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Murky-friend~
Hey, hi, hello, bonjour!
We kinda had a small talk with Buggo and Basil about their fav fanfiction tropes, so I'm here so ask youuuu... My dear!
You can just ramble about it, or do the tier list thingie, or ignore the question if you wish too!
— Simple-friend:)
Ahhhhhh hiiiiiii Simple
Okay um... this really is just rambling... and it's weird... I would not blame you(or anyone) if you see this and think "oh wow. She really is weird and crazy. Nope, I'm done with her". Because.... what I wrote down there... haha😅
Well. First off, I don't really read fics that much- um... yeah. I only started reading fics a few months ago. I probably haven't even had a taste of half of the troupes that exist in the world-
So far I've just read anything that I like. I see the writer's note or the tags and go "oh wow. Yeah, I like this" then I read it. So a lot of the time I go after
⭐the thrill⭐
Which isn't exactly... good.
Despite not knowing what half the words mean, I read smut. I'm sorry- I'm sorry. But half of the fics I can find on rare pairs are smut. And I like a lot of rare pairs. And I'm also learning abt reproduction in school so I think I'm allowed to read them(wtf? No that does not give you the qualification t-). But really I- I need something out of them. Okay?
So I read anything really. I'm not against anything. And when I say I'm not against anything? I mean ANYTHING
I kid you not, I read 'cupcake' and came out giggling in joy, also read 'dipper goes to taco bell' and walked out feeling... well it sucked. Why would someone write..... okay?.... but also at the same time I just found the whole thing just.. hilarious. It has a plot(somewhat) makes no sense... it was unhinged.. I mean- jumping ropes?? With vocal chords??? Like- I'm sorry. I have a weird sense of humor
(I read both earlier this year-)
Don't get me wrong. I know that some of these troupes are bad and aren't good. But uh you see, I'm not saying that I support them. Just saying- the concept makes me laugh. It makes no sense. I don't go looking for it on purpose and I don't really have interest in them(I also probably won't be able to remember what the troupe is about)
Anyways, I don't mind reading whatever as long as it interests me. And isn't too long. I don't want to get into something that's so long I get caught up and read only that for days with no sleep :p
So a lot of the things I've read so far is one~three chapters? Or one shots. It's not like I can actually find a fic that satisfies all the things I like and isn't a one shot anyways.
If I choose preferences though, anything if it's from people I know, fluff, hurt, comfort, something to do with canon(fixing it, giving characters backstories stuff like that), mind cintrol/betrayal, uh... yeah. Stuff like that.
So.. yeah. I hope.... that answers your question and... doesn't leave too much against me lol
My dear- augh- you're going to give me a heart attack one day I swear(I'm savoring this. Probably the closest thing I'll ever get to a relationship, platonic or not, in my life lol)
Also, I love what you did with my name. I'm stealing it.
Please don't hate me(is it too late to say this)
#i was very worried. should i post this?#but if i delete everything#i can't really answer the question that much#its just going to be a few words and done#so yeah. i rambled... i shared too much#I'll go live in a hole now
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please please please please please please please let me tell you about this comic I want to make it so bad please I can not wait I am losing it
If I don't make the comic then I'm not going to make it... I need other people to see what is in my brain so I'm not the only one going feral over them
#IM NOT GONNA GET TO MAKE IT FOR LIKE A YEAR...#well.#hmmm...#9 months#BUT it won't launch for like a year#so no one will get to SEEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm shooting for pride month next year#pri(demon)th#LMAO#please pleae spleaple pla psl eaplse plaese#also when I say I want to talk about them I dont mean like let me ramble I mean... its hard to explain#but I want to be able to be like omg this meme is soooo zagan#and stuff like that#like I want them to Exist for me and for other people#so that they can be like a part of our lives#I mean. I also want to talk about it#but the story is still technically at that point where anything I make right now is still possible to change#cause. like. yknow.#the way writing works#especially for webcomics#ESPECIALLY for long form webcomics#and ESPECIALLY for me#is that until I get to actually see it as thumbnails#I dont know wtf is actually gonna happen.#like. stuff I've had planned for YEARS isn't making it in the furhter I'm getting into development#and I had always had it in my mind as a canon event but it's just sorta not anymore??#so. yeah I dont want to share too much outside of just art of them#cause I don't want there to be like Wrong information out there....#anyways.#we were legion
