#the motel is my personal fav

[nebulousbren]

Liminal spaces

[boywifesammy]

spn fic rec fest - 8

AUGUST 28 - episode codas

as before, i've tagged authors that have their tumblr public on their ao3. if you'd like me to remove the @, just lmk. @spnficrecfest for more info on the event.

034 - adrenaline by ani_coolgirl (@ani-coolgirl) 2x12 Nightshifter, Sam/Dean, 2k, E

Sam & Dean crash at a motel after the bank heist in Milwaukee, but they’re way too wired to sleep. i really had to restrain myself from putting every coda in the Every First Time series into this list :') the way ani writes the boys is perfect for episode codas/missing scenes because she just absolutely NAILS their characterization and tone of voice. i love how chaotic and desperate this fic is, it’s really like sam and dean are like two black holes collapsing into each other. very electric & sublime.

Hail, The Son by HandsAcrossTheSea 4x1 Lazarus Rising, Sam/Dean, 2k, E

When Dean comes back from hell, Sam’s buff & broody. With a little push from Dean, they rediscover the sexual relationship they had before. ok so this ones mostly on the list for being scorchingly hot and having one of my fav hell!headcanons, that sam&dean came back from hell with foreskin. dunno why but it has cemented in my brain and refuses to leave. its also so cozy seeing them find comfort in each other during really tough arcs like post-hell seasons, and this fic really exemplifies that <3

True Face by WetSammyWinchester (@wetsammywinchester) 12x11 Regarding Dean, Sam/Dean, 5k, E

Rowena can't undo Dean's amnesia curse. Sam deals with the aftermath. this fic is the perfect mix of angst with absolutely adorable wincest. its basically 5k of dean crushing hard on sam & being able to show it without inhibitions while sam has a mini freakout every time dean forgets who he is and finds their terrifying hunting gear lol <3 great fic

acid by goshen/applecrumbledore (@goshen-applecrumbledore) 11x17 Red Meat, Sam/Dean, 15k, E

Dean's romeo-juliet suicide attempt in red meat spurs Sam into starting a conversation about their codependency that Dean really does not want to have. ok so-- not TECHNICALLY a coda, because it veers away from red meat pretty quick, but i haven't recced one of goshen's fics in this fest yet and that's just plain wrong. the dahmer conversation in this is crazy and totally something sam serial-killer-junkie winchester would ramble about. i also loved the scene later on about sam pointing out how much they know about each other and how they’re basically synced up 24/7. i luv my codependent boys :3

Sometimes I Think It's A Sin by TatteredBurningWings/angelshotgun 4x22 Lucifer Rising, Sam/Dean, 3k, E

After accidentally freeing Lucifer, Sam is certain that Dean will want to kill him. He hopes that sex will put Dean in a better mood, at least. a voicemail fix it!!! this is my brand of angst, i cant explain it but i loveeeeee when characters feel that overwhelming sense of guilt & humiliation and push themself into doing whatever they can to appease the other person. this fic hits that little guilty-pleasure spot in my brain. plus its hurt with comfort and the ending is soft and a great ending to the scene ❤️

[thewriterg]

𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐳𝐳𝐳𝐬

pairing(s); Leon Kennedy x fem!reader, officer!leon x chief!reader

summary; there was a case that called for some of your best officers out of town and of course you had to bunk with one of your most hard headed recruits of them all leon kennedy —kinktober day; 24—

word count; 1.6k

warning(s); somnophilia, power kink?, reader is an iPad kid for like 5 min, abb riding, degrading, pet names, kisses, and language

A/n:—GIFs; @megamyceted & @eurodynamic— R4 is probably my fav game rn after Silent Hill & Mk1 🤸🏾‍♀️

“I called in for eight rooms there’s no reason there shouldn’t be eight rooms” You hissed at the Manager of the motel the officers giving the man pity from their position in the makeshift lobby travel bags in their hold or resting on your back and Leon whistled lowly to himself which his colleagues would assume was in relief that the heat was finally off himself for once in his career you were hard on him to say the least

He could admit that sometime he could be a little reckless on a case in the field and when he did instead of ripping him a new one like you did everyone else at their personal desks in front of everyone you called him into your office some said it was your way of showing mercy others say that they’d rather take the berating at their desk in front of everyone like usual then be with the ‘final boss’ alone but they all came to one thing to agree on

The blonde got it the worst

All of your officers were fairly new and inexperienced but your older ones knew better and if they fucked up god hellfire sounded like making a snow angel compared to your wrath and Leon wasn’t stupid by any means he knew you gave the rookies a little more leeway but you still didn’t shove a silver spoon up their mouths and it was appreciative disciplined care is what he would call it

“There’s been a problem with housing arrangements me and another person will have to share a room” The blonde was practically crossing his fingers at the opportunity begging mentally please please please choose him while the rest of them prayed to any god that was out there to block the offer coming their way and it was no sweat of the mans back if his competition dropped out the race god if he found your your private bereavement intimate sleeping in the same room as you would be a fucking honeymoon

“Kennedy you’re with me” You declared while he gave you a stoic nod in response even if his his face was warming up and his stomach dropping at the thought of having your attention, being in your presence something that was much more important and meaningful than the pity looks that he was getting from his coworkers was

He had an idea he was your favorite before but now it was written in stone

The ride on the elevator was stiff and foggy to say the least while you handed off room keys to each officer who got off at their assigned floor when needed until his skin was crawling as he tried not to glare at the last man other then himself standing Damon Davis

Leon cleared his throat causing the raven haired man to look at him but it wasn’t his attention he was trying to grasp attention he did not get causing him to repeat his actions causing you look up from you tablet stylus pen resides in your fingers paused from gliding over the screen

“Davis I have you your key are white blind” You questioned and the officer sighed before the responding to you that annoying smirk on his face that Leon just wanted to wipe off-

“I was thinking I would give blondie his own room, he hasn’t really had that hardship why start him now you know?” The pale blue eyed cut from ice man spoke his tone carrying sarcasm resting a toothpick in between his lips and before the blonde could open his mouth to reply you already beat him to it

“Listen Damon I know you’re a little illiterate so I’m going to break this down for you” You sighed letting out little puffs of air at a the situation before your focus goes back to your iPad your tech pen making faint thumps on the surface of the screen

“I’m chief, I’m lieutenant, I’m commanding officer, I’m boss, is that right? Right. So I make the rules I have the last word and I do remember saying Leon Kennedy you are with me tonight because there is a lack of room correct? Correct. The name Damon Davis did not come from my mouth and you’ve disrespected my orders and one of my officers! Do you think we deserve an apology Kennedy? I think we deserve a goddamn apology!”

