#still being a pain in my fucking ass

[all-made-of-stardust]

so, for those of you who don't know, i am working on a sequel to my first novel (which was semi-completed back in 2020). and i have been organizing chapters and pre-written stuff and jesus fucking christ why have i done this to myself

unfortunately, the first book is ALSO undergoing heavy editing - I changed a significant chunk of main protag's backstory, and it turns out something like that can have major repercussions on the current draft! so I am basically in ultimate writer hell where the first book is now back to being unfinished, the sequel is.....well. and i still have the third book in this little weird trilogy looming over my head with absolutely shit nothing to work with except one single 1500 mini-fic and a dream.

anyway, don't let anyone tell you that this writing shit is fucking easy, good god.

(i often wonder if this situation would be different if i was, like, a full time paid novelist or whatever, and then i forget that notion because in my opinion that "dream" job would actually be a living hell, the way i function)

[flintbian]

There's a disabled angel in good omens 🥺

[amplexadversary]

Stitch from the elevator scene in episode 48 of G Gundam

The camera did not pan far enough to completely include Bolt Gundam, sadly.

[princessnijireiki]

sometimes the mortifying ordeal of being known is being comically buried under the metaphorical rubble of the struggle, which fell on you with a sound like [stock bowling pin strike.wav] or the pouring out of many many legos onto a loud plastic surface in an echoing room, and when asked, admitting that you are Not Doing Super Hot Actually but will endure & persist through the multitude of humbling embarrassments

[alien-onyx]

i finally made a Jared fandesign I'm happy with along with TMA!Onyx

blood warning for under cut. some oc lore in tags

[flying-cat]

every time i see someone equate being quirkless to being disabled i lose 70 braincells

[suffercerebral]

me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects

[kenobihater]

you ever write up a combination of words you're really proud of at the time bc you think it's vivid but it's actually so atrocious that you remember it eight years later bc it's burned itself into your long-term memory? just me?

[queerpyracy]

every time i feel the disastrous effects of farm labor upon my one human body i now get to think about that annoying post that was going around saying "muscles earned in the gym don't count you should be doing farm work" or whatever. you are not going to like what working in the fields does to your back and knees and feet and shoulders and hips and

[sockdooe]

Every time someone edits Keith in the black paladin armor an angel loses its wings.

[giantkillerjack]

Anastasia the Musical sucks so bad. They really said "We're gonna cut the best song from the movie - just axe the absolute banger that is 'In the Dark of the Night' - because we are being SERIOUS and GROWN-UP now. We are A Big Historical Realism Musical Now. This is FOR REAL, okay!? We don't have a SILLY villain like Rasputin! We have Gleb! [Please Just Clap.] We are HISTORICALLY GROUNDED. -- Anyway, here's a musical unironically glorifying the Russian monarchy~~ 💖😌💖😌💖😌💖"

[elegyofthemoon]

well. i finished ch 17 of hi3. but at what cost

[scarlettcryptid]

i feel so silly being anxious about my ENT appointment at 930 🥴

[caluski]

i know its so crazy to be complaining that dms dont work when theres like maybe two people in the entire world willing to talk to me. HOWEVER. dms not working also mean i have a more difficult time pestering żmija about whatever stupid stuff i have on my mind right now.

[digitaldiseas3]

shockingly work has not been terrible today so far!!!

[justablah56]

hmm this whole lying down after fucking up your back in a four wheeler accident thing sucks ass .