#puro sever

[dontaskchaosandco]

this is werewolf lore, right

[julianbutnotliketheking]

dripping ghost headcanons because im bored and cant sleep so im gunna

- Aether, before he left the band, still usually called Soso 'Dew', or 'Dewdrop'

- Swiss and Mountain do sometimes too, but they've gotten used to calling him Sodo for the most part

- Ifrit and Zephyr (theyre alive in the au i have with my boyfriend) only call Sodo 'Dew', or 'Dewdrop', or nicknames along the lines

- Sodo doesn't really care what hes called. Dew is more sentimental when its coming from the ghouls he used to be so close to, but Sodo suits him a lot better than Dewdrop ever did

- Sodo is very averse to change, and when Rory and Phantom were summoned he got really upset and the change in dynamic in the pack since they were trying to welcome the new ghouls. He never really hated them personally, he just got upset and mad

- Sodo is very loving and soft, but his love language is bullying. Its hoe he shows affection, by calling you names (he makes sure its obvious hes being playful)

- Sodo sucks at apologies, so he goes out of his way to do stuff for people instead as a form of apology. if its something he genuinely really needs to apologise for, he'll text the person or give them a handwritten note depending on the severity of it

- Swiss takes great great pride in his teeth. They are his pride and joy in life. he takes amazing care of them and he loves to bite

- Swiss takes after a lot of fire ghoul traits and helps Sodo with the puro magick they use on stage

- Aurora is dragonlike and loves to hoard pretty things. anything that catches her eye

- Aurora has fire and air ghoul qualities

- Ifrit and Zephyr are a mated pair (but because polycule ghouls are real to me, it was an open relationship type deal)

- Sodo and Aether were also a mated pair, but it was never really explicitly mentioned

- Aether was forced to leave the band by Imperator for 'fraternising' with Copia

- The band wasn't told whether he was dead or alive for months (adding onto Sodo's unhappiness with Phantom, who he ciewed as an Aether replacement)

- The band was also never told about Zeph and Fritter being alive, they were told that they had died (they had been taken to a restricted part of the ministry for another job)

- The ghouls in the band get somewhat special treatment because of being so important, and often have other ghouls or sisters of sin catering to them

[portalplugado]

🇺🇸🇵🇹🇧🇷 How old do cats live and tips for them to live longer. Several factors affect your life expectancy, two main ones are race and lifestyle. They usually live 15 to 20 years, but some live much longer. .

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The Birman (or Sacred Cat of Burma), Siamese, Burmese and Persian breeds are at the top of the list, while the Bengal, Abyssinian and Ragdoll are the least long-lived. In general, mongrel cats seem to live longer than purebred cats.

Females also have slightly longer lifespans than males. .

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Tips to prolong the life of the cat:

Keep it indoors whenever possible! .

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Neutered cats live longer because they are less likely to roam at night or fight with others. Surgery is usually performed when the cat is about 4 months old, but it can be performed at any age. .

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Keep him at a healthy weight. Do not overfeed him and encourage him to move around, for example by playing with him and incorporating games at mealtimes. .

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Buy quality, nutritious and balanced feed. Make sure you have specific sources of protein (chicken, salmon, lamb, etc.) and not generic “meat”. Avoid feeds that contain a lot of grain. Offer wet food (sachet or can), which contains a lot of water. .

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Provide clean, fresh water. Cats develop liver problems because they don't like water very much, and they have problems in their hydration. .

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Take him to the vet for regular checkups. Once a year is sufficient, except in an emergency between appointments. The veterinarian can also diagnose, treat and prevent parasites such as fleas and worms. .

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Keep him happy! He needs to be stimulated. Make the house pleasant by giving her toys, cat tree, cozy corners and perches. Still, there's nothing like sharing special moments with him, so spend more time together. .

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Cats have 7 lives? It's an ancient Egyptian legend, they have always been seen as mysterious animals.

Guinness Book says that the oldest cat in the world was Creme Puff, from the USA, female who died in 2005, at 38 years and 3 days old! Equivalent to 168 human years!

Source: meupet.elanco.com

Photography: vasilisa_via (pxhere.com)

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Quantos anos vivem os gatos e dicas para que vivam mais. Vários fatores afetam sua expectativa de vida, dois principais são a raça e o estilo de vida. Eles vivem geralmente de 15 a 20 anos, mas alguns vivem muito mais. .

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A raça Birman (ou Gato Sagrado da Birmânia), Siamês, Burmês e Persa estão no topo da lista, enquanto o gato-de-bengala, o Abissínio e o Ragdoll são os menos longevos. No geral, os sem raça definida parecem viver mais do que gatos puros de raça.

As fêmeas também têm expectativa de vida pouco mais longa que a dos machos. .

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Dicas para para prolongar a vida do gato:

Mantenha-o dentro de casa, sempre que possível! .

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Gatos castrados vivem mais porque são menos propensos a passear à noite ou a brigar com outros. A cirurgia geralmente é realizada quando o gato tem cerca de 4 meses, mas pode ser realizada em qualquer idade. .

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Mantenha-o em um peso saudável. Não alimente-o em excesso e incentive-o a se movimentar, por exemplo, brincando com ele e incorporando jogos à hora de comer. .

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Compre ração de qualidade, nutritiva e equilibrada. Veja se tem fontes específicas de proteína (frango, salmão, cordeiro, etc.) e não “carne” genérica. Evite rações que contenham muitos cereais. Ofereça ração úmida (sachê ou lata), que contém muita água. .

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Disponibilize água limpa e fresca. Gatos desenvolvem problemas hepáticos porque não gostam muito de água, e possuem problemas em sua hidratação. .

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Leve-o ao veterinário para exames regulares. Uma vez por ano é suficiente, exceto no caso de emergência entre consultas. O veterinário também pode diagnosticar, tratar e prevenir parasitas, como pulgas e vermes. .

