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2bloved · 1 year

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i caved and redownloaded crk a few days ago after seeing peppermint cookie finally being added and I was like. Omg ?!?!?! anyway I'm starting to redecorate my kingdom and i made a thing for my sugar gnomes ♥

since I did it for ovenbreak if u wanna add me I'm on the pure vanilla server and my ign is APPLEC0RE (probably will change soon, will edit if I do)

#derek.txt #its been barren for like.. a year after i removed everything (it used to be winter themed)#youd think my kingdom would look better since ive played since launch but.. nope! lul!#cookie run #cookie run kingdom #im a crk boomer.. i was here before the g/nshin fans attacked /SILLY /LIGHTHEARTED #i stopped playing around after the hollyberry update cuz i got stuck on the raspberry bossfight when that was still like #the hardest thing ever LOL #and also because i could only play on emulator and since. well. yea #but it can now kinda run on my phone!!! but even then its so difficult cuz like.. i have to restart the app #MULTIPLE times to do anything. like if i wanna battle the app crashes because i spent a wee second too long doing someghing else #idk why it does this?? if its a storage thing or just mu phone dying and being shit after hitting the mcdonalds pavement thing

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inkskinned · 2 months

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actually sometimes being neurodivergent is great bc you have a particular kind of Silly Mode that just . manifests glory. harmless fun is my precious side quest & i have a high score in whimsy. like okay if i gotta be the first dork in the dance pit it's gonna be me and this random toddler and we're gonna avril-style rock ouuuuttt

#i also like starting applause i'm really good at it and have a high score in it #i make entire groups cheer a lot. my friends are used to it . i am bolstered by so many of them being theatre kids #im like. let's celebrate! :) a guy did a thing well!!! :)#once we helped someone parallel park and it was SUCH a hard road to do it on #this is in boston. so death be upon drivers. also it was during st. anthony's feast. in the north end. iykyk #and we helped her get in there (one of my friends tbh stood in traffic for her)#and we cheered when she finally parked. she got out and she was crying and laughing and was like #''that was the hardest thing ive ever done ur so sweet''' and meanwhile we were PARTYING #just stone cold sober but like YEAH GIRL YOU DID THE HARD THING FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!#i've been bullied for so much lol i am immune to most insults at this point bc im like #girl when i was 12 i'd already heard every insult and good lord were they specific. just plain ''crazy'' aint it

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moonsart · 2 months

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Someone asked me for a tutorial on how I draw the biscuitbites (specifically their hair) so here it is!

#murder drones #serial designation n #uzi doorman #md n #md uzi #md #moon’s art #I'm unsure if my handwriting is clear or not rip #either way this isn't like very specific guidelines or anything #none of my previous murder drones art has ever had the exact same hair lol #ESPECIALLY for N he's the hardest #but still! hope it helps! most important thing is to have fun <3

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bisexualbuck · 2 years

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After 356 years and seven lifetimes… I still lead with my heart.

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[Image description: three gifs from Star Trek Deep Space Nine focusing on Jadzia Dax

Gif 1: Close-up of Jadzia in a TOS uniform, the background is red. Jadzia Dax is written at the bottom in a stylized manner

Gif 2: Various gifs of Jadzia. On the left there's a gif of her in her red wedding dress. On the right, there are two small gifs of her, in the first one she looks upset, but she is laughing in the second one. Below is a close-up of her blue eyes. The last gif is at the bottom and shows her sitting on the Captain's chair of the Defiant during combat.

Gif 3: two merged gifs of Jadzia. On the left, she is standing and smiling. On the right, she has her gaze down but looks up as she listens to what's being said to her. At the bottom of the gif, the following quote is written in a stylized manner: "If you want to know who you are, it's important to know who you've been"

/end image description]

#trekedit #startrekedit #jadziadaxedit #jadzia dax #ds9edit #star trek #ds9 #deep space nine #trekdaily #startrekdaily #tvedit #scifiedit #userfnuggi #my gifs #myedit #i can't tell you how many times i have made and remade this gifset #this is the hardest thing i've ever made #but i did it even if it's funky looking!#honestly i just needed to be done with it lol

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ladsofsorrow24 · 3 months

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MADK commission for quỳnh (@shinrinyokus)

commission link -> (x)

#madk #madk manga #ryo suzuri #madk fanart #artists on tumblr #commission art #commission open #ko fi commissions #ladsofsorrow24 #that's the best trachea i ever draw lol #reminds me of those 2 years drawing in biology class... pretty nostalgic #the wings are the hardest thing to draw though... took me like 3 days to finish it...#stylized art is not that easy man...#anyway... i'm happy with how it turned out... pretty cool for something made by me

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yuzukimist · 2 months

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A Brighter Path, created for the @fall-for-tolkien Scribbles & Drabbles 2024 event.

