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there are no words for what this image is doing to me
#oh!#oh alright!#so they’re out to kill me now!#the mustache is so fucking hot i’m going to kill myself already#he’s just so perfect#it’s crazy and i’m mentally ill#it’s making my brain into mush and i’m crying again#FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK#WHY IS HE SO FUCKING UNREAL#THIS IS CRAZY#THIS IS FUCKING MENTAL BEHAVIOUR#IS ANYONE SEEING THIS OR JUST ME#HELP ME#the 1975#matty healy#ross macdonald
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danganronpa is so fucking crazy bc it’s like “hi. this is a game series with a fucking amazing premise. unfortunately the writing sucks and is bad and you will spend half the time going ‘eugh why did they write that’ but you will play the whole thing anyways and get attached to your favorite characters and cry when they inevitably die. also it is filled with romance subplots that will stay in your brain forever” HUH??????
#marzi speaks#like. dr sucks but i like it.#but it sucks#but then like. there’s just??? so much in-depth romance and it makes me want to cry???#like. like. thh. asahina + sakura (so sorry lesbians i do not know their ship name). they are so cute and then they are so tragic#and ishimondo. GODDDDD ishimondo. you get to go ‘oh HELL yeah’ for a chapter and then they make you HURT#even like. makoto w/sayaka. start of the betrayal girlfriend trend. love it#and even toko and togami are interesting!!! like they will not date and should not date but they are fascinating#and then sdr2. do not get me STARTED on komahina what sort of psychosexual freudian bullshit are they on i will never know#but there’s also like. hinanami who r SO good. and mahiru and hiyoko who. tbh i wish they were handled better but still#fuyupeko. they make me crazy. and their parallels to akane and nekomaru. aaaa#SONDAM oh my goddd. they’re so#i may not be a v3 fan but they DID give us a lesbian love triangle and i do have to thank them for that#also the best polycule in the world in the form of the workout trio#kokichi i don’t like. but i DO like his little crush on shuichi even if i think it’s one-sided#kiibouruma will forever be real to me tho. world’s worst polycule. for balance#anyways why does dr have so many good romance plots. they’re so. why are those so good#AND WHY ARE LIKE HALF OF THEM QUEER. WHY DOES THE HOMOPHOBIA GAME HAVE SO MUCH QUEER CODING#idk i’m insane. <3 i’m a little crazy. komahina what the hell even are you….
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ARTHUR MORGAN AND JOHN MARSTON ARE COMING TO A CON BY ME ON MY BIRTHDAY WEEKEND SOMEONE PINCH ME!!!!!!!!
#oh my god i’m genuinely geeking#i missed tombstone redemption so this will make up for it somewhat#i’m going to cry when i see them bro#these cowboys mean so much to me#i want to give them a hug dawg i might have to see if they’re doing photos#brb giggling uncontrollably#arthur morgan#john marston#red dead redemption 2#rdr2
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i have literally never complained about something like this but like… WHY AM I SINGLE.
#oh yeah. it’s bc I hate boys and they’re all toxic and evil!!!!#at least in my experience 🙃🙃🙃#FUCK!!!!!#why can’t I have a cute relationship where we play fucking mario!!!!#fuck you!!!!#WHY DO MEN ONLY EVER WANT TO FUCK ANSWER ME THAT#i would make a great girlfriend!!!#brb crying#no literally gonna go cry and watch South Park#I’m So Sad
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Larrie Inktober
a collection because i’m lazy and have no time !
