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gxlden-angels · 1 year
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Throughout all of this, I never thought about the potential for my family members to also deconstruct/leave fundamentalist christianity, even if they remained a more progressive christian in the end
#I came out to my dad this weekend and he took it like#scarily well#specifically as trans. I'm still figuring out sexuality and also he doesn't need to know all that lol#this man used to punish me for *not* wanting to spend his money on clothes and hair styling#he pulled up his bible app on his ipad and told me my deceased mother would be disappointed when I tried to come out nearly 10 years ago#and we didn't really talk about it after that until now#He's still a christian but he hasn't gone to our church since the pandemic started since we moved houses#then I left for college#so he didn't really have a reason to travel 45 mins to keep going to that specific church#his father still does though and is as extreme as he always was#if not more since he sees more/is getting sick so he's holding onto religion more#We lived with his father for a few years and I think we both started to see how extreme that life was there#cause that's also where I started deconstructing#I don't think he's ever going to leave christianity completely like I did#and I'm willing to pretend to be one for him#but he's significantly calmer now#and said he honestly just wants me to be able to survive and be happy even after he's gone#he even knew when pride month was and helps decorate at work#though that's not really by choice since it's a part of his job#but yea I came out to him as trans and he's okay with it. he just wants me to be happy. we aren't gonna tell his father tho#or his mother for that matter though she has the gentler calm nature that my dad inherited#it's been a journey seeing him reconcile with that from my end since it was usually something with me that made him rethink things#he's at a point where he cares much more about seeing me happy than being 100% perfect for Jesus. He doesn't need to be perfect either#I'm still processing all of it ngl. He even accepted the little resource bag I made for him#n e ways thanks for reading my little ramble about coming out and seeing my dad leave fundamentalism for a gentler christianity#that makes both of us happier both now and in the long run#I never really considered the possibility of that happening#next step: coming out to my mom's side of the family. tho I might just let them figure it out like the rest of my dad's side
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vaguely-concerned · 3 months
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sometimes I think of all the on-the-surface warm, well-meaning but deeply ineffectual advice and attention john gives harrow through harrow the ninth (make some soup and get some sleep! get a hobby! don't be so hard on yourself! self care harrow! as long as I need take no actual responsibility in this relationship whatsoever I would have loved to be your dad!) set up against the stark truth that with his other hand he has been staging her attempted horrific murder again and again and again like a living nightmare on the logic that it will 'put her down or fix her'. and then I find that I wish there is a hell. a special hell where twitch streamers turned necromantic death emperors go
#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#john gaius#harrow the ninth#this is why I don't buy john as misunderstood and initially well-meaning AT ALL#this is a pattern you see with him again and again and again -- right down to his interpersonal relationships#(and indeed it's in the more grounded interpersonal relationships you can most clearly see him as he is I think#the fantasy death empire of a thousand years doesn't register quite as viscerally because it's like. heightened; not quite real#but the emotional violence and manipulation that surrounds him? oh boy that is EXTREMELY real and scarily well-observed)#there's a premeditation to so much of what he does (contracts with planets that only end 'in the event of the emperor's death' anyone?#yeah john we get it you're hilarious and I wish you weren't)#the greatest trick john ever pulled was making anyone think he's just a lil guy. what does he know he's only god#when you first read the book the complete callousness of the other adults is so horrible that john seems like an oasis of care#(though you start to get this uneasy feeling when that care never seems to translate to like... relief or soothing or resolution)#and it makes it feel almost obscene when you find out what's actually going on#it's the mercy & augustine enabler hour but at least they're completely honest in their cruelty there#while john is -- well he sure is being john huh#this is just me being angry with him btw philosophically I don't think this is how the story will or should end#(with john slam dunked right into hell that is)#it's just... harrow is so vulnerable. and what he does to her is so insidious and fucked up#john is very deeply human. unfortunately the capacity to quite simply suck so much is deeply human too
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caratstays · 1 year
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the tarot pulls are going crazy tonight
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lyss-butterscotch · 5 months
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"Hello. Who are you looking for?"
Huzzah i made a new blorbo! Her name is Dawn of Partial Life or DoPL/Dawn for short. She's part of Omni's local group. Shes made to replicate the minds of significant figures for people to seek knowledge to incase said figure is 1) too far to travel to, 2) unavailable, or 3) ascended.
She doesn't become the person but she understands how they think and act enough so people seeking knowledge can feel like they're talking to the real deal.
With the ancients gone now she and her peers use this ability to predict how their fellow iterators will act.
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rox-of-iu · 11 months
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hulloo, i am here once again with cultivate....but not the usual one (~_~;)
so funny thing! i had most of these already done from before, but felt a bit silly so i didnt post them. but then (spoiler) we got Tao Ying in his fresh new look and like.. i had to draw him and post the rest of the gang along with him hksfh. so here, the sillays
🍑Tao Ying
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🐉Qing Mushu
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🦆 The Empress
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🐗The General
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aaand more sillies of the goobers
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aaaaand thats it hdjhdsjfhds so sorry for the long post lmao
characters yoinked from @neonghostcat cultivate
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isjasz · 6 months
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[Day 132]
Head in hands
There was also a scar but I could not figure out how to render him for my life so I'm giving up o7 DHSKJEKAJWKWKWLAA
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claracivry · 1 year
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Well done, my prince
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keithbutgay · 5 months
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Jax and Zooble but it's things Michael and Ashley have said
Going to keep saying these until they're animated. Here we go
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Jax: *singing* 'Tis the season to be horny, fa la la la la la la la la
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Zooble: Speaking of furries, Jax is-
Jax: *off in the distance* I'M NOT A FUCKING FURRY, ZOOBLE!
