#thank youu also nice to read what you answered

[lafcadiosadventures]

Hi @l832 !! thanks for the tag 💗💗!

Last song I listened to: Till the End, motorhead

Currently reading: mme putiphar, started Gaspard de la Nuit since Cam recced it, it’s ideal if for whatever reason you cannot handle a long book, (and very good in its own merits). i really like the narrative frame of stories written by the devil + the grotesquerie, the portrayal of the brutality of aristocrats (still not over messire jean), the division of the arts in either a callot or a rembrandt cosmovision (which i find pretty funny bc lots of ppl would class both of them as grotesques) and learning that there is a black virgin statue in dijon, when I associated black religious images with the latin american baroque era.

Last watched: a screening of Los delincuentes. Really unique philosophical slowburn heist comedy, and one of last year’s best. I am gonna mention that the soundtrack features one of my fave ever pieces by piazzolla (not one of his better know pieces so it was a wonderful surprise) and it was great to listen to that in cinema quality audio.

Currently obsessed with: pinnipeds, hands of glory, overcoming drawing challenges, ancient musical instruments, gerard de nerval, inca skull surgery.

Tagging: whoever wants to do this+ @sainteverge @deadbirdlife @ginkovskij @counterwiddershins @squidsploitation @saltedpin

[dayslynthesix]

break point | charles leclerc x tenis player!oc

just a small observation, i don't like to write social media au with y/n or user1/user2 thing, so i just named every character of this one, jeremy made a small appearance on deuce and slice (danny ric x tennis player), for context, he's also a tennis player lol and all the other ones are supposed to be cath's friends

hallieriley

liked by benshelton, scuderiaferrari, charles_leclerc, usaopen, ao, f1 ans 328.233 others

hallieriley splitting my time between an actual sport and fast cars going vroom vroom, scuderiaferrari thank you for the invitation, i love miami and i love the red car 🏎 | 📌 miami

scuderiaferrari alway a pleasure to have you with us!

hallieriley it would be very funny if you let me do a hot lap with a certain driver 🤨

benshelton so that's why you didn't came to see me play?

hallieriley you're not even playing bro, you came to miami with me just so we could see fast cars going vroom vroom

charles_leclerc cmonnnn going vroom vroom is lovely

hallieriley lovely, simply lovely

volleyserve wait... hallie is watching 20 playboys racing in circles?

rileyxverstappen actually is 19 playboys racing behind max verstappen

hallieriley nice to see there's people around the world who supports me (most amazing players ever) and max (i don't actually know him)

queenofrg hallie sweetie??

maxverstappen1 what ferrari promised you? i assure you redbull can offer twice

hallieriley im a redbull athlete they should have invited me first, maxie 😇

redbullracing our bad 😔 next one is on us!

f1tennisgirl the fact that max doesn't follow her but went to her profile just to tease ferrari is so max coded

maxverstappen1 i do follow her, we're redbull athletes besties

hallieriley yeah, best friends (i didn't knew him until 2 days ago but sure whatever he says)

carlossainz55 thank you for the support, hallie, having you here was amazing!

liked by hallieriley

norrisprivateacc carlos bro be more subtle

rileygirl i love how she answered charles coment with a max radio and she just liked carlos comment

ccaspari wow you were there and didn't stand to say hello to your BEST FRIEND?

hallieriley omg where you here? hold on let me find the mercedes garage i need to see you 😭😭

mercedesamgf1 third one right to left 🫡

jeremyrossi oh us tennis players that somehow are related to f1 🫠

jensonbutton i don't think you'll ever accept the fact that I married your sister and it's been 6 years

yrossibuton 8 years*

may 5th, 2024

hallieriley

liked by charles_leclerc, rolandgarros, scuderiaferrari, redbull, benshelton and 210.087 others

hallieriley oh is that time of the day where im calling ben so we can practice together and he's not answering me 🤪

benshelton omw

hallieriley you're not supposed to be on your way benjamin, you were supposed to be here 15min ago!

benshelton omw!!!

coachjames i see...

breakpoints how does ben and hal know each other? just recently got into tennis and i love they're friendship and they're awesome playing doubles

hallieriley thank youu!! our parents played together at the same tour back in the '90 and we sorta grew up together, we're close in age (im 1 year older than him) once ben started to play tennis we started to play doubles together, we're friends since childhood

charles_leclerc i won a padel match a few month ago does that count as tennis? actually im a padel king 👑

hallieriley charles... do you read what you type before you send it?

charles_leclerc so it is not tennis?

maxieboy he's trying to impress her but he's just embarrassing himself

maxverstappen1 im pretty confident that i can beat you in a 2h2

hallieriley redbullracing can you organize a tennis match between me and max?

max1rileychamp he's allergic to failing and 2nd places but im so ready to see him and his delulu thoughts having his ass kicked by catherine

merliagrace i would never do this to you

hallieriley i know!!! missing you btw, when are you going to italy so i can see you play?

merliagrace we're playing rome in 3 weeks, hope you can make it

hallieriley YESSSS !!!! finally, yep ill be home in 3 weeks

gialis pick up the phone, ps: looking good

rileyxverstappen i love how gia and carlos communicate with the world almost the same way, i think they should be friends

maxverstappen1 🤨🤨🤨

gialis i think carlos and i should be friends as well, hallie can you introduce us?

scuderiaferrari we should send you some official merch 🤔

nike get out, we got here first!

redbull how i love being a redbull athlete 😊

hallieriley don't lie adm, you guys don't even remember me at this days 😭😭😭

hallieriley but if you want to reward me there's this skydiving thing im dying to do...

redbull on the way!

redbullracing we'll send you monaco tickets and after the race we will have a court ready!

besttennisgirl i think we lost hallie to fast cars going vroom vroom

alinariley why there's so many f1 drivers in my daughter's comment section?

charles_leclerc my bad, im sorry 😭

alinariley not you sweetie!

maxverstappen1 mama riley we're sorry for being so chaotic

alinariley are you? 🤨

queenofclay i wish i could call ben shelton my bff

sheltonriley and double partner

queenofclay i completely forgot that ben and her are a pair in doubles

janniksin i didn't

carlitosalcarazz me neither

hallieriley both of you don't even play doubles 👁👄👁

alcarazwimbledon oh to be hallie riley and have both alcaraz and sinner fighting to be her double 🤭

may 15th, 2024

hallieriley

liked by scuderiaferrari, charles_leclerc, benshelton, usaopen, maxverstappen1, redbullracing and 344.562 others

hallieriley multitasking at rolandgarros, see you in a couple of days 🎾

gialis hallie's life is so easy, she goes there, play a tennis match, win, go back to hotel, see her team mess around... us ferrari girls at this point we're just happy with not being knocked out of q3

charles_leclerc have faith on the team

gialis heyyy charlie hello!! faith and ferrari on the same sentence... lol not happening, but i have faith on you

rolandgarros looking forward to have you back on court!

nike there's a lot of ferrari and charles leclerc on this post 🤔

hallieriley nike x ferrari when?

queenofrg hallie is... soft launching?

jeremyrossi 👏🏻👏🏻

maxverstappen1 charles is trying to get out of imola to go see you play can you get us some vip passes?

hallieriley call my agent and ask her, nicely

maxverstappen1 what do you think im rude for free with people?

charles_leclerc you took me out of the race for free last week

hallieriley not everything is about winning but charlie got the ability to lose all the times, maxie you've been a bad team player so no vip passes for you 🤪

f1 i think the tifosi army got another member

redbullracing well, they didn't, she was our girl first

hallieriley yeah, since seb (jenson button walked so seb could run) (please everyone knows im a ferrari girl trough and throughout)

charles_leclerc got pole for you 🫶🏻

hallieriley i saw it hihi amazing lap charlie

benshelton you're not coming to see me play?

hallieriley omw!! i forgot my credentials 🫠

gialis and me! your forgot me!!!

coachjames so that's why you were late?

hallieriley lies! im never late and you know that 🥺

sheltonriley ben and hallie are not playing doubles at roland garros?

hallieriley we are!!

may 18th, 2024

hallieriley

liked by charles_leclerc, rolandgarros, usaopen, benshelton, carlitosalcarazz, redbullracing and 432.122 others

hallieriley first match ✅️ love to play here, love the french crowd and the croissants 🫶🏻 waiting for wilsontennis to send me a pink racket

wilsontennis pink? it shouldn't be red?

jeremyrossi congratulations hallie, you played an amazing tennis this match and it was worthy the sleepless night

hallieriley thank you jer!!! and im pretty positive that im wasn't the one who got you up all night, hope little mia was watching me play as well! 🥺🫶🏻

charles_leclerc great match!

hallieriley thank you charlie 🫶🏻 did you see the point i made for you?

charles_leclerc obviously

sedicislice hello?

queenofrg the queen is back at her castle

merliagrace WOW WOW WOW that was a high level tennis

sheltonriley waiting for the doubles even though i think ben and hals are insane for playing single and double at the same tournament

maxverstappen1 we got the tickets haha see you during the next match haha

verstappenxriley not max getting into tennis just to annoy charles

f1tennis5 i think max is living in a parasocial relationship with hallie

charles_leclerc he's living in a parasocial relationship to annoy me, where i go he goes, if i go to a volleyball match, he's there, if i go to a tennis match, he's waiting in front of my car, if i go to a baseball game IN THE USA HE'S THEREEEEEEE

hallieriley me and my agent we're about to have a nice little chat 🤨

maranellosun ok so i just got into tennis why are people saying charles and hallie are a thing? or is cath and max?

sedicislice she was invited by ferrari to the miami gp and they were caught outside the circuit having dinner, they're always interacting on social media and they went to a very famous gym in monaco after the miami gp, and no, she and max are just friends since she became a redbull athlete

scuderiaferrari well done, hallie!

rolandgarros the people princess!

georgerussell63 hey charles_leclerc is it possible for you to ask your girl if she can come and take a picture with carmen?

hallieriley rude, I'll find you and carmen after this match and we can go for a coffee 🥰

hallierileyupdates she is indeed the people princess

may 22nd, 2024

hallieriley

liked by charles_leclerc, carlitosalcarazz, wimbledon, benshelton and 321.944 others

hallieriley time to see my #2 boy, vamos carlossss! anxiously waiting my turn to play

benshelton 🤨🤨

hallieriley I SAID #2 YOU KNOW YOU'RE MY #1

charles_leclerc 🤔🤔

sedicislice hallie is everywhere, volleyball match, tennis match, f1 races, you blink and she's there

hallieriley im here to support my girl's!

merliagrace at this point she'd just watching random matches from the turkish league and the italian one

sedicileclerc charles be like: what about me?

jeremyrossi wow i thought i was you number #2

hallieriley you're yolanda number #2

jeremyrossi yes, she's my sister

hallieriley out of the old ones you're my number #2

jeremyrossi old? im 32! who's your number #1?

hallieriley federer 🥺

benshelton i see...

hallieriley no fighting over who's my favorite! everyone knows that if federer haven't retired he would be my number 1!

rogerfederer thank you! 🥰

maxverstappen1 about that match we played... can we rematch it?

hallieriley why would i? everyone know i kicked your ass once and i would do it again

redbull our athletes are on fire!

nike ready to the next round 🫡

queenofclay oh to be hallie riley #01 taylor swift fan and #00 carlos alcaraz support friend and ben shelton bff

july 3rd, 2024

hallieriley

liked by charles_leclerc, maxverstappen1, rolandgarros, carlitosalcarazz, janniksin, nike, wilson and 644.173 others

hallieriley played my first final here 3 years ago and now i can finally say IM A WIMBLEDON CHAMP! as i said in my acceptance speech, thank you wilsontennis and nike for having my back. thank you to my coach, my team and my boys, thank you for the british crowd and thank you james mcavoy, this one is for you! also i would like to quote a good friend of my, jannik boy: i wish everyone in the world could have my parents as their parents, thank you mom and thank you dad, for making this dream possible and for walking along the way with me, i love you 🥰🫶🏻

carlitosalcarazz vamossss hally!

