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2. Planck's time (tₚ).
At the heart of the computational dramaturgy concept lies the notion that the world, viewed as a Universal Turing machine, does not possess time as a separate essence from matter. Rather, the human perception of time is akin to a computational program, where each step corresponds to one Plank's time. This also affects the spatial coverage that can be achieved within a single "turn," lasting for a duration of a Plank's time and indivisible into smaller units.
In our proposition, we suggest that during this incredibly brief interval of 5.39 × 10^(-44) seconds, only one complete computational event takes place, which we refer to as dramaturgy. Within this interval, there simply isn't enough time for more than one full computation or dramaturgical occurrence to unfold within a single atom of space. Therefore, we consider this rate of step changes in our universe's Turing machine to be fundamental.
Let's consider the magnitude of computational events occurring within our universe. The ratio of these monumental dice throws is an astonishing 1.846 × 10^43 throws per second! That’s how much Planck’s times fit in our regular second. This number is more comparable to the total number of atoms in the observed universe than to the span of a human lifetime.
To put it in perspective, one second is approximately equal to 1.846 × 10^43 Planck's times. In one year, there are approximately 5.8 × 10^50 Planck's times, and over the course of the universe's existence, which spans approximately 13.7 billion years, there have been approximately 8 × 10^60 Planck's times.
Within this unfathomable span of time, our reality has undergone around 8 × 10^60 computational steps, progressing from minimum possible entropy ever existed to the complexities of our present world during it’s natural process of increasing entropy. This encompasses everything from profound scientific discoveries to the light-hearted amusement of cat memes and various internet diversions. Surfers on the waves of reality.
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On the other hand, this number is far beyond infinite and, upon reflection, it even appears surprisingly small. Nevertheless, it serves as a reminder that despite the vastness of the universe, each individual entity holds a finite number of chances to shape their own destiny and make an impact on the world.
And Average life of 70 year old person means that human entity was present for 4 × 10^52
clicks of our Mighty Turing Machine of the universe! And this is not just a number. It’s a minimum possible dramaturgical quantum steps sequence of the entity holding dramatic potential that can actually make choice and effect the system! Everyone who you know and you yourself have about 4000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 chances to get your shit together and become a leader and a master of your life! Even if it sometimes feels you got none of that chances at all.
For comparison, the estimated number of atoms in the observable universe ranges from 10^78 to 10^82. The observable universe is thought to be approximately 93 billion light-years in diameter. This means that you have plenty of chances to affect the dramaturgy of reality if you live long enough. You are part of a decision-making machine that has the potential to communicate at a rate that is more than half of the number of atoms in the observable universe.
The point is to emphasize the importance and "size" of a human being, which is truly outstanding.
It is fascinating to note that the average density of matter in the universe is about 5 atoms per cubic meter, whereas the average density of the Earth, considering its rock material, is approximately 10^22 atoms per cubic meter.
In the vastness of space, an average seemingly empty cubic meter typically contains about 5 atoms with the potential to engage in the unfolding of dramaturgy. On the other hand, planet Earth, along with your own body, possesses an impressive density of approximately 10^22 atoms per cubic meter, ready to engage in all kinds of dramaturgies. Just imagine the immense possibilities and options you possess compared to the average observable universe!
It truly is a miracle that within your lifetime, you have approximately 4 × 10^52 chances to act as you desire, and an abundance of 10^22 atoms per cubic meter to manipulate and play with in every moment. You are a god within this system.
If we were capable of perceiving each individual Planck's time, living our lives and experiencing the unfolding of the universe would be an eternity in itself. However, higher-dimensional entities that might exist beyond our three-dimensional + time world and conventional understanding of time reside within the realm of Planck's time. To them, it appears as a frequency or rhythm, much like the sound of a motorcycle engine. They can hear it and enjoy the ride. These entities possess the remarkable ability to perceive each small click of Planck's time, allowing them the luxury of taking as much "time" as they need to make personal decisions within each click. They interact with our world through various systems, such as corporations, marriage, Ronald Mc Donald, operating on a different level of consciousness, free from the constraints of our limited temporal perception.