Leon fought the smirk that tried and succeeded to etch its was on his face the way only looked up from your screen to ask him a rhetorical questioned that you answered yourself the red tinge on his face giving hold all the satisfaction he could need but the apology was definitely the icing on the cake

“I apologize LT, you too Kennedy” The arrogant asshole smell of him begins to leave so he’s finally able to drain his nostrils Damon gets off at the next floor it wasn’t his and it wasn’t yours yet he opted to take the stairs if it meant ignoring the newfound hostility of the the elevator

“Be prepared for weapons cleaning when get get back to base those guns be a good shinning” You called out his as the metal doors shut closed riding your way up higher and higher until you needed a key card to confine the best flood and Leon was surprised to say the least candles lit and rose petals spread throughout the rooms floor and just for a moment he let himself think-

“Couple canceled and it was the last room available ” you mumbled stepping over the teal candles that you were sure was a fire hazard dangerously close to the carpet your legs showing a slip of ankle after stretching

“Please take down those candles, making my head hurt” You weren’t dumb far from it, you had eyes the officer was adorable cute as a fucking button you also noted how he followed your every order and looked at you like you hind every star in the sky

Your eyes traced to the blonde while he positioned himself on his knees his navy blue khaki covered his ass positioned high in the air while he blows out the different rows of candles just like you’d asked him to you shifted your gaze as he lifted from his position on the ground headed to the bathroom with no words spoken the door shut with a ‘click’ behind you

💌💌💌💌

When you wake up in the middle of the night you expect it to be morning but the more you come to a conscious state the more you realize what the hell is actually happening there’s a continuous motion on your thigh and you tilt your head slightly shifting your eyes to see blonde strands of hair peekinginto your peripheral and you feel his face pressed into your back and his hips rotating and grinding against you leg the barricade of pillows holding none of their weight

“Please miss, oh f-fuck please” You can hear him whining and would be lying if the mutter didn’t go straight to you cunt your half asleep dazed state bringing you no luck until you rolled over quickly your bottom half pressed against Leon’s abs just above his v-line while he stared back at you with wide, sultry, eyes

“You’re more of a slut than I thought” You mutter and Leon fights himself to not buck his hips into you at the degradation yet he whines at the sight of you nothing but a cami and boy briefs protecting you from the cold while gusts of winds circulate throughout the room

“Put your hands behind your back… so god help me put your hands behind your fucking back!” You demand barking out orders when Leon pauses and he does it because he’d always do what his Lt wanted so with a slight sit up form crossing his wrist and placing them on the cold mattress before lying on them himself securing his position

“Think it’s okay to use people whore? How you’d like it if I used you hmm?” The blondes heart is pounding as you get off of him and he fights the urge to look at what you’re doing but he’s already in deep shit so he resigns against himself until suddenly you’re on top of him again but this time Leon can feel your heat pressed against his stomach and he groans at the warm embrace engulfing his upper half it’s heaven and hell all in one

“If you touch me I’ll leave you with blue balls” You hissed when he starts trying to grind into getting no where because no pressure was on his aching cock but he stops nonetheless while you begin rolling your hips against the hardness of his abs the firmness of it shooting sparks of pleasure from your belly to your shoulders which hunched while your palms spread out against his chest while the blonde angled his back to arch so his muscles were more prominent to you causing you to moan at the motion

“Oh fuck! S-shit” The look on your face had him awestruck like you created fire, sketched constellations, and sprinkled fairy dust around country’s he felt like he could cum in his pants just from listening to the sounds of pleasure slipping from you lips like honey

“Please miss, just let me help Lt plea-” The blonde whined and before he could complain more your cunt was sat on his mouth muffling his sentence until it died down on his throat while a tongue darted out hitting your bundle of nerves

It was the best way to shut him up

[destinygoldenstar]

☀️Everyone In The Final Four Has Cold Blood☀️ - Total Drama Viewer Reacts to Disventure Camp Season 1 Episode 12 “Trials & Trip-ulations ”

Heyo!

Y'all probably thought I dropped the show after last episode.

No. I was just busy with life. That's why this took awhile to come out.

Final Four. Home Stretch.

I think I only like one of the four. XD

But that's usually how it is with Total Drama. That's why I'm never really bothered with none of my favs being here. The only time I was actually bothered with it was in Total Drama Action, but like, the reason there was because Harold and Lindsay genuinely would've made for well written finalists, while all the other options were ASS. Beth was a very unlikeable floater who did nothing all season, Courtney was a ruthless villain so it was obvious she wouldn't win, Owen was a finalist last season and was only there to be a mole, and Duncan was... well, Duncan. I like Duncan as a character, but not as a finalist. At least with how it was handled in that season.

So I fully expect the villains of these things to make it far, and the messy characters to make it far because... it's Total DRAMA. It's not Total FRIENDSHIP. This ain't My Little Pony.

I CAME HERE FOR DRAMA, DAMMIT.

As long as I can understand what the writers are going for with their Final Fours, I don't really care about Elimination Order. That's not a factor of 'bad writing', at least for me. I only hate it when it's blatantly obvious the writers didn't know what they were doing with their choices.

I don't think that's the case here. I called Ellie. I called Fiore. I predicted that. Alec and Miriam are a SHOCK. I thought Alec was gonna be an early boot. And Miriam completely went under my radar. But I DEFINITELY do not hate that she's still here.

So yeah, I think Elimination Order is a pretty overrated criticism for Total Drama. That’s just my opinion.

So yeah... let's see what happens in this Penultimate Episode.

WAIT.

OMG.

LOOK.

THERE'S A HEART CARVING ON THE WALL❤️😭

Guys.

Guys.

Episode 10 is not canon. Okay? That was some leftover recycled content from the Beta that OddNations accidentally put in that playlist. That's Beta content. The remake is canon. That episode is not canon. It is not official. Tom and Jake are FINE. They're FINE. THEY WORKED THINGS OUT. THEY'RE OKAY. THEY'RE HAPPY TOGETHER AND WORKING THROUGH THEIR ISSUES TOGETHER. NOTHING HAPPENED BETWEEN THEM. THEY'RE AT THE MOTEL RIGHT NOW CUDDLING AND BEING HAPPY AND ORDERING CHINESE FOOD.

THEY ARE FINE. NOTHING HAPPENED. ALRIGHT?!?!?!?!

Goddammit, they're not even here anymore. What am I even saying?

But I swear to god, whether it's this season or Season 3. It better end with Jake and Tom getting that Chinese Date.

I will FLIP OUT if that's actually what happens.

"Is it food?"

"No, better, it's letters from home!"

"Oh. Eh."

XD

Honestly, I'm not surprised she had that reaction.

Whoever Fiore's parents are, um... they should be in jail. That's all I'll say.