carlitosalcarazz 👏🏻👉🏻🏆🥇🎾🔥

coachjames well done kid! super proud of you!

alinariley our daughter is a wimbledon champ we cant believe this 😭😭😭 (your dad cant put coherent sentences)

benshelton well done halliecat, congratulations

jeremyrossi amazing!! congratulations!!

gialis my girl!

janniksin well done, hallie!! mega job

merliagrace congrats hally

charles_leclerc wow wow wow that was amazing! super proud of you! 🥰❤️

gabiguimaraes10 congratulations!!

hallieriley gabiiii, hiii!! thank you girl! looking forward to see you play at the olympics

nike hallie riley ladies and gentlemen is a wimbledon champ

wilsontennis always a pleasure to have your back! 🎾

oscarpiastri good job

maxverstappen1 it's starting to get boring, you win everything, also, congrats 🫡

hallieriley now you know how i feel every sunday watching you win 🤪

charles_leclerc karma is queen indeed

lewishamilton speak the truth hallie!!!

jamesmcavoyrealdeal 🤔🤔🤔

lewishamilton amazing!

lifeofriley did you see how adorable she was while holding that cup??

queenofrg queen of wimbledon as well

queenofclay WJJJAUAIAIJHAKAIIQUAJQI oh god she did it!!!

halliechamp our champ is back!

hallierileyupdates amazing!!

july 13st, 2024

hallieriley

liked by paris2024, charles_leclerc, redbull, nike, wilson, benshelton, gabiguimaraes10 and 633.421 others

hallieriley already in paris for the olympics and while it is not time to play we took some time of to go around, he's awful at tennis, have no idea how he won that padel match, if i was max i would demand a rematch

charles_leclerc that was very rude, im very good at tennis, i was just warming up

hallieriley yeah, warming up

maxverstappen1 i told everyone he was cheating

charles_leclerc how could i cheat on a padel match? you're just saying this because you're bad at padel

georgerussell63 i would like to know so i can cheat as well

nike time to be olympic champ!

wilsontennis charles leclerc is the new face of wilson, stay tuned

leclercupdates charles was racing in hungary yesterday but his girl called and asked if he wanted to go having a tourist date and the next thing we know is that he is in france

benshelton he is indeed very bad at tennis, i was there, i saw it

sedicislice SO WE DID HAVE BEN AND CHARLES MEETING UP AND THERE'S NO FUCKING PICTURE OF IT?

diallinginshelton i would pay rivers of money to see them playing tennis 😭😭

carlitosalcarazz 👏🏻🫡🥰🤨🏎🎾

hallieriley translation of the emojis please

carlitosalcarazz no

usaopen time to shine in paris!

july 25th, 2024

kitcathriley

liked by usaopen, charles_leclerc, nike, wilson, ccaspari, laurencaspari and 433.193 others

hallieriley tooke a little time off to enjoy the post olympics, and let me tell you, being an olympc champion is AMAZING!!!! also i would like to thank you guys for the support, a little disappointed that ill have to wait another 4 years to play another olympics but really grateful for the results at this one. now IT'S USOPEN TIME!!!

usopen waiting for you at court number 3!

charles_leclerc credit for the pics when?

benshelton now you know!

maxverstappen1 wish we could get to see you play this one

hallieriley you can always quit f1 and be a fab (friends and boyfriends) 🤪

maxverstappen1 nice try

nike that kit suits you

wilsontennis 🏆🏆

lewishamilton good look at the USOpen, hallie! i know you will blast this one as well!

hallieriley lewis omg hello hiiiiii, thank you! if i win i will dedicate this one to you 🫶🏻

queenofrg i can't wait for her to win this one, we need that!!

laurencaspari you and i we need to catch up!

gialis doubles at beach volley when? 🏐☎️ plus can you get me a pic with ben shelton????

hallieriley oh to be a pro volleyball player and former olympian and not be able to fan girl her fav athlete

benshelton i though gia's favorite athlete was gabi?

gialis it is! your my number 2! can i please get a pic? 😭

maxverstappen1 what about me?

gialis don't try lol

august 23rd, 2024

hallieriley

liked by charles_leclerc, scuderiaferrari, f1, lewishamilton, nike, maxverstappen1 and 766.143 others

hallieriley last round of the 2024 fast cars going vroom vroom season, well done prince charlie, congrats on the p2 on the championship, we'll fight for the highest spot next season. and oh, congrats to max car as well, it was a tough season. AND alson congratulations to oscar on his first winnnnn!!

charles_leclerc thank you my love ❤️❤️❤️

oscarpiastri thank you cath!

maxverstappen1 if your boyfriend haven't tried to take me out of the races so many times my car would be just fine

sedici16 dude, he tooke you out once in barcelona and just because the tyres weren't warm enough

hallieriley not my burn account i sweat but thanks sedici16 you're 100% right!

puma hallie x charles x puma when?

nike 🤔🤔🤔

scuderiaferrari wish we got to you sooner, it was lovely to have you with us one more time!

redbullracing bahrein vip passes are on the way 🫡

hallieriley now you do remember me 😭😭😭

december 8th, 2024

hallieriley

liked by charles_leclerc, boweandstowe, australianopen, benshelton, nike, wilson and 633.493 others

hallieriley happy birthday sir lewis hamilton! oh, and its australian open time againnnn, me, charlie, bowe and stowe we are ready to go! see you in 3 days 🔥🎾

charles_leclerc can wait to see your reaction to the t-shirts i have made to see you play

hallieriley im scared to death about which pants you're gonna wear

lewishamilton thank you, hallie! wishing you the best australian open you can get and rooting for you

australianopen rod laver arena is ready for you!

nike let's go!

wilsontennis i hope the pink racket is what you wanted

redbull 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻

benshelton make it double!

gialis oh shit here we go again with 2 weeks of the bare minimum of sleep

merliagrace i put money on you, plese win this one

usaopen wake up, it's australian open time

january 7th, 2025

[halucynator]

END OF 2023

sorry to anyone who didn't want to be tagged xx

hi! most of you will know me as lucy (unless you're @m3ntallyunstable34 and know my real name lol)

so yes, i am lucy. and this is me reflecting on 2023 on tumblr because it seems like a logical thing to do considering this year sucked like 20% less (one of us is lying reference) because of all my amazing online friends. so yes i guess in a way this is a mutual appreciation post 🫶

@berryzxx you wouldn't believe me when i tell you you were the first mutual i didn't have to be all professional and got to be a crazy bitch with lmao so thank you for not judging me and talking to me like we're besties (we totally are btw bc i said so) mwahh

@longlivestv the loml literally owe my life to you bee 🫶🫶 you are one of the main reasons i'm friends with all of the people i will mention after, so tysm and thank you for being so sweet to me and i love flirting with you /hj ilysm 💗 also if im too young to fall in love why do you keep running through my brain? 😍😍

@loserdiaz one of the very few people i get to openly talk to and not feel weird doing it akshdasjhd ilysm april <33 and youre one of the only people i will ever admit has better pick up lines than me (thats a huge honour btw) so thank you for keeping up with me and flirting with me it makes me feel very special mwahhh and ily and we should totally snuggle by the fireplace you know i made those cookies you like (sab reference) 😍🫶

@weeping-in-the-willows thank you for being the absolute SWEETEST person to me <3 ilysm and btw you were my first discord friend and i'm so honoured about that ajshdnjfe you're so nice and ily and i hope you get everything you want

@theladyinwhite13 thank you for appreciating my unhinged comments and you're one of the few people who deserve to be told that they are funnier than me (i rarely ever give anyone this honour btw so its very special) and i think you might appreciate this reference 'so what if i just wanna be a little out of my mind'

@bodybetters and @its-tortle karo and tortle my beloved <3 ilysm you're like two of the BEST mutuals ever and i was so honoured happy excited (any other positive adjective) when i realised you followed ME back?!? i was literally so ajshdnjfe i can't even put it in words you're like my favourite people on this hellsite (affectionate)

@suugarbabe ajdhhgajsgf my pookie <33 you always stand up for me and ilysm for it youre the nicest to me what did i ever do to deserve you 😭❤️

@patrophthia omg the absolute sweetestt!! youre an angel and ilysm and i hope you have the best life every <33 ilysm thank you for being so nice to me and making me feel valued asjdhajksd i love youu

@theautistmwitch omg idk how youre still sane after hearing to my traumatising jokes 😭 ilysm mwahh❤️thank you for being so sweet to meee it makes me so happy <333 can't wait to traumatise- uh i mean make you laugh even more next year!

@kurtcobainsgreencardigan ajkshdad i had the time of my life 'bullying' [insert their name] (i dont wanna get cancelled yk just in case people actually like them) with you <33 [i mean you technically didn't 'bully' them but we bonded over that] you're so funny and sweet and ily<3

@catastrxblues nadine the loml <33 i LOVED chatting with you and ranting to you and reading your answers to my asks akgdskg im so glad to have you as a mutual and i would love to have some more ranting convos with you in the future haha asdhjhajsh ilysm mwahh <3

@nyctophile-me omg you're so sweet to meee 😭😭😭 ily you're like one of my favourite wives too you're one of the only people i will ever share sab with mwah ❤️❤️ id love to talk to you more next year <3

@magicandmaybe @andi-is-bored @alltheliars and @animallover4000 omg you're all so sweet and ily and we didn't really interact a lot this year but i loved chatting with you on discord 💕

@imperpetuallylost omg ilyy you're so unintentionally (or intentionally?) funny ahsjdnfne and i guess it's inevitable sorry sky but it looks like you (lea not sky) deserve to [redacted] goosebot and it's well deserved ajsjdjdne ily and id love to interact more with you next year <33

@london-affairs literally started talking to you like 5 days ago and we were flirting non stop that's CRAZYYYY ily btw pookie 😍

@m3ntallyunstable34 my literal best friend!! i absolutely love you mwah mwah mwah thank you for being my best friend and dealing with me for 12 years llama im shocked you're not insane yet ahsjsj ilyyyy ❤️

these are the mutuals that made me throw my phone across the room and scream in excitement when i realised THEY followed ME

also i will take this moment to thank all of you for making my year amazing and i love you all so much and i hope you have THE BEST 2024. thank you so much for being a part of my crazy blog i would never have imagined 438 people would find this silly little blog 🫶

@cassiopeiasdaughter @faultsline @underthenightskydreamsneverdie @theostrophywife @slytherinslut0 @imperpetuallylost @themidnightarcher @stvrlighhttt @psychedeliccc @prettybaby-grande @nqds @themidnightarcher @i-miss-you-im-sorry @cottoncandywhispers @svnflowermoon @finalgirllx @fallingforfictionalcharacterss @ashisgreedy @moonffe @suugarbabe @wordsarelife and @xobridgertonblues (i might've tagged some people twice sorryyyy)

[mal3vol3nt]

hello!! I randomly spent like 30 minutes stalking your blog and!! 2 thing!!

bro I just got into atla and WHAT IS WITH THE FANDOM DUUUDE.. what’s with all the discourse it’s literally not that serious damn and how could people misinterpret literally every character so bad 😭😭 why are people so mean to my boy aang. he’s literally just a little guy. sunshine personified literally HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO HATE HIM WHAT!! and just. everyone misinterprets everyone so bad, zuko too, also it is kind of annoying how most of the fanworks are about him, I love him too, both he and aang are my favourite characters, but it would be nice to see stuff focused on other characters too.. also people in the fandom woobify him so bad and it’s just like. why. his flaws are what make him interesting!!! also I have no strong feelings on z/k, I think it’s a pretty mid ship but it can be done well (one of my favourite fics does it really well and the reason I really liked it there is bc IT WASNT EVEN THE FOCUS THE FOCUS OF THE FIC WAS AANG AND ZUKO’S FRIENDSHIP, and the author wasn’t even planning for it in the first place it sorta just happened with the way they wrote it, so it actually made sense in that context, so it can be done well but imo it doesn’t work within the context of the show and kataang is objectively so much cuter cmon y’all have bad taste smh) anyways yeah. atla fandom is wack as hell and I will not be joining it lol a lot of people here need to go rewatch the show bc they seemingly completely forgot what it’s about and also touch some grass (but tbh aaaall the sequels will never be canon. to me. lok and most of the comics butchers the gaang so bad and it makes me so upset so I refuse to acknowledge them as canon. there are no atla sequels in ba sing se :)

ok wow sorry for the random long ass rant in your inbox I hope you don’t mind!! have been thinking about that and I guess reading a lot of your posts sorta made me want to get that out somehwre

anyways what I ACTUALLY wanted to ask is if you read fanfiction, do you know of any good aang centric fics? since. it should not be that hard to find them he’s the MAIN CHARACTER why is he so unpopular in his own show he’s literally the little guy ever <//3 more aang appreciation pls

AH sorry for taking so long to answer! i haven’t peeped my inbox in quite some time lol

BUT THANK YOUU and i agree 100%!! joining the atla fandom is like being dropped in the middle of a war zone so i’d definitely recommend staying away and just sticking to the actual show and fanfics lmao

now as for aang-centric fics i’m so glad you asked. lemme put yall on (a lot of this is aangst sorry)

1. 🧡

Aang's 18th birthday stirs up a lot of unprocessed grief and with the inauguration of the United Republic just around the corner and increasing expectations the pressure of it all is becoming too much

Republic City shenanigans, drunken truth or dares, complicated visits home and a semi-arranged marriage inbound!

