#sleepless thoughts

[themanedwolf]

It is midnight and I can't sleep so Tumblr here are my thoughts.

Why has no one made a horse chimera! Roy Mustang fic yet? I've found quite a few chimera!Roy fics but they were either wolf (werewolf) or dragon chimeras. Which, to be fair, are sick AF, but you cannot deny that the sheer pun potential is not reason enough for horse!Roy. And considering how certain characters in FMA just love irony... Idk I feel cheated that I can't find one fic about this. Imma have to write it but I don't even have the motivation to write my 250 word homework assignment so...

Imagine tho.

A horse strikes its hoof against the rocks and the steel shoe hitting flint creates a spark. The horse pauses. You see a gleam enter the horse's dark eyes. It tosses its black mane and gleefully strikes the rock again. Another spark. And suddenly, an inferno.

[marsinyourballs]

does anyone else come up w/ like, the funniest tumblr posts while they’re failling alseep?? cuz i’ll be crafting a masterpiece and imagining in my head typing it out and adding tags in the morning and be all ready to wake up and post. except i dont remember anything about it in the morning. i dont remember i was supposed to do anything until the next night when im falling asleep. its an endless cycle

[justaflatbitch]

Went to go play a game of nostalgia, first thing it said to me was “breed them, feed them, listen to them sing” as part of the intro. Being more grown up is not as fun as i thought it’d be.

[sunbearsquid]

To my loved ones (family, friends) I'm like a needy cat, always wanting their attention and affection.

Equivalent would be a food motivated cat yelling for food.

I send them memes and reels (or show them), like a cat showing it's catch.

Is it bad for humans to want attention, or do I just want too much of it...

It's highly likely that I am delusional (delulu), sleep deprived, and touch starved. Every day, I'm this close to drowning in my own misery, my private pity party.

Blinks slowly

Yup, not thinking at all. Lights are on, but no one is home.

[ordinaryyugen]

Anime is what the world feels like

Am I wrong?

[necroplushhiko]

I had a billion dollar idea and have no idea how to start. It could do some good despite it being a pyramid scheme...

Here me out, my idea is trans-repelling crystals infused with moonlight and gender energy (along with other vague mystical sounding things). Obviously they won't work but I'd make it sound like it did and list bogus studies that I'd also pay for. Then I'd sell the crystals using a MLM, direct selling model. At the top there would be a handful of cis & straight passing trans people who fly under the radar. They would use this to recruit downlines full of TERFs. Then 75% of what I'd get at the tippy top would go to the Trevor Project and LGBT foundation under the table. So I could ruin TERFs, and improve the lives of everyone under the LGBT+ banner.

I would be the Trans Robin Hood.

[mr-resilient]

My heart spoke 3 languages at the same time. It spoke God, me, then you. None of the languages felt like a native tongue and they were constantly evolving, shifting to keep up with the time or the lines it rehearsed for you. To my surprise, you preferred improv…

The truth is I wasn't prepared.

I wasn't prepared to learn the lesson that love isn't enough. I searched for it just long enough to come back to myself. I burned the script after I wrote your initials between the pages in efforts to set us both free. Creating the distance between wants and needs, while binding care into all things considered. I pray the next time we find love, we will be the one's questioning if we are enough for it.

Good thing love likes improv.

[wolven-chimera-2023]

I haven’t slept for 27 hours and am now in the midst of a crisis about hands. They’re basically just meat! Like, the base is tightly packed bones, then the palm and everything else is meat on a bone trellis. Its stressing me out, man.

[theorangeland]

عايزة اتشجع وادخل السينما لوحدي

[justaflatbitch]

Kinda wanna be clicker trained.

[dumbsunwhore]

im playing a new game called hot or delusional, it's where i look myself in the mirror and question if I'm really hot or delusional

[superstitious-crows]

And when you feel my power and cower at my feet

Remember these words

I am the night you hide from your eyes

I am the bones that break in your dreams

I am the moans that catch in your throat

Your silence a still reminder

Even shadows will have their day in the light.

- ARG superstitious-crows

[i-cant-think-up-a-good-name]

Do you ever just lie in bed and become paralysed with the overpowering fear from the realisation that you're gonna die one day and then there will be nothing (unless you believe in an afterlife like good on you i wish i did) and you're just lying there in the dark, tears swelling up while it feels like a hole is being ripped into you cause like one day there will just be nothing and its not like finishing school where you'll never go to school again cause after school there is still all your life and its not like dying in a video game cause you can just respawn or stop playing and there's still life but one day you'll die and there is just nothing after that like nothing at all and you're lying in bed but you feel like you're falling into a bottomless pit of despair cause how can you ever be happy now and what's the point of doing anything because one day everything Will Just Stop and there will be Nothing and it will be like there was Never Anything At All but that's sorta too much to think about so you just roll over and think about something else cause i do

[romanoffsbish]

“You’re not second best to me…”

“…yeah, I realize now that’s because I was always going to be dead fucking last…”

[losingtothejellybeans]

I’d heard before that two fire signs can burn each other.

But we’re both water signs.

Separated by what feels like an ocean.

Maybe in the desperate and complex reaching for each other it’s like we’ve forgotten how to swim. And I refuse to drown.