MIRIAM IS A CAT PERSON?!

10/10. Best character. She better win.

Its probably not plausible, but you know, I can hope.

Oh...

Oh that's sad...

Her son has a pride pin. Wow. No wonder her and Jake got along.

"I got a letter from my dad saying how proud he is. And... three unpaid bills. If my father's letter didn't motivate me to win, this definitely will."

GIRL.

You ALMOST make me feel bad for you.

ALMOST. I'm still mad about the death threat you gave Jake.

"Wow. You're faster than I thought."

"I mostly skimmed it. Don't act like you don't do it too when you find a book boring."

Damn.

Her family life is THAT bad.

"You really hate them, don't you?"

"No, I'm just not interested. I'm sure it's from my parents, blaming themselves for my behaviors like there's really something wrong with me. Anyway, I don't care. In a few days I'll be a millionaire and I'll have several slaves to do whatever I want."

UM-

Um... I don't want to be THAT person Fiore, but...

There IS something wrong with you.

I'm sorry, but age doesn't convince me of anything. You are an awful, psychopathic human being, and you should be put behind bars.

"She opened her feelings about us... it turns out that maybe, by trying so many times to stay together, I've only been hurting her."

"I hate to say I told you so."

I mean that was always gonna happen, right?

I mean Alec isn't a character that interests ME personally, and that's a complete me thing. But from what we've heard, he MIGHT be a shit family guy.

Not as bad as Peter Griffin, but you know what I mean.

"Regardless of whether I win or not, I'll move when I get back. Away from my wife. I now realize that the love in our marriage was lost a long time ago."

That's probably a good idea.

I mean, I'm a lot younger than this man. I'm not married. And my current relationship is actually WONDERFUL THANK YOU VERY MUCH. So, I can't really comment on this cause I can't relate to it.

Good for him though... I guess...

"You know, if you want to pay those bills, we have to vote Alec out."

THANK YOU.

HOW MANY EPISODES DID THAT TAKE FOR YOU TO REALIZE THAT ALEC CAN'T BE TRUSTED?!

"Don't worry, no matter what, I'm not voting for you tonight."

That's gotta be a lie.

Miriam, you gotta avenge Tom and Jake. You can't spare her.

"We can try to flip Fiore to our side."

HOW 'BOUT NO?!

I JUST REALIZED MIRIAM'S THE ONLY TEAL TEAM CHARACTER LEFT.

The Merge started with, what, FIVE of them, and now in the Final Four there's only ONE?! THAT'S CRAZY

I mean Ellie swapped to Teal that one episode, but you know what I mean. She originated from Purple, so whether or not she counts is debatable.

"Today's challenge will be played in pairs."

Oh how lovely.

Miriam is screwed.

"The teams will be random."

Oh boy. Here we go.

WELL DAMN. MIRIAM IS SCREWED.

Goodbye to all the nice characters. Nice knowing all of ya.

A villain is winning this season.

"I'm stuck working with Alec... again."

At least you're FORCED to this time. I can accept that.

"You guys gotta cliff dive into the area below!"

TOTAL DRAMA REFERENCE.

THE MOST ICONIC FIRST CHALLENGE OF THAT SHOW EVER.

*Gets a... suggestive ad*

Okay. YouTube. Why? I-I can't even talk about that without getting flagged. Stop it.

An ad like that is allowed on YouTube, and yet people get demonetized for saying the F word.

Aaaaaaaannnnnnddd you both are gonna feel that in the morning.

Not as bad as what happened to Harold though.

AIN'T NO WAY

OH MY GOD

AIN'T NO WAY

That's awesome.

10/10 reference. Love that.

Oh come on Miriam. I thought you had good aim.

Imagine if there were sharks here like in the Total Drama one.

"This is the only time in my life I will gladly commit child murder."

I DID give Miriam slay pass, so you know, she's just using it.

Blame ME for the child abuse in this episode. I'm the one who gave her the slay pass.

Technically I gave it to Jake, but he's not here anymore and HE gave it to Miriam, so...

"UGH, how I hate that *BLEEP*"

Oh god...

I WILL say, the swearing is inconsistent in this show.

In Total Drama, ALL swearing is censored.

With the exception of the 'uncensored' version of the show, the version I watch, where they can say 'shut up' or 'crap' or 'boobies', which I would argue are not even that bad. ALL severe swearing of Total Drama is censored.

In this show, it's NOT all censored. They've said stuff like 'asshole' 'shit' 'goddamn' 'bitch' and even 'fuck' a couple times. Very casually mind you. And like, anyone who's been in middle school can get used to that language so it doesn't mind me. (I actually don't use that language out loud in real life, it's just text that I have no problem using it.) But then you have Grett's F bomb censored in her elimination, and you have this being censored.

I get it, YouTube, pain in the ass regulations. But it's because of that a moment like this does not hit NEARLY as hard as, say, Lindsay cussing out Heather.

Yes her swearing is censored, but that's also what makes it catch you off guard, it's funnier, and it's EASILY one of the most iconic moments of the entire show.

I'm just saying, if you're gonna swear, SWEAR.

If you're not gonna swear, at least make the censorship consistent.

(Digital Circus is a WONDERFUL example of how to do this right)

OH GOD THAT WAS A HEAD SLAM

I want to say I feel bad for the six year old getting abused, but...

I don't.

"I'm not saying I called it, but Trevor, you owe me five dollars."

That's ANOTHER Total Drama reference.

In their penultimate episode of the first season, Chris and Chef made a bet on who would barf first from the dares the campers were doing.

That's a smaller detail people probably don't remember. But I DID.

I'm not a Total Drama expert. I don't know everything about this show. BUT. I DARE YOU to tell me with a straight face, brutally honest, that you legit found THIS reference to TD on your first viewing of this episode.

YOU PROBABLY DIDN'T.

I AM AN ACE AT THE TOTAL DRAMA KNOWLEDGE TEST.

YES I AM CURRENTLY BRAGGING, WHAT'RE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT?!

*Patreons*

We're not even halfway through the episode, holy shit we are in for it with this one.

Oh the cafeteria is built! Wow!

They're definitely using this in Season 2.

(You guys want me to watch Season 2? Cause I can do that)

"Do you think she could be persuaded?"

Uh, how do I put that? You betrayed her, say, THREE TIMES?

That's a no.

"Of course. It'd be easier to beat a little girl like you than Miriam in the finale."

"TCH. THANKS DUDE. THAT REALLY MAKES ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF."

Fiore, you're worse than an old lady, how does that feel?

"Ellie, you have to stop winning these challenges."

"Uh... thanks, I'll just throw I guess."

"If you win, you'll go straight to the final with Alec. Think about your chances of winning against him versus with me or Fiore."

