New chapter for Love Hurts - Small Steps
Here’s a snippet…
Raven pulled Anya back down on the bed, “Ahn, wait.”
“Why?” Anya wanted to get tests to make sure they weren’t preemptively getting excited.
“Because you need to tell me how Niylah ended up with half of my water on her head,” Raven smirked at her love.
“Oh,” Anya rolled her eyes, “well she was trying to flirt with me and after knowing what shitstorm she and Clarke caused, I’d had enough.”
“So you decided to waste some water on her?”
“I also told her that was for Lexa and to stay away from my family.”
Raven nodded, “fair enough,”
“Can I go get some pregnancy tests now?!” Anya got up off the bed for the second time.
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For the character ask game: 5, 10 and 15 :)
5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?
The Clexa song 🥺 that music is so burned in my brain that I can hear it in my head just looking at pictures of certain scenes. It's pavlovian at this point I hAte it
10. Could you be best friends with this character?
For Clarke, yeah but I know we'd argue a lot 🙄 girlie is that friend who comes to you for advice but takes None Of It. And as a virgo that shit drives me nuts. Like, ok queen 😀 you should've told me you actually only wanted a hype woman to agree with what you already wanted, I could've done that flawlessly 😀 instead I put in some of my best work here 😀 gave you PhD level advice for nothing 😀
For Lexa... ehhhhh. Realistically? Probably not. Nit because I wouldn't want to. I would. But idk if she'd like my loudmouth ass self. And with overly serious people I tend to make a mission to make them laugh, and just don't know if that's her vibe. I think she'd get sick of my shit quick 😅
15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)
Well obviously Clexa. Obviously.
But apart from each other?
Lostia for Lexa. I would've loved to know more about her relationship with Costia (altho highkey would've made me jealous on Clarke's behalf. Ride or die ya know)
I didn't mind Niylah with Clarke. There wasn't a passionate love there, but there was solace and comfort, and if Clarke couldn't have Lexa then I think something like what Niylah had to offer was a good second best. It was good for her emotionally to have someone who would just accept all the broken pieces of Clarke and not try to fix her to her own liking, or be jealous of the fact that she would never be The One for her.
Raven with Anya. That would've been... mmmm. It should've been. I'm not even a huge Ranya shipper, but they deserved time together. Their mutual zero bullshit tolerance? 🔥
Bellamy + Bullet: OTP
Call me crazy, but Gustus and Abby. Idk idk. Idk. Woulda been cute tho
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Junior Eurovision 2023 detailed opinions before the show. Part 1
Well, as I told you in my previous post where I made my tier-ranking for this year's Junior Eurovision, I will now make a new explanation about my opinion of each song by tier! As my second live-watch JESC, I'm very hyped to see how this year goes since it's more of a ballad edition, I got more than one winner, and well the live decides it all!
Let's start from the lowest to the highest tier!
Tier 5: "I heard better ones in previous years"
🇮🇹 Melissa and Ranya "Un Mondo Giusto"
First of all, I will clarify I don't have any beef with this or other song in low places. I'm more open in JESC, I support the kiddos, and also, the songs are at least decent compared to some songs of the adult edition I really hate or just bore me. But since there are a lot of entries I like from this year, the first one really didn't catch me too much compared to others.
For being their first song in JESC, Melissa and Ranya sing so good in a duo. The raspy voice of Melissa caught me off-guard with the soft singing of Ranya. And somehow, the combination goes well for the song, apart of the main melody and the Italian talent. But for being a ballad between others this year, it doesn't surprise me too much. Like Albania last year with "Pakez Diell". And I regret right now saying Chanel Dilecta's "Bla Bla Bla" was the downgrade of the downgrades after Elisabetta Lizza's "Specchio" in 2021; at least Chanel's song would have been more than welcome in the train of ballads of this year.
I really hope the live version in Nice boosts them a lot. Because they have potential nevertheless. They are nice girls! :D
🇬🇪 Anastasia and Ranina (still Oto and Nikoloz for me) "Over the Sky"
I had better hopes for the Georgian trio this year. Like, it was a surprise for me when GPB decided to call two Ranina finalists, Oto Bazerashvili and Nikoloz Kharati, to join Anastasia Vasadze (Ranina 2023 winner and direct representant of Georgia in JESC 2023) for this edition. And well, a trio already won the Junior contest in 2008 and Ranina always delivers potential winners, so surely they would have a song to get their fourth victory, right?
First with the good things, the song itself is good. Calm and more serene, but good. And the trio really works here, even the boys have their moment to shine! (considering they decided to make Anastasia the main singer and call the male duo "Ranina", something that still bugs me). The music has good potential. And the lyrics inspire me, even the "Ranina, hey!" chant. But with the downsides, not the best song I expected for them after hearing a masterpiece like Mariam Bigvava's "I Believe" last year (and other songs from Georgia in previous editions). Not bad, but softer in vibes than 2022.
Hearing the rumours of two expert ballet dancers joining them for the live version, I think a good staging can deliver this song to a well-placed position still (and if possible, maybe win?). Just to wait.
Tier 4: "Unlikely but potential Top 5/Winners(?)"
🇦🇱 Viola Gjyzeli "Bota Ime"
To think I had this one at the bottom of my list before the revamp. As someone who listened (at work) the Junior Fest 2023, I thought "no way, they gonna choose another Pakez Diell again" due to most songs (and the contest itself) being soft; and "Bota Ime" 's first version didn't surprise me when it won. But when I thought it would be in the lowest place for the list, the revamped version came in the YT channel of JESC and my gosh, what a glow up!
It's still not, as a popular TV phrase in Mexico says, "Que bruto, pero que temazo!" ("What a bop!"). But the studio version gave the song the strength it needed a lot. Viola's voice sounds so whimsical and with class. The entry is way less plain than Pakez Diell at least. And as for the lyrics (the same one that wrote Duje made this? WOAH), if the studio video made them have sense, I wonder how will the live deliver that "own fairyland" feeling I appreciate of the song.
I really hope they keep the vibes and world-setting for the live version. To see them ruining it would be devastating for this song.
🇬🇧 Stand Uniqu3 "Back To Life"
After Freya Skye's SLAY (even if sick bc of cold night ceremony, darn you, EBU) in Yerevan with "Lose My Head", I knew United Kingdom wouldn't play easy. Sure, Mae Muller's "I Wrote A Song" placed at the last places in Liverpool (something I won't forgive alongside LOTL's unfair last place and "Solo" at the grand final >:U), but in JESC they would still give fiery competition! And we have "Back To Life"
A group in Junior Eurovision is always welcome in my list. And Maisie, Yazmin and Hayla (the girls) really got some good vocals and energy for their song! Sure, not too great compared to Freya's entry and queen vibes, but the song itself is awesome (and necessary given the time, when a lot of ballads were revealed)! They remind me a lot of Fifth Harmony imo, maybe by vocals or the entire energy they give in the song.