#dramaturgy#computationalcreativity#quantum physics#innovation#dramaturgical potential#quantum dramaturgy#physics of important things#science#philosophy#psychology#psychic#psychonauts#fate#god#soul#wolfram#Donald Hoffman#game theory#weird#bizarre#creepy#odd#weird stuff#strange new worlds#life is strange
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once again thinking about jason as duke’s robin. he’s ~4 years younger than jason, and that puts him at 8-12 during Jason’s time as robin. that’s prime time to get attached to your local kid vigilante before your own life goes downhill.
and if we try to keep duke’s meeting with bruce in zero year + duke’s age (so he can remember the meeting and hold that conversation with bruce), he has to be around 8. if he starts following batman through the news at that time because of the mess that just happened, the robin he sees is probably jason. I’ve literally connected the dots
#we are not of course keeping zero year itself. what a mess.#maybe smth very similar so it’s still the riddler causing mass chaos!#the titans so we actually keep the no robin physically present in the story part the same#look. if we want zero year convo we need to give bruce a robin at the time. it could be 17-18yr old who’s not even in gotham bc he’s with#by time tim shows up he’s already attached to jason#and then steph’s robin suddenly for a bit but only for a bit. and then tim comes back but he’s in bludhaven for a while#i do think duke would think steph is really cool tho. and they reasonably couldve met as civilians#and then duke’s busy bouncing around foster homes the streets and looking for his parents#i wanted to talk about how much i love it and the tags are just be working out a timeline for post crisis events & post flashpoint ones (an#some of duke’s important events are related to things which are no longer canon. such is life. let’s do our best based on ages)#duke thomas#jason todd
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Gen obsessed with how.. *dead* your Jason's color pallete is. Like, that's corpse pale right there. Not a spec of blood left flowing in there (also father Todd's skin being full of color in comparison is a nice touch)

THANK YOU I love making him look a bit ghoulish. Guy who's not supposed to be alive but yes he is. no he isn't <3
#DC#DC Comics#Jason Todd#Red Hood#Jaybin#Robin ii#Art by me#Asks#I know vitamin D doesn't affect your skin colour BUT the easiest way to get it is sunlight which does ik nobody is bothered by this but me#But I have OCD. so you're getting clarification anyways 👍#Jason's way of saying if you spend too much time underground it's going to start wanting to keep you there 😁#I do think he bleeds normally and has a heartbeat and all that because he's not Dead. Alive? Well no also. He's likeboth at once and neithe#I think his physical state should be full of inconsistencies. you can't see his breath in cold weather but you can if he smokes etc.#There's also appeal to him coming back looking completely normal I do love mundane horror but#His death was important both in and out of universe and it altered things irreversibly so I think he can be a little Off as a treat#Also it adds to the misery that he's the same person like he died and came back the same person internally he's himself but#to others he looks and acts and is offputting he's Jason but Wrongg. Except not really#Because yeah he changed but that's just getting older and being affected by your experiences like everyone else ever#unfortunately for him he popped back to life Like That so everyone is just going eughh what thebfcuk#But that's a little off topic ANYWAYS one thing I really liked about Countdown was Jason being described as a siren in the dark#Like yea he's unsettling even if there's no clear reason as to why yet. He wasn't even doing anything his vibes are just rancid#My ideal Jason is one who looks like he wouldn't be out of place eating