#self-reflection methods

[niggadiffusion]

Riding the Emotional Currents: Unearthing Your True Essence

Life’s rhythm often throws us into storms of emotion, where waves of anxiety, sorrow, or confusion crash against the walls of our minds. It’s in these moments—when clarity feels distant and chaos reigns—that we’re presented with an unexpected gift: the chance to dive deeper into our true selves. Emotional turmoil, though relentless and uncomfortable, becomes the gateway to self-discovery. By leaning into these internal tempests, we not only find stability but also unearth the essence of who we are and what truly drives us.

The Anatomy of Inner Chaos

Emotional turmoil isn’t simply feeling sad or anxious; it’s the clash of conflicting emotions that leaves us disoriented and struggling to function. Imagine a mental storm brewing—one that disrupts your peace and shakes your sense of control. This experience can manifest in heightened irritability, racing thoughts, and an overwhelming sense of dread. Physically, it can drain your energy, disturb your sleep, and even trigger headaches or digestive issues. Socially, you might withdraw or struggle to connect with others, feeling trapped in a cycle of self-doubt and fear.

Recognizing the difference between temporary emotional distress and prolonged turmoil is key. When left unchecked, these emotional currents can erode mental, emotional, and even physical well-being. Yet, understanding their roots and learning to navigate them opens the door to transformation.

Tracing the Source

The triggers for emotional upheaval are as diverse as the human experience itself. Relationship struggles, grief, career pressures, financial burdens, or past traumas can ignite this inner storm. Even positive life changes—like marriage or parenthood—can bring unexpected emotional turbulence. For some, underlying mental health conditions or neurodivergence amplify these feelings, while others grapple with societal pressures or personal insecurities.

By identifying these triggers, we can begin to untangle the chaos and confront the deeper fears and beliefs that fuel it.

The Path of Self-Discovery

True self-discovery isn’t about finding the “perfect version” of yourself. It’s about peeling back the layers—understanding your values, desires, and fears—and embracing your authentic self. This journey requires reflection, vulnerability, and the courage to confront uncomfortable truths.

In moments of emotional turmoil, we’re often forced to question the narratives we’ve clung to and the expectations we’ve inherited. It’s here that we uncover hidden strengths, suppressed emotions, and unacknowledged dreams. The pain becomes a teacher, guiding us toward clarity and purpose.

Tools for the Journey

1. Mindfulness & Presence: Ground yourself in the present moment through meditation, deep breathing, or mindful movement. These practices help quiet the noise and create space for self-reflection.

2. Journaling & Self-Expression: Pour your thoughts onto paper. Explore your emotions, patterns, and experiences without judgment. This process can reveal subconscious truths and foster self-awareness.

3. Seeking Support: Therapy, support groups, or honest conversations with trusted friends can provide valuable perspective and emotional validation.

4. Creative Outlets: Art, music, or poetry can serve as powerful vehicles for processing emotions and connecting with your inner world.

5. Rest & Self-Compassion: Emotional growth requires energy. Prioritize rest, set boundaries, and treat yourself with kindness as you navigate this path.

From Darkness to Clarity

Emotional turmoil isn’t something to escape—it’s an invitation to evolve. By embracing the storm and allowing it to guide us inward, we uncover resilience, authenticity, and deeper purpose. It’s through this raw, often uncomfortable process that we transform chaos into clarity and step closer to the truest version of ourselves.

[thejournallo]

GENTLE REMINDER:

Do it or Don't the time will pass anyway.

[pumpkin-the-girlie-girl-vixen]

Impulsive Behaviors

Impulsive behaviors are actions taken without forethought or consideration of the potential consequences. They can manifest in various ways, including spontaneous decisions, risky behaviors, or emotional outbursts. Here are key points to understand:

1. **Definition**: Impulsivity involves acting on a whim, often driven by immediate emotions or desires rather than rational thought.

2. **Causes**: It can stem from various factors, including neurological conditions, mental health disorders (like ADHD or bipolar disorder), stress, or substance use.

3. **Types**: Common impulsive behaviors include substance abuse, gambling, reckless driving, or engaging in unsafe sexual practices.

4. **Effects**: Impulsive actions can lead to negative consequences in personal relationships, financial stability, and overall mental health.

5. **Management**: Strategies to manage impulsive behavior include mindfulness practices, cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT), developing coping skills, and seeking professional help when needed.

