#she doesnt know SHIT god
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i like her. very much
#rambles#hfjone#hfjone spoilers#she doesnt know SHIT god#particularly given that they really are just guessing w charlie like#and like of course shed be offended!!! them implying that she just like. lost her baby? like yeah!#if i was in her seat id chew ava out too! get her ass alice!!!
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
Now.. I'm not doubting Johnny somewhat (?) loved Alt in his own convoluted and severely misguided ways but uh.. to call them soulmates? Did we uh.. did we not play the same game? Watch the same scenes? Because it's crazy y'all r saying that when we literally play as his actual soulmate
#actually blowing up every cishet guy in tiktok comment sections who say this shit#like ofc yall would#guys im not super sure that was like soulmate type love up there on that screen thats more like#man i love this chick for what she represents to me than like.. man i love this woman for who she is as a person...........#i actually am so curious how they think they're soulmates and im mean this with genuine curiosity what r they seeing that im not#bc all i can think is like... theyre just defaulting? to a het relationship? esp if they play as male v#and god forbid they see two men as each others soulmate#and even for fem v and johnny like.. its no different?#so why alt and johnny and not v and johnny?#AND THEN THEYRE FIGHTING ABT if he loved rogue or alt more girl 💀#like tf u mean johnny loved alt because 'u never kno what u have till its gone' thats it? thats yr reason? honestly actually really?#oh lord all im finding out is there are a lot more people who hate alt than i thought......#im just saying.. johnny didnt really kno how to love beyond the image of himself#until v literally uncontrollably not just tore those walls down but literally melded them into something new#v had no choice but to see the johnny under the omage and johnny had no choice but to show v that image#and v still cared for johnny in spite of#johnny couldnt posses the love he has for v with rogue or alt simply bc that involved getting close and#he literally had to be attached to some guys brain lile a fucking parasite for that to ever happen.....#how can u say he they were soulmates if they never really knew each other#he didnt even know alt was a fucking netrunner for fucks sake and she apparently never thought it was like something worth telling him#how is that soulmate shit fr? girl she doesnt even like his ass on the basis of his character 😭 none of them do 😭😭#he literally says so 😭😭😭 and he dont even need to tell us that to see 😭😭😭😭#hes actually despicable until v makes him slightly more tolerable bc hes leeching off emotional self awareness he mever had b4 😭😭😭😭😭#im scared of tik tok comment sections ngl so really im just raving here under the false security of tumblr tags#silverv#cyberpunk 2077#ult speaking
171 notes
·
View notes
Text
Colonialism Apologetics? In MY Space Mecha Kids TV Show? MORE LIKELY THAN U THINK
I will soon #discuss this but for now I'm just pissed off by it like really TV show? REALLY?
Wait also this is totally unrelated but I am still thinking about the Voltron Show episode where like I really do think they could've stumbled upon something interesting about 1: the fact that the Paladins suddenly become these like. Objects. Symbolically speaking. And then to the resistance movement there is a tension because they're not actually like. Doing shit. But then the paladins themselves feel objectified
Idk like there's so many things that you could do there that would be pretty doable to handle for the audience and keeping the tone of the show! Have Shiro feel uncomfortable with the Shiro The Hero [TM] persona because it reminds him too much of the Champion!
Have the rebels like in the Blade of Marmalade or Olkarion or other rebel outposts (which we barely even see because the show dgaf about the people fighting for freedom jfc) feeling some kinda way about it! A FUCKING MARVEL MOVIE DID THIS!!!! THAT'S HOW SIMPLE THIS IS TO DO!!! (I watched the first Captain America movie for the first time last night. It is extremely simple and very pro military. BUT IT UNDERSTANDS HOW TO DO WHAT IT NEEDS TO DO)
Like idk have Loverboy Lance be tied to Lance's own insecurities about what he brings to the team AND the war– have him feel some kind of way about being portrayed like that as MORE than just jokes!