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i think in a celebrity au isabeau/mirabelle could be a singer duo while sif ghostwrites the lyrics for their songs
#my thought process for this was mainly: sif's narration is pretty poetic sometimes -> sif might have an interest in literature or writing#but sif doesn't like reading (rip siffrin you would've loved audiobooks) so they wouldn't be writing books or anything#so what other ways are there to show off that poetic side in a medium that isn't read by the viewer. oh yeah song lyrics#but sif doesn't particularly give singer/celebrity vibes to me#he's more like a cryptid who only posts on social media once every few months and it's just pics of his black cat making funny shapes#idk. so who is there that gives celebrity vibes. isabeau and mirabelle...?!?!#isa loves the attention I think. he's in it for the singing mainly of course but he likes interacting w fans too#meanwhile mira doesn't really thrive in attention as much as isa but she likes to share her singing and she appreciates that people like it#uh. I forgot where I was going with this. anyways hey cool au idea. I like to imagine theres a group chat between those 3#n whenever there's a huge event or smth mira and isa are panicking and sending 30msgs/min while sif is unbothered n sending pics of his cat#in stars and time#isat#siffrin isat#isabeau isat#mirabelle isat#my ramblings#i really just put the whole post in the tags huh. ell em ay oh
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oooo I'm being cringeeee
I hope you guys like my beast because I love it (maybe too much)
#madness combat#madness combat hank#hank j wimbleton#chopper dave#madness combat oc#madness combat 2bdammed#madcom#tw death#tw blood#there isn't exactly gore so yeah#yay I love tags (depends)#and there's no ship I just had the vision and had to share it with someone#questioning if I should even tag the other characters because they barely even appear#and when people look at tags of characters they probably wanna see full drawings of them and not just tiny doodles#also I'm maybe a bit too mindful of the fact not everyone exactly likes people making fandom ocs and stuff#ok screw this I'm rambling too much#sorry
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love it when a character that's hard to read intuitively for you has like a dedicated fandom interpreter who can just glance at their blank face in a panel and then give you a 3k word essay on their innermost thoughts & desires & fears and neatly tie it back into the themes & whatnot as if it's the most obvious thing in the world
#im talking about griffith btw#guts i feel i get intuitively - maybe because i have some personality traits in common with him#and we get more about his life concretely told to us in canon. so he is a bit easier to pin down as a character and feel attached to for me#but whenever i was reading the manga i just kept wanting more insight about griffith's actions and feelings#like ok yeah its fun to have mysterious antagonists and suspense /tension etc but its also fun to feel like you deeply understand them too#and i felt like that was a bit missing from him for me in canon#so reading about him in analysis and fics is the most fun for me rn#he always felt kinda half unreal to me- which maybe was the point of him - but i wanted a bit more about his childhood or something?#and wished we had more stuff explicitly from his pov in the story to read or explanation about his transformation or wtv#and now he's so much more closed off to me even than he was in the golden age. i keep waiting for him to explain stuff and he does not#ANYWAYS all this rambling to say some people out there are very good at interpreting him and making his like. insecurities#more obvious to me bc i didnt really get that side of him from canon intuitively well#also im really enjoying reading the first few berserk fics ive read#there may not be a ton of them out there but there is def writing talent in the fandom#i'll share some recs once i'm done sifting through most of what's out there to read#also (not to tie everything back to death note but it IS my home fandom after all)#i feel griffith is obvs the more light-like character here and L maybe a bit guts-like? but unlike berserk in death note#light is the one you get to know best and L is the mysterious / unreal one you don't get a lot of concrete insight into#and in the DN fandom I can read the more mysterious character intuitively but had to warm up to the less mysterious one instead#and the mystery of L makes sense to me and doesnt bug me as much due to like - he HAS to hide a lot about himself or else he will die lol#so some similarities there but also some opposite feels as well#berserk spoilers#p