Yeah, that's a really good point...

Miriam's still gonna beat your ass in the finale, but still.

She's gonna slay Ellie SO HARD and it's gonna be SO EMBARASSING.

"I don't think she wants to go to the final with Alec knowing that she will lose."

Yeah.

I'm telling you, Fiore does not give a SHIT about Alec. She'll ditch him in a heartbeat.

I say that like I didn't see last episode...

Maybe she does care. But she'll still ditch him.

"I promise."

*Oreo ad*

I guess they're sharing Oreos with this promise.

W-what?

What am I watching right now??

"No Trevor that's not dancing you're having a seizure."

XD

"But dancing is a great way to relieve some stress and to have some fun, according to my horoscope it's the best way to express your feelings!"

Honestly, facts, as someone who uses Just Dance to workout.

That won Trevor some points for me.

"We spent years trying to have our own reality show and now our dream is finally a-a reality haha, see what I did there?"

Is this trying to make me care about these hosts?

It's too little too late, but I'll take it.

"No more wildlife so we can film in different areas without the activists getting all up in a bunch."

YOU ARE MURDERERS. I DO NOT FORGIVE YOU.

Even CHIRS MCLEAN, THE FATHER OF ALL SOCIOPATHIC HOSTS, ISN'T A MURDERER.

Though he has attempted multiple times.

"Dude, we've already lost three cameramen to the grizzly bears alone."

Is there REALLY no other solution to your problem?

FENCES? ZOOS? Anything??

"WE don't need to do it. Jensen will."

OH THAT MAKES A DIFFERENCE.

Oh fire making. That's a Survivor thing, right?

I'm surprised Total Drama didn't do this.

I guess this sabotage is allowed. Okay.

I've seen worse cases in Total Drama, I guess.

Fiore just keeps getting SLAMMED.

And I do not feel bad for her AT ALL.

SHE JUST THROWS THE CHILD XD

Miriam, you are AWESOME.

"That hurt!"

"We won!"

Miriam is cold blooded, OMG

EVERYONE in this Final Four is cold blooded.

Oh it's that sound effect...

Should I put the 'Keep Reading' label here then????

I'm gonna do it.

"You and I can also work together to become the final two after that."

GODDAMN. MIRIAM, YOU'RE COLD.

Okay, this is DEFINATELY a Survivor thing.

"You cannot grab the top with your hands and your feet must be on the line."

Oh. Okay. I was gonna say 'just wrap your feet around the pole' but you can't do that.

"Sounds easy."

"For you, yes, cause you're small."

But she's a child, wouldn't that make her less capable of endurance than Ellie and Alec?

How are you already slipping? We just started!

I say that like I would do better. I probably wouldn't.

NO MIRIAM

"You're much lighter than me. Do you think you can last longer?"

Oh you're not slipping and trusting Ellie, are you?

You're a dumbass.

"But unfortunately, I can't have us winning this."

YOU DUMBASS.

Does Ellie have my forgiveness for this???

Um...

That's a debate. First you apologize for the death threat. THEN we'll talk.

"What if they can't agree?"

"In that case, you and Ellie would go to one last challenge to decide who gets eliminated."

Oh really?

Is that what we're gonna do?

...or is Fiore gonna ditch Alec's ass? Did I call it?

"I choose Ellie. And I won't change my mind."

Okay.

"Well... I..."

Moment of truth.

She's gonna ditch him.

"Alec... I really liked you, and that's dangerous, because feelings are for weak people."

OH.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH.

"I vote to take Ellie to the final."

I. FUCKING. CALLED IT.

😂

GET FUCKED, ALEC!!!!! GET! FUCKED!!!!!

"But after all I've done?! I protected you this whole game! I helped you win the zombie apocalypse challenge, saved your life in the cave, covered up your plans so no one would suspect you're a PSYCHOPATH, and you STILL eliminate me?!"

THAT'S ON YOU, YOU DUMBASS.

WHY WOULD YOU TRUST HER?!?! SHE'S A PSYCHOPATH! YOU KNEW THIS. YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN IT COMING.

"Yes, thanks for all that, but I don't need you anymore."

👏😂👏

SHE DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU.

WHAT DID I SAY?!

Yeah, she cares about literally nobody.

She WILL ditch these guys on the bus the moment she has the chance.

And she's gonna show no remorse doing it.

And when that happens I'm gonna be HOWLING.

WELL HERE I AM.

SHE DITCHED HIM, NO REMORSE, AND I AM HOWLING.

AWOOOOOOOOOOOO

I CALLED THIS.

"Oh come on Alec, out of everybody, you're the last one who should be talking about feeling betrayed."

GET. HIS. ASS.

"This doesn't concern you. Keep it to yourself, Ellie."

You betrayed her three times. She DOES get a right to say that!

See, THIS is a good moment of Ellie ROASTING someone who fucking DESERVES IT.

"Your parents were right about you. You are a mistake."

"Oh. I know. And I don't care. Oh, and I bet you'd know a lot about making mistakes."

AWOOOOOOOOOOOO

I do not feel bad for Alec at all. Let's be real. HE DESERVED THIS.

YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE PUT YOUR FATE IN THE HANDS OF THIS PSYCHOPATHIC CHILD. THAT IS ON YOU.

GOODBYE, SIR.

🎉FINAL THREE!!!🎉

We're really going the TD Reboot route with this, huh?

It's an ALL WOMEN finale, too! That is a TREAT.

Total Drama never had an all women finale. They had ONE finale with both finalists being boys, i.e Revenge of the Island. But NO all women finale.

Okay, that was the episode.

GOOD LORD, THAT ENDING FELT GOOD.

I'm sorry, but after FOUR eliminations with three of them being my favs and the previous two eliminations BREAKING ME and DEPRESSING ME respectively, I NEEDED THIS.

I NEEDED A BOOT THAT WAS STRAIGHT UP SATISFYING.

I don't hate Alec or anything, he's just not one of my favs. I feel like I've reacted to his scenes the least of the Merge characters.

I think my take on his is Objective vs Subjective.

Objective he's a good character with a somewhat compelling character motive of his family, and a nice dynamic with Fiore. Plus he's one of the few characters to not be so overdramatic. So I can see how that would appeal to some people. (Idk how many Alec Stans there are)

Subjectively I just don't find him as interesting as some of the others. One reason being I can't relate to his story and struggles, which is completely personal as I've never been through any of that. Second, I'm just personally more invested in characters with more emotional range to them. In Total Drama, I expect characters to be, well, full of drama. So the messier more dramatic characters catch my eye more than someone who stays away from a lot of the drama.

