#tagged 16 but im bad with rules anyway

[quillinhand]

Thanks for the tag @wewillbeinfrance, @morozovamaximoff, @trinikins! The rules were a bit different, so i made a new post just in case. 

Rules: Bold the ones that are true and tag 15 other people to do it too! 

APPEARANCE:

i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

HOBBIES & TALENTS:

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

RELATIONSHIPS:

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

AESTHETICS:

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

MISCELLANEOUS:

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs

no pressure tags: @belowthestarrs, @soopsiedaisies, @sofoulandfairaday, @inc0rrect, @nellhargreeves, @waitingforthesunrise, @readyafterthesunrise, @paysomeonetopaysomeone, @tiredandcaffeinated, @iheartmoons, @lalallorona, @elderflowergin, @lostinanunhingedwonderland, @greens-your-color, @giosnape, @senshipluto

[a-court-of-moonlight-and-ire]

Made it to chapter 16 today which means Feyre and I have both had our first impressions of Rhysand's Inner Circle and ohhhhhhh boy

Its hard to pinpoint why exactly, but theres something so discomforting about watching them interact. I think the main thing is that for all their "casual-ness", theres still clearly a rigid hierarchy between them and they all seem to 'know their place' so to speak, its not at all like Lucien and Tamlin's relationship in the first book which genuinely felt like a friendship that was unburdened by their status or positions. Like, theres this one moment where Mor and Amren are like kinda bickering with each other i guess, and Feyre remarks that Mor is probably super powerful if she dares talk back against Amren (in an incredibly minor matter Im pretty sure but I already forgor ngl) and because this is the book where Feyre's perspective starts being Objectively Correct all the time, I guess that's true, I guess the only reason someone would dare voice their opinion on something to this friend group is if they were physically more powerful because otherwise you just level a fucking mountain during an argument

Anyway, Im gonna switch topics for a short moment but I promise this diversion is relavant to the point above. So, sometimes when I go into the anti-tags on here looking for criticisms or complaints of the books, I instead find anti-ship posts that are mainly just about trash-talking some ship, mostly ones relating to that whole Elucien/Elriel/Gwynriel shipwar, which I already have thoughts on but I'll save those for later. In any case, one day I stumbled upon this pretty long anti-elriel post about how the gifts Elain gives Azriel on winter solstice arent actually cute and it describes how she gave him like, herbs that help with headaches "because his friends are always giving him headaches" apparently. And then that post went on a whole rant about how insensitive that was of her and that she doesnt actually understand Azriel's dynamic with his close friends, but honestly, judging from this chapter Elain was absolutely spot on

And I usually wouldn't say this because yknow, its only one chapter and we're probably gonna get the nuances of their relationship later, but this is a book written by Sarah J Maas, her characters and their relationships are rarely particularly deep and, more importantly, her writing is incredibly unsubtle. If Azriel was in any way fond of his friends shenaningans I wouldve noticed it, because Feyre wouldve noticed it like 15 times during that whole dinner. But she didnt.

Its especially bad for Cassian and Azriel because it feels like Cassian thinks they have this great rapport but Azriel just genuinely kinda dislikes him. Not to mention that whole fucking mess with Azriel and Mor and Cassian and Mor having sex so she wouldnt get married off or whatever, good god how is every conversation between them not insanely awkward

Even beyond that, idk man, theyre all just so insufferable. I dont understand how Amren, ancient eldritch being trapped in a fae body that she is, can stand to be around them, I wouldve left them 5 centuries ago if I was her. I guess the explanation is that she finds the government position interesting but its like, youre SECOND to the most boring and annoying man on the planet only kinda ruling over a court that you dont even actually care about from everything Ive heard. Again, if I was in Amren's position I would not be hanging out in an APARTMENT in a boring ass city at the behest of a quartett of stupid bozos, I wouldve weaseled my way into being the personal advisor of Beron or some shit so I could watch the Vanserra Family Drama unfold live

There was one good thing about this discomforting dinner though, and that was how inexplicably gay Cassian was for Rhysand. He was really out there, looking at him with such love, calling him pretty twice in like two minutes being all "I knew I wanted a piece of him the moment I first saw him, the high lord's pretty son" like okay. I know what you are

[kittycathat]

Shuffle on repeat trend, but not

except its my AURORA only playlist, which is pretty much my on repeat playlist atp

except not tagging people / wasn't tagged because i dont have friends /hj

except im doing more than 10 because its tumblr, i get to ramble

open under cut bc its a long post, lots of images lol

1.

"I know I'm just a girl, but can I change lives?" literally big inspo right here,, i love this song sm

2.

such a catchy song,, but its not a bad thing bc i love it (plays in my head on repeat while running. partially against my will. but its ok)

3.

recently discovered this song is about being queer so i love it even more ahaha also the music video is fire

4.

i like this song but not as much as the others yk? but its still rlly cool and spooky. i have no idea what the lyrics are or waht they mean and want to look them up but also i think its fun to interpret stuff ur own way

5.

recent addition, I don't know this song very well yet tbh. but its rlly pretty <33

6.

i love the live versions of this on yt,, would highly recommend! also have no idea the lyrics/meaning for this one but thats. ok

7.

"Im tired of the rules and your corrections" "if i'm not pure, i guess that i'm too much" "the television lies and now my mind hurts" bro this song has so many lyrics that are just gems

8.

<333 IM AROMANTIC BUT THIS SONG IS GONNA MAKE ME ALLO I SWEAR /j

9.

"are you awake or are you sleeping?" i have listened to this song while falling asleep. so i guess i was both?

10.

"you are the victim, the victim of my love" this song is fire <33 and the music video?? its so cool asjdhflaskd

11.

"it fills my heart up and it breaks me at the very same time" IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL LISTENING TO THIS SONG <333 its so pretty im dying (also its crazy its been 3+ weeks since it came out?? bc like how did time go that fast)

12.

just added this song to my playlist i dont know it well at all tbh

13.

same with this, saw it while watching a concert recording so i just. threw it into my playlist.

14.

"father, dont blame us for trying to live" very cool religious references very very cool song

15.

Pretty good song, a lil bit overused (imo) but thats ok.

16.

"let love conquer your mind" as a person who believes in kindness myself, i love this aaa

17.

<3333 the live recordings of this song are soo pretty! pls go look it up on yt right now akldsjfhal the "cinematic dream" and "simulated dream" lyrics itch my brain so good aa

18.

"And i was running far away, would I run off the world some day?" this song is RIGHTFULLY aurora's most popular song. like come on ofc everyone likes it /gen

19.

has helped me multiple times getting through math class, from being stuck in my head. ily aurora for writing this lol (also the music video <33)

20.

"do you miss the sadness when it's gone?" i used to think this song was ehh but it's grown on me sm lol

anyways tysm for reading my rambling have a good day

[pink-strawberry-kissess]

“oh hey a cool aeon artist lemme go on their profile and see what else they’ve made”

*le@sley art*

“oh 😀”

*blocks*

its happened more times than i can count atp 😭

its not even just the ship having that maturity gab (its the same maturity as a 16 with a 23 especially with how traumatized leon is and no hate to ashley but you can tell she’s a bit immature for her age like hell i thought she was 14 in the og) but also the infantilization of ashley yk it’s very icky to me

also something i wanna say is people have the right to dislike ships that make them rightfully uncomfortable like i’ve seen so many ppl telling others to get over it but it doesn’t work like that im not just going to make myself ok with it just because you are for some reason

sorry for the rant just wanted to get my thoughts out

yeaaah so i know that some people are for some reason calling people who have likes and dislikes immature for some reason. people are allowed to not like ships. just block it and move on it.