If the staging and live version can upgrade their entry to a new level than it is already, maybe United Kingdom can get some justice for what they did to Mae and get a good placing!
🇫🇷 Zoé Clauzure "Cœur"
As always, I expect for the host/winning country in a Junior edition to have a good "defender entry", a song that shows the world they're not playing safe just because they won once and/or host the contest. France did it with Enzo's "Tic Tac" (even if the Discord fandom despises him fsr), Armenia with Nare's "Dance!" (and they really ALMOST WON TWICE A ROW like Poland in 2018-2019). And I had my hopes high for France (again XD) after Lissandro's win
For being a French JESC song not written by legend (and idol for some of my mutuals) Barbara Pravi, this one takes the cake for being as French as possible (in a good way) and still be likeable for every audience! Zoe's vocals sound SO CLASSY for someone so young, and the song itself could easily be confused for an adult Eurovision entry (with some tweaks). And yeah, the entry reminds me A LOT of La Zarra's "Évidemment" (another Big 5 robbed entry this year, no wonder she gave everyone the finger and left the Green Room before the end of the votes). Not of my 100% favorites or a song I see winning JESC 2023, but I still love it.
At this point I wonder if they will pull a "Paris/France reference" in the live staging (like La Zarra did this year, queen), because the song itself is so wonderful it screams good live version!
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And that's all for this first part! Next one I will get to the personal wild card tier! See ya!
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have you listened to the jesc songs? which is your favourite??
I HAVE NOT BUT I SHOULD. you know what. i'm gonna listen to them in the bus and you'll get my live opinion on them:
-Albania (Bota ime - Viola Gjyzeli): Love the harmonies! It really sounds like an esc Albanian song huh. Very epic and such.
-Armenia (Do it my way - Yan Girls): OH LOVE THE VIBES FOR THIS ONE!!! GIRLBAND GOODNESS !!! Also I love they still sing in Armenian even if there's bits of English there :) I am sure it has a sick choreography but alass i'm hearing them on spotify
-Estonia (Hoiame Kokku - ARHANNA): ooooh this one sounds so powerful!!! Love the chorus with the two voices! It's definitely a serious topic, sounds like it has a strong message
-France (Cœur - Zoé Clauzure): I am sadly not inmune to french singing. It just sounds too good I have no option but to stan 😔. Oh that little 'ay ay ay' in the chorus is so familiar to me but I couldn't tell you why. The high notes !!!!
-Georgia (Over The Sky - Anastasia & Ranina): I was sad the song started in English but now they're singing in Georgian which :) THE HARMONIES !!!!! THE LITTLE SCREAMING PARTS !!!!!
-Germany (Ohne worte - Fia): Uuu I really like her voice. It sounds kinda school? I don't know how to explain it. Not much else to say tho, the song is fairly simple. Not that it's a bad thing tho.
-Ireland (Aisling - Jessica McKean): Is that Irish I'm hearing ????? If it is big slay from Ireland in jesc exactly !!! If it's not I'm so sorry I cannot understand anything </3 Nevertheless, love her voice and how whispery it is!
-Italy (Un mondo giusto - Melissa, Ranya): OHHH THAT RASPY VOICE ONE OF THEM HAS !!!! INSANE !!!! It's sounds so epic !!! Why do they sing parts in English tho :( The chorus is insane !!!
-Malta (Stronger - Yulan): This one also sounds pretty epic, I can see this one playing in the radios. Love the voice as well. That last part !!!! And the highs !!!
-Netherlands (Holding on To You - Sep & Jasmijn): Love to hear Dutch! It sounds so good in song !!! Uuuu love the vibes with this one honestly!!! THE BEAT OH MY GOD IT'S SUCH A BOP
-North Macedonia (Kazi Mi, Kazi Mi Koj - Tamara Grujeska): We love a Balkan ballad exactly !!!! She has such a beautiful voice! Quick question is it a requirement for a percentage of the song to be in English??? Cause tons are mixing English in there and I cannot say I love it. Anyways. Classic Balkan ballad with folk elements, what's not to love honestly.
-Poland (I Just Need a Friend - Maja Krzyzewska): wait why is this one so depressing ??? a very pretty voice tho. it's just very :( the bridge is cute
-Portugal (Where I belong - Júlia Machado): her voice singing in portuguese is quite possibly the cutest thing i've ever heard omg 😭 too much English tho :( once again her portuguese is sooooo
-Spain (Loviu - Sandra Valero): okay polyglot queen I see you !! These lyrics are so cute actually 🤧 in general the song is so cute!!! You were not wrong this song is actually good :)
- Ukraine (Kvitka - Anastasia Dymyd): ooooh I do love me an ethnic song yesss!!! Love the beat for this one! THE SCREAM!!!
-UK (Back to life - STAND UNIQU3): This one is also super radio friendly. And is this another girlband??? Cause if then massive slay for them! The tune is catchy enough
OKAY CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW EVERYONE (EXCEPT I GUESS MALTA) SUNG IN THEIR LANGUAGES ???? EVEN IRELAND ???? WHY DOESN'T THIS HAPPEN IN ESC
anyways. after this first listen I think my favourite is Netherlands! of course as with esc the scenography and live vocals are quite important so this might change. but yeah. for now Netherlands is the one for me :)
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The OC Shuffle Unit Project [by Taffy]
[playlist]The culmination of several years of effort mostly consisting of delays, it's the final version of the Shuffle Unit project: 64 OCs broken up into 11 units each with a unique costume design to boot; I tried to be generous with giving them alternate hairstyles as well. You can find the full introduction up at the top followed by unit introductions, playlists, and official unit costumes.
With proper credits (name drop & link) you can dress your own OCs in these as well!
Below the cut you can find text versions of the unit introductions with some additional details.
Aquamarina
[aqua blue; summer concept K-pop Group]
A rebellious unit who's Lives are like an endless beach party full of aquatic themes & summer vibes. They focus on an upbeat pop sound and powerful dance moves. Known for their showy outfits and use of water guns during lives. Founded by Leader Shasa Aquarius (prev. of Perwinkles) and built around her image, Aquamarina has rebellious attitude with some "gal" vibes. Sub-Leader Carnelia Alkaev helps the members with training: youthful ocean-loving idol Hiromi Nakaei, the chaotic mini-skirt Queen Lóa Hazumi, and the lazy short-shorts King D'mitri Vlček.