But I can also see how people who hate the drama would like Alec. (Why you watching Total DRAMA if you hate drama then? Not shaming, just asking)

He's a nice character. But for me, he's a dirty backstabber, he's an assistant to a psychopath, he's implied to be horrible to his family, so yeah, FUCK HIM, GOODBYE.

Next episode is the finale, so we're almost done with the season! Yay!

Ellie and Fiore, I called as finalists since the Merge.

Fiore's the villain, so of course she'd be a threat in the finale.

I would maybe have considered the idea of her being fourth like what the TD Reboot did. BUT the TD Reboot had another character that was willing to play dirty in Julia's place, and Alec's got NOTHING on Bowie, sorry not sorry. (Bowie's my favorite TD Reboot character)

Ellie, I called since the Merge. Compelling motive to want to win. She had Gwen energy. Well, Gwen energy but much dirtier with some of her tactics. Some tactics I hate, but that's subjective. I can see her winning, honestly. I said this before. She screams 'winner' energy.

Miriam is a SHOCK. I... WOW.

I never hated Miriam, but she definitely grew on me after Episode 5. I see Ellie winning but I'm personally on Miriam's side. She's just a sweet, sassy, capable, and wholesome lady with some great dynamics with other characters.

Idk why, but Miriam never screamed 'finalist' for me. She was always under my radar in terms of the thought of 'who could win this'.

BUT, I will say, I DEFINATELY DO NOT HATE THIS.

Miriam is a good finalist choice.

Anyway, idk if this will get any attention because of the Season 3 finale, but hey, I can continue these if you guys seem interested and entertained by them.

[quinnysnursery]

Who’s scruff??

scuff was jake's roomate!! he made a few videos with jake and johnnie (my personal fav being the staying at the worst rated motel) and he made a song with both jake and johnnie called yellow red october!!

he was also in some of johnnie's videos (my personal fav being my roomates tattooed me), but eventually he moved out and to another state! not sure if they're still friends or not but he seemed pretty chill

idk much about him though so if he's problematic don't cancel me

[conanssummerchild]

my ao3 :D

my fics:

(They told me) all of my cages were mental: 5 chapters, 10k words. basically mike gets vecnad and doesnt tell anyone, me personally i think this one is kinda cringe and doesnt make much sense (it was my first ever published fic) but its my most succesful one so ig it cant be all that bad lol [TW SUICIDAL THOUGHTS]

I'll tell you all the times that I wished that I could die: 1k words. lucas finds out about what happened that day at the quarry and confronts mike about it. this is just a silly little fic dont take it too seriously lol [TW SUICIDAL THOUGHTS]

I hit my peak at seven: 3k words. will comes out to the party and it sends mike into a gay crisis. ('not everything is about mi-' yes. yes it is. /j)

Now that I see your brother as my brother (is it enough?): 5k words. they stop at a motel on the way to nina and jonathan finds out some things about mike. this one might be my fav fic yet [TW SELF HARM]

Are 'friends' electric?: 6 chapters, 5k words. 5 times mike hates kissing + 1 time he doesnt. the fact that theres actually 5 onscreen kisses is kinda funny its like the duffers WANTED someone to make a 5+1 fic

it's been so long but if you ever think you've got it wrong (i'm right where you left me): 768 words. mike tells his kids a story about someone who didnt get a happy ever after

You don't really wanna hear the truth, do you?: 1 chapter, 882 words [in progress]. this is abt mike and karens s1 talk, ngl idk wtf this fic is going or wtf im doing w/ my life. not a safe space for karen wheeler lovers sorry

[dykejugheadjones]

phoebe, she/her, i watch good movies and shitty tv shows, love love love music!

i am currently obsessed with supernatural!! die hard sam girl and dean crit. currently on s14..

i do NOT ship destiel.. nor do i like the ship that much. i tolerate it i guess?

hate hate hate hate season 8 and most of season twelve. i love rowena & kevin <3

other shows i like are american horror story, riverdale, eva, the oc, buffy and most shitty tv shows, also currently watching aot

i love horror movies, particularly texas chainsaw massacre, the exorcist, scream movies, saw movies, X trilogy and etc

i also like movies in general, personal favs are donnie darko, taxi driver & the royal tenebaums

i occasionally write supernatural fic but tend to write more about my ocs. i also do amv edit things of sam.

i love reading books and i read a lot! mainly 20th century american novels i guess

i like a bunch of music but mainly Ethel cain, nirvana, alex g, Hole, the smiths and creepy music from the 1930s

fav ethel cains are two children in a motel (demo), crush, Golden age, inbred, unpunishable, strangers, a house in Nebraska and dog days

mainly listen to ethel and grunge i guess

listening to:

» [two children in a motel] - ethel cain «

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[foggy2109]

Analysing A&W because its my fav LDR song

Also this is my first ever post so idk wtf im doing lol

Also also tw for: rape ig and other mature and generally sad topics

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Lana has this special ability where her lyrics seem to be from both the first and third person at the same time. Her descriptions are specific, but not obvious, it creates this unique duality in a way. And its what i love most abt her writing. Its so specific, but not obvious.

Part 1 (American Whore):

“I haven't done a cartwheel since i was nine”

Lana starts of the song by commenting on the premature loss of innocence in young girls (loss of innocence is a big theme throughout the song, just in different ways). Doing cartwheels is just kids being kids and goofing off, so by lana saying she hasn’t done one since she was nine (which i don’t think is necessarily meant in a literal sense), she’s saying that maybe she had to grow up too fast. Which is a very common experience among young girls (the whole ”girls mature faster than boys” thing).

There could also be a far more sinister ig connotation in that line, with girls especially being sexualized from a very young age. Themes of sexualization, esp of women, are present throughout the whole song, so it wouldn’t surprise me if that’s what she meant.

"I haven't seen my mother in a long, long time"

This can be linked to the loss of innocence thing. The absence of a mother figure probably leads to feelings if abandonment and such, which could lead people to look to external sources, like men to fill that void.

"I mean, look at me, look at the length of my hair"

"My face, the shape of my body"

"Do you really think I give a damn what I do"

"After years of just hearing them talking?"

This, i think, is obvious abt the focus society places on womens appearance. This obsession with looks overshadows everything else in a way (lana also talks abt this in black bathing suit, another incredible song).

"I say I live in Rosemead"

"Really, I'm at the Ramada"

"It doesn't really matter"

"Doesn't really, really matter"

More LA references lol (very typical of lana). So from what i know, rosemead is a nice, smaller neighborhood in la, while ramada is a chain of budget hotels. So, she says she is in this nice neighborhood when really she's hooking up with people in a motel. I love the way she says it doesn't matter, when you can clearly tell through the song that it does matter, and it does effect her.