Complete — 24 Chapters

Part 1 of the finding our way series

⭐️ now this is by FAR my favorite aang-centric fics of all time. it goes into aang’s repressed anger and grief in a way that is so well done i can’t believe it’s free to read. if you’re someone who loves aang, you will love this fic that is a guarantee. i seriously can’t recommend it enough

⭐️ this brilliant author also has another fic uploaded to the same series titled “beautiful boy” that is bumi ii and cloud family-centric. i’m currently reading it and it is a masterpiece so i’d highly recommend that as well

2. 🧡

A sound carried on the winds lead Aang and Katara to hope for something seeming long lost.

Complete — 3 Chapters

3. 🧡

Aang meets one of the firebenders who took part in the original Air Nomad genocide, and Suki deals with the aftermath.

One Shot

4. 🧡

Hakoda and Aang have both lost too much in the war. Together, they learn what it means to live.

One Shot

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In which, Aang still suffers from the guilt and shame after having abandoned his duties as the Avatar resulting in the Airnomad genocide and his friends, remind him that he isn't alone, not in this fight.

Incomplete — 4/6 Chapters

6. 🧡

A collection of ficlets written for Aang Week 2021, hosted by @ aangweek on Tumblr.

Complete — 7 Chapters

7. 🧡

Being the Avatar is a burden as heavy as the weight of the world. But as long as Katara is alive, she swears that Aang will never have to carry it alone. Written for Kataang Week 2023 Day 2: Injured.

One Shot

8. 🧡

Aang goes to Kyoshi for advice, and learns that they might have more in common than he imagined.

One Shot

9. 🧡

Raava was ancient. The spirit of order and light, created to serve as a peacekeeper among the spirits. That was her purpose. When she had fused with Wan, she had fully anticipated the years of strife and war.

What she had not anticipated, however, was the feelings. The feelings of love, joy, fear. The feelings of humanity.

And no such feelings were stronger than the love she experienced the first time she looked into the eyes of her newest incarnation. The first time she met Aang.

One Shot

10. 🧡

“I want you to make me a promise, Avatar Aang,” Katara whispered. This time, when she placed her hand on top of his, he didn’t pull away. “When this is all over, when the war is won… Promise me that you’ll grieve.”

(alternatively: grieving is hard. aang’s friends work harder. a series of missing/expanded scenes from a:tla exploring aang’s grief through his friends’ eyes.)

One Shot

(continuation in reblogs)

[tokidokitokyo]

Hello!

I saw the word "誤植" in one of your recent post and I have a question, hope it's ok ;;; I checked both the kanji on Jsho, how the kanji are written, each one presents two different forms of writing. It's not the first time I noticed this and I know it's because a form of a kanji can change based on the writing font (on pc/different sites/how it is written by hand). The question is, usually, what is the most acceptable form of the two? If a japanese person were to write "誤植" down for example, would they write this version we can see here on Tumblr? Or the other version? Is there a version that is preferable to study over the other? (I'm studying both but it can be a bit confusing sometimes when these versions differs much)

I hope I'm making sense and that I'm not bothering, thank youu and have a nice day~

Hello, thanks for your ask! I'm always happy to answer questions if I can ^.^

If I understand your question correctly, I think you are talking about the difference between writing the character in handwriting and how it appears when you type it on the screen, particularly for the kanji 誤. (The handwriting for 植 is a little less noticeable of a difference, but the following applies to this character too!)

When you type it on the screen it looks like:

誤

However, when you write it by hand it looks like:

So why do they look different?

Well, to put it rather simply, the typed character is a font, whereas the handwritten one comes from calligraphy.

If you study Japanese formally, stroke order is emphasized quite a bit. The stroke order for characters is generally top to bottom and left to right. So when you write you learn the handwritten form, such as the one you find in the clip above from my dictionary app.

When you read the character in a text, however, it is a typographical font and sometimes they are changed from handwriting. The gonben radical on the left side of this particular kanji (言 = gonben radical, "word" radical) is not written by hand as it appears in a font. Therefore if you write it by hand as the font shows, your handwritten character will look off (and your Japanese teacher will circle it in red ^^;).

There are certain characters that appear differently in fonts than they do handwritten, so it's best to check how to handwrite a kanji when you are learning. You can often do this in a dictionary app on your mobile or you can always look it up online. There are rules with writing kanji that you pick up along the way, such as the first stroke of the 誤 character that looks horizontal but is actually written in a downwards left to right motion.

A quick example: 人 vs 入:

When typed, the characters for person (人) and enter (入) can look very similar (depending on font), but when handwritten (above) they look very different. You can also see the difference in stroke order.

Whereas sometimes when typed (above) the font can make them appear very similar.

Another Example:

Here is another difference in typewritten vs handwritten kanji:

...

So, in the end, basically it's like writing letters by hand vs typing them out. Fonts can do strange things to certain kanji and sometimes kanji can appear very different when compared in handwriting vs typing, so be aware!

I hope this helps ^.^

[chryblossomjjk]

Hi, hello! I'm next level obsessed with the weekend. The plot and the characters felt just so real and lived in. Idk how to explain it. They felt very tangible to me.

You may have answered this before, but have you ever considered continuing with the story?

Thank youu for answering in advance 💓

omg hi friend!! (ok i have not answered asks in the longest partially bc i have so many unanswered ones that it’s intimidating and then i feel bad bc yall are the fucking best and took time to send me sweet messages and i havent responded and i feel guilty and it’s just a cycle and yeah but thank you so much for everything and I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY hopefully can get back into the swing of things on here soon!! 💗)

that first lil bit is so nice to hear bc that’s really what i was going for! like just dropping the reader right in the middle of a situation and having the backstory of it slowly unravel as it progressed! there’s something so appealing to me about having a limited perspective (via the actual narrator and also time frame) and not completely knowing everything about the characters and their motivations! “lived in” is so what i was going for! like we don’t get to know them; they’re just there and they’ve been there before we’ve seen them type of vibes!

and as of right now i don’t think there will ever be a continuation of it: i think the open ending is the best and most complete ending i could give for that kind of plot yk? like no ending would be satisfying or good. i also love that technically whatever the readers’ headcannon is, is cannon yk? like i really have no idea how the story ends so your guess is as good as mine! thank you so much for reading friend, love u!! 💗

[coloursflyaway]

Hii coloursflyaway 🪶🦉

Firstly thank youu ♥️ and it's sooo good to hear that you will be writing them again at least a bit 😆 You're going to regret saying that to me 😂 Imma be all up in your asks cause of it!

Aw I absolutely love interacting as well! I'm completely fascinated by people's different personalities! How different we can be yet have so much that's similar 😊

I'll definitely send you asks now and then!

What has your interest these days now that you've strayed away from zowens? Do you still watch wrestling or nah? What are some of your favourite movies?

Is there a zowens fic you want to try writing? A prompt or prompts that are calling out to you!? If there is I'd love to read it if you ever write it. Otherwise I'm more than happy to request for a fic myself 😂

So here's another request if you can't come up with one. (But you can keep this on the back burner and do it whenever you please, when you have the time and inclination 😁 considering you just did one.)

may be one where there's a bit of longing on both sides, possibly throw in Kevin being self conscious about the way he looks not knowing that Sami thinks he's the most beautiful thing he's ever laid eyes on.. Sami then trying to convince Kevin of that fact but Kevin finding it hard to believe but after much convincing he finally incredulously believes him?? Ikd 😩 do what you will with this request 😂😅

OR one where their friends get involved in trying to get them to admit their feelings. Could be anything, I'm not fussed. May be throw in jealous/possessive Kevin (you can tell how much I love him like that 🙄😆)

anyway sorry imma shut up now! Looking forward to your answers 😊😊

Hi anon!

I definitely don't mind that, you're very nice to talk to!

I still watch a bit of wrestling but I am more on the AEW side of things, so as much as I love the boys, I mainly see Zowens on gif sets now 😊 fortunately there are so many talented people around who make absolutely stunning ones!

Two of my absolute favourite movies are Sunshine, Silence and the Nice Guys, but I enjoy most genres (apart from most romcoms tbh). Also LotR, but I feel like that doesn't even work on a normal favourite movie list 😂 what kind of movies do you enjoy? I love recommendations 😁

I'm definitely putting those prompts on my imaginary writing list! Especially the one about their friends trying to get them to confess, that's soooo cute 💓

[kinetic-socks]

me: literally it's not even gonna be hard it's just gonna take some time. can we please work on our essay? it's not even that boring for once! we don't hate the subject matter! what's so bad about it??

brain: it's homework and I hate homework. I'm also paranoid about grades and not only do we not like writing but we're bad at it as we learned after the last essay. that and/or the teacher isn't really the best about these things. Not that they've put in a grade, just had discussions with everyone in class. he didn't even read it before discussion. We're going to write some garbage, get judged by a teacher we're beginning to be nervous around and resentful of, and I don't really like writing or the class's subject matter nevermind this specific essay which isn't AS bad.

me: brain, just because we're doomed to fail doesn't mean we don't have to submit something.

brain: I know, but it sucks. this sucks.

me: I get it but please work with me. oh but thanks for identifying what we don't like about this class in more detail. class's subject matter can be avoided. I'm kinda a bad judge of teachers themselves though, but I'll keep trying. Anyway. please work with me?

brain: no but I know you'll keep trying. At this rate we'll probably get it done before we have to go to our 10am class though!

me: fuck. I guess I'll take that if that's all you'll give me.

brain: Love youu :)

me: I love you too but by god do i not know why, you ... ugh.

brain: can't wait till we get back to fighting about our assignments for that intro to animation class. At least we feel happy and accomplished after those, even if I do still fight you every time you want to start working on them or continue working on them after a break.

me: yeah, me neither. If I had a nickel for every time we took an artsy class as an elective and hated it at first while we struggled with the medium and then started loving it by the end of the semester I'd have two nickels. I'd much rather be fighting about that because we enjoy it enough to not pause every two seconds, usually we start it and then that's all that needed to happen.

brain: yeah. good stuff.

me: seriously, could you fight me a little less though? like in general? what's the point of this?

brain??/me??: I don't want to answer that at the moment (initial thought sounded stupid). this self-reflection has been nice and all, but we still have an essay. remember that?

me: the one that brain won't let me write? brain, are you gonna let me write it?

brain: hahah... maybe? think of something else, and I'll distract you again in a minute.

brain: HEADACHE

me: aughhh

[vitchimage]

Just read your platonic soc x reader and loved it!!!!! Can I get a platonic soc x quiet reader where they are traumatized from their past and she joins the crows. The reader hates touch like Kaz so when Jesper hugs her or touches her she passes out. She has a really high fever when she wakes up and the crows help her to get better. Kaz gifts her some gloves. TYSM!!! ILY writing!!! also you don't have to do this if you don't want!! :)

AAAAAH! THANK YOUU IT MEANS A LOT TRULY!<3

And of course, you can! I hope you are satisfied with it!<3

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TW!: Mention of abuse, insecurities, suicidal thoughts, panic attack due to trauma

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Important note:

Suicide, death, is never an answer, trust me. It's though, it's cruel right now, but it will ease down soon. And you won't know nor realize how proud I am for you all for still being here, because words aren't enough to describe it.

