#stop being hard hello?????
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The Joker fell into a vat of chemicals at ACE CHEMICALS. It turned his skin super while, green hair, permanent smile, etc. I wonder if it made him ACE as in Asexual and possibly ARO as in aromantic. In the dceu Harley went into the chemicals too (who is the safety manager at ACE CHEMICALS?) Did she become aro and or ace too? The guys and gals at DC should explore this!
Why would you ask me, a Roy Harper blog, this
#/reference if that wasn't obvious#hello?#i mean i get that it's a joke#haha funny ace chemicals asexual#but there are some concerning implications#about being 'turned' aroace#i sent a screenshot of this ask to Lukas#and he agreed with me and brought up the problems with the same chemicals that turned Joker into a serial killed#also turning him asexual#anon I know you weren't thinking this hard about it when you asked this#but i mean if ACE chemicals did turn him ace#and that was a thing that was made canon#that would absolutely not be good representation#same for Harley#and neither of those are likely to ever be canonically aroace either#if you want ace rep my boy Connor is right there#anyway I'll stop rambling in the tags of my own post#ask
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Every time someone cool follows me, I stare at the notif wondering if they're aware how silly stupid I am
#text post#just rambling#like sir??? mam??? gender neutral human???? hello?????? I am so not cool enough lmao#anyway waving at all my followers#timid waving at all the super cool ones who have stars around them#hehe hi!#sometimes I get a little hard on myself like “stop being weird cause insert cool person here is watching you!!!”#but hopefully they see my silly pinned message and bio and how I do my tags and realize im an absolute MESS but like. in a good way!#This is my silly house!!!!!! welcome and enjoy my silly show!
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this whole epilogue is just a little treat for me oh my god. "familiar faces arrive in simulanka" does not even begin to cover it
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#literally gasped aloud seeing kaeya and jean#the besties........ hi.... i missed you guys so much. i'll cry#why'd the eng add that line in for kaeya. sounds like he just says ''thank you [?] miss''. why do they make him flirty he's just being nice#alice inviting the knights to simulanka once everything has calmed down... kaeya making jean take a break... what if i cry#kaeya i'm sorry . if it were up to me i never would have let you drink literal magic ink#COLLEI'S HERE TOO YIPPEE#we need to stop sneaking up on her. i feel bad whenever she gets scared :(#AWWW. she sounds happy to hear from him and wants to go say hello................... growth from her voicelines omg#AND MONA'S HERE TOO. WOOO#so glad we get to see her with the barbeloth stuff#i love when they use her idle animation in the middle of conversations it's neat :] also it using klee's constellation...#FISCHL TOO???? HII.#wanderer seeing fischl who absolutely does not remember him: oh god#ALBEDO AND KLEEEE. OH MY GOD.#klee saying mini durin is her big brother wAUUUGH.#alice just inviting her whole extended family [mondstadt + collei] is so so so so sweet. oh my god#HARD LEFT TURN?? HELLO??#albedo popping up to be like yeah that prophecy that durin will come back to life is true i've been studying it.#HELLO?????#REALLY interesting stuff. cannot believe they stuck this in a limited time event. Again#not sure if durin really will be the one coming back to life?they'd have to remodel all of dragonspine if so. or get him a new body#but yeah it just says ''rhinedottir's child'' will come back to life that could be any one of her creations right?#anyway we didn't get a fontaine event with albedo visiting elynas but this is a suitable substitute. i liked it a lot
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being gay about your f/o makes your art suddenly peak apparently (aka I Was Just Messing Around And Blacked Out And Woke Up To This On My Screen)
#HES SO HARD TO DRAW?? BUT ALSO HELLO ????????????#hes so pretty like i kinda give up HELP#girl stop being so gorgeous i will cry#f/o stuff#my art#boy savior <3
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Bud gaming
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry art#furry oc#furry#they’re my silly billy#I’ve gotta enter my tiny canvas era I love pixels sm#I was also fighting for my life to find new speedcore songs to listen to while drawing these and god it’s so hard dude#it feels like there’s like 2 genres of speedcore where one is all the stupid wannabe break core shit and the other half is all made by like#2 artists and they’re the worst human beings you’ve ever met#like I wanna be a big furry speedcore guy but all the furry speedcore guys fucking suck ass so bad#there’s like One that I can vibe with and even then they don’t actually make that much stuff I actually like#there used to be another speedcore artist I liked before they disappeared of the internet rip#also doesn’t help that ppl apparently just don’t know what speedcore is#like guys. femtanyl doesn’t make speedcore. can anyone hear me. hello.#like idk maybe they’ve made speedcore stuff I just haven’t heard but y’all can’t be putting pet on your speedcore playlists#also stop making the rest of your speedcore playlists stuff by Her. please. for the love of god.#I just wanna listen to funky speedcore that doesn’t bore me to death#maybe I need to look and see if there’s any other like vocaloid speedcore songs the one I do know Is an absolute banger#it’s also my go to think abt bud song mostly just cause of vibes
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What if Ghost wears his mask because, after all the torment his father rained on him... he got the nervous tic of smiling AND laughing...