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Mantenha-o feliz! Ele necessita ser estimulado. Torne a casa agradável dando-lhe brinquedos, árvore de gatos, cantos e poleiros aconchegantes. Mesmo assim, não há nada como partilhar momentos especiais com ele, então passem mais tempo juntos. .

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Gatos têm 7 vidas? É uma antiga lenda egípcia, eles sempre foram vistos como animais misteriosos.

Guinness Book diz que o gato mais velho do mundo foi Creme Puff, dos EUA, fêmea que faleceu em 2005, aos 38 anos e 3 dias de idade! Equivalente a 168 anos humanos!

Fonte: meupet.elanco.com

Fotografia: vasilisa_via (pxhere.com)

[km-writers]

I think the gays should lowkey engage with the show. Every tweet of that woman is a subtle insult for the real fans na matiyagang naghihintay ng improvement. Ang unfair lang para sa inyo(fic and video creators) na nagsusuggest lang naman ng mga ideas.

The cons would for sure a punch for JaneNella career, maiiwanan sila. Kaya rin siguro ang tapang magdrop ng mga subtle insult kasi alam niya the gays are down bad. Ah basta, nakakainis. Akala ata nila dahil puro suggestions ang fandom eh gusto na agad ihighlight ang dalawa together like their agenda with their integral main character. Hehehe.

Salute sainyo na very vocal sa pagsupport. Swerte ng JaneNella sainyo.

Ps. Aabangan ko na lang po sa a03 ang inyong mga fics hahahaha galing niyo po magsulat, very creative ang ideas and engaging ang narration. More smut pa po HHAAHAH

Honestly, JRB and the show is lucky that the fans are still willing to watch despite the insulting way the prod team interacts with their audience. I have seen and been part of fandoms that mercilessly drops shows and fully stop supporting the cast just because the network/executives were disrespectful to the fandom. Ultimately, it comes down to - how much are we as a fandom willing to take in support of JaneNella? Worth it naman to show support for just the two in recognition of their talents and efforts.

To be honest, I watch the show cause as a writer, I want to see how the characters I write about change and evolve in the canon media. I do think there have been some improvements lately, but the production is balancing several interests - not just our fandom's but also the other shippers and of course, the general public. This would lead to those "Teleserye" moments that appeal more to the casual viewer. For some, that's a big turn off, and for others it's a pain they can stomach. I'm clearly in the second camp.

I engage with the prod team whenever there is room for good discourse, but there's no point in exhausting ourselves fighting them when we can utilize our energy supporting JaneNella and the cast instead.

(Thanks for reading all my works! More smut? I can do that. HAHAHA Although next month pa ko free magsulat, hayst.)

[padaaayon]

So a couple of weeks naisipan ko gupitan yung buhok ko kasi ang hassle nya ng ayusan. Minsan lang ako magpahaba ng buhok since hindi kagandahan ang buhok ko lol. I tried several treatments for my hair but all of those weren’t work out. Parang tayo ba yan? Kidding aside. Pinagtripan ko ulit yung bangs ko, and suddenly ang pangit ng result hindi sya pantay expect ko dora peg ako pero hindi so tiis nalang talaga ako sa puro clip and half bun. Cute naman tingnan hehe. Wala lang ang daldal ko lang tonight. Wala kasi akong kausap so tambay lang dito sa tumblr hanap chismis hahaha

[jye-yi-yo-yu]

Ambilis naka 1 month na ko dito sa UAE. And totoo pala talaga na mahirap makahanap ng work dito ang lalaki. I was able to land several interviews naman na kaso puro nalang "we will call you back if you get shortlisted." Alam mo yung anxiety ko sa interviews natanggal na dami ng interviews ko tapos ibat ibang lahi pa and ansaya pala talaga makipagusap sa ibang lahi. Anyway, fighting! Sana madagdagan yung foreign friends ko dito sa UAE at sana magkawork na ako. I can say that na kahit hirap ako maghanap ng work eh naeenjoy ko naman stay ko dito.

[whatdoesshedotothem]

Saturday 15 August 1835

8 20

1 5

no kiss  fine morning F64° at 9 ¼ am at which hour breakfast - off from the Green man Ashbourne (comfortable country Inn) at 11 - drove to the church largish  handsome old gothic building wished A- to see and myself to see again the monument to Sir Brooke Boothby’s little girl - who died of water on the brain - a whole length (portrait of the recumbent statue child asleep beautifully executed - ‘T. Banks R.A. Sculptor’ - the following inscriptions are round the tomb which the statue lies right side entering the chapel

                        I was not in safety neither had I rest and the trouble came.

To Penelope

only child of Sir Brooke and Dame Susanna Boothby

born April xi. 1785 died March xiii. 1791

She was in form and intellect most exquisite

The unfortunate parents ventured their all

on this frail bark and the wreck wast total.

NO.2

Omnia tecum una perierunt gaudia nostra,

tu vero felix

et beata

Penelope mea

quae tot

tantisque

miseris una

morte perfuncta es.

NO.3

Lei. che. l’ciel. ne. mostra [mostrò]. terra. n’asconde.

Le crespe chiome d’or puro lucente

E’l lampeggiar dell angelico riso

che solean far in terra un paradiso

Poca polnere [polvere] son che nulla sente.

 lei che ‘l ciel ne mostrò, terra n’asconde [da Se lamentar augelli o verdi fronde]

le crespe chiome d’òr puro lucente

e ’l lampeggiar de l’angelico riso,

che solean fare in terra un paradiso,

poca polvere son, che nulla sente. [da Sonetto 292: Gli occhi di ch’io parlai sí caldamente]

 NO.4

Beauté c’est don ici tou dernier azyle!