This is just the storm before the calm, after night, after dark, comes the day, comes the light. Don't give up, not just yet, your life isn't supposed to end here, not now.

Suicide hotline for all countries in the world

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Other notes: As always might be some grammar mistakes, I tried my best I'm sorry.

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We care because you are worth it.

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She didn’t expect much when joining the crows months ago, where she barely said anything even when meeting them face to face for the first time. All she uttered was “Please, help..” Her voice is so quiet as the wind of the night, “I will do anything, I won’t stand in the way, and make a use of myself, so please let me join.”

She just wanted somewhere protected, or at least away from her wretched family.

Miraculously, Kaz saw a potential in her, the quieter you are, the more you are able to attract and allure the target out of curiosity, or even sneak up behind them. And with a short time of training, she could be ready to join the heists and missions they went to.

“Any weapons you are good with?” Kaz asked,

“N-no..but I am a quick learner, I promise..” She fidgets with her hands, “And I’m really familiar with every place here...”

“Alright, one chance, don’t blow it away.” Kaz sighed, running a hand through his hair.

“Thank you, sir..!” She beamed a little.

She was warmly welcomed to the group and got along well, despite her barely uttering a word.

And who would have thought that months later in the present time, she would be lying in bed, the crow members surrounding her worried, due to an incident moments ago.

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“My god!” Nina quickly puts a blanket over Y/N, “What were you doing outside?! It’s raining like crazy!”

“I thought it would be nice feeling the rain,” Y/N smiled.

“You could have caught a cold, even worse a fever,” Kaz pinched the bridge of his nose.

“Ah, I didn’t think much through, I’m sorry…” She looked down as she tightened her grip around the blanket.

‘Why can’t you do anything right?!’ Her thoughts screamed at her. Insecurities screamed at her, how much trouble she must have caused to them, a burden for everyone, an idiot who can’t use their brain right, the akin poison of words that was once said to her from the people that were supposed to love her, to take care and protect her.

It’s amazing how a family can turn out to be. Reality is cruel, but not in the name of fantasy.

It didn’t help easing her mind when Jesper put an arm around her shoulder, telling Kaz that he worries too much, his voice so teasing.

The feeling of his touch made her breathing hitch, it felt like she was choking, air refusing to come out of her throat.

“Come now father, the girl’s uselessness shouldn’t surprise you anymore!” A voice from the past rang with one of their arms wrapped around her shoulder, the other was used to rub against her head, almost tugging her hair. They didn’t stop even if she kept yelping in pain.

“Y/N?” Nina and Inej called out, noticing something was wrong. Of course, they would as she stood there trembling, her gaze was on the floor, but it didn’t stop it from going miles away.

“Y/N! WHY CAN’T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT?!” A female voice yells,

“Hey! what’s wrong?” Matthias got up from his seat, walking towards her in a haste speed.

“What’s wrong? Are you going to cry? cry like a baby like you always are?” A voice mocked,

“Cause that’s all you are good for,”

“Hey,” Jesper peers down to take a good look at her face.

“Hey, go and be a bother to someone else, we don’t need nor want you here.”

Wylan kneeled down to make some sort of contact with her, his eyes filled with concern.

But Kaz knew this reaction, he has experienced something similar after all, “Jesper get your hands off of her!” He was quick to be at her side, smacking Jesper’s arm away.

But it did not ease her muddled mind, where it could barely differentiate where she was, reality or just inside her mind. It did not ease the exhaustion kicking in, feeling warmth seeping through her body like she was burning. Nor did it help that vision turned dark and the only thing she could hear was muffled shouts of concern and people trying to catch her before she fell onto the floor.

Or maybe to punish her for her wrongdoings, for being complete and utterly useless, a burden, who is good for nothing, an idiot who can’t ever seem to use her brain right.

An unwanted child, an unloved one. A mistake, a shame, to the family. to everyone.

And maybe this is where she would die? Finally leaving this cruel life and into something worth breathing in. Somewhere she wouldn’t feel exhausted from opening her eyes to take in the reality bestowed onto her. And even when the crows had gifted her nothing but affection, love, and protection - a safety she craved it did not ease nor heal the deepest wound in her rooted heart. The very wound that drains her energy every day, the very wound that makes her believe every aspect of her is a flaw, a flaw nobody wants. The very wound who whispers sweet nothing about how life would be without her. So much better, so much better it would whisper. The same wound that makes her tired, exhausted, of the reality, she has to breathe in. The wound that numbs away everything.

Yeah, maybe death was better for her, the only thing she felt so at ease with.

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So, she didn’t expect that when she opened her eyes she was greeted by the crows around her bed, worries filling their expression. She expected to just open her eyes to come back to an empty reality, that the crows probably threw her out, or just left.

“How are you feeling?” Inej asked as Nina put a wet cloth on Y/N's forehead to ease the temperature down.

“I’m..I’m not dead yet?” Y/N answered so quietly you could barely hear anything.

“No, sweetheart. You are very much alive.”

“Why?” Nina and Matthias looked at each other, pained at the question, before looking back at Y/N, who didn’t even make eye contact with them.

“Why care for a girl who can’t do anything right?” Y/N voice cracked a little, “Why care for someone who is just going to hold everyone back, being a burden,”

“That’s not true,” Jesper butts in, “What you’re saying is not true!”

“Jesper!” Wylan wrapped his arms around Jesper’s, “not now, ok?”

Y/N looks over to Jesper. He had his fist clenched. his expression hardened,

“How..how could you think that?” Jesper mumbles, “Did we do anything to make you think and feel like that..?”

“No,”

“Then..?”

“I guess I’m used to hearing it so I,” but she stops at that, exhaustion pushing down the words, “I don’t know,” was all she said.

“But that’s not true, to us, you’re someone important, not as a member or for a heist or mission, but as a friend, as a family.” Inej stroked her hair soothingly.

‘Family..’ Y/N gave up on those thoughts, being crushed too many times with that.

“You mean a lot to us, that’s why. No matter how many mistakes, how many reckless things you do or say, no matter what, you will always have us, we will always care for you and love you. You are worth it, worth our care, worth our time, worth anything.” Inej continued,

“Your flaw, your wounds, does not mean you can’t have the happiness you crave.”

“Know your worth, Y/N. Those who see it deserve your time, those who don’t, doesn’t. Focus on those who give you something back, not those who just take.” Wylan jumps in.

“You’re stronger than you think,” Nina states, “Braver than you think,” Matthais adds in.

“Thank you..everyone..” A tear rolls down Y/N's cheek.

“Always,” they said.

A moment later a knock was heard,

“Come in!” Nina yells to the person on the other side of the door.

The door creaks open, revealing it was Kaz, as his cane was heard tapping onto the wooden floor as he reached towards Y/N, the others making some space for him.

“I..” he began, “I bought you some gloves,” He handed them to Y/N.

“Bought or stolen?” Nina asked, cocking one of her eyebrows.

“Bought,” Kaz said firmly, “I don’t want to cause them any bigger trouble,”

He looks at her, Y/N smiling happily looking at the gloves she held in her hands.

“Thank you, Kaz!”

He huffed, “It wasn’t a problem.”

Although stoic, and never asked how she felt, this small gesture was enough for her, enough for her to see him care.

Maybe another chance on a family wouldn’t be so bad, maybe she can finally heal. It won’t be easy, no, but now she felt like she wanted to breathe in this reality. Ready to counter any cruelty it will bestow on her, ready to fight and confront it.

After all, once broken, shattered, there is nobody but her who can fix them, but with the help of the crows, she has the energy, strength, and determination to do that now unlike before.

Cause now she was sure. no matter what, they would provide her the care, the love, the safety, and protection a family should provide, something she needed and craved.

And there is no path now, other than the path to happiness.

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[existingispetty]

Hiiii. Hope you are doing great today. Since matchups are opened, can I please request one for bsd? Only if you feel like doing it, so please just ignore this ask if not.

I’m Lily and here are something about me

I have never been in a relationship before so, pretty inexperienced. I think I would like someone who taller than me I can always look up to, who will take the lead in the relationship. 100% will tease the hell out of them all the time ✨💕

Thank youu so much and I don’t know if I can say it but I like you. Really really even though I have just found out your blog. You seem so friendly and funny. And the way you are purely happy and appreciated every single asks. It melts my heart you deserve everything. At least this 🍭🌷. Have a nice dayy.

NOO. But also hello! That’s way to nice 😭 thank you so much for the asks and sorry it took me so long I have a lot of school work due and I’m trying to get all asks replied to in a day or less. 😋 that last paragraph made me so happy. You make me sound so much better than I am. I’m happy I seem friendly that’s definitely my goal on this blog!  

I don’t deserve everything, you do 😡, so here have these 🍪🍩🍭🍫🍬❤️💐🌷🌺🌸🌹. Anyways I hope you enjoy I did  a girl and a guy for this one! 

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Your matchups are…(insert really aggressive drumroll*)

Atsushi Nakajima 

(Man I’m doing a lot of mcs on accident lately 😢)

Atsushi can definitely be a crybaby at the most necessary of times. Dreamy Atsushi? uh heck yeah! Atsushi often takes naps so he can have dreams it helps boost his imagination. Atsushi gets flashbacks to the orphanage headmaster when he is yelled at so he hates yelling himself.  Atsushi  has trouble controlling his emotions after all the trauma he went through  at the orphanage. Atsushi lived the beginning of his life in an orphanage, poor guy barely understands the concept of love 😨. Atsushi didn’t really have that much of a childhood so being around someone childish really refreshes him! Just try not to ware him out too much…  Atsushi can get a little awkward at times so he needs someone that’s willing to take charge for him at least in conversation. Passion? He needs it! He lacks in those kind of areas. Atsushi may not understand love so at first he’s questions what the word clingy even means, but then he is all over you. He wants to make sure your happy with him at all times! To make sure you are happy with him at all times... you gotta be near him at almost all times. Honestly working at ADA can get a little dry so having someone around with a sarcastic sense would be a relief. He doesn’t mind a lack of humor sense Dazai makes up perfectly in that category.

Reading and writing is a huge comfort to Atsushi. It lets his inner child express himself freely he loves reading anything his partner writes whether a it’s a story or a good morning text. Atsushi often ponders physiological things due to his strong self hatred. While it may not be the healthiest topic for him he really enjoys  talking about all of the depressing theories he has come up with. Atsushi is also a curious little bundle. Have a question you want an answer to? He’s got Ranpo by his side so he’ll ask him! You’ll probably become friends with Ranpo while being close to Atsushi. 

Atsushi has most definitely not been in a relationship before. (He may have practiced kissing on a mannequin…) 

 Surprise, surprise!  I made sure Atsushi was taller than you! ( I take every detail into account)  >:)  he will definitely take charge in a relationship, he made require assistance at times but he’s got everything handled!  No teasing can be worse than Dazais…. Or can it? 

Gin Akutagawa

Gin thinks you are the cutest thing on the planet earth. Gin understands the impulse of sympathy. She has seen so many people cry while in her line of work due to sympathy .  Gin could never raise her voice at anything not even a fly. She’s very gentle with you. She treats you like how a grandma treats her china. She thinks she’s a hopeless romantic and sympathizes with hopeless romantics but little does she know she’s quite the opposite. Gin loves children when they behave well and listen to directions. Gin feels that childhood is so important at the moment you stop being a child is the moment your life becomes dull. In Gins line of works she needs a partner that has a little bit of an attitude she thinks being brave is hard and she appreciates people with that quality. Clingy and sarcastic? Gin has fallen even deeper in love with you. Clingy to her means true love it means that you care about her, it means you want to be by her side and that unfroze what she thought was her cold dead heart. Gin does not need a sense of humor. Everyone that’s in the mafia is already pretty dry so she’s learned to not expect humor from anyone. 

