i asked That Friend if he was serious about winter break bc i Gotta Know and he said that it depends on the conversation he has with his ex which is vague and idk what that's about but ive decided im not allowed to get my hopes up just in case 👍🏻
Some people have 'friends' that have other friends that you know they would choose before you. They're not even trying to ask you about anything, and again they always come up to you when no one over is around.
You're not even a second choice, because you're still misplaced in everyone's eyes..
does anyone have that one friend who probably 100% ships you and another friend
like yall are just sitting together and that friend goes “omg theyre on a date” so you flip them off but then you also kinda freak out inside cause you have like the biggest hopeless crush on that friend you’re shipped with
the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
if im able to see him this summer i am going to be so much more bold. i am going to PLAN to not cum for a few days beforehand so its easier for me to get worked up but also im so much more comfortable in my body and i can fake confidence easier because i know more what im doing than i did going in last time. have i been fantasizing about fucking him again? yes. is it because hes hot and i know hes down for it? also yes. is it also partially because hes the only experience i have? a third yes. regardless. i want to cover him in hickeys. i wanna frot tdicks with him. i want to suck his dick so bad. im insatiable.
i hate when people call marcille a girlfailure btw like SHE ISNT. and shes not a ”girlboss” either. this is a neurotic and Permanently On The Edge of a Breakdown overachiever late 20s virgin just out of her phd program with permanently shaky hands from an addiction to overly sugary coffee and a deep desire to be crushed to death under falins giant jugs no matter the cost. the only thing shes ever ”failed” at is going to theraphy