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I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone else point this out but Mary liked exy too. In like chapter three of tfc, Neil is remembering the little league games that she took him too, and she says that it was THE ONLY TIME HE REMEMBERED SEEING HER SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why does no one talk about this???? Why does no talk about the fact that the only reason Neil loves exy, and loved it as a kid was because Mary encouraged it. Look, I get it, the little league games were training for his Edgar Allen audition. But if that was all it was, she wouldn’t clap and cheer in the stands. She wouldn’t have SMILED.
Idk, this little detail is so telling to me, but I don’t think I’ve seen anyone bring it up ever.
#aftg#tfc#Neil Josten#Mary Hartford#bitches want a complex female character but can’t even handle her#I have so many thoughts about her#do you think that when she took Neil to little leagues#she got to pretend for a little bit that she was just a normal mom#with her normal son who she loved#and got to leave the horror behind for a while#do you think that before exy was Neil’s escape#it was hers??#idk man I’m thinking Thoughts over here
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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Confrontation.
#this was supposed to be for my au#but I decided to just make it one of these twos many meetings#also idk if it’s clear but this takes place on stage at the starlight#I wanted Holloway and Wilbur to have different textures#so Wilbur has all the parallel lines#and Holloway has the classic dot screen tones and then the noise for her jacket#I should probably have more thoughts but I’m burnt out with five comic pages!!!!!!#also yes I’m aware the style changes I don’t care#In general big panels are more detailed anyways#Miss Holloway#Wilbur cross#who will win in this universe?#hatchetfield#my art#starkid#nightmare time#nightmare time 2#hatchetverse#also I didn’t think much about the black blade design so we can pretend it’s not wildly impractical#also I realized halfway through the style is just low key giving green Yuri lol#guys this took forever I’m low key scared to post#also I low key don’t think Holloway would say what she said#she’d have a different quip#but I was too lazy to change it#also fun fact that denim jacket is more modeled off of one that I have that I really love#not really any of the denim jackets in canon#I like to think if Wilbur takes it the screen tone shifts to the parallel lines because it becomes his
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I love your art, and I really love how you did him, he's such a guy (he's my fav 💜)
I HONESTLY didn’t expect such a big reaction to the silly way I decided to draw Withered Bonnie this time, but so many of yall clocked it LMAO
#ask reply#IM GLAD YOU LIKE HIM BTW!#for context I drew him more boxy for fun#I thought it added to the joke he’s kinda just stand offish#dude is a tall brick of a guy#it’s similar to how I draw pixel Michael sometimes#just different shape language#so he was rounded and happy with Abby#more boxed and sharp with the toys#I think it’s silly#AGAIN I didn’t expect so many people to notice the difference but I’m sorta flattered too#like yall know how my arts look and how I draw certain characters#it’s sweet and ohh ohh the fear of being perceived and known LMAO#love yall tho 💜
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I adore the idea of Leo developing a love for glam rock not only because he likes the music but also because of how many glam rock bands had vibrant and extravagant eye makeup - looks that his own red stripes were right at home with.