"Call him up, come into my bedroom"

"Ended up, we fuck on the hotel floor"

"It's not about havin' someone to love me anymore"

This feels like sex as a coping mechanism (in the same way gods and monsters does). It also delves into the loss of innocence from the very first line, exept instead of loosing childhood innocence its where sex has transitioned from being an intimate act between two people who love each other vety very much into just an addiction or coping mechanism (also could tie back to ocean blvd with the “fuck me to death” line).

"This is the experience of bein' an American whore"

"Called up one drunk, called up another"

"Forensic Files wasn't on"

Forensic files is a true crime show i think (i haven't watched it). I get the sense from this that she knows what she is doing is self-destructive and dangerous; she has self-awareness, yet continues down this path. Unlike in “gods and monsters,” she’s not even in denial anymore, she’s not telling herself that “this is what she really wants.” Which i think is even sadder, like there is no delusion, she consciously doing this FULLY aware that its bad and dangerous.

Like this is not casual sex for fun.

"Watching Teenage Diary of a Girl"

"Wondering what went wrong"

"I'm a princess, I'm divisive"

The princess reference is juxtaposed to being divisive; to be perfect and passive yet also judged and divided.

I dont really know what “teenage diary of a girl.” Apparently its abt a girl starting a relationship with her mum’s boyfriend (??). I can only imagine this is supposed to abt the mother line from the begging.

"Ask me why, why, why I'm like this"

"Maybe I'm just kinda like this"

"I don't know, maybe I just like this"

It's clear why she is like this; society. The way society treats women, or "whores," the way society treats young girls, and the way society has treated lana specifically.

They judge womens bodies until they end up seeking validation from men, then judge them even more for being whores. Like it's crazy.

The "Maybe I'm just kinda like this ... I don't know, maybe I just like this" are probably the saddest lines in the whole song.

"I say I live in Rosemead"

"Really, I'm at the Ramada"

"It doesn't really matter"

"Doesn't really, really matter"

"Call him up, he comes over again"

"Yeah, I know I'm over my head, but, oh"

"It's not about havin' someone to love me anymore"

"No, this is the experience of bein' an American whore"

"I mean, look at my hair"

"Look at the length of it and the shape of my body"

"If I told you that I was raped"

"Do you really think that anybody would think I didn't ask for it?"

"I didn't ask for it"

Lana contrasts being raped with the fact that she enjoys casual sex. People see a “whore” and just assume they asked for it. After being sexually abused, the guilt and shame can be immense. You can feel dirty, and the world will call you a whore because of it.

Sex addiction is often a response to sexual abuse.

"I won't testify, I already fucked up my story"

This is def commentary on society’s ingrained misogyny and rape culture. The "didn’t testify, already fucked up my story" makes me think of the perfect/imperfect victim concept.

"On top of this, so many other things you can't believe"

The "can’t believe" bit also makes me think of how dismissive society is to women who come forward (like when the 97% figures were going around and a lot if men dismissed, or refused to acknowledge it).

"Did you know a singer can still be"

"Lookin' like a side piece at thirty-three?"

Women's value is often tied to youth and beauty. Despite being a successful singer, lana can still be reduced to just a "side piece." Society views her as past her prime.

When she's a side piece, she's having sex, but not a real, true emotional connection. As she's already stated, she doesn't care about "love" anymore, which is a really dark, and scary place to be mentally. She has given up on being valued for anything other than just her body (also loosing innocence in what “love” is).

"God's a charlatan, don't look back, babe"

"Puts the shower on while he calls me"

"Slips out the back door to talk to me"

These lines are obviously about how this man is hiding his relationship with lana from whoever he is actually with.

"I'm invisible, look how you hold me"

"I'm invisible, I'm invisible"

"I'm a ghost now, look how you hold me now"

Despite their apparent physical closeness, she feels invisible and unseen in their relationship.

The more she is giving into these loveless relatioships the more she's disappearing in a way. This was also the theme in the song "How to Dissapear" of NFR.

This whole section also taps into the complicated-ness of being the “other woman” or “side piece” in a relationship. This part of the song forces us to confront this moral ambiguity.

Part 2 (Jimmy):

This part of the song, with the production feels like Lana playing up the part of the "whore."

"It's not about havin' someone to love me anymore (oh, okay)"

"No, this is the experience of bein' an American whore"

"It's not about havin' someone to love me anymore"

"No, this is the experience of bein' an American whore"

"This is the experience of bein' an American whore"

"This is the experience of bein' an American whore"

"Jimmy, Jimmy, cocoa puff, Jimmy, Jimmy ride"

"Jimmy, Jimmy, cocoa puff, Jimmy, get me high (oh, my God)"

"Love me, if you love enough, you can be my light"

"Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high"

According to genius: “Her delivery of these lines interpolates the 1959 song “Shimmy Shimmy KO KO Bop” which is about a man being entranced by an exotic woman (and her dancing). This is most likely meant as innuendo given the sexual themes that are discussed in “A&W.”

It’s also apparently an old children’s clapp-along game, which takes us back to the very beginning of the song, with the loss of innocence, and the sexualization of young girls.

I think jimmy just represents all these men who she's hooking up with (could also be a tie back to ultraviolence). Also a “coacoa puff is a cigarette laced with cocaine lol.

"Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high"

"Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high"

"Jimmy only love me when he wanna get high"

"Your mom called, I told her you're fucking up big time"

The repetition of Jimmy only loving her when he wants to get high shows that these relationships are transactional in nature and devoid of real affection or connection.

After this part, in the rest of the song, lana's voice goes in and out, it becomes distorted, and the beat becomes heavier. Maybe it's the drugs, or maybe it's meant to represent her giving up.

We know from earlier in the song that she knows this is bad for her so... maybe this is her way of ignoring how bad it actually is, just giving into it.

[bunniefckhole]

fav song? fav book? fav singer and band? fav tv show? fav colour? fav food? fav pass time? weirdest fantasy? do you prefer fems or mascs? most embarrassing memory? dream holiday destination? favourite app? fav life lesson? wildest thing you did in college? if you could switch lives with anyone for a day who would it be? what do you look for in a partner?