(that's my general rule when it comes to catering your online experience)

i still follow a lot of people who are multi shippers (including ships i don't particularly like.) i don't think they're bad or think they're bad people!! but i do block the tag for ships that i don't like. it's not that hard. that's not THAT DEEP.

if i feel like they tend to lean towards a ship i don't like- then i'll probably just unfollow. it's not personal MOST of the time.

if i suddenly switched to valenfield, who am i? to get mad at my followers for not liking the content that they never followed me for???

if i suddenly switched to content that you never followed me for, it would be INSANE for me to be mad about you unfollowing me

i hold a maybe unpopular (online opinion) because i frankly feel like this is an EXTREMELY NORMAL OPINION TO HAVE, but i'm not OBLIGATED to have follows. and you as a follower aren't entitled to content from me either.

the amount of people who are angry at their followers for not blindly following/liking their content is insane to me

ANYWAYS yeah im not a fan of leon x ashley stuff cause i am no longer in my early 20s and i am extremely uncomfortable with the age gap lol i've held this opinion for a LONG ASS TIME.

it's fucking SO RUDE that i have an opinion and boundary that i have presented and that i personally uphold by blocking the tag, but somehow i am in the wrong- cause i don't like the ship and it makes me uncomfortable.

insane.

and before people think im being hypocritical- if you dislike aeon, then fucking block the tag, block me! i do not care lol

anyways tldr i agree with u anon ty

[mania-sama]

rule #12 - through the tides

Rule #12 - Through the Tides - Fish in a Birdcage

➼ information ❧ Voltron ❧ Pairing: Hunk & Lance & Pidge ❧ Tags: shark attack, amputation, surfing, surfer! lance, no voltron lions au, blood and injury, harm to animals (the shark had it coming), hurt no comfort, nonbinary! pidge, gore ❧ Summary: Lance just wants to surf, but it seems like a creature of the sea has different plans in mind. ❧ Word Count: 1,837 ❧ Cross-posted from Archive of Our Own ❧ Original post date: 16 October 2023

➼ whumptober 2023 ❧ Day 16: Amputation ❧ Previous Day ❧ Next Day ❧ Masterlist

Author Note:

this is inspired by a VERY specific fanart of lance and shiro (not ship i dont think) where shiro is trying to comfort a crying lance, who is staring horrifiedly at his amputated arm. the nub has obvious shark bites, and the whole work is so compelling bc its like lance was hurt by the thing he loves THE MOST in the world (or that the fandom has assigned to him anyway) and nobody can understand his pain but shiro, who is also an amputee.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. I CANT FIND IT. i cant find the fucking fanart. its gone. if any loser reads this fic and happens to have the fanart somewhere. link me to it. or dm me on instagram or twitter. i am desperate. i am so utterly desperate idk what to do with myself

also faintly inspired by barbie's "a mermaid tale" but thats only because the only references i have to surfing are the movie and Teen Beach Movie and im gonna be honest, this is not like teen beach movie at all

-

The ocean is Lance’s happy place. When he sets his feet in the cold salt water, the tension in his body from the day or week flows out of him like how the ocean waves ebb against the shore. His feet sink into the sand and seep between his toes. It’s a natural massage to work out his anxieties. The breeze rushes off the horizon, tossing his hair and cooling the sweat on his forehead.

He stares at the glittering sun in the midday sun. It brings him relaxation and adrenaline all at once; the water lapping his ankles is his calming massage, but the waves crashing further ahead call his name as though they are a crowd of excited fans. Lance doesn’t surf professionally, preferring to keep his hobbies and his career separate, but that doesn’t mean he won’t get a rush from the beachgoers watching him tackle the unforgiving ocean.

He adjusts the board under his arm and takes a deep breath. He spares one glance over his shoulder at his friends waiting on the safe sand. Hunk waves at him enthusiastically from where he’s building an already impressive sand castle considering they only arrived ten or so minutes ago, and Pidge smiles from their lounge chair. Their massive umbrella protects their fair skin from burning at the slightest touch of the sun.

Lance turns back to face the waves. A big wave builds in the distance, too far for Lance to get to in time. It’s a promise of a thrilling challenge yet to come. He doesn’t waste any longer and strides out to join the people swimming out in the ocean.

The chill of the ocean is a fresh of breath air to him. Most people — Pidge — complain about the bite and sudden cold, but Lance has never been able to understand that reaction. It’s like a mint for bad breath, a shower after toiling in the mud, and a payday after two weeks of hard labor. He embraces the slap of the crystalline water as though it’s an old friend, which in some ways, it is.

He hoists himself stomach-first onto the board and drifts when his feet can no longer touch the ground. He’ll propel himself now and again to keep moving in the right direction, but for the most part, he stays stagnant on the water. Waves come and go as they please; a good one is harder to catch than a mediocre one, and a gnarly wave is the rarest of them all. Unfortunately, Lance is in the mood for something huge to make the adrenaline rushing through his veins worth it, so he has to wait a long time.

Honestly, it’s not so bad. As long as he’s in the ocean, he can’t feel the edges of impatience creeping up on him. The sound of the water’s ever-constant movement is a melody to his ears and a remedy for his greed. He can stare for hours at the way the sun reflects off the water in dazzling bursts of light. It’s a phenomenon that can’t be replicated even if all of history’s best painters rose from the dead to collaborate on recreating the scene.

It can’t capture the smell of salt and seaweed, the gentle caress of the water on his hands and calves, or the happy people screaming and splashing each other in the distance. Seagulls circle overhead and dive when they find a fish straying too close to the surface, or they find a human to harass for bread and chips. The heat of the day burns on Lance’s tanned skin, unrelenting even as the thin clouds attempt to diminish its power.

It’s Heaven on Earth. Michelangelo could never hope to replicate it.

Lance spies a wave rippling in the distance. The water ripples, and the frequency of the sloshes near his board change. His heart picks up pace, and his arms start working to get closer to the rising wall. After years of surfing, he can easily tell which waves will end in a disappointing, diffused heap, and which ones will create a loop so large Lance can stand inside.

A shadow overcasts the water that the wave rises over, and the rush of the moving water overpowers the loud beachgoers closer to shore. His world narrows to him, the wave, and his board. Lance forces his board and himself underneath the wave, the ocean completely encasing him in sea water. He stays there for a moment, salt and water burning his eyes and flowing against his closed lips. The sounds of the surface world are muffled, and he can only distinctly hear the gushing water.

When he’s about to break the surface, he spots a form under the water. Lance has had close encounters with sea creatures before — fish, crabs, jellyfish, and other rather unfriendly animals that didn’t appreciate a human traversing their home. He’s never been upset when they pinch, bite, or sting; he is the trespasser. The ocean is not his home.

He’s been near sharks before but in every single instance, it was in a more or less controlled environment. The sharks were small, freshwater, and used to human presence. Experienced divers kept their noses and teeth from ever getting within biting distance.

In the split second after, he breaks the surface with his board clutched in a white-knuckled grip. All he can see now is the very tip of the shark’s gray fin coming straight towards him.

“Shark!” He screams as loud as he can, and he climbs onto his board as quickly as he can. The wave is still moving, on the brink of collapsing in the great surge he’s been waiting for. They travel fast, faster than he hopes the shark is willing to go to keep up with him. It’s not going to be the surf that he wanted, but by God is it going to be the one he’s going to get. It’s ride-or-die, literally.

Hazily, he hears the blow of whistles and the revving of the lifeguards’ waterskis. His heart beats too hard in his chest, and it nearly overpowers the sounds of the restless ocean. His board wobbles underneath him, threatening to knock him off with the slightest misstep. He knows it's the panic setting into him that’s throwing him off but his running mind can’t help but associate it with the shark moving in the depths below him.

The shark produces a massive shadow underneath his board and rocks Lance off-balance. It’s slippery from being completely under the water, and his tingling feet prevent him from a steady grip. His arms flail in the area to pull him back on the center of the board.

He’s still screaming his head off when he falls. It’s not completely off — his body is still on, but his hips straddle the board and his legs plunge into the ocean. He tries to pull them back up, but he notices the wave has left him behind.

Then pain explodes in his right leg.

He thrashes against the board, attempting to use his full body weight to dislodge the shark off his leg. But it holds fast. Lance can see its body as more than just a shadow, now. Its nose sticks out of the water, and its huge body moves back and forth with all of the effort it has to pull him underneath the waves.

Lance can hardly think past the bite, how it sears his leg in the worst agony he’s ever felt. He’s been burned, stabbed in a fight, beaten to a bloody pulp, yet nothing compares to this. His skin rips and tears under the huge, sharp teeth of the shark. It takes all of his core strength to keep on the board and not tip over, which means leaning on the other side. It’s taking off his leg, it’s taking off his leg, but he has to sacrifice it if he wants to survive.

Blood comes up in smokey waves to pool around him and the shark, mixing with the white steaks and bubbles created by their fight. Lance lets go only temporarily to punch the animal directly in the nose, which actually gets it to let go. Its body torques and thrashes in the water. Lance uses the short opportunity to bring his leg onto his board.

Except it doesn’t come out of the water. His knee comes up, but the space where his calf and foot should be is occupied by the overflowing pour of blood and flesh. Tendrils of the tendons the shark couldn’t get ahold of swing in the open air. His white bone peaks out from his knee, a small numb in comparison to the long bone that should continue the skeleton.

He screams, and he screams when the shark launches to finish the job, and he’s still screaming when a pair of hands hoist him off of his board and out the shark’s bloody, snapping jaw. Its beady eyes flash in the open air, staring directly at its prey before it flops under the water once more. It breaks his board in half from the crash of its massive body directly down the center.

Lance’s voice is hoarse, and his sobs are uncontrollable as he stares at his leg. Or rather, the absence of it. It throbs like it's still there. The pink and red bits of his flesh fly off in the wind from the speed of the jet ski. The lifeguard is saying something to him, but he can’t hear it over the engine of the machine and the static in his ears.

