The Reason for Flowers
Pairing: Joel Miller x female reader
Word Count: 2,432
Summary: You love flowers and you love giving Joel flowers...he loves it too.
Author's Note: Just because I love flowers and Joel and the thought of him with flowers in his hair. Thank you all so much for reading! Much love always! ❤️❤️❤️Divider by the lovely @firefly-graphics thank you Daisy! 🥰
Warnings: soft sweetness, awkwardness on Joel's part, fluff, tension, pretty flowers
Pedro Pascal Character Masterlist
“Morning!” You sing song as you walk into the bar and see Tommy and Joel.
Tommy gives you a wide grin from behind the bar and Joel turns to look over his shoulder, his lips twitching with a ghost of a smile.
“Mornin’,” Tommy says. “Finished your walk?”
“Yep,” you answer. “And look what I found!”
You sit yourself next to Joel and lean over the bar, plucking one of the orange poppy’s you picked from the bundle and calling Tommy over.
He rests his elbows on the bar and waits while you tuck one of the flowers behind his ear.
“Isn’t the color amazing?” you sigh before taking another and sniffing it. “And it smells great too.”
You turn toward Joel and grab another stem, twirling it between your fingers with a silent question in your eyes.
He leans closer and you meet him halfway, gently pressing the bloom close to his nose. He inhales softly and closes his eyes.
“Does smell good,” he says quietly.
You smile and then tentatively reach up and rest the flower on his ear, adjusting it and then tucking some stray strands of hair behind it.
“There,” you say and meet his eyes.
“Thanks darlin’,” he murmurs.
You kiss his cheek, lingering a bit longer than necessary before turning to Tommy and handing him the rest of the bouquet of poppies.
“Give these to Maria for me,” you tell him. “I wasn’t sure if she’d be up yet.”
“That’s sweet, thank you,” Tommy says, taking the flowers and placing them in a cup from the bar.
“See you guys later,” you say with a wave.
Once you’re out of earshot, Tommy’s eyes land on Joel and his lips turn up into a mischievous smirk.
“She likes you,” Tommy states.
Joel glares. “And why the hell would you say that.”
“Really?” Tommy asks, his eyes darting to the flower.
“You got a flower too,” Joel counters with pursed lips.
“But not a kiss,” Tommy says.
“She was just being sweet,” Joel mumbles. “And that wasn’t a real kiss.”
“Whatever you say big brother.”
“Is it too early for a drink?” Joel asks as he rubs his palms over his face.
“Where are you off to?” Joel asks when you pass each other on the street.
“Just going for a walk,” you tell him. “Want to come?”
He rubs the back of his neck, studying you. “I would…but Tommy is expecting me.”
“It’s ok,” you assure him. “Maybe next time.”
“Yeah, I’d like that,” he says quietly.
You smile and walk off, turning around again when you feel the weight of his stare.
He immediately drops his head when you catch his eye, his feet shuffling and kicking up the sandy soil. You giggle to yourself and continue on, digging your teeth into your bottom lip to stop your smile.
With an armful of flowers, you walk back toward your house, slowing when you notice Joel sitting out on the porch with his guitar.
“Hey,” you say quietly.
He lifts his head and squints into the sun.
“Hi darlin’,” he answers.
“Mind if I sit?” you ask.
Without a word he shifts over on the edge of the porch.
“Do you like licorice?”
When he gives you a curious look you hold out one of the goldenrod flowers.
“Smell this,” you tell him.
He sets his guitar down and takes it from your fingers to give it a sniff, never taking his eyes off you.
“That really does smell like licorice,” he says.
“It’s not my favorite smell,” you explain, “but I love the yellow color.”
He gives you a lopsided smirk and pulls some of the small yellow petals between his fingers.
You take another stem and shorten it. Taking special care, brush his hair away from his forehead and then secure the flower behind his ear.
“I like this one,” you smile. “The bushy and wild petals match your hair.”
“What’re you sayin’ darlin’?”
His tone is playful, and you snort back a laugh, giving the flower one last adjustment.
“If you’re not busy tomorrow you should come with me.”