day 4: kiwi . day 5: faith
day 8: phone . day 11: proud
day 12: dorothy . day 14: house
day 17: window . day 24: cinema
#inktober#larrie inktober#my art#like kiwi mv cake but a cute kiwi cake with a special note#i tried to go with the whole stained glass 369 thing idk if it’s the best but whatever i like the concept#i wanted to add harry’s cute phone star stickers so let’s pretend louis is sending harry his own lyrics#rbb sbb bc??? idk they’re proud#first it was just the road and yah door then im like oh! shoes! duh! so yeah idk#lego house. like im a genius and making this made me cry#(not lego house being 7th on the set list in manchester where he held him while ed played)#ofc i had to do ‘flowers in the window’ but with daffodils because i need both harry and louis in this i love this one#this song makes me think of baby boyfriends at princess park so i said let’s make this a movie studio intro idk#trackinghome#hlcreators
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I do not know how I could possibly be the result of my parents…
#im so fucking mad guys#I cannot fathom the lack of compassion these two humans have#oh wait…#*sits there in i had to unlearn almost two decades of indoctrination and mental abuse*#just… fuck man im so tired…#i just want to believe that deep down they’re capable of being decent#i know I am not my parents#but it makes me so scared that i could fall into that mindset#i know that’s irrational to think#but that doesn’t make the fear go away#i just want people to be good#i can’t stand being surrounded by so much needless suffering#and people who don’t care because those suffering are somehow responsible for the horrible things being done to them#i want to cry#vent#might delete later
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#i’m kind of really heartbroken right now#so i had tickets to the hot freaks concert and went tonight—which i don’t mind posting on here because i live several hours away#so basically i drove to the venue for several hours and stopped like once for food#it was my understanding that windsor was opening and then the hot freaks and then the happy fits i guess but i didn’t know the exact times#we were running a bit late bc of the road trip and walked in at 7:25 (the show started at 7) and i got to see the tail end of ‘boyfriend’#& i was like ‘oh okay i just missed their first song’ but then they walked off stage and my heart dropped. i missed everything#and yeah it’s on me because i must have had a misunderstanding about how the show worked#i’d never even heard of a show where an act performs for 20-25 minutes unless it’s like a variety show or something#i did cry about it already and just tried to have a good rest of the night since we’d already driven for hours#i got to meet the band at the merch table which was really cool and they gave me a free signed CD & sticker & friendship bracelet because—#they felt bad for me. which was very sweet (i also bought a shirt)#i know i should be grateful i was even able to go to the concert. and i still had fun but part of me will always be heartbroken#because financially/geographically it’s not smart to go to another show even further away just to see a 25 minute set when i’ve already got#the merch & all. plus i can listen to them on Spotify#i can only hope they come to a location closer to where i live#but there’s no guarantee because they’re so underground. they only resurfaced because of stupid tiktok & they’re only popular enough to be—#half of an opening act. so they could potentially never go on tour again#if i had more of a platform i would boost their music more but i don’t#i know it’ll be okay. it’s just a lot of things have been going shitty lately and i thought this would make me feel better and it just—#went to shit#tw vent#rose.txt
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What if I exploded rn. I think it’d be good for me personally
#I left work earlier than I needed to today (didn’t get overtime that I want and enjoy) bc I had a doctors appointment today but then I show#up to the office and oops !! I guess someone forgot to schedule it tee hee you wanna sit there for an hour so we can squeeze you in no well#you’ll have to reschedule then what’s your availability oh you get off work anywhere from 1230 to 230? how about an appointment at 1 o’clock#LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME STOP TALKING TO ME LIKE YOU THINK THIS IS MY FAULT EHATS THE POINT OF YOU SITTING THERE IF YOU CANT EVEN#SCHEDULE A FUCKING APPOINTMENT ??!!??? AND they’re making ME call my insurance to make sure it covers the orthodics I’m trying to get#so like. if you can schedule an appointment properly. and you’re making me call the insurance company to make sure they’re gonna cover the#shit that your doctor decided was best for me. what the fuck are you doing all day#also I cut my finger on something I literally don’t know what bc I’m so fucking about to explode frustrated and angry I’m having to lay on#my bed with the lights off and my sunglasses on so. fun#ALSO I go to leave after angry crying in my car for a few minutes and my key is stuck and wouldn’t start for a few minutes. what a wonderful#day that I’m having huh. can’t wait for my birthday on Saturday where I’m just gonna be sad because all my friends are moving away and a#bunch of people I know have died. what a week huh !! and here I thought I could start to treat myself a little better and start going to the#gym and get some good news at work but NOPE I GUESS ILL GO FUCK MYSELF#sorry. I’m feeling bad lately 👍#vent#Arkham rambles#arkhamrambles
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I can’t stand when ppl plan walkouts or strikes on a whim and then use ppl not doing them as an excuse to either say walkouts don’t work or ppl don’t practice what they preach 😭😭😭 like these things take YEARS of planning and rely on community first and foremost; if you don’t have finances or shelter or even basic emotional support in place for those you want to participate you need to take it back to the drawing board bc u don’t even got step one ready 💀
And to be clear this is no hate to anyone participating; hate to ppl mad about ppl who aren’t tho