He’s never going to surf again. He’s never going to be able to walk on his right leg again. Not as flesh and bone, but as a wooden peg, metal, a machine, nothing but the air. It should still be there. He can still feel it. Parts of it remain; his liquid and solid insides still flow and burst into the area where it should be. It should be there.

But it’s not, and it’s unbearably painful and all he can do is sob as the pain overtakes all of his senses. Salt flies into the gaping wound, filling up the space where his leg should be. 

Where his leg isn’t. Where it never will be.

He’s sobbing when the paramedics drag him into the waiting ambulance, and he’s reduced to whimpers as the sheer pain overrides his consciousness. Hunk cries with him and holds his hand, and Pidge can’t seem to stop screaming, either.

He passes out thinking about his leg. How it’s gone and never coming back. but still hurts all the same, still mocks him in its presentation of being real and attached to his body. He sees the pink, pulsing flesh peeling from his knee in thick strips behind his eyelids. He feels the warm, blood-infested water, and stares into the gaping jaws of the shark that claimed his leg.

Then, the deep, watery darkness of unconsciousness.

[aeiiopus-a]

also fun friendly free reminder that s.cout is almost 30 and is in fact an adult

[itsmeevie01]

A Moment in Time- Ch 2

While Gina dragged Jason through Paris, the kidnappee thought through what he knew about the city. Although Gina Dupain was from the city, they never had the time while he was traveling with her. He had heard the stories of how Roland had charmed her on the banks of the Sein, and how they had gone dancing before her son was born. The stories of the little bakery, of the idyllic life Gina had led before one of her former contacts had threatened her family. The heartbreak that followed was something Gina refused to talk about as a rule. However, one night after a few too many drinks in Madrid, Jason’s mentor had come undone. The tale that had followed, the heartbreak on both sides of the little family, reminded Jason a little too much of his own family’s tales. Gina’s stories, though entertaining and educational, did not give one a firm basis to go on in a city. Soon, the duo were standing in the elderly woman’s home. Sitting there in the garage was- “oh Gina you didn’t.” the Biker laughed.

“what, Jason. Did you really think I was going to just leave your bike at the miserable safe house in Shanghai? Please. You know me better than that.” She threw her head back in a laugh at the boy’s stupefied face. 

“well?” she gestured to a row of hooks by the door, where his familiar keys were hanging. The red chrysanthemum still hooked onto the key. “Are you going to get your keys, or are you going to make this old lady do it for you?” he jumped, rushing to clutch the old key chain once again. A smile broke over his face as Jason turned to Gina breathing

“Thank you” She smiled at him before opening her arm in a silent answer in form of a hug.

“now, Bambino, we are going to surprise my son. He has no idea what’s going to hit him.”

Marinette had gotten off the phone with her lawyers an hour ago. Now, she was standing at the counter arguing with one of her regulars. After all, a monster may not NEED to go in coffee, but who was going to stop her? Mark was, apparently. He kept going on about him being a doctor and it being bad for her health? Whatever. She was Apate. She had enough bad luck around her anyways that it didn’t really matter what she did.

When she had finally convinced the doctor to sit down and accept that she was well aware how close to an emergency room visit she was, the teen sighed in relief. Her parents were starting to worry about how much stress she was under, and the 16-year-old was doing her best to convince them that it wasn’t nearly as bad as they thought it was. Her hope was that if she could get them off her back, Marinette would be able to actually start translating the grimoire that she had hidden in her diary box. The problem was that the two bakers were incredibly close to realizing that she was under much more stress than they originally thought. The ongoing lawsuits, added to her classwork, working at the bakery, her commissions, and the constant hunt to find Paris’ resident supervillain meant that the girl was feeling crushed under her responsibilities. Add to that her adoptive parents hovering, and Marinette was very likely to explode soon. The bell rang over the door, and the noirette sighed before putting back on her customer service face. She had three more hours before she could go upstairs and take a nap.

And there goes her nap. The smiling face of her grandmother made Marinette smile ruely to herself before she was crushed in the loving arms of Gina Dupain. “Marinetta! Darling! How is my favorite Leetle Fairy?” The girl giggled as she extracted herself from the bone crushing hug.

“Hey Nona, how are you?”

So! its shorter tonight, but this is all really just build-up because as im guessing people have figured out, this is sibling jasonette (duh, its tagged) and i kinda want to be dramatic about their reunion. ALSO, i did some research and it turns out that red chrysanthemums mean hope in some places and death in others, so i thought it was a fitting flower to symbolize Jason and Mari’s relationship. ill go into it more later, but im placing Mari about 5 years younger than Jason pre-death. this will be important later on...

tag list- @m0chik0fran @moonlitceleste @redscarlet95 @ultimatetornshipper @mochegato @liquid-luck-00 @maskedpainter 

[ghoulangerlee]

tagged by @ongreenergrasses, finally getting around to this haha :)

1. How many works do you have on AO3? uhhh 28 apparently

2. What’s your total AO3 word count? 122,057

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?  - and of lust we are reborn (the old guard) - 561 - wasted efforts and best intentions (the old guard) - 379 - Pipe Cleaning (teen wolf) - 377 - lying in this bed with you, next to you, i ain't convinced (roswell new mexico) - 331 - now make me right again (the old guard) - 325

4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I do! I am very slow at it, but I make it a point to respond to comments :)

5. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? I typically don't leave endings as angst because that leaves me with bad feelings, so I'm not really sure honestly.

6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending? See the answer to the last question: all of my fics typically have a happy ending haha. I know this is a cop out answer but I am a simple person

7. Do you write crossovers? If so what’s the craziest one you’ve written? I wrote a crossover with CSI and a Japanese band once. So yeah.

8. Have you ever received hate on a fic? One vaguely annoyed comment on rnm fic because they didn't like how I interpreted an episode?? idk

9. Do you write smut? If so what kind? any and every kind. Like that's 99% of my ao3 right now.

10. Have you ever had a fic stolen? not that I know of!

11. Have you ever had a fic translated? nope ):

12. Have you ever co-written a fic before? I have but it's never been posted. It's lost somewhere to the sands of time

13. What’s your all time favorite ship? hard question honestly. I think my top 3 right now are Malex, JoeNicky and Buddie lmao

14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? is this where i say the third part to the vampire/werewolf thing? hahahaha kidding. day 6 of kinktober because it just keeps getting longer apparently. another joke. i dont have many long form WIPs!

15. What are your writing strengths? i'd think...maybe dialogue? someone told me i write dirty talk p good. uhhh descriptions? making people feel with what i write.

16. What are your writing weaknesses? writing speed if that can be one idk, i get distracted easily, sometimes i write too fast and hate it all but post it up anyway and still hate it. im a harsh critic on myself for no reason at all. i second guess every word i type out and refuse to really let people beta my work bc ive been burned in the past ahaha.

17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? ahahaha I only speak English fluently, sometimes it throws me out when there's dialogue in other languages that don't have translations so as a rule I don't add any other languages and if I want to denote that a character is speaking in a different language I just say it.

18. What was the first fandom you wrote for? first fandom was....Beyblade. When I was like 15

19. What’s a fandom/ship you haven’t written for yet but want to? I really wanna write Buddie ugh.

20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written? im biased but 100% my big bang fic and it's poorly received not quite sequel but in the same universe fic. i love my little universe with rural firefighter nicky.

im always bad at tagging but if you wanna do this please! and say i tagged you! i wanna see this!!!

[bannedyouth]

rules: answer the 30 questions and tag 10 blogs you'd like to know better!

thank you @lemon-bat for tagging me!! <33

1. name/nickname: char / jude

2. gender: female

3. star sign: cancer 

4. height: 5'5 but literally everyone in my life argues with me about it so i could be shorter lmfao

5. time: 6:02 pm

6. birthday: june 22nd baby!!

7. favorite bands: metronomy, gorillaz and the front bottoms, they all hold a special place in my heart

8. favorite solo artists: wayyy too many, rn i’ve been listening to a lot of willow smith, ariana grande and doja cat tho!

9. song stuck in my head: wiley - too many man, don’t ask why it’s just really been scratching the right part of my brain recently

10. last movie: mitchells vs the machines! (highly recommend its such a sweet n fun movie)

11. last show: bojack horseman

12. when did i create this blog: 2013 in august apparently,, my blogs nearly a decade old we love to see it

13. what i post: anything i want honestly, mostly things i find funny if im feeling down!! also any cool art i see C:

14. last thing googled: new girl order

15. other blogs: @ufotears but i haven’t posted in like years i think??