6. **Prevention**: Building self-awareness, setting clear goals, and creating an environment that minimizes triggers can help reduce impulsivity.

Understanding impulsive behaviors can lead to better self-management and healthier decision-making. If you or someone you know struggles with impulsivity, consider consulting a mental health professional for support.

Impulsive coping mechanisms are ways people react to stress or emotional discomfort without much forethought. These mechanisms can be classified into negative and positive impulsive behaviors:

Positive Impulsive Coping Mechanisms

1. **Physical Activity**: Engaging in spontaneous exercise, such as going for a run, dancing, or joining a fitness class.

2. **Creative Expression**: Impulsively creating art, writing, playing music, or crafting to channel emotions positively.

3. **Mindfulness Practices**: Taking a moment to practice deep breathing, meditation, or yoga to center oneself and reduce stress.

4. **Spontaneous Socializing**: Reaching out to friends or family for an impromptu get-together, fostering connection and support.

5. **Adventure Seeking**: Trying new activities or hobbies on a whim, such as hiking, cooking a new recipe, or attending a workshop.

6. **Laughter and Humor**: Watching a funny movie, sharing jokes, or engaging in playful activities that bring joy and lighten the mood.

7. **Acts of Kindness**: Spontaneously helping someone in need, performing random acts of kindness, or volunteering.

8. **Exploration**: Taking a spontaneous trip to a nearby place or exploring a new neighborhood to break routine.

9. **Journaling**: Writing down thoughts and feelings impulsively to process emotions and gain clarity.

10. **Impulse Buying**: Making small, thoughtful purchases that bring joy or enhance well-being, such as a book or a favorite snack (as long as it’s within budget).

11. **Self-Care Activities**: Impulsively treating oneself to a spa day, taking a long bath, or enjoying a favorite meal as a form of self-care.

12. **Engaging in Hobbies**: Dedicating time to a favorite hobby or interest spontaneously, such as painting, gardening, or playing an instrument.

13. **Nature Immersion**: Going outside for a walk in nature or spending time in a park to refresh the mind and reduce stress.

14. **Mindful Eating**: Choosing to indulge in a healthy snack or meal intuitively, focusing on flavors and enjoyment.

15. **Complimentary Actions**: Impulsively complimenting someone to spread positivity and build connections.

Negative Impulsive Coping Mechanisms

1. **Substance Abuse**: Engaging in the use of drugs or alcohol on a whim, often to escape stress or emotional pain.

2. **Emotional Outbursts**: Reacting with intense emotions such as anger, frustration, or sadness without considering the impact on others.

3. **Risky Sexual Behavior**: Engaging in unprotected sex or multiple partners without considering health risks.

4. **Compulsive Spending**: Making impulsive purchases as a means of coping with emotions, leading to financial issues.

5. **Reckless Driving**: Driving aggressively or engaging in dangerous driving behaviors without regard for safety.

6. **Gambling**: Participating in gambling activities impulsively, often leading to financial loss and addiction.

7. **Self-Harm**: Engaging in behaviors that intentionally cause physical harm to oneself as a way of managing emotional distress.

8. **Eating Disorders**: Impulsive eating behaviors, including binge eating or emotional eating, to cope with feelings.

9. **Social Media Oversharing**: Posting impulsively on social media without considering privacy or the potential consequences.

10. **Procrastination**: Avoiding responsibilities through impulsive distractions or engaging in other activities instead.

11. **Impulsive Travel**: Making spontaneous travel plans without adequate planning, often leading to logistical challenges.

12. **Spontaneous Decisions**: Making quick decisions without thorough consideration, which can affect personal and professional life.

13. **Disregarding Commitments**: Canceling plans or ignoring obligations on a whim, leading to inconsistency in relationships.

14. **Aggressive Behavior**: Reacting to frustration or provocation with aggression, whether verbal or physical.

15. **Attention-Seeking Behaviors**: Engaging in actions solely to gain attention, even if they are inappropriate or harmful.

Understanding both negative and positive impulsive coping mechanisms can help individuals identify their behaviors and seek healthier ways to cope. While some impulsive actions can provide immediate relief, they can also have long-term consequences if not managed properly. Finding a balance and cultivating positive coping strategies can lead to healthier emotional responses and overall well-being. If someone struggles to manage these behaviors, it may be beneficial to seek support from a mental health professional.