#my art #maeglin #glorfindel #lotr #silm #this was actually possibly the hardest thing i've ever sketched lol #something about positioning the faces i think

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welcome-to-roomba-fazbender · 4 months

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new game new required crossover.

"Why hello there! I'm charlie the cursed phone guy and welcome to roomba fazbenders!"

"where shitposts come to life, and you leave with the biggest headache of your life, also experience crossovers galore!"

"Hey, pal I think you stole something from me."

"I have no idea what your talking about..."

"uh huh sure thing... gosh your almost worse then Lloyd... ough, and thats an achievement he sucks ALOT."

#this was the hardest thing I've ever made holy shit #very proud of the gif regardless though!#even if it was for a dumb joke lol #charlie the phone guy #charlie the cursed phone guy #dsaf #dayshift at freddy's #classic verse #indigo park #rambley the raccoon #crossover #crossover moment

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sudanese · 18 hours

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being african with a traditional family is so hard when you’re a foodie. these people don’t like chili bc it’s “white people food” someone help me

#hardest thing i ever have to do is get my family to try new foods #they’re soooooo resistant to anything new it’s annoying at times #i make bomb ass food but the white food i make? they don’t like as much #in fact when i make chili they get upset lol #i get it though

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jaevy · 5 months

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your room was square

i once noticed from there

in your bed, as you slept

and i held my breath

everything had its own place

and i wondered what space would i take

in the order you kept

#in this drawing i wanted to use the song ‘Square’ by Mitski #personally i feel like this song is about being in love and trying far too hard to be the perfect lover that you are incapable of being #to me it’s like trying to see where you fit in that person’s life and not knowing where you belong in it #but then you’re still longing for that feeling of belonging there with them #so you self-destructively go to great lengths to ‘earn’ your place with them #i feel that the self-destructive behavior of trying to be that perfect lover just to ‘earn’ their love #is exactly the ‘burning’ that Mitski describes #it hurts trying to fit in but not quite succeeding again and again and again...#this is something that i think i relate to #trying far too hard to belong with someone who is 'only sometimes madly in love with me'#and says that i 'wouldn't be their first choice'#-that person kept switching between wanting me as a friend and a lover and now i am neither #and yet therein lies the problem: if i cared less and gave less effort #perhaps we could’ve worked things out without me trying too hard to “earn” their love #but why would i ever try to care less?#the situation was doomed from the start and i lost a friend in the process #i made this illustration to reflect that the best i could. I think the square motif was particularly obvious—#the canvas itself is a square and the illustration itself has to fit in a square box #everything else i drew would have to fit within this box to maintain the “order”#the colors are all some type of blue with not too much contrast except for the text eyes and teardrop on the figure #i wanted to keep contrast low within this illustration— everything should be “fitting in" after all #for the figure itself i wanted it to be clear that the figure is being forced into that square #its body’s being forced into that half of the box and even then its head is forced downwards #it’s clearly not fitting comfortably but it’s sure trying its hardest to #also also also!!! i wanted to do more angular shapes with this drawing because square and whatever lol :P #i don’t think i was particularly obvious in communicating that in the drawing though #but anyways i just wanted to draw to help process something that happened to me a while back :0 #i still think i love that person but just like how i don’t have a place in their life #i don’t think they have a place in mine and i think i’m starting to make peace with that :D #jaevyart

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demon-princess13 · 8 months

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anyways long story short take care of your bodies. don’t do copious amounts of hard drugs as a teenager. then proceed to get diagnosed with 4x genetic conditions that you’ve made significantly worse by doing said copious amounts of hard drugs as a teenager.

happy to be sober now and as healthy as i am ❤️ here for a good time not a long time babbyyyyyyyy