16. do i get asks: not anymore but asks make me kinda nervous anyway haha

17. why i chose my url: it was really just how i portrayed my life at the time, i felt like my youth was being prohibited from me and all i rly had was tumblr to vent abt it. it feels kind of edgy now i wanna change it pff

18. following: 226, defo wanna find more ppl to follow tho!

19. followers: 544

20. average hours of sleep: 6 or 7, i try to aim for 8 but never get it 

21. lucky number: i don’t have one!

22. instruments: i can play a few chords on a guitar, gave it up ages ago tho

23. what am i wearing: bambi pjs 

24. dream trip: I want to go to madurodam in the netherlands so bad! also shopping in tokyo!

25. favorite food: chili vodka pasta has my heart forever

26. nationality: irish

27. favorite song: rheya - wild nothing

28. last book read: percy jackson and the titans curse

29. top three fictional universes i'd like to live in: any sanrio universe. that’s it, that is all.

30. favorite color: red or peachy pink or baby blue, it changes between these three a lot

i’m gonna tag @nofunatall cos they’re cool & @bossbabysassistant if they ever see it lmaoo but that’s all !! peace out thanks again @lemon-bat for the tag <3

[wildpokemon]

rules: list 3-5 snippets of literature/media that live in your head rent-free to the point where you have them memorized; write them down from memory, no cheating allowed!

@kageyahma janina thanks so much for tagging me!! i really really loved reading through your quotes, this was such a fun and interesting tag!!

also, j listen, i’ve had this in my drafts for like weeks now bc the first thing that came to my mind was so unbelievably dumb compared to both your and bea’s insightful and meaningful posts, that i felt too embarrassed to post it and then i also couldn’t remember another single piece of media i have ever consumed lmao.

1 - i also have basically only haikyuu!! lines running through my head these days loll, and i am so in love with the hunger themes from the series but there’s just too many of those quotes for me to pick one lol. but i think the line that’s stuck with me the most and hit me the hardest was this one (and i’m know i’m forgetting a few bits from the middle of the speech about how only the brave and bold can follow the path of competition but shhh):  “The hundreds of players in this tournament, there’s one experience they all share: that’s losing. No one makes it this far without tasting defeat... For today, you happen to be the defeated. But what will you become tomorrow?”

2 - i first heard this song, “My Body is a Cage” the Peter Gabriel version, when I was 16 ish I think, and at the time I just thought it was really hauntingly beautiful and I didn’t think much of it, and then a few years later when I was in college, after I had been diagnosed with my chronic disease and I was starting to lose a lot of my mobility/range of motion, the song happened to play on my shuffle and I remember I just like burst into tears lmao (even tho i’m pretty sure the lyrics aren’t meant to be about disability in that sense lol *shrugs*). “my body is a cage that keeps me/ from dancing with the one i love/ but my mind holds the key”

3 - aaaaand we have now reached the extremely dumb territory lmao. i honestly couldn’t think of anything else (which is very sad lol, all of my former literature teachers are sighing with disappointment lollll). anyway, the stupid breaking bad remix song absolutely lives in my mind rent free, and gets stuck in my head on a weekly - if not more often - basis. i really wanted to not include it here, but it just loops over and over in my head, and well. here we are lol. (i do actually know the whole thing, but im only gonna do the first bit bc it’s too long and this is the part in my head the most often) bitch, bitch, little bitch, i made you my bitch. jesse. bitch, bitch, YEAH BITCH. JESSE.. bitch.

i’m already shaking my head in shame for that last one lajdalsd. watch, in two days i’ll remember some beautiful quote that i absolutely do love and just be embarrassed all over again lmaooo

this was really fun though!! tagging @botherkupo, @chatnoirinette, @verytendou, and @brokuro if you wanna do it! absolutely no pressure though of course!!

[tfw-no-tennis]

mtmte liveblog issue 22

oooh man, its time to feel some EMOTIONS!

I'm BACK after a hiatus, which was due in part to me getting my 1st dose of the covid vaccine! woohoo!

anyways, starting here w/issue 22....we have a great cover w/thunderclash, the legend himself

oof. the covers made me forget how much I don't like the art this issue...I hate to be mean to the artists but this art style just isn't doin it for me chief

god I love this issue though. the framing device of rewind’s movie is so so fantastic

tailgate listing off all his fake awards/accomplishments....ily 

rodimus my boy, you're a prime in my heart

the ‘not a decepticon’ label for cyclonus is so much hvbhkjfbskjf

I literally wanna comment on every single panel bc I love all the characters so much but then id be here forever...that being said whirl ily sm 

hvbjdfbhsfjhdfshja BRAINSTORM ‘according to perceptor - ships genius’ hvhdkjhbfhjs ily dumb gay idiot

and then the cut to perceptor after brainstorm like, blew up his lab vjbkdsfnbksjf dude

GODDDDDD drift ‘your name...defines you. it’s your soul expressed in syllables. hm? oh, yes, sorry. it’s drift.’ GOD he’s so fucking funny. I love early story hippy drift

god I cant stop thinking about how good this whole issue would be as an animated show...like, specifically rewinds film, it would be SO FUCKING GOOOOOOD mtmte show WHEN

rewiiiiind ;_; I fuckgin love rewind god. fellow video editing enthusiast....

ohhhh rodimus being embarrassed about his big speech at the beginning of mtmte....my boy I love u so much

gjhnbgehjsrkfbjksf magnus being suspicious of rewind oh my god. magnus ily but please, look at the lil guy, he’s a good boy, most of the time

the fuckgin footage that magnus removed hbvhakjbfhskf god. wasn't that intended to be footage of magnus dancing? I love him

minibot squad.....

and here it begins, the mystery stick rung question...

poor rung oh my god he’s just trying to polish his lil spaceship and people r throwing shit at him. taking Ls as per usual it seems

hand grenade tag hvbfjksdnfbkjdf love that callback

noooo rungs ship :( 

magnus’s censorship vhbhadkjfhdbhjsakjhfn

oh man I forgot about how they met that race of Transformers But More 

the one-upsmanship hbvkajsbehfjks

whirrrrrl lmao I love whirl sm

goddddd whirl just killing that other alien and ending the 16 million yr long civil war bvkjsdbfhjjkafs so fucking much

oh god oh god the ‘are you happy’ page, I'm not emotionally equipped to handle this like, ever

but I will say I feel like it would be EVEN MORE oof if it were milne or someone drawing it bc I feel like this art style takes away from some of the impact bc the expressions aren't really that...expressive? idk how to put it

anyways. every single answer destroys me!!! like even the happy ones, like chromedome and rewind and tailgate - well, in present time, none of those three are doing so hot, so that makes this just hurt 

and rung....that is so fucking depressing. jesus. this guy is so fuckng sad, somebody get him a friend stat

and swerve...ouch. this readthru I've really noticed how much early-mtmte swerve is not-so-subtly like, crying out for help bc he’s so alone and shit. jesus 

also brainstorms response is just plain ole sad w/context, but at this point in the story without context, it just seems very foreboding lmao. I'm realizing this readthru that brainstorm is very sketchy and ominous in a particular ‘is he evil?’ mad scientist sorta way in early mtmte

and then everyone else is also just so OOF in their own unique sad ways, but I think the worst out of everyone is drift....GODDDDDD. especially considering that at this point in the story, drift is this kinda goofy hippy guy, so seeing him just sit there with his face in his hand, not even answering the question...AND knowing that shortly after this he’ll end up banished...IT FUCKING HURTS M8!

meanwhile, the more upbeat ‘quest to see rungs alt mode’ continues...with an ‘alt mode party’ vhbadkjsdfnabskjf it looks so silly with a bunch of cars just sitting around a table lmao

I cant even tell who everyone is bc they so rarely turn into cars n shit lmaoooooo 

rodimus with the bucket on his head hbvhakjbfskjf I CANT

everyone’s reactions to thunderclash...i fucking love it

the fact that TAILGATE doesn't hate him, even though we’ve seen that tailgate tends to dislike people who are universally liked/who have achieved a lot of impressive things

rodimus you petty thot vbdkjbfdjhsakjdf ily

RODIMUS IS SO FUNNYYYYYY ‘I'm not making all these sacrifices and leading these guys into battle and being inspirational - I'm not doing that because it makes me look good’ RODIMUS VBHSKJDFNBKSJF

thunderclash talking about magnus’s article on typefaces....hdbksjfsdbkjgfb bro

AND THEN MAGNUS HUGS HIM....HGBSKJFDSHFKD I CANT

POOR DRIFT bvhajkdfbhjkjsfd rodimus saying he ‘rehabilitated him’ oh my god

the whole spectralism thing...im sorry I cant get over how funny all this is vbakdjfbksjf thunderclash rlly b out here charming rodimus’s entire crew

and then ratchet comes in, calling tc ‘thunders,’ and tc immediately notices ratchets new hands (somehow) hvbkjfhbskjf truly amazing

it cracks me up that rodimus is all 😒😒 at thunderclash, even though as we come to find out, tc really IS That Perfect, and him complimenting rodimus isn't sarcasm at all lmao