He starts getting nervous and his lips start to twitch up into a smile.... He can't stop it. It just... happens
Someone can be brutality killed in front of him but because of his father, his lips just twitch into a smile instead of a frown or grimace. It doesn't reach his eyes so no one really knows it, but he feels disgusted with himself anyway. Smiling and laughing at someone suffering? "What kind of monster are you Simon?"
#like taking in count what i know of the comic his father does make him laugh at a dead lady#i also think he probably laughed too when nervous but he trained really hard out of it after... one quite terrible encounter#everyone likes to imagine he has gasglow smile scars right?#so what if he gained them because he was smilling uncontrolably while being tortured so they were just like:#'why not make it permanent'#hello hi yes :D i love making the blorbos suffer#am i projecting? a little#i do laugh/smile when I'm nervous sometimes#and it's the worst fucking feeling cus... you can't control like your face It acts before you think and it's hard to put it back to 'normal#BUT GOD#GHOST ASSOCIATES SMILLING TO ONLY TERRIBLE FEEELINGS/SITUATIONS#SO IMAGINE WHEN HE MEETS JOHN SOAP MCTAVISH#THE PERSONIFICATION OF A SMILE#imagine ghost learning through soap that it's alright that HE'S alright because he can't control it#and imagine that because of soap he starts smilling besides when he's nervous#he starts getting genuine ones at Soaps stupid jokes#and the day he laughs??? he hasn't laughed in so long he subconsciously stops himself#but soap is just looking at him stars in his eyes 'please do that again'#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH screams into the voide the things these two make me think about#cod#call of duty#cod mw2#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty ghost#call of duty soap#(he's in the tags BUT HE'S HERE)#simon ghost riley#john soap mctavish#ghoap implied in the tags#manyrambles
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messy sketch but. them. :)
@hibernationsuit — 💕💖💕💖🥺💖💕💖💕
HELLOOO??? I AM SQUEALING!! LOOK AT THEM!!!! I am on the floor sobbing rn hello my friend I love you with my whole heart!!!!!!!!