[birbwell]

ten millionth haha what if my major was something else thought of the day

[attila-werther]

can we talk about that, actually. what's with all the beheading. crassus' head used for a theater prop, octavian wanting to cast the head of brutus' at feet of caesar's statue. everything dolabella and his men did with trebonius' corpse. and also head. pompey's head, too. cicero.

[1introvertedsage]

The beast has been asleep for too long. But now it is awake.

[uchiha-gaeshi]

When you realize that you’ve accumulated a whole slew of bad habits over the past 2-ish years…

[thejournallo]

Gentle Reminder:

[leaves-cars]

Doodlin’

[justposting1]

12 Inexpensive Items That Can Dramatically Improve Your Life

Affordable Treasures to Enhance Your Daily Routine A few weeks ago, I shared a video about eight expensive items that are, in my opinion, completely worth the investment. Many of you loved it and requested a follow-up featuring budget-friendly options. So, today, we’re diving into 12 relatively inexpensive items that provide immense value, far exceeding their cost. While “inexpensive” is…

[illimitablespaces]

to be held in a hazy world

of soft edges, and no pain

[cyber-soul-smartz]

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[mydayswithtarotbystella]

Doubt: Its Role and Impact

Doubt is a feeling that I’ve seldom encountered in my life. However, on the rare occasions that it does appear, it feels unsettling and out of place. These moments of doubt have arisen from seemingly trivial situations, such as deciding which drink to choose or panicking about my luggage at the airport. For me, doubt signifies a loss of control, almost an illness, rather than a simple hesitation.…

[cyberstabbing]

in my old man yells at cloud era for my hate for ai and filming at concerts

[hrrtshape]

　 　reasons why you're waking up in your cr ,

if it's not happening, it's because you're still treating the 3d like it's anything but your own assumption reflecting back to you. still assuming lack while saying abundance. still looking for signs instead of stepping into the thing as if it's already yours.

nothing external needs to change. your state does. and that can happen in one second, in one thought.

　　you keep checking . . . ౨ৎ　 the second you look over your shoulder to see if it worked, you're signalling it hasn't. assumption doesn't need confirmation. assumption doesn't peek.　 ꒰  what to do , stop asking. stop waiting. decide it's done and get on with your life. keep walking.　

　　subconscious doubts . . . ౨ৎ　　 somewhere deep, under the clean sentences you say out loud, there's a voice. 'what if it's not real?' 'what if i'm not good enough?' it camps out in the marrow, slowing you down before you ever start.　 ꒰  what to do , rewire yourself. not once, not wistfully. daily, methodically. affirm it until it's more instinct than wish.　

　　overthinking the methods . . . ౨ৎ　 you're not assembling a bomb. you're not cracking the human genome. shifting isn't method worship. it's assumption.　 ꒰  what to do , pick what feels natural. raven, lullaby, drift, whatever stops the noise. trust the simplicity. complexity is a coffin.　

　　intellectualising it to death . . . ౨ৎ　 you read every shifting post, watched every youtube guide, diagrammed every method.　 ꒰  what to do , get out of your head and into your body. shifting is sensation before it's strategy.　

　　fear of success or change . . . ౨ৎ　 self-sabotage wears a hundred faces. sometimes it's something that says you're safer in longing than in arrival. the mind clings to its ruins because they are familiar. ꒰  what to do , dig out the rot. write out your fears like you're testifying. remind yourself that change is not exile. you're allowed to cross thresholds.　

　　you want it to feel like magic . . . ౨ৎ　 you expect fireworks. epiphanies. sensations. if it doesn't sparkle, you think it didn't happen.　 ꒰  what to do , stop chasing signs. reality shifts quiet. like changing the channel. no drama, just difference.　

　　impatience . . . ౨ৎ　 you feel ready. you want it yesterday. but checking the oven every two minutes doesn't bake the cake faster. it breaks the heat.　 ꒰  what to do , behave as if it's already yours. embody the arrival. impatience is a leak, seal it.　

　　you think there's a gap . . . ౨ৎ　 a gap between you and your desire. between thought and result. between you and your dr.　 ꒰  what to do , there is no gap. the second you decided, it existed. the delay's a hallucination.　

　　comparing yourself to others . . . ౨ৎ　 watching other shifters score touchdowns doesn't mean you're fumbling. you're running a different play entirely.　 ꒰  what to do , stay on your field. trust your timeline. celebrate every inch forward like you invented it.　