AND THEYRE LOOKING FOR THE KNIGHTS OF CYBERTRON TOO HVSDHFJBSHKHDFJS OF COURSE

the vis vitalis being a life support machine spaceship is a really cool concept tho

‘rescuing some orphans from an exploding sun’ I fucking cant

evil guy: [holds a gun to thunderclash’s head] 

rodimus: :D finally something doesn't go his way!

he’s so petty I’m..........dkdjhfdabhduifadijgl

and its the aliens from earlier! oooh

GODDD I forgot that swerve used rung in mystery stick mode to SCHWACK the guy

rung casually dropping the fact that the functionists like, experimented on him...there's a lot of implications there, and that'll certainly be explored more later...

the fact that his ID card says ‘rong’ hvbhjakhdsbfakhsjfn 

oughufadkfujbsfk the circle of light throwing wrenches n shit at skids...guys cmon vbhsdjkfnslfd

the circle of light is like ‘wtf you all have trauma and a bunch of weird unhealthy coping mechanisms this is wack byeeeee’ lmao

skids calling the lost light his home is rlly sweet tho

cant believe the religious space hippy cult is being so rude about a film made by a guy who died like a week ago. unreal 

cd finally figured out how to make the pffft sound, good for him

AUGHHHHH the fact that rewind used ‘little victories’ as the title of the film and that's something that chromedome said in the video ;_; I'm fucking inconsolable 

rodimus, despite his obvious posturing for the camera during the whole issue, comes off as surprisingly genuine when he says that he hasn't thought about his own future much, but wants the crew to have a happy ending....im gonna cry

‘who knows what's around the corner?’ tailgate, PLEASE don't say that, oh my god, 

OUGHHHH GROUP SHOT 

OHHH mannnnNNNNN i love this issue SO MUCH. what a good fun emotional rollercoaster wrap-up to mtmte s1. god. 

like, this issue has it all - humor, drama, crippling sadness, intrigue, worldbuilding...it’s so excellent 

and getting to see rewind again hurts so bad but also I love him

ok quick mtmte s1 retrospective...god s1 is so fucking good. I'm gonna have to read more to say which chunk of mtmte I liked best but s1 is so fucking excellent that it might be my favorite. though its hard to pick bc there's so much good stuff later on too...whatever, the point is s1 is so so good

the plotlines and characters are fucking stellar. like I cant even believe how well Everything works, its very impressive. I cant really think of anything major that made me go ‘yeah could've done without that plotline/character’

I love how dedicated jro is to connecting everything. I've mentioned it before but basically every single moment in the series has payoff - what you initially think is just a funny moment, or a fluffy character establishment bit, ends up ALSO being an important plot point later, in some way

an example would be here w/rung and his alt mode - it just seems like a fun little B-plot for this issue, and seems to pretty neatly conclude with the reveal that rung was eventually classified as an ‘ornament’ (lmao)...but we later on get to see a lot more about this, both here and in the functionist universe 

and like, stuff like tailgate’s autobot lessons w/magnus - at first that can be seen as purely character establishment stuff, showing that magnus is a strict rule-lover and tg is a loveable try-hard good boy - but that becomes plot relevant in remain in light, with tailgate saving the day due to his knowledge of the autobot code (and its also character relevant, with magnus’s arc in remain in light). 

and I know this is like. a normal regular thing in writing, but I'm just very impressed about how cleanly jro pulls it off, and how many things he’s juggling at once, especially in early mtmte - it’s very ambitious!

and we gotta remember, this is a comic book. I've read a lot of comic books, and the quality is all over the place. a lot of writers bite off more than they can chew, and the story ends up kinda scattered as a result. 

another thing I see a lot in franchise writing like this is a lack of strong early character establishing due to the author assuming the readers are at least somewhat familiar with the characters already - which can be totally fair depending on where it is in the continuity, but other times it can come off as lazy

in mtmte, the cast is extremely well fleshed out, and not only that, the cast itself is unique in that there are a lot of relative unknowns (franchise-wise) - which I think was an absolutely brilliant move, because then jro was able to essentially create The Definitive Version of these characters - characters like swerve, brainstorm, chromedome, rewind, tailgate...mtmte is their baseline characterization, because they haven't really appeared in much else

this also allows for deviation from the franchise norms - again, a comic book classic is good writing being stifled by a need to stick to a certain status quo regard the characters, the world, the powers, relationships, etc

(I've mostly read DC comics, and some marvel, so I'm thinking superheroes w/all these comic comparisons)

so mtmte had a good recipe for genuine creativity in that the characters were relative unknowns, the plot was basically ‘space road trip,’ the status quo of ‘autobot vs decepticon war’ had been demolished throughout the entire franchise...so jro was able to take all that and run, and it turned out so fantastic

and luckily it isn't over yet! so many comics suffer from premature cancellation...and sadly mtmte/ll isn't exempt from this, as we’ll see later, but I've seen some awful ones, where comics are forced to wrap up in like 2 issues while in the middle of an arc. yikes. 

but another comic staple...one of my least favorite things about comics books in general...something that was basically responsible for driving me away from comics after reading a bunch...the dreaded crossover event

yep, even mtmte isn't immune to this unfortunate plague on the comic industry. crossover events are the absolute worst, and I'm saying this as somebody who adores crossovers (in concept more than execution usually). they SHOULD be my favorite, but unfortunately they p much always completely suck

they're essentially a ploy to get you to read the other ongoing titles, but they usually only serve to bog down whatever story you're reading to the point where you don't even wanna read that one anymore, let alone read all the other ongoings. at least, that’s been my experience 

it doesn't help that reading orders tend to be hard to find/keep track of, and that you need to go read the other series to know what's going on. I just hate it, like, I came here to read THIS series, I don't want a bunch of other series showing up too - even if I was reading two series, I wouldn't want them crossed over, because they're separate stories! augh!

I'm totally losing my focus here but my point is...crossover events suck, and mtmte unfortunately is involved in one. I have not read dark cybertron, and I'm not about to. I've heard nothing but bad things so I have no desire to inflict that upon myself 

soooo ill be reading through the tfwiki articles for those issues to give myself a better understanding of what went on - which is more than I've ever done in the past - and maybe ill even make a single post summarizing my thoughts on what I read in the wiki, lmao

but yea ill be skipping to the mtmte s2 stuff next 

phew ok I'm super tired, my vision keeps blurring out and stuff lmao. its time for bed, I probably have more thoughts but ill save them for later. for now...peace out!

[cassieoh]

WIPs Meme

Hmm I’m *not* part of the McWips family but I’ll play anyway bc why not publicly shame myself into finishing a thing (I was tagged by @d20owlbear, ya bastard)

**Rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. send me an ask with the title that most intrigues you and interests you and i’ll post a little snippet of it or tell you something about it!**

These are directly pulled from my drive, so they’re also the order I’ve worked on them haha. [Brackets] are part of the name in my drive, (parentheses) are not. 1. [10.30] Mealy Mouthed, Dirt Bellied 2. Adversarial (the script for the MummyAU comic) 3. [11.28] GOEx 2020 4. [Ch 21-25] The Mathematical Improbability of Reaching the Stars (collab with @d20owlbear) 5. [Ch6] Half Holy 6. [Ch8] A Beast that Crawls 7. GTA Snippets 8. GO Snippets 9. Rodeomens [The Stars at Night] 10. [Ch15] The Right of It 11. Light Followup [A Came of Lead?] 12. Mimesis (original fiction) 13. God Grants the Black Knight a Boon 14. [Ch3] GOHolidaySwap 15. Meet Cute Baybee!! 16. [C7] Step Right 17. [Planning] Ten Thousand Thousand Fruit to Touch 18. “Rude Notes” Aftermath (collab with @d20owlbear and @sosobriquet) 19. a BaD IdEa (original fiction, collab with my sister) 20. NSIS (original fiction) (note: not included are my dissertation, proceedings papers, or journal articles for irl stuff haha) AND NOW FOR ART. These are in no particular order as my art file doesn’t update by date. I’m only going to pull from my current working directory here, otherwise it would just be stupid long lol 1. colosseum 2. cover_rodeo 3. gotober 4. hedonism 5. joan 6. ranbday 7. tattoo 8. rudenotes 9. GH_dtiys 10. MO_dtiys 11. FG_dtiys 12. comic2 (2) 13. comic2 14. im retired 15. dolorosx 16. pirate wives 17. yep_its_that 18. starfire 19. mummy59_65 20. ghost_Az 21. ghost_together 22. ghost_ch5_sketch I’m shit at tagging ppl but please, as always, assume that I desperately want to know any and all mutuals responses to any meme like this I post haha

[laitoslittlemacaron]

Diabolik Lovers Tag Game!

