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Thinking abt Dazai being infatuated with Chuuya's resting face after corruption.
Thinking about how he progressively ventured with how much he provided caring touches each time Chuuya is out cold.
These are the only moments he sees Chuuya completely resting, without anger or stress drawn onto his features. These are the only times Soukoku can even have silent moments between them, free of exclaims and insults.
The first few instances Dazai would just sit beside him, observe from afar the way his chest heaves and the blood trickles from his skin. The way he's completely vulnerable without a care in the world, like Dazai's presence is somehow grounding for him, safe. And isn't that the dumbest thing he'd ever concluded?
Then the Dragon Head conflict happens, and Dazai can't help but carress his hair, give him a sense of comfort after Chuuya just told him to never stop him. He doesn't hate it as much as he thought it would.
But then, as they resort to corruption more and more, he'd take a risk and hold his hand, maneuvering him to be more comfortable. It would be a pain to have Chuuya develop essential tremors for how his hands shake at these times, wouldn't it? So he'll keep them steady, never letting the blood stain the bandages, else Chuuya would figure him out.
The next time he'd hold Chuuya completely in his arms, because surely the ground can't be that comfortable, and he'd hate for his dog to get sclerosis or something.
And rarely, when they are truly alone, when Dazai is sure they're in the clear, he'd even lean forward so he's resting on Chuuya's shoulder, almost falling asleep himself. His coat is black, so it'd never show the blood smearing him everywhere. And Chuuya isn't that smart to reckon what happens when he falls asleep. It's fine.
Chuuya would be hurled the moment he conveys the smallest signs of waking up, even if he isn't waking up at all, and Dazai would collect himself with an inhale, struggling to fully accept his indulgence in these quiet moments, and knowing he'd miss them for how gradually shorter they're becoming.
And, in fact, Chuuya had already made the connection, seeing how he wakes up with blood smearing Dazai's white shirt, despite getting nullified solely by the wrist, and being wildely far away from Dazai every time at the result of being thrown, despite feeling like he was cozily held not a second earlier.
Though for how hard Dazai is trying to keep this from him, he doesn't find it in himself to be obnoxious about it. And really, he isn't awake for it anyways, so there isn't a risk of him gagging from how sappy this all is. He'll be lenient this once and grant the bastard what he guesses is some sort of comfort for him.
Thus he never brings it up.
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Has definitely already been said, but you know how Akutagawa refused to fight Atsushi in chapter 39 although manifestly saying he was still fully intentioned to do so, simply because Atsushi was mourning? Picture: Akutagawa making up increasingly absurd excuses on why he's not going to kill Atsushi on that particular day. I can't kill you today because the weather conditions aren't optimal (a perfect epic fight to death requires light precipitation). I can't kill you today because I'm going out with Gin later and I can't have bloodstains on me. I can't kill you today because there's a summer festival you must take Kyouka to. I can't kill you today because it's late and you still haven't had lunch so I'm treating you chazuke. I can't kill you today because we're both busy because it's our wedding day. But do not be mistaken, I will kill you, it's just not gonna happen today (or tomorrow, I'm busy).
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bro if 15 skk met 22 skk it would %100 go like this:
22dazai: “me and chuuya are no longer dating”
15chuuya: “I dated this freak?3!1?2??2”
22chuuya: “dazai that is a horrible way of telling them we’re married”
15dazai&chuuya: “HUHH2!1??1!1?1?”
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a lot of people are talking about the new wan chapter and the idea of skk being fanfic writers and can i just propose that if they were fic writers in the canon universe they’d have the CRAZIEST authors notes explaining why they weren’t updating.
Notes:
“Heyyy sorry for not updating, I met this annoying ass kid from the mafia and was forced to work with him so my friends wouldn’t be killed but I guess it worked out cause this dude we had to find was starting shit in MY name (long story 😒). Anyway we found him and dealt with him (I did most the work) so now I’m back! I’m at a new place now but don’t worry, updates should continue as normal 😁”
Notes:
“hi guys sorry for being gone i almost died (bullet wounds suck .. >_>) but then this nice man helped me (i was such a great patient :3) ! then we both got captured by some assholes but dw we both got out! posting this at the bar rn ^_^ hope u enjoyed”
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Dazai's thoughts or Chuuya's fears?
That first image especially. That's a wicked smile Dazai is wearing. And the incredibly long lashes on Chuuya in first and third.
Then there's the translator's note. One of the reasons I really like BSDedits version.
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