someone. He wouldn't. but you know. looming threat#I think he'd have fun indulging in the undead aspect in his more dramatic moments#Also the environment matters like during the day at the store he just seems a bit strange but at night in an alleyway it's uncanny valley#I have more to say on this topic but I'm writing a novel in the tags so I'll wrap it up#To summarize it's basically YOU CAN'T GO BACK YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK TO THE WAY THINGS WERE AND EVERYONE WHO LOOKS AT YOU CAN SEE IT#Thank you again for this ask I love when people bring up details they like to me because I like putting them in and talking about them#And just talking in general clearly lmao post-crisis really had so much going for it. lots of interesting characters
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Sick of posts that say stuff like "all mobility aid users should weaponize their mobility aids"
hey man, I can't do that! I need to bring my mobility aids into places that would deny me entrance for things like spikes and barbed wire! not every cripplepunk is a white skinny cane user, and having something deemed as a 'weapon' on some of us can be genuinely life threatening, even if it's a mobility aid! I don't want to have my rollator taken away from me and have to be searched bc I put some spikes on a seat cover or something!!! let cripplepunks express their punkness however is safe and comfortable for them, don't expect us all to be able to do the same things you can, because we all cant
#cripplepunk#cpunk#c-punk#cripple punk#punk#cripple#disability#physical disability#mobility aids#for the record:#i am not claiming that i am not white#i am a white latino and i acknowledge that i have the privelage to do these things more than BIPOC#however its still important to remember that our BIPOC siblings may be racially profiled#and put in real#genuine harm#for having anything people may deem a weapon#able-bodied people can reblog#but do not derail
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Why is he like this, why is he such a freak, who gave him the right to act like this
#andor spoilers#these were originally just gonna be gifs cause i was so taken aback by these moments#but the way he talks is also essential to the derangedness of these moments#and then his cape at the end SAJHEDFKKKF makes it even crazier TO ME#there's something so full circle about how hes the one in s2e1 to set her on this course of further fucked up behavior#like yeah she was already fucked up before with her pursuit of axis BUT STILL. he put her on ghorman#and then hes here at the very end to send her to her doom. wasn't it literally called the 'imperial death march'?#but god yeah compare their interactions in s2e1 to THIS. the progression man....maybe i should gif that too !#both of their characters but also the situation at hand#went from being in a super secret meeting in this very scenic dramatic setting. all buttoned up. all professional.#to him literally physically attacking her and yelling at her#the first meeting was literally about the importance of secrecy and now here he is back again to punish her for failing at that EXACT THING#like i said it was funny just seeing his cape cause youre instantly like OH MY GOD ITS KRENNIC#all his appearances were so good hes just so.....yeah.#but yeah idk something about how he set her on this course with ghorman and her story ends with him throwing her away ugh man#and like i said their first(only?) meeting was so detached so formal so it makes him using force on her like this even more visceral#orson krennic#star wars#andor#sw#dedra meero
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The most brilliant and impressive thing Ryan Coogler did in my opinion was figure out how to communicate to the audience the actual tangible power of Sammie’s music, so we could truly conceptualize what it was that Remmick wanted and what he threatened to take away.
