “She’s soaked in blood.” Stepping closer, you stayed back to give Clarke her needed space, but close enough incase she needed help.

“Okay. First things first.” Clarke moved her hands over the middle of Octavia’s chest, placing one over the other as she began compressions. Under her breath she began counting and you felt everything slow as you impatiently waited for Octavia to wake back up. “Who are you?” Clarke asked the man. “How did this happen to her?”

“Illian Kom Trishanakru.” He introduced, and you noticed how he seemed almost in shock. “I was on my way home from Polis when I found her.”

Clarke slowly stopped compressions, her face tense with worry as she pressed open Octavia’s mouth, beginning mouth to mouth. Your hand fell to your mouth, your bottom lip falling in between your teeth. “Come on,” Clarke whispered, lifting her head to hear for Octavia’s breath. You guessed she didn’t hear anything, because she pressed her mouth against hers again and started blowing.

She continued to do so, and you felt the sinking feeling in your stomach that Octavia wasn’t going to wake up. Before, she lightly coughed, her head falling to the side. You felt yourself able to breath again, panting with relief as Clarke began doing her best to sooth Octavia. “Okay. Get her to medical now.” You heard footsteps and turning you saw Monty running to find something that could carry Octavia.

“Getting her here, saved her life. Thank you.” Clarke panted over to Illian. He only nodded as Clarke turned her attention back on Octavia as began to become more aware of her surroundings. “Hey- hey, it’s okay. You’re okay. You’re here. Octavia you’ve lost a lot of blood.” Monty returned with carrier, running over to where Octavia laid. “But you’re home now. I’m gonna help you.”

Octavia mumbled something you couldn’t quite hear. Stepping forward, you made your way over to Clarke along with Monty. “What’s she saying?”

“I-” Clarke shook her head. 

“Azgeda is coming. Army... marching.” Octavia mumbled. 

“Octavia,” Clarke began. “Hey, stay with me. Stay with me.”

“War is coming.” You looked up at Clarke, looking for a solution that you knew she didn’t have. She avoided your gaze, moving along Octavia to help carry her and place her onto the stretcher. “Take her. Go.” Sliding your hands underneath Octavia, you helped lift her up along with the others until she was placed on the stretcher. “Start an I.V. Blood and fluids. And- And get a suture kit ready.”

Harper and a few others picked up the stretcher as Clarke made her way over to you. “Okay. I have to do this, but get Kane on the radio. Find out exactly what’s going on.”

Turning to Monty, you nodded; “on it.”

-

“Okay. We station gunners along the wall, that way we can thin their numbers before they get a chance to close the distance.”

“And when they get close?” Harper asked.

“Hydrazine.” David explained. “We buried what was left in the engines when we landed. It’s being dug up now. We’re gonna pour it into trenches.” Feeling Clarke enter, you turned to her with concern.

“How is she?” You asked, already knowing she knew who you were referring to.

“Strong.” Clarke reassured. 

“Listen. All we have to do is spread it in front of the outer wall. Then when the army get’s close-”

“We light it up,” Riley smiled. 

“That’s it.” You furrowed your brows, confused about how this was going to help anything.

“You want to light a fire outside of the ship we just spent the last month getting ready?” Monty asked and you subconsciously nodded, you didn’t agree with the plan at all. Not when it meant wasting a months worth of hard work. 

“That’s not happening.” Clarke interrupted before David could answer, stepping past you to make her presence known. “Any word from Kane?”

“No,” you answered with a solemn look, looking down in worry. Not only was there no word from Kane, Bellamy hadn’t been heard from in a while either. “But Jaha found the cargo truck twelve hours out. No sign of Bellamy or Stephen.” You explained further, not bothering to hide the worry in your voice. Bellamy was out there, somewhere, no doubt in Roan’s hands along with your father, and as of now you could do nothing about it.

“I have to speak to Roan.” Clarke sighed, “something happened, some sort of misunderstanding.”

“Clarke, if he wanted to talk, he wouldn’t be coming with his army.”

“Right, but there’s only one way to get here from Polis. I’ll ride out and meet him.” You shook your head, it was a risky plan. Clarke didn’t even know why Roan was marching on Arcadia and if it wasn’t just a ‘miss’ understanding, then something even worse could happen to her.

It seemed David agreed as he shook his head; “are you--” He paused, before straightening his back and folding his arms. “No. Absolutely not.”

“Actually,” Monty spoke up, interrupting whatever Clarke had been about to say. “That might work.”

“Monty, what the hell are you talking about?” You asked, furrowing your brows in disagreement.

“The Ice Nation thinks they have the element of surprise,” Monty began, placing his hands on the table before him. “But, thanks to Octavia, we do. Pike showed us how valuable that can be.”

“Your citing Pike?” Harper asked, raising an eyebrow in shock at Monty. Letting his head fall down, Monty nodded; “as awful as that sounds, yes.”

-

You felt your body tense as the Azgeda warriors brought forth who you could only guess to be Bellamy and your father. With chains around their wrists, you watched the warriors holding them shove them down to their knees ungracefully before pulling off the hoods on their heads. You finger instinctively tightened on the trigger, your heart breaking at the sight of your two closest people in danger.

“Your move, Wanheda.” Roan spoked, and you snarled when swords were placed at Kane’s and Bellamy’s chests. 

“Y/N.” You heard David come through the radio, and looking up from your gun you saw him looking at you across the gap. “You okay?” At the sound of his voice, you were reminded of where you were and exactly what your mission was. Your finger lifted off the trigger, you falling back to your gun; “yeah.”

