Thank you algorithm for showing me blue light dancing into meaning, like that cool advertisement about forgetting your first philosophy, or the code pattern in Kontra, on how to solve ocean acidification, with molasses or was it moss? I can't recall which one I decided but as long as the sight of the half-drunk rum bottle resembles your waist, I will paint memories of how we sneaked past your village guard at 3 to kiss inside the broken roundabout fountain, like two abandoned hydro power plant machines, covered in giggles and moss, or were they molasses, saliva even? please retain the lush green appearance. I know your gentle touch, afraid butterflies might come out for the sun is too bright and dormant. Throughout history, being mean paired with compassion has been the greatest remedy. Visit me, Selkie, as my bones may once again delve deep into our duty into the sea. To remove its acid or something. How long will it take for a village to raise the dead child? How long will it take for the travellers to come back for a glass of water?
/someone will arrive soon, please, please, please, do not remind me of the sea/
Your “friends” don’t know you like I do. You see, I knew immediately what you were trying to say. I was an escape from reality, a fantasy that never materialized. You had just broken up with your ex and was not in a good place, smoking tons of zaza and fishing for positive reinforcement on Discord selfie channels. I was your little Zazathura, this little game that only made since because you were stoned to the walls.
I had an opportunity to cross the “Bridge to Terabithia” and meet you in the woods for a little rendezvous, but I didn’t hop on it. Your ex was guarding this bridge (tree branch) and I was supposed to come out there and be the hero and save you from it all, but I didn’t. You turned to camming and virtually cucked me in the process. It’s a strange, non-linear timeline movie like Primer. I didn’t actually break my dick when I was 13, I broke it last year when you virtually cucked me, because I was too chicken shit to meet up when I had the chance.
Now you spend your time snickering with teenagers about how I never really knew you and using hallmark poetry to support this half baked conclusion. As if its ever about “knowing vs not knowing someone.” Its more accurate to say that I knew you differently than others knew you. I’m much more perceptive than you ever gave me credit for. I could see how you smile, and how you paused before answering certain things, and how the light radiated off your face. I could tell when you were sad and seeking attention. Did you really think I wouldn’t notice you playing Arctic Monkeys constantly for a month after the monkey incident? I suppose others would say it was just part of your jedi mind tricks, but would you really do that if you didn’t care?
Of course, I never expected you to feel the way I felt about you, but I find it extremely patronizing that teenage FBI agents would insinuate that what I felt wasn’t real. It was parasocial, to be sure, and as such, I understand, reciprocity was always going to be unlikely, but who said genuine feelings must be reciprocated?
I never fully worked out what I wanted from you, I just knew that I wanted you in my life.
Edit: I am humbly asking you teenage FBI Agents to tone it down. I was getting playground pussy while your parents were still virgins. Check yo self
i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
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my favourite bakugou x you trope is the one where he randomly gets thrown 10 years into the future by a villain with you (or to spice things up, his current gf/ “situationship” who isn’t you) by his side and they discover that bakugou is a number 1 pro hero now who’s very established, agency and billboards - the whole nine and he’s chuffed, he really is.
he tries to keep a low profile as he doesn’t want to alter the future and change the past but he sees you across the street - decade older, very pretty you donning a wedding ring on your finger and he’s sick, practically throwing up when he also sees a baby in your pram that he’s sure isn’t his…
until he sees his future self exit a building and scoop you up into his arms, then leaning down to pick said baby from its seat - and the baby is the spitting image of bakugou.
he has to hide behind the alleyway bin to alleviate his breathing.
I've always harped on their "chemistry" and its no exaggeration. They fit together so naturally. They are so very in tune with each other, when you are with that person and you feel like everything is right and it doesn't matter what you are doing, where you are going or if you are doing anything or nothing at all.
This episode was completely different than any of the previous episodes.
By the end of November they both knew what was going to happen and embracing the idea that they were about to "go in" and they were doing this together. They flat out said they were making memories to take with them while they served their military obligation.