Rules: Answer the questions and tag anyone else you wish to see participate~ Also tag me (@vampiretsuki ​) if you do this because I would love to read your answers~!

I got tagged by @dialovers-translations and @everything-laito 💕💚

1.- Who would you rather take to a night club, Carla or Azusa? 

Hmm I dont like night clubs at all, but if i had to, i would go with Azusa and we could drink some alcfree cocktail together while talking and being far away from everyone else

2.- In a Science test would you copy Yuma’s test or Ayato’s test? 

For some reason i trust Yuma a bit more here

3.- Would you rather have Kino and Azusa or Shin and Laito, as your Butlers? 

Shin and Laito because Laito all the waaay c: ok i know he gets super into this role then but i actually would rly like it xD

4.- Go on a date with Reiji at a Aquarium or go on a date with Subaru at a Cafe instead?

Aquarium!! I love Aquariums so so much and i bet it would be even more interesting with Reiji, since he knows so much

5.- Would you rather go support/see Kou at one of his Concerts or go support/see Shu at one of his Violin Performances? 

I would to see one of Shuu's Violin Performance! Violin sounds so beautiful

6.- In a Math Project would you team up with Ruki and Shin or with Reiji and Yuma? Who would fight less with eachother?

Reiji and Yuma (Reiji for a better grade :p im suuuper bad at math)

But i think Ruki and Shin would fight less?? I just feel like they are able to work together a bit better than the other two

7.- Who would you put your bets on, Kanato eating the most chocolates or Ayato eating the most Takoyakis? 

Kanatooo (since he eats a lot all the time anyway to fill his empty void)

8.- Sleep in Carla’s room, Subaru’s room or in Shu’s room? (You have the room to yourself, they aren’t there) Would you peak on their stuff? 

I feel like Shuu's bed is the most comfortable to sleep on, but honestly i would not want to speak on his stuff bc of things

9.- You’re a princess of the Victorian era! Your father has ordered that you have a bodyguard.. who would you choose as your personal bodyguard, Laito or Kou?

Ohh hell yes Laito! oh this would be funnyxD but he's good in protecting as well if he wants to:D (Also does being a princess mean that youre being carried princess style even more?c:)

10.- Would you prefer to have Kino in his bat form as your pet or Shin in his wolf form as your pet instead? 

I will take Kino in his Bat form since bats are my absolute favourite animal!! Also imagine feeding konpeito to a little bat

11.- Break a fight between Kou and Ayato or between Laito and Kanato?

The triplets should fight less in general and its pointless to break a fight between kou and ayato since these two families fight always anyway

12.- Who would you kiss on the cheek, who would you kiss on the forehead and who would you kiss on the eyelids? Options: Ruki, Subaru, Azusa. 

(I rly dont want to kiss anyone here anywhere)

13.- Take care of Shu and Reiji in their Chibi form or take care of Subaru and Kino in their Chibi form? 

Prob Shuu and Reiji, and then letting Reiji have little tea parties and putting Shuu next to all the plushies

14.- Sing/Perform in public Laito’s Q.E.D Song or Reiji’s Mr.ButterflyMask song?

I mean i can at least lip sync Q.E.D ?:'D

15.- Would you rather wear Ruki’s casual outfit or Yuma’s casual outfit? 

I like Ruki's style better c:

16.- Go on a Vacation trip with Shu, Kino and Ayato at a Amusement park or go with Shin, Azusa and Subaru at a Water Amusement Park? 

Amusement Parks all the way!! I'm a big fan of them and especially rollercoasters, and i bet it would be really fun with these two

17.- Would you rather get lost in a forest with Reiji, Kino and Kou or with Ruki, Carla and Kanato? 

Reiji, Kino and Kou seem like better company and Reiji will bring us home safely :p

18.- Who would you cook breakfast for? Who would you make a scarf for? and Who would you do a drawing for? Options: Kou, Azusa, Shu.

Smol Azusa gets a scarf, Shuu gets breakfast and the Idol can get some fan art i guess xD

19.- Participate in a Circus as Carla’s Knife thrower assistant or go to a Casino with Shin and be offered as a bet/reward by him in the Roulette Wheel game? (So if Shin looses you’ll be taken away by whomever won)

Well the Circus sounds fun! I think i can trust him with these knives right?

20.- Who would you rather catch by accident taking a shower, Yuma or Kanato? 

Yuma because I dont want to die

I tag @carlatsukinamistolemyhamsandwich 👀💙

[wonderswritings]

Request are Open!

Hey guys guess what?! Requests are now open! I’ve seemed to’ve hit a writing spree and while I’m trying to get my two new series wrapped up, I figured I should open up my requests!

So here are the rules:

1. There are five sections of 55 prompts. The first section is just single sentenced prompts. The second section is two sentenced. The third is three sentenced and the fourth section is four sentenced. The last section has more than five sentences.

2. You can pick up to three prompts from the first and second section. And then from the third-fifth sections you can only pick one.

3. I need you to be specific with what you want. AU, smut, morden-verse, that sorta thing. I also need to know if you want any angst or fluff in it.

4. Be patient! I am going to get through as many requests as I can but it does take time!

5. Have fun! This is meant to be fun!

With that being said, the characters the requests are opened for are for the following:

Bucky Barnes Steve Rogers Clint Barton Oliver Queen Jensen Ackles Chris Evans Jared Padalecki Thor Odinson

Because I have created a new taglist, in order to be tagged you need to go here!

Prompts are below the cut!

💙💙💙💙Section 1💙💙💙💙

1. “We’re all scared. Be angrier than that. Be spiteful. Be compassionate. And do it anyway.”

2. “Let me explain. I was bored and you left me alone.”

3. “Pretty sure the end of the world is an everyone problem.”

4.  “I will shoot you. I mean it. I will shoot you and make it look like the enemy did it.”

5. “Hmm. Nope. Not today, Satan.”

6. I have three moods: Fuck you, Fuck off and Fuck me.

7. “Looks like they did a lot more than talk.”

8. “Why did you run? Awfully guilty looking.”

9. “You can borrow - not steal - that hoodie if you want”

10. “I’m off the clock. The pressure’s off.”

11. “They say I’m a traitor. Maybe I am. All I know is that I did what I had to do.”

12. “You can plot and plan all you want, but we both know that you’re never getting out of here. No one is coming for you, so you may as well accept it.” 💙💙💙💙Section 2💙💙💙💙

13. Cap always tells me you have to pick your battles Well I am full of rage and picking all of them

14. Wheres C/N Somewhere disappointing jesus

15. It says 4-99 you're too old. I'm gonna use that one later

16. Am i in hell? No if you were you’d be on the throne and the devil would be packing

17. I assume you realize that this kind of idiocy will not be tolerated on my base. Is there another type of idiocy that you would be more comfortable with?

18. “Sorry, I have a clingy and feverish assassin on my lap. I’ll call you back when I’ve convinced her that a cold doesn’t mean she’s dying”

19. Wake up. I'm not sleeping Im dead. Leave me alone.

20. What have I told you about comparing C/N to the devil? Its offense to the devil?

21. “You don’t get to surrender. You lose when I say you lose, you win when I say you win, you die when I say you die. I haven’t said you can die yet. Pick your weapon up”

22. Please tell me that’s just a smoke grenade. Ok..*explosion*.. it wasn’t though.

23. “You’re an emotional disaster.” “Excuse you, I am an emotional catastrophe.”

24. “The easiest solution would just be to kill him.” “... How can you just say things like that?”

25. You're insolence goes to far. Wrong, it can further

26. You're being really quiet No one plans a murder out loud

27. Why would anyone wanna hurt Y/N? Maybe because they met her.

28. My god, do you ever stop with the “I want to die” crap? Well, I’ll stop when I’m dead, that’s for sure.

29. Y/N do something! I am. I’m ignoring you.

💙💙💙💙Section 3💙💙💙💙

30. What do you call a long haired knife? Idk what? Bucky

31. I have good news and bad news Let's hear the good ones first Well the airbags in your car work perfectly

32. Hey, truth or dare? Sigh, truth What's your credit card number?

33. Ssssh, how did you find me? Oh it was quite easy really. I just listened for the sound of complete and utter betrayal and followed that.

34. “My criminal record? The only illegal thing I’ve done is-” “Don’t. Just, don’t.” “I’m kidding, I’m kidding. I have killed a man.”

35. What’s your biggest fear? Being forgotten. Dam that's deep. Mine is trigonometry, but I feel kinda stupid about it now.