He nods and you lean in to kiss his cheek, this time, closer to the corner of his mouth. When you pull away you see his eyelashes flutter against his cheek.
“Well, well, well, look at you,” Tommy hums when he finds Joel at the old tool shed.
“All these tools are rusted,” Joel says, clearly disgruntled.
“I told you they were,” Tommy shoots back.
“What’re you smilin’ about then?”
“Nice flower.”
Joel instinctively reaches up to his ear, gently touching the soft flower still stuck there. He doesn’t bother responding.
“Did you get a kiss too?”
Joel just scoffs and continues searching through the old tools.
“Wonder how long it’s gonna take you to get your head outta your ass,” Tommy muses wryly as he saunters off.
The next morning when you open your door you’re greeted with more sunshine and a very uncertain looking Joel.
“Are you sure you want company?” he asks before even saying hello.
“Mornin’!” you chime happily then step into his space and kiss his cheek. “And yes. I’m sure.”
“Mornin’ darlin’,” he mumbles sheepishly.
He pops his knee out and sets his hands on his hips.
“I’m sure,” you say again when you see him standing there and hesitating. “Come on! We have flowers to pick!”
You walk in comfortable silence for some time, your fingers brushing every so often with the swing of your arms. Neither of you move away and when you catch sight of a canvas of purple blooms up ahead you entangle your fingers with his and pull him along.
“Oh, I think these are sticky geraniums!”
When you reach the spread of flowers you drop his hand and lean down to pick one.
“Yep!” you exclaim.
“Did you say sticky?” Joel asks.
You laugh and nod your head. “Yeah. There’s this sticky stuff on the petals that smells good and attracts insects, then they get stuck and the plant sort of digests them.”
Joel’s eyebrows shoot up. “Wow. How do you know all this?”
“I found some old books about the native plants in the area, and I read them. All.”
He tracks your every move as you bend down and pick several of the purple flowers.
“I’m not sure it’s safe for you to come out here all alone every day,” he says.
You walk closer to him and hold up the flowers.
“Are you going to come with me from now on?” you ask as you twirl a stem between your fingers.
He takes it from you and holds it up to his nose.
“Smells like pine,” he states. “I like that.”
“It reminds me of you. It’s one of my favorites.”
You watch as several emotions flit across his features, and he drags his gaze from you to study the delicate purple flower again.
Neither of you have noticed the gray clouds that now blanket the sky but when a strong wind picks up and blows a chill through the air you shiver and look up.
“Where did the sun go?” you ask as you clutch your flowers.
“We best get back darlin’,” he says.
“Yeah, I guess we should.”
You shiver again and he starts to unbutton his flannel, tugging it free of his shoulders before draping it over yours.
With a soft smile he looks you over.
“Thanks,” you whisper.
His hand reaches out for you, and he rests his splayed palm on your lower back. You wait, your breath caught in your throat, as he dips his head and presses his lips to your cheek.
“You’re welcome.”
You wrap yourself in the warm fabric and discreetly sniff the collar, deciding that as much as you love the geranium smell, his shirt is absolutely your favorite.
“Do you want your shirt back?” You ask when you reach the door to your house.
He stares, his gaze lingering on your face before sweeping down your body.
“You keep it for now. Looks like it’s gonna be a chilly day.”
After a slight pause of hesitation he says, “I uh…I would like some of the flowers though. If you don’t mind sharin’.”
With a bright smile you section off half of the geraniums and hand them to him.
“Not at all,” you whisper as you slowly wind your arms around his neck. “Thanks for coming with me.”
As you slide back down his body and onto your flat feet you brush your lips along his jaw, stopping just beside his mouth to press a soft kiss there.
You hold it, savoring the feel of his rough beard against your soft lips and the hint of the taste of his skin.
“Anytime darlin’,” he says when you finally pull away.
He waits until you’re inside and your door is shut and locked. You watch from the window as he walks down the street, flowers in hand, until he reaches his door, and the first drops of rain start to fall.
The rain doesn’t let up for the rest of the day but thankfully the next morning you wake to the warmth of sunshine spilling through the window.