#EVERYONE IS LEGALLY REQUIRED TO LOOK AT THIS#HOW DO I WORDS I HAVE NO WORDS#I am beaming so many heart and sparkle emojis directly into your mind rn like hello!!!!#you made this FOR MEEE????#sobbing what did I do to deserve this kindness ily ilysm thank you I am going to stare at this literally all day long#holding them so gently in my hands looking at them w tear filled eyes#words are hard but know I literally have the biggest cheesiest grin ever on my face rn I'm so surprised and delighted!!!!!!!#I love them I love them sm!! look at them!!!!!!! hello!!!!!!!!!!!! my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#you are literally such a treasure this has brightened my day so much I'm so serious ohmygosh thank you fr I'm so aaaaaaaaaaa#THEY'RE JUST SO CUUUUUTE#PICTURES TAKEN MOMENTS BEFORE A DIVINE FEAST#looking so respectfully#I'm incapable of shutting up rn I am truly incapable I can never stop screaming abt this this is my favorite thing ever rn#ur so good to me how do I ever thank you enough for being so lovely and wonderful every day????#blowing you so many kisses rn so so much love to you so so much goodness to you now and always#okay okay I need to stop writing tags but the love in my heart is ongoing rn I am in SHAMBLES!!!!!#friend art#faith and max#captain of the unreliable#literally on my hands and knees rn#banging my fists on the table#I'M IN LOVE IMMMM IMMMM (getting restrained and pulled away so I stop screaming my heart out)
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soooo wrong how the arts are so inaccessible as a career like. wydm i can't be an actor and a musician and a producer and an event planner for music festivals forever and and and ???
#:|. idk i've been in my feelings lately ...#i moved to north america when i was 14 and it was soo hard bc i left behind like. my life#i stopped playing cello i stopped acting#i used to be in an orchestra and a quartet! and i used to attend drama schools! i used to spend all my time in the ocean and sun!#then suddenly it was like. sike here's the IB program which at my school was a rich kid finance bro/consulting pipeline...also snowstorms..#my soul where did it go! i got it back during university but being in the work force is taking it from me again a lil bit and i'm trying#to find out how to get it back bc surely i can#anyway this is dramatic obv but you get it.#ellie yodels#also it's so lame like. i'm 24 hello can i not reminisce about my ... 14 year old self ?! girl ew....
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Toranaga's son is so funny. Failson 🫵🏻
#also toranagas brother.... hello......#his ponytail is so slay. his fit too fire. his swag too different. his smoke too hard. his bitch too bad. they'll kill you#omg the nephew eating and looking at anjin and mariko like this 😏#OH NO RED WEDDING????#THEY MADE HIM REGENT!!!!!!#she said i want a cortisan union and also retirement. slay#and also you fucked up and also i am leaving goodbye. every woman in here is such a diva. mariko and fuji need to step their game up!!#stop being emos!!! its diva time!!!#'i am going to kill myself and become ashes with them' BOOHOO!! GET YOUR MONEY UP!!! GET YOUR PUSSY UP!!#so they really wore g strings with a little (kinda big) flap as cover up... oden was just there a breath away from showing his junk#dancing at the town square.... jesus#white in the water!!!! its wet t shirt time out there jesus....... a bit of modesty please......#forgotten before you can be remembered.... boom roasted#it rains so much in there but mariko never feels the rain on her skin. no one else can feel it for you!! only you can let it in!!!#get your money up!!! get your pussy up!!!#fuck your husband!!! and the anjin too!! focus on your dono!! get your job done!! hustle!!!#the anjin needa to get some drip!! ugly ass clothes. doesnt his wage get him bether fabrics. what is going on there. fuji is sabotaging him#toranaga wearing gold and his brother silver..... slay#OH MY GOD#i couldnt have made a post about anyone else omg.....#that was brutal#a comment saying this death isnt poetic and is deus ex machina for the villain which... have you been watching lmao#he has been making mistake after mistake on purpose by disobeying his father over and over and here he goes again....#this one mistake even bigger than the rest bc he was going to kill his uncle (a regent now!!) after his father already made his decision#come on..... think a little#talking tag#watching shogun
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Nothing like getting excited for the eclipse and the raptu/re fear kicks in
#I do NOT Like that it’s being talked about and stuff sorry it’s a very hard thing for me to hear <- deep religious trauma and constant loud#fear of the rapt/ure happening#its the eclipse.. the sun and moon are getting to say hello to eachother can you all stop being homophobic and LET THEM#personal#tw religious trauma#tw rapture#<- just making sure I need to figure out how to block that word everywhere that uses it in that context#excluding rapture chair I think that image is very funny
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okay so maybe it was just me being ahead of the curve or whatever but like. did anyone else have their ultimate misery / severe depression era during middle school instead of high school?