Don't even get me started on Hunk this fucking show is so awful to Hunk
HAVE ALLURA REALLY GET TO GRIPS WITH THE FACT THAT SHE'S GOT TO PLAY A GUY WHO SHE IS BOTH VERY SIMILAR TO AND ALSO HE IS PART-GALRA, THE SAME GALRA WHO KILLED HER PEOPLE! IT'S A REASONABLE HESITANCY TO HAVE! IDK! IT JUST PISSES ME OFF MAN THERE'S SO MANY THINGS THIS SHOW COULD DO BUT DOESN'T
#voltron#liveblogging voltron#voltron legendary defender#liveblogging#vld#princess allura#allura#allura deserves better lowkey bc the way they were like “Oh she should fall for the space colonizer who lowkey fetishizes her culture”#They said “Yeah he wants to revise her people's history to fit her needs and she's INTO HIM” like stfu it is not even a little convincing#AND AND AND the way they just. Eradicate Olkarion and then PRETEND IT'S A NEW BEGINNING#prince lotor#vld lotor#lotor#Lotor pisses me off as a character bc he is so obviously flawed#Like he has this whole idealized version of what his role is#Like when he's like “I worked WITH the people we colonized” HOMIE YOU STILL COLONIZED THEM#THE FACT THAT THERE WERE COLLABORATORS TO YOUR REGIME DOESNT UNDO THAT#So help me god it would be a GOOD THING for a character to be like this BUT THE NARRATIVE REINFORCES IT#THEY NEVER BOTHER TO QUESTION IT#And again I am just. Like the fact is it would've BALLED OUT to question Voltron's role#“This superweapon has aligned itself with the colonial empire's status quo” AND THEY DON'T DO ANYTHING WITH THAT?#THE DOMESTIC TERRORISM ORGANIZATION GOT NEUTERED SO HARD TOO LIKE THE BLADES OF MARMALADE WERE REVOLUTIONARY ONCE#This show does NAWT care about revolution or liberation which like. WHY WRITE ABOUT A SPACE COLONIAL DOWNFALL WHEN YOU DON'T CARE#All those alien planets they allegedly free WE LEARN NOTHING#WHO ARE THEY#I WANT TO KNOW#Putting my headloss in the tags because I'm spiraling over this shit fr#keith kogane#lance mcclain#vld lance
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
in a world where everything is okay, i can just imagine gojo being a horrifically great babysitter for megumi and being unofficially adopted into the fushiguro family like
toji hates his guts, and gojo hates his guts too—but fushimama is so nice and kind, and finds him to be an absolute darling, and toji will always fold to his wifes whims every time—so toji puts up with the annoying blue-eyed menace
at the very least, he can take solace in the fact that baby megs also hates him, and fushimama has never seen her boys so cooperative and together as a family unit before—despite it being at gojos expense lmao
as much as she wants to break up their mini-fights and bickerings, she doesn't because it is somehow enrichment for the three of them
she always manages to wrangle gojo to stay just a bit longer for dinners on the weekends, despite him insisting that he doesn't want to be a bother. the smile that spreads on her face when toji invites him to stay for dinner for the first time—toji would do anything for that smile. even put up with gojo teasing him for being so down bad for her LMAO
#wynn talks#damn my first non-nanago post#i am a fan of many faces#faces being obsessions with fictional characters and their relationships and their hypothetical happy endings and scenarios#but yeah—gege you didnt even give fushimama a nameeeeee#aUGH—I MEAN ITS NOT GONNA BE HARD TO GIVE HER A NAME#I CAN JUST GOOGLE SOMETHING BUT LIKE#GEGE JUST SAID 'lmao toji had a wife btw' and DIPPED#LITERALLY ZERO CHARACTERIZATION#NOTHING#NOT EVEN A NAME#IM SO FUCKING DISTRAUGHT#we dont even know how they met up or whatever#and like—im never gonna be over the fact that she didnt have a nameeeee#imagine being so important to a character that they fundamentally changed their entire life AND gave us another extremely important charact#bUT NOT EVEN HAVE A NAME#this is some motherfuckin genshin impact scaramouche backstory bullshit like cmonnnn#but yeah if i ever post abt them again ill have probably spent weeks agonizing over the perfect name for this woman that we barely know lma#also—this is a nanago blog so you bet ur ASS that ill be turning this into some nanago bullshit AHAHA#already the ideas are brewing in my mind...#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk headcanons#gojo satoru#toji fushiguro#fushimama#toji fushiguro wife#bro i hate it here i had to fuckin look up the tags for her#because she DOESNT HAVE A FUCKING NAME IM GONNA COMMIT CRIMES#god the hassles and slight frustrations and i have to go thru to tag shit properly dfjknghlksd
30 notes
·
View notes
Note
my friends thought i shipped pinkiedash for literal months until I reblogged a ton of twipie art. When I asked why in the world they thought I shipped pinkiedash, I realized. My two pony dolls of pinkie pie and rainbow Dash (currently sitting on my work desk) had their muzzles touching. They thought I was making them kiss. I've since banished them to two separate corners of my desk
eh thats just common courtesy of pony dolls, youve gotta make them kiss regardless. Also funny, why would they think one ship stops the other? people multiship all the time Also funny that you went nohomo and separated them
