#ranting while high
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If there is a part of you that wonders "Am I a therian/something-kin/alterhuman"? Just dive headfirst into it. See how it feels, experience and live in it for a minute. Worst case scenario it's a phase. Best case scenario, you find exactly who and what you are.
In my experience, discovering and embracing transhumanism because you realize it's a piece of you that was missing and you never knew you needed is so fucking nice.
Even with the additional dysphoria on top of being transgender, it's worth it.
I know who and what I am, and my partner and boyfriend both treat me as who/what I see myself as. So when I'm finally home and can brush the weight of the world off my shoulders and see my partners, I'm the happiest robot-woman in the world.
With that and an online community of people, I know that I'm not alone in any of these experiences. You won't be alone either.
#robot otherkin#otherkin community#otherkin#therian#robotkin#sfw otherkin#sfw robotkin#self discovery#transhumanism#self acceptance#life isnt stangant#if its a phase#oh well#but if its a part of you?#then you can embrace it#intox posting#ranting while high#i am not human#i am a machine#alterhuman
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in light of recent news regarding the elongated musk rat; i didn't think a man could get this stupid
#Like??? it seems i set my standards much too high for how idiotic a person could be#like?? does he not know the reason of why the lambda symbol was chosen?? what the combine are meant to represent?? has he no media literacy#like this man is a parody of himself at this point its comical#''hmm yes i do think i will wear a pro-fascism hat while wearing the logo of an anti-fascist game franchise'' WHAT??#bug rants#dude i could write a whole essay on this#anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk#shitpost#current events#elongated muskrat#half life
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I’m with you, my love The lights shining through on you Yes, I’m with you, my love It’s the morning and just we two
#spike btvs#spuffy#spuffyedit#btvs#btvsedit#buffy the vampire slayer#it's terribly simple#you know you want to dance#injuries cw#bites and chews and gnaws on anyone who says buffy didnt love spike. BITES and CHEWS and GNAWS on them.#like is that not the whole point? of him? of his entire character arc? of his burning to ash as he breaks the sunnydale high school#(AKA buffy's personal cage within the slayer's cage that was sunnydale itself AKA the place where he and buffy first ever fought#and he nearly killed her for the very first time but was foiled by the immense love someone felt for her) as he breaks that place to rubble#in a way also very reminiscent of the first time they slept together and Literally Fucked A Building Down. anyway as he's doing ALL OF THAT#like sure she doesnt HAVE to love him she doesnt owe him anything and even if she did love isnt about obligation. but when buffy says#that she loves him in that scene. theres nothing to indicate that she doesnt feel it. that she isnt telling the truth.#idk man. people take a man who is dying telling someone not to love him as the gospel truth when i feel like its more ... like maybe he's#making a misguided effort to be kind? he's telling her ''dont get too hung up on the vampire thats about to catch on fire#and get your pretty ass out of here while you still can please.''#whatever. WHATEVER. in the perfect btvs that lives in my head most of ats isnt canon but esp the part where spike comes back and doesnt#immediately 1. ASK IF DAWN WAS OKAY 2. upon being told by angel that he cant be put in touch with buffy because [mumbles] misogyny?#go ahead and engage in a flirt campaign at harmony until she breaks down and calls buffy for him. those would be like the FIRST TWO THINGS#that spike did after he came back to unlife. first two things frfr#i'm gonna end the tag rant there. hmm
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And some days, I just wish you wouldn't look at me at all.