Beat Eater • Vivid Bad Squad
Love & Girls • SNSD
Tiki-Taka (99%) • Weki Meki
Rum Pum Pum Pum - F(x)
Golden Rosetto
[golden yellow; glamorous jazzy J-pop Unit]
A glamorous unit known for their high heels, their classy & mature image, and the scarves on their costumes, which they use in their choreography. They aim for an elegant image and crisp jazzy sound. Though there were several auditions, Golden Rosetto aims to keep a small line-up led by robot Leader MirA and ballroom dancer Center Shiha who's cool, doll-like expressions set the standard for the unit's image. Flashy ex-model Kotone Nishimura & the plain but tall Youko Yamagi round out the quartet.
Never Never Give Up • Ciao Bella Cinquetti
Life Is STEP! • C-UTE
Cherry Colored Love • Sherry N' Cherry
Periwinkles
[periwinkle purple; cute concept K-pop Unit]
A cute and youthful girls' unit with a schoolgirl image; their nine-member line-up is a bi-product of the sheer number of auditions they received. A group that's always learning, they aim to do their best in song and dance. Known for their signature plaids, preppy image, and numerous charming fashionistas like Leader & Center Haoniyao Eze. On the more girlish & innocent side of the unit's image are Rai Kobayashi, Nova Tahkizaad, & Myst Bardot. Sub-Leader Rune Sibera tries to make sure each girl has a chance to be center: tech-loving Alice centers Q&A, Ranya Kamau co-centers What is Love?, Alala Koteas co-centers Oh! and Kanna Tamemi co-centers Ah-Choo.
Ah-Choo • Lovelyz
What Is Love? • Twice
Q&A• Cherry Bullet
Oh! - SNSD
Peppermints
[peppermint red; swinging Show Choir]
A peppy unit with a classy vintage look, a unified sound, and vivid swing dancing. Not a unit for the faint of heart, they're known for their rigorous training sessions and flawless performances. With their small formation and detailed marching-band inspired costumes, they blend the line between idol unit and show choir. The six members are broken into pairs of dance partners; though there's some consideration given to seniority, there is no leader. Jazz-loving robots Elloe & Megami often take Center position flanked on one side by the short duo Alessi Radiata & Lirio Alstromer and on the other side by resident perfectionists Haruna Inoue & Hae-Eun Seia.
Café Parade! • Café Parade
Dream Land! Dream World! • A・ZU・NA
Makeup Session ABC • Qu4rtz
Potato ni natte iku • Wonderlands x showtime
Midoriiro Youthful Sound Off! (MYSO!)
[bright green; dance focused J-pop Unit]
A gathering place for girls who want to enjoy some idol activities while focusing on their dance. Known for their high energy performances and ability to thrive in large venues. Their lives are characterized by an upbeat sound, intense dance numbers, and formations that spread them out to fill up large stages. Leader Oriuim Livrig values the team's lively energy; her picks from the auditionees were based on that alone bringing less-skilled but athletic members like Kawaru Rokajo, Maria Iguchi, Rig Brandt, and Araminta Ebert. Balancing it out are trained dancers Yoshimi Negiwa and Micah Rhee. As she sees it, you can learn dance but you can't learn stamina and lung capacity.
Akai Earphone • AngerMe
Refresh my Heart • MoRning Musume。'15
Zettaiteki Performer • Miraclesonic ٭ Expassion
Midnight Troupe
[midnight blue; dramatic elegant Theater Troupe]
An edgy unit with a theater theme and symphonic sound. They do their performances in dramatic costumes with a dramatic sound. Their concerts follow a plot, more like a musical, heavily utilizing story lines that are usually narrated by Rangi Vale in the role of Death, one of several resident weirdos. Their stories often have more villains or morally gray roles since Daisey Kurr, Hermes, and Flora Tahkizaad are known to argue over them. In their current play, Aisling plays the determined protagonist, Pancha Espinosa her unfortunate prince, and S'hahar Silverplume the double-crossing dragon; the other roles are the Evil Queen (Daisey), her daughter (Flora), and the Evil Witch (Hermes).
They network with other units to bring their stage-plays to life with more performers: Black Curtain is their backing band and members of MY COLOR*GLITTERING STORIES (which Pancha mentors) are brought in as ensemble members.
Sei to Shi wo wakatsu kyoukai no furuido • Sound HOrizon
Kagayaku sora no shijima ni ha • Kalafina
Parallel Hearts • FictionJunction
Miracle! Magical! Sunshine Troupe
[sunglow orange; magical kids Theater Troupe]
A fun unit with a Magical Girl & Tokusatsu theme. They put on theatrical lives full of silly songs that follow a story. Their sound and image pretty kiddie, but they appeal to anyone with joy in their heart & a love for the imaginative. Known for their quirky members like Kugumi Isotake, who doesn't want to be here, shadow-Leader Mana Kaiuwaihui's lack of solos (and any voice lines??), story-writer Ume Kuromori who can never remember her lines, tokusatsu-loving Kit Smith who approaches her roles with a little too much enthusiasm, and local clown Tamon Little who's accidentally clocked Kugumi at least three time in dance practice, and twice on stage .
Be Genki (Naseba Naru!) • Berryz Koubou
Nippon Egao Hyakkei • Momoiro Clover Z
Uh-ee • Crayon Pop
Pinkies
[baby pink; delicate girly J-pop Unit]
A childish unit with a gentle and whimsical feel to it. They specialize in cute, country, and retro songs with a soft and delicate feel. Their costumes are usually heavy in guazey fabrics, bright pastels, and pom-poms to represent their fluffy and sweet image. They follow a seniority system making Cassiel Sear their leader; she prioritizes friendship between members. The members are known for their gentle personalities (esp. Rim Baris), refined manners (esp. Heather Aveneill), soft voices (esp. Snow Lîm), and otherwise angelic or childish images (esp. Miyuki Ogawa). They're considered a little-sister unit of Periwinkles with whom they do joint practices.
Ran Ra Run ~Crazy About You~ • Country Girls
Nijiiro Letters • Cleasky
Please Miniskirt PostWoman! • S/Mileage
Black Curtain
[true black; serious Rock Band]
An edgy rock band that sets their feelings to music. They often disagree but they're on the same page when it comes to the quality of their sound. Their heavy sound and edgy image make them perfect to double as Midnight Troupe's backing band. Though they're not all as loud about it, each one is just as much a perfectionist as the other; due to a united dislike of authority there is no leader for better or worse. Pop-Punk lover Piper Sukkal'kira'na plays backing bass and provides the bulk of their vocals; song-writer & practiced guitarist Angel Rodriguez plays lead guitar and provides additional vocals; agressive rebel Rakko Kinaki works hard to impress as lead-bass; trained pianist & peace keeper Sagiso Snøherrsen provides keyboard and softer backing vocals; and the somewhat insane Clare Riis enjoyes tearing it up on the drums & laughing when the others argue.
Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer • One Ok Rock
Hey Kid, Close you eyes • AKMU
Kyouran Hey Kids • The Oral Cigarettes
Ivy & Edelweiss
[fern green; whimsical Acoustic Band]
A laid-back unit with an "open to anyone" policy and a "my pace" attitude. They focus on simple acoustic songs using whatever instrument looks fun in the moment. Known for their ability to invoke emotions especially joy, longing, and nostalgia. They like to invoke the image of a chill garden party with airy and gentle vibes. Leader Parker Corbell, prev. of Golden Rosetto, formed Ivy & Edelweiss to accomodate new members especially kids who didn't see themselves as musicians. With her on acoustic guitar and co-leader Clancy Delahaye's robust knowledge of imporvising rhythem on the open sea, they provide the instrumental groundwork that allows members Mara ki'Zemeur, Zofia by S.H., and Victor Gilani to learn at their own pace. The only ironclad rule is that everyone has take a turn singing, even if their too shy to do so normally. Like Pinkies, Ivy & Edelweiss fosters a sense of community among the members.
Oto no Naru Hou e→ • Goose House
Friends ~Unplugged 2013~ • Sakura Gakuin
Country Road • Tsuzuri Zukuri (cover)
Glittering Stories ٭ My Color
[member color or white; ethereal lyrical Dance Choir]
A soothing unit with a choir-like sound and simple dances. They focus on ballads and constellation themes. Known for their elegant ballet like dance moves (lyrical dance) and delicate harmonies. Each member is described as an individual constellation with an emphasis on showcasing their individual skills, storylines, and image colors. Leader Almondine Aeyasumear, prev. of Midnight Troupe, established the unit to accomodate new members with more elegant aesthetics and a desire to put on beautiful performances; she's represented by Corona Borealis, the Northern Crown. Lavi Ummnikkal (Leo, the lion) and Tien Janvier (Pyxis, the compass) joined to hone their talents; Center Eulalia Oudinet (Cygnus, the swan) embodies the unit's elegant aesthetic with her trained dance moves; and Aloque (Columba, the dove) and Ella Tsai (Argo Navis, the ship) bring their skills as a travelling singers and a ballroom dancer respectively. Pancha of Mightnight Troupe uses his years of choir training to help the group practice.
Ganbare Nai Yo • Juice=Juice
The Vision • Morning Musume。'16
ID Smile • 25ji, Night Code de。
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for sleepover saturday, since i can’t resist, have any song recs with some zany warzone vibes? for a darker marauder’s fic with maudlin humor, because your music tastes are 🔥
I love music recs!
Through the Valley - Shawn James
Run Boy Run - Woodkid
Broken Bones - KALEO
Wolf Like Me - TV on the Radio
Down to the Cellar - Dredg
(anything from 28 Days Later the zombie movie)
Eyes on Fire - Blue Foundation
Down with the Sickness - Disturbed
Paint it Black (feat Ranya) - Hidden Citizens
There are probably more in my library but these are the first that come to mind.
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For the anon thingy first your taste in music 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻 I still remember spending a whole afternoon in your archive music tag and reblogging like half of everything for hours straight then I looove to read about your thoughts on media drama whatever that u watch and I don’t but it’s always soooo interesting to read even if after all those years our tastes etc changed a lot I still cherish your tumblr so much and reading your thoughts on what u watch on tv is always so interesting ~ and yeah who is still talking about brown eyed girls rainbow after school etc but u? u articulate things way better than me about themes and important kpop facts and yeah u put tvxq on my dash and that is a great joy haha I just feel happy reading u and witnessing u being alive may u be healthy in this complicated and exhausting world we live in Have a lovely day Ranya (I never do anons but I remember u always get the ruddest and wildest anons sooooo have some good vibes ✨💓💖💓✨)
i'm crying omg
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Ranya calling Rhaenyra "niece" even though the Princess isn't her niece because it just makes her feel powerful???
And then calling Daemon the "brother" she never wanted - well after Rhea has died
And then also Ranya calling Viserys "dear friend" and then Alicent "my role model" bec yes alicent literally played the game and went from being a princess's handmaid to being that very princess's stepmother and Queen of the Realm???
But also Ranya deciding to just be friends with everyone and have a very dubious moral code which is "as long as it doesn't affect me, I'm good"
I love her man
She SO gives "I'd marry a dornish man simply for the vibes of causing mass shock" vibes like
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New chapter for Love Hurts - After All This Time
Here’s a snippet…
“So what was London like?” Clarke inquires slightly, catching Lexa off guard.
Lexa has to think for a second, being there as long as she was she could just pluck out a simple answer.
“It was difficult at first, time change, everyone was constantly in a rush,” Lexa reels off, “it was like if you didn’t work the economic system would crash. There was no down time.”
Clarke chuckled, “bet you had a shock to the system,”
“I hated it,” Lexa admitted, “I did make a few friends, Luna. Now she’s an interesting character.”
“Oh really?” Clarke sipped her tea whilst still looking at Clarke, “tell me more.”
Lexa rolled her eyes playfully, “she could get you clubbing when you didn’t want to.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah, I just wanted to go home and sleep.” Lexa chuckled.
Clarke wanted to ask a question but she knew it wasn’t any of her business.
Lexa watched the clogs turn in Clarke’s eyes, she knew what she wanted to ask.
“Go on, ask.” Lexa smirked.
Clarke shook her head, “it’s fine, it’s none of my business.”
“Clarke, I wasn’t there for a fun vacation. My uncle was constantly on at me to do this, do that.” Lexa took a long sip of her drink before continuing, “I didn’t have time for women.”
Clarke didn’t know what to say to that, it was what wanted to know but it didn’t fully answer her question.
“You were there for a long time,” Clarke pointed out, Lexa stared at her waiting for her to continue but she didn’t, so she gave her the answer Clarke was unable to ask the question for.
“I didn’t sleep with anyone, Clarke.” Lexa sighed, “it came close a few times and yeah, I wanted to but it wasn’t worth it.”