#I don't get the ship of Pinkiedash#pinkie mostly annoys and frustrates rainbow all the time#like feeding her pies she doesnt want n shit#though tbh I don't get twipie either#in the canon all that pinkie does is annoy twilight#the final pinkie x twilight focussed episode is “Oh no oh god I don't want PINKIE to be my teamate bc she SUCKS”#and yeah Pinkie's desire of wild insanity is counter intuitive with Twilights desire for order and organization#less of an “Opposites attract” way more of an “Pinkie wont stop pissing twi off” kind of way#Plus like in what way would they satisfy eachothers needs like cmon#they both got better chemistry with other characters#Ironically. they BOTH have better chemistry with Sunset Shimmer#though to be fair lots of fans dont even know or care for her rip
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
Look Kristen is a kid so its understandable and Ally is great and I'm sure has a plan for this. But Kristen should not be a cleric lol. I hope that after the wizard synogue incident Cassandra takes the Archfey deal to keep herself safe and Kristen loses her powers because honestly based on her RP that girl has NO wisdom. She has NEGATIVE wisdom. If you don't like the gods currently on offer but can't take responsibility for keeping a new one alive (because you're a kid) then you should just respec. Pick a charisma-based spellcaster class that doesn't require a bunch of work like the Int classes or responsibility like the Wis classes. Give up your soul to Fig (or just give it back to newly-Archfey Cassandra) for Warlock spells idk.
#like I know kristen is a vessel for exploring the experience of growing up in an abrahamic religion and like. developing as your own person#which is why they're working within the existing forgotten realms universe but foregoing the usual pantheon#and replacing it with Sol and Helio which are just God and Jesus metaphors#but that kind of self-exploration usually ends up in either atheism or non-abrahamic philosophies like buddhism no?#neither of which are compatible with the cleric class. like kristen clearly doesnt really like being a prophet. she cant handle it#have her awaken latent sorcery or something. I'd honestly accept her becoming a druid even though they also have a lot of responsibilities#but like shes GONNA kill cassandra if cassandra doesnt leave her first#and that'll be the second god that she created and then killed with her neglect. she may have been helio's chosen but shes a shit cleric#pretty much all teenagers would be shit clerics#maybe she can come back to it later#but cassandra girl you gotta flee. take your cat and your magic and run#d20#fantasy high#fhjy#kristen applebees#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20
147 notes
·
View notes
Text
im seeing the pattern of being an atreus/angrboda fan (or u just like them) and having to go through this weird initiation process of: liking them in the game (wether its themselves, their relationship or both), then trying to find content of them only to be shocked to see a bunch of haters (on both sides but angrboda gets it the worst and thrud is often times oddly used against her), only to then get severely disappointed and realize u probably have to do a bit of contribution yourself which isnt bad but it sucks when its characters that are ridiculously hated 😭😭😭
#Putting the girls against each other for a dude is sooo tired and with them is completely unnecessary and makes no sense#“IRONWOOD IS TRAHS ITS 5 HOURS LONGGG AND SHES A PIECE OF SHIT BITCH CUNT” IVE SEEN PPL SAY THIS#Like what yall like but the problem is mfs get CRAZY when it comes to angie in particular i be like girl…?::?!::&/&!;!#then expect nobody to say smth like umm u good? Cuz the way u dtm over a vg character is concerning#Things have gotten a bit better but im just pointing out the pattern of becoming a A/A fan 😭😭#Im sure it is gonna lift by next game but it doesnt mean i cant get annoyed behind it still#This is def one the most mentally stagnated fandom ive seen and thats saying ALOT#We already know its cuz the dudebros want to be kratos so bad#you mfs will never be that man.#atreus#angrboda#god of war ragnarok#god of war#Gowr#Gow#God of war fandom#shitdom#Rant
55 notes
·
View notes
Text
People who work in a more corporate setting: how ethical is it for Human Resources to send out a questionnaire to workers who are not contracted and are in fact freelance, that is a self-evaluation questionnarie but also an evaluation of all of your colleagues, INCLUDING your superiors, and the questionnaire in question is not anonymous, and in fact not only do you have to put your email in, you have to put your name? Like, please tell me I am not fucking insane and this is extremely unethical and prone to create a horrific work environment
#they hired a girl a year ago for human resources#we had no human resources before that#but the girl is fresh outta college#i dont know if she's ever had a job before probably idk#but she's green you can tell#and oh my god she doesnt know what human resources is#she fired someone via phone while that person was in a doctor's office getting the news that they had cancer#'fired' because we are freelance she just said they were not going to collaborate with her anymore#and i am so bothered by this#because one of the people i have to evaluate is my superior#who has been treating me like absolute shit#and the fact that this isnt anonymous is just calling for hostile work environment#everyone is literally thinking of the word 'retaliation'
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
OH MY GOD ADAM RAKI IS SO ME THEY WERENT LYING