#ffxiv#sketch#wol#meteor survivor#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#oh no#its the consequences of his actions#everything is fine until the only man on the star you care about looks at you with the same contempt your father did#(Meteor's not doing it intentionally- its a reflex after he comes back for quite a bit)#and zenos is getting bodied because its been a while since... you know... him being able to really feel anything at all#and no- its not him regretting anything that had to do with varis- just him regretting the thought meteor could look at him like that#little does Meteor know he's emotionally bodying the man he's trying to be cordial with#its a little okay because in how I write adventurer zenos this serves as one of his main wake-up calls to make some changes#and realizing both the mistakes he's made with meteor and that meteor hating him in any way is actually -not at all- what he wants#but not okay on the end that every time meteor does this he has to watch zenos actively dissociate right in front of him#until zenos just kinda autopilots and walks away#the second time (or perhaps third) in the last 11 years that zenos has felt regret to any major capacity-#on meteor's end I just enjoy seeing the progression of the WoL through subtext#and why meteor is willing to even entertain the idea despite how much he hates zenos- his decisions and the path he's walked#is the realization that there is high chance that he could actually be a direct catalyst for zenos' growth#and the realization the wol has that they were the only one zenos has ever genuinely reached out to#besides- i just like the idea of having your equal other half fighting back to back with you- or being able to handle threats you cant#and i find their dynamic neat- of meteor not forgiving zenos but giving him his last chance- and growing to enjoy being around him#and zenos being able to work on moving past being the weapon or the monster- finding the connections he's longed for#and giving himself purpose to finally truly just live- for him to learn to experience and have the freedom to find what he enjoys#(and curiously him having estinien's brand of accidently helping people even in StB gives me ideas...)#but enough tag ranting- ill get to zenos' actual adventuring in another post lol
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My Ass Is COOKED.
#Im Still Vibrating Post High N W Autism Energy So I Made This Real Quick#Oblivion#TES#Elder Scrolls#Bethesda#Todd Howard#IM ABOUT 2 BE SO AUTISTIC ABOUT THIS#I LITERALLY WENT ON A 30 MINUTE AUTISM RANT IN EXCITEMENT ABOUT THIS 2 PRINCE#LIKE W SKYRIM BEING MY FAV GAME W OVER 5000 HOURS#I KNOW MY ASS IS C O O K E D#IM GONNA BE MISSING FOR LIKE 3 MONTHS LMFAO#They Werent Kidding Transfems Be All About Fallout While Transmascs Are All About Elder Scrolls lol#Im Not Beating The Allegations#At Least I Never Bought Starfield lol#Fox Rambles
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What is it with fantasy high and girls dying before their lives ever began. How we can never really know who they are, or who they could’ve been. Brennan Lee Mulligan I will find you
#ramblings#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#lucy frostblade#yea yea this is obviously about Lucy. but also..#um#penelope everpetal#(collective booing from the crowd)#(I am dragged off the stage)#jokes aside tho#they both have that quality of haunting a narrative (Penelope specifically in the seven and Lucy in fhjy)#they’re gone. their stories are over. and yet#they have a hold over the ones they left behind#we will never truly know Lucy past anecdotes and old stories#penelope was an array of false faces and honestly? we’ll never know her either. all we’ve got is that old picture of her and Sam#and obviously Lucy was kinder. she definitely didn’t deserve what happened to her#while you could argue Penelope got what was coming for her#but the fact remains#Lucy Frostblade and Penelope Everpetal we’re both teenage girls who we can only catch glimpses of. forever#in some ways#they’re the same. dead girls who never fully leave. their ghosts still visible in the corner of your eyes#anyway rant over I’m just obsessed with d20 girls and I can draw parallels from anywhere#I might make a more… comprehensive post about this one day who knows
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The eepy squeebies

Spoilers under the cut
This is how I imagine they slept that night after dinner. Cat at the foot of the bed type vibe
#monster high#clawdeen wolf#toralei stripe#toradeen#PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY ARE/WILL BECOME ADOPTIVE SIBLINGS DO NOT INTERACT!!!!#im serious#clawdeen is just giving her a safe space to call home while her mum is (probably) in jail#really hoping tor gets adopted by her cousin's parents instead#literally went on a rant on twtr about how overlooked the twins are to toralei's development and growth as a character
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personally im so sick of aew vs wwe. its making me like aew more than ever and hate wwe more and more. I still love both companies, I will still watch both companies to support all of my favorite wrestlers, but what is it with nxt and aew now being on the same night. it sucks for wwe fans, aew fans, and fans of both promotions. enough with the politics embrace the wrestling.