#tell me that you didn’t get chills or catch your breath or have some other physical reaction seeing The Scene#me personally? I cry. each time I see it. because it’s that powerful#the cinematography of one continuous shot and the dancers and musicians keep coming out#and the composition and soundscape holy shit#it’s alive and magic and I feel such a WANT to be there. to feel the music in person#and so it’s one thing to know the lore and conceptually understand the power Sammie possesses. it’s another to be able to feel it.#being able to bridge that gap of communication and make the audience feel the power too? that’s the most impressive thing Coogler did#and I know it took an incredible team that worked together. it took the writing composing acting everyone to be in synch#pulling that communication off. and then showing a villain who wants to take it all away?#it makes us understand and despise Remmick even more. because of course he wants this power. we the audience know the allure#but we also know how important it is to the community. how awful the loss would be#and how despicable it is that Remmick wants to take the power away for himself#being able to tangibly understand what the loss of Sammie would mean beyond the immediate character impact? my god#I’ll never shut up about this film#sinners#sinners 2025#sinners (2025)#ryan coogler#my post
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Xavier and Logan having a morning chat while Xavier's doing physical therapy
#donutdrawsthings#fanart#xmen#x men#x-men#charles xavier#logan howlett#the wolverine#wolverine#physical therapy#disability#little things like this are important to me#i would've loved to see him get physical therapy or phantom cramps in the movies#i still have to watch some so idk if they include a scene like this... but it'd be nice to see it be normal with other characters yk!!#xmen fanart
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please support palestinian voices and organizations 🍉 - links and sources
hello, i hope everyone can take the time to read this and consider donating if possible!! ive recently had a few people in palestine reach out to me personally asking for donations, and i think that putting the resources here in a main central post would be a great benefit to these families in order to get them more donations. ive donated to a few of these families and organizations below, but i feel bad that i cant donate more amounts since im currently a full time college student juggling with a job at the moment. so if you can, please please please considering donating or reblogging their pages, so that they can get the help they need!!! i will keep this post pinned so that it is the first thing seen on my account
I hope this post can come across as helpful to someone, the last thing i want is to speak over palestinian voices that NEED to be heard, and i sincerely hope this post doesnt do that. so many people have lost everything in their lives: loved ones, work, school, food, their homes, the list is endless. PLEASE consider donating or speading the word or even just researching on your own time from current news sources. please let me know if i got anything in this post incorrect, i want to make sure this post is a good source for people to look at.
here are a few people who i have donated to that reached out to me for help (i will try my best to update this list as people comment below this post, but i urge you to check the comments section too):
@family1234567 - https://gofund.me/600330a0
@haifa823 - https://www.gofundme.com/f/xxxx-excape-xxxxx
@qaz-1998 - https://gofund.me/f4012f59
@aya-1993 - https://gofund.me/877bdefc
@mosabfmly - https://gofund.me/5ac9124f
@sondos-gaza01 - https://chuffed.org/project/help-sondos-family
@hananfamily11 - https://gofund.me/b905b50e
@alihelpmme - https://gofund.me/ed6e9cb6
@samy-family3 - https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-a-familys-journey-to-evacuate-to-safety-from-gaza
@abdallahf5 - https://gofund.me/034bc2a0
@ahmed3amar - https://gofund.me/dcbeb67b
here are a few organizations as well (please suggest more to add if you can!!!):
PLEASE support palestinian voices!!!!!
#free palestine#i stand with palestine#palestine#support palestine#support palestinian voices#i will keep this pinned so that when people click on my page first thing they will see this list of resources#i am not online as often as id like due to mental and physical health issues and my schedule from school and work#but i want to update this whenever i get the time to!!!#im very sorry for discussing personal matters in a post as important as this#please let me know if i should add anything else to this list!
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Task Force 141’s go to Tesco Meal Deals
the tescos outside my uni is never fucking stocked i want the sandwich on ghosts so bad but that shit is always gone
John Price

- gets water as his drink (criminal)
- gets the mixed nuts as his snack (criminal)
- he’s smart tho he always gets the boujie water because the meal deal price is set
- the wrap is valid
- usually will also grab another snack bc this isn’t enough maybe like a bag of dried mango or some shit (old)
Kyle “Gaz” Garrick

- my headcanon continues to live
- the healthy energy shit tastes like ass but he pretends its good
- does not usually shop at tesco, he’s a waitrose boy