Like just imagine a little Leo rifling through his dad’s music and choosing to vibe with glam rock specifically because he was like “:0! Like me!:)”
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#has someone said this before idk probably#most definitely honestly I’d bet money on it but ah well#I haven’t been around in a while helloooo everyone#I still love this turtle#I was at work and this thought hit me and I was like dang…wait that’s cute…#and it’s TRUE too#Leo’s glam rock look in the ep ‘Al Be Back’ literally looked more glam BECAUSE of his stripes#if he had a regular non striped turtle design and still chose glam rock as his fave the red crescents wouldn’t be out of place there!#I love it#little leo grew up amongst little green faces so much like his - aside from two glaring red differences#idk I actually really like that all four brothers have SOMETHING unchangable about them that makes them stand out design wise#raph is BIG and SPIKEY yet somehow SOFT LOOKING#leo has SO MANY STRIPES including BRIGHT RED CRESCENTS on his FACE#donnie has a SOFT SHELL often covered by his TECH#and mikey is SMALL and often makes himself even SMALLER#I love their designs so much actually#don’t mind me just thinking about how Leo’s face stripes work so well for him on multiple accounts#as a face man#literally putting emphasis on his face in a character design standpoint to note it as something to look at#but also as someone who ‘wears a mask’#the bright flashy mask that is just as natural and HIM as what it’s hiding#flashback to episode one where behind his red stripes was a flashing red eye#actually since I talked myself into it I’m back on my:#‘Leo was always naturally adept at being a ninja it’s just that his environment & upbringing made those skills adapt to showmanship’ agenda
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Driftingstars and dreamcaptor fusion au thing! This takes place right after mabel falls through the portal ig dk what im doing lmaooo
(Dreamcaptor au belongs to @neonross )
#gravity falls#gravity falls au#stanford pines#mabel pines#dreamcaptor au#drifting stars au#also im gonna tag this au w#drifting dreams au#just for my own sanity#this took me over 20 hrs#TT-TT#i think it was a good learning experience though#i dont know what i learned but im sure it was something#my art#i tried to make ford look scary but he just looks silly#i’m very happy with how mabel turned out thought#inconsistebt artstyle be damned#i see so many mistakes now but fuck if you think i’m going back and fixing anything#i have so make ideas#frankly i think mabel should get to be a little fucked up and evil just a little as a treat#she deserves it <3#i’m so stupidly proud of the third panel you have no idea#i love mabel so much yap yap yap yap
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Anyone remember that at one point Veggie had some really badass looking scars? R.I.P😔 getting rid of his gremlin size is one thing, but this! Too far…

Not particularly from canon but Bulma has one to show off too! (iykyk)
#Screaming and crying#WHYYy#Idk if it was a inconsistency thing but WHYYY#FUKCKK#I think maybe Goku had some as well but of course that was probably wiped out too 😔#hes been hit/stabbed/gored/ect so many times so who knows lmao#Pulling my hair out FR so mad#Yeah erm not really giving context to Bulma ahah#Jk its a bite mark! Permanent!! Idk I thought of it basically a saiyan version of having a wedding ring#dumb headcanon of mine#(Is that weird guys is that too weird help I’m sorry maybe i should stop help idk I just thought of it)#anyways yapping#dragonball#dbz#vegeta#bulma briefs#vegebul#dragonball z#bulma#dbz vegeta#headcanons
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Listen i don’t…. I don’t have words I just have vibes to present okay i just have vibes
#KNOX ART (me)#Sonic the Hedgehog#Sonic and the Black Knight#Sonic the Werehog#hear me out JUST HEAR ME OUT GUYS—#classically Knox-over complicated au with way too many layers and so much to keep track of#something about Knave the Hedgehog made me feel insane Robin Hood type beat for that#and something about Knight of the Wind made me feral. think mysterious nameless speechless suit of armor that appears and disappears just#as quickly#then ofc a creature a monster#I don’t even know how to describe the vibes#its not even really an au but it is the vibes#Sonic with all three of these at once midivil satbk au thing where he’s not a king just a knight something something ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu#yeah Robin Hood type thing vigilante but also mysterious fae lookin knight but also cursed werewolf#I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS AND NO CONRECTE THOUGHTS I’M SORRY#coping with irl stuff by imagining the vibes#I don’t even know what to call this but its fine probably nothing will come of it#probbalygKLSDJFDF#maybe its just a double layered curse#maybe the armor gets to be part of the curse too#Knave would be a wanted hedgehog btw#Knave’s his vigilante name Sonic would be his actual personal name that only a few choice people get to know#INHALES#yeah i dunno the vibes are there these are all things I’ve been obsessed with all my lifehGSFKSDF#I WANNA MASH EM TOGETHER INTO ONE THING SO BAAAD#anyway tho i have assignments i need to think about so all y’all get are the vague vibes good day
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I’m so fucking tired of everything.