36. Could you please not Y/N or Tony this into a worse situation than it already is? Hold on, did you just use my name as a verb? Why wasn’t Tony’s name first, he does more shit than I do.

37. This is so frustrating! I hate everything! I hate everyone! ….Everyone? Ugh, everyone except you.

38. “I hope we draw the attention of the FBI” “Are you insane?” “I’ve never seen anyone kick a door in before. It’s so exciting!”

39. “Murder wasn’t on today’s agenda.” “It’s not on anyone’s.” “No, it’s on mine, just not until next Thursday.”

40. Would you say Y/N is a night person or a morning person? *watching as Y/N chugs a cup of pure espresso, walk into a wall then stumble into the elevator* She’s barely even a person in general.

41. She tried to kill me! Yeah she does that. Don't insult me. If I had tried to kill him, he’d be dead.

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42. I think you should try drinking less coffee. Coffee cures depression I dont think thats how it- More nespresso, less depresso

43. What were you doing here? I- In five words or less Out for a walk, bitch

44. C/N is missing! Can you find them? What, do you think I have them microchipped or something? ….Well, do you? Yeah, hang on.

45. We agreed that’s how we’d raise our kids! Our kids? Steve we’re not married. Well, we’re a little married. I know, I love it

46. I like that we say “oh man” to express disappointment. Because men are indeed annoying. Especially Steve fucking asshole Rogers. What did he do now? What the hell hasn’t he done?

47. Try this. You’re not drinking that shit, it’ll kill you! Down it! Down it! Seriously?! Why do I even bother

48. Well, I made you this bracelet! I'm not a jewelry person. You don’t have to wear it. No, I'm going to wear it forever back off.

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49. Let's start by talking about the emotion you are feeling right now. Stabbing. Stabbing isn't really an emotion. It's more of an activity that i hope you don't do to me. See, and emotion if more of a feeling. Well maybe i'm feeling stabby.

50. Do you want to play a game? Sure. I spy with my little eye someone who needs to shut the hell up. Is it me? It’s always you.

51. Talk to him, that’s what friends do. Nope. I’m gonna wait ‘til I’m on my deathbed, get in the last word and then die immediately. That’s your plan for dealing with this? That’s my plan for dealing with everything. I have seventy-seven arguments I’m going to win that way.

52. I have no fears. Y/N come here! Stevie here says he has no fears. Oh really? And what if you woke up one day and I was taller than you? I have on fear.

53. Wanna know something? What? Loving you was the second best thing I ever did. What was the first? Finding you. Don't blame me, it's your fault if i want to propose to you right now

54. Alright team, going to plan b? Technically were at plan g. I thought we were at plan h! How many plans do we have? Is there like a pln m? Yeah but you die in plan m I like plan m!

55. I’m saying there had to be a better way! In high octane situations she refers back to her KGB training and probably would’ve put a round in his heart. Three rounds…. And Clint, not to be outdone would’ve, Added three more rounds Agents…. See, there you go. Six rounds, same result. One dead target.

[bisamwilson]

i was tagged by @fatiguedvulcan

rules: answer 17 questions and tag 17 people you want to get to know better!

nickname: mak is technically a nickname, but it’s the name i go by most of the time. i’ve got about a billion of them though: kenz, kenzi, kenzaroo, kenzarooni, macaroni, macintosh, etc etc etc. i also have a friend that calls me umbrella because i told him i’d respond to just about anything and that’s what stuck

zodiac sign: taurus (both sun and moon, which my friends who are into astrology blame every facet of my personality on)

height: 5′4 (that’s about 162 cm i think?)

hogwarts house: slytherin

last thing i googled: return on assets ratio (i was doing my financial accounting homework)

song stuck in my head: obsession (rac mix) by vice and jon bellion but also through the valley by shawn james (these have v e r y different vibes lmao)

following: 706 (i’ve been on tumblr for like six years and like twenty hyperfixations shoutout to the people i’ve been following since 2014 when i was a pjo blog)

followers: 255

amount i sleep: usually about 8 hours. if i get less than seven i am very much not pleasant to be around

lucky numbers: 16, 42

dream job: ????? i’ll probably go into consulting or data science???? but i don’t have any concrete idea. i wanted to be an actuary for like four years but then i had a breakdown like a year ago so we’re not doing that anymore lmao

currently wearing: a 2019 backstreet boys long sleeve tour shirt (fantastic concert, by the way) tucked into these (cuffed) black jeans that have men’s sized pockets!!!! even though they’re women’s jeans but also like weird random seams down the front of my leg. also corgi socks

favorite songs: this literally changes like every three days??? but some songs that always Hit Different™ or will always be important to me/close to my heart are work song by hozier, honeybee by steam powered giraffe, and disloyal order of water buffaloes by fall out boy. lately i’ve been listening to valerie by amy winehouse pretty often

favorite instrument: i played viola for like eight years so definitely the viola bc im partial

random fact about me: i was like. super into the mighty morphin power rangers as a kid b/c my oldest brother was born in 1990 and i got all his hand me down toys and stuff. like so into power rangers that i burned out my vhs tape of the mighty morphin power rangers movie at like five years old and all of my childhood imaginary friends were power rangers. anyway i was super excited when the 2017 movie came out (i saw it in theaters twice) and a friend of mine who worked at the movie theaters at the time took the pink power ranger promotional cutout when they took the decorations down and brought it to school and gave it to me so now i have a six foot tall cardboard cutout of the pink power ranger just vibing in my room

favorite authors: rick riordan will always hold a special place in my heart honestly. but i’m also a big fan of fitzgerald

i tag: i’m always really bad at tagging people in these but i got a few new trek mutuals recently so i tag @kirkmcoy, @plaidshirtjimkirk, @aoskirk, and @mikes-wheelers if y’all want to do this/haven’t done it yet (this isn’t anywhere close to 17 oops---also if anyone else following me wants to do this please do it and tag me in it because i love reading these and learning new things about people!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

[enbyleighlines]

Modern au drabble prompt - some sort of family celebration with the 'jin' sibs? I really liked the idea of them getting to grow up together in this version (no im not still crying over how they all ended in canon sssshhhhhh)

Absolutely! I would be delighted to write about the Jin siblings!

I also am always crying over how they ended up in canon! I just want good things for all of them! Jin Zixuan, especially, deserves all the love

I hope you enjoy this little Jin sib drabble~

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Tonight, the Ouyang-Meng-Luo-Mo family is hosting a graduation celebration. More specifically, they’re celebrating Mo Hou earning a two-year university degree. At age 16, she had gotten pregnant, dropped out of high school, and got kicked out of her home, only to be taken in by her abusive older half-sister.

Now, seven years later, Mo Hou is celebrating her triumph over all the tragedies of her past. It involves a lot of wine and karaoke, and other things that thirteen-year-old Jin Zixuan doesn’t quite understand the appeal of.

This is why he is hunkered in the next room over, with his three siblings, and the three Jiang siblings.

They’re attempting to play a game of monopoly. It’s a little hard to concentrate, though, with all the whooping and hollering going on in the living room.

Still, there’s something comforting about the routine. The seven of them have become their own entity over the course of the last three years, like a street gang of child hooligans, but for the suburbs.

Jin Zixuan is the leader, although he’s only the second oldest. Jiang Yanli, who is the actual oldest, allows him to be in charge, because she has a crush on him.

Third oldest is Wei Wuxian, Jiang Yanli’s adoptive brother. Only five days younger is Jiang Cheng, Jiang Yanli’s brother by blood. Both of the boys are twelve, the same age as Meng Yao, Jin Zixuan’s first half-brother.

Second youngest is eleven year old Qin Su, Jin Zixuan’s half-sister. And last is little Mo Xuanyu, Jin Zixuan’s second half- brother, who is only nine.

Jiang Yanli is keeping track of the rules and the paper money.

Jin Zixuan is winning. It’s not like he has tough competition. Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng are playing as one team, and they keep making risky decisions that come back to bite them in the butt. Meng Yao and Qin Su make up another team, and they’re not taking any risks at all.

Mo Xuanyu is also technically on Jin Zixuan’s team, but he isn’t contributing anything to the game. He just silently clings to Jin Zixuan’s side like a baby koala.

After being sent to jail for a third time, Jiang Cheng loses his infamous temper. He attempts to throw his team’s stack of money down at the board, which only causes it to scatter every which way. “This game sucks,” he snaps, “Let’s play something else!”

“A-Cheng,” Jiang Yanli chastises, “There’s no reason to make a mess.”

“You’re such a sore loser,” Jin Zixuan says to Jiang Cheng, and then to Jiang Yanli, “You baby him too much.”

Both Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian bristle at that, equally offended.

Qin Su is already moving to tidy up the mess of papers. She hums as she works, a habit of stress masquerading as ditziness. “It’s okay,” she assures everyone, “It’s just a game. I was getting bored, anyway.”

