#or should I say....euphoria?
Text
darkraiiiiii
#art#i was brewing up a complicated picture in my head too many factors intermingling and i put a requirement on myself that i would need to#feel a certain mood to create said picture cuz only then would it feel good and true but it was an impossible to achieve mood#and it made me miserable for a week i went to bed as soon as possible everyday to skip to the next one but today i woke up at 2am#and thought well maybe i should just draw something simple that i like it doesnt have to be high concept#so its just darkrai!!!! cuz its such a cooly! and its made out of shapes ive enjoyed drawing recently#smoking fire plumelike stuff u kno...#and i got to try out the spraypaint thing again cuz there was stuff i realized i coulda done better after the red 3 head hybrid pic#so i wanted to do it again. do u like these- with the spraypaint rendering? i will make more of them no matter what u say#but im about to go to bed now. i started the pic at 11am and finished at 8pm so 9hrs spent?! well the stenciling takes a long while in pain#i did the spraying in ms paint again and then composited it in paint net like usually.#also im typing much because the combination of coffee (which i try to make special and rare for me so it hits more cutely)#+ the euphoria that drawing gives me makes me talkative. but now.- ! im tired !! goodnight#pokemon#darkrai
184 notes
·
View notes
Text
Everyone stay with me because I have a vision for a reboot of Supernatural...
#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#if they were ever looking to reboot supernatural...#i think nicholas galitzine and jacob elordi would make a perfect dean and sam#nicholas galitzine is the right amount of twink to play s1!dean#and if you haven't seen him in rwrb mary and george and bottoms trust me when I say he has the RANGE#and elordi? i think he would love to play a freak(affectionate) like sam winchester#he'd BODY that role i think his turns in euphoria and saltburn speak for themselves#there's even a height difference aspect#galaztine is 6' and elordi is 6'5'' while not exactly alike the right person is the taller brother#supernatural reboot#trust me on this#and if you're asking me who should play john i think the answer is obvious - misha#DON'T ARGUE WITH ME THE METACASTING MISHA AS REBOOT JOHN WINCHESTER IS ACTUALLY GENIUS IN ITS IRONY
43 notes
·
View notes
Text
Im back in the trenches defending another otokonoko from people claiming that they are a trans woman even though they are explicitly stated not to be
#Never look up a series with nuance on tumblr its a mistake#Yall are so nasty to makoto what do you mean he didnt 'commit' to being trans he commited to being HIMSELF#Im not gonna say hes not trans but makoto is not a trans woman hes somewhere on the nb spectrum#You can hc him as trans but dont put words in his mouth he specifically said that hes not a woman or a man#I excuse ppl just starting senpai wa otokonoko but please think critically#Makoto joins hiura as misrepresented as a trans allegory#Hiura is actually not trans at all tho#U can experience gender euphoria and be cis u know u can present as the opposite gender and be cis#I love trans women and i think that people should be allowed to present and be any gender they desire#But please dont act like its binary#These mangas and these characters are specifically ABOUT how its not binary#Open your mind and heart to gender queer and gnc people otokonokos dont always have to be trans#I KNOW we as an anime community have been burned by legacies of transphobia#But its okay hold my hand#If you havent seen any of this vitrol directed at either character consider yourself blessed#Oh and like i said if you hc either AS trans thats totally fine but you also have to accept what the canon is saying too#Sorry for the rant#Uhhh go watch senpai wa otokonoko and read i turned my childhood friend into a girl#Very good queer mangas#senpai wa otokonoko#i think i turned my childhood friend into a girl#makoto hanaoka#Hiura mihate#To restate this is not an attack on trans women this is not an attack on the potrayal of trans women
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
dude. thank god for the people who post every fleeting thought they have about a wack ass fucking tv show and the people who reblog all of those posts especially the ones without context
#this is soooo funny. i should've been there.#what's funny in addition is that. they talk about nate as if he was the devil like thee force of evil 💀 that you dare not invoke the#name of under regular circumstances. or like he's just there so you can throw your popcorn at something gdsfvxy#and it reminds me like#we're (/the other side is) all insane too huh no one is winning. love it#really i'm not even annoyed at all it's just genuinely cracking me up that i've seen so many posts that read like#[abt trauma or w/e] “damn that's crazy. anyway he should die asap + can we get someone else on the screen” 💀#meanwhile. look at how i've been living.#when lexi's play falls apart and that girl says “it could be worse. it could be boring”. mouthpiece moment. that's the show#kata.txt#euphoria