#life#spilled thoughts#love#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled writing#spilled poetry#star struck09#life quotes#writing#writers on tumblr#i’m so tired#i cant do this#things you’ll never hear from me#been thinking about this a lot lately#thinking out loud#this is girlhood#girlhood#thought daughter#head full many thoughts#life is hell#life is hard#life is pain#life is strange#introspection#introspective#i’m just a girl#im just a girl#im so tired#i cant
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I don’t think I’ll ever get over Jay Ferin
She joined Chip while undercover in order to find out what happened to her sister and give information to RAFT, destroying pirates from the inside
But she got to know Chip, she got to know Gillion. Gillion who had this grand destiny but still traveled with them and seemed, at points, like he hated the path he had to follow. Chip who wanted nothing more than to find Arlin and be free. Travel the world and have a simple life with nothing surprising happening. Chip even said after Lizzie tried to get them to fight with her against the navy that he wanted to just find a place away from it all and him, Jay, and Gillion could enjoy a simple life
Jay started to see that you don’t have to follow the path in front of you if you don’t enjoy it and she could want a quiet life. She could want a life that was hers, no one else’s
She was a traitor. She was terrified to go against her family. Maybe even felt like it was a betrayal to Ava if she did. In the BLOCK she was ready to leave immediately as soon as her dad said so because she couldn’t go against him and she didn’t want her friends to be hurt. In her mind that was the best case scenario. Leave them behind and go back to where she “belonged”
She never wanted to go against her family, but she gained a new one, a better one, and how could she hurt them any more than she already has?
#jrwi#riptide#jrwi thoughts#jrwi riptide#jay ferin#I have so many more thoughts on her#I’m just a little sick so it’s hard to think#but JAY#I love her so so so much#she’s such an amazing character and Condi does absolutely amazing with her#jrwi jay#jrwi chip#gillion tidestrider
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Moby Dick is long and boring TO YOU. Moby Dick is a tedious read TO YOU. I found every word and every chapter on this page to be very insightful and interesting actually. In fact Ishmael doesn’t yap enough. Anyways it’s like 1am 1851 classic literature novel about whales and gay men save meeeeeeeeeee
#Moby Dick#i need sleep. I think.#I first read this book when I was like.. 15?#This is Limbu company’s fault or. Whatever#But it’s genuinely such a good book#Like#It’s so interesting???#I could probably say more but I’m too tired to go in depth#Might write my thoughts while reading and put it in a blog later#I’m not that far in so It should be fine I think#Forgot this book had so many chapters#I have two genres of books I like vampires and whales ig#I’ve read a lot tbf it’s just some stuff doesn’t really stick with me yk#I NEED TO JOIN A BOOK CLUB
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Last episode destroyed me. Something something the feeling of intergenerational trauma and trying to stop the cycle of pain but only being able to prevent it as best you can- with more violence and pain- due to the societal and systemic pressures that force you to continue the cycle, ultimately only allowing for the most peaceful option to prevail- the option that caused the most personal sacrifice :(
#shisui ultimately believing everything falls on her and that she is at fault for the generational and systemic problems of the nation#which then results in her death and the pain of so many others#but overall being the better option to reduce the impact on the people as a whole#like yeah she definitely puts the blame of the past leaders and her parents for their mistakes and faults as ppl#but at the end of the day for her she believes she’s the one who has to fix those problems and stop the cycle bc of her position & knowledge#shisui is such a tragic character and I love her sm#and the last episode getting into Jinshi’s character a lot more and how he can relate so much to shisui#bc his parentage also creates such a huge weight on his shoulders to fix the intergenerational and systemic problems too#like they should be at the club#THESE KIDS R LITERALLY 19#get them to the club STAT#CEOs of deserved better#I think this episode was really important to the overall story and these characters in particular#like even tho we didn’t get any maomao moments in this ep#I still think this episode held so much importance and I’m glad I watched it#even tho it was so devastating like omg my shaylassssd#anyways that’s just a ramble#…a DRUNK RAMBLE#(see what I did there)#apothecary diaries season 2 spoilers#apothecary diaries#the apothecary diaries#apothecary diaries spoilers#jinshi#moon prince#shisui#loulan#sorry yall for the ramble I have so many thoughts that I cannot articulate well