[mv1simp]

The Take ♥️

Trainer! Max Verstappen x Midsize!Reader

I wanna put you in seven positions for seventy minutes, you'll get it babe (take you down, I really wanna take you down)

Everyone knows Max Verstappen hates having to workout out constantly. If it wasn't for his physically demanding career as a F1 driver, his choice of a workout would involve a weekly padel game with his mates and FIFA on his PS5. His trainer tries something different and gets Max to be the instructor for once - to you, a sweet and naive girl whose jerk boyfriend told her to lose weight. Max couldn't resist using a hands on method to help you get your confidence back.

Content includes: 18+ MDNI, smut, dark max girlies rejoice we’re back in action, naive! Chubby! reader, dubcon, explicit cheating but reader’s boyfriend is an absolute jerk hehe, size kink, WC 2.7k

Rupert, Redbull's physical trainer that had been delegated to none other than the legendary champion driver Max Verstappen, was at his wit’s end with his client. With his 4 world championships, Max was very familiar with the intense workout routine an F1 driver needed to maintain. It was just, well, he was just sick of the same repetitive timetable over and over again. And his physical trainer could see the results reflecting in Max’s pre season testing, seeing how Max’s numbers were admittedly very good, they were not as high as they’d been in the past.

Everything Rupert had tried to brainstorm to inspire Max had fallen short. From different workout locations (Monaco is only so big, after all), to the most unique exercise techniques he had googled (Brazilian cold water immersive Pilates did not resonate with Max) - everything had come up short. At his wit’s end, Rupert decided to throw a last ditch resort at Max - training you.

You’re a pretty, pure hearted twenty something marketing executive in Monaco, with a narcissistic boyfriend who thinks he’s a top shot with the new money he’s raking in from making a new app. Such a top shot that he feels entitled to hire a personal trainer for his sweet girlfriend, demanding you look like a perfect Insta model. That’s what every man in Monaco wants! he says patronisingly to you, gaslighting you into attending the training. That’s why he reached out to Rupert, a very famous trainer - who consequently dumps you onto Max, stating that he needed a two week holiday from the Dutchman and he could take over his new client. You’ll survive, it’s the off season, he says to Max with a deadpan expression as he waves goodbye.

Max is pissed, of course. What the fuck was Rupert thinking, making a four time world champion F1 driver, multimillionaire, and just general degenerate gamer train some random goldigger chick? He’s rolling his eyes as he walks into his usual gym, where Rupert had told you to turn up. He’s ready to tell you to fuck off, all Mad Max and all, because no way was he wasting his time-

And then he lays eyes on you, and his heartbeat stutters. In front of him, oblivious to the predatory stares of men around her, is the cutest little thing he’s ever seen. You’re dressed in a matching workout set, tugging at the edge of your tight shorts a little self consciously, looking around with innocent wide doe eyes. Fucking hell, Rupert had most certainly not mentioned his new client had the body of a pornstar, all luscious tits and ass and chubby cheeks, and a face that looked like an angel. Max couldn’t wait to sink his big, bad teeth into the sweet looking lamb who stumbled right into his toned arms.

Smirking devilishly, he introduces himself as your new trainer. You gasp, eyes widening cutely, feeling butterflies swirl in your tummy at the tall, handsome and muscular blonde in front of you. Shall we get started? he murmurs, a gorgeous smile on his face and pretty blue eyes intently locked on you. I have to say, I’m surprised you signed up for such an intensive course, he says in an incredibly attractive, deep Dutch accent. You look like you’re in…great shape, if you don’t mind me saying, he adds, observant gaze flicking down to take in your curves. You flush, not minding the attention at all from such a hot trainer!

That’s so sweet of you to say! You say, blushing cutely and looking down, completely missing how Max’s heated gaze glances down your tight crop top, his taller height perfect to get an eyeful of your tempting cleavage. You tell him that actually, it wasn’t your idea, but your boyfriends’s…he thinks I’m too fat, you say with a pout.

What, Max says with a scowl that he quickly smooths when you peer up anxiously at the sudden spike in his mood. Honey was definitely a better way to win over something as sweet and innocent looking as you than poison. Well, ignore whatever your boyfriend wants. You’re here only for your own fitness and confidence, okay?

You beam up at him, nodding enthusiastically. God, Max couldn’t wait to have you for himself. Your boyfriend sounded like an absolute pathetic loser, telling someone as perfect and beautiful as you to change her body. Doesn’t matter, because it made it all the easier for Max to win you over. And he’d make sure to have his fun while doing it.