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
"I don't get to see much (gender euphoria) posted about transmascs"
"Good, I wish no one saw transfems either"
GIRL WHAT THE FUCK. GET THAT FUCKING SELF HATRED FUELED TRANSPHOBIA FUCKING /OUT/ OF HERE, WE'RE TALKING ABOUT HOW WE WISH TRANSMASCS FELT MORE COMFORTABLE SHOWING AND SHARING /JOY/
#fucking. you are not immune to perpetrating transphobia just because you're trans. shut the fuck up and sit down.#transmen SHOULD be allowed to be and express happiness. so should transwomen. I'm going to kill you with my mind.#feminitity is not the only type of gender euphoria that Deserves Celebrating. its GOOD to like veing masculine#and it is a GREAT LOSS that the patriarchy makes transmacs feel like they're not allowed to express JOY#or be HAPPY being a man because they're surrounded by people (like this girl) who say All Things Masculine Are Bad#like!!! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#im genderfluid you don't get to pick that im Good when im fem and Bad when im masc#im gonna go insane i need to get my fucking pulse down im Fuming right. ow
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
im sorry my opinion on genderbends changes every seconddddd i just think there's a difference between liiike for example gay girls drawing male characters fem for fun / yuri reasons, or trans ppl having fun w characters in a not weird way, VS (mostly cis) ppl getting up to well cisgender situations because they're crazy and are just drawing random women or men (8 or V) with 2 identifying characteristics slapped on and they look NOTHING like the actual character (or take into account how they COULD look different and aren't doing that either, like how a hyperfeminine chara who is that way bc she likes feeling pretty would still be a pretty boy. etc.)...
you can sniff out transphobia/weird gender shit/blatant homophobia in some people is all. i think it's also helpful im not exposed to annoying genderbends lately they've been fun or cool for fun reasons and not weird reasons like erm doing gender essentialism 😀
#🐾#also the secondary aspect of how it's just a complicated trans hc for ... a lot of this stuff LOL#like it's not and im not saying everyone and their mother should be doing trans hcs but if you're going hmm#i want to see this character as another gender WELL i have news for you. It can happen. teehee#anyway. i would probably draw fem versions of male charas for my friends or oomfies if i felt so inclined but i tend to prefer just making#boys wear cute outfits and such i don't really care ... average he/she transmasc my apologies#put this bralette on NOW !!!!!#anyway i think ppl should also take into account certain things too#like i'm never going to draw or engage w fem reigen art ever. literally ever. bc of the transmisogyny in the series w him#and i see people way too comfortable being like actually it's Cool now like no ....#also by fem i mean like female not just feminine. w all of this. bc those r different obvioisly ...#also none of this applies to drawing ACTUAL trans hcs like i love trans hcs obviously and they're totally different / cooler in every way#anyway. my next day thoughts are also it's mostly just a fun character design thing it's chilllll it's googling Rainbow dash as a Boy#when you're 12 and going AHHHHH#i also cannot wholeheartedly hate the entir concept of genderbends bc like i've revealed before#crossplaying as the fem version of male characters when i was younger is what made me realise i was even trans#(though that was bc i was like why am i being the fem version -> i should just be the male version -> unlocks gender euphoria)#but i get being sick and tired of them and i am too just the weird annoying ones#though even then u can tell when it's an adult doing it for cishet reasons and a 14 year old girl who wants her fav to be a girl too
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
contemplating transfem gwenpool
could you imagine the gender euphoria she would have had the moment she appeared in marvel? how on top of being able to live in the same world as her heroes, she's finally being presented in a way that makes her feel happy with herself and her body? she knows comics tend to not draw imperfections on people, and she's so happy that hasn't changed for her. maybe that's one of her top reasons for loving her dynamite gams, too. she's finally being seen the way she's always felt like she should be seen.