Gin loves learning new things! She thinks that the world is an egg that’s meant to be cracked open by her and those important to her.  Gin will always be asking and answering questions . He curiosity probably had killed a cat or 2 but we Don’t worry about that.Gin want to learn more about philosophy to help her brother at least in some way.

Gin has never really believed in herself enough to get a partner up until you crashed into her life so she has a little bit of experience. I believe Gavin is taller than you but I couldn’t find her official height so I compared her to Akutagawa , she may be about the same. Gin will definitely take the lead in a real atop ship by encouraging affection. Gin gets adorable flustered at any teasing but she doesn’t complain.

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Thank you for all of the requests I will get to them  as soon as possible. and especially thank you for all the kind words in your request I hope you requests good day/night!

[lilosaur]

hi hi! okay so, i really like your work and i find them very fluffy and adorable— so! can i request a scenario (chifuyu, kawata twins, baji and mitsuya) where s/o comes out as non-binary and the boys are extremely supportive about it? again, i really love your work!

Aha thank youu! Yess! I hope u enjoy reading, this was fun to write. Also this was with 5 people but my limit is 4 so be sure to read rules next time (I just did one twin) :)

♡‧₊˚ Coming Out As Non-binary :*₊‧✩

⟶ ticket no. 12 ɞ

w/ Matsuno Chifuyu | Kawata Nahoya | Baji Keisuke | Mitsuya Takashi

ʚ Matsuno Chifuyu ɞ

You and Chifuyu were on a little coffee shop date, you had stayed up all night debating weather you should tell Chifuyu about you being non-binary. Once you successfully decided with yourself that your non-binary you wanted to keep it secret for a while but now it’s time to let it out. You were so nervous “what if” thoughts started to wander in your head. Would Chifuyu still view you the same? Would he start to test you differently? Maybe he’d just dump you on the spot and leave you in tears. No no you couldn’t think like that right?

So many doubts clogging your mind you only have one idea left, you had to blurt it out in one shot just break the ice and say it.

“Fuyu..I have something to tell you.”

Chifuyu's facial expression changed a bit he was now intrigued at what you had to say. His own mind starting doubting him too, we’re you going to break up with him right here and now? Did you not love him anymore? Both of you looked at each other worried about what you would both say.

“Fuyu I just wanted to let you know that I’m non-binary”

Chifuyu looked at you and his face was so much more calm now. You really scared him for a moment, honestly he didn’t realize what you said until a few seconds later after calming himself down.

“Oh, so wait does that mean your not a male or female right?”

“Yeah so..”

You continued to help educate Chifuyu on what exactly non-binary meant and which pronouns you’d prefer him to address you by. He's just an uneducated baby but he’ll understand as you explain more things to him.

When you feel insecure about it Chifuyu makes sure to step in and make you feel loved, sometimes he buys you a gift, someone’s he gives you extra cuddles or extra kisses. Once fuyu even bought you a little non-binary flag! He 110% supports you and wants to learn more about it, he doesn’t even view you any differently your still the same sweet Angel he fell in love with.

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ʚ Kawata Nahoya ɞ

You and Nahoya were watching movies and cuddling on a Saturday night, you’d debated ever even telling Nahoya about you being non-binary. You felt like he wouldn’t really understand or just be unsupportive of you. However you came to the conclusion that you have to tell him about it at some point.

“Uh Nahoya…can I tell you something..” You asked silently he could barely hear you.

“What’s wrong y/n?”

“Um…Nahoya I just wanted to let you know…but um I’m non-binary.” You mumbled it kind of whispering too he really just could barely hear you.

“Oh y/n wait I heard that before, what does it mean again?” He looked at you in confusion hoping you’d answer his question.

You took a little sigh of relief as you explain to him what non-binary means and how he could help support you and make you feel more comfortable. He was nodding his head along the whole time but you could tell he was definitely invested. The best part was he never once dropped his smile, which means he doesn’t view you any differently!

Nahoya still needs some practice as he may address you wrong but he’s still in his early learning stages of it all, he’ll always correct himself. Once you told him Nahoya gave you a nice cuddly hug and a kiss on the forehead, he told you he’ll love you no matter what because your still you!

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ʚ Baji Keisuke ɞ

You thought Baji might actually have a normal reaction, but when you called him to hangout and said you have to told him something your thoughts completely changed when you were in person about to tell him. You two were walking around town he was waiting to hear what you had to say, tbh your kinda scaring him..

You decided to just spit it out, no more holding back on him he has a right to know, right? You tried to calm yourself and mentally prepare yourself for all the outcomes of this situation but it’s barely working…

“Um so, Baji…we’ll I’m non-binary.” You almost mumbled it, your hands clung to your shirt messing around with your nails as nervousness began to break into your mind with his silence.

“Oh. Okay, what should I do to help support you y/n.”

Baji grew such a light and warm smile on his face now, giving you a look that seemed to be saying ‘don’t worry’

You explain to Baji what non-binary meant/is and he’s trying his best to understand and remember it all. Honestly he really doesn’t bring it up much he uses your preferred pronouns/name and always makes sure to tell other people your correct pronouns if they address you wrong. (With ur permission ofc.)

Baji's love for you will never change, your such a sweet person to him and you have a very special place in his heart. how cute

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ʚ Mitsuya Takashi ɞ

Mitsuya always showed how much he loved you, weather it was through gifts, actions, or words you always knew. So why were you in doubt of Mitsuya? Would he really just stop loving you? Ever since you made the final decision that you are indeed non-binary you’ve been terrified to tell anyone. At some point he’d need to know though, it’s scary even when you see him it feels like a big secret. You two already had plans to hang out tonight at his house, but was this good timing?

It was already too late to think about it, you found you and Mitsuya sitting on his bed just talking about your lives and what’s been going on. It hit your mind again, is this good timing? He literally just asked if anything new is going on in your life, how do you tell him though? Beat it around the bush or straight forward?

“Um y/n is something wrong.” I guess you were quiet for too long and zoned out a bit, his voice was so soft and gentle. Yes now is good timing.

“Um Mitsuya..I have something to tell you and it’s kind of big.” Mitsuya grew a worried expression once you said it was a big thing, so many possibilities filled his mind. Your both stressed out now.

“Mitsuya I’m non-binary.” As that sentence left your mouth you started to hold your breath, hoping, praying, wishing everything would still be the same without any change.

“Y/n! I’m so happy for you, that’s great!” He said with a smile on his face. You let yourself breathe now, he was okay with it? So bizarre but not really..

“Y/n I hope you know this won’t change anything though, your still the y/n I fell in love with.” His words broke through all the bad thoughts and endings you started to think of, Mitsuya really did accept you.

In fact Mitsuya has been questioning himself too, he’s been studying all kinds of pronouns, sexualities, and overall what he wants his identity to be. So he understand and you two will work with each other to help you guys find your true selves!

beep boop, aha I procrastinated this a lot bc of schoolwork so sorry for not posting for two days 😅 Anyways I hope you guys enjoyed this one! Remember you're all valid, don’t let anyone get you down your so special in this world no matter what you identify as or who you love. 🤎

[ilikefandoms]

Twin Sister - Miguel Diaz

Request - @johnnylawrencesgirl heyyy! can you maybe do something on miguel having a crush on robby’s sister (well johnny’s daughter too lol) the reader and robby are like twins and how robby would feel about miguel liking his sister. thank youu!!

Name/pronouns used - none, She/Her

A/N - This was really fun to write, sorry that it took a little while.

Warnings - A small bit of swearing, I think that’s it

Word Count - 1436

You and Robby had always been close. You did everything together- including skateboarding. In fact, he had been the one to teach you in the first place. You were twins inside and out.

However, you did also have your differences. You were seen as the ‘responsible’ one, whereas Robby was more the ‘rebel’, but since he had joined Miyagi Do he was slowly changing for the better - he didn’t hang out with Trey and Cruz anymore, which was a step in the right direction.

Also, you -unlike Robby- had an ‘alright’ relationship with your dad. While Robby didn’t like him, you were trying to get closer with him - you even joined Cobra Kai. Whilst Robby didn’t like that you were trying to get closer with your dad, he didn’t stop you.

And, hey! Cobra Kai was pretty fun. You had made some new friends: Miguel, Hawk, and Aisha. They were all pretty cool, however you had started developing a not-so small crush on Miguel. It started when you had been without a partner in science, and Miguel had decided to let you join him and Demetri. It just escalated from there.

Yes, that’s right, another difference between you and Robby is that you didn’t drop out of school. This also meant that you had to supply some of the bullshit excuses as to why Robby wasn’t there.

**********

You and Miguel were waiting for Demetri to arrive at your apartment so you could work on your project- your mom had actually paid the bills this month, even if she had ran off with some random guy again.

“Demetri just texted, something came up, so he can’t make it,” Miguel said, after reading the text.

“Oh, ok. Well, we can do it by ourselves right?” you said.

“Yeah. I still have Demetri’s notes, so we should be fine,” he smiled.

“Ok, cool,” you stated, and the both of you started to work on the project.

You had worked on the project for about 2 hours straight, before both deciding to continue when Demetri was present. 

You had let Miguel stay to hang out for a while. You were having fun. He was actually really funny- making jokes and messing around, making you laugh.

You ended up laughing hysterically, sprawled on your bed, “No that can’t be what happened,” you laughed.

“No, it totally was, like that. Honestly, it was like…the best moment of my life,”

“Oh my god, I just remembered. Ok, so there was this one time, when my brother and I were in kindergarten, and there was this one girl, who was always mean to me. Like, really mean - especially for a 5 year old - and, she would steal my lunch, call me names, and pull my hair,”

“I can see what you mean,” Miguel said.

“Yeah. Anyways, so this would happen every day, it was like a cycle, and every day after school, I would cry about it to mom and brother. So, one day Robby got sick of it, so…” you started chuckling, “…he poured her snack pack over her head, and shoved her to the floor and shouted ‘stay away from my sister you bitch!’”

You both started laughing, “Oh my god, and he was like 5?” Miguel said, astonished.

“Yeah! He got time out for like a week, and they called our mom. She had to pretend to be mad at him in front of the teacher, but when we got home she give him a high-five,” you added, laughing.

“That’s amazing,” he said, smiling at you. You locked eyes. He had the most beautiful brown eyes you had ever seen. They seemed to sparkle.

“Y/N, I’m home!” Robby’s voice snapped you out of your daydream, “Hey, Y/N/N who’s bag is…” Robby appeared in your doorway, “…Oh,”

“Hey, what took you so long?” you asked, addressing your brother.

“I got caught up with work,” he said, still looking suspiciously at Miguel, who looked away uncomfortably, “Can I talk to you for a minute, alone?” he asked, finally looking at you.

“Sure,” you sighed getting up and leaving the room. You knew what this would be about.

You sat yourself down on Robby’s bed, ready for the small argument that was bound to happen. It was a known fact that Robby didn’t really think highly of Miguel, “Why is he here?”

“because we were working on our science project, we finished for the day and decided to hang out,” you answered.

“I just don’t understand why,” Robby said. 

“What? he’s nice,”

“Are you sure?”

“I don’t get why you don’t like him. What’s he done to you,” you argued.

“He’s Cobra Kai,”

“So? I’m Cobra Kai,”

“Yeah, but you’re different,”

“Just because I’m your sister?”

“Yes,” he answered.

“Look, I know that you don’t exactly like Dad,” he rolled his eyes, “But, Cobra Kai aren’t monsters. Just talk to him. You might like him,”

“I highly doubt that,”

“Please, just try…for me?” you pleaded.

“Fine, I’ll try,” Robby gave in.

“Thank you,” you hugged him, “Alright, now go in there,”

“What! Now?” he questioned, shocked.

“Yes,” you said, “There’s no time like the present,”

“You should tell yourself that the next time you have to do homework,” Robby joked.

