underrated funny thing about lawlight is they never actually did get to confirm that 100% of the time they were basically thinking exactly what the other person thought they were thinking every single time
I just want to announce that I think this is the sexiest moment in S1. The music, the lighting, the choreography and framing. The sudden, sharp eye contact. The entire football field scene is perhaps the most gorgeous part of the show, but I never fail to get goosebumps every time this particular bit comes around.
The music in the background drowns out Wille and Simon’s dialogue. The words they are saying (“Pull yourself together.” “I don’t want you to be mad.” “Come on.”), while heartfelt, are secondary to what is really happening. The lyrics Let’s start a revolution ring out as Wille swings his hair out of his face—and for a fraction of a second, Wille seems completely sober. There is a sense of profound clarity in his gaze, while Simon meets his eyes in a frenzy of panicked concern.
Simon looks incredulous at his impulsive decision to bike all the way to school in freezing temperatures in the dead of night—all to rescue a boy who had effectively dumped him earlier. He is bewildered and upset by Wille’s physical state, and his state of mind. Simon has every reason to avoid men who engage in substance abuse. Despite his anger and annoyance, something in him intuitively trusts Wille, and in Wille’s abilities to respectfully accept support from him.
Each boy is suddenly discovering the staggering extent of their affection for the other; it feels real now, and the enormity of a potential affair crashes into them.
Wille has been fighting to keep thoughts of the collateral damage of his feelings for Simon at bay for so long, but right now, he looks immune to his anxiety. He has finally admitted to himself that the conventions and traditions that his family and late brother cared deeply about were simply made up. In a world where everything is fake—where he mostly tolerates his life by dissociating—Wille’s feelings for Simon are so tangible that suppressing them have been driving him over the edge. The surety he feels (towards his authentic identity, his wants, his needs) when he is with Simon has grown to become his anchor, the only thing that might keep him sane. With Simon, he feels relief.
They face each other directly across the scene, and we watch closely from behind as an audience peeking in. With their stance and the way they take up space, the music and lyrics egg on a sense of victory. This is a turning point in both their lives, but not because they decide now that they will truly commit to a revolutionary relationship—It’s altogether too soon for that.
This moment is just a simple, beautiful, wondrous realization: I would start a revolution, with you. For you. It would be worth it.
Biggest fear is that the long-awaited old guard 2 is going to be really disappointing because we've built up years of fandom and headcanons and whatnot, and that a week or so after it's released the fandom just dies
I'd be appalled if I saw you ever try to be a saint
I wouldn't fall for someone I thought couldn't misbehave
But I want you to know that I've had no love like your love
can't stop thinking about taikan yohou can't stop thinking about the journey yoh and segasaki are taking us on can't stop thinking about how simple yet complicated loving someone and being loved by them is can't stop thinking about how equally weighted actions and words both can be when it comes to love can't stop thinking about how intensely magnified every little detail and every little thing becomes when you're in love can't stop thinking about how treasured and special a name becomes can't stop thinking about the longing and the yearning can't stop thinking about vulnerability and memory can't stop thinking about who we are with everyone else vs who we are alone with our beloved can't stop thinking about how jealousy is just another normal emotion we are allowed to feel can't stop thinking about the push and the pull and the desire and the shame and the first times and how they become a norm and a habit when you live with the person you're in love with can't stop thinking about the fear of loving vs the fear of leaving can't stop thinking about how love colours everything and the way we see the world can't stop thinking about love and power and willing submission and holding something so tightly in your fist that you either choke it dead or mould it anew can't stop thinking about how naked it feels like to be seen through love's gaze can't stop thinking about love and love and love can't stop thinking about taikan yohou.
deathstar shippers stop going out of ur way to tell me you hate dominator being a lesbian and that you’re homophobic asf challenge (impossible, apparently)
my dad told me had some business call he had to take at 2 am (bc it was for something in india) so i woke up around 3 am bc of his call but i was like ok whatever, ill just deal w this until he's done but after he was done he went on to call all our relatives in india and then talked to my mom and then got in an argument w my mom and it was like 5:30 atp so i got up and told him when he was gonna be done bc i was awake for the past 2.5 hrs atp and i couldnt sleep bc of him and he was like ok im sorry ill end the call....proceeds to argue with my mom for another 20 minutes -_-
I've been feeling really....bad all day. My head hurts I keep feeling like I'm gonna throw up-
Im not like. Sick or anything. Just feeling all kinds of bad because my anxiety keeps getting to me and my brains making me think so much stuff that I should know isn't true but I feel like...what if it is.