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andrew’s definitely gotten in trouble with his pr manager for tweeting things along the lines of:
“no mania inducing medication will compare to the euphoria i will feel the day donald trump drops dead”
#pr manager is like: andrew… this is the last time i’m gonna tell you#andrew: whats the point of democracy if i can’t exercise freedom of speech#pr manager: andrew it’s no longer about your image#at this point we are concerned the fbi is going to show up#andrew: neil has connections. i’m fine#they thought marketing andrew on social media would be good#they were sooooo wrong#because now andrew has a place to share every insane thing he’s ever thought#for instance—a tweet that just says ‘an alien googling: human clothes’#he’s on there advocating for lgbtq+ youth you KNOW HE IS#he’s cursing and mildly threatening members of congress for imposing these disgusting bills#one day he tweeted ‘does mitch mcconnell know he’s dead yet’#when mitch mcconnell stepped down from senate andrew tweeted ‘hopefully next he steps down from life’#unsurprisingly: this endears him to some people and makes others fucking hate him#and he’s such a shit. he does not care either way#he’s kind of just like: pr manager. you gave me a twitter and told me to tweet. i’m just doing what you asked me#they’ve threatened to change his password so many times#they actually did once but andrew reported the account so many times for defamation and fraud that it got suspended#and he made a new account out of pure spite#his pr manager is like: andrew nobody is going to want to sign you because of your public image#and andrew is like: ?? ok. they can lose every game then#(he knows he’s the best goalie)#ok i think that’s enough for now. however i will probably be back#andrew minyard#aftg#tfc#trk#tkm#the foxhole court#all for the game
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Watching Thorin single-handedly try to go after Azog like oh he’s pretty and stupid
#the hobbit#thorin oakenshield#I haven’t watched these movies in ages#I don’t know why so many people say they’re bad#like I have a lot of thoughts about why I don’t think they’ll become classics like LotR#which I’m going to make a post later#but like they’re just different and that’s fine!#it’s a fun good time just enjoy it you know?
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Modern TSH Pandemic AU
Henry got to opt out of standardized testing because unis and colleges weren’t requiring it (also one of the things that helped Bunny get into the school).
The class only has zoom classes for a few weeks before Julian is able to convince the school to let them be in person (both he and Henry hate the online schooling with a burning passion, the rest of the Greek class do too, but Julian and Henry much more). Richard still has to do online classes for French.
The twins experiment with cooking together because of boredom. Charles begins to play the piano more often, and Camilla gets into origami (don’t ask me why I just feel like this makes sense).
Bunny’s an anti-masker, this freaks Francis out a lot, considering he will not leave his place without hand sanitizer, masks, and a prayer (even though he’s not the biggest science believer, he’s still superstitious and a hypochondriac).
Charles and Camilla ask Richard for advice on how to cut their hair themselves, and considering they have each other to make sure it doesn’t go too poorly, it turns out alright for them. Bunny tries to cut his because he doesn’t want to let it grow too long and look ‘girly’, it goes about as well as anyone would expect and gets an actual laugh out of Henry. Francis just grows his out, being too lazy and not caring enough to cut it. Henry’s hair somehow stays looking the same, and it makes them wonder if he’d been cutting it himself beforehand or if he’s got some personal barber who will still take him.
Bunny, being on his own and insanely bored (which he makes very clear in the class group chat (that does not include Henry, who only has a landline, but Bunny just calls him to blab), and to his other friends like Cloke), starts to draw more.
Bunny’s more prone to getting sick because of his asthma (weakened immune system), and when he does get sick, the twins bring over some soup, and Marion goes over to help him out sometimes. Bunny milks it, of course, but actually doesn't feel well, and when there’s an actual scare, and Bunny ends up in the hospital, Henry gets called because he was Buns emergency contact. When Bunny recovers, “Of course I’m alright! I drank a lot of milk when I was growing up, still do. Grew up a strong boy, just like my Dad said I would!”
Judy gets really into the whole ‘whipped coffee’ thing that was going around, and experiments a lot more with makeup.
