Had a nightmare that I was back in school. Woke up feeling as if I actually had been. My head hurts, I'm exhausted, I'm scared. It feels like I'm not safe from it, even though I know I am. It's over, but it feels like it'll trap me and hurt me again. School won't, it can't, it's over... But work will. I'm so scared of work. Last summer was miserably painful - and I told no one, because that would be complaining, and nobody believes me when they think I'm complaining - and I can't bear the thought that it'll be that again. It'll be that forever. I don't want to. I don't think I can. I don't know how to escape it. I don't know how to avoid that pain.
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new idea: Killer will call the gang things like “pookie” or “bbg” yk that kinda stuff and he also will go like “skibiti toilet alpha rizz” just to annoy the others, but at some point Nightmares started saying it too
like he walks into the kitchen and sees Horror making coffee and is like “oh good morning pooks” and Horrors jaw drops. and so he finds Killer and drags him to the kitchen like “look what you’ve done” and Nm just goes “stop being a sigma” and Killer losses it
they do eventually tell Nm what all that stuff means. and thats how Killer died
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Starting to slowly realise I'm really not doing well mentally and it's. concerning. I feel like I should take a break from tumblr bc it takes some of what little energy I have but it's also my source of joy with friends so idk what to do, like I'd miss y'all more than I'd feel good about being away. But if you notice me talking less/not responding in days it's bc I just cannot. I leave your message notifs up so I don't forget tho <3
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I love English, I just handed in a 19 page essay about relationships and for examples I used carmine and Kierans relationship, the player and Kierans relationship and Madoka and houmras relationship along with an explanation of the scvi dlcs plots and madoka magicas plot (also used examples on the relationships in the book I’ve been reading for book clubs in English but like that’s not as fun)
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It's only January 4th and I've already had 6 nightmares this year 🙃 not looking good for my sleep in 2023... I was really starting to think graduating college had relieved the stress that was causing them since I only had 4 in the second half of December. But then the new year completely disintegrated that hope. All I've been doing is reading! How could that possibly add enough stress to cause this! I just want decent sleep 😭
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Mer Mono! He's based on the Monodactylus fish (aka the Mono fish!), which was suggested to me by the wonderful @akchimp75.
I tried to give Mono his signature tall-and-thin-ness, which meant sacrificing the adorable wideness of these fish
Look at it. That is a triangle XD I love them.
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