Jimin and Jungkook clearly see themselves as just ordinary people living extraordinary lives, and they want to and expect to experience ordinary things.
The convenience store visit.
They ran like kids sliding on the ice, stomped in the snow, threw snowballs at each other, even though occasionally, Jimin's pragmatism burst their cozy little bubble:
Jungkook: "When it snows during our military service I think I'll recall this moment."
Jimin: "Right now, we're watching the snow from a hotel window but soon we'll have to sweep it up."
Ever the romantic, that Jimin...
Walking on the street with the general public, getting coffee, making their way to the train station... just like everyone else...
Yes, they had a crew with them, leading them and following them through the streets of Sapporo. But everything they did was ordinary.
When they are ordering food or drinks, their attempts at reading and speaking Japanese are endearing. They just dove right in. I love them. See? Don't let language be an obstacle when traveling in a foreign country!
I don't know if that's his personal little round furry money purse or if the staff used that for this trip's spending money and just handed it to him... but it was cute as fuck.
There is nothing pretentious about them. Yes they can whip out the black card to pay for expensive whisky but Jungkook took pleasure in choosing what he wanted himself, carrying his armload of 18 year old whisky to the counter and paying the $4000 for it himself at the distillery. He could have had someone else do it for him.
We saw these purchases in his refrigerator during his live on Dec. 8:
As ordinary as it was, there were still some very WTF moments that everyone has already pointed out:
That moment from the car ride on the way from the airport to the hotel at 11 o'clock at night, no seatbelts, Jimin practically sitting in Jungkook's lap and both smushed against the door. Jungkook looking like he is about to get lucky or just did.... man, I don't know what that was all about and how it stayed in this episode instead of getting edited out. I mean... there is a cut so we are not seeing the entire thing but what they left in was... ok?... I guess?
The train ride sequence (even though it was highly manipulated in post-production to wipe out all the other people)...
That culminates in this... we hope it ends up being a selca in the photobook. The moment was so sweet.
At the distillery, cosplaying their pickup lines at a bar...
Jimin's moment of clarity when he envisioned himself a girl dad and Jungkook thinking "uhhhhh... ok, Jimin, whatever you say"...
Gotta say though, Jimin envisioning himself a father at some point in the future was very sweet.
They reminisced a lot, talking about how much they and the other members have changed over the years and still remarking to each other how young they both look when back outside in the cold air, cheeks flushed from whisky and beer and a hot meal.
Their point of view regarding their looks, "they enjoy watching us gradually get raggedy and fat."
Yet, their age difference is exactly what makes them click. Jimin being older, caring, watchful, responsible in the early years, and Jungkook, so young, still socially awkward, always watching Jimin, always sticking close by him, learning how to maneuver the situations they faced in their profession. Through the years they evolved and matured personally and professionally into the men they are today.
If they had been same-agers, the outcome may not have been the same.
Again, props to the staff for everything they did to make this happen for Jimin and Jungkook. It appeared that some of the time they remained outside in the cold while Jimin and Jungkook were indoors eating or getting coffee.
This trip was their final trip before that "rite of passage" that every Korean male is obligated to fulfill. There was a poignant edge to a lot of this episode, in what they talked about, in the imagery. Jimin has always seemed to want to hang on to his "youth" and now he was about to cross that line and he knew it.
I also keep harping on the fact Jimin and Jungkook are together as we speak and I am thankful for that every day. I firmly believe they are thankful for each other, even if they are not same age friends.
au where the entire plot of pidw gets derailed when shen qingqiu shows up with a baby and announces to the rest of the world that yue qingyuan got him pregnant.
(i think there’s a fanfic where sqq babytraps yqy but i just can’t find it for the life of me)
Do you know who's also 15 has a final form values friendship above most things wants to keep everyone safe and has fought and won against multiple gods or god-like entities???
anyway I firmly believe a little bit of Sonic could have saved Chuuya.