#gwenpool#gwen poole#headcanon#transgender#gender euphoria#marvel#my post#ik there's a panel out there where she says comics draw ppl with less flaws#i wanted to throw that down so ppl could ez see where i'm coming from but i couldn't find it </3#i was going to talk about her dysphoric fears too#like “what if someone draws me different if they learn i'm trans”#but i decided nah i should keep this good vibes#maybe if ppl want that kind of angst i will but for now
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
sometimes i see queer people make low hanging anti straight jokes, and they'll often pre-defend themselves by saying straight people don't need defending as if the queer community isn't populated by tons of straight people, straight trans people, straight ace people, straight poly people. queerness doesnt exclude exclusively opposite sex attracted people and it bothers me to see these jokes and their subsequent defenses because normative society certainly rejects these folks because of their queerness and now you are inside the queer community rejecting them for who they desire. i think about straight trans folks the most who are out here under fire from normative society who turn to the queer community for support only to be inundated with sentiments like straight people are actually the real lesser than folks, and it's easy enough to say straightness is valorized in normative society so shitting on straight people is punching up, but i can't help but be keenly aware that the queer straight people tend to be queer in the ways which are often excluded from queer community. so actually yeah i do think straight people need our protection, not heteronormative culture, but individual people? yeah. the "coming out as straight" jokes are all haha good times fuck the straights until you think about the fact that straight trans people when they come out are functionally doing that. after all how many straight trans people used to think they were cis gay people. and we, inside the queer community, turn their experiences into a mean spirited punch line designed to reject them from queer community.
like sorry i just don't think we are gonna find queer liberation by trying to figure out which group we are allowed to make fun of for having the wrong sexuality.
#i also feel similarly about the way feminist circles talk about men#you're right men as a social class don't need defense#but when you frame literally every single interest someone could have as a negative just because they are a man with said interest#you arent fighting patriarchy you're just shitting on individual people and then wondering why they feel threatened#like .... i think about the tweet from#the person who delayed their transition to avoid being a male film student#and yeah the punch line is very funny and i laughed but the sentiment itself is very very dark imo#gender euphoria? no can't risk it cause then people will think negatively of me#simply for being my own gender in my own field of study#like misandry isn't real on a structural level#but as i pass more masculine i'm keenly aware of all the ways my behaviors and mannerisms which were charming and tomboyish as a woman#are all negative traits i need to suppress and modulate for the sake of others if i am perceived as a man#same person - same jokes - same opinions- but taking up space as a woman is a good thing#taking up space as a man means you're suppressing women#it's weird#cause in theory being more masc should mean i am treated with consistently more respect and have my ideas listened too more#after all im no longer affected by misogyny right?#(of course the dirty little secret of that is thst you have to be white and perform appropriate white masculinity while being stealth#for that respect to work cause brown skin and a fey voice will exclude you from that bump#real fast) but it's an interesting nexus to exist in a place where normative society says i need to make myself smaller#because i'm a woman and therefore inferior but also the internet subculture im around says i should make myself smaller because im#not a woman and i'm taking up their space#but it's all fine cause patriarchy is bad so this is just doing feminism right?#the third wave really fucked people in the head it seems
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Constantly torn between wanting to post a selfie on here because my facial hair is starting to come in and not wanting anybody to see me for a couple years until I am done cooking because I'll be hot as fuck
#every time i see someone saying that crozier's little tooth gap is cute i'm like baby you should see MY tooth gap then#me and my old man gender euphoria
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
why do women's lemon scented hygiene products smell different from men's lemon scented hygiene products?
#i needed a new deodorant. in the supermarket i usually go they have only like 3 options so i get one of those#today i went to a different supermarket and it had so many options and i was looking at them for maybe 10 minutes#and like theyre so expensive. what do you mean 120€/lt??#anyway i bought a men's deodorant that is lemon scented bc i like lemon scented things and it also said it was for sports and it was on#the cheaper side (only about 50€/lt which still sounds like too much but whatever)#anyway after i got home i opened it to see how it smells and it smells like men's cologne 😖#and okay ngl it kinda gives me some gender euphoria but at the same time i dont want people to think i smell like men's cologne#i should have just bought a neutral scent like i always do or maybe a flower one#see this is why i dont like having too many options. i panic and buy something i regret#jo says stuff#personal ramblings
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
Those days where you open your drawing program and just want to have a fucking meltdown
#i'm calling it. i have lost my ability to draw. and write apparently.#maybe i do need to angrily clean my bathroom because i feel like i'm on fire rn. like i'm just boiling inside.#it's still funny though because i get gender euphoria when my depression manifests as anger like this.#sig why don't you listen to more system of a down and stare blankly at the ceiling for two hours. i'm sure that would fix you.#i shouldn't have an online presence when i feel this depressed lol but it's tumblr#the day after a night out drinking is always dark. no bby boy don't cut yourself ahaha. seriously i won't but i can't just sit here#i should clean.#i think i know what burnout feels like now but i still keep pushing myself anyway. so i can't be burnt out then huh.#i definitely have some serious depression lol. i'm not saying T would fix me buuuuuuuuuuuuuut...