You stretch out on the bed before snuggling back into the warmth of Joel’s shirt. Hopefully, he wouldn’t mind that you had slept in it, but it was just too comfortable and smelled too good.
Once you’re washed up and ready for the day you head downstairs to get breakfast before your morning walk. A knock on the door causes you to pause, the early hour making you cautious.
You peek out the window first and find Joel standing at your door. When you open it you’re greeted with broad shoulders and his gruff voice.
“Hi,” you say softly.
“Hi,” he says. “I hope I didn’t wake you.”
Your lips spread into a smile. “You didn’t. Just wasn’t sure who else would be out this early.”
He laughs nervously but then you watch his expression change as he realizes that you’re still wearing his shirt. His swallow is audible and his tongue darts out to trace the outline of his lips.
“I hope this is ok,” you say quickly, motioning to yourself. “I just sort of fell asleep last night. You can…”
He dips his head and runs a hand through his already mussed hair. You notice his other hand is hidden behind his back.
“I uh. I went out early this morning,” he blurts out, ignoring your comment about his shirt.
He doesn’t say anything more and instead reveals what he’s hiding. A bunch of large dark purple flowers cover his chest, and he smiles nervously.
“Are those…?” you ask with wide eyes.
“Petunias. Spellbound…at least I think they are. I checked one of the books but I’m not very good at any of this.”
“They’re gorgeous” you say excitedly, reaching for the stems.
He hands them to you, and you press the whole bunch to your face with a squeal of happiness. “And they smell so good!”
“They reminded me of you,” he says, almost too quietly for you to hear.
“I love them.”
He smiles and continues to stare.
“Do you want to come in? I want to put these in a vase.”
You turn and open your door, waiting for him to follow.
He waits quietly while you get a vase and add water, setting the flowers on the table.
“I can’t believe you found these Joel.”
“Hmm?”
“The flowers…”
“What about them?” he asks, clearly distracted.
“I just can’t believe you found them,” you say again with a raise of your brow. “You ok?”
His eyes drop and linger on your legs before slowly sliding back up to your face. When you softly call his name again he clears his throat, letting a rush of words slide past his lips.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Just tired…up early and all and someone in the town must have planted them and they took over the front of the house. There were a lot of flowers I think you’ll like. We can go there tomorrow.”
His clear awkwardness is endearing as he leans against the counter, strong arms crossed over his chest and his jaw tight, struggling to find the right words.
You take slow steps toward him until your chest brushes his forearms.
“We?” you ask with a smile.
He uncrosses his arms and rests his hands along the edge of the counter, gripping it tightly.
“I told you darlin;’ you can’t go out on your own. It’s too dangerous.”
“What about the days when it gets really cold,” you muse. “I like to go out even then.”
“You’ll need more of my shirts,” he says with a twitch of his lips.
“Don’t you need this one back?” you ask with a demure smile.
He doesn’t answer but you hear his breath hitch when you start to undo the top button. His breathing deepens with every inch of skin you reveal.
“I certainly don’t mind keeping it,” you say with the slight shrug of your shoulder. “I love having your smell on me.”
When you stop at the last button his eyes drop to your hands and he reaches for you, gently moving your fingers away and toying with the fabric.
He fumbles with the small button between his large fingers but finally pops it open, letting the material hang loosely at the sides. Only a sliver of your skin is exposed, and he slips his fingers between the space, light, and teasing.
His calloused fingertips move deliberately higher, parting the material and grazing your skin. You tremble and goosebumps spread along your arms.
His movements stop and his eyes lift to yours, holding your gaze as he closes the small distance between your bodies.
He continues to lightly graze your skin with his finger, never fully parting the material of the shirt, but inching higher until he traces the outline of your collarbone.
His hand slides behind your neck and his thumb brushes along your cheek. Your lips are parted, and his gaze drops as he moves his thumb to sweep it across their outline.
Lowering his head, his warm breath fans your cheek and his nose gently bumps yours, his lips hovering.
Your eyelashes lower and your hands reach up and find purchase on his shoulders.
“I’d like to return those kisses darlin’,” he murmurs against your lips.
His whispered name is like a prayer, and you cling to him harder, the soft press of his mouth stealing your breath.
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