“Ten minutes.” Clarke bellowed; “that’s all I ask.”

You watched Roan hop off his horse, stepping forward as Clarke took that as a sign to lead him away. You followed Roan with your gun. “Wait, where is she going?” Echo called, trying to warn her king. “What if it’s a trap?” Roan only ignored her, continuing to walk forward.

Finally he turned around; “if it is a trap. We’re already in it.”

“Okay, shooters. They’re moving towards the cave. Let the king go.” You followed without hesitation, moving your gun back over to the large Azgeda crowd. Though your eyes fell on Roan when one of the shooters was still targeting on Roan. 

You looked around you until your eyes fell on Riley, his body moving with Roan’s. “Damnit, Riley, what are you doing?” It seemed Monty and Harper caught onto the same thing, as Monty asked into the intercom. “Your target is the army. Clarke is negotiating with their King. Stop targeting. Over. Riley come in.” Monty reminded.

“Negotiating with these people is a waste of time,” Riley responded. “We have the high ground. We have the guns. We should just take them out.” 

Shaking your head, you brought your walkie-talkie up to your lips; “negative. We stick to the plan.” You whispered, glaring at Riley from aside. He was on the same side as you, but too far away for you to really be able to communicate with him. 

“You really think Ice Nation gives a damn about your plan?” Riley spat back into the walkie-talkie. “I have a clear shot on the King.”

“This is a tinder box. One shot and we’ll be at war. If you do this, it will be a massacre.”

“Listen,” you called desperately. “They have my father, they have Bellamy, I want to shoot them more than anyone else. But I won’t, because if you do then not only will we be at war, but Bellamy and Kane will be killed on the spot.” You weren’t wrong, it was the one reason why you hadn’t shot the King when you had the chance. 

“Stand down.” Monty grounded out. “Riley,” Monty called out when Riley didn’t listen.

Finally his target fell off Roan and you let your head fall to your arms in relief. 

“Okay, the King is clear.” Echo spoke up. “Archers, first shot you hear, lose your arrows.” The Azgeda warriors did not fail to listen, running forward with their bows raised and arrows ready to be shot. “Infantry, on my command, scatter and climb. Kill till there’s no one left.”

“This is insane.” Kane sighed, shaking his head incredulously. “They knew you were coming. We have thousands of rounds. You’ll be the ones with no one left.”

“Then let’s hope no one shoots.” 

-

“All units. Radio check. Unit one.”

“Unit one, check.” Monty replied.

“Unit two.”

“Unit two, check.” You responded, your eyes not moving from the figures of your father and Bellamy.

“Unit three.” Though your attention was pulled away when Unit three, Riley, did not respond. “Unit three. Riley, where are you?” Furrowing your brows, you looked over to your left only to find Riley was gone, his gun with him but his walkie-talkie still there.

“Costa, eyes on Riley?” You asked, pulling the walkie-talkie to your lips.

“Went to take a leak.”

“How long ago?” 

“Don’t know. Not long.”

“He took his rifle.” You sighed. “Went to murder the king that in-slaved him.” Taking a deep breath, you debated over your options. There wasn’t many. Getting up so you were low enough not to be seen but able to crawl, you began making your way across the rock that you’d been purged on.

“Y/N, what are you doing?” Monty asked concerned. “Maintain your position. I repeat, maintain your position.”  You only ignored him. You had no other choice. If you did not do this, then an all out war would fall and your father and Bellamy would fall by the hands of Riley’s vengeance. You were not going to let that happen.

You continued crawly until you were on the ground, walking out before the Azgeda warriors. You’d left your gun on the rock but had your radio, your hands up in the air for surrender. You continued to walk, your heart racing as each step felt heavier than the other.

“Skaikru, look out!” You stopped walking when the archers stepped forward, bows at ready. Raising your hands higher, you alerted; “hey, stop. I’m unarmed.” You called, “I need to talk to whoever’s in-charge.” An Azgeda soldier ran forward, grabbing your arm as he dragged you forward. You did not fight his grip, knowing better than that. 

When you reached just so you were a bit aways from Bellamy and Kane you were aggressively thrown to the ground. You slumped forward, groaning in pain as you felt hands pat you down for weapons. Looking up you found Bellamy in front of you and despite the moment, you smiled lightly; “Bellamy...” You breathed.

“Y/N.” Bellamy smiled hesitantly, and suddenly you were reminded of that night. You wish you could just relive that night, do again and be with him like you wanted to be with him. Without all the killing and all the wars, just you and him, living a normal life. “Is Octavia alive?” He asked, his voice shaking. Without hesitation, you nodded.

Holding your hands up, you found Echo in front of you; “speak.”

“One of our people has moved out of formation. I have reason to believe he’s trying to kill your King.” You explained, hoping that your voice came across sincere. It felt wrong, to come to the conclusion that you were not doing this to save everyone like you once would’ve, you were doing this to save your father and Bellamy. 

“Why are you telling me this?” Echo asked, confusion and suspicion written all over her face.

“Why do you think she’s telling you this?” Bellamy suddenly asked, turning to Echo. “She’s trying to stop a massacre.”

“Who is it?” You father asked you.

“Riley.”

“Riley?” Bellamy asked, astounded. “He shouldn’t even be here.”

“Wasn’t my decision.” You responded, shaking your head.