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everything smells like sea salt and the mountains look like my aging body and i hope no one forgets me while i’m gone but i feel like i’m remembering myself
#I am having fun but I miss home and I feel out of the loop but I always feel out of the loop#like I’m the kind of idiot who will order way too much at a restaurant because I don’t want to miss out on what could have been lmao#but yeah I just I’ve been having a really nice time on the internet lately#I’ve been feeling kinda weird about like not feeling like a part of fandom#like people aren’t really engaging with me but they engage with others#and there’s blogs who like my personal posts but don’t follow me and that weirds me out#I should just block them lmao#and I’ve sort of stopped going into my own server because I don’t feel welcome#I don’t feel liked by people#so I stick to here and my friend group#and that’s been working for me#but I’ve missed coming on and being silly#I miss my FRIENDS LMAO#I missed my Tuesday stream with Marchie ;-; I miss talking to myself all day until they come online and see what I’ve shared#IM RAMBLING BUT ITS BECAUSE I AM NOT IN MY ROUTINE AND NOT IN MY HOME#AND IT IS MAKING ME FEEL EMOTIONS#anyway#finnie shouts into the void
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Officially deciding I shall not be going to work tomorrow because of the snowstorm so…. Yay? Extra day off?
#driving home after work tonight was bad enough#and it’s just gonna keep snowing so yeah I’m good#if my fucking roommate tries to speak to me though we might have issues#I don’t think she realizes the precarious position not paying the bills put her in with me#like did I already dislike her and find her extremely annoying? yes#however I was willing to deal with that for another couple weeks#but now you have costed me hundreds of dollars#if you try to speak to me or get in my way and it’s not to give me your share?#it’s your own fault if I decide to maul you#I will say I find it amusing in an infuriating way that she constantly goes on and on about how I spend too much time in my room#and I’m wasting my life and ‘hiding won’t make things better’#cuz like. anyone with eyes and a brain could see I’m literally just avoiding you#I hang out with friends I go places I do things when you’re not home I chill in other areas of the apartment#I’m quite literally just avoiding your dumbass and you’re too stupid to realize so you lecture me on depression#like oh my fucking god……#anyways that was a tangent#snow day ig#will probably write some and watch a couple episodes of Gundam and haikyuu#kaz rambles
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zavijava info PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! PLEASEEEEE ZAVIJAVA COME HOME ... PLEASE .... umm um um ill tell you about umm . tma au im making for nastya if u tell me about her .PLEASE!!!!!!!
so she is definitely a star of some kind. i mean she is an angel but in that story in particular The Stars are kind of angels. like they’re otherworldly beings and they jus kinda hang out. cosmically. it’s a different dimension separated from the human one but like, obviously stars still exist for humans, they just don’t do anything crazy because the rules of the world dictate that their realities shouldn’t interact. angels can observe the other world from far up above yet they still exist on a different level. But tbh zavijava had never enjoyed the otherworldly ethereal whatever lifestyle—she just didn’t feel like she fit in there. she is a #1 humans fan though so she knows that’s where she’d fit in. so she does just that. she fits in perfectly :) and normally :) yay :)
#see the thing with zavijava is that there isn’t much info to share on her just on account of her being what she is#she is like a Concept trying to humanize and shove herself into a box#it’s like asking a rock what it likes. a rock can’t like anything it just sort of exists#that’s zavi babey#that’s not to say she doesn’t desperately try to like anything and everything . and that’s precisely what she ends up doing#she loves everything ! but she doesn’t really understand it or have a genuine connection to anything just by virtue of not being part of the#world. it’s like having a 6d being try to exist in a 3d space. very limiting. very incomprehensible for the 6d being#so her enjoyment of things (debatable if she’s even Capable of feeling Anytning) is artificial in a way#she is Uncanny Valley she reflects humans she does not really have an inner world or proper opinions of her own#so like she Does really love humans and everything about their world. but no specifics or a detailed understanding of them & it#as much as she likes humans she does not grasp their concepts like at all. Or only in a rudimentary manner#haze could explain to her why some people walk holding hands and she would be like Wow i guess that means we are married :) because we are#always together :) we can even hold hands too :) (she tries to hold his hand and he immediately starts seeing the hat man)#so yea. tldr. she’s more of a concept made character so there’s not a lot of Character Info on her#she’s more of a force#cramswering#idk if any of that is a coherent fucking explanation LOL she’s just kinda dream-like in that sense. idk#like yknow the way humans can’t truly comprehend eldritch beings or non euclidian shapes or whatever#the eldritch being in turn is not fated to understand da humans ….