#bc why are ppl saying they’re gonna strike September first of this year#and it’s a bunch of ppl in them comments going ‘if u don’t join us ur basically against us’#like no the ability to say that you can drop everything and protest NEXT MONTH is a privilege that the majority of ppl ur protesting for-#-cannot afford.#and listen I love strikes I’m very much of the idea everyone should quit everything today#but I’m also like. living in reality.#And the truth of the matter is that not everyone has the privilege to align themselves with their politics in such a drastic way#and the first thing you have to do when getting the gears of revolution in motion is to make sure ur community is TAKEN CARE OF#what’s the quote about the ppl making the bread? ykwim#I don’t need to hear what u think abt ppl not joining if ur not offering up ur own food and house to them#OH AND this is the problem with basing ur strike off the success of another without seeing the work involved#it reminds me of everyon idolizing the mothers strike without seeing the decades of planning and community aid that went with it#so when they tried the same and it flopped instead of ‘we were disorganized’ they got ‘strikes don’t work’#yall piss me off omg 💀#not everything is stonewall#that was on a whim and it WORKED#but there were also decades of PLANNED protests that contributed to where we are now#or we should be now considering recent fucking events#this entire thing where y’all think revolution will happen in a split second needs to go#the mindset that someone will let out a battle cry and rally everyone needs to go NOW#you need to be meticulous and careful when it comes to this shit#there are changes you could begin setting in motion that you might not even see the results of in ur lifetime#and that sucks to grapple with but it’s what you need to accept in order to move forward in a way that’s helpful#like fuck man#and it’d be one thing if it were teenagers yknow? like if it were mainly kids and teens who just fully realized how fucked up the world is#and they wanted to do something NOW and fumbled a bit#that’s one thing#but when it’s like. grown ass adults with platforms spreading these ideas and mindsets?#that’s a problem to me#YOU need to do better so THEY can do better
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#personal#tw medical#i have a doctors appointment today about something that really shouldn’t be embarrassing but i am so embarrassed about it#i keep telling myself oh they’re doctors they’ve seen everything#this could actually be serious but my anxiety is making me feel more embarrassed than scared#they’re going to have to look somewhere i don’t particularly want them to look#and the on site paramedic i’m going to see is a man 😭#oh my god i just need them to call me to come in and get this over with#bleh#i have seen the paramedic before and he is really really nice#but oh my god#i actually just feel humiliated#but i know i’d rather go to the doctor and at least get pain meds#than sit at home and suffer#tmi but whatever this is my blog i post about what i want#and i need to rant about this#i want to cry
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the fun part about periods is that there’s enough time in between them for you to forget The Horrors so by the time your period starts again you get to suffer The Horrors again as if for the very first time!
#whimsy whispers#I wanna die I wanna die so bad I feel so sick and I wanna cry about it just a bit#actually I’ve been very brave today and I haven’t cried#I have however been whining to kane all day (sorry kane)#maybe not helped by the fact that all I’ve eaten today was a plate full of potatoes and cheese and two butter mints but in my defense the#idea of eating made me sick#I also had a breakfast essential if that’s anything#I intend to try and eat more food tomorrow I hope#I just feel really sick and disgusted and I feel like if I consume anything it’s going to make me feel worse#i contemplated ramen earlier and then was like no I’ll die#I’ve also been consuming brisk strawberry melon flavor today because despite not really liking strawberry or melon it is my favourite#flavor of brisk and kane remembered this and grabbed me one whilst at the store today so thank you kane for that as well as the buttermints#and chocolate#I do have a sleeve of crackers next to me I may try and nibble on those but probably not because again I feel so sick I could die#aren’t periods great aren’t they fun isn’t it great feeling so fucking terrible for days and also possible ruining some pajamas you actually#liked because Uh Oh big blood is here! like okay sure fine not like I liked my matching pajama pants anyways now I’m wearing red polar bear#pajama pants so sure cool they’re comfy at least
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ok i’m abt to go to bed i promise but i do need one more little tag ramble
#marzi speaks#goodnight tumblr#OK. so i took a shower before bed tonight. as ya do#and bc i’ve been reading go fanfic and getting emotional all day#i decided i’d play my love song playlist as bg music#i’m hanging out. washing my hair etc#suddenly. she’s an angel by they might be giants#i go from casual brain association hanging out to Emotional Wreck almost immediately#it’s such a sweet song. it’s so sappy. it’s so perfect for them#song ends. i’m like ok ok. that was sweet but it’s new song time#what comes on? LOVEFOOL. BY. THE FUCKING. CARDIGANS#the way my voice nearly BROKE as i (quietly bc it was late) sang ‘what i could have done in another way to make you stay’#it was insane. the control i had to not start crying#scary part is that playlist has linger from the cranberries on it. thank fucking GOD it didn’t triple kill me#it already got that 1-2 punch. it easily coulda taken me out#but it didn’t. it moved on to something else#but oh my GODDDD the rush of emotion was insane#dude hyperfixation feelings plus hormonal clock feelings are fucking crazyyyyy#i go from ‘i love my friends so muchhhhhhh’ to ‘they love each other so muchhhhhh’ to ‘THEY’RE STUPID TO EACH OTHER SO MUCHHHHHHHH’#it is funny tho. can’t complain abt that#still tho i like. felt my heart pang in my chest as that music hit me. i physically felt my heartstrings get tugged
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looking for places to travel after i graduate bc i rejected the one study abroad program that accepted me (they wouldn’t give me funding i’m so ???)