As Echo began making her way to her horse, she ordered two of her men to follow her. As she moved to leave, Kane called out; “wait! If our snipers see archers move, they’ll open fire. Tell her,” Kane ordered you.

“Those are our orders.”

“I will not allow our King to be assassinated.”

“He doesn’t have to be,” Bellamy tried. “I know Riley. Let me come with you. I can stop him.”

“Do you think me a fool, Bellamy?” Echo spat.

“You’d be a dead fool if you step out of this kill box without me. Use Y/N’s radio and let Kane tell them we’re working together to find Riley, and they’ll let us pass.” Echo remained silent, seemingly thinking over her option before nodding to the man who’d taken your radio. Catching it, she held it before your father’s lips.

“This is Chancellor Kane,” your father began. “Listen to me. Bellamy’s working with one of their own to find Riley. You let them through, you understand?”

“Copy that.” The minute Echo had the affirmated, she ripped the walkie from Kane’s hand, attaching it to herself. She began speaking something in her tongue, an Azgeda warrior stepping forward and took off the chain that linked Bellamy to Kane. “...And put it on this one.” Looking up, you found Echo’s eyes on you.

Soon Bellamy was lifted up and the both of you swapped places, you being pushed on your knees. “If i’m not back by the time that sun goes past the trees. Kill the hostages.” Your eyes found Bellamy’s on you, and taking a deep breath, you nodded his way.

You knew he could do this.

-

“Bellamy!”

The minute you called his name, your eyes fell on his form, crouched down. In his arms was another and as you stepped forward, you found Octavia. “Oh my god... Octavia!” You ran forward, reaching Bellamy in no time and falling to the ground next to him, your eyes scanned her figure. She was obviously still injured but it didn’t look like it was lethal.

Your attention was pulled elsewhere when an explosion sounded. Looking up, you found part of the Ark falling. Your eyes narrowed as the flames burned your face slightly, Hissing, you turned your head away. “Y/N.” You heard Bellamy call, and looking over to him you gave him a knowing look.

Everything you’d worked so hard to built was falling in front of your eyes. Your solitude, even if you weren’t on that list, it would’ve saved the human race. But now, as orange and yellow lights reflected off of your eyes and all you could feel was the lick of the flame make your face sweat, the Ark was being destroyed right in front of you. 

Without saying anything, you let your head fall against his shoulder. The only thing you could hear was the sound of flames cracking and the Ark falling apart.

-

“Bellamy, can I talk to you outside for moment?”

You’d just finished the briefing meeting and Bellamy along with Clarke was going to be leaving in order to bring the fuel Raven needed. You opted to stay back, knowing that you needed to be here if anyone needed help. But that didn’t mean you weren’t worried about Bellamy leaving again. When he nodded, you smiled and felt his hand grab yours and lead you out of the room.

You were sure you received confused glances as you exited the room, hand in hand. No one knew of you and Bellamy’s new found relationship but part of you didn’t care it. It was nice to have something to yourself. In times like this, it was nice to just be able to talk to Bellamy, without having to worry about the end of the world coming.

When you were outside, you shut the door gently behind you. Only to turn around and find Bellamy grinning down at you. Shaking your head with a faint smile, you stepped towards him; “I just got you back. So... just, be careful, okay?”

Bellamy let his hand fell on your cheek, holding it as he rubbed his thumb softly over your skin. “Y/N,” Bellamy started. “When I came to you that night-” Your smile fell at his words, was he regretting it? “I’m so happy I did, don’t get me wrong. But I need to know, even with the end of the world coming, do you want this?”

The smile lit back up on your features, it vibrant as you leaned forward to press a kiss against his lips. “More than anything.” You whispered, and Bellamy grinned himself, allowing his hands to fall on your hips. “I heard about what the list, about how you tried to trade your name for mine.” You confessed softly, you wanted him to know that you were so grateful he cared about you like that.

“Y/N-”

“All my life, since my mother died, no one’s cared for me like that. Sure, now I have my father back but no one’s tried to do something like that for me.” You smiled up at him, looking at his dark brown eyes. “Even if the list doesn’t matter anymore, I want you to know that i’m thankful.”

“You mean so much to me Y/N, I would do anything to make sure you stay alive.” Nodding, you let your arms fall around him for a short, meaningful hug.

“You’ll be careful, yes?”

“Of course.” Bellamy reassured and you nodded, pleased. Stepping out the hug, you looked up at him with fondness; “you should get ready. I believe Clarke wants to leave as soon as possible.”

“I should check on Octavia before I leave.” Bellamy stated and you nodded, grabbing his hand, you squeezed it; “I’ll try to keep an eye on her for you.”

Leaning down, he pressed one final kiss against your lips; “thank you.”

-

You found yourself later sat beside Monty in the bar, both in silence. All you held was a cup of water before you as you heard a crowd of sky-people shout in anger at something or someone. You hadn’t really been paying attention to them, only hearing random words or sentences.

Though, you found your attention pulled away from your thoughts when you found Niylah leaning up against the table you sat at. “The boy they’re talking about is in med bay with no protection.” Your eyes widened, your gaze instinctively falling to the crowd as they yelled for revenge.

“We may have a death sentence coming our way soon, but he has one today.” You heard Hardy announce aloud, making the crowd fully place their attention on them. Looking over at Monty in alarm, you both stood up. Finding Jaha, you both seemed to have the same idea as one another, making your way over to him.

“Make no mistake this was a hate crime, so let him feel our hate!”

“Yeah!”