“Always playing the peacemaker, A-Su,” Meng Yao teases, but he moves to help her sort the paper bills.

But Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian, ever the spoiled little brats, aren’t mollified.

“You think Jiejie babies us too much?” Jiang Cheng asks, in a low, threatening tone. “Or do you just not understand how being an older sibling works?”

“Jiang Cheng!” Yanli gasps.

Hot blood fills Jin Zixuan’s face. Unexpectedly, Jiang Cheng has hit something of a sore spot for him. He finds himself standing up.

Mo Xuanyu retreats, pressing closer to Meng Yao.

“That’s real mature,” Jin Zixuan says, “making fun of my family situation.” He feels the beginning of tears prickle his eyes, but he blinks them away. “How dare you.”

“A-Cheng, apologize!”

Jiang Cheng does not apologize. He gets to his own feet. “I wasn’t making fun of your family situation,” he doubles down, “I’m saying that you don’t know anything about being an oldest sibling!”

“Jiang Cheng has a point,” Wei Wuxian puts in, always coming to his adoptive brother’s side, “If Jiejie babies us, it’s only because she loves us!”

“Okay, okay, that’s enough,” Jiang Yanli desperately tries to calm everyone down.

“Are you saying I don’t love my siblings?” The words leave Jin Zixuan’s mouth before he can think them through. “Just— just because I don’t treat them like babies?”

“What’s going on in there?”

That comes from Yu Ziyuan, the Jiang siblings’s mother. She’s standing in the doorway, glowering in at all of them. Her rage does not discriminate between innocent and guilty, does not give a damn about “who started it”.

Everyone falls silent under her watchful eyes.

The silence is Yu Ziyuan’s desired reaction. She quirks a small, satisfied smile and says, “Good. That’s what I like to hear.” And then she leaves to rejoin the party.

But Jin Zixuan is still hurting. He gives the monopoly board a kick and rushes off down the hall towards his room.

Once there, he slams the door and throws himself onto his bed. He can’t stop the floodgates this time. Tears and snot gush liberally from his face as he sobs as hard as he can without making noise.

He can’t let the Jiang brothers hear him. They’ll never stop teasing him if they find out he’s crying like a baby.

It’s not his fault, he thinks to himself. He’s only been an oldest sibling for four years. Before then, he was an only child. Why should he know how being a sibling works?

But even to himself, it just sounds like a lame excuse. Meng Yao, Qin Su, and Mo Xuanyu are all in the same boat, but they all act like they’ve been siblings since birth. They like each other. They already have nicknames for each other, like A-Su, Yu-er, Er-gege, and A-jie.

Jin Zixuan presses his palms to his eyes and heaves noiseless, wet breaths into his bed sheets.

Maybe Jiang Cheng is right, he thinks. Maybe he isn’t meant to be an oldest sibling. Maybe he doesn’t know what that means. Maybe... maybe his siblings don’t even like him.

Jin Zixuan is only barely calming down when, ten minutes later, there is a tentative knock at his door.

Oh great, Jin Zixuan thinks. That must be Jiang Yanli.

She’s such a silly girl, with such an annoying, obvious crush. It gives Jin Zixuan second-hand embarrassment whenever he talks to her. It’s the last thing he needs.

But then a voice speaks through the door, and it’s not Jiang Yanli’s voice.

“Zixuan? Zixuan, can we come in?”

The voice belongs to Meng Yao, of all people. And... did he say ‘we’?

“Who’s we?” Jin Zixuan demands.

“Me, and A-Su, and Yu-er,” Meng Yao replies, “Just us three.”

His three siblings. Jin Zixuan hurriedly wipes his face dry on a pillow, and then tosses the soiled pillow aside. He sits on the edge of the bed, and steels his expression. “Come in.”

Meng Yao opens the door, and Qin Su and Mo Xuanyu rush forward. They both leap up onto Jin Zixuan’s bed, and huddle up close on either side, sandwiching him.

“You’re not a bad Da-gege,” Qin Su speaks first, “Jiang Cheng was wrong to say you’re a bad big sibling.”

Jin Zixuan freezes at the term. Qin Su usually only ever uses it at her mother’s insistence. Usually, he’s just plain old Jin Zixuan to her. Maybe ‘Zixuan’ by itself, if he’s lucky.

The sudden fear that Qin Su is being inauthentic crawls up Jin Zixuan’s spine. He pushes her away, but softly. “Since when do you call me ‘Da-gege’?”

Meng Yao heaves a great big sigh. “See, this is what Jiang Cheng meant.”

Jin Zixuan freezes. Meng Yao is usually so polite, that this sudden accusation throws him off guard. “What did you say?”

“I said Jiang Cheng was right,” Meng Yao repeats in no uncertain terms, “You don’t know how to be the oldest sibling. Your Meimei just called you Da-gege, and you push her away.”

“She didn’t mean it,” Jin Zixuan accuses.

“Yes, I did!” Qin Su actually sounds angry for once. “It’s just... you always look so mad when I call you that!”

“Me, too.” That comes from little Mo Xuanyu, who, even at the age of nine, rarely speaks. He’s a strange boy, even stranger than the ever-cheerful Qin Su or the eerily intelligent Meng Yao.

“Huh?” Jin Zixuan asks dumbly.

“I want you call you Da-gege,” Mo Xuanyu answers, mumbling as per usual.

“You... want to call me Da-gege?” Jin Zixuan looks from Mo Xuanyu to Qin Su. It sounds too good to be true. Surely they were just saying it to avoid angering their mothers, who are always afraid of being seen as a broken family.

But Meng Yao shares a different way of looking at things. “Why wouldn’t they?” He asks, “Aren’t you our Da-gege?”

Jin Zixuan scowls, but he doesn’t reply. He feels like he’s been put in his place, and he doesn’t like it. At the same time, though, he feels... happy. He’s happy to think that maybe his siblings actually DO like him.

“You can call me A-Su, if you want,” Qin Su adds, “or... at least call me Meimei!”

That last request hits Jin Zixuan like an electric shock. He stares at Qin Su. A thought enters his head for the first time. All this time, he’s been afraid that his siblings secretly don’t like him. Is it possible that they have been having the same doubts about him?

Jin Zixuan takes in a deep breath, and forces himself not to tear up again. “Okay,” he says, “I’ll... I’ll call you A-Su from now on.”

“And me!” Mo Xuanyu pleads, grabbing onto his arm and tugging. “Call me Yu-er!”

“Okay,” Jin Zixuan says, dazed, “Yu-er.”

Mo Xuanyu beams, showing off his missing front teeth. He lost them a couple of days ago after running into a tree, playing tag with Qin Su. It somehow makes him look more like himself, in a weird way.

“And you can call me whatever you want to call me,” Meng Yao pipes in, “I would like to call you Da-ge, myself.”

Jin Zixuan watches Meng Yao, taken aback. But he is often confused by the things that Meng Yao says. They are exactly one year apart in age, as they share the same birthday. But Meng Yao seems older, somehow, like he was meant to be born first.

“You should call him A-Yao,” Qin Su suggests, “That’s what his Mama calls him.”

“Only if he wants to,” Meng Yao insists.

Jin Zixuan is speechless for a moment. His throat is tightening, making it harder to breathe. He wants to say: Yes, of course I want to! But that would be childish, and Jin Zixuan is the oldest. He has to be a good example.

“I’ll call you A-Yao from now on,” Jin Zixuan decides.

Meng Yao smiles and nods his head once, in a strangely formal sort of way. “I would like that very much, Da-ge,” he replies.

Man, his siblings are so weird! Jin Zixuan looks from one to the other.

A-Yao acts so stiff, like he’s got the personality of an old man, wise beyond his years. A-Su is too quirky, too joyful, like she’s afraid the world will end if she allows herself to be sad for even a second. And little Yu-er is weirdly quiet, but clumsy, like he’s still learning how to walk.

Jin Zixuan isn’t mature enough yet to realize that their oddities come from trauma. He just knows that they’re strange, but they’re his, and he loves them.

So he gathers Qin Su and Mo Xuanyu closer, just for a moment, just to indulge in a quick thank-you hug.

And Meng Yao surprises Jin Zixuan yet again by stepping forward, and putting his arms around all of them. He buries his face into Qin Su’s hair, avoiding eye contact as he squeezes them all affectionately.

It’s not until later that Jin Zixuan figures out that Jiang Yanli encouraged his siblings to come and talk with him. That she always saw through his prideful outer skin, to the insecurities hidden below. She’s the one who explained to his siblings that they needed to make their thoughts and feelings obvious, in order to get them through his thick skull.

By that point, Jin Zixuan is in love with her. But that doesn’t happen until much later.