#pmdd is a bitch

[quillirio]

Ok i just figured out what a PMDD is and it explains a lot about how these past few months have been not so subtlety kicking me in the gut?

now im looking through the PMDD tag and suddenly my urge to scream and cry and destroy everything and then break out of my mortal flesh and be a scraggly little skeleton skittering across the ceiling with no uterus in sight makes a LOT more sense.

So like there’s other people who feel this way too??? People who also want to destroy the entire world and then crack it like an egg to make an omelette and then eat it in one sitting and then lose your appetite altogether for the next few days until finally your body decides to perform its unholy blood ritual?

This only started up for me VERY recently but damn. You people with PMDD are very strong to have held yourselves back from turning the world into an omelette. Hats off to all of you 🎉 hopefully i can be as strong as you all someday

[aggroed-npc]

The reality of Astarion period fic for girlies with pmdd would just be:

*you go through 1-2 weeks of hell leading up to your period: you’re mentally, emotionally, spiritually in turmoil*

*minor thing happens*

You: this is fine, just gotta get through today *eye twitching as you begin to dissociate for the rest of the day*

Astarion [later that night, blissfully unaware]: *picks up the alluring scent of fresh blood coming from your pants and sneaks into your tent to surprise you* he’s thinking “oh goodie, I haven’t had a proper meal for the past month”

You: *just drifted off to sleep, exhausted, after a week of broken sleeps and fighting for your life on extreme-mode every day*

Astarion: *tries to surprise you by slowly sliding his head between your legs and untying your pants*

You: *swiftly waking up and putting Astarion in a thigh lock* this is the final straw *bites him instead*

[tengosuenoselectricos]

Living with PMDD is feeling impending doom for literally no reason 1 week pre-cycle or during ur period and it’s literally the worst. You just randomly get the pressing urge to off yourself but you know that’s not what you really want but there’s still this lump in your chest that slowly and painfully sinks into the pit of your stomach and feels like you can’t breathe and you’re in so much pain and then after your cycle everything’s back to normal???? Its so exhausting can’t wait for it to be over. I need someone to hold me in their arm all day :(

it’s like I get 2 good / normal / productive and sexy weeks a month??? And the rest of it I’m depressed and anxious and feel mostly unattractive. This is not fair

[cheesedissolvesmostofmyworries]

touched the bottom of madness(PMDD)

[hoeheaven]

It’s still absolutely insane to me that I just have to accept that for two weeks out of the month I may have to cope with being completely immobilised, with a constant barrage of negative thoughts to the point of suicidal ideation -simply because I’m a neurodiverse woman, and there’s nothing i can do about it

[kristalldroppar]

I'm feeling lonely. I'm not but the feeling is there. I usually post stuff like this in private or write in my book! But I'm very bored, feel free to ask anything about me ahh

[bloodwrittenballad]

turns out i didn’t wanna kms, i just got my period

[clownaura]

i swear every month without fail, i hit ovulation and feel like i’m weighted to the bed…like i can barely roll over i’m so fatigued

[dailydragon08]

I hate PMDD

[4spooniesupport]

[vizthedatum]

Menstruation-day-I-lost-count:

I’ve been spotting and bleeding for a couple weeks now.

I have a full blown period this week, and it hurts so much.

My energy level have been going down from Sunday and now I’m in severe pain and very depressed (I also have PMDD). I’m super weak.

My strategies: complain as is my right, TENS unit, CBD salt baths, CBD and THC creams, try to move but then sit back down when it hurts, heat packs, resist taking pain meds due to them flaring up my GI (sucks), lidocaine patches, other types of period patches, scoffing at people giving me unsolicited advice without asking my permission (mainly bc I’ve had painful periods, I have an endometriosis diagnosis, I have an IC diagnosis, I have a PCOS diagnosis, I have gone through several rounds of pelvic floor physical therapy, etc.), medical cannabis to cut the pain, trying to eat healthy but also struggling very hard, hydration, being angry, etc.

It’s a hard day. I’m essentially single with no partners. I am in transition with my life,

And let me be clear

If you know me, then you will know that my being vulnerable with my life and my issues has very little bearing as to what I can accomplish in this life or my integrity.

I think a lot of people write me off. But it’s also one of many insecurities I’m working on.

[druckkugelschreiber]

Apparently it is once more time for „hormones make me feel like shit“ for like a week or more

Jolly rogers! Lucky me!

[bloody-bongwater]

[nat20composure]

[medinaquirin]

It is once again "an organ the size and temperament of a rabid chinchilla should not have this much control over my mental health" time

[bombyixmori]

Been feeling really depressed lately tbh. I’m getting things done but I just don’t have any energy