“Let’s kill him!”

“Jaha,” you whispered, looking at him with shock; “you okay with this?”

“They’re just blowing off steam.” Jaha breathed, taking a sip of his drink.

“Blowing off steam?” Monty repeated incredulously, and you couldn’t help but agree. How could he just be so calm about all of this? Though you found Monty’s next words more than you thought they were going to be; “is that what we were doing when we strung up Murphy for killing Wells?” With wide eyes, you turned over to Monty, shaking your head.

Jaha turned up to look at the both of you and you couldn’t describe his expression even if you tried. Pulling back, you gauged him for a reaction but all he did was turn back to his cup, pointing at it; “pour.” He ordered Jasper who didn’t hesitate to oblige.

“They listen to you. Say something.”

Jaha did the exact opposite, turning himself so he no longer had to look at the both of you. Appalled by his reaction, you jerked your head back; “Wells would be ashamed of you.” You spat, not waiting to see his reaction before you walked off with Monty in search of your father.

-

“Lock this room immediately.” Your father ordered, walking into medical bay while you, Monty and a few guards followed. “They’re right behind us.”

“Yes sir.”

Following your father, you made your way over to Illian.

“Where is everyone?” Monty asked Octavia and turning, you found her sat up instead of laying down like she once was. In spite of the moment, it was good to know she was doing better. “Out there with them.” Following her words was a bunch a banging against the now locked doors.

“Open this door!”

“What do we do?” You asked in a panic, turning to your father who seemed to have no answer himself.

“Sir, maybe we should reconsider.” David offered, and you turned to him in shock. Sure, Illian had done some things, but you truly believed he hadn’t meant to hurt anyone with how he’d helped haul people out after the fire had started. You were as mad and upset as anyone but was David really condemning the act of letting an angry mob of people get revenge?

“No, they aren’t doing this.” You denied, striking your hand across for emphasize. David looked at you, before turning to your dad. You figured he thought your father would listen to him more. 

“Listen, on the Ark, we floated people for less.”

“Mob rule will not dictate justice in this camp.” Kane stated and you watched David huff with annoyance before turning to the door as someone outside began pounding harder against the door. “Open this door right now, and nobody else gets hurt.”

“We can’t let them in here.” Monty stressed and you nodded; “they’ll kill him.” You added with a shake of your head. The pounding on the door got louder and heavier, you looked around you for a solution only to find Kane taking his gun out and he made sure he had bullets. Furrowing your brows, you wondered why he’d been so quick to pull it out.

“Wait, wait, wait!” David stressed, holding the gun attached to his hip. “Please.”

“If we let them descend into darkness, there’s no coming back.”

“It’s the end of the world, Kane.” Octavia griped, finally speaking up. “Darkness is all we have left.” You saw her stand up from her bed and panic settle within you. Kane and Monty called for her to stop but she didn’t listen.

“Octavia!” By the time you managed to reach her she’d already pressed the code in to open the door. You backed up as the mob entered, hastily trying to get away before they trampled over you. Reaching your father, you saw Hardy stop as Kane held his handgun before him. The rest of the mob instinctively followed but you knew that wouldn’t hold them back long.

An electricity sound buzzed and turning to your left, you saw your father collapse to the ground. “Dad!” You bellowed out, looking up at David in shock. The next thing you knew someone had grabbed your arms, pulling you back. “I’m sorry.” David whispered down to your father. You watched with wide eyes as Hardy leaned down to grab the handgun your father had dropped.

“Hey! No!” But of course your bellows were useless, they weren’t listening to you now, not when they had what they wanted.

Octavia stopped Hardy before he could reach Illian; “you want his blood, you can have it. But the kill is mine.”

-

“Sir, how do we stop this?” Monty asked, watching as Hardy and another led Illian out to the camp. 

“I don’t know.” Kane answered and you sighed, taking the few steps forward until they shoved Illian down to his knees, smacking against the mud. Your eyes fell on Octavia as her face tried to remain emotionless but you could see the edges tearing. 

Running up to her, you held her wrist softly. “Octavia, please don’t do this.” You begged, watching as she could hear you but chose not to answer. “Octavia, you’re not a murderer.”

“You’re wrong.” She spat, cocking her gun and placing her gun against Illian’s head. Panting, you backed up, hopeless as you shook your head in denial.

Illian looked over at Octavia, a brave facade on; “get it over with.”

Suddenly an alarm sounded, and you looked up; “black rain!” You father bellowed, “everybody get inside! Black rain!” Without waiting, the mob rushed inside, until it was only you, Kane, Monty, Octavia and Illian left. “Octavia. Octavia.” Your father called, trying to gain her attention as she stood in the same spot, her gun against Illian’s head. “Put the gun down and come inside.”

“They put Lincoln on his knees, too.” You swallowed the lump in your throat at the mention of Lincoln, your body un-tensing and watching Octavia for her reaction. “Pike stood right there... right where you’re standing... when they put a gun against his head.”

Slowly Kane walked up to Octavia, allowing his hand to fall on her arm gently to try and console her as her face twisted into sorrow. “I was there.” She whispered, her hand starting to shake.

“If you do this... you’re no better than him.”

You bit your lip as tears started falling down Octavia’s face and the gun fell from her hand. “It’s okay, Octavia. It’s okay.” Kane soothed. “Octavia, it’s okay. You’re all right.” You let out a breath when she shoved your father away, running off to the gates before anyone could say anything. With pity you watched her back as she ran off.