#photo of my tiny kitten as a tiny kitten for y’all #cause we all love baby pics #and seriously don’t do drugs lol #weed and hallucinogens?! so totally fine and rad #don’t touch anything else lol #was a hardcore addict from 13-21 #proud to have escaped it now #hardest thing I’ve ever done in my entire life was get clean #me #my media #so funny when people ask me how I stay so skinny like #babes I couldn’t gain weight if I tried #and I am trying

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katyspersonal · 5 months

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I have only two possible emotional responses to feeling really safe and warm talking with a new person:

1) Withdrawing from them almost instantly and rarely responding, even if against my wish or control, because of reflexive fear of attachment since usually everyone I felt safe with blocked me out of blue and revealed that all along I was giving them """red flags""" I didn't even know existed

2) Somehow not falling for withdrawing reflexively, but in turn the value of everyone else I know that does NOT make me feel safe (so, 95% of the people) sinks in my perception and now I have to struggle against a very strong wish to abandon everyone except The Person. Why waste time on anyone less than this?

#/vent #personal #lol I am so traumatized it is almost comedic xD #the hardest thing about paranoia is how everyone WILL take it personally!#'kat but how could you think I'd ever hurt you maliciously and intentionally after everything?'#dude it isn't personal #it is that every time I trusted someone in the end turned out I should not have #and they *all* seemed and acted like decent and compassionate people..#currently I am struggling with number 2 from the list.#tempted to softblock and cut off a lot of people because why? if new friend likes me?#and what stops me is knowing that when this new friend betrays me I'll NEED to fall back-#-on some people again.#I learned to be able to tell when things are too good to be true by now #if I feel safe with someone it is just a trick to leave me vulnerable.. it's all anyone wants of me

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dungeons-and-dragon-age · 5 months

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..and the romance comments keep coming 😔

#guys they. have not been dating for 3 years T-T #laya plays dragon age #i knew its like this lol but still. weird timing. why wouldnt they make em trigger after they get back together in act 3 #that would make way more sense #or in the case of comments on the breakup itself. why now. why put them in act 3 |'D #but yeah. the 'leaving was the hardest thing ive ever done' comment i imagine happens wayyy earlier #& liam Does Not take it well bc. well then why did you??? (<- hes still butthurt dont mind him)#and it rubs me the wrong way to think that anders would still be so schadenfroh about the breakup years later #at least not so. in their face. yk.#oc: liam hawke #since im rambling in tags again lol

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gemini-care-barr · 10 months

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Barry Allen or Hal Jordan comics for the rest of ur life who would u choose?

This is actually so hard, why would you do this to me hahaha 😭😭😭

It’s hard because, like, I LOVE Barry, he is my WORLD, everything I do REVOLVES around him. He’s truly my moon and stars. Just all the cliches you can think of and that’s only a minuscule representation of how I feel about him… BUT Hal’s stories and the entire Green Lantern mythos are so amazing and inspiring and have gotten me through SO MUCH. Plus his friendship with Barry and the ways that Barry plays into his stories are so important and huge and UGH 😭

And that’s not even getting into the super pragmatic response that delves into who has the better runs overall, the longer runs, the least amount of bad editorial decisions sullying their good name, and the better supporting cast…

Can I refuse to answer this?? Of course I can but that feels like such a cop out 😮‍💨

I’m having a mental breakdown AND THIS IS JUST THE FIRST QUESTION 😭

…Okay, so… full disclosure… I have no qualms saying that Hal’s Green Lantern comics (ESPECIALLY the entire Geoff Johns run) is far and away my FAVORITE superhero comic series of all time BUT that does NOT change the fact that Barry is ABSOLUTELY my favorite fictional character of ALL TIME.