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man go look at tasya’s stories. full of her and lindsey looking like full ass meals 🥵
Lindsey reposted them all to her story and so I saw it this morning. It was a beautiful sight to wake up to, I’ll say that 🥵🥵🥵🥵💦💦💦
It also gave me such ranya on vacation vibes and now all I can think about is the two of them at the beach, riding around on a golf cart. Raven is behind the wheel and she’s tearing up the road like a mad woman. Anya doesn’t mind though. She’s content to just throw her arm around Raven’s shoulders and admire the view 😌🫶🏻
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Hey! I hope you are doing well. Do you have any music recommendations?
This Ask was so important to me for seemingly no reason at all that I literally dropped everything I was doing just to put together this music rec for you ahaha.
Thank you so much for asking, I love talking about music! :)
Music Rec for Anon:
Okay, since the request was sort of vague, I decided to take some creative liberty and do a bunch of different things. Some varying genres/moods and even a cheeky little Anime list at the end. All of these songs came from my own library and can be found on Spotify!
I totally went overboard with this (*pretends to be shocked*)... hope you can find some new favs to enjoy! <3
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Intense Work Out Vibes (Sweat Out The Bullshit):
1. Dou - Tinyghost
2. Bored - Rasti
3. Start a Riot - Duckwrth, Shaboozey
4. Bangarang (feat. Sirah) - Skrillex
5. MAKEMEFEELALIVE - You Me At Six
6. Raised By Wolves - Falling In Reverse
7. The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson
8. Run Boy Run - Woodkid
9. Supermassive Black Hole - Muse
10. Run - AWOLNATION
11. Seize the Power - YONAKA
12. Fight Back - NEFFEX
13. What You’re Made Of - Arrested Youth
14. Ready Set Let’s Go - Sam Tinnesz
15. Only One King - Tommee Profitt, Jung Youth
16. Invaders Must Die - The Prodigy
17. Come with Me Now - KONGOS
18. Paint It Black (Epic Trailer Version) - Hidden Citizens, Ranya
19. Street Fight - Adam Jensen
20. The State of Massachusetts - Dropkick Murphys
21. The Difference - Packy
22. Shakedown - The Score
23. For the Glory - All Good Things
24. Remember the Name (feat. Styles Of Beyond) - Fort Minor
25. When I Grow Up - NF
26. ‘Till I Collapse - Eminem, Nate Dogg
27. Glitter & Gold - Barns Courtney
28. Fell Invincible (Noise Revolution Remix) - Skillet, Scott Skrzynski
29. This Is War - Thirty Seconds To Mars
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Uplifting/Something Worth Living For/Never Fucking Giving Up:
1. Walk - Saint Chaos, Sam Tinnesz
2. Can't Hold Us - Ryan Lewis, Macklemore (feat. Ryan Dalton)
3. I Love It - Icona Pop (feat. Charli XCX)
4. Try Everything - Shakira
5. Have It - Chanel West Coast
6. Stronger - TheFatRat, Slaydit, Anjulie
7. Good Life - OneRepublic
8. Wow. - Post Malone
9. The Greatest - Sia, Kendrick Lamar
10. Young Dumb & Broke - Khalid
11. All Night Longer REMIX - Sammy Adams (feat. B.o.B)
12. Victorious - Panic! At The Disco
13. Roll Up - Fitz and The Tantrums
14. On Top Of The World - Imagine Dragons
15. One Foot - WALK THE MOON
16. You Do You - Zayde Wolf
17. Memories - David Guetta (feat. Kid Cudi)
18. Loca People (Original Mix) - Sak Noel
19. Never Going Back - Hoodie Allen
20. Feel It Still - Portugal. The Man
21. The Boys Are Back - Dropkick Murphys
22. My House - Flo Rida
23. Young, Wild & Free - Snoop Dogg, Wiz Khalifa, Bruno Mars
24. Just Got Paid - Sigala, Ella Eyre, Meghan Trainor, French Montana
25. Home - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros
26. I’m Ready - AJR
27. We Are Young - fun. (feat. Janelle Monae)
28. Dog Days Are Over - Florence + The Machine
29. Human Right - The Strike
30. Knock Knock - Mac Miller
31. S.L.U.T - Bea Miller
32. No Money - Galantis
33. Wake Me Up - Avicii
34. Magic In The Hamptons - Social House, Lil Yachty
35. Good Feeling - Flo Rida
36. Say Hey (I Love You) - Michael Franti & Spearhead, Cherine Tanya Anderson
37. All Around The World (La La La) - R3HAB, A Touch of Class
38. Geronimo - Sheppard
39. Fun - Little Sis Nora
40. Castle on the Hill - Ed Sheeran
41. Good Old Days - Macklemore, Kesha
42. Final Song - MO
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The Chill Zone:
1. Cocoa Butter Kisses - Chance the Rapper
2. Sunday Best - Surfaces
3. Body - Loud Luxury, Brando
4. Float On - Modest Mouse
5. The Crazy Rap - Afroman (feat. Colt 45 & 2 Zig Zags)
6. Stunnin' - Curtis Waters
7. Kids in the Summer - Kid Quill
8. White Shoes - Kid Quill, Nappy Roots
9. Come Along - Cosmo Sheldrake
10. Sunday Candy - Donnie Trumpet & The Social Experiment
11. Partly Sunny - Joey Pecoraro
12. Flashed Junk Mind - Milky Chance
13. RNP - Cordae (feat. Anderson .Paak)
14. OTW - DJ Luke Nasty
15. Stolen Dance - Milky Chance
16. Sour Patch Kids - Bryce Vine
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Reminiscing Over The Classics:
1. Smooth - Santana (feat. Rob Thomas)
2. Sweet Home Alabama - Lynyrd Skynyrd
3. Can't Stop - Red Hot Chili Peppers
4. Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N' Roses
5. You Really Got Me - Van Halen
6. Life in the Fast Lane - Eagles
7. Johnny B. Goode - Chuck Berry
8. Runnin' Down A Dream - Tom Petty
9. Cherry Bomb - The Runaways
10. Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana
11. Cold as Ice - Foreigner
12. Whole Lotta Love - Led Zeppelin
13. Dream On - Aerosmith
14. No More Mr. Nice Guy - Alice Cooper
15. Black Betty - Ram Jam
16. Bad To The Bone - George Thorogood & The Destroyers
17. Magic Carpet Ride - Steppenwolf
18. Do Ya Think I’m Sexy - Rod Stewart
19. Don’t You (Forget About Me) - Simple Minds
20. What I Got - Sublime
21. I’m Gonna Be (500 Miles) - The Proclaimers
22. More Than a Feeling - Boston
23. Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This) - Eurythmics, Annie Lennox, Dave Stewart
24. Fight For You Right - Beastie Boys
25. Closing Time - Semisonic
26. Jump - Van Halen
27. Takin’ Care of Business - Bachman-Turner Overdrive
28. Pride and Joy - Stevie Ray Vaughan
29. I’m Eighteen - Alice Cooper
30. Life Is A Highway - Tom Cochrane
31. Highway to Hell - AC/DC
32. Come As You Are - Nirvana
33. Wanted Dead Or Alive - Bon Jovi
34. You Wreck Me - Tom Petty
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Take a Breather (Relax):
1. Light Beams - Guustavv
2. drip - wush
3. Jacaranda - Lofi Coffee, Karavelo
4. Lofi Smoke and Pass Out - Single Friend
5. 5:32pm - The Deli
6. Perspective - Barnes Blvd.
7. Snakez - Alistair
8. .suede - junyii., Chill Children
9. anything in the world - loftii
10. White Blood - Oh Wonder
11. If I Don’t Go to Hell - Janice, Mr. green (feat. Jus Allah)
12. g o o d b y e - sleepee.