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
tw for discussion of psychosis & gendered reproduction
i saw a fellow clinical lycanthrope discussing their whelping instincts and it feels the same for me. i would rather die before giving birth to a human child (and i physically can't anyway) but the idea of whelping and raising pups? yes please!
#instead of going to therapy for my tokophobia i got a hysterectomy instead... still tokophobic but at least i know it Can Never Happen#personal#hs' psychosis#hs' clinical zoanthropy#clinical lycanthropy#potentially psychosis triggering content#* i say maternal instincts cuz idk what a gender neutral form of that is (parental?) and the post was about birthing anyway#OH i should instead say whelping..... ooogh thats species euphoria right there *wags tail*#there changed maternal and birthing to whelping... thats better#dogpost
11 notes
·
View notes
Note
Genuine question is a non-rude way, how did sadie get robbed off from a nomination? most of her nice acting happened in vol1. both sadie and millie were already eligible for vol1 nominations as far as i know, but they still did not get nominated. there is just no way for them to be nominated especially when you put them in a competitions against other actresses like Julia Garner and Patricia Arquette. ST is just not that great of a show to be nominated for anything anymore aside from editing/sound/stunt double stuff that are side-nominations rather than main. And it certainly doesnt deserve to win even in editing department with that shitty cgi, sorry not sorry.
well i said she could've been nominated not that she would've been and idk i think the piggyback is a really good episode for her acting too
#wait also we should be talking about this year actually the cutoff was like three days after volume 1 so when i talk about it i mean had#they released volume 1 in this emmy year since it was so close. like it's so dumb omg this year she totally would've had a chance#but also maybe not because they love the white lotus so much as i was saying yesterday when talking about sophie nélisse. but also yk#hypotheticals are useless what's done is done...#this is said in a non-rude way too#robbed was the wrong word but i just think it's stupid because she would've had more of a chance#they nominated sydney sweeney twice like#and she's not a bad actress or anything but if we're talking about how good a show is...euphoria s2 is euphoria s2#ask
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Just bound my chest for the first time and actually about to cry it looks so much better
#gender euphoria moment#I don’t actually own a binder but I’m doing it in the safest way I can think and won’t wear for long#I will not say how I’m doing it though because one should bind with a real binder#but the dysphoria was gettin to me big time#personal#not Star Trek#a real binder would look better anyway so like. safely and properly binding is truly always the best option okay cool thank
3 notes
·
View notes
Photo
It doesn’t mean “androgynous every single day,” either
#nonbinary#enby#lgbtq+#trans#gator-drawn#I say this with all the love in my heart of course#It's fun to wear crazy makeup and dye your hair and dress for your gender euphoria#but I think it's also important to take a step back and remind yourself that you're nonbinary no matter how you look or act#or how other people look and act#and also remember that putting an NB person in a neat little gender box is a straight/cis/internalized phobic act of self comfort#that is inherently harmful and unhelpful and should thus be disregarded#<3 <3 <3
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
HOLY SHIT. I'M NOT EVEN ON T BUT I HAVE FACIAL HAIR FNHMHNFMHHNMFHNFM
#random thoughts#before anyone tells me what peach fuzz is. this hair is like. dark#i have the tiniest hint of a mustache. love it#and there is. a sprinkling of what could be a beard on my cheekbones#HHHHHHHH. FMNHFMNHMF#i am experiencing all the gender euphoria. all of it#or should i say. agender euphoria#get it. because. no gender haha#none gender left beef
3 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
lux-fleur
but this is special
lux-atomica
TECH NOIR
condearafa-blog
ߒߞߏ
tracyaviary
Tracy Aviary
thefierypit
Feel free to make yourself at home.