So, with that being said… if the question is asking PURELY about past/current comics… I *may* have to say my answer is Hal Jordan comics 🥹 IF the question is including and/or focused on future comics (and let’s just say future comics at their absolute best, like maximum potential has been reached) then my answer is Barry Allen comics 😌

My cop out answer is a shared Barry Allen and Hal Jordan comic OR either of them with plenty of appearances from the other 😜

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draconic-absurdism · 2 years

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🦌💗 Sylvan the Reindeer Dog

Partial fursuit sold for Anthrocon 2022

#fursuit #fursuit friday #furry #clean furry #furry fandom #this is the first suit i ever sold! it was certainly not perfect but i learned a lot from it #in total though it was my fifth head! the previous ones were all practice or personal suits #i will be refurbing some of them to sell soon!#the hardest thing about selling fursuits is actually finding a good place to take photos lol #because you dont want anyones houses in the background for privacy purposes. but you dont want to be in too public a place either #so needless to say this isnt my house and these photos took a few tries to turn out well and the lighting is still pretty poor #because it was a cloudy day #but i think my photography improved a lot in my more recent suits which ill also be posting #deer #dog #reindeer #canine #cervine

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hecksupremechips · 6 months

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Honestly though I think it’s really a bad sign when I look at Shin Tsukimi and literally feel like he’s a self insert 😩

#the klock keeps ticking #yttd #i wanna replay yttd so bad but i also like Gotta play other stuff with the time i have akskks #but yeah the brainrot this specific character has given me idk if I ever really talked about it but it was BAD #i like obsessively played the game in like 3 days and it was not a good idea lol but just like shin #i had to take like a week to recover from this guy cuz i couldnt stop thinking about him and how hes just like me fr #first off just the very inconsistent personality hes got going on that is very me he has these different personalities he wears to cope with #all the traumatic shit happening hes both so helpless its comical and so manipulative its terrifying #and idk its really interesting how like good and bad he is at being manipulative like hes very smart and can analyze weaknesses and lie so #good not even he knows the truth but hes also grasping at straws he doesnt think things through at all #like the second main game he just didnt prepare at all hes fumbling his way through everything its going so bad #he just wants to go home he wants to outdo the game makers but hes being used by them so bad he wants it to STOP #and its just the way that like. it hits so hard cuz you know hes really not a bad person not at all he doesnt want any of this hes just #being horribly manipulated and doing whatever he can to survive but its also really scary how #well hes able to lie and manipulate and claw his way through but hes also weaker than a grade schooler #and you never forget that either and as much as he cheated his way through he still failed it was all just a cheap trick in the end #and all of this hits very hard like his personality is eerily similar to mine and just the way he thinks and acts #cuz im the same like im weak and a dweeb who likes funny cats but im also emotionally detached and observant and selfish #but where it hits the hardest is his relationship with midori like oooof that one was too real just like #the first person who was ever his friend was horribly abusive and treated him like a child and didnt respect any boundaries #and he just got sick pleasure out of seeing shin be upset and he was like. a groomer #and shin was fucking relieved when he died but also kept his scarf and adopted his personality to survive #and still goes by sou after ch2 and the scene that gets me the most is when shin ai is asked about his relationship with midori #and you can just SEE how horrified shin is because his deepest shame his abuse is being shared to everyone without his consent #and hes reliving it all in that moment and literally seeing who he used to be experiencing the abuse #he just curls into himself and like covers his ears and pulls his hair thats literally what i do AAAAAA #im just so grateful for the direction they took this character kokichi ouma wishes he was shin tsukimi so bad #and yeah just like damn. its scary how similar i am to shin like damn i really am going through it huh oof #I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I WILL DEFEND HIM WITH MY LIFE HE DID ALL OF THAT STUFF YOUR HONOR BUT LISTENNNN #have you considered that hes cute and smart and weird and maybe just needs friends who arent assholes

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hanzajesthanza · 21 days

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it's both a really good feeling and a really bad feeling to have the next three videos planned out and drafted, and the next four to six videos planned for after that...

like i'm glad to have a vision and all, but i'm staring down the barrel of a lot of work, and a path which i can't necessarily diverge from now

#IV #it feels episodic which i guess might be fun to watch!#this is kind of why i'd like to do one long video to get it all done with but that wouldn't allow me to be as detailed as i'd like to #what was supposed to be a quick interlude video has now evolved into a large video has now involved into three successive videos #that is going to be so much work but well it needs to be done and said and it's not gonna do itself #like there is a whole timeline of 'first this then that' which needs to happen IN ORDER #and it's annoying bc i'd like to do some videos on more specific topics but before i get these done i can't do those #because these topics are literally foundational to everything else i'll talk about ever #im just relieved that large video is done as i explained witcher's origins in fantastyka and why i dont like the netflix show LOL #because those things are probably the hardest to explain #everything else is like OK well we have a book series in front of us. read it lol

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