#OH NYGOGODDDDFHGGG#finallly watched it and hy shit km . HOLLY SSHIITTT#couldnt stop stimming i was so so happy ouuhgaghhhgggcacagagdt#also. not happy. bad stimming and flushing and nauseous from all the awkwardness#the infodumping the weird looks the judgement the misunderstandings the social anxiety#it was like having my own life put on in front of me fuck holy shit#that movie. wasnt very great though like all things considered#genuinely made me really sad that hes just so completely alone and misunderstood#and that even the person he loved and wanted to be with was ultimately not right for him#because she is. ABLEIST. like dont know why the only r slur in the movie is out of HER MOUTH for NO REASON#dojt even get me started#their mimicry and parallel play and all the ways she did try to understand him made me so happy#but she just didnt oj god let me in there please#OH MY GOD HE SAID NTS AND IT MADE ME LEAPS INTONTHE AIR#AUTISTIC POTRAYL WHERE THEY ACTUALLY USE LINGO FEOM THE COMMUNITY ..!??!!?#HOLYLGGG FUCK#hes so fuck fuck fucj i actually gor sweaty hes so me#charlie countryman i am coming for you next#and then. spacedogs fics you will be MINE.#after what he went throufh in that movie i need to see him have strange silly yaoi . please god#AHAHHGGGH HE EATS THE SAME FOOD EVWRYDAY AND EATS IT SEPERATED HE HATES CHANGE HE HAS MORE THAN ONE HYPFIX/SPIN#AND INFODUMPS ABOUT INFORMATION HE KNOWS IN GENERAL NOT JUST HIS SINGULAR INTEREST#DOESNT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE GRIEF DOESNT KNKW HOW TO DOE OH MY GOD HES SO ME. LIKE GENIJNELY#IM RUNNING AROUND ACREAMING AND HE STIMS!!!!! BOTH POSITIVELY AND NEGATIVELY AND FOR STIMULATION AND WHEN UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!!!!!!#HOLLYLFHSHABHAHHA%A AGGGGRESAHAVHRGRVTNT#adam 2009#adam raki#spacedogs#i mentioned them. im a fake fan for now BUT SOON. SOOOOONNNN#charlieog
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
um not really relevant to anything but fuck insurance companies. specifically medical ones
#ed cetera#i don't like to rant about my personal life here because like. iiiiii just dont like it. but damn i need to yell into the void#for YEARS now. like literally since i was in elementary school. ive been dealing with a medical issue. but its gotten more frequent lately#the tldr is that i get pain in my abdomen and i have to sit down for longer than ive been up. because just sitting down a bit doesnt help#ive been ass at documenting my symptoms bc i thought id never get it diagnosed so while i think there are other symptoms i cant say for sure#but like. ive been going to the doctor to figure this out and she's pretty sure its a type of dysautonomia. although she has some other-#-theories#but since medical insurance companies hate ANYONE who might have something wrong with them.#i have to go through a fucking endoscopy and god knows how many other tests for things I don't have before i can get a tilt table test.#like stomach issues run in my family so ive been DREADING endoscopies and colonoscopies and so on and so forth.#mainly because you have to be put under anesthesia for them and get an iv. which are two things i hate#(and also ive refused to be put on anesthesia for a major surgery i had because i was that fucking terrified)#but like. YEAH SURE LET'S MAKE YOU GO THROUGH SOME REALLY INCONVENIENT AND TERRIBLE SHIT FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG#BEFORE YOU CAN FINALLY KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!!!!#and. this might sound stupid. because unfortunately i have something up with my brain that causes me to have specific thought processes#(another thing i probably won't figure out what it's being caused by for some years(#but like. i know a cane will help me. ill be able to use it to walk for slightly longer so i can sit down safely somewhere.#but I don't want to get one until i officially KNOW what i have. because what if its something that can be easily fixed.#like a new medication or change in habit or something#then i wont NEED it. and that makes me feel preemptive guilt#so. god knows how long ill be dealing with my symptoms before i can actually get myself a tool that will help#and god knows how long ill be waiting to get this figured out!!#anyways um. stepping down from my soapbox.#i am doing alright. just had to fill out some paperwork and got pissed about it
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
feeling unwell about solavellan
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#dragon age solas#solavellan#inquisitor lavellan#like ik its different for everybody right#but god#im thinkin about them real hard rn#aila being angry for so long#that by datv its almost the only thing they feel consistently#and the dragons blood doesnt help#and theyre SO SURE that when they see solas again theyll kill him#bc thats what they wanted#but then everything goes to shit#idk#i think some of that murderous rage stays#bc theyve always had it#their entire life got upturned and destroyed bc they were at the wrong place at the wrong time#and for the most part they wield that anger at their foes#but then tresspasser happens and it just comes crashing down on them#they never wanted this responsibility. and solas says hes going to tear down the veil#which will effectively destroy the world- even if thats a good thing#and they dont give up. they give in to that bubbling anger#and even if they dont want to. they know theyll kill solas. they have to.#then veilguard. they cant kill solas. not now. and deep down they wonder if they wouldve to begin with#anyway. im really normal about aila. they use they/she btw.#is it obvious that theyre a reaver warrior lmao
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
this girl threatened to doxx me
she pulled up my name
its not my name.