#& anyways for now the rest of the stars are aware that zavijava is Goofing but it’s not urgent enough to send someone after her. yetttt#tho hell dude 2 angels in the world would probably make it implode instantly so maybe that’s why they’re hesitant to do anything#also yea idk if this needs to be said but those angels arent tied to religion or humans really. they’re not guardian angels they’re just#Things that exist on a different Plane Of Existence. parallel to the human world#they watch over it but not in a guardian responsibility way#just sort of in a It’s Something To Look At way#ok yeah it’s 1:30am too by the way so i think that’s enough incomprehensible eldritch rambling#tell me about ur au boy
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Just saw the new video Hargreaves posted via tiktok and im sorry i sighed seeing the Tord clip im sorry gang i cant get myself hyped.
I dont know why but for a while now all the Tord stuff has been leaving a bad taste in my mouth cause before it was “guys dont ask us about Tord stop asking ugh so annoying” to “hey guys dropping more Tord merch, episodes, spinoff show and also gonna send him over to do a concert with Miku” or some shit like ok they realized he is a cash cow its okay to admit that but idk, as much as I love Tord i feel like it would have been better to let him go bury him in satin laid down on a bed of roses sunk into the river at dawn sent away with the words of a love song. I know people love Tord and I DO TOO if you look through my old stuff you knew he was like one of my favs and also ya know the whole oc x canon stuff but i dont know, knowing Larson wanted Tord out of the show after he left just for him to be brought back in The End, show ended and like hm well this is it to Beyond dropping and getting made fun of for wanting him back to then turning him into a cash cow and whole joke and middle finger to fans who wanted him back by teasing them with him behind a paywall or just murdering him on screen. I know they need money this shit doesn’t come for free but idk it always left a bad taste in my mouth. For those who are happy for the possible probably maybe return of Tord, good for you guys, but im gonna hold off on celebrating.
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#eddsworld#eddsworld beyond#tord eddsworld#eddsworld tord#ew tord#tord ew#sorry guys call me a hater but smth just always felt so yucky with all the Tord stuff lately#if any of you are gonna like start being assholes too about all this like dude stfu people have different feelings on stuff#just because we dont want Tord back doesnt mean we dont like him or like fun police#i would love Tord back but with all of the stuff combined it just feels wrong#Unless like Larson decides to come out of hiding and like says yeah its cool i dont think im ever gonna be 100% ok with it#which lets be real like 99.999% not gonna happen#smth will always feel off or wrong about it#He wanted his character gone but had the resurge in The End as much as I love TomSka i feel like he shouldn’t have brought him back#and now this like leave the man’s character be#idk if this is gonna be one of my hot takes but i felt like sharing it#also for reference/credentials i was in the fandom 2017 like i was there a year after it was wrapped up
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one of my finished ych commissions. other finished artwork can be found here. the tailmon is based on the twitter meme / trend of tailmon with pikachu build