“Wait! Where will you go?”

Part 26?

[expelumos]

the 100

otp: bellarke, wow who knew right

favourite canon pairing: finn x clarke, kabby, memori, linctavia, jasper x maya

worst pairing ever: raven x this guy in s2

guilty pleasure pairing: braven, minty, murphamy

a pairing you want to see more: bravenlarke, princess mechanic

that pairing everyone likes but you’re like “lol no”: clexa, octavia x illian

favorite non-romantic pair: kane x anyone he is like a dad for, basically abby and kane and everyone they adopted, wells x clarke, idk i like when they all work together and have like 5 seconds of happiness

put a fandom in my ask

[lets-break-free-from-our-chains]

I Choose My Poison and, It’s You

Request: Hii! Could I get a Roan x reader (based on the tinderbox episode) where the reader is the best fighter from Skaikru and has a history with Roan and they care for each other and Bellamy doesn't stop Riley so the reader takes the bullet for Roan and then maybe the reader insists on going the fuel delivery mission and she's just a bad ass and just fluff please?? Thanksss

(A/N): Hey guys! Sorry I’ve been MIA for a while but, I hope this story will make up for it! Don’t forget guys, that requests are still open. Also, in this story I really see the reader coming from a family like the Argents (Teen Wolf) or the Lightwoods (Shadowhunters). Anyways, This was the song I was listening to as I wrote this and I really think it’s the perfect song to describe this one-shot, Poison- by Rita Ora, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJu6Fh1FSEo Also thank you guys for taking the time to read this. Love, Heda -xoxoxo

(Word count: 3249)

You were speaking with the second in command, Imogen, of your elite guard when you heard shouting coming from the entrance of the Ark. Your head snapped in the direction of the noise as your eyes narrowed and, you yell to your other soldiers to follow you as you ran towards the main room. As you break through the doorway you see Clarke leaning over a girl laying on a table and, motion for your soldiers to stand down.  When you saw there was no impending threat at the moment, you walk towards Clarke and, as you come closer you realize the girl is Octavia Blake, Bellamy’s little sister.

“What happened?” You demanded. Clarke ignores you as she continues to try and resuscitate Octavia so, you stand back and, watch intently until Octavia draws breathe again and opens her eyes. You finally notice the grounder standing near the group as he watches Clarke help Octavia and feel yourself become defensive as you stormed up to him. “Who are you? What do want? Why are you here? Where did you come from?” You regarded him, fiercely. He seemed stunned for a moment and, You could tell he had never met a Skaikru warrior like you. You were hostile but, collected and intimidating.

“I-I-I’m-“ He stuttered, only serving to make you glare harder at him and stepped closer.

“I asked you a question. Answer me!” You snapped.

“Director (Y/L/N).” Clarke warned. You opened your mouth to reprimand her when Octavia started to mumble and, as you turned to interrogate the grounder you stopped, abruptly, when you heard her whisper ‘Azgeda’. You moved next to her as she looked at you, urgently but, weakly.

“My name is Illian kom-“ The grounder began to speak but, you cut him off. “Quiet!” You hissed, “Go on, Octavia.” You encouraged.

“Azgeda is coming. War is here…” she whispered and, her words hit you like a ton of bricks as you look away. Roan immediately came to your mind and, you cursed to yourself, because after all that happened he still held your heart in his hands. He had always been your weakness. Since the beginning when he relentlessly pursued you. You shook the thoughts of your amazing time together from your head as you made yourself more productive with plans of defense. You look to Clarke and share a look before she nodded. “Get her to the medical bay!” Clarke said, to Monty and Niylah.

You make your way to your office as you lose yourself in your thoughts of the past. You loved Roan so much that sometimes the pain of not being with him became unbearable but, that love and pain will not stop you from defending your people from enemy coming to kill them. You straighten your back and hold your head high as you enter the office and, wait for the others to make their way in. As the others gather around the table you speak.

“Let’s begin.”

               You stand next to Clarke as you both see Azgeda warriors break the horizon and, your breathe caught in your throat as you see Roan. He’s as handsome as ever and, you feel all your feelings towards him surface from the place you’d tried so hard to bury them. As he comes closer you speak, “NO FURTHER!” You demand, harshly. Roan raises his fist as he stops, halting the Azgeda warriors as well before, he begins conversing Echo. He glances towards you as he’s talking and finally they both turn towards you and Clarke.

“Roan, we need to talk.” Clarke says, and you roll your eyes. Although you were secretly grateful that she was so stubborn because you didn’t want to fight Roan either, as much as your mind told you it was the most rational thing to do. However, for an entirely difference reason than Clarke’s. “It’s a little late for that.” He responses, then says something in Trigedasleng. Suddenly, Azgeda archers are pointing arrows at you and Clarke and, you feel myself shift defensively, glaring fiercely at Roan. It was a glare that even the bravest warrior would run from.

“It’s not too late to talk if you don’t want your army slaughtered and you wish to walk away with your life, HAIHEFA!” You hissed, viciously, as you look to the cliffs and back to them. Echo seems to catch on as she looked to the cliffs as well before turning to her king. She says something to him that you couldn’t quite hear and, he looks down at his chest, where multiple green laser pointers rested. He looks up at you, doubtfully, almost like he doesn’t believe you’ll order your soldiers to shoot him but, you leave your face void of emotion. Even if it’s killing you on the inside, you needed to make this decision in your mind and, not your heart. You needed to make this decision as the fearless director of Skaikru and, not as Roan’s lover. He nodded to Echo and, she called to a few other warriors. Suddenly two people with their heads covered are pushed forward. You already knew who it was before the bags were removed from their head, as Chancellor Kane and Bellamy didn’t make it back before Azgeda arrived.