her mutuals were gassing her up too. i gave her a chance and even corrected her a bit.
i mean, at least shes smart enough to not trust me....?
they were right when they said these kids are technologically illiterate. and i thought i was bad.
#im....awed. at how bad she is at this#'your profile says this name' those are swear words in hindi. they mean 'mother' and 'fucker'#im gonna cry. they cant be this stupid. they cannot. PLEASE#i thought she was trolling but shes pulling up facebook profiles#wait deadass do kids not make fake gmails anymore?????#i have over 25.#if they made fake gmails theyd know if you make an account for a website through google it just uses the name you put in the name area#as username generation.#just cuz the user name and display name are same doesnt mean its real. good god you stupid fucks#im distressed. its so over.#may these kids never pass middleschool. dont let them into society#avo why you beefing with kids in the first place? theyre trying to cancel an artist for orientalism again.#i like throwing grenades into trenches. its personality flaw forgive me#kidding. they wont cancel that artist without getting through me first. fuck em#it is a personality flaw. i fucking hate them#artists are afraid of these idiots? they dont even know how to ip grab!!! beat the shit out of them!!!
8 notes
·
View notes
Text

Yall im rewatchin true blood and my god Jason sweetie stand behind me
#WHY IS EVERYONE SO MEAN TO JASON#hes trying hes confused but he got the spirit ok????#hes a good fella just a lil dumb THAT AINT HIS FAULT#if yall can acknowledge hes so impressionable and dumb that you can use it to manipulate him then MAYBE u should care FUCK#yes jason was being nasty but he was ON V??? the girl in yhe trash fucking him was just drunk where is her hate leave me angel alone !!!!#someone give him a hug an a baby asprin shit#jason stackhouse bbygirl its ok ill save u#true blood#what do u mean he joined a cult and NOBODY NOTICED???#WHY DOESNT NOBODY CARE ABT JASON UGHHHHH#sookie isnt as insufferable as elena by any means shes funny af but at least klaus came along to watch over caroline#and bonnie even had damon WHERE IS MY ANGEL JASONS IMMORTAL TO BE NICE AND OBSESSED WITH HIS SAFETY#i know he gets with jessica SHE DOESNT COUNT AMY2#shes a darlin i love her#just not with jason 🙏😌#bonnie also had enzo or sumn idk i didnt get that far regardless people started to care abt more than elena lmaooo#oh my god i jist remembered the were panther FUCK#dude STOP RIGHT NOW JASON NOOOOO#my shayla 😔🥺#tara being over jason once she became immortal is RIDICULPUS#i havent seen this in ages but i rlly only remember tara being around eric and pam etc once she was turned RIDICULOUS#my god dont u get me started on my girl Tara Mae Thornton#TARA MAE THEY FUCKING WITH JASON AGAIN#tara mae jason is loose#sweet baby boy whom has never done anything wrong in his life
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
btw similar to the whole "if you try adderall at a party and it calms you down, get an adhd test" thing, if at some point in your life you try microdosing shrooms with a friend and end up feeling like a functional person for the first time in your life, get tested for depression. like yeah hallucinogens come with elation so youre probably gonna have some "this is the best ive ever felt in my life" vibes regardless, but like. if that in and of itself feels like finally breathing in for the first time in years, thats for sure a sign that something is up with your ability to process serotonin most of the time. feeling better than ever before should be a nice bonus, not a crushing weight off your chest
#fun fact there are currently multiple ongoing studies vis a vis the effectiveness of psilocybin on depression#both on its own and as a companion to ssris#psylocybin targets the 5ht2a serotonin receptors which wikipedia tells me are more numerous in the brains of those with depression#so like. if you spend most of your life feeling like your brain is an aquarium with a leak in it and serotonin is the water and your default#state is 'slightly damp gravel grinding painfully against itself' thats ummm not normal 👍#and on the flipside of that if you have depression that no other med has worked for and know a guy. its 1000% worth it#origibberish#also i say 'wikipedia tells me' as if i just looked it up but that all comes from a long night of spite filled research after i asked my#psychiatrist if we could use the fact that psylocybin worked for me as a basis to like. narrow down which legal antidepressant#might work instead of basically just throwing darts at a board every time#and after several minutes explaining to her that i was not just asking her to prescribe me shrooms but in a legal way she went#'ohhhh yeah no unfortunately theres been no research into that‚ yeah.... sorry......:)'#which. as far as 'lies you come up with on the spot to avoid having to say i dont know' go‚ that is. maybe the worst one to pick#like. 