He’d started all your regular sessions with him with a good pre workout stretch, of course. Taking you into a side room to shield you from the hungry eyes of the other male gym goers, because only Max deserved to see your pretty body bent over for him. It didn’t stop others from walking past the glass door multiple times to ogle you, much to Max’s annoyance. But you remained clueless, twisting yourself in whatever position Max ordered you too like a good student.

And Max was such a nice instructor. He showered you with praise over the tiniest thing, making you blush up a storm, enjoying his reassuring and comforting voice. He was so different to your mean boyfriend! Max’s large hands settled on your soft body, helping position you perfectly, as he huskily whispered in your ear for you to bend forward, all the way like that, good girl. Can you touch your toes for me?

And when you can’t quite get there, he places a strong hand across your lower back to give you that extra push. His hand sometimes drifts lower, to your plump ass, giving it a reassuring squeeze as he instructs you. You gasp, and when he pretends to be none the wiser and ask you what’s wrong, schatje? in such a gentle tone, calling you darling in Dutch, you shyly stammer that you’re kinda sensitive down there…your boyfriend had said he wasn’t going to touch you until you lost weight!

Max’s brain temporarily short circuits at this information. Your idiotic boyfriend wasn’t fucking you every chance that he got? And judging by the way you’re shyly looking away and rubbing your thighs together, it had been a very long time since you’d been properly handled by anyone. Max would bet his multi story yacht that even when you had been sleeping with your boyfriend, he wasn’t making you cum. Leaving you so sexually frustrated that Max just feeling up your lush ass was getting you all hot and bothered. How cute, the Dutchman thinks, unable to hide the devious grin on his face at the new information.

He guided you back into position, his strong hips digging into yours from the back. The full wall mirror in front of you given Max a delicious view of your tits practically spilling out of your top as you lean forward. Good thing your ass is so fat he can easily hide his impressive semi erection behind it, he thinks cheekily. He can’t resist leaning forward and grinding himself against you, just for a second, leaving you gasping and looking behind you with a confused expression - only to find Max innocently looking at you. Something wrong, schatje? he says so sweetly that you feel embarrassed for even wondering what he was doing behind you.

He’ll have to do something about all the hungry states from the other gym goers though - he can’t have them even thinking about something which belongs to him. He glares at anyone who dares look at you through the glass doors, but he needs a more permanent solution.

So for the next session he invites you to his house, where he has a mini gym on his penthouse balcony. You’re unsure at first, but after Max tells you it’s just so hard for him to focus on your sessions at the gym, with the way everyone is always asking him for an autograph or a selfie…you say yes immediately, because you’d never want to make it harder for him when he’d been such a caring trainer! Soon enough he has you all to himself in his outdoor gym, wearing another one of your cute workout sets. Except he wanted to see more of your pretty body, so the next day he hands you a PR package - asking if you wanted to try on the gift from one of his sponsors. You beam at his thoughtful gesture, quickly getting changed into the slutty outfit he’s hand selected.

Max smirks wickedly as he helps stretch you out again, this time with your thighs bent up almost to your flushed face. The blue booty shorts are so tiny they’re practically underwear, slipping into your tanned asscheeks and giving you a cameltoe, much to your embarrassment. You squirm as Max’s keen gaze goes right to your pussy brushing up against his abs - separated only by a thin layer of spandex. Because of course, Max worked out shirtless at home - it’s far too warm! Getting better but still not flexible enough, sweetheart Max says with a disapproving tone that has you scrambling for his approval. Here, let me help you.

He pushes down on your thighs with his huge hands. Your tits almost spill out of the tiny cropped singlet he has you in when he buries his face into them. M-Max! you stammer, asking what he was doing, was it really needed, but he just reassures you that it absolutely was. After all, you didn’t want to pull a muscle and stop being able to exercise for two weeks, right? His deep voice is muffled against your plush tits as he pressed in deeper, making you squirm some more when his lips brush against your hard nipples.

He helps you cool down afterwards too, like the dedicated coach he is. You’re so grateful for all the deep muscle relaxation techniques he knows, moaning blissfully as you lay sprawled underneath him as he massages your sore body. He started with your legs and arms, and then your tense abs, and then one strong palm squeezing your lush tits and the other cupping your pussy through your sports set. You were always embarrassingly wet after your workouts, with all the close proximity to Max, and prayed he didn’t notice how soaked your shorts had become as he rubbed his palm encouragingly against your cunny. You couldn’t stop the contended moans as you arched into his skilled hands, finding the tension draining from your muscles completely.