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Jax: *after leaving to get his wallet* I'm back. I have my wallet
Zooble: Why don't you just have it on you?
Jax: ...Cause I wasn't wearing pants.
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Jax: I can play the Rugrats theme! *smashes keyboard*
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Jax: Last night Zooble needed help sleeping, and so I started reading Fifty Shades of Gray as a bedtime story. They immediately started strangling me
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marc--chilton · 18 days
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btw can u imagine how much more insane houses very brief domestic era (that one episode where he was cooking and doing wilson’s laundry) would be in the omegaverse. First of Wilson 2would probably worry he had gone through some sort of fucked up conditioning in his rehab/therapy treatment to make him act more “traditional” and meanwhile house is just pre-heat thinking that since he’s living with wilson maybe if he takes over some of the household duties he might put a baby in him :)
FUCKED UP CONDITIONING OAUGHHGH that would be so fucking scary for wilson to even consider. i drove my best friend to mayfield and he came back brainwashed. he starts looking into the place, trying to find out if it's has some fucked up conversion camp "treatment", like demented levels of study and theorizing and obsession only capable of someone who willingly allies themselves with greg house.
then the camera cuts to house in the kitchen, apron on, limping from cutting board to cutting board, humming as he makes some of The Best Food wilson will ever eat. he's not perfect, he's not fixed, but he's better now. now he just needs to prove to wilson he's Good Enough. he can be a Good Omega if given the chance
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dafry-shenanigans · 6 months
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Found this old drawing and decided to finally finished it...
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I'm very surprised this crossover isn't a thing because it's so perfect-
Just imagine the chaos the two can get into lol
#detective conan#edogawa conan#kudo shinichi#fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#five nights at freddy's#fnaf gregory#trapped in a building facing dangerous animatronics? serial killers? trying to solve a mystery hidden by a shady corporate business?#DETECTIVE CONAN TO THE RESCUE!#It's basically just another Tuesday for conan but he will admit it's still a rather strange predicament he found himself in#Gregory would totally be jelous of Conan's detective gadgets and would definitely wanna try to “borrow” them#also hc conan is shorter and smaller than Gregory lol#however Gregory definitely notice how weird conan considering his look and age-#Gregory is like: Oh shit why is he so damn smart and mature for someone who looks like a 1st grader?#Gregory knows Conan is more than he looks (i mean the “kid” is scarily sharp and observent that much he can tell)#Conan is just worried for this kid well being and considering his luck he does not wanna risk leaving Gregory alone#they form a fragile trust for the time being (mostly Gregory having trust issues) but eventually Gregory start to come around-#and of course there's freddy- who is VERY WORRIED ABOUT THE BOTH OF THEM-#Who's also very concerned about Conan's behaviour and why the heck a kid would know so much about crime scenes-#the two constantly pulls dangerous stunts to try to stop their persuers and freddy is trying to help but mostly he's freaking out XD#Gregory and Conan are a menace and definitely would be a headache to the daycare attendants#specifically sun being worried about conan mental health#MAN IF ONLY I COULD WRITE A FIC OF THEM BECAUSE I WANT ONE SO BAD-#but nothing of the sort even exist :') so i just writes drabbles and make drawings#aaahh man sorry i haven't been making drawings much life decided to give me many reasons to constantly be worried about;;#i have so much brainrot ideas about these two au...
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lotus-pear · 4 months
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HIHI!!! first of all i love your art sm i love your design for chuuya and the soft lookin coloring stylee... oh i started to get off topic lmao ANYWAYS. what's your opinion on Nikolai ? i think he is very silly but also an interesting character. i'd love to see your take <3
first of all THANK YOU that’s so sweet🥺
secondly i find his character very complicated and interesting. he truly is doomed by the narrative yet intertwined with it in a tragic way. he reminds me of a fallen angel, someone who has had their wings broken yet still wishes to fly once more. the whole wanting to be free of all emotions and leave his mortal shell behind, ascending to free will and essentially divinity, is actually something ppl who read are able to sympathize with. seeing love and attachment as worldly desires and wanting to cast them aside, yet still being the character who sets an entire trial as a test of love. him being like “i’m perfectly sane”? he actually is. he’s conscious of what he’s doing and clear on his motives and will do anything to achieve them, going to any length, any extreme. that’s what makes him such a compelling villain.
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superbellsubways · 8 days
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new banner guys
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sefirots · 21 days
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vitale..shshiva..
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i dont think we're in akatsuka anymore...
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twptwp · 2 months
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I never see things of Dusknoir and Chatot interacting which in turn has me with my eyes sparkling with ideas.....
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doriantomybasil · 2 months
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i don’t often feel like i did well after a test or exam but damn i fucking nailed this midterm
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