“Shut up,”

**********

You had left Miguel, and Robby alone for about 30 minutes, and as far as you knew, no bloodshed had happened. You were about to go and check on them, when you hear them laughing. Maybe they started to actually get along?

You decided to stand just outside your door, just to listen to see what they were talking about.

“Really? That’s really cool,” Miguel’s voice reached your ears.

“Yeah, it was. Hey, do you know about the story of when Y/N was picked on in Kindergarten?” Robby asked.

“Yeah, I did. That was when you called a 5-year-old girl a bitch right?”

“Hey, in my defence, I was 5 too…and she was being a bitch,” They both chuckled. Robby then decided to bring up a question that had been bugging him, ever since he had started talking to Miguel, “You like my sister don’t you?”

Your heart started to beat faster. Did Miguel like you? “I-I’m not sure what you’re talking about,” there was a pause, “Okay, uh, maybe… how did you know?”

“Dude, are you kidding? It’s not exactly subtle, you literally smile every time I say her name,” Robby stated.

“So, um, let me guess, you want me to stay away from her or something,,,?” his voice trailed off.

“No, I’m not gonna tell you to stay away from her, mainly because I think she likes you too - just don’t tell her I said that. What I will say though, is that if you hurt her, I will hurt you,” Robby told him.

“You really thinks she likes me?”

“Yeah, I know my sister Diaz,” Robby said, as if it was obvious.

“So, should I ask her out?” Miguel asked, unsure of what to do.

“That, would be up to you. I suggest you do, but just remember Diaz, if you hurt her…”

“…You hurt me. I got it don’t worry,” 

You heard Robby get up, which meant that it was your cue to leave, before they caught you listening in on their conversation. Was what they were saying true? Would Miguel actually ask you out?

Your thoughts were interrupted by Robby walking into the living room, where you were sat. “Well, you were right,” he said, sitting beside you, “He’s not so bad,”

“See, I’m always right,” you joked, with a smile,

“Highly debateable. You should get back in there, Miguel’s waiting for you,” Robby smiled.

“Yeah, I’ll see you later,” you said, walking into your room. Nerves hit you as you walked in. Would Miguel ask you out, or would he leave it?

“Hey, Y/N,” Miguel said, sitting up.

“Hey,”

“Your brother’s pretty cool, actually,” he said, “I used to think that he was an absolute dick,” he laughed.

“Hey, careful. That’s my brother,” you laughed, “But he still can be a dick,”

“Hey Y/N, can I ask you something?” you nodded, “I was wondering, if you wanted to go out with me sometime?” Miguel asked looking at you nervously.

“Yeah. Yeah, I would love to,” you said, smiling.

“That’s great! Um, how about tomorrow at 7, at Golf’N’Stuff?” He asked again.

“Sounds great!”

“Yeah, prefect. I’ll see you then?”

“Yeah,” you said, smiling.

“Great. I’ll see you tomorrow,” Miguel smiled, getting up to leave.

“See you tomorrow,” You replied.

Needless to say, at that moment, you couldn’t be happier.

[ros-aura]

Hi hope you're doing okay 💕 don't worry about answering right away I know games can be tiring. My astrology sign is cancer ♋ sun and guessing your venus sign is Taurus or Gemini but I wanna say Leo. 😥If I still get wrong here is a reading on what I think your wedding will be like. ( my initials JH)

Your wedding will be great as on that day you will be aware of your shortcuts as well as your spouse. It will be time that you booth aware of the flaws and put in the work to solve them. It will be a bit out of tradition with the devil I would say it will be extra & expansive yet the card next to is judgment. So it will be more in moderation and still a focus on fun &excitement. Probably a belly dancer or some type of exotic dance happening at the wedding. Everyone will talk about how they had such a good time.

It really will feel the two of your intimacy you share will have the guest blushing and nobody will question the love between the two of you. A deep kiss on the wedding day.😝Your spouse will be so ready (excited )and it's almost like it's your first kiss between the two of you again. Angels or your protection from the universe 💫 on that day since a third party might intervene but will have no luck. Overall Abundance just a happy day.

Hi JH (♋) 😱🙀💓 Byee my goddess is in my inbox. Thank you so much, I'm doing well and yes the game can get tiring to do but I'm taking breaks. Sorry for the long wait. My Venus is in Pisces but it's ok good guesses!

Also I LOVE your exchange thank youu 💕 I'm glad there will be protection from angels or from the universe.

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Your future wedding will potentially be like the below description and pictures:

Intuition: I heard periwinkle/'blue' and saw a dark blue ribbon tied at the waist of a dress. There could be blue decorations or it could be a theme of the wedding or it could be the ring colour or all of the above idk if it resonates? I'm getting dark coloured tables and white flowers sort of thing on the wedding day. I heard 'heaven'/'heavenly' so that could be a way to describe the wedding day~ I feel you will feel really good during your wedding day I'm getting excited and passionate too. I'm getting a lot of green in the imagery as well, like a background with leaves so it could be held partially outside or it could kinda be the deco too. There could be yellow in the decorations as well

Some of the below images may resonate:

(Tarot) cards I got: VII of Cups, Justice in Reverse, The Hierophant, The Empress, The Magician

I guess your wedding day will be quite spiritual and creative (The Hierophant, The Empress, The Magician), and you could have manifested or planned for this day. I think it will be a very committed marriage with The Hierophant and The Magician and I think you could be enjoying your day a lot as you have previously voiced how you wanted the wedding to be like and things will most likely go accordingly. With the Justice in reverse, maybe things might look out of control at a point in time, but if you try to make your ideals to fit slightly better in reality (VII of Cups in reverse), things could work out better. I think it's a matter of compromise and how much you wanna sacrifice, I guess? So work towards the middle ground is what I'd say and The Empress card means you could feel more creative during the day or the wedding could feel quite nurturing in its vibes. It'll be beneficial to tap into The Empress energy during the wedding day, the card may suggest you'll be pregnant during your wedding as well.

Songs that could suit the vibe/make me think of your future wedding: Die for You by The Weekend, Cinderella (2021 movie) Ball Dance - Perfect

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Thank you for participating! Have a nice day, and please leave feedback.

[bts-reveries]

expect the unexpected | 4

(text in between images and images in between texts!!)

“Let’s go to your daddy, come on,” Secretary Choi says, reaching his hand out for Haneul. The kids better knew him as Uncle Secretary, or ‘Yeonjun-ah’ as they often hear from their dad. 

“Where we going?” Haneul asks, looking up at Yeonjun as he holds onto his hand. 

“Daddy has a meeting and we both have to attend,” he says, leading the little one out of his dad’s office. 

“Are we going to play?” Haneul asks, kicking his feet up obnoxiously with every step down the hallway. “I want to play with daddy.”

“You can maybe play with him after, daddy has to listen and watch a few presentations first and--” Yeonjun looks down at Haneul who was looking up at him with furrowed eyebrows. The older one sighs. “Daddy’s busy, but after he’ll play with you okay?”

“Okay~” Haneul says before letting go of Yeonjun’s hand and running into the open doors of an elevator. “Boop boop!” He yells, pounding his small fists onto the buttons of the elevator.

“Y-yah! Kim Haneul!” Yeonjun yells, running after the little one who smiles at the secretary when the elevator doors close.

Yeonjun aggressively presses for the elevator doors to open, quickly panicking as he doesn’t know where his boss’ child has ended up. 

He checks the time on his watch and he’s late. Yeonjun looks around and debates on running down a few flights of stairs when suddenly the elevator doors open. 

“Uncle Yeonjun!” Haneul giggles, pointing at the secretary. Yeonjun sighs, turning around with his head pointed down to the little one’s height. He wasn’t there, but instead a pair of legs were. Yeonjun visibly swallows as he follows the legs up to see who was connected to them. Of course he knew.

“Yeonjun I thought I said to bring him to the meeting room? I instead heard him screaming and running down the hallways unsupervised.” Jin says, walking towards the younger one. “We’re late, let’s go,” He says, pulling his frozen secretary into the elevator with Haneul in one of his arms. 

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“I don’t wike it,” Haneul says, bored out of his mind, leaning back into his dad’s lap as he watches another presentation led by one of Jin’s employees. The employee presenting laughs awkwardly, as he clicks on to the next slide.

“Shh,” Jin says, readjusting Haneul on his lap. “Just watch okay.” 

“Okay..”

Haneul didn’t understand anything they were talking about or why his dad sat at the back of the table with several other men in suits. His eyes wandered off of the man presenting and instead his eyes caught random things laid around the room. 

Haneul started to whine, trying to slide down from his dad’s lap so he could freely walk around. 

“I wanna play,” he mumbles pushing Jin’s hands away. 

“Okay but behave, stay in here,” he whispers, letting go of Haneul.

Haneul breaks into a smile when he finally gets off of his dad. He immediately runs to the table up front and grabs a piece of paper and walks away with it. 

“Pen pen,” he says walking by the employees and asking for a pen. One was nice enough to hand him a pen. Haneul giggles as he takes it, walking off and dropping onto the floor to doodle. 

Jin quickly takes his eyes off of the presentation and his eyes wander around the room for his son.

When he finds him on the floor, his eyes grew wide.

“Y-YAH YAH!” he yells, surprising the one presenting and all the other employees present. “Haneul-ah!” Jin yells, picking up Haneul off of the floor, making him drop his pen. Haneul looks down at his masterpiece and smiles. 

On the floor was a blank piece of paper.

And a bunch of doodles on the tiles. 

Jin bends down to pick up the pen, which wasn’t actually a pen, but a fine point sharpie. And now his son’s doodles were permanently on the floor. 

“Whose is this?” Jin asks, holding the pen up. One of the employees slowly raises their hand.

“Here,” Jin says, giving it back. He then went back to his seat in the back, placing Haneul on his lap. 

“Here you go Haneul,” Yeonjun says, coming out from the back and giving the young one a pack of crayons and a coloring book. 

“I’m sorry about that,” Jin says to everyone. “Please, continue.”

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- “Daddy wet’s go to Auntie Sohu,” Haneul says, picking at the papers Jin was reading through. 

“We already went yesterday, you have had enough sweets for the week,” Jin says mindlessly, flipping through the pages

“But I miss Auntie Sohu,” Haneul pouts. 

“No you don’t, you miss her cupcakes,” Jin says. “Yeonjun can you send this over to Mr. Kang on floor 3?” He says , passing the papers to his secretary. Yeonjun nods, taking the paper from him and walking out.

“I want cupcakes,” Haneul mumbles, lightly kicking Jin’s table.

“No, you’ve had too much,” Jin says, leaning over to pick him up and place him on his lap. “We can have your favorite for dinner tonight, how about that huh?” Jin says, leaning down to place kisses onto his baby’s neck and cheeks. Haneul giggles, pushing his dad’s face away.

With two small hands on Jin’s cheeks, Haneul gives him a bIG PINCH. Squeezing with all his might. 

“BUT I WANT CUUPPCAAKKEES!” Haneul yells. Jin’s face contorts in pain.

“Y-YYYYYAAAAAAAH!”

-

After answering his texts from you, Jin’s phone began to ring. 

“Uncle I’m hungry,” Haneul pouts, pulling on Yeonjun’s hand. Yeonjun looked at Jin to ask if he wanted to eat but saw him on the phone so Yeonjun decided to take Haneul down to the cafeteria.

“Hyung,” Yeonjun whispers, Jin turns around and Yeonjun motions to the door and does an eating gesture with his right hand. Jin nods and tells them to go with his hand. Assuming that Jin understood what Yeonjun was trying to say, the two of them left.

“Okay let’s go eat.” 

expect the unexpected

♡part four: boop boop♡ 

pairings: ceo, dad!jin x interior designer, mom!reader

a/n: :) also anon asks are back on!

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[mm2305]

Hello, hello! This week, we are going on a little:

Home Tour!

Notes: Answer the following with pictures (dialogue from your characters is optional!). Collages are highly encouraged if you want to answer a question with multiple pictures because tumblr mobile only allows 10 total pics. Otherwise, tumblr on a desktop lets you add multiple pictures (non-beta)!