#mine#mental illness#it is FOUR AM i should NOT BE thinking about this but oh my god#i read something and i just realized that it wasnt just depression i had a full-fucking-blown psychological BREAK when i was 11#and i need to be up in four hours but now im too pissed to sleep like oh my god i had a FULL PSYCHOLOGICAL BREAK and#STILL none of the adults in my life even noticed i was SAD?? FUCKING HELLO??????#anyway rant in the tags but also im genuinely asking did this hit anyone else in middle school/ages 11-13 instead of high school#bc all the stuff i see is about how miserable and mentally ill kids in high school are and im absolutely not discounting that#but like. high school was SO MUCH BETTER for me it was fucking PARADISE compared to how deeply fucking hurting i was#throughout all of middle school. like i would relive all my high school years ten times over before i even ONCE had to feel how i felt#from the ages of 11 - 13. high school was FUN for me and i was still very mentally ill going into 9th grade!!#like. okay you know the adhd principle of executive dysfunction where the idea is that DOING the task is easier than STARTING the task#and the analogy that goes like. imagine you had to struggle for hours climbing up the gravel mountain to get to the construction site#so when you finally get there youre like oh thank fuck time to lay some bricks i could do this all DAY#and the guy who drove up the mountain to the work site is all angry and is like man stop bragging about how EASY laying bricks is for you#man its hard work!!!!! and youre like. not as hard as climbing up the damn gravel mountain dude#and whenever i hear people talking about how high school is the worst. i think of that.#yeah man high school is hard. not as hard as suffering through the crushing misery of being 11 though.
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guess who's back in their compassion fatigue for library patrons era!!!
#HELLO IT'S ME SIGMUND FRAUD!#i've had one other Episode like this since being in libraries and it's so exhausting#and it makes me hate myself! i suddenly can't DEAL when interacting w/people who have mental illnesses that manifest in this that or the#or the other way. i stop caring about patrons' sob stories or hard days or legitimate crises or whatever else#i'm just angry all the goddamn time about being a brick wall for others' rage and sadness and issues when i'm a fucking book person who also#who also helps with technology. i cant handle my own fucking mental illnesses on any given day sometimes and absorbing others' hardships#when i'm not trained not equipped not PAID ENOUGH and having my own spirals and episodes...it is SO MUVH#i feel evil and heartless when i suddenly stop caring and am actively angry at patrons#this isn't even a carer type of work that i do!#and yet compassion fatigue in librarians is apparently super common. we're like retail workers minus patrons spending money at our#at our establishments. people are extra mean because of the tax dollars shit and the whole 'fulfilling gaps in social services' shit#losing my compassion for others a second time os fucking terrible. i don't want to he so angry and hateful. i don't wamt to be so checked#so checked out of others' suffering if the others are in front of me. it feels gross#and as ashamed as i am to say it? it weighs on me and makes me feel WORSE and so SELFISH#ann with an ie#and i am still tuned into global issues and care and am horrified#but things and people in front of me just...cease to register
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I’m about to get such a bad grade in therapy today
#tw ed mention#tw disordered eating#last week she’s like ‘I want you to try to eat at regular times’#and today I’ll have to say hello sorry I didn’t eat for two days straight#it’s so hard to talk openly about having an eating disorder compared to talking about having depression#feels like people are gonna be disdainful of you or think that you’re disdainful of them#when it’s literally nothing to do with anyone else#it’s MY brain making me feel unsafe and extreme around food. other people can do what they want#sometimes even people who purport to care about mental health go down the ‘just love yourself :) eat what you want :)’ route#which is like saying Just Stop Being Sad to a depressed person#hdhhdjhdjhdkdhdkdh ANYWAY#nothing like huddling in secret to add electrolytes to your water dinner or looking up the calories in one macadamia nut#to make you step outside yourself for a moment like damn woman you live like this?