“Ten minutes is all I ask.” Clarke says. He finally relents and gets down from his “high” horse. He walks towards you and Clarke and, you pull your walkie-talkie from your waist. “if any Azgeda warrior steps a toe out of that kill box, you light em’ up! Shoot to kill!” You ordered. Roan had reached you both by now and as you put your walkie-talkie away you look at him. You stare at each other for a minute before Clarke reminds you she’s still there. As you turn to begin your way back in the direction of Arkadia you see Clarke throw you a sympathetic look. You knew, she knew, this was hard for you but, you also know she doesn’t doubt your loyalty or resolve. She’s one of the few people who knew of you and Roan’s secret relationship but, she also knew you would always fight for your clan when the time came for such acts of violence. You feel Roan’s hand graze yours as you walk side by side and, glance at him only to see him glancing back at you. A shiver ran down your spine and, you thought to yourself,

‘This is going to be a tough negotiation. For more reasons than one.’

               Your head was beginning to hurt hearing Clarke and Roan go back and forth and, you finally snapped, “The ship is worth nothing unfinished,” You state, venomously. You, instantly, get their attention, “You didn’t bring your army here to just take the ship, I don’t care what you say, you brought your army here to kill us because you knew I, of all my people, would never let you take it with a fight.” Roan went to protest but, you cut him off, “We didn’t lie to you about anything either, a man and woman are what others say they are and nothing more. If others say Skaikru people are lairs, our word is worth nothing.” You say, seriously. “I will NOT let Azgeda push us around any long.”

 Clarke begins to look worried as she shakes her head at you, “Either Azgeda honors the alliance, as Skaikru has or, I command the Skaikru soldiers to kill every last Azgeda warrior in sight. We have more bullets than you have men. You’ll lose.” You said. Roan looks at you and, though he may appear strong and unshaken, his eyes betray him. He’s conflicted and you know why. It’s because of you and you feel the same about fight him but, you couldn’t back away from this fight. Your family taught you better than that. They taught you to never back away from a fight that you believe in and never let people push you around. Roan sighs, still looking conflicted, before speaking.

 “Fight it is.” He says, before turning away and walking to the entrance of the cave.

 “Wait!” Clarke demands. “What if we shared the ship?” Roan stops before facing Clarke. You and Clarke share a look before you nod your consent to her offer.

               After making a blood pact with King Roan and his people, the three of you began to make your way out of the cave. You were a few feet ahead of Clarke and Roan and, as you come out of the cave you stand to the side of the entrance. As you look at your surroundings you see Imogen, a handcuffed Bellamy, and Echo talking urgently to, Riley Sullivan. you finally noticed he had a gun pointed at the entrance of the cave and, still he hadn’t shoot even though you were standing outside. Then you remember that he hates the Ice nation more than anyone else because of what they did to him and, you had the Azgeda king himself with you. Which means he’s here to kill Roan. Your breath caught in your throat as you realized this and you turn to the cave just as Roan and Clarke came out.

“NO!!!” You shout, startling Roan and Clarke. You moved towards them and jump in front of Roan as you heard the gun fire. The force of the bullet knocked you down and, the impact of the shot felt like the heat of a fire had taken over your body but, instead of it burning you, it felt like it was caressing your skin. The feeling of the shot was a dull and almost numb pain and you knew why. Sometimes when a wound is severe enough the nerve endings surrounding the wound are stunned. You could taste a hint of blood in the back of your throat as your body started to slightly jerk.

“No! Oh my god…(Y/N)!” Clarke sobbed, as she kneeled back your body. Roan was by your side in an instant as his hands framed your face gently. “Why?!” he asked you as he looked at you, desperately. He looked to Clarke with a hard stone-like expression. “You do whatever it takes to save her or I will cause you unimaginable pain and suffering. I promise you that!” He growled, as the others gathered around you.

You started to stutter as you tried to speak. “Im-Imo-gen.” You struggle to say, as they all looked at you. “Director (Y/L/N).” Your second responded, looking at you intently.

“Arrest R-Ri-ley S-S-Sullivian f-for T-t-t-treason” You say, as your breath hitches and stutters. Imogen nodded, as she briskly marches to a, stunned and shocked, Riley and, pulls his arms behind his back, before handcuffing him. You looked to Roan as he watches you, intensely. “F-f-for The-e A-a-alliance. For y-you!” You breathe in, harshly, your lungs searching for air as your throat tightened and you let a few tears fall from your eyes. You hear Roan gasp and his eyes fill with tears while his thumbs stroke your cheekbones. You hear Clarke lightly sobbing while she tries to stop the bleeding and keep you alive. Roan turned to Echo, who was staring at you sorrowfully and shocked, and, spoke to her gruffly, “Gather all the healers from the war band and bring them here. Tell them if they refuse I’ll have all their heads on pikes by sun-rise!” She nodded, taking one last look at you, before taking off in a sprint back to the Azgeda war-band.