Sorry for the overload of questions!! you just seem so fun to talk to so i’ve sent a bunch of questions :)) x

thank you for all the questions anon and don’t be sorry i love to yap so im happy to answer them <3 these questions are lovely seriously

my fav song rn is Nat-West-Barclays-Midlands-Lloyds by Manic Street Preachers but it changes all the time

my fav book is The Girl With All the Gifts by M. R. Carey

my fav band is prob hole. in terms of solo artists i like annie dirusso and lingua ignota a lot.

my fav tv show is hannibal

my fav color is lavender

my fav food is coconut korma

my fav pastime is probably cooking or creative writing or swimming or something idk i have a lot of hobbies

my weirdest fantasy beyond the incel one i told y’all about comes from a dream i had a couple weeks ago in which a hot friend of mine had me join her in a gig as stress relief at a motel for bands on the road to dump cum into

i have a slight preference for mascs but i love a fem ! i’m a pretty equal opportunity hoe

my most embarrassing memory is the time i dove into a pool and my bikini bottoms fell off in front of everyone ://// (and before you say it’s sexy i was like ten. very not sexy.)

my dream holiday destination is morocco but if i didn’t have to cover my hair

my fav app is pinterest bc im a basic b at heart

the best life lesson i’ve learned so far is it’s a waste of time trying to control something over which you have no control. if you can’t control it, let it go.

the wildest thing i did in college was probably the time i flashed the crowd at a football game. or the time i kissed everyone at this one house party bc it was my birthday. or the time i danced on every single guy in this group when i was in ireland bc they said they all liked me. or the time i fucked two different pairs of roommates. or the time i threw a party in a parking garage. or the party i threw in an abandoned house. eh. i’m kinda bonkers as a person i guess.

if i could switch lives with anyone for a day it would be a rich man of some kind so i could transfer some cash into my own bank account and know what it’s like to have a dick and also be treated like a man. i’d jerk off and then go running at night.

something that almost always without fail makes me like someone is if they have a weird idiosyncratic hobby they love. like a guy told me he built his own guitar and i immediately wanted to marry him even tho he was ugly. beyond that i want a partner with whom i can have fun. someone who is more chill than me bc i can be high strung. someone who can think outside the box and is capable of changing their mind.

thanks again anon <333

[quackle]

I thought that person would win the season after saw last episode. But they did have a good arc though and might be one of more likable people at this point.

disventure camp all stars spoilers under cut!!:

i ALSO thought grett was a guaranteed finalist since this season first began. she had the type of arc that would carry on so well to the finale. seeing her at the start struggling inside her relationship with yul + her slight lack of self confidence, to seeing her now, more independent and "like her old self," yet still so different from past grett, just screamed finalist to me.

so seeing a leaked picture of her eliminated right after i clocked out on a tuesday afternoon on the top of my feed on twitter dot com was... shocking for me, to say the least. and seeing it unfold now was even more shocking.

BUT... i DO understand what ally did, working together with jake for once to get one of the strongest competitors out of the game. to ally, taking out grett was best for her own gameplay. i know others disagree with ally's choice—hell, i somewhat disagree too (though that might be my "grett was supposed to win" bias taking over)—but like grett said, she would have DEMOLISHED these remaining contestants in that finale. grett wasn't just "some safe, guaranteed way for ally to get a spot in the finale." grett was a picture clear threat, trying to appeal to all sides in the game so she can breeze on by and get that win while everyone else fumbled. and i full heartedly believe grett would have won! look at this queen!

overall, i did enjoy grett's arc in this season a lot and im excited to see bits of her in the motel ep coming up soon. i feel her character is more fleshed out + i was so happy seeing her later in the merge interact with riya, ally, and especially gabby.

(but in another life, my politest fav would have won... i'll miss you queen </3 )

[megsforpresident]

K. - Eddie Munson X fem! CorrodedCoffinBassPlayer/Singer!Reader

Summary: Basically, great concert at the Hideout, reader surprised the rest of the band with some original lyrics, Eddie then gets jealous of flirty steve and has a full break down before asking reader to be his girl.

Content: songwritter!reader, jealous!Eddie, no strings attached relationship, flirty steve, "king" Steve atitude, tipsy caracters

Word count: around 3k

Warnings: Mentions of sex, under age drinking (Dustin has one beer), jealous Eddie and Steve, mental break down, self-deprecating talk, violence, kind of self harm (?).

A/N: Hi pretty people!

okay i was listening to cigarettes after sex (go check them out!) and i thought K. (my fav song), would be such a cute song to write for Eddie, not that he would be a absolutely fan of it since is kind of slow but i think he would like it and that's how this came up. The lyrics in the chorus go "Kristen", but i changed them to Listen. It just makes more sense I'd say.

it's pretty fluffly, but if this gets 25 notes I'll right a part 2 full of smut.

if it gets 70 notes, I'll make this a small series. things like, how they met, when their relationship started, and any of your requests. i feel like there's a lot more to break out of readers personality and i would love to write it!

anyway, here, the things in red are lyrics and the one in italic and bold are like memories.

hope you enjoy this, see you on the other side!

"Thank you everybody!" You screamed to your mic as Gareth finished on the drums. "We are Corroded Coffin!" 

You waved at the small audience you had at the hideout  before you ran off stage with the rest of the band. Once you got out, you reached for your bag, getting the sheets out. 

Originally, it was only a chance that you would actually get the courage to play it, but seeing how the concert had gone and how familiar you were with being on stage, you just had to. 

"Okay, you guys, one last song." You told the rest of the band. 

"What?" Gareth asked. 

"We did all the songs on the set list." Eddie said, opening a beer. 

"I wrote this one." You said, with a proud smile, showing them the sheets. "Just come out when I call for you." And you left. 

"Your girl is crazy Eddie." Gareth said with a smile, at what Eddie smirked with the beer on his lips. 

"Hey again!" You said, excited to the audience. "It turns out, we have time for one more. So please welcome Gareth again on the drums!" And with that Gareth ran on stage, hand in the air greeting the crowd. "Jeff on the guitar!" Jeff ran in as well, moving to your right side, handing you your bass before getting his guitar. "And Eddie Munson!" 

Eddie didn't need big introductions. Everyone knew him, and they were obsessed with him. Was he a bit of a slut on stage? Yes, definitely. Were you just to tease him? Yes. And you wouldn't change a thing. 

He smirked, getting on stage, already with his guitar ready, waiting for your signal. 

You started playing slowly, knowing they would know when to follow if they read the sheets right, sheets that you had made extra easy to read, knowing they would absolutely be annoyed if they happened to be embarrassed. 

"Now, this is the first ever original Corroded Coffin song." You nodded to them, and they followed your lead. "It's a slow one, to relax before going home. Hope you enjoy." And you gave them your million dollar smile that had the crowd falling at your feet. 

Slowly moving your hips, you start to sing.

I remember when I first noticed that you liked me back

We were sitting down in a restaurant waiting for the check

This made Eddie smirk, looking at the piece of paper in front of him. You kept dancing and playing, not noticing his look on you. A smile made it's way into your face, remembering. 

You and Eddie were in the next town over for the weekend after Corroded coffin had a show and you rented a motel room to spend the night. 

We had made love earlier that day with no strings attached

Both of you had developed a friends with benefits kind of relationship about three weeks after you had made it into the band, and since then, you had been booked. 