'no‚ thats not an option'? alright fine maybe theres some internal rules or something who knows#'theres no research' though just. immediately tanks any and all credibility 100% even on its own but considering the subject matter?#youre telling me. that humans. the famously curious species that researches fucking Everything. and also Loves playing with drugs. when#trying to figure out how to make drugs that make brains feel good. would not start with the drugs they already knew made brains feel good.#youre telling me that not one (1) singular scientist tried shrooms and went 'oh my god wait. i dont feel like im dying for the first time#ever. holy fuck i need to study this'#complete misplay. absolutely legendary fumble. there were so many ways to fuck it up and somehow you found the worst. congratulations#om the other hand though. really was an excellent setup for the punchline that is the voicemail i have from them saying she'd been fired LOL#they didnt say what for specifically but yknow. based on my own experiences i certainly have theories jebfksbfk#it was annoying in the moment but at the end of the day i have shrooms and she doesnt have the job so. whos laughing now emily KSBFKSBFKDN#this is what i mean though like. rn i feel fine. not on top of the world‚ not like a god#just. fine. i just dont feel like shit. i feel like i can do stuff if i want to‚ or chill peacefully and have it actually be. relaxing.#i dont feel like gravel right now‚ i feel like a person.#and god what a fucking relief it is#really i guess the moral overall is that if at any point you react to trying a new drug the same way an addict craving a hit for days would#then there maybe is something up with your brain chemistry because that means your default state of existence is comparable to that#of withdrawal. a famously shit experience
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
Category 10 needing attention moment and im crying like a little bitch cause i can hear my roommate laughing on vc in her room and thought to myself idk when's the last time i made her laugh that hard... bitch get OVER yourself!!!!
#i would normally complain abt this to amelia but its gonna make them feel bad bc they wanted to Give Me Attention earlier today#but theyre unbelievably tired due to circumstances so i was like nono you rest ill see you tomorrow. for which they feel bad#so im gonna bitch abt it here instead. look objectively i know sam doesnt hate me or dislike spending time with me#but its getting fucking hard to convince myself thats the case#i dont even know who shes on call with!!! she does not want me in her life whatsoever!!!!!!#god. okay im normal now im over it. maybe ill get to speak another sentence to her when she comes down to get herself lasagna#my shit
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
my cousin told my uncle about my brothers situation....
#he was really really angry at him god knows what will happen now#like he does need to face consequences bc wdym you were stealing from people basically....#he didnt even need to borrow money in the first place.spending it on stupid shit like an xbox and fast food deliveries#maybe i shouldnt have said anything but what was i meant to do i could not have done anything else.#unless i went to my aunt directly but she wouldnt have known how to deal w the situation#shes probably going to find out somehow#hopefully it just doesnt affect me badly bc i didnt have anything to do w this shit fr 😭 ffs#hoping my sister gets a good grade in her ucat so im less stressed about her life#bc if she does then she can get into medicine and im hopefully doing okay at a good uni#and we can make something of our lives....#she stressed me out when i was talking to her today she better lock in and do good bro#she was predicted all a*s.... hopefully thats what happens#but if my brother managed to get into med school so can she tbh thats what i have to tell myself
2 notes
·
View notes