He turns back to you and, holds your head gently in his hands, as you begin to speak again, “I w-will al-w-ways love y-you no mat-t-ter w-w-what, R-Roan…”

You feel yourself fade into darkness as you distantly hear people talking to you. Something about staying with them…

               You could hear faint whispering, almost like it wasn’t there. It felt like you were at one end of a hallway while the whispering was at the other end. However, the more you focused the louder the whispering became till it was like the words were being spoken right into your ears. As you focus on the voices and you slowly start to recognize them. Roan was there. You know he’s there because you can feel his hands caressing your arms and face while he spoke soft, sweet words to you. You’d know his voice and gentle touches anywhere and, that brought you immense comfort. To know that he hadn’t abandoned you but, it’s not like you thought he would.

Clarke are there as well. Her serious words and the ‘doctor’ tone in her voice make it easy to identify her. Clarke’s soft words of comfort and hopeful wishes for you to heal completely and wake up, warm your heart. Imogen reporting to you and, asking you for guidance even though you can’t answer. You wanted to wake up so badly, for all of them. You just didn’t know how.

               When you finally opened your eyes, everything was blurrily and extremely bright. You could make out the forms of two people standing over you and, one was holding a light up to your eyes. The light was way too bright for your liking so you groaned and, lifted your arms up to push the light away from your face. You heard a deep chuckle and a little giggle as your vision started to clear up and, you could finally see who they were as you let out a small yawn. It was Roan and Clarke and, they were both smiling down at you as you shift in your medical bed. Once I settle again, Roan leans down to place a sweet kiss on your lips and, Clarke leans down to give you a small hug as she speaks.

“Hey, sleepy head. Welcome back,” She says, softly. You offer her a small smile before your eyes drift to Roan, who’s watch you closely, for any signs of pain or discomfort. He lifts his hand and, strokes your cheek and temple as he smiles at you. Clarke shifts on her feet as she looks to the doorway of the medical bay before speaking again, “The others will want to know your awake. I’ll let them know.” She smiled before leaving you and Roan alone together.

“How long was I out for?” you asked, softly.

“About two days.” He says, “A lot was gone on while you were out. The ark was set on fire by the Trishanakru grounder and –“ 

“what!” you cut him off, to which he looked kind of agitated but quickly forgot it when you began to get out of. “Woah, what are you doing!” Roan slightly panicked, “you need to rest, ai hodnes.”

               You couldn’t believe what you were hearing but, never the less, you began making your way through the medical bay. You were stopped by the i.v in your hand as Roan came running around the bed to stop you. You felt kind of light headed and your legs felt shaky but, that wasn’t going to stop you from getting back to work and finding out what happened. Roan tried to stop you but, you just ripped the i.v out of you hand and pushed him out of the way as you made your way to the doorway.

When you find Clarke, with Roan following behind me, to say she was surprised was an understatement. “What are you doing, (Y/N)! You need to rest!” Clarke said, worried. You point my finger in her direction and demanded, “You’re going to tell me exactly what the hell is going on, right now!”

                So many things were going on and it felt like your head might actually explode. The one thing that was certain is that you needed to get the rocket fuel to Becca’s island and, you were going to help even if it killed you. The human race only had two weeks left to prepare before the death wave hit and you weren’t gonna lie. You were scared and worried. It felt so real now that the radiation was only so far away and you felt alone. You guessed, you’d brought the feeling of being alone, on yourself. You pushed away your parents because you felt like they would never understand why you did the things you did. You had come so far from being a rebel child, who only wanted to prove that she wasn’t going to be like her parents, to being exactly like her parents, who were directors of the Skaikru soldiers before you.

               Before you had taken your position as the new director of Skaikru forces you never understood why your parents did the things they did. It had always felt like they were the bad guys because they made decisions that made it seem like they were nothing but, ruthless and cruel. You realized not long after you became director that like Kane and Jaha, your parents might have been the ones truly holding the sky people together. The longer you served as director the more it became easier to accept that you were in fact, just like your parents.

               You had pushed away Roan because you were from two different clans and, you felt that you could never truly be together. Everyday you regretted your decision, to push Roan, a little more. Now the realization that you were alone had sunk in and, you had no idea what to do. You sat at the end of your bed, lost in your thoughts, when someone knocked on your door. Still lost in your thoughts, answer back for them to, come in. Roan entered the room and, quietly shut the door before looking at you, as you continued to stare off into space. He began to walk closer to you and, when he reached you, he sat down next to you. He looked at you for a minute, studying you, before speaking.

“Your afraid,” he observed, as he turned to you. You scoffed, lightly, before glancing at him, “Only a fool would have the audacity to not be afraid.” You say, sarcastically but, softly with a small smile on your face. Roan chuckles at this as he stands up and, pulls you up with him, only to bring you into his arms. You buried my face into his fur jacket. “I’m scared more than I normally would be because I feel alone.” I confess, quietly. His arms tighten around me as mine tighten around him.

“Your never going to be alone in this world, ai gona. You’ll always have me even if you do try your hardest to push me away.” He says, his voice as gruff and deep as ever. He pulls back and, gently holds your face between his hands as he leans in to kiss you. Your breath hitched and, your heart skipped a beat when his lips meet yours passionately. This felt right. Being here in his arms with his lips on yours while the rest of the world vanished. Sadly, you soon need air and he pulls away but, not before kissing you one more time.

“ Well make it through the second praimfira and then we can truly be together.” He says, as he look at me, lovingly. I nodded as I spoke, “I’d like that.”

He smiled before pulling me to him so he could kiss me again.

‘Oh yeah, this is definitely right. This is definitely how me and roan are supposed to be.’ You thought to yourself.