#ignore me while I rant I just want to be a fan of both okay#like. is it a crime for me to like punk and speebo? is it a Crime for me to like iyo and toni? god damn#wrestling is great. and gay. so let me enjoy it#and aew is on a high right now and wwe is flatlining and I just want them to thrive#but nooooooo#because that’s illegal#wwe#aew#im a child of divorce#hate me all you want for this I don’t care im allowed to have opinions
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but. we aren't.
heartstopper is extremely easily accessible. it's not overtly sexual like something like Sex Education or Heartbreak High, it's short and easy to watch.
fans of heartstopper aren't acting like this show invented asexuality or aromanticism. we're acknowledging that a show written by an acearo person and says "ace aro" on screen has good ace aro rep.
I'm asexual. I related to both Isaac and Ca$h's storylines in Heartstopper and Heartbreak High. Isaac's self discovery and Ca$h's blatant "You're either with me or against me, and I won't take it if you're against me" mindset.
and I love heartstopper. it's one of my favorite shows and my favorite book is Radio Silence. I love Heartbreak High. both are good ace rep. and the shows came out at the same time.
nobody "invented" ace rep. Alice Oseman is just existing in this space as an acearo person writing an acearo character. that's not inventing ace rep. that's just writing a character. we're not out here congratulating the white woman for anything that's not original. we're just fucking happy to see an ace character on our screens in a majorly popular TV show where his discovery of sexuality is a major plot point.
sorry.
#saw that top bit while scrolling through the hbh tag and had some feelings.#it should also be mentioned that heartstopper is way more appropriate for younger audiences than hbh#this person's censorship of alice's name in their tags also pissed me off.#just come out and say you don't like their writing#even though you say your favorite book is radio silence#a book which features an aspec character by the way#anyway that's my rant good evening#heartstopper#heartbreak high#hbh#osemanverse
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#I'm high ranting to my sister about glasses & the costs of them & why I'm thinking of getting two pairs so I have a backup bc I can't drive#without them. she & her husband both have perfect vision. can't even fucking fathom being able to just see#my rx got slightly worse after 5yrs. while reading the chart I realized I misread a letter but the doctor noticed me squinting & immediately#adjusted it. I actually misread 2 lol#which just reminds me that it'll only continue to get worse. like I'm already halfway down the mountain and I have never and will never know#what it's like from the peak. and those two just. do. they do know what it's like. and to them it's normal. fucking unfathomable#tumblr polls#glasses#tc posts
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we know that Reko's father forced her into the industry at an early age, but it's not entirely clear what genre. The idea of it being an 'industry' definitely implies she was more of a pop idol since there isn't really a 'classical' industry in the same vein, though there is still definitely heavy competition and a lot of notoriety to be gained through being very skilled at classical music, especially at an early age, so I wouldn't be so quick to write that off, either. Even so, the plot line of her being 'forced to make music she didn't want to make' and her father being blinded by money definitely feels like it makes more sense in the context of a popstar. In my personal opinion, I like the pop idol route because it really emphasizes the distinction between her current views and aesthetic and the one her father would've been trying to get her to be. A sudden stark rebellion by going super edgy and emo in middleschool contrasts with her needing to be seen as nice, innocent, happy all the time (and probably a fair bit more feminine than she actually felt, too, since alt styles are heavily associated with androgyny). Its also worth noting that she mentioned crushing multiple huge industry offers throughout her later years, which further implies she had a strong reputation already. However logic is pulling on my sleeve and it's telling me that it honestly feels weirder for a 10-13 (this age range being chosen with the logic that it would've had to been *before* or she entered middle school, as per her personal account) year old kid to be a super successful pop idol than a highly successful classical music prodigy. Though, I guess there's the possibility her father actively lied about her age to get her in the idol industry.
