#sad girls club

[chrissy-kaos]

I went out to the bar with one of favorite people in the world tonight. It’s her bday weekend so I couldn’t miss it. Thought I looked cute but apparently not. Still went home to lay in bed alone.. apparently men don’t find mentally unstable trans women attractive, who knew 😂

[asdelyon]

[0remorse]

[queen-of-disasters-stuff]

[x-m0rb1d-m1nd-x]

[euphoriacafe]

He loves you…but he didn’t want to love you…he can’t love you.

Rex stared at you with worn eyes as you were wrapped in his arms laying in the bed. The war was endless and it was coming to the point that every assignment he would have to go on got worse and harder to stay alive each time. One of his arms wrapped around your body and the other hand was combing through your messy hair.

He was a trooper who tried to obey the rules…to be a good soldier and follow orders.

Something was telling him the worse will come for him— that everything will change. As you laid in his arms he traced your facial features with his forefinger not wanting to forget any detail.

No.

If he doesn’t let go now, if he doesn’t leave now…if the words slip through his lips telling you he loves you…he wouldn’t be able to leave. He wants you…he shouldn’t…couldn’t…but does. His body trembled as his heart was shattering moment by moment.

Any moment you’ll wake up.

You’ll greet him with a sleepy kiss and hum him to sleep.

You were his safe space, his home, his reason.

No.

Get up.

He loves you…but he shouldn’t…he can’t…he doesn’t want to.

Without a second thought as he began to kiss the top of forehead the words slip.

“I love you..”

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I’m sorry this is so angst, I’m kind of in a sad mood right now and listening to music isn’t helping much BUT I hope you all enjoyed it.

Reblogs or feedback is welcomed!

[lifeinpoetry]

what if someone had told us that

we didn’t have to

be bleeding

in order to be open?

what if someone had told me

that a wound was not the only way

to travel into the center

of myself?

— Blythe Baird, from "Sad Girls Club," Sweet, Young, & Worried

[ouijaita]

[roseineden]

[entangledsongbird]

When they say that it’s not that bad

“You’re too young to be this sad”

Makes you wanna do something that you can’t take back

And be forever 15

Would you have missed me at all?

[chrissy-kaos]

Welp, I’m just going to be a perpetual, sad girl 💔

[asdelyon]

[0remorse]

[reynwestp0]

Sad girls

[x-m0rb1d-m1nd-x]