For both:

What does the outside of the home look like? (Front/back yard, garden, pool, etc)

Living room and home office (if any)?

Kitchen and dining room?

Bedrooms? (Master, guest, others)

Other rooms?

Do you own your dream home? If not, what does that dream home look like?

What is your favorite room to spend time in with each other?

Hey Bree! Sorry for responding so late (again lol). I'm no expert at interior design so please bear with me. Once again this was great to do and thank you for doing this my dear. Without a further ado, let's go!

Note : these are answered not as newlyweds but about 6 years into their marriage.

{Previous parts here}

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Olivia *calling out * : Babe are the girls ready?

Ethan *rushing down the stairs holding two small bags* : Yeah all good, Liv! Vic, Lisa go say bye to mommy.

*the two little girls run over to where Olivia is standing and hug her tightly*

Olivia : Be good for auntie Sienna okay?

Both the girls : yes mommy! Love youu

Olivia : I love you too my princesses. Now go with daddy. Have fun!

Ethan *kissing Liv's forehead* : I'll be back in 30 minutes, love. When is Bree coming?

Olivia : In about an hour or so. Drive safe baby.

Ethan : always

----an hour later----

*doorbell rings and Olivia opens the door*

Bree : Hey Liv!

Olivia : Bree! Come in!

Bree : thank you. How are you all doing?

Olivia : we're good. You know the usual. How about you? Can I get you some coffee, tea? Oh I have some cupcakes too if you want.

Bree : A coffee would be nice, thank you. So a house tour today! Are you excited?

Olivia : Oh yes! But Ethan popped down to leave the girls to Sienna, he must be arriving any minute--

Ethan : Darling I'm home!

Olivia : there he is.

*Ethan comes in and hugs Liv*

Ethan : Welcome to our home Bree. How have you been?

Bree : Everything's good, thanks for asking. So ready to start the tour?

Olivia : Let's go!

Front door, pool/backyard etc

Olivia : Okay, you saw the front door but I assume you need some photos right?

Bree : that's right.

Ethan : okay the let's go from there.

Olivia : We really fell in love with this house because there are so many large windows allowing plenty of light inside. I know it seems like a traditional American home but I adore it.

Bree : It's beautiful.

Ethan : Going to the back is the garden/backyard. We allow the girls only here because it's protected and there's tons of space for them to run around.

Olivia : We also added furniture here because we always love hanging out and eating here. Plus it's great for parties and having our friends over.

Living room and home office

Ethan : technically we have two living rooms.

Olivia : Yes, one is larger and more "formal" while the other is more cozy and the decor is a bit different. The whole house is in tones of white, blues, greys and black,while this room is a bit warmer. We have the TV there and a little bit of something else.

Bree : Wow your home is truly beautiful. Liv, I didn't know you played.

Olivia : Thank you Bree. I actually took years of lessons as a kid and teen. Then with college and med school it was pushed to the back. Ethan didn't know about it till we met my parents who still had my baby grand tuned. *going over to the piano and softly stroking the keys* Ethan got me this as a gift for our 5th wedding anniversary. The girls love to hear me play and they seem interested in music too... Want me to play you a piece?

Bree : Wow.. I mean.. If you're sure...

Olivia *smiling* : Take a seat.

*Olivia plays a soft yet cheerful tune on the piano. She finishes and gets up to the applause of Ethan and Bree*

Olivia : Thank you guys. Alright let's move to the office.

Ethan : We try to not bring work back home, but we need the office on the days we need to work from home. We added the library too, so this room is more than a workplace.

Olivia *smirking* : sure is. Plenty of uses for this room. Right darling?

Ethan : Let's move to the kitchen.

Kitchen and dining room

Olivia : This is our dining room and straight ahead the kitchen.

Olivia : I just love the black wood on the kitchen and there's so much counter space.

Ethan : We spend lots of time here because we both enjoy cooking together, but also because our girls are very into it too. They like to have us cut their vegetables, for example, into shapes and arrange then in their plates. Or baking with Liv. It's a mess after but it's worth it.

Olivia *smiling* : Totally worth it

Bedrooms (master, kids, guest)

Ethan : Upstairs we have all the bedrooms. This is our master bedroom and bathroom.

Ethan : Olivia really outdid herself with our bedroom. The colors are so calming.

Olivia : Thanks babe. The bedrooms next to ours are the girls' ones.

Ethan : in the future, if they agree, we're thinking of them moving into a single room. They are pretty close and even now, they are together all the time, they just sleep in different beds.

Olivia : Lastly down the hall is the guest room.

Other rooms?

Olivia : Back to our bedroom we go!! My darling Bree I present you our walk in closet!

Olivia : I've wanted to have this as soon as we saw the house so we had some alterations to the house plan and ta-da!

Ethan : She's always so excited to be here.

Olivia : It's my paradise Ethan. Now let's go to the basement.

Ethan : This is our bar/adult playroom.

Olivia : Aka his man cave.

Ethan : I am not going to comment on that. Besides your friends are here all the time too so it is not a man cave.

Olivia : Whatever you say babe. He did a good work with the decor. All by himself. I'm still seriously impressed.

Ethan *chuckles* : You are so surprised

Olivia : You can't blame me. Now the last room. Our very own home theater!!

Olivia : definitely one of the best decisions I've ever made. We needed this in our home.

Ethan : I wanted a home gym but she convinced me to do this instead.

Olivia : Pf please. There are plenty of gyms around but this? Our own place to watch movies? Just relaxing and doing nothing but cuddling and --

Ethan : Okay you're right, we know it, love.

Olivia *grinning*: We've been together for years, yet these words remain my all time favorite.

Ethan : *lovingly rolls eyes and smiles*

Do you own your dream home?

Ethan : We do.

Olivia : Absolutely. When we got married we decided we would stay at Ethan's apartment for a couple of years, then look for a house. We did intend to have a family so...

Ethan : We bought this house around the start of Liv's second pregnancy with Elisa and by the time she gave birth the house was ready to be furnished. We moved here about 3 months later, with lots of help from our family and friends.

Olivia : And this home, every part of it, was shaped by both of us so we do love living here.

What is your favorite room to spend time in with each other?

Ethan : Well... Aside firm the bedroom... The "informal" living room. There are days we'll just be sitting, Liv playing and me reading and just being together. It's the moments of calm that we need and keep us going.

Olivia : Plus, it's the place we spend time with our girls as a family. We always make sure to have time for them every day, despite our schedules. We want them to feel close to us and *holding Ethan's hand and looking at him* I think we are doing a pretty good job with them.

Bree : Honestly, I have no doubt that you do. Thank you for having me here guys, your home is absolutely fantastic.

Ethan : It's always a pleasure Bree.

Bree : I'll see you both soon, then. Have a great afternoon!

Olivia : You too Bree!

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A/N : so this is it! Thank you for reading this!

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Butterbeer and BonBons // S.B. (celebration fic)

Request: C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S ON 1.25K 🥳🥳🥳 You deserve this and I love your fics so much! I’m not sure if this is right but, may I please have Sirius with Misc. 2, 3, and 4 in Hogsmeade? Thank youu! 💙 - @inkhearthes

Misc 2: “I wasn't sure which flavour you liked so I got all of them.”

Misc 3: “What happened?”

Misc 4: “You’re giving me a headache.”

A/N: I cannot apologise enough for how long this has taken me. Honestly, there aren't enough words to tell you how sorry I am, but thank you for your sweet words. This is honestly self indulgent fluff that has more pining in it than any form of a plot but it’s been a long week so forgive me please.

Warnings: THIS FOCUSES A LOT ON CHOCOLATE AND SWEETS. BE AWARE OF MENTIONS OF FOOD. Some swearing, pining, mutual pining, so much fluff your teeth will rot, teenagers in love, teenage angst

Word count: 3.5k

It wasn’t often that the long haired Marauder offered his services as a tutor; it wasn’t often for the fact that he simply didn’t want to help anyone outside of his friends. For you, however, he would drop all his plans to spend an evening with you recalling the events of the Gargoyle Strike of 1911.

For you, Sirius would happily accept the teasing and the jokes from his friends. For you, Sirius would happily sit through the dullest of lectures. It hadn’t been long since Sirius realised his feelings for you; his affection for you taking him by surprise but soon settling deep within him, becoming part of his very being as he watched and admired you from afar.

The library had long since emptied; the last two students being you and Sirius this close to curfew. It had been hours since you had stepped outside the large, cavernous room, wanting nothing more than to overcome the troublesome essay that had been set by Professor Binns. It had been hours since you started; hours since you had taken your designated seat next to Sirius and began your work.

This long in, a headache was starting to form behind your eyes, making it increasingly hard to focus. “You’re giving me a headache, Sirius,” You moan, rubbing your temples with two fingers as Sirius pauses his mini-lecture to take a breath.

Sirius laughs, closing his books, “That’s enough studying then.”

You smile gratefully at the long haired marauder, “Thank you for helping me, I know you aren’t the biggest fan of this subject.”

“No,” He states dryly, “I can’t say I’m Professor Binn’s biggest fan.”

“Still,” You sigh, “You didn’t have to help, but you did, so thank you.”

Sirius shakes his head, dismissing your gratitude. He would have helped you regardless; he didn’t need to extra credit for being a tutor nor did he care much for it. He just wanted to help you; he would always help you.

You roll your eyes, smiling at him as you begin to close the masses of leather bound books surrounding you. Book after book had been pulled from the shelves as you started to get to the crux of your essay, and now you wanted to groan at the task of putting them back in their rightful place.

“Fancy a trip?” Sirius asks suddenly; mischief shining bright in his eyes, personified further by the growing smirk on his lips.

You raise an eyebrow, placing the last book on its correct shelf. “That depends,” You state warily, “What did you have in mind?”

His smirk grows larger; he leans forward, resting his forearms on the table, “Shall we go to Hogsmeade?”

You immediate reaction is to laugh. It wasn’t a Hogsmeade weekend, and it wouldn’t be for another two weeks. “How are we going to Hogsmeade when it isn’t a Hogsmeade weekend, Sirius?”

Sirius shakes his head; refusing to answer your question. Instead, he stands, holding out a hand for you to take. “Do you trust me?” He asks; voice full of sincerity.

Wordlessly, you nod, taking his hand and letting him lead you from the library. He doesn’t let loose as he leads you to the staircase; stepping onto one and letting it lead the way.

“What?” You smile; leaning closer to him on instinct, wanting to know the joke that has him grinning like a fool.

Sirius shakes his head, “I just can’t believe I got you to sneak about the castle with me. You’ve never done something this bad.”

“Sirius!” You shout; tapping his shoulder gently, “I can be bad.”

Sirius doubles over; laughter pouring out of him almost uncontrollably. You stand next to him, waiting with crossed arms and an even crosser facial expression. “Sirius!” You shout once more; this time with anger lacing your tone, “What’s so funny?”

Sirius straightens up; dramatically wiping away any and all non-existent tears, “Just the idea that you can be bad, love. How many house points have you lost in our seven years of Hogwarts?”

You purse your lips, not enjoying having the fun picked out of you. “None,” You confirm, “Unlike some people.”

Sirius quirks an eyebrow at your pointed words. He shouldn’t, but he likes how easily he gets under your skin. He enjoys riling you up, getting you worked up. It gives him hope that he affects you just as much as you affect him; that perhaps his feelings for you are not unrequited after all, that you do in fact harbour some romantic feelings for him after all. He would think it a miracle, but he thinks it, nonetheless.

“This way,” He murmurs, pulling you in the direction of the one-eyed witch statue.

You repress the urge to slow your steps, holding nothing but blind faith in Sirius that he isn’t going to lead you on a path that could cause trouble. You begin to frown as you approach the one-eyed witch statue; her stance and eerie gaze enough to make you uncomfortable in the daytime. However, as evening descends, her gaze becomes close to terrifying.

“Why are we here, Sirius? I thought we were going to Hogsmeade?”

He nods towards the statues, another smile breaking across his face, “That’s how we’re getting to Hogsmeade.”