- sometimes indulges in the odd crunchie bar but rarely
John “Soap” Mactavish

- horrifying (i love pepperami sm everyone disses me for it bc i pull that shit out in lesson and it stanks)
- protein to the max ig
- the whole meal fucking stinks
- uses gaz’s club card because he’s too lazy to get his own
Simon “Ghost” Riley

- absolutely classic
- everytime he gets it mentions how cost of living prices have made them more expensive
- grenade bars are disgusting but he loves them for some reason (masochism imo)
- the sandwich is the best one they have bc the bread is always so moist its so fucking good
- the monster bc yall saw the ghost monster can we all know
#i need to sleep but this was important#i am very confident this is canon ty#at the self checkout gaz checks himself out in the screen thing#see what i did there#whenever soap finishes paying at tesco defo says the automated ‘thanks for shopping at tesco’ in unison with the machine#thinks its funny#its not#(me)#ghost is such a tesco trooper he still has the physical card club cards#soap and ghost went to sainsburys once and ghost wouldnt stop grumbling about how the bread isnt the same#gaz once got id’d for his energy drink and was so flattered#simon ghost riley#call of duty#cod#call of duty modern warfare#kyle gaz garrick#john soap mactavish#john price#headcanon
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Let’s Geckin’ Gooooooo! (Patreon)
#My art#Webkinz#Itty bitty vector in celebration of smol getting her first-ever plush Webkinz hehe <3#I wanted to keep hunting in the secondhand store plains but alas - Ebay came in clutch and delivered me a deal I couldn't pass up#Guaranteed NWTs that averaged like $5 a piece how can I say no to that! Some secondhand stores will charge that much just for plush!#So had to snap that up - which btw was its own stressful affair lol But the important thing is they arrived and they're all in great shape#No tears no smell quite soft and with the plastic fasteners through their tags :D Very pleased!#I immediately hoarded the ones I was most fixated on - any OG8s and the Pink Poodle as Fluffy was one of my originals <3#Smol was very gracious about it since she knew it was nostalgic for me haha#But she also got some!! Most notably a Gecko she named Echo and this child is Loved#Whenever we play I make sure to bring him to her and she flops him around and has him look over her shoulder or rest on her head hehe <3#And so! Celebration vector! Very important! ♥#Someone on the Subreddit mentioned this making a good sticker design and would that I could#Someday I'll learn more about that side of making physical items - I want to! I want stickers and enamel pins and keychains and plush...#At least this little lad comes standard with a plush haha <3 And digital pet of course!#Fun fun :)
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girlbossing too close to the sun.
#art#ive literally just been treating this game as a library simuator#i walk from bookseller to bookseller opening up all of their books#vivecs sermons are either a highlight or the point at which i stop reading#ive been trying to convince the ordinators that imitation is the highest form of flattery but it hasnt been working#let me wear your helmets please theyre so funny..#posting morrowind in 2024 isnt a cry for help but youre not wrong to be concerned.#morrowind#almalexia#vivec#im going to explain the chitin armor give me a moment#so the bonewalker nerevar on the shrines is adorable and it was only after drawing it however many times that i realized#it looked relatively close to a modified chitin armor#and so i modified chitin armor a few times and this was probably the cutest result#i also know i drew almalexia relatively pristine and untouched by years and vivec not so much but my thought process was#vivecs role as if not a favorite then the most accessible divine or the most “hands on” in a manner of speaking#acting in ways visible to the general population or actions explicitly brought to their attention#like not that almalexia isnt doing anything she is#but the dissemination of information regarding that is very different etc etc etc#anyways to a certain extent a god is the face on a shrine or in art or upon a statue or carving#but vivecs presence is interwoven with the geography of vvardenfell especially and his actions and writings with pubished materials#and the arts and culture and customs etc etc etc#so to me the face of a god you know and feel a commonality with or a god that walks alongside you is a face you would recognize#and vivec is already otherworldly looking enough#the simple mark of the years on his skin in some way grounding him in reality felt more right#that and i think the ways in which he and almalexia care about outward appearance are slightly different- they prioritize different things#and the ways they present outward power and their embodiment of their respective attributes share some similarities as they both have that#important preoccupation with physical power and physical strength to a certain degree#oh my god nobody read this i am yapping so bad.#tes
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Hi everyone! My name is Sergio, and I'm a master of dramaturgy with 20 years of experience in the field. This blog is dedicated to my latest book, "Physics of Important Things: Basics of Computational Dramaturgy."