#i google a country and people on reddit say ‘oh they’re racist towards pic’#*poc#BABE WHAT COUNTRY ISN’T !!!!!!!! literally america is racist to poc where am i supposed to go !!!!!!!!#like looking online makes me wanna CRY#so if you see this pls tell me any places that would be welcoming towards a cute lil brown girl who just wants to have fun and learn about#a new culture 😞😞😞😞😞😞#damn!!!!!!!!#??#sayu speaks
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You are possibly the softest, most gentle angel on this app 🥺 All your tags, how overwhelmed with romance you get, it’s so utterly delightful and makes my heart burst 🥺 Even through a screen, you give the immense feeling of being home, even to an anon like me 💜
If this is what it feels like to know you from a distance, I can’t even begin to imagine the unfathomable euphoria of knowing you up close Rosie 🥺 You are exquisite, in every sense of the word 🥺🥺🥺
#I’m NOT OKAY OMG#jdnsksnkxnfksnsmdndks I just?????? this is so fucking sweet I can’t handle it 😭😭😭😭😭😭#with everything that’s been going on lately I definitely needed this 🥺 thank you so fucking much#^^ this is me ((sobbing and petting my bursting heart 🥺🥰))#first of all…. you think I’m an angel 🥺🥺🥺#broooooo I’m happy you like how overwhelmed (obsessed) I am with romance cause to me?!? I would like my heart to calm the fuck down#I didn’t ASK to be a hopeless romantic!! whoever made me accidentally spilled too much in and now I’m stuck like this 😂😂😂😂#I think the part that actually made me start crying was the ‘home’ bit….. like that is so intimate and sweet 😭#my goal is to find someone who makes me feel like home and I can make them feel like home…. no matter where we are or what’s going on -#all that matters is that we have each other…. I’ve been rewatching once upon a time while I paint and boy oh BOY that does things to me#I want to find my Prince Charming 😭😭😭#but seriously I’m going to be thinking about that compliment for years!! ‘give the immense feeling of being home’ hold on while I SOB#I still think about an anon who said I reminded them of autumn cause that hit a soft spot inside me and this home shit DEFINITELY DID#just…. thank you 🥺🥺🥺#honestly that last paragraph? I can’t believe someone could feel that way towards ME#like are you sure you have the right person?????? and then I read rosie and I’m like 👀 that’s me tho#I think exquisite is such an underrated word#I don’t even know what to say anymore dude… I think I said it all but then I read the ask again and I’m like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#and I feel like my tags aren’t good enough but I’m wayyyyyy too lazy to redo them so hopefully they’re good enough#I just don’t think you understand how much these asks mean to me#lately I’ve been in a little bit of a hole (and I haven’t been good at replying so I’m so sorry to anyone who has tried to snap/message me)#idk if hole is the right word maybe funk???#but either way these asks never fail to put a smile on my face and remind myself that there is still good in the world#there are still amazing people I have yet to meet and wonderful places I have yet to see idk these asks help me get out of my depression#and I seriously can’t thank you enough I feel like I’ve said it a billion times but thank you thank you thank you#I’m not positive but I’m pretty sure words of affirmation is one of my highest love languages#words mean so much to me (obviously actions speak louder than words and blah blah blah) but I’ll be thinking about sweet words for YEARS#ok I’m probably running out of space so I should shut up….. but I’m going to end it on this -#thank you so much for sending me this 💖 thank you for taking the time out of your day to send me such sweet words#ask
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my fire opal converse arrived i’m screaming
#/hyperbole but the color is so perfect#i spent around twenty seconds screaming in a bad way because of how friggin white they are it scares me#like i don’t want to ruin them. i have owned two pairs of not-hand-me-down sneakers in my life and this is one of them#and so then i felt like a terrible person for doing purchases and wanting things and not just sticking with my old hand me down red converse#which are too small for me now and literally stained with blood. and also mud but the blood is the problem part#anyway mal blum voice oh my god look at all the stuff you got does it make your loneliness more bearable#but genuinely it kind of does. they’re my exact color it’s ridiculous guys. like it’s the color