#part of this could be a cultural translation issue in the sense of me being a westerner#keep in mind in japan elementary middle and high school are different lengths than their counterparts in the US#but its only pushed forward by about a year as far as im aware#which means she'd still be super young for the majority of this#which is kind of strange timing all things considered#it feels like it would make more sense if she gained notoriety during her middle school years under her father and then rebelled as#a highschooler if anything#but i dont know much about japanese idol culture either#but id assume idols existing that young let alone getting popular that young is pretty uncommon?#maybe its even a literal translation issue rather than a cultural one? who knows#reko yttd#reko yabusame#yabusame reko#yttd rant#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#the reason i mark it as so early is because reko's ai states she rebelled in middle school#the way its phrased makes it sound like she was already in the industry before while at that point#she claims that she started composing music and lyrics in grade school#so i think the intent was that once she got labeled as 'gifted' she was probably an idol for i'd imagine more than a year or two#i guess theres always the plain and simple answer that she just started school a year or two later? but even then...#obsession original#this is an old ass draft (from maybe november?) and im finally releasing it from captivity#samurai yaiba
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He's not a Lando fan. He hates him and McLaren which is why we became friends in the first place. But he's a Max fan which well. Ofc Max is good, but I guarantee you he wouldn't survive the Ferrari experience from 2021-24 and come out with 4 titles at the end of it
to be fair, nobody survives that - hence why the drivers changes left and right in that seat. oh but wait, one driver survived through all that and you will never guess who it is 😁
#anyway i am using my permit crab to say whatever i want this morning and i am saying thos#lando is a flop i do not care about oscar sadly i am trying but he is just. plain bread. i will eat if if i cannot afford anything else#max cannot race wheel to wheel and has been lucky af most of his career and he has anger issues#lando is the one plastic bag that flies in the dirty city centre and than catches on the tree in the park looking sad and wet and disgusting#lewis will get there but he needs a lot of time dare i say more than expected#charles is a fucking chameleon he will sit his cute little butt in a machine and immediately start looking for its limits#alonso should have retired after winning his two only championships and he is not the mastermind that deserved way more#daniel ric oh i never liked you and your nose is NOT quirky and funny. also careful with the hairline#lowkey think someone is pulling max's balls in the cockpit because why is he throwing thosw high-pitched hisses behind the wheel#george is a fugly slut. no this one is harsh. but can he fucking not. i am tired of his hamlet monologues.#he would bend backwards to get an advantage and i will go as far as saying he is a snake and if i had to rank drivers based on how much#i would trust them he would be at the bottom of the chart#kimi. please finish the school and come back i promise the sport will still be there.#isack i like the lewis fanboy in you and how quickly you learned to watch charles with the heart eyes. i am mildly impressed with your#driving. but above all i still see the things you did in f2. sorry. i do not fuck with that.#yuki. baby get it together i do not wanna see you thrown into the bin like others. alex you are good. here for the good time.#carlos. no notes. everyone who follows me knows. but c2stan username will always be iconic. him not so much. OVERRATED!!!!!#lance 😐😐😐😐😐😐#yea. maybe if he was nice to my comms. i could like him more. the wheel throwing is not it. spank him. l#ollie. my child. is he a prodigy ferrari was waiting for? no. but he is good and needs the experience in a bad team.#este. you keep going up in my rankings. i do admire the dedication to being a nerd and having whimsy. go on.#pierre 🤢🤢🤢🤢 back in the sink with my dirty dishes you go i cannot look at this any longer#franco ((slut))#sorry. but not really.#jack. you were there for a while. that's it i think. you weren't even good in f2 tbh. i still remember what u did in monaco f2 race#nico. he sure is there. he is not bad. one of the most impressive junior careers in fact. i just think he might be better of making babies#rather than racing in f1#is there anyone else? oh wait lawson. says a lot i forgot. maybe he should stay in super formula#he was better when his only contact with f1 was watching the cars movie which has nothing to do with f1#sorry for the rant :)