13. let’s run away and never look back. - Essence
14. Now That You’re Gone - Kavv
15. Sinkerator - weird inside, Dilip, quickly, quickly
16. Morning - Hyperparadise
17. Rose Garden - Kupla
18. Time Flies. (Withluv’) - Luv.Ly
19. The Dream - SwuM
20. I Have Love for Everyone Besides Myself - Barnes Blvd.
21. _away - MARTIN $KY, Toonorth
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That Friends-to-Lovers Type Beat <3:
1. Stuck In The Middle - Tai Verdes
2. All Summer Long - Kid Rock
3. Galway Girl - Ed Sheeran
4. He Said She Said - Ashley Tisdale
5. Senorita - Shawn Mendes, Camila Cabello
6. Friend Zone - Danielle Bradbery
7. Steady, As She Goes - The Raconteurs
8. Forever Young - Alphaville
9. I Like Me Better - Lauv
10. Scotty Doesn't Know - Lustra
11. Never Forget You - Noisettes
12. We Get On - Kate Nash
13. Toxins - Carlie Hanson
14. Wasted - Tiesto, Matthew Koma
15. Call You Mine (Parker Remix) - The Chainsmokers (feat. Bebe Rexha)
16. YOUTH - Troye Sivan
17. Stuck In The Middle With You - Stealers Wheel
18. Sunkissed - khai dreams
19. What I Like About You - The Romantics
20. This Side of Paradise - Coyote Theory
21. Sucker - Jonas Brothers
22. Figure It Out - Blue DeTiger
23. Meant to Be - Bebe Rexha (feat. Florida Georgia Line)
24. Here With Me - Marshmello, CHVRCHES
25. One Kiss - Calvin Harris (with Dua Lipa)
26. FRIENDS - Marshmello, Anne-Maries (Unrequited Love)
27. North$ide - Destiny Rogers
28. Almost Love - Sabrina Carpenter
29. broken - lovelytheband
30. Shut Up and Dance - WALK THE MOON
31. Animal - Neon Trees
32. Kilby Girl - The Backseat Lovers
33. Electric Love - BORNS
34. The Feels - TWICE
35. Your Man - Joji
36. Backyard Boy - Claire Rosinkranz
37. Caroline - Amine
38. Howlin’ for You - The Black Keys
39. Shape of You - Ed Sheeran
40. Fuck Up the Friendship - Leah Kate
41. In Too Deep - Sum 41
42. Playinwitme - KYLE, Kehlani
43. Take This Ride - Vigiland
44. Tongue Tied - Grouplove
45. Your Man - Down With Webster
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Feeding Into Your God Complex (Because I Am A Proud Enabler):
1. You Don't Know Me - Jax Jones, RAYE
2. Applause - Lady Gaga
4. Truth Hurts - Lizzo
5. Me Too - Meghan Trainor
6. Love Like Mine - Stela Cole
7. Like I Ain't - Tech N9ne
8. How I'm Living - Jerome The Prince, Jdam
9. 'Cuz I Can - P!nk
10. Royals - Lorde
11. Be Gone Thot! - LIL MAYO
12. CITY OF ANGELS - 24kGoldn
13. Go Hard (La.La.La) - Kreayshawn
14. Butter - Snow Tha Product
15. I Like It - Cardi B, Bad Bunny, J Balvin
16. Handsomer - Molly Moore, Maty Noyes
17. Pretty Boy Swag - Soulja Boy
18. Started - Iggy Azalea
19. mememe - bbno$, lentra
20. fast - sueco
21. Maneater - Nelly Furtado
22. New Bae - Chanel West Coast (feat. Safaree)
23. Golden Touch - JAXSON GAMBLE
24. Diamonds - Megan Thee Stallion, Normani
25. Lick - Just Juice
26. Bad Girls - M.I.A
27. Goddess - Jaira Burns
28. Fuck It Up - Ocho Drippin
29. So Pretty - Reyanna Maria
30. How to Be a Heartbreaker - MARINA
31. Looking at Me - Sabrina Carpenter
32. What A Shame - Leyla Blue
33. 7 Rings - Ariana Grande
34. Me & My Girls - Selena Gomez
35. Boys Like U - ZAND
36. Drinks - Cyn
37. Do My Thang - Miley Cyrus
38. You’re a Jerk - New Boyz
39. High Heels. - JoJo
40. Murder Party - NOT THE MAIN CHARACTERS
41. Focus - Ariana Grande
42. Therefore I Am - Billie Eilish
43. Take a Hint - Nightcore Reality
44. Oh No - Kreepa
45. Bad Girl - Avril Lavigne, Marilyn Manson
46. Whip It - BIA
47. All Eyes on Me - Pigeon John
48. Sugar Honey Iced Tea (S.H.I.T) - Princess Nokia
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Your Life is an Angsty Drama Thriller and You Are the Badass Main Character Ready to Risk It All:
1. Beautiful Crime - Tamer
2. Psycho Killer - The Wrecks
3. Strange Love - Simple Creatures
4. Insomniac - Timeflies
5. Call Me Devil - Friends in Tokyo
6. Dangerous - Royal Deluxe
7. Twisted - MISSIO
8. COPYCAT - Billie Eilish
9. Hit and Run - LOLO
10. My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark - Fall Out Boy
11. Black Sea - Natasha Blume
12. Riot - Hollywood Undead
13. My Favourite Game - The Cardigans
14. The Kid I Used to Know - Arrested Youth
15. Devil's Playground - The Rigs
16. Freaks Like Us - Sleeping Wolf
17. Heads Will Roll - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
18. Fake - The Tech Thieves
19. Dig the Crazy - Faith Marie
20. Don't Sing the Blues - Bohnes
21. Game of Survival - Ruelle
22. Darkside - grandson
23. Revenge, And a Little More - Unlike Pluto
24. Sociopath - StayLoose, Bryce Fox
25. Wreak Havoc - Skylar Grey
26. Devilish - The Phantoms
27. Look What You Made Me Do - Taylor Swift
28. Blood In The Cut - K.Flay
29. Little Poor Me - Layto
30. Somethin’ Bad - Miranda Lambert, Carrie Underwood
31. Choke - Royal & the Serpent
32. The Time of Our Lives - The Venice Connection
33. Mind brand - Maretu
34. Me And The Devil - Soap&Skin
35. Грустная Сука - IC3PEAK
36. The Devil You Know - X Ambassadors
37. Halloweenie IV: Innards - Ashnikko
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Existential Crisis Hour:
1. I Need Control - Will Jay
2. 100 Bad Days - AJR
3. Handlebars - Flobots
4. chateau - blackbear
5. Mockingbird - Eminem
6. Moral of the Story - Ashe
7. Sign - Jeremy Renner, Eric Zayne
8. Thumbs - Sabrina Carpenter
9. Trampoline - SHAED
10. Prom Queen - Molly Kate Kestner
11. It Gets Better - salem ilese
12. We Must Be Killers - Mikky Ekko
13. I Believe You - FLETCHER
14. Terrified - Terror Jr
15. Happy Face - Jagwar Twin
16. Wishful Drinking - Tessa Violet
17. Nevermind - Dennis Lloyd
18. Mr. Sandman - SYML
19. Honor Roll - Bulow
20. All Time Low - Jon Bellion
21. Let You Down - NF
22. Mad World - Riverdale Cast (the only good thing to ever come from the CW’s Riverdale...)
23. Maniac - Conan Gray
24. Habits (Stay High) - Tove Lo
25. Cool Kids - Echosmith
26. We Don’t Need ‘Em - Ryan Caraveo
27. I Miss Having Sex But At Least I Don’t Wanna Die Anymore - Waterparks
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18+ Club (ID Check at the Door):
1. Daddy AF - Slayyter
2. Right Thurr - Chingy
3. Kream - Iggy Azalea (feat. Tyga)
4. Seduce - Russ (feat. Capella Grey & Tamae)
5. Gas Pedal - Sage The Gemini, Iamsu!
6. Grove St. Party - Waka Flocka Flame (feat. Kebo Gotti)
7. Side To Side - Ariana Grande, Nicki Minaj
8. Summer Love - Justin Timberlake
9. MMM - TREASURE
10. Come & Get It - Selena Gomez
11. STARSTRUKK - 3OH!3
12. FM$ - New Boyz
13. I Like Him - Princess Nokia
14. My Humps - Black Eyed Peas
15. Freak - Doja Cat
16. She Wolf - Shakira
17. Shake That - Eminem, Nate Dogg
18. Paralyzer - Finger Eleven
19. Candy Shop - 50 Cent, Olivia
20. Superman - Eminem, Dina Rae
21. Keep It Down - Migrant Motel
22. Beggin’ - Maneskin
23. I Fink U Freeky - Die Antwoord
24. Swalla - Jason Derulo, Nicki Minaj, Ty Dolla $ign
25. Cyclone - Baby Bash (feat. T-Pain)
26. Closer - Nine Inch Nails
27. Laffy Taffy - D4L
28. E-GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE! - CORPSE, Savage Ga$p
29. Animals - Nickelback
30. Guys My Age - Hey Violet
31. Show Me How You Burlesque - Christina Aguilera
32. Cannibal - Kesha
33. Ignition - R. Kelly
34. Dumb - KOPPS
35. Break Ya Back - Lucas Coly
36. Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado, Timbaland
37. Get Stoned - Hinder
38. Cupid’s Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes
39. So Thick - WHIPPED CREAM (feat. Baby Goth)
40. Work Out - J. Cole
41. Get Down Low - Snow Tha Product (feat. Ohana Bam)
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Personal Favs (The Soundtrack to My Pathetic, Messy Little Life):
1. Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz
2. Should I Stay or Should I Go - The Clash
3. Lost My Mind - inverness, William Bolton
4. Ashes - Stellar
5. On My Way! - Snow Tha Product, Daddie Juju
6. Windows (feat. Prof) - Atmosphere
7. People I Don't Like - UPSAHL
8. DARKSIDE - Neoni
9. White America - Eminem
10. My Resort - Yellow Bucks
11. Chillthefuckout. - ROMES
12. nuh uh - Jades Goudreault
13. Hoodie On - Matt and Kim
14. Rob A Bank - Confetti
15. Cool Kids - Justus Bennetts
16. Witness (1 Hope) - Roots Manuva
17. Dead! - My Chemical Romance
18. DRUGS - Tai Verdes
19. bad guy - Billie Eilish
20. Paradise - Rude-a
21. Ur So F**kInG cOoL - Tones and I
22. Misfit - NCT U
23. They Call Me Tiago (Her Name Is Margo) - Tiagz
24. Bad Before Good - Day One
25. New Friends - Maty Noyes
26. Girls In Bikinis - Poppy
27. Pitbull Terrier - Die Antwoord
28. Boss Bitch - Doja Cat
29. Boy In The Bubble - Alec Benjamin
30. Everybody Loves Me - OneRepublic
31. Why Do You Love Me - Charlotte Lawrence
32. parents - YUNGBLUD
33. Runaway - Ed Sheeran
34. Who’s Laughing Now - Jessie J
35. No Diggity - Blackstreet, Dr. Dre, Queen Pen
36. Just Lose It - Eminem
37. Butterfly - Crazy Town
38. Kill Em With Kindness - Selena Gomez
39. The Search - NF
40. Same Drugs - Chance the Rapper
41. The Middle - Chancel West Coast
42. Small Talk - Kid Quill
43. Swerve - Arizona Zervas
44. Best Friends - grandson
45. Politically Incorrect - Tom MacDonald
46. Alaska - Little Hurt
47. Speedline Miracle Masterpiece - Tunde Adebimpe, Sal P, Sinkane
48. Marijuana Breath - Adam Jensen
49. Girls Like Girls - Hayley Kiyoko
50. Sweet Talk - Saint Motel
51. R U Crazy - Conor Maynard
52. GOODMORNINGTOKYO! - TOKYO’S REVENGE
53. SAD (Clap Your Hands) - Young Rising Sons
54. Wonderland - Natalia Kills
55. You Need Me, I Don’t Need You - Ed Sheeran
56. Clint Eastwood - Gorillaz
57. Older - Sasha Alex Sloan
58. Bad Vibes - K.Flay
59. But I Like It - Lauren Sanderson
60. yes & no - XYLO
61. Elastic - Joey Purp
62. Airpods - Astrid S
63. Slumber Party - Rain Paris
64. IHATEMETOO - LIL PHAG, Danny Gonzalez, Felony Steve, Kellen Schneider
65. Lane Boy - Twenty One Pilots
66. Walking On Air - Kerli
67. Grow Up - Paramore
68. 7 Figures - Nate Good
69. Vertigo - Glades
70. Playlist - Kid Quill
71. IV. Sweatpants - Childish Gambino
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Anime Inspired:
1. Uraraka (My Hero Academia Rap) - GameboyJones (feat. Fabvl)
2. Bakugo! - KVMIL
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🍓 love you and sending you light and good vibes
oh ranya i love you. i want very much one day for you and aino and i to hang out even though we are all currently on separate continents. i also feel like you are the big sister i've always wanted - the "would beat up the kids throwing pinecones at me on the playground" kind. the two fandoms we've been in together, despite all the Shit, have been amazing because you are always game to hear the dumbest shit percolating in my brain and after we're done with it, it becomes fully realized and developed stupidity. you are a key collaborator and a fucking goddess. 💛💛💛
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I recently read an ask where you said you had a list of names and I was just wondering if you could suggest some for me? I've been looking for a name that fits me. If you need a vibe, here. I am a very loyal person, I value friendship, hard work, and honesty. I don't like to do violence, I am very soft in that regard. I am a practicing witch. I also listen to metal, glitchcore, folk music, indie music, and rock. Ahhh I watch shonen anime and I like to make characters. I hope that's enough?? -Eli