of my walls exactly#and they will make me taller so i can actually see at concerts and in the school hallway. and i’ll keep them forever#(this was an early christmas present from me to myself i put a bunch of tip money on my debit card and bought myself the shoes i’ve wanted)#they are custom because the color doesn’t come in regular converse you have to get a custom fall colors pair so i did#and so they’re lift platforms with a gold star logo patch and stripey gold and white laces it’s really cool#anyway they were supposed to arrive in time for the happy fits concert and they didn’t. but the concert didnt even happen for me so whatever#good news!!!! daisy the great is coming back this april on their first headlining tour it’s gonna be so cool#no news on the happy fits and i really want to see them and also meet them but they did say something about how they can’t wait to be back#so i hope that comes sooner rather than later and that i’m still minneapolis-adjacent enough to go#or i guess i might have to go to a show in chicago!! we grow and change with the times#anyway i’m kind of disjointed cause i woke up recently and also have been in an anxious spiral for like a week but we’re managing great#playing sudoku and being parented by my dad which means: sitting alone in my room with the door closed for hours on end#so i’m here if anybody needs me!! usually dad parenting comes with caring for my sister but she has gymnastics today so i’m like. here#anyway yeah i have these bright red-orange converse with gold on them and i’m gonna cry#i’ll post a picture soon if i’m feeling up to it they’re really exciting like almost enough to fix me#like it’s literally my color. it’s the color that i am. i’m going slightly insane about this (is insane already)#and i painted my electric guitar with nail polish so now the tuning pegs are sparkly red and it’s just a good time for the arthur community#period-induced paranoia that i thought i was done with put aside. and general anxiety put aside. the arthur community is doing great#do y’all remember mononokay by sorority noise? the arthurcore song? it still is. i’m listening to it rn and it still is#anyway idk what to say. i’m here and things are weird but i’m going back to school on monday and it won’t be as weird anymore. i hope#and i cleaned my room like actually deep cleaned it and it’s fixed now. my room is actually good now. how did that happen#anyway i want to go home but i am home. i should also eat breakfast. yeah. so i will do that now. yep#me. my post. mine.#friends only
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People at work out here making me cry. Because I’ll miss them. Because they made me care about them. Gross
#i almost cried several times today bc I was thinking about how sad I’ll be when I leave. and then like the last 20 minutes I was there#someone said something and I burst into tears and cried the whole time#and it’s so annoying!!! god I hate caring about things!!!#and literally it wasn’t even my last day. like my last day is this Friday#also the lady I’m going to miss the most bc I know I won’t talk to her much was like hey u know I do still have you’re number right?#i hope you know I’m gonna text you so you can send me funny pictures of you in college#like man that’s gonna do me in rn I’m gonna cry typing that out I’m gonna miss her so much#and then my friend and I r driving home and we’re talking and I almost start crying again and let me just say#it’s a little hard to see when ur eyes start tearing up#I’m like girl if you don’t stop rn today is gonna be both r last night don’t blind me while I drive#I’m so so sad I’m leaving this job I’m so sad and everyone’s is making me even more sad#bc everyone keeps telling me how much they’re gonna miss me and how much they loved having me#and everyone’s being so nice!! and I don’t know how to deal with that!! I don’t know what to do when people r nice to me#and man. for the first time in forever I feel like there’s a group of people who mildly care about me#and they keep reminding me they do. and it’s like. I’ll already cry if u tell me you care about me so if ur gonna do that and I have to go??#sobbing and screaming and crying and crying and crying and crying#no but my one friend telling me she wanted me to keep in touch and send her pictures#yes that’s making me cry but also I’m really happy about that bc I’m gonna miss her so much#god forbid I say that but man I’m gonna cry so hard#oh god im crying again this sucks#soup talks
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