It introduces a completely new framework exploring the quantum states of dramaturgy. The "hero-way-goal" perception of life sheds light on concepts such as dramaturgical potential, atoms of space, Fact-result and Reaction events, formulas to transcribe Soul, Observer, Fate, and GOD (Generator of Dramaturgy), all within a Planck's constant world. It suggests that we might be influenced by multidimensional entities through the "skins" of a "good mother" or a "bad cop," compelling us to act exactly as planned. As agents of entropy, we become its most effective tools in the 3D reality.
My book helps you surf the computational edge of unfolding entropy waves, much like a pro surfer. Not controlling the wave but knowing what to do. Numerous profound thought experiments are presented within its pages, offering a fresh perspective on questions such as why you live and why everything around you is the way it is.
Each day, I'll be posting a chapter or two from the book, along with amusing images and videos related to quantum dramaturgy and additional thoughts on the topic. This provides us with an opportunity to discuss and exchange insights. Feel free to ask anything.
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#dramaturgy#computationalcreativity#quantum physics#innovation#dramaturgical potential#quantum dramaturgy#physics of important things#science#philosophy#psychology#psychic#psychonauts#fate#god#soul#wolfram#Donald Hoffman#game theory#weird#bizarre#creepy#odd#weird stuff#strange new worlds#life is strange
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I simply think this fandom doesn't give Wei Wuxian enough credit for the various ways in which he saved Lan Wangji
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#idk man- i just see a lot of “Lan Wangji has always been protecting Wei Wuxian” posts and its like...#I mean... Lan Wangji has always certainly been trying to protect Wei Wuxian#it took him a long time to figure how to successfully do that though#rereading the books rn and noticing theres a lot of instances that could be read as lwj being frustrated over his inability to protect wwx#like he seemed ready to cry when wwx went missing for a while and then came back with the cursed leg#lwj has always been great at protecting wwx from physical threats (ex: waterborn abyss) but had no idea how to protect him from himself#meanwhile wwx has always been instictually good at saving lwj from both#like I'm 100% lwj would've become like Jiang Cheng if wwx hadn't snapped him out of the blindly following authority thing#and also like... 15 y/o lwj wasnt happy with his life. he was lonely and stressed and literally signing up to be flogged whenever he goofed#wwx is who allowed lwj to grow up by showing him what it was like to actually be a kid (shown in story whenever lwj gets drunk)#he led lwj to having a more flexible mindset. and it both let lwj relax and set lwj up to be a better parent#looking into lwj's dynamic with the juniors- he lets them break a fuck ton of the petty rules and encourages them to question authority#he also teaches them to not be married to any one meathod of problem solving#wwx is also able to save lwj from his own stubbornness#ex: carrying lwj when he broke his leg. getting lwj to cough up bad blood. getting lwj to keep the rabbits#wwx also tends to give lwj the words he has trouble saying himself. helps him communicate#wwx also protects lwj in fights a lot but thats narratively less important#except the various times wwx puts himself in danger to help lwj. those times are what made it so lwj could never move on from wwx#like with the cave incident#or when wwx helped surpress the arm instead of using the chaos to escape cloud recesses#tldr i guess: i think this fandom tends to treat lwj being the best like its natural to him when really wwx accidentaly rewired his brain#I'm looking directly at fanfic writers who act like the Lans would've treated wwx better than the Jiangs#lwj had to do so much work and self reflection post meeting wwx to be the way he is. he is not the sole product of the Lan teachings
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sam literally offering himself to dean in 2.11 playthings, and dean not giving it to him because he doesn’t want to “ruin” his little brother
and this is why sam would initiate. AND he would prefer to bottom
#playthings sam & his body language is so important tbh#the thing is. when it comes to their romantic dynamic i can only see bottom!sam as the only realistic option because#it’s canon that he frequently offers his body to dean as a punching bag so who’s to say he wouldn’t offer himself as more than that?#especially since he wants dean’s trust & approval more than anything#it’s about his body language it’s about his PHYSICAL submission to dean!#it’s about the fact that dean is the only one sam trusts & adores enough to allow himself to be that vulnerable#like yes blatantly s*xual dynamic isn’t canon but you can get some hints at what it could’ve been by analyzing their interactions#and especially sam’s body language#and how dean has this urge to possess sam & desperately craves some power/control over him#and sam is aware of that and he’s willing to give it to him#wincest#samdean#spn
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One thing that I always think about post-dungeon recovery Mithrun who got home is that people were probably used to talking about him while he was still in the room.