Soon you’re over at Max’s everyday, working out longer and longer. To your delight, Max asks if you’d mind helping him with his workout! You’re so eager to return the favour after he’s been so considerate, taking time out of his busy schedule just to train you. All you had to do was sit on his back as he did push ups-

You insist that there was no way he could do that, you were way too heavy, what if he hurt himself? All it takes is one cocky smirk from him to convince you, and you climb onto his back, gasping in amazement as his muscular back flexes when he easily starts during push ups. You’re completely distracted by how attractive he looks, so much more broader and stronger than your own boyfriend who couldn’t even lift you up! You feel a bit guilty thinking that but don’t get time to think about it - because next you’re helping Max with his hip thrusts. You squeal as his impressive legs thrust you into the air with a bounce, making your sensitive pussy land on his rock hard cock each time. You stabilise yourself with hands on his abs, running over the taut, sweaty muscle, so enamoured with the sight that you don’t notice Max’s blue gaze fixed on your jiggling tits with each bounce. Mmmh-Ah! H-how many more do you have to do, Max? you say breathlessly, feeling yourself start to get more and more turned on with each thrust of his hips. You felt so dirty, practically dripping through your booty shorts onto his lower abs, feeling all horny while he was just trying to work out!

Just a few more, he says vaguely, grasping onto your thick asscheeks to steady you as he continues meanly grinding his angry, hard cock into your soft cunny. You end up cumming through your shorts, desperately biting down on your lips to keep silent but failing to suppress your slutty moans. You were so cute and naive that you had no clue Max was just dry jumping you to orgasm. Training your perfect body to respond to his, just how he wanted it.

He left you in your post orgasmic bliss on his outdoor couch to cool down as he ventured inside. He’d been planning on jerking off his raging erection in the shower, not wanting to scare you off with his impressive load. But when he caught sight of the protein powder on his kitchen counter top, he couldn’t resist. All it took was a couple pumps and the image of you riding him with your bouncing tits for him to cum, filling a good half of the glass he tops off with a protein smoothie. When he hands you his homemade drink, you thank him with wide doe eyes. You’re such a thoughtful trainer, Max! you say sincerely, eagerly drinking his gift. Mmmh, it tastes amazing, what ingredients did you use? He winks and tells you it’s a top secret world class athlete recipe.

Max is completely addicted to feeding you his thick load and has you equally addicted, asking shyly if he’d make you another one of his smoothies after each session. He figured he has you enamoured enough with him to take things to the next level when you start asking for seconds. The thing is, schatje, since I eat so much protein and supplements, my sperm is super high in nutrients…but it’s not safe for you to take so much protein directly as a girl! So that’s why I had to put it in your drink, okay? You nod with wide eyes, your jaw dropped open in shock as Max unties his shorts to show you his huge swollen cock that’s been feeding you for days. You dazedly ask if maybe you should be getting “fed” from your boyfriend instead, you weren’t sure if he’d be mad if he found out-

Max cuts off your worries immediately, promising you that only his cum would be able to provide you with what you needed. In fact, you shouldn't be going anywhere near your boyfriend's weak release. You nod quickly, wanting to show Max what a good student you were, completely willing to obey him. And when he asks if you'd help him out in making your smoothie today, since his hand was kinda tired after so many days, you eagerly say yes! Soon you're snuggled up by his side, letting him guide both your hands up and down his cock. You're in awe of how big and hot his shaft looks, you'd never seen one that size. You swallow back drool in your mouth, already craving your daily treat, and when Max slyly suggests that you could just drink directly from the source? you're on him in seconds. Dutifully sucking and jerking him off, making him hiss and grab your hair as he thrusts in deep and cums with a deep moan. He makes you stick out your tongue afterwards to make sure you didn't waste even a drop.

Good girl. Let's do your cool down massage in the shower today, hmm? It's so fucking hot out. Max's praise fills you with heady warmth and you giddily agree, letting him guide you into his luxurious shower to cool down, stripping out of your skimpy workout set.

Too bad you ended up doing a lot more cardio than cooling down behind the steamed glass. Max grins devilishly as you both watch his cock go in and out of your creamy pussy together, every thrust making you scream his name and hold onto him desperately. After all, fucking up against the bathroom wall was a much more effective workout, right?