Son cercueil

Ne la contient pas

Toute entiere

Il attend le rest

De sa proie. --- il

ne l’attendra – pas

Longtems  

the 4 lines enclosed in this figure are the 4 lines written round the table-slab placed on and projecting over the tomb, and on which table-slab the statue lies - the whole of the inscriptions are written with a period in the middle of a line after every word, as in the 1st line in no. 3  which has a striking effect.  I first saw this beautiful monument about 10 years ago when making a little tour from Buxton with Mrs Lawton - the 1st line, in English affected me then, and with less this morning!  20 minutes in the church - looked at little save this monument - off from the church at 11 27 - alighted at the top of the hill just above the descent into Dovedale, and where woman guide met us, at 12 12 - she called the dale from entering at the foot of the hill where we alighted to the neat house inhabited by ----- and belonging to Squire Atherton, where the carriage meet us - 4 miles - just 2 hours in walked - rested several times - A- tired so that I think the real distance was not more than as they said at the Inn 2 ½ to 3 miles - waited 5 minutes in the farmyard of Squire A-‘s house till the carriage came down to us - Dovedale a pretty little dale watered by the Dove a clear gentle trout stream spoilt every now and then by artificial falls of about 2ft - it vexed us to see nature so tampered with - the Staffordshire side of the Dale the property of Mr Watts Russell of Ilam (according to pronunciation) hall who also claims the whole of the stream, and has a gravel walk private drive along it - the Derbyshire side of the dale, that along which we and 2 or 3 other parties walked, the property of Sir Henry Fitzhubert - Got into the carriage at 2 17 - drove across 3 or 4 fields till we got into the high road again - 9 miles from Ashbourne to Newhaven a good single house Inn direct but a round of 5 miles + 9 =14 miles by Dovdale -alighted at the Great hotel, crescent Buxton at 4 50 - full except a little sitting room rez de chaussée right on entering and one double bedded room an 2nde to the back - very lucky to have these rooms - 2 or 3 carriages sent away - sat talking - dressed - dinner at 6 ¼ in ¾ hour - sat talking - tea at 9 - before and after till 12 5 - wrote out all but the first six lines of Tuesday the whole of Wednesday and the first 31 lines of Thursday - very fine day till between 2 and 3 then a little rain about or near 5 - F64° now at 12 50 tonight - On our arrival looked over the arrival book - found Mr and Mrs Christopher Wilson and Sir Charles Scudamore here

[pxmarierose]

An update, I guess.

It has been almost a year since I last visited this blog and yes, I am still alive. I actually have thought about updating this blog several times already but I don't think I had anything extremely important to say. So I think, I do have those now.

Almost two weeks ago, I lost another good friend that I have known for quite some time, Kite. Kite is our HR personnel way back 2006 when I joined Siemens PH. I actually just remember good times with her - no joke. Meron kasing iba na nagsasabi na naaalala mo lang or nasasabi mo lang yung mga magagandang bagay pag namatay na yung tao. Fuck cancer talaga. Bakit ba kako sa mabubuting tao pa nangyayari 'to. I miss you, Kite. Talagang puro masasayang alaala lang ang naaalala ko sa'yo. No more pain and suffering - and until we meet again.

I said "another" because this year, I also lost Pia - the sweetest person I was lucky to have met and made friends with. I knew Bridgerton because of her - as she lent her books to me (trusting me enough to take care of those) and even gave me a recipe of her croquettas. I miss you, Pia. I am so sorry that I haven't been a good friend to you.

And since we're talking about friends - here's what went down this week:

Yep. These are the same folks who were with me when my head was somewhere out there and non-functional. It's been a hot minute since we last hung out and went on a roadtrip and this is one of the highlights of my year. Nakaka-miss pala yung tawanang walang humpay talaga. Yung tulog na bahala na anong oras gigising (well s'yempre except for kailangan 'nyo mag-check out ng 12nn gaga ka ba) plus the never ending kwento whether it's about our work or personal lives.

Just a few realizations lang din: sabi ko kase noon, bakit kaya tuwing may paandar, hindi ako kasama? Ang sama ko ba'ng tao, gano'n? Hindi ba ako fit sa grupo nila? Ayaw na ba nila sa akin? I realized that as you grow older, you let people be. You don't force friendship. You don't force people to like you. You respect their decisions. You can be happy for them, whether they'll do the same or not. At the end of the day, it's you who is overthinking things, and who's forcing relationships, when you don't need to. People will like you if they'll like you. People will care for you if they want to. Keywords: if they want to.

So ayun lang ang hanash ko for this Saturday. I don't know when I'll get to update this again but thanks so much to those who read my old blog that's been around for quite some time now. :)

[ultravioletqueen]

He descubierto el musical de dr jekkyl y mister hyde y MAMITA QUE TEMAZOS , y me dio unas ideas para el pavel de threnody inspirado en el musical.

Su infancia es igual a la del original,osea fue abandonado en la iglesia más cercana por sus padres cuando era un bebé de 1 año,fue criado para volverse un digno pastor y hizo la religión toda su vida y motivación.

Pavel en este universo es un líder de culto que suele actuar como un obispo o papa para los humanos de la aldea en la que vive, siguiendo ideales extremistas como la matanza de otras razas que no sean la humana ,es en términos generales un religioso extremista.

Sin embargo el karma no tardaría en llegarle al ser maldecido por brujas,que hicieron que desarrollará una segunda personalidad basada en sus más oscuros deseos y pensamientos intrusivos, naciendo así barmaley,que representa toda la maldad que pavel lleva dentro de sí mismo y se niega a mostrar para mantener su imagen de hombre casto y puro.