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I am one more person saying something like "your baby hates being put down because you hold her too much" away from becoming the joker
#liz's parenting tag#i wont make many posts but thats the tag you can block if you dont want to see them#but for real if another person is like “lol just put your baby down and let her scream herself to sleep she'll be fine lol”#i am going to start biting#i know most of them are well-meaning but like#okay you can sit with her while she cries so hard shs starts to choke#if youre so sure i should just let her cry it out#god sorry i do not have another place to really rant about this so here i am#hi tumblr its been ages since i made an original post#diary#was my tag i think#im sure its full of embarrassing high school and college things
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wow I didn’t think reblogging that tea post and then seeing people’s tags would deal me such strong psychic damage. come over I can fix you I can find a tea you will like. “I don’t like tea” how can you say that as a blanket statement when there are so many vastly different kinds of tea. head in hands
#‘it’s like coffee but not good’#while a cup of black tea does have a great deal less caffeine in it than coffee#it also has a stimulant called l-theanine which is NOT found in coffee#and the more complex combination of the two stimulants hit your system much more slowly#which is why tea doesn’t give you jitters like coffee does#anyone who’s like wow I need my coffee to survive but I hate that it makes me nauseous and gives me heart palpitations and bad breath#to you I say. wean yourself off coffee and onto tea!!!!!!!#but WAIT I can keep going. nauseous? ginger tea. sore throat? peppermint contains menthol which works as a numbing agent#green and black teas are both very high in antioxidants#chamomile and lavender do both have a calming affect#BUT WHAT ABOUT THE TASTE I hear you say#IT TASTES LIKE GRASS. try a floral tea or a black tea or chai or Thai tea#ITS SO BITTER you’re either steeping it for too long or the water you’re using is too hot#not to sound like I’m fucking uncle iroh or something I just apparnerlt have strong thoughts and feelings about tea#I can’t handle ppl going ugh I hate tea and it’s like. overbrewed lipton in microwaved tap water.#anyway MY favorites are jasmine and lavender earl grey#and currently I’m really into this corn silk tea my brother bought me at h mart#it’s like gen mai cha but even more#congrats for making it this far into my tea rant tags. if you comment your tastes I can give you a personalized tea recommendation
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I'm at the point of the day where I've spent so much time being and sounding so competent on the phone and on zoom that I'm exhausted, my mind is spinning and all I want to do is lay down on the floor.
Like, how is it possible that I am the person who knows the answers to all these questions, this weirdly professional and adult person, and the same person who can't wait to crawl into bed with my stupid phone games and coloring app and another episode of Alone.
I legit get so fucking drained playing the role of competent adult that I am just completely fucking empty right now.
#this is not a rant about work#i think it's more like a rant about being adult or professional#my mom used to tell a story about an acquaintance#she was a high powered attorney at a big law firm#and then something happened#my mom didn't know what#and then one time my mom bumped into her while she was working as a clerk at a department store#and my mom always told me this story like it was so odd#that she went from being an attorney to a department store clerk#like no one knew what had happened#but fucking hell#i think i get it#sometimes i think i would like to turn my brain off#for longer periods of time#anyhow#this is a lot of notes#idk who's reading this shit#but i am mentally toast
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me and a friend were talking about JK Rowling's bullshit recently and i realised that it is HIGHLY interesting that she has so much to say about what bathrooms transgender women use, because she's apparently SO concerned about the safety of cisgender girls... when her own famous story includes the character of a girl who was murdered by a boy in the girls' toilets... and then, the SAME GIRL (victim of a HATE CRIME, by the way) was written as ANNOYING rather than a victim to be sympathised with... ironic.
#how are you going to act all high and mighty and worried about girls while you've made a joke out of female victims in your OWN writing#and i think one of the main characters even joked about how it had been a “favour” to have killed her?? like. a “good” character...#ace's rants :(
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