#brace yourself long tags of rambling ahead#so i tend to ask my commissioner's permit to post a watermarked smaller version of the art on twt#im a person of my word so im not gonna assume or much less abuse that to simply cross-post to every platform im in#this one is a bit special bc the commissioner is an old friend#tldr we were talking about life and career being the typical adults and they randomly went 'ok draw smth for me' and just... paid#so it's like.... a joke commission? but also not bc the pyment is real??#but yeah they left the decision of what to draw to me. i suggested what i was thinking of drawing and they went#'do it. finish 2023 with a bang' lmaooo idk if this is banger enough but i clearly had a blast. record breaking fastest comm i've ever done#back in school i doodled pikachu everywhere like breathing so it helped#apparently im given the freedom to share the art however and wherever i like too so yeah bc this is a meme and it is best shared with ppl..#its kinda cool how we now have the ultimate answer to the question 'which is better digimon or pokemon' tho#upon which im just gonna show this chonky polite tailmon#tailmon#gatomon#digimon#png#finished commission#dood you probably wont see this but ty for the random commission :'))
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I swear I had a dream where mafuyu, mizuki, minori, tsukasa and (fes) rin suddenly became part of,,,, a fairytale? Some story? or smth? It was kiiiind of like sleeping beauty at first (mfy being sleeping besuty) but it changed later anyway and ik everyone was trying to get them to a happy ending
I actually don't remember much anymore, ik mizuki and minori were often on the lookout for mfy's parents bc they didn't trust them, but there was once some talk about mfy's dad seemingly being good snd trying to help her. I remember rin was mafuyu's good fairy but at some point she started kind of like,, losing her powers? Also tsukasa started becoming invisible and disappearing whenever anyone from the story (so mfy&her fsmily) (for some reason rin didnt count) stood close to him. Just straight up gone in a second and popped back when they were away
There was a scene where mfy was talking with her dad and he was good snd trying to protect her from some curse or smth and giving her good advice, then he left for a moment, and then came back and he was suddenly being very pushy and manipulative?? Trying to corner her in some tower and make her do smth (I think it was to touch that sharp thing that made sleeping beauty fall asleep bc of the curse) but mfy instead kept backing away to the balcony. I know rin tried to stop him but he easily swatted her away bc of her lost powers and said that she had no impact on them anymore bc she stopped being part of the story because "there's already someone who's her successsor"? As in another person became the fairy in the story so rin lost her powers? And that someone was apparently tsks? Who wasn't here bc he got invisible-d again???
Anyway mizuki and minori were chatting somewhere under the tower in the garden and heard the noises and when they looked up they saw that the one talking to mafuyu was kind of, switching between two appearances and it was actually (fes) len using some kind of an illusion to look like mfydad and "advance the story"?? Anyway they panicked bc mafuyu was already on the balcony and while backing away from len she had no more space left, so she just LEANED OUT AND FELL DOWN FROM THE BALCONY. Idk how but mizuki and minori MIRACULOUSLY managed to run up and catch her 😭😭😭 also tsukasa then popped to existence again on the balcony and I'm p sure he slapped len and broke the illusion but then I woke up so ifk what else happened
#so im guessing len was like. kind of malefiscent?? idk ahdhha#idk what was up with rin and tsks and why tsks could interact with her n len but not mfy & fam. he could freely talk with mizuki n minori#i wish i knew more abt minori and mizukis roles too but i dont remember much of them. they still had their casual fits on tho#they didnt becomr like part of the story. no special clothes or smth#tho the same was true with tsks until that final moment he reappeared im p sure he wore smth new and white too. dont rmemeber what#mfy was in a dress. similar to her snow white card#but yeah 😭 interesting#keri rambles#keri dreams#why not share if its already happened
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they don't talk enough about creatives' silence
#intrusion by art?#am I being too much by sharing my art#but also... am I selfish by thinking this is me being delusional#how blurried is the line between inspiration and theft#why do you call me friend if you're taking my personality and making it your own#should I be silent so you can figure it out yourself?#am I being too much? too bothered?#or am I just at my house seeing people imitating me#is it too much to think that or am I the most active creator in a stale fandom#am I wrong??? I'll stay silent#am I too nice or simply too naive#am I being too nice by teaching things I'm passionate about?#should I stay silent? should I let them go?#enneagram 4 just suffocating me and I swear to god#I'm this 🤏🏻 close of making it public#and fighting over what's mine#it's starting to bug me#yeah you can count me out on this one#sofia rambles
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this feels too soon to say because its still not well over a month that i started uni but like...