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I feel like I'm going to be ridiculous af tomorrow during therapy!!
#Took an appointment a few days ago when I was having a crisis and I was feeling suicid*l af and scared of dying lmao and now I'm#✨Feeling better✨ like a fucking clown do what do I do what am I going to say to her lol#I mean probably this but idk I'm always like hello I felt like dying the other day and then we talk about it and we both agree it was#irrational and idk#What's the point#Is it helping#Hard to know because I don't feel as shitty as I used to but also I keep feeling this way sometimes which I believe isn't normal but at the#same time I can function and I'm not that sad these days so I feel like I'm just being dramatic and should stop complaining#Like I'm torn between when do I stop feeling this way ever again it's unbearable and what the fuck am I doing I'm doing way to well to go to#therapy#Anywayyy fuck lol
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I am so incredibly bad at friendship
#whimsy whispers#whims woes#yet another discord server fell through. you’d think I would’ve stopped trying sooner but I didn’t because I am stupid#I can’t keep a server active to save my life nor can I keep a conversation going in general#nor do I believe I’m worth anyone’s time and effort when it comes to reaching out and talking#it’s very easy for me to put their theory to test and be proven right#if I stop reaching out first (which i have) i won’t hear from y’all and like I get it’s hard to reach out to people I really do but at this#point I don’t even feel like most of y’all even want to be friends anymore so like idk I’m done trying for now#maybe I’m not putting in enough effort but like idk I thought I was or maybe I was being overbearing and doing too much#there’s like nothing else to be done because idk what to do#it’s so pathetic too because eventually I always cave and reach out first like a loser and the issue rinses and repeats and repeats and#repeats#like god I just want to feel like I’m worth the time and like people do actually want to be friends with me#or I’d like to be told that that isn’t the case up front#but I don’t feel like either thing will happen#anyways if anyone from my latest failure or a server sees this hello and goodbye#I’m not going to make y’all stay in a dead server that gets maybe a few messages each month#and I’m also going to not bother you privately anymore because what good does that do anyone?#eventually I’m not going to have any friends#I don’t even want to say this is me pushing people away because I’d love if people actually wanted to speak to me and if people do talk to#me I do happily reply#I just give up on putting in effort when it’s like no one cares#I cannot for my life maintain a friendship despite my best efforts so I’m just like taking a break from trying
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BREAKING NEWS: guy who when hes sleepy says “its sleepy time. its bedtime” & sleeps with stuffed animals also has the capacity to understand large words and philosophical texts if he is given enough time to process and think about them in his own unique way. what a surprise!
#i mean.. its not as if i am overall philosophical. im not much of anything— not to sound self-depricating. i just mean im average really#then again compared to peers thinking about bodily autonomy IS philosophical or whatever.#my friend apparently was taking philosophy & rhetoric & found it completely boring.. i couldn’t comprehend it…#anyway.. what was i saying. its true im silly & most of my interests (¿ what AM i interested in?) are nature adjacent i still find—#—things like serious topics & discussions interesting. it just is surprising because i… well.. i look like this#[gestures to a hello kitty outfit with childish socks]#im not exactly professor looking#i also don’t think i converse much about it because a lot of my personality can come off as a toxic positivity type with the—#kind of always present jolly i sometimes have. like ill be expected to say ‘nothing can stop you champ!’ after their dads death or something#except im not like that. ive been trying to appear less obnoxiously positive & be less offputting#ive also been trying to write better in the sense i dont say bland nothing burger shit like ‘everythings gonna be ok’ because. no.#what if its not.. what if it gets WORSE! plus although its the right idea with most people its just filler#instead i try to give really detailed responses & although sometimes i do come off as being more comforting than a neutral force its—#sort of apart of how ive functioned and managed to be alive for so long.#regardless i just try talking casual like human earthlings do but its hard sometimes. hope that helps!#anyway im starting to fall in and out of consciousness (tired) so goodnight. if you read this i love you man.. possible soectator.. 🫂
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