[sometimesrosy]

Is there anyone who actually thought they were gonna go through with all 3/4 deaths? Everyone was like that ain't happening lmao BUT THEY FUCKING DID IT. I saw a reaction video that was like maybe they were wondering which ONE person would die, and MAYBE 2 would. But they killed all 3 lmao. Luna's death was like Bye Felicia cause she ended up being mean. Thought Illian would be Octavia's bf 1 day so didn't expect his death. ROAN'S DEATH I kept waiting for him to come back to life.

I didn’t think it would be all grounders. I thought there were going to be sky people deaths too, maybe. And I didn’t think Roan would die, but I suspected Luna and Ilian and was really worried for Indra. So I’m glad they let her live. 

I don’t think Luna was mean. I think she was broken. She had so much power as a nightblood and she refused to be a part of their bloodbath, and she refused to stop ALIE when she could have, and she almost refused to help save humanity with her nightblood, and she was pushed too far and she went from being passively refusing to help people to actively destroying them so they would all die. She became a kind of avenging angel… not in a good way. In a nightmare way. 

What happened to Luna at the end came from this society that trains kids to kill each other so the most brutal could lead a society that believes in blood for blood. Were the sky crew her last hope for humanity? Nyko thought so, so she gave them a chance, but I don’t know if her idea about what humanity SHOULD be was going to work in this world where they’re trying to save everyone from extinction. Luna turned into a monster. Power, fury, relentlessness, mercilessness. Oh, hey. Like Galadriel when she was tempted with the one ring. 

Galadriel: In the place of a Dark Lord you would have a Queen! Not dark but beautiful and terrible as the Morn! Treacherous as the Seas! Stronger than the foundations of the Earth! All shall love me and despair! [X]

Galadriel passed the test. Luna did not. 

As for Roan’s death. I’m not sure I’m on board with the crack theory that he’s still alive. The narrative says he’s dead. I won’t be unhappy if he turns out to be alive, though. I miss him already. 

[ship-obsessions]

The 100 Fav Characters + Thoughts

BELLAMY: went from being an overprotective asshole to a loving, caring parent (and soon to be husband)... making me cry with his love for his delinquent children. I’ve literally written academic papers on his character I s2g I could go on and on but just fucking give him more screentime/plot involvement!!!!

Murphy: went from the WORST person alive to loveable character who falls in love and apologizes to people... I just am amazed at how much I love him when I hated him soooo much in season 1

Raven: always liked her but recently she’s become a LEADER (making decisions) and always saves their lives bc of her brain... pls don’t let her die :((( - although I agree with the theory that the flame could save her (fingers crossed)

Monty x Jasper - the dynamic duo who were nerdy bffs and are now like brothers, I just love them together. btw totally feeling a Stiles x Scott moment coming up where Monty will convince Jasper to go to the bunker like Stiles convinced Scott to put down the flare in Motel California

Clarke: I mean she’s the main character and I’ll always love her but like give the L.xa shit a rest and continue showing the character we know and love who makes her OWN decisions rather than following a legacy that isn’t even that great tbfh (never understood the whole obsession with L.xa and never will)

Octavia: wow she has her issues but I would too if I grew up under the floor and went to jail for it... I actually think it makes sense that she’s all “death mode” rn bc she didn’t grow up with “normal” social skills and the first interactions outside her family were in a setting of war. I’m totally cool with her being a badass warrior... as long as she fucking apologizes for being a bitch to Bellamy and tells him she loves him damnit

I just got a lot of feelings from this episode and just want to see where the story continues to go - aka Bellarke. But regardless I’m over the grounder politics at this point like let’s just grab Luna, Roan, Indra, Gaia, and Illian, I guess *cough*notEcho*cough* and get in the damn bunker.

[jjsmaybnk]

the 100. teen wolf. the flash. GO!

yesssss thank you adie!!!!

the 100

otp: bellarke

favourite canon pairing: linctavia (rip) also briller but they fucked that up!

worst pairing ever: octavia x illian (spelling??)

guilty pleasure pairing: braven

a pairing you want to see more: obv bellarke 

that pairing everyone likes but you’re like “lol no”: i //was// a fan of minty for like a split second but like....,,, i lowkey never saw it

favorite non-romantic pair: not pair but the delinquents!!! and any pair within the delinquents honestly, also the blakes pre season 3 (although they’ve been pretty nice during second half of this season)  & bellamy and kane

teen wolf 

otp: stydia & scallison & scira im trash 

favourite canon pairing: i can’t believe... i can finally say... STYDIA

worst pairing ever: .... stalia

guilty pleasure pairing: liam x hayden?? i guess??? like i used to like them s5 but they got real annoying s6 and i don’t pay much attention but they cute

a pairing you want to see more: listen... if we don’t see any stydia s6 i will actually sue tw

that pairing everyone likes but you’re like “lol no”: s/terek 

favorite non-romantic pair: sciles, scott x lydia, lydia x malia, the pack (again not a pair but) 

flash

otp: westallen

favourite canon pairing: WESTALLEN my actual children whom are both alive and Okay

worst pairing ever: not that they were ever actually a Thing but... sno.wbarry

guilty pleasure pairing: wally x jesse!!!!! they’re so cute

a pairing you want to see more: def wally x jesse 

that pairing everyone likes but you’re like “lol no”: i pretty much like most of the popular ships as far as i can remember so.... none

favorite non-romantic pair: the wests!! also cisco x barry and joe x barry!

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