im quite happy by how things are going now- it doesn't feel all too restrained unlike my past school years. and apart from that, i feel a lot more independent being able to travel miles away from my home which has been my biggest anxiety as i got older. just the fear of getting lost spooks me a whole lot! even if i'm travelling through a planned route, going all by myself is probably the bravest thing i did this year and i say this as an introvert who doesn't go out all too often
#ive always wanted to share this sudden core memory of mine when i was grade 12: i liked my english teacher a lot and she made us write an-#-essay about something that.. i want to overcome? i think? i forgot but i remember my passage very well#i basically summarized that i feel i haven't developed that well as an adult in terms of maturity and feel that im very left out in social-#-situations. as well as feeling like a serious adult. i basically said that i wish i was given more time to get myself together#then when i got my paper back: my teacher had checked it with a little message near it: and it said something like#“it's okay to experience this - time will wait for you and you still much time to learn and grow” something like that. not verbatim but#that's what i remembered so well. when i read that i felt so happy and understood#i am not that close to my teachers but seeing that this teacher cared to really read my passage and not just check for grammar mademe joyous#so remembering that - and now that im in uni - typing this all out as i wait for my bus that will take an hour worth of travel to go to#i feel really accomplished#irl banter#~ rambling#yeah :)#my point is. you're never too late to learn new things
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it's amazing how almost all of my friendships (and by almost all i mean Every save like three) are ruined by my own self essentially swerving into a wall and crashing on purpose due to my inability to believe my company could ever be even slightly desirable to anyone and i'd rather just burn it all and die than see myself as someone who intrudes and abuses people's kindness out of my own selfish desire to want companionship.
#i was going to post something similar the other night but i fell asleep instead#but i was thinking about how truly all cases for me boil down to#>i talk with someone and we have a great time >they express a level of joy in interaction >i get weirdly attached too quickly#>i am comfortable enough to openly be myself which inevitably ends on a weird interaction >i talk too much and am too clingy#>i convince myself that that was actually awful and annoying and not something anybody wanted to hear#>i decide to leave and never be seen again because i don't want to be hated more than i already am in my head#>i am miserable because i really wanted to keep talking to that person#i just had a random two day-long chat with someone who messaged me and we had a good time talking about chainsaw man#and it truly took not much time for me to start going off about other shit until i noticed replies got so much shorter and alienated#and i just stopped altogether. because yeah man you're not here for this and you're probably too polite to tell me to go fuck myself so#i'll just do it for you.#and I KNOW that that's a me problem.#I KNOW that that's my own brain convincing itself that i am worse than i actually am in the eyes of others#and i am AWARE of how unfair that is to anyone else. it speaks to a clear lack of trust that is also my fault#but there's also a reality that i'm just. Not someone that people are particularly Excited to talk to#and i feel like i've wanted nothing more than that ever since i lost it when i was 15 years old#i am Tolerable at usual and a Cartoon Clown at best. and none of those serve as particularly deep connections.#and i know that that's once again a me problem. and i shouldn't ever place that expectation on anyone. that is not fair. and i try not to.#but like. is it bad for me to want that to begin with?#should i just abandon the idea altogether and accept that yeah i am just destined to be a crazy hermit murmuring ramblings by themselves#is that the Morally correct thing to do? to just be alone? that's for sure what it feels like to me#that yeah that's what my life is always going to be. no joy in connection or sharing. just an endless stream of thoughts by myself.#that way at least my life won't get in the way of anyone else's lives.#and like. i am always hoping that someone would make a deliberate attempt to reach out to me even if i'm hell bent on isolating myself.#because that would be a proof that someone cares enough you know? that I Am an active choice that someone makes.#but that never comes. and that's not something that would be fair for me to expect or ask for either. would it?#might as well hope for a unicorn while i'm at it.
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Im impressed by how much you're art evolved to today, do you still think about your art in the past and how you evolved to today to obtain this level of quality and story telling ?