Como dije barmaley representa todo lo que pavel quiere hacer pero no puede por mantener su buena imagen pública,cuando barmaley esta en control llega a cometer varios crímenes como amenazar a otras razas,perseguir a los que se le oponen e incluso llegando a cometer homicidios en arrebatos de ira o aburrimiento,busca el placer y la sangre donde sea posible.

En algún momento pavel llegaría a recurrir a los sacrificios para calmar la sed de sangre de barmaley y volver a tener control de su vida,llegando a convencer a sus seguidores más leales de traerle posibles sacrificios.

Pavel en el universo de threnody no tiene ninguna relación con evan(en este caso anselm) pero si ha pasado por lo de su relación y compromiso con bonnie,que de forma similar a la original inicio de forma inocente pero cuando bonnie empezó a ver la naturaleza megalomana de pavel,su abuso verbal y descubrir sus sacrificios ella decidió huir de él y el no ha tenido noticias de ella desde entonces,no quiere reconocer que la extraña.

Hasta ahora pavel sigue luchando por el control contra barmaley que cada vez se hace más fuerte mientras más intente deshacerse de él.

Edicion:olvide mencionar a @m1ssm1

I discovered the musical by dr jekkyl and mister hyde and MAMITA QUE TEMAZOS, and it gave me some ideas for the pavel of threnody inspired by the musical.

His childhood is the same as that of the original, that is, he was abandoned in the nearest church by his parents when he was a 1-year-old baby, he was raised to become a worthy priest and made religion his whole life and motivation.

Pavel in this universe is a cult leader who usually acts as a bishop or pope for the humans of the village in which he lives, following extremist ideals such as the slaughter of races other than the human, he is in general terms a religious extremist.

However, karma would not take long to reach him when he was cursed by witches, who made him develop a second personality based on his darkest desires and intrusive thoughts, thus giving birth to Barmaley, which represents all the evil that Pavel carries within himself and refuses to show to maintain his image as a chaste and pure man.

As I said, Barmaley represents everything that Pavel wants to do but cannot do to maintain his good public image. When Barmaley is in control, he commits several crimes such as threatening other races, persecuting those who oppose him and even committing homicides in Outbursts of anger or boredom, he will seek pleasure and blood wherever possible.

At some point Pavel would resort to sacrifices to quench Barmaley's bloodlust and regain control of his life, eventually convincing his most loyal followers to bring him possible sacrifices.

Pavel in the Threnody universe does not have any relationship with Evan (in this case Anselm) but he has gone through his relationship and commitment to Bonnie, which in a similar way to the original started innocently but when Bonnie began to see the Pavel's megalomaniacal nature, his verbal abuse and discovering his sacrifices she decided to run away from him and he has not heard from her since then, he does not want to admit that he misses her.

Until now, Pavel continues to fight for control against Barmaley, who becomes stronger and stronger the more he tries to get rid of him.

Edit:i forgot to tag @m1ssm1

[cuetzpalin1234]

Chicano report back on the Puro Pinche Palestina! Show and Night Market

It was a very cold Saturday evening January 20th, 2024. My partner and I arrived at the event about an hour or 2 after it started. We thought when we showed up it would be over. When we got closer to the location, it looked like a full house with cars lined up on both sides of the road. So, as we tried to find a space to park, we finally entered the event, and it was still very active. The 6pm show and night market was organized by Red Star and Bimbos for Liberation in coordination with Tandem, located at 310 Riverside Dr. San Anto, Tx.  The purpose of the event was to benefit San Antonio for Justice in Palestine. There was a very diverse crowd in the lot outside socializing and walking around looking at the 25+ vendors and local artists that were out there in solidarity and calling for a ceasefire.

There were several groups huddled around the different log fires they had set up for the cold winter evening. There was also food for sale by Saha, Gorda Bakes, Angel Numb, El Puño y La Mano, WRLD 8, and Slumber Party World created by Callie. You could also hear music coming from the DJ and live bands such as Vintage Pictures, Sacred Games, Optic Arrest, Bitter Critter, Powdered Wig Machine, and RoshII. We got a chance to check out the inside for some food and water. They also sell coffee, beer, and wine. It was comfortable. They had tables, chairs, and couches. They also had picnic tables outside as well. After attending the event it really motivated me to continue to organize. I promised myself I would try to be around more justice seeking people interested in making a positive impact in the world. So, this event was very uplifting because lately I had been feeling isolated. There were some myths or lies that I believe were challenged at the event: 1: No one in San Antonio cares about what is happening in Palestine. Clearly, there were many folks out there in support of the Palestinian people. 2: Chicanos and Africans have no connection to Palestinians.

Statement in solidarity with Palestine!

"So similar are the struggles of Palestinians and Chicanos that in 1980 El Partido Nacional de La Raza Unida sent a delegation to a historic meeting with Palestinian Liberation Organization founder Yasser Arafat. The meeting took place in Lebanon as it was impossible to enter Palestine at that moment. We must recall this meeting and the continued solidarity PNLRU has expressed to our sister and brothers of Palestine who despite facing the advance US funded weaponry and military might of the Zionist occupation nothing can break the iron will and national pride of the Palestinian people, and we see this in the relentless pride Palestinians express from the youngest child to the elderly they all know without a doubt that first and foremost they are Palestinian!

This is an example we cannot ignore here in Aztlan in the “Belly of the Beast” our national unity is challenged relentlessly with so many labels placed on us by this colonizer. The struggles of Palestine and Aztlan are deeply connected in fact the US imposed colonial border separating Aztlan and Mexico has Israeli contractors written all over it. Companies like Elbit, NICE, and Verint Systems have entrenched themselves within the border enforcement industry, which carries significant implications for La Raza. The introduction of drones, surveillance cameras, and sensor systems further militarizes La Frontera Falsa. PNLRU demands a thorough and critical evaluation of the involvement of Israeli security companies in US Mexico border security. This collaboration raises valid concerns about the continued militarization of our border and the potential infringement on human rights. Our stance on this issue doubles down on our support for the Palestinian people’s struggle for self-determination. Both struggles, for Chicano liberation and Palestinian liberation, deserve recognition and steadfast advocacy in the shared fight against oppression and imperialism."

