I never wrote about winning the cosplay contest at STSF (lol wild), but here's the prize certificate:
On the one hand, I (almost didn't enter and) didn't think I was going to win, but on the other hand, they kept talking about a cash prize. And ok, cash prizes have weird legal issues or whatever, but this certificate is bound only to the Creation merch tables, where they sell t-shirts and bags with AI art on them. I asked what I could use it for and the lady said "maybe" I could put it towards a photo op, but it also says no tickets, so that's still up in the air.
That night, Eugene Cordero was hanging out with us at the afterparty (lol hey Rutherford (!!!???) you're super chill) and someone mentioned I'd won the contest/I probably said something about my $500 worthless prize. So he signed it to make it worth "less"
ANYWAY, all this to say
If I can use it towards a photo op (doubtful), and there is a group Voyager cast shot (cause hello expensive and I am, how you say, not formally employed), I think it'd be hilarious to do Threshold mutant Tom Paris
It seems highly doubtful, but it's a thought that at least keeps me quite amused
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BELOW 30 LIBRARY CHECK OUTS I BASICALLY HAVE MY LIFE TOGETHER 🎉🎉🎉🎉
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theres nothing i hate more than when i mention anything about turning 18 soon or being excited to get older and someone goes like "oh haha life gets so much worse when ur an adult! youre going to hate it! you havent seen anything 🙄 teenagers always think being an adult is magical🙄 yadayada" like. ok ik its not like ppl entered my brain and viewed my entire life before saying that but i have literally been suicidal since im 11 until last year i could NOT imagine myself surviving to adulthood enough let me have a little bit of hope. let me be excited ab the fact i might be alive when im 20 and 30 and 40 pls
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do you know what your most played game is?
on steam it's appearently Team Fortress 2 with 2,460 hours, with Garrys Mod about 10 hours behind.
i don't really play either much these days due to my laptop though. can't say that Team Fortress 2 would be any higher though these days, hours-wise, if that weren't the case.
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baking peach puffs and crying on a late night cuz im having my annual birthday blues 💔
Never been an introvert but I feel more and more alienated each day from friends and family, both physically and emotionally. I’ve been meaning to take off all by myself to some island of where I don’t speak the language for a swim and night-out on my birthday for a couple of years now but real-life responsibilities always manage to intervene. And the thought of rotting away alone in my room year after year is just terrifying.
Also, maybe don’t throw your kids 3+ separate birthday parties and then let them have none or one last-minute pity cake when they grow up?
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as someone with insomnia whose brain runs a mile a minute at all hours of the day every day always it's often hard for me to remember that i need sleep like everyone else does. like i see mentions of people sleeping and im like "lol couldnt be me" then i remember that i too must go unconscious every night, ideally for at least 8 hours a night, every single day, ad infinitum,
literally what is the point. i'd rather use my time for other things thanks
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