Thank you very much! :D It always means a lot when other people tell me my art has improved over time. I feel like I can definitely see it in little ways. It's just super nice and cool when other people see improvement too! Like wow it's not just me, I really have come a long way with my art.
But yeah, I do think a lot about the art I did in the past and how I got to where I am today. It's really fascinating to me how the skills that kind of come naturally now were all things I had to learn over time. Like to some extent, I can just "feel out" where facial features go now without thinking too much about it, whereas in the past, I know I had a lot more trouble with that. I feel like I tended to draw eyes too big and I had a really weird way of drawing noses. I don't know. I also had pretty bad same-face syndrome I think. But yeah.
When I'm sketching in my sketchbook, I like to flip through the whole thing and look at all the sketches I've done in the past couple years/months and look at the way they've evolved over time in a "big picture" way. It's cool. I think it's especially because although it's a little more than just a hobby now, a good deal of the improvement came solely from my passion and excitement to just bring ideas to life. I was never really "practicing just to practice", and although I did do little studies based on photos from time to time, most of it was just me noticing things and picking things up from the real world but also from art styles I really enjoyed. And wanting to create something that meant something, and just trying until I was happy with it. Like I definitely never had "natural talent" - that doesn't exist - but I've always had a passion to create, and I feel like the act of drawing as a way of expressing my ideas has always come kind of naturally to me, probably because I did it so much when I was younger. It's always been my "thing". It's just cool to see that passion I've always had turn into art that I'm really proud of today!
#ask#godofchaoss#sorry for getting kinda ramble-y I tend to do that. especially when talking about art and process stuff.#I love drawing sooooo much. did you guys know that? were you aware?#I don't know if all this reads as conceited at all. you don't have to read all that skdhfskd I just. I actually do think about it a lot.#I'm not trying to say I'm the best artist ever or even that I'm a good artist! I'm just like. happy with where I'm at.#because at the end of the day I'm not even doing it to be good or for other people to think my art's good.#I want to create stuff that feels important to me. I have ideas I want to make Real and drawing is my way of doing that.#and so it's like. I make things that are good To Me. and To Me my art is awesome!! it makes me so happy!!#and then sharing my art is just a bonus because it means a lot to me that the stuff I draw for myself can#mean something to other people too. :)#I don't know if that makes sense but. yeah. sjdfhksdf I could go on and on I'm sorry I have way too much to say sometimes.
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happy holidays naeeee !!!! <3 im so sorry i didnt get to post on your tree (i saw yours on my tree and thank you so much :,)) but thank you for being my mutual :) i know we havent talked much but i genuinely enjoy talking to you whenever we did and im so glad to be able to talk to you !!! i hope i get to see more of your pixel art and your piano skills (which are already so impressive like WHAT) and i hope you get all of the love and happiness u deserve <3
WHAATTTT hehehe omg zee ur so kind to me 🥹🥹 seriously what the hell thank u for the compliments n hdbsjdbjd I'm literally so glad to know you... but I'm sure you can tell by my tree message lol. so ye thank you soooo much this makes me rlly happy,, n im wishing u lots of love n hope n joy too <33
#i was just about to go to bed too so this is just such a nice message TᵕT#moots.nae#asks.nae#hehe also#about my pixel art... i have been drawing more frequently!! i just haven't posted anything oops#i probably should n will soon but hehe#trying my best to finish off my current art hehe wink wink em but yeah#im definitely learning ^^#and omg the piano thing ... im honestly so surprised by how many ppl rember that#im honored TᵕT#like i know technically ive achieved great feats with piano stuffs n whatnot ... a bit of nae lore here#i dont usually like saying it cause it feels braggy but ive pretty much done up to grade 7 in le pianino ... but still#still. i don't think im super amazing or anything#BUT !!!!! im so glad u or anyone else love it like ye i love the piano .. u love it too .... share the love .... and then heart attack#erm. ive definitely gone on a ramble so oops#ZEE THANK U YOURE SUPER DUPER AMAZING WONERFUL (wonderhoyyyy) BEING TY ILY <333 /PL#now i eep. sleeby brain right here#goodnini <3
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