“We felt we both had the same fight. They learned about our struggle that Chicanos were being thrown out of their homeland. So, they invited us on a fact finding mission so we could come back and tell the world that there are two sides to every story.” Rebecca Hill PNLRU-NM

There has been a lot of bad information being spread so it is hard to understand what is happening if you are just following the capitalist media and/or social media and relying on those sources to understand the root/s of the problem/s. Work collectively and do your research. Check out the following:

USA Foriegn Policy/Imperialism 

La Raza Unida takes these positions against the Imperialism of the United States of America. 

La Raza Unida believes in the self-determination of all people. 

La Raza Unida believes in peaceful coexistence. 

Indigenous peoples and developing nations must be self-sufficient and not exploited or manipulated. 

La Raza Unida believes in international worker solidarity, which Imperialism prevents through competition between countries. 

La Raza Unida stands for social change. Imperialism creates dictatorships that repress dissent, social change and self-determination. 

USA Occupation Forces International and Domestic (Militant/Police/ICE) 

La Raza Unida recognizes the US Military and its police forces as the armed wing of the settler colonizer. We stand in solidarity with all liberation struggles. 

The USA armed forces are designed to keep our people terrorized, exploited and controlled. 

The USA armed forces take advantage of the dire economic realities of our people with false promises. 

USA Veterans experience trauma and betrayal. La Raza Unida supports them in their healing. Their experience can be an asset to the true liberation of our people. 

Technology used abroad by the USA military today will be used against Raza tomorrow. 

La Raza Unida supports the right for our own people to develop a force to “serve, observe and protect” ourselves.

 La Frontera Falsa 

La Raza Unida does not recognize the “USA/Mexico” border as legitimate. It was imposed by military invasion and held by occupational forces. Therefore: 

No Human being is illegal. 

La Raza Unida opposes any militarization of la frontera falsa. 

USA immigration policy is designed to enrich the elite through the suffering of Raza and as a weapon against the Chicano people. 

The construction or expansion of any physical barrier at la frontera falsa must be opposed. 

We oppose the separation of families and the caging of children. 

Our Raza, whether Mexicano or CentroAmericano, must be allowed to migrate on their own continent in search of a better life for themselves and their children. 

As social workers we also have principles and values we must practice. We must value social, economic, and political justice and never compromise our principle of challenging injustice. Join an organization working for justice today!

[gundemarsivi]

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“Doğrusu şu ki; insan kirli bir nehirdir. Kirli bir nehri kirlenmeden içine alabilmek için bir deniz olmak gerekir.”

Friedrich Nietzsche

Kentin kenar semtinden sızıp gelen, yaşamlarını alın yazısı ve kadere bağlamış, her an yanmaya hazır, Cengaverler Tarlabaşı dolum tesislerinde ayrıştırıldıktan sonra, kötülüklerin bira niyetine içildiği sokaklara pompalanma döneminin henüz başladığı yıllardı Yasemin sokağa kendini vurduğunda.

Evlerde renkli televizyon patlaması yaşanılıyordu. Özel televizyon kanallarında cici-bici kadınlar; pop şarkılar söylüyordu… İzleyiciler kucak kucağa! Puro içen ablalar… Hayata renk gelmişti! Arzu ettiklerini yapamamış olmanın zorunlu mutsuzluğun bastırılmış perdesi sökülmüştü…

Hiçbir yürek akıntısının olmadığı; salt zevk düşkünlüğünün bedensel çözümünün karşılıklı alımlandığı gece gezmeleri tavan yapmıştı…

Ve bir gece Sıraselviler’de şeytan taşlamaktan ibadete vakit bulamayanların masasına sandalyesini yapıştırdı. Hayata dair çok şey konuşulan o gece Gümüşsuyu’nda bir eve davet edildi…

Fokur fokur kaynayan taşlar inceldikçe, ateşin altında öfke dolu sert çocuklar, kıskanç ve yorumsuzca çekirge sürüsü gibi saldırmışlardı üzerine(…) yiyip bitirmişlerdi kısa sürede bedenini, başlangıçta ayrımındaydı olanların…

Aydınlığı sevmeyen, karanlıkta yaşamayı ilke edindi kendine! Kurduğu ilişki ağı genişledikçe, kötülük mikronu ruhuna yavaş yavaş yerleşti! Bir erkeğin kolları arasında uyuyup kalacak kadın olgunluğundan çok uzaklaştı… Haşarı tavırları ortalığa saçıldıkça tanınırlığı arttı!

Herkes kendi sınırını kendi içinde aşıp yaşıyordu!

Yaşamımda ufak tefek kadınlarla birlikte olmadım; Aristoteles‘i dinledim, alımlı çalımlı endamı uzunları koluma taktım… Bir de Nietzsche‘in tanımıyla ineklerde görünen o sakin ve güven dolu bakışları olanı sevdim…

Ele avuca sığmaz derinliklerin yanı sıra aptallıklarımı keşfedip hem onları hem de hayatı içime çektim. Yine de meydanlardaki heykel yalnızlığından kurtulamadım bir türlü… Hep bir parçalanmışlık duygusu, bütünleşememe korkusu sayrılığı yapıştı kaldı yakamda.

Onca eğreltilemenin ortasında kapıldığım dalgalardan kurtuldukça, içimdeki aykırı adamın sesini dinledim! Kendimi, kendi yaptığım yanlışlarla eğittim sanısıyla uyandım yeni doğan günün sabahına!

