Hello dear!
I read about the Hanahaki Disease AU and it was beautiful and dramatic! I hope you don’t mind asking me this but would you write about how Thena found out about it because I think Gil would totally hide it from her as far as he can! I think this might add a lot of drama and angst :)
Thena looked up from her book, frowning as she heard an increasingly familiar coughing coming from the kitchen. "Gil?"
"Sorry," he cleared his throat, sipping from a glass of water by the time she came into the room, "just...taste testing--swallowed the wrong way."
Thena frowned, though. She wasn't buying it. "You've been coughing an awful lot, Gil. It doesn't seem like just a cold."
Gil remained facing away from her, stirring his stew. He was doing that an awful lot, lately--avoiding her in a way he never used to. "Really, Thena, it's...I'm sure it's nothing."
Thena set her book down on the counter and leaned next to him, catching his profile in the sun of the kitchen window. She always loved seeing him like this, with the steam hitting his face and the soft light on his skin. "Gil...look at me?"
He never could say no to her.
He looked different. Something about him was off, and she could tell. She could always tell when he was off, or if he was tired, of if he had something on his mind he hadn't figured out how to put into words yet.
He sighed as her palm brushed over his cheek, his eyes closing. It seemed to make things both better and worse, somehow.
"What's wrong?" Thena asked gently. She had never found Gil so reluctant to just...talk to her. She thought if there was anything they were the best at, it was talking--telling each other everything.
Gil seemed ready to say it. Whatever it was, it was on the tip of his tongue. But he started coughing again.
"Gil," Thena frowned again, reaching for him as he pulled away from her and reached for a tissue. "You should really go to the doctor for that. I'm sure Sersi could-"
"I'm fine."
Thena's brows furrowed. This wasn't just being stubborn, or not wanting to go to the doctor for it. Gil was being closed off, borderline cold, with her. With her. "Gil."
"Thena, really," he sighed, at least speaking more softly now that his coughing fit was done.
"I just," she paused, her arms wrapped around herself. She walked over to him, pretending not to notice how he tensed up as she got closer. She could pretend that didn't hurt. "I'm worried about you."
"I know," he said immediately, almost so quickly that she had to wonder if he meant it. "But-"
"Don't say you're fine," she warned him with a thin smile. She reached out, touching just the tips of her fingers to the back of his hand. He remained tensed, but he wasn't very good at being standoffish (that was her thing). He relaxed against her touch pretty quickly for having been so insistent on not telling her anything.
Gil looked at her, still seeming like he could be on the verge of telling her something. But he swallowed down whatever it was, tilting his head at her, "I have soup on the boil, y'know."
"Yes, yes, go attend to your--Gil."
He tensed, clenching the tissue in his hand tighter. He knew, and he knew that she had seen. "Thena-"
"You're," she swallowed, almost unable to bring herself to say it. Her eyes were glued to the faint edge of red, and the budding petal that had floated down to the floor from Gil's grasp. Her heart had stopped within her chest, grinding to a halt as reality gave her a freezing cold squeeze. "I...Hanahaki?"
His silence was all she needed to hear.
"Gil," she said again, and he kept quiet again. She gripped the back of the chair (the kitchen chair at his table that had been hers this whole time). "Gilgamesh, look at me!"
He was so resigned. He already knew it was Hanahaki, and he already knew how far along it was. And he hadn't wanted to tell her.
Thena sniffed, tears in her eyes, blurring the sight of him with that sad smile. "H-How...who-"
"It's okay, Thena."
"Don't say that!" she snapped at him, for lack of any other way to react to the devastating news. "Ever!"
"Thena," he sighed and came back over to her. She held out her hand and - after a moment - he relented, placing the bloodied rosebud into her hand. It was small, just barely showing signs of flowering.
Thena's tears fell into the tissue, around the rose and its bloodied stamen. Not him--not her Gilgamesh. "Who...?"
"Never mind that," he sighed, and he wouldn't be able to tell her anyway. That was how Hanahaki worked, after all. "Don't worry about it, okay? There's nothing we can do about it."
If only there were, Thena lamented. She gripped the bud in her hand, wishing she could swallow it for herself and take the wretched disease from Gil's lungs and into hers. She would in a heartbeat.
How did this even happen? Who would be foolish enough not to be in love with Gil?--her Gilgamesh? He was sweet, and funny, and charming, and handsome, and perfect! Who would dare-?! If she only knew, not that it would help the strange and fickle condition. Maybe she could ask some experts about it. Maybe some reading materials on it would vary between sources and practises and cultures. Maybe there was something they could try to help her poor, sweet Gil.
Who was he in love with?
"Thena, come on," Gil pleaded, pulling her into his arms as her tears resurfaced. He leaned his head against hers as she wept, pressing her tears into his chest, "it'll be okay."
Who was Gil in love with? And why wasn't it her?
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so.
I know we're all clamoring to see Knives get his ass kicked (by Vash) in the next ep - including myself. And we know it's not gonna end well for anybody. And I'd be nice if Knives actually realized the extent of the damage he caused his brother, y'know?. But good lord, what would that even take, to have him reach that point?
So with that in mind, I've started to imagine scenarios - not looking to be canon, but just in a "wouldn't it be fucked up if" "what if" sort of way.
like
What if -
(warning: major character death)
The portal flickers and threatens to collapse as soon as he gets in.
Nai notices just in time to get out before it closes. He is livid. Goes to Vash's blackened form, demanding to know what he's doing. Grabs him by the shirt and inky dust floats off, staining his hands. He shakes Vash, demands an explanation, and a crack spiderwebs across Vash's neck. By the time Nai notices through his haze of fury, pieces are crumbling in his fist, and he is shocked into silence before he screams. His brother's name in one long agonized wail that makes the glass panel rattle.
Rot.
It sticks to Nai's skin as he helplessly watches his brother dissolve. He can't hear himself, what he's saying, all he knows is that it hurts like losing a limb, begging like there's anything left to listen. He can't sense anything anymore, the body is empty, there's nothing there but void. He knocked down the pillars of Vash's mind to the point it collapsed onto itself, left it with nothing to fill up the black hole of self-loathing. And now it grows.
Anything he touches crumples even more. Vash is now an ink block melting in the water, staining it like an oil slick, spreading like a stormcould. The roots, attached to their sisters, spilling out the tank and into the city, they shrivel so violently they squeeze anything caught in their grasp. Flecks of rot fall off them to poison anything they touch. The ground and the walls rumble like an omen, an echo of a fall from long ago. The entire city of July in a chokehold, caught in Vash's death grip.
Yet all Nai can do is keep screaming at the pocket of void where his brother had been, blades creaking as the rot makes them rust. Through the static in his head, he hears noise from behind the glass, pounding fists and loud aggression.
He turns and sees a small young woman. Dark hair, dressed in white.
Another one.
Like that woman that his brother attacked him for.
Like Rem.
Through the plant-blue fluid and flurries of black dust in the tank, her eyes are bright with tears and fury. Through the ringing in his head, he can't hear her words, but he knows. His only thoughts are Vash's words.
"It's my fault?"
He screams and stabs himself to pieces.
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