You sat quietly at the table by the window in the dinner on the way to Hawkins, just the two of you. Of course, the noisy old waitress had confused you two for a couple, but it got you a free plate of waffles, so who were you to complain? 

But I could tell that something had changed how you looked at me then

"What?" You asked, laughing after putting your coffee mug down. 

"You look pretty." He smiled, putting a fork full into his mouth. "The morning after looks good on you." His mouth was full and it was discussing, but you laughed anyway, hitting his leg with your foot for the insinuation.

Listen, come right back

I've been waiting for you

To slip back in bed

When you light the candle

And on the Lower East Side, you're dancing with me now

You think back to you and Eddie dancing in the middle of the night when you ran to his van after finally buying the new ABBA record that he would never admit to love as much as you do.

And I'm taking pictures of you with flowers on the wall

Think I like you best when you're dressed in black from head to toe

"How do I look?" Eddie asked, coming out of his bathroom while you were lying on his bed. His famous skinny jeans adored his long legs, combat boots at the end of his feet and a plain black t-shirt that would get under his denim vest and his leather jacket once you went out.

"Hot." You smirked at him, getting up. "C'mon let me fix your hair." You pulled him by the hand to the chair you had put in front of his long mirror, a makeshift area to do your make up.

He analysed your look through the mirror, black denim mini-skirt with fishnets, your high heel boots to your knees and the Black Sabbath t-shirt you had stolen from him with a knot on the back to bring out your small waist.

After a few minutes, his hair was done, so you grabbed your make-up bag, putting on your mascara and eyeliner, giving your eyes that darker look he liked so much. You stood in front of him in the mirror before he got up, hands on your waist.

"We're matching." He smirked before putting his mouth in your ear. "You look hot in my clothes."

You ended up convincing him to put on just a tiny bit of eyeliner, and he told you if it were someone else, it wouldn't have happened. You loved that connection and the trust you had between you.

Think I like you best when you're just with me

And no one else

Listen, come right back

I've been waiting for you

To slip back in bed

When you light the candle

And I'm kissing you lying in my room

Holding you until you fall asleep

And it's just as good as I knew it would be

Stay with me, I don't want you to leave

"The chorus, just one more time!" You called with a sweet voice and a smile to match. "Sing it with us!"

Listen, come right back

I've been waiting for you

To slip back in bed

When you light the candle

When the song was over, everyone clapped and cheered. You could cry from happiness. You put your bass down, pulling Jeff and Eddie to your side, waiting for Gareth, so the four of you could bow to thank the crowd.

"Now that really is it, we are Corroded Coffin and we will be here, same time next week!" You smiled and left the stage with your band.

Before you could even say anything, Eddie hugged you by the waist, spinning you around as all of you cheered.

"That was amazing!" Said Jeff, hugging you as well when Eddie put you down.

"Do you have more of those?" Gareth asked, cleaning himself with his towel. "Because we need to sound check those for the next show."

"Yeah, shit!" Eddie smiled, happy, and incredibly proud of you. "Band practice tomorrow at 8. We got a week to get ready."

"We have time you guys." You laughed. "Now c'mon, let's go." Pulling Eddie, the four of you finally left backstage to go meet your friends.

Running to hug Robin and Dustin, since they were standing next to one another before quickly jumping into Steve's hold. Tonight, Steve was in fact babysitting Dustin and, somehow, the curly head and Robin talked Steve into bringing Dustin along to see your show.

With the promise, of course, of never telling any of the other kids. 

Gareth and Jeff went to the bar to pick up your regulars while you chatted, you still glued to Steve's side, much to Eddie's dislike. 

Jeff ended up calling you over to help carry the drinks, so you left the group to find a table while you helped the duo. Once you reached the last carry of drinks, there were no seats left. Before Steve could be the gentleman he is and bring you a chair, Eddie had already pulled you into his lap. 

No one commented on it, so you let the little butterflies in your stomach die as you rest on him. His left arm snuck around your waist, resting in between your thighs near your knee under the table, and that alone had you ruining your underwear. Eddie knew what he was doing, smirking as he kept on the conversation. 

A few shots and drinks in, Dustin having his first beer, you finally got to break down the last bit of the concert, meaning, your song. 

"So you wrote that?" Dustin asked. "All by yourself?" 

The band nodded before you could even respond and say that it was the band's song, not yours. 

"When are you writing one about me?" Steve asked in his flirty tone, reaching his hand to hold your free one before bringing it up to his lips. 

You smiled, more than used to Steve being this flirty with you. What you didn't expect was Eddie's grip on your thigh or how he started pulling at his lip like he did when he couldn't have a smoke. 

"We're gonna get another round of drinks." Jeff said, taking with him a far too invested in the whole interaction Gareth with him. They both knew about your relationship with Eddie, but beyond that, they knew about your feelings for each other that you weren't aware of, and a jealous Eddie was not a great way to finish the night. 

"Okay, but we gotta talk!" Robin exclamed a bit tipsy, reaching to the middle of the table to make her point. "Who was that song about, and why didn't I get a first listen?" 

"It's about no one." You answered a little too fast, so you drank the shot that was on the table for Steve, giving him a sorry look. "Creative Writing and all." Trying to dismiss it, you added, hopeful that they would let it go. 

"What baby?" Eddie asked, smirking more than clear in his voice, rubbing circles with his thumb in your inner thigh since his hand hadn't moved. "You shy to tell your friends it's about me?" 

"Wow!" Dustin exclaimed before you could even get it out. "You and Eddie?!" He pointed at you. You always thought he was way too dramatic and maybe, giving him that beer wasn't that great of an idea. 

"Y/N, bathroom?" Robin asked, noticing your need for an escape. 

"Yes please." With that you slipped out of Eddie's hold and left holding Robins arm. 

"You and Eddie?!" She almost screamed, not that far from the table. 

"Shiu!" You pulled her faster, getting to the ladies room and filling her up on what you had kept from her. Not for any particular reason, just so you could get your head set that it wasn't anything before your delusional best friend Robin could talk you into thinking small things meant more. 

Back at the table, Eddie watched with a smirk as you left. When he turned back to look at the table, Steve was glaring at him while Dustin had a curious look on his face. 

"What Harrington?" He asked, drinking a gulp of his beer. 

"You don't deserve her." Steve, boiling with jealousy and picking at the label of his beer, mumbled. 

"Excuse me?" Eddie, mixing his emotions with the alcohol he had already drank wasn't a very good combination. "Speak up, princess." Now he got up on his seat, and so did Steve, which was a bad sign.

"Holy shit." Dustin mumbled before getting up as well. "Hey guys, let's calm down." He tried to get in between both older boys, but Steve and Eddie were already face to face.

"I said." Steve started with a very 'king Steve