You eye the statues; the size of it compared to the size of you both has you doubting Sirius’ sanity somewhat. “How exactly?”

Sirius nudges your shoulder with his before dropping your hand, “Are you ready?”

You nod eagerly; desperate to know just how this statue would be your key to the small village outside of the grounds of the school. Sirius steps towards the statue with the air of someone who had done this a thousand times before, if not more.

Straining your hearing, you just about make out the word whispered by Sirius, “Dissendium.”

There’s a creaking noise first; then the grinding noise of stone against stone as you watch the back of the one-eyed witch open, revealing a passageway big enough for two. Sirius turns to you, a shit-eating grin on his face as he takes in your gobsmacked expression. He gestures to the hole in the back of the witch, “After you.”

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Popping up out of the floor, you recognise your location by scent alone. The overwhelming scent of sugar and chocolate had you guessing you were underneath Honeyduke’s sweet shop. Brushing down your robes, you turn to the teenager who waits for your reaction, “Honeyduke’s?”

“Honeyduke’s,” He confirms, striding confidently towards the door. A nervous whimper leaving your mouth has him freezing in place. “Love?” He asks.

“We can’t just go out there!” You argue, “What if we’re seen? What if we’re caught and marched back to the castle? We could get expelled for this!”

“I doubt it,” Sirius states, a smile in his voice, “I’ve been coming here for years and haven’t been caught since.”

You fold your arms; glaring at the long haired Marauder, “Gee, thanks, that fills me with so much confidence.”

Sirius marches back to you. He places both hands gently on either side of your face, “Love, would I have risked bringing you here if I thought we were going to get caught?”

“No?” You state, but your voice raises at the end, making it more of a question.

“No,” Sirius confirms, “I would never risk you, so let’s have a nice evening and some fun. What do you think?”

You hesitate; teeth worrying your bottom lip as you glance between the teenager who has nothing but sincerity in his eyes and smile, and the hole in the ground that would lead you to sure safety but boredom.

“Love?” Sirius prompts, “If you don’t want to do this, we can head straight back.”

You shake your head; the continued use of that term of endearment combined with your want and need to spend time with him has your heart winning over your mind. You step past him, facing him over your shoulder, “Are you coming or what?”

His answering grin is enough for you to know you’ve made the right decision.

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Despite the sickly sweet scent that often gave you a headache, Honeyduke’s was one of your favourite shops in Hogsmeade. It had such a wonderful atmosphere and the sweets created were nothing short of genius. It had become tradition after your third visit to the shop in your Third Year to stock up on Chocolate Frogs and Fizzing Whizzbees, however, this time you didn’t have your stash of sugary treats in mind.

A floor to ceiling shelf was dedicated to the craft of Honeyduke’s. The chocolate created by the owner being famous across the wizarding world for its creaminess but also its extent of flavours. Heading immediately there, you fix your gaze on the brightly coloured labels, pondering the best tasting flavours.

Sirius joins you; eyes pouring over the countless bars of chocolate. “What shall we do now that we’re here?”

You tap a finger to your cheek as you continue to read the labels, admitting shyly, “I’m not too sure. I’m surprised I’m here.”

Sirius laughs, “It’s surprised me too.”

You nod towards the door, “I’ll meet you outside? I just want to buy something.”

Sirius smiles down at you as he nods, “I’ll be out by the bench across the street.”

You don’t take very long once Sirius leaves; the bell above the door chiming as he goes. You grab a handful of bars from the shelves; making sure to pick an array of flavours and drop them on the counter. The worker eyes your robes but doesn’t say anything as he rings you up, placing the delicious sweets in a paper bag and handing it to you.

Spying Sirius where he said he would be, you rush to his side, already feeling the harshness of the howling wind. “I wasn’t sure what flavour you liked so I got all of them,” You comment lightly, hoping not to make a big deal over what you had done for the teenager you had a crush on.

Sirius laughs – his real laugh; a happy sound that brings a grin to your face as it was a sound so few heard and those that did, treasured. You felt fortunate that you could now be included in the select few.

He takes the bag from you, already smelling the sweet scent of the chocolate in the bag. “What have you bought?” He asks, voice teasing.

You grin up at him; wishing you had a camera in this moment to capture the curious look on his face. All his expressions should be captured, you think, everything about him should be immortalised on film. You shake your head, “I splurged a little.”

He opens the bag; curiosity getting the better of him as his mouth begins to water at the rich scent of dark chocolate. “Honeyduke’s chocolate?”

You nod your head, “I overheard you and Remus saying you had finished your stash. I thought it would be an apt opportunity to start that stash back up when you brought me here.”

Unexpectedly, Sirius surges forward, pressing a kiss to your cheek. Your face heats immediately, unable to truly comprehend the way it feels. It feels too good; it feels like something you want him to do again, over and over for however long possible.

He clears his throat, rubbing a hand across the back of his neck, slightly embarrassed at his sudden show of affection, “Thank you. I didn’t expect that.”

You wave away his gratitude as he had done earlier with you. “I wish we had time to grab warmer robes,” You shiver; rubbing your arms to warm up some as you trundle through the ankle deep snow. You bite your bottom lip, looking down at your snow covered feet, thinking that by the time you return to the castle with Sirius in tow, there was a very good chance that the snowfall will have increased.

Sirius snorts, throwing an arm around your shoulders and tugging you to his side. The simple, unthought action has you warming up considerably; not expecting this form of affection from Sirius in the slightest. His hand rubs your upper arm; the friction and his proximity warming you up faster that you realise.

“Come on,” He starts; nodding his head towards the popular meet up for Hogwarts students, “Let’s grab you a butterbeer and warm up slightly.”

“My saviour,” You comment; a wry smile on your slips as you let him usher you into The Three Broomsticks. Like the gentleman he has been raised to be, Sirius holds the door open to the tavern open for you, his cheeks aflame as he realises how much he likes being called your saviour even if it was said sarcastically.

Grabbing a booth close to the roaring fire, Sirius leaves you with a warm smile as he heads to the bar. Madame Rosmerta had spotted him when he walked in; she had smiled at him broadly before her eyes widened when she saw you. Sirius is immediately dragged into an interrogation at the bar whilst you’re left at the booth, warming your hands by the flames of the large fire.

The longer Sirius remains at the bar, the louder the whispers get from the booth next to you. Filled with students from your year but ones you had never spoken to before, you shuffled down in your seat, close to burying your face in your robes and wishing to melt away like the snow. Their laughter rings in your ears, and you know it isn’t from a joke freshly told but rather at your expense.

Their laughter makes some sense. The evening so far hadn’t made any sense. Sirius had been tutoring you in History of Magic for weeks; happily volunteering to the task when asked by Professor Binns. However, his sudden want to spend time with you outside of school wasn’t wholly understandable, and it did very little to help you curb your growing feelings for the long haired Marauder.

They weren’t the sort of feelings that crept up on you overnight; surprising you and leaving you breathless. No – these feelings had been there a long time, simmering away in the recesses of your mind where Sirius often featured as the main character of your daydreams. Not long after the start of your tutoring sessions did you come to see how easy it was to fall for the charms of the Marauder. His easy smile and his bright eyes; his charming personality and his sharp wit. All perfect contributors for a gut wrenching, heart clenching crush.

Two steins of butterbeer land on the table, snapping you out of your ponderings; foam splashing down the sides, creating a small puddle on the age old wooden table. Sirius swears lightly; rushing to grab napkins to sop up the mess before sitting down across from you, taking a large swig of his drink.

“What happened? You’re quieter now than before I left,” Sirius asks; a note of concern in his voice as he glances between you and the group of teenagers now watching you two. He furrows his eyebrows as you shake your head, refusing to answer. Instead, you focus your attention on the cinnamon stick poking out of your butterbeer. Sirius had bought the flavour on a whim; Madame Rosmerta wanting to try out her new festive flavour on the patron who visits her the most. How could Sirius say no to such an offer? Besides, Madame Rosmerta had let him stay late in the tavern when things at Hogwarts and things at home became too much. She kept an eye on him, and for that, he would happily and gratefully try out every new flavour of butterbeer she concocted.

Sirius reaches across the table; gently taking your hand in his. His thumb rubs across the back of your hand in such a comforting motion that tears burn the back of your throat as you shake your head. “You know,” He mumbles, head tilted to you, “Keeping it all in doesn’t help. You can tell me anything.”

You sigh, plucking the cinnamon stick from your drink and placing it on the napkin next to it. Shrugging your shoulders in what you hope is a nonchalant manner, you answer, “They were just rude to me, that’s all.”

Sirius’ frown deepens, “There’s no ‘that’s all’ about it – no-one should be rude to you full stop.”

You smile, flipping your hand to squeeze his fingers, “Thank you, but it’s fine, really.”

His frown loosens, and you know he doesn’t believe you. However, he doesn’t push, and he doesn’t let go of your hand, he keeps it in a tight hold as he takes a sip of his butterbeer, smacking his lips at the sugary taste of butterscotch and cinnamon.

“How are you feeling about the Gargoyle Strike of 1911 now?” He asks; wanting to get your mind off of whatever had brought your mood down.

You smile smally, sitting up in your seat, “A lot better now. I don’t know why I find History of Magic so hard.”

Sirius chuckles: a finger tapping the stein of his butterbeer, “We don’t have the most entertaining of teachers, love.”

“You’re right,” You snort, “Binns is a bit of a bore, isn’t he?”

Sirius leans back in his chair; eyes wide as he gasps dramatically. He drops your hand somewhat reluctantly to press it to his chest. “What’s this?” He all but shouts, “(Y/N) sneaking out of the castle and chatting shit about a teacher all in one night? Am I in a parallel universe or something?”

You laugh, flicking your cinnamon stick at him which he catches with ease. “Not in a parallel universe,” You reassure, shrugging, “Just the realisation that I can have fun sometimes.”

Sirius grins: smile wide and straight, white teeth on show as he realises the extent to which you’ve relaxed over your evening with him.

It isn’t long before butterbeers are finished and muffled yawns are leaving your mouth. You do your best to stay alert, but the sugar crash from the overly sweet drink is imminent. The evening had felt like something out of a dream; never in your wildest imagining did you think you would be spending a night outside of the castle with Sirius Black. You never imagined that he would be the one to make your heart feel like it is about to beat right out of your chest, yet he does.

Biting your lip, you begin to realise just how much you don’t want this evening to end. The very thought of turning away from him to return to your room has sadness pooling in your stomach. It dampens your mood and ruins your sugar high. It hits you all at once; the strength of your want to spend every evening with him. It knocks you breathless; eyes wide as you rake your gaze over the intent expression on Sirius’ face.

There is so much more he wants to say; so much more he wants to find out about you. He wants to know what makes you laugh, what makes you cry. He wants to know your favourite book and why; he wants to be the one to read to you from it, watching your reactions to moments you long knew were coming. He wants to be the one you do everything with, and it all starts with cinnamon flavoured butterbeer and bags of chocolate.

“Shall we head back?” Sirius asks, standing from his seat and waiting for you.

You nod silently, gathering your wits and steeling yourself for the bitter winter wind waiting for you.

You inhale sharply as the first gust of wind travels over your body. You long of nothing more than Sirius’ arm around your shoulders; the action he showed earlier that warmed you up better than any blanket and any fire could.

Walking back to the castle, neither of you bother with the secret tunnel under Honeyduke’s cellar. Instead, even though neither of you dare utter the words, the both of you don’t want the evening to end. Between you both, it felt like the start of something more. It felt like the start of a closer friendship and a deeper relationship, but neither were ready to confront the feelings that were quite obviously there.

Your hands brush repeatedly as you amble back to the castle. The sky has long since darkened, and the both of you know that the caretaker will be prowling the castle, searching for students out past curfew. However, as Sirius’ hand brushes yours, fingers reaching out for yours, the jolt of electricity sent up your arm has you not caring about the caretaker and the consequences or the weather that threatens a chest cold. All you care about as the turret of Gryffindor tower is illuminated by the moon is the teenager walking beside you, wondering what the future could possibly hold with him by your side.

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