Richard spends a lot of time binging movies.
Charles and Francis end up on a lot of late night calls, which often end with actual admittance from both ends on missing each other, it could mean something different for both of them, they don’t talk about it.
Henry’s still getting dressed as usual everyday, Francis is just lounging around in a robe, Richard is wearing his older clothes that he usually wouldn’t wear in front of the class, Charles and Camilla just gave up on any separation of their clothes and just wore whatever, and Bunny was in his pajamas practically every day.
The isolation hits them all hard, even Henry, and especially Bunny. At some point, after Francis insists on multiple tests beforehand, they go out to the Country house and everything feels just a bit better for that week or two.
(Thank you to this post for making me think about this.)
#not really into modern AUs but was thinking about this so#this is very lighthearted and I want to specify that the pandemic fucking sucked (put very simply) and I’m not trying to ignore that#was just thinking#I’ve got more thoughts on this now but these are some#the secret history#henry winter#bunny corcoran#francis abernathy#charles macaulay#richard papen#camilla macaulay#judy poovey#marion barnbridge#ft my use of far too many commas
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I am thinking about the couple that married before the miracle of the Wedding Feast in Cana. Wine was important to the culture then - so much so that having bad or too little wine at a wedding feast might be a bad omen. That the marriage will be cut short, or spoil. I imagine the groom knew there was limited wine. Someone had to. Maybe he found out the day of, maybe he came from a less-than-wealthy family and knew his wedding feast would inevitably fall short of expectations. Either way, there must have been shame, embarrassment and superstition about the wine shortage.
I then think about how Mary of Nazareth and her Son were invited. Maybe they were relatives of the bride’s family. Maybe the groom’s family knew Joseph, and invited his widow and child out of respect for him. I wonder if Joseph would have asked the Christ to answer the small, human, frivolous prayer for more wine. Either way, Jesus and His Mother are there without Joseph, a widow and her Son.
I think about Mary asking Jesus for more wine. She knows it’s not His time, that maybe she shouldn’t ask this small, human, frivolous miracle of her Godking, her Son. (Mary knows He will die before her, that the start of His ministry means the beginning of His end.) But she asks anyway. And even when He reproaches her for asking, knowing it isn’t time yet, she pulls aside the servers and tells them to do whatever He tells them. She has complete trust in her Son to grant her this miracle, even though He reprimanded her request.
I think about Jesus’ reprove to Mary. He addresses her, ‘woman,’ not mother or by name. There’s indignation unbecoming of a son, but fitting of a King. And yet, He does as His mother asks. He doesn’t have to. It isn’t His time yet. But as Mary trusts Him completely, He loves her completely, and submits to obedience to her will, not the plan put in place before time itself. It isn’t His time yet, but then in an instant it is His time, at the very moment He changes the water.
I think about the headserver complimenting the groom, about how he saved the best wine til last. The groom who knew the wine would run out, had run out. He must have been so confused, so frightened - where had the wine come from? Who was being so gracious to him, who couldn’t even provide wine for his own wedding feast? What would they want? But no one is claiming the wine, the miracle, and the groom has been worried and ashamed about the wine shortage throughout the feast, so maybe he just accepts the praise, accepts the miracle. Maybe later, he hears whispers between the servants, talking about that carpenter’s boy from Nazareth. About his mother who asked that young man for more wine. A guest the groom didn’t even greet by name, bestowing a miracle on his wedding and leaving without acknowledging it.
#tower of babble#christianity#catholic#the wedding at cana#edit: I know the ‘woman’ wasn’t meant as derogatory but as a function of the accepted translation that’s how it comes across.#I know the original Greek is more of a formal title/possibly in reference to genesis’ use of ‘woman.’#no shade to ppl correcting me in the reblogs/notes just. check before telling me something I’ve heard 5x so far lol.#my problem is I have many thoughts and am no good at articulating them.#my greatest fear is that I’m too illiterate in religious material to ever be a good religious let alone a saint#but that doesn’t stop me from thinking about it
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