I’m literally so emotional anon I was like,,, not expecting anyone to take me up on that and the idea that you would trust me with even a suggestion is incredibly sweet thank you so much! My first note is that you sound absolutely lovely and like we would be buds 😔💛✨
I don’t know if you are looking for a more masculine name, a more feminine name, or a “what is masculine or feminine, I am here for a name” kinda situation, but I personally think a lot of names are completely genderfluid so I’ll just suggest a couple and you can pop in my inbox again anytime if you’re looking for something more specific and affirming to your experience! Maven, Prana, Rowen, Blue, Juno, Mags, Anthame, Cress, Circe, Maddox, Fritz, Pitch, Emry/Emrys, Margo, Primrose (Prim/Rosie), Lyra, Ryn, Isa/Isra, Bastien, Kahno, Bailen, Kalborn/Cal, Ranya, Sarin, (and if you’re a green witch like me or just like herbs and plants) Cassia, Cedar, Sorrel, Clover, Calla, or Willow. Wow the way that was a lot. I hope that was helpful and no too overwhelming hehe! Sending lots of love your way and the best of luck on your journey c:
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mama🌹
I am so in love with you. With everyday that I spend with you I fall for you more and more. no matter where I am I just want you by my side. you are honestly one of the most beautiful women I know. I see your beauty on the inside and out. you’ve got such a big heart. you just want to see everyone around you happy. you are so sensitive to emotion and detect the smallest of changes in my vibe. It’s so hard to find chemistry and passion like ours. I’ve been in love before but I’ve never had a love like yours. I’m infactuated by you. I get so consumed in you and our own little world I never want to leave. we are so similar, yet we are so different. almost like ying and yang. when I look into your eyes I become mesmerised. nothing else in the world matters. when you look back at me everything around us disappears. I could stare into your honey chocolate smooth eyes all day. you have a way of turning me on without even trying. Just having your body pressed against mine does a lot to me. either one of us holding one another. you speak my love language. that is so important to me. I don’t have to say or do much and you know what I want, exactly how I want, when I want. you pay attention to me. you know how to hit all my spots and fully satisfy me. you have me coming back for more and more. when your inside me you feel at home. in that moment we become one. we don’t just have sex. we don’t just fuck. you make love to me. you appreciate, love and cater to every single inch of my body. you take my body on a full journey. reached and touched spots that have been hidden and undiscovered. you explore my body every time we are intimate like it’s the very first time. you’ve tasted parts of me that I never thought were humanly possible. you make me feel so good, there’s no words to justify what you do to me. you cried for me today and it meant to much to me. I was so shocked I didn’t really know what to do or say other then to just hold you and let you know I ain’t going nowhere. although it had to come from and unfortunate situation for you to let me in and show me how much I mean to you, I’m kinda glad it happened. I know you love me. You show me in all the things you’ve sacrificed in the short time you’ve known me. but seeing you cry for me for once and not her was a whole new level of showing me. To me, your most beautiful when your vulnerable. This is because in that moment you trust me. In that moment you need me. Need to comfort you, reassure you, hold you and let you know I’m not going anywhere. It’s so rare that your vulnerable around me. you don’t express how you feel. you don’t let me know how I make you feel or why and what your feeling most of the time so it’s so nice when you finally do. Our love language is one of a kind and I never could imagine myself this happy this quickly . This was never supposed to happen but I’m glad it has. I wouldn’t change it for anything. You are my baby and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Ranya you are my whole heart. I want everything with you. You show me what real love is. What it feels like to be appreciated, loved and truest cared for. you show me what it feels like to be protected and looked after. you make me feel beautiful in my most trampiest ways. We could be in a room full of a million beautiful naked women and I know you’d only have eyes for me. we have a love so pure. You trust me and I know how hard that is for you. I appreciate all the efforts you make for me. I know I’m not the easiest and by far not perfect but I pray and hope that you don’t give up on me and this happiness we share can last us a lifetime x
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Walking Among Wolves: Chapter 3 - Half Moon
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“You are stupid Raven,” Anya sighed, she stood up from the bed and poured some fresh water from a clay jug in a small bowl and reached into her satchel that was attached to her belt. She pulled out some green leaves and some purple seeds.
“What have you got there?” Raven asked as she watched Anya crush them together and mixed them with the water creating some sort of paste.
Anya took her outside gear off and dropped it on the floor then grabbed the bowl of ingredients, she sat on the edge of the bed.
“I don’t know if it will help, but the purple flowers are good for the scent and then the green leaves are a medicinal plant, too much of it can make you…”
“High?” Raven offered and smirked when Anya looked at her amused.
“Yes, high is a good description.”
Anya scooped up the paste and rubbed it on Raven’s swollen knee. The carefulness with how Anya applied it was something Raven wouldn’t expect, Anya was gentle and rubbed carefully around the inflamed knee. The paste was cool and it was doing wonders for the throbbing pain.
“How does it feel now?” Anya was adding the last of the paste before rinsing her hands.
“Honestly, the coldness is helping,” Raven was surprised then looked at Anya, “Thank you, Anya.”
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