Misiril's squad used to that when he was still in their care. Questions towards him were quickly redirected to others when he wouldn't (couldn't) answer their questions -- where was the rest of his squad? what happened to the demon? how did he even end up like this? Asking or talking to Mithrun is a pointless effort. So they stopped doing that.
And Mithrun, he's gotten used to this set-up, not like he could bring himself to care.
When his caretakers and visiting family started doing it, he continued to be apathetic to them (although, the numbness from this large, gaping hole in his chest makes him think that he used to care).
The caretakers would do their duties, but behind his back, they would probably gossip about Mithrun's chances of recovery. Others think there is still hope, a lot of them think this is going to be permanent. Which is good, at least to their business, because Mithrun's brother pays a lot to make sure he is alive. And Mithrun...is not in the state to do that himself. They at least try to whisper when they're around Mithrun, keep their voices low or mention him under an alias or a codename. But Mithrun knows they are talking about him. He is the elephant in the room.
His visiting family is less nice. They take one look at him and weep -- not out of worry, or pity, or sadness -- but of shame. There is no way they can show him to others anymore, they bemoan. There is no way he can represent himself as a member of the House of Kerensil, they cry. He's just like his brother! And, once upon a time, that comment would've hurt Mithrun, a stab right into his heart. But all he feels is a gaping numbness that cannot be filled (It used to be full, he can't help but think).
I wish he had died, someone from his family said while he was within earshot. And Mithrun, barely alive but still breathing, cannot bring himself to care.
The only person that I think would be delighted to see him alive, at least, is his brother. I can see him visiting Mithrun whenever he can (at least in elf time terms). Talking to him as if he can respond, asking him about things when Mithrun can't bring himself to answer. At some point, Mithrun's brother stopped talking to him when he visits; instead, he would just sit next to Mithrun and watch the birds and the flowers. He would drink tea and Mithrun would do nothing.
But once in a while, Mithrun's brother would tell him, I'm glad you came home, I'm glad you're still alive.
#and then when mithrun ends up going back to the canaries#mithrun#mithrun dungeon meshi#mithrun of the house of kerensil#one thing that i always think about is how mithrun's brother is one of the few people in mithrun's recovery support group#lke where tf was his parents#his friends??#not to like villanize mithrun's family but the way they treat their eldest and not appear in mithrun's recovery scenes are telling#they honestly would be that type of person whod look at their own son who is disabled and think oh its so much better if he died#because they think being disabled means being unable to live#which is SO UNTRUE#mithrun's brother while not being physically there is so important to mithrun's recovery#not just financially but by just showing that he cares#evetually mithrun's support group would grow to include canaries + melini people but#i just keep thinking about mithrun's quote that they're lucky there are people who love them#it is so true#and it matters to me that he knows/realized that#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi
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Compromising someone's physical safety bc of an internet argument is so not funny, but what IS funny is that this is the type of content Sssniperwolf makes. btw. It's all like this. This is what is being criticized, and what she's doxxing people for talking about.
#sergle.txt#Sssniperwolf#hiiiigh quality content right here#and yes I see what you see. I'm seein it. but this guy hasn't brought personal things or physical appearance into the roasts.#(unlike her. who's called him ugly and bald etc etc)#so I shan't say anything either. keepin on target bc the freebooting and threats to other ppl are way way more important than (gestures)
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