İyiliğin mutlak olmadığını, baki kalanın cüzdanda var olan kâğıt parçacıkları sayesinde sanrı yaşadığımı bana fısıldayan, pencereme konan martıydı bir pazar sabahı…

Gizlemesini bilemediğim bir sürü çılgınlığı anlağımın odalarından dışarıya salıp bedenimden akıttım!… İnce şeyleri düşünmek için alçak sesle konuştum.

Kendimle konuştum. Kendimle barıştım. Kendimle alay etmesini de öğrendim aynaya baka baka… Değişken amaçlar için farklı yaşam biçimleri sokaklarda akarken ayrımsadığım uçkunluklara göz attım… Arada bu baharatlı çeşnilere de gönlümde yer verdim! Bazen hayatımın geceleri renklendi. Belki de bu yüzden dünyanın kalabalığını içimde eritebiliyordum.

– “Canım napacan beni?”

– “Cebime koyup taşıyacağım bu şehirden o şehre!…”

Yüzüne bir gonca yaprağı gibi tebessüm iliştirip:

– “Ayıkınca unutursun beni!”

Geniş ve kapatmasını beceremediği bir kapısı vardı. Oturduğu masada duygusala bağladığında sakınmaksızın acılarını, sevinçlerini, mutluluklarını çekilmekten aşınmış tesbih ipinden boşalan taneler gibi dağılırdı dudağından çağıl çağıl akan sözcükler.

Sigara dumanının boğduğu kurşuni havada içini döküp karşısındakiler ile paylaşırken, onların gözlerinin derinliğinde saklanan alaycı karanlığı göremezdi ya da umursamazdı!…

Hayat dama oynayan bir çocuktu. Kimini köle kimini kral yapıyordu!.. Ama, nedense erkekler kendilerini ebedi KRAL, evdeki kadınını köle, dışarıdaki sevgilisini KRALİÇE olarak algılardı…

Yasemin için bu nitelemelerin hiçbir önemi yoktu!.. Kendisini oldum olası masanın cariyesi olarak konumlandırırdı. Şiir okumayı sever. Çok güzel de rakı içerdi.

Kendi yaşamını bedenini ortaya dökerek yaşıyordu. ”İnsan kabul edilebilir yanlışlarıyla güzeldir.” demişti bir gün bana. Şaşırıp kalmıştım .İncecik bedeninde kocaman duygular taşıyan bu kadınla arkadaşlığımı sürdürecektim…

Gittikçe kararan ben’ini aydınlatmak için sokağa iniyordu. Her kaldırım taşında farklı bir topuk sesiyle sekerek yürürken, hayata havlu atmış kalabalığın arasına karışıyordu!… Yalnızlığın kurdelasını keserim kanısındayken çoğalan yalnızlığında boğuluyordu!

Ben bu şehirde kuruyup yıkılan yüz yıllık çınarların gölgesinde serinlerken yaz geceleri, hep avucumda yarısı içilmiş cigara saklardım yanımda, yakınımda duracak yolculara da ikram etmek üzere.

Firari bir adamım kendi yalnızlığımda; geçmişime makara sarıyordum… Tüm anılar bu çıkmaz sokakta. Kaldırımlarında hicranlar büyüttü bedenim. Islak ıslak oturup gökyüzünün erimsiz karanlığına Hicaz salarken sesim ay ışığında parçalara bölünüyordu. Sapsarı bir Hüzzam… Gözyaşını çağlayana dönüştüren uzun bir Nihavent faslını Şükrü Tunar’ın klarnetinden dinlemişti bu kulaklar…

Ruhu kalbura dönüştüren, içinde güzellik adına ne varsa boşaltan masalardan uzaklaşıp, kendimi lacivert bir karanlığa yürüdüm. Bebek Vapur İskelesinin önünde durdum… Gün ışıyana kadar Boğaz’ın sesini dinledim.

Atina-Selanik

Ocak 2024

[rineedagger]

El danzar de sus palmas acompasadas por el ajetreado pulso de su pecho; se siente tan visto, tan indefenso— solo de pensar en la noticia a punto de dar notaba cómo se le retorcía el pescuezo. Pues su bagaje siempre le recuerda porqué alguien como él nunca se encontraba reflejado en ojos compañeros— el fementido pesaje de no ser suficiente robusto, suficiente ruidoso— Ávido observador, discreto, minucioso.

Con continuos cambios de talla de zapatos a su espalda, varias dioptrías que enturbiaban el mundo y una voz que cambió de registro, su peculiar latido siempre se mantuvo inquebrantable, puro; más su madre ya se lo suplicó en cuanto se abrió al mundo: “protege ese alma, ese corazón, esos ojos tan…tuyos”. Sus hombros pesan por la promesa de aquella penitencia— aún más tras su ausencia. El único alma que lo veía la creyó muerta; pero ahora no puede más que susurrar al sepulcro que hoy por primera vez se vio en los ojos de otro.

-"Mamá, no estoy solo"-

The dance of his palms, in rhythm with the bustling pulse of his heart; he feels so seen, so weak— just thinking about the news about to break made his neck twist. You see, his baggage always reminds him why someone like him can never be reflected in confident eyes— the deceptive weighing of not being robust enough, noisy enough— An eager observer, discreet, thorough.

With continuous changes in shoe size behind him, several diopters clouding the world and a voice that shifted its tone, his peculiar heartbeat always remained unbroken, pure; yet his mother begged him as soon as he opened up to the world: "Protect that soul, that heart, those eyes so… yours."— His shoulders bear the weight of that penance's promise (even more after her absence). The only soul that could see him believed it dead, yet today, he can barely whisper to the tomb that, for the first time, he saw himself in someone else's eyes.

-"Mom, I am not alone"-

[liquorwinecave]

About Jean Fillioux Cognac – Liquor Wine Cave

Founded in 1880 by Honoré Fillioux, the company is now run by his great-grandson Pascal J. Fillioux. The vineyards lie in the heart of the Grande Champagne in the 'golden triangle': Verrières, Angeac-Champagne and Juillac-le-Coq. It is well known, this area yields the most delicate and finest Cognacs, and requires long oak barrel ageing to achieve maturity: the ageing is the key. Nothing will be done without Pascal's full control, from wines to labels and from soil to the bottle. It's a one-man-show. The men in the Fillioux dynasty have each borne a great love to their region and their soil. They have, from generation to generation, been blessed with an exceptional 'nose': that one, unique, talent that sets apart those who love greatness and those who are actually able to create it. The House of Jean Fillioux belongs to a select group of traditional family estates who have successfully defended their upper-quality niche over several decades by producing consistently authentic Cognacs that rest on century-old traditions, patience and love to become the masterpieces true connoisseurs appreciate.

Jean Fillioux COQ

Light and pleasantly fresh young Grande Champagne Cognac, with floral notes, vine blossom, lime tree, then some fruity notes, citrus peel. To enjoy at any time of the day, perfect for some cocktails and for cooking.

Jean Fillioux Cep d’or

A mature Eau-de-Vie with a fiery but balanced colour. « Very lively Cognac with a vivacious aroma of raisins, bananas, grapes, nuts, anise, caraway ; increasing fruit on the palate ( ripe melons, nuts) – an altogether delightful experience ». The Cognac guide, Axel and Bibiana Behrendt.

Jean Fillioux tres vieux XO

« Very full, noble Cognac of a classic cut with an appetizing aroma of orange marmalade, pears, quince, bananas, citrus, sandalwood and old port. Powerful aftertaste with overtones of tropical fruits (maracuja, mango) ». The Cognac guide, Axel and Bibiana Behrendt. « Lingering on the palate and finely complex, this Cognac is your perfect end-of-evening companion to offer your friends. A pure Fillioux-family product, it combines elegance and strength without pretentiousness ». Patrice Franck, Sommelier President of the South-West of France, Editor in Chief of the Revue du Sommelier (Wine Waiter’s review).

Jean Fillioux 1992

Harvested and distilled in 1992, this cognac was matured in French brand new loose grain oak casks, in a cool damp cellar. At the first sight, a very pretty luminous golden amber color. Appetizing flavors on the nose with notes of butterscotch, vanilla, ripe peach and candied orange. Rich and powerful on the palate, notes of caramelized orange and Mexican vanilla (currants, cocoa). Very mature cognac offering an amazing so long finish with aromas of peppery spices and licorice coming through.

Jean Fillioux 1994

A recently released Vintage, in the quality tradition of this boutique cognac house. Pure Grande Couture! . With his roots firmly planted in the pure, time-honoured tradition of his ancestors, a man content in the shadows and a conjuror of magical aromas, Pascal will be happy to welcome you into his cellars where you can discover and share his Collection Privée.

Jean Fillioux Cigar Club

An  Eau-de-Vie of character, with its surprising myriad bouquets. Cigar Club is an invitation to feel and scent the utterly honeyed finesse of its vanilla, almond and cigar-box fragrances. Savor its powerful, unctuous flavour and discover its subtly mingled aromas of confit prune, cinnamon and black chocolate. A deep, lingering Eau-de-Vie. A perfect match for your favored Havana Cigar. « Committed to the nobility of its origin and to process which involves no manipulations, the House of Jean Fillioux presents an Eau-de-Vie which is supple in character, fruity, elegant but sufficiently full-bodied and lingering, the only one in its Cognac & Cigar category worthy of a grand Puro. Bravo ! La Revue du Vin de France ( French Wine Review).

Jean Fillioux reserve familliale

The purest noblesse and distinction of a Grande Champagne. So fine, so elegant so complex, so rich, this wonderful cognac is quite lively in spite of its very old ageing, creamy and appetizing, offering some notes of dried and jammy fruit, with the finest rancio aromas, leather, cigar box fragrances, toasted chocolate, liquorice and toffee. Very long finish with notes of honeyed and peppery spices coming through. It’s a travel in the infinite world of the aromas. A great cognac to meditate. Exceptional.

You can visit our entire range of Cognacs here

[truthsaboutlies]

hintce

turk diliyle hint dilinin hic bir ilgisi olmadigi , soz konusu ifadenin turk dili derken arapcayi dile getirikleri , kurtce denilen dilin sacmalik oldugu islami din sanan sacma sistemik bozuklugun anlatma cabasina olanlarin arapca dilinin bir formu olan kurtceyi kullandigi yine de turk dili ile kurt arap dili uzerinden hint dili ile bir baglanti kurulamadigi camilerini alip burdan gitmedikleri cunku canlarini takip kilise yapicaklari ortada olan can sever yahudileri ve onlarin ne yazik ki az oldugunu dusunursek yahudilere saldirmak ve hakaret etmek yasaktir . sigara , tutun , puro , elekrtikli sigara , ivir kivir , mangal yakmak , neyse ne hepsi yasaktir . ocak yakip kahve yapmak bile yasak . cay kesinlikle yasak . yemek yemek disinda hersey yasak . tek yemek yumurta ve tek icicek su .

[monstermaster13]

Werebelushi:

It has come to my attention that Russell Brand has been targetted as of recent for…behavior he used to do? Aaaaw come on. This is getting ridiculous. So many stupid accusations, you know…if these women claim he actually did those things why did they very much say it to the media instead of you know…the authorities? When Nathan had that document that was made about him in which he accused of being transphobic, a lot of what was said in the document was taking his comments on Avianine's artwork out of context, he wasn't harrassing Avianine…heck, he used to like her up until the Changed shit happened, look, just because he doesn't like Puro or Changed in general doesn't mean he thinks goo transformation in general is bad. And yeah the only reason he got accused of transphobia is because of a rant I did, which is stupid because I very much clarified my very reason for doing the rant.

The reason I did that anime tf rant is because I didn't like the ones I had seen, mainly just because they did nothing for me, oh they were well-written, just come on…can't I get at least one character tf where someone doesn't lose their memories? At the time I did not like the idea of turning into an anime character because of the stories in which those happened and those stories where about some random YCH (Your character here) being forcibly transformed, and that had nothing to do with the author or the artist or anything to do with them. To put things into context, I support any and all gender identies, even non-binary or even if you identify as a floating orb with lots of eyes, when one of Nathan's former friends came out as trans, Mel supported that person. So the accusations of Nathan being transphobic just because of my rant which I admit was terrible and I should have chosen my words more carefully, was bullshit.

And was the grooming thing…okay, so how does a series of RPs with a FICTIONAL character/OC count as grooming? Nothing sexual even happened in those RPs, and besides in context - i'm going to put it like this: Nathan was cursed to turn into a character who in the original source material is a villain and is thus turned evil, in the RPs he very much portrayed the character when cursed as being like that, and yes…he is ashamed to have done that because of the mind change, and he was brainwashed into making said character evil and into a monster like him, it was just an RP and that's not what grooming is. And before you are all 'oh, Nathan's just being a coward and using you as a mouthpiece' and bla ba bla heard those insults before you don't need to use them on me.

And those Pokemon tfs Mel did…those people who documented Nathan for the purpose of humilating him took them out of context. A lot of those people who were turned into Pokemon before, were people from either Encyclopedia Dramatica, Kiwifarms or from the Deviantart forum who made fun of Nathan for numerous stupid reasons including his choice in fursonas, you aren't mean to act like 'oh that's just being a childish douche', especially when all of those people were harrassing HIM and not the other way around. And nobody ever sympathizes with sites like those. You don't see people acting like EZ-PZ is 100% right when he does his bullshit Youtube essays about animation that exist only to ride on the coat-tails of Turkey Tom, do you? And for the record the people on the Deviantart art forum that mocked him, those posts were from SEVERAL FUCKING YEARS AGO, when he was being mocked for trying for his characters. And yes, there were some users characters on here that Mel really hated like Dylan aka the Clown Fetish Guy as I call him and Joe aka The World Domination Guy as I call him, but only because Dylan is a pervert who thinks that clowns and stereotypes are a type of tf or a species and Joe as a character is a jerkass and a whiny brat as a person.

For pete's sake, the person who played Joe very much acted like Nathan was in the wrong for having a different opinion than him over fucking Skyrim and Fire Emblem and ratted him out to BrandonKong, as if Brandon cares about what this person's personal drama at all, Joe, Brandon is your friend, not your personal army or your mother. You can't go telling him to go after every single person who you had a problem with. You claim you respect opinions yet you act like it's wrong for Nathan to hate Skyrim even though he finds it tedious and boring for valid reasons? You act like Mel sucks the fun out of everything? Joe, your character is a dickhead who always attempts to assimilate everyone, if this is supposed to be you as yourself, then I have the feeling nobody is going to believe you are anything but a horrible person. Look, a jerk character can work well, but you aren't Bojack Horseman or Rick Sanchez.

Nathan and Brandon are NOT enemies, he only made fun of Brandon's tastes on occassions and even that was taken out of context because he didn't understand why Brandon used to do all those questionable RPs with people like Joe and Dylan, at the time he thought the RPs were real, and he didn't know Brandon was playing a fictional version of himself…have I ever questioned Brandon's choices in tfs? Yes, a few times. But I didn't say he couldn't like monkeys or apes or that he couldn't hang out with those people. I just hated the RPs, not the person behind them, just the characters he chooses to RP with. I like his OCs, I like Brainy Kong…he is a cool character. It's just the ones we've reviewed on this show, we've treated as actual episodes in-universe and oh boy were those episodes awful…there was the Zootopia one with the sheep orgy, the one that bastardized Nathan's gorilla character and then derailed into one of those grossest sex orgies I had ever seen (not to mention…huh? The real Doctor Gorgo showed up and Brandon's character was a rubber clone of him, and in the previous episode Dylan's character very much Buffalo Billed Brandon by wearing him as a rubber gorilla suit, then there was the one where he tried to make Brandon into a dumb gorilla, for pete's sake the whole middle half of the second sample was just them arguing over and over about Kong names. I mean..Brandon had a point, Kongs have a personality trait and that personality trait goes with their name, being bad-smelling ISN'T a personality trait, it's like if you had a drug-addicted Kong OC and named him Stoney Kong because get it..he's a stoner),

Does it really matter how old Nathan was during the time of the RPs or how old the other person was? No, it isn't..it isn't anyone's buisness to question how old someone else is when they do something like online roleplaying because it's just fictional, it's not real. How many times must I explain this to you? I have nothing against character transformations if you want to turn into a character you like, but do you have to be hypersexual and creepy about it? Do you have to make it so you do mind changes? That's what ruins character tfs, not the person who makes them.

Anyway back to the Russell Brand allegations, me and Russell used to be enemies but now we've gotten along as friends. And honestly, why now? He gave up his rebellious rocker wannabe persona ages ago.

[maltrunners]

Viche Puro Rio Saija

Review by: The Auditor We have something very unique here in my glass thanks to a local friend. This is a Destilado Artesanal De Cana Amarilla from Columbia. This bottling is done by a very small but organized entrepreneur that has several bottlings from across the Colombian Pacific. This particular bottling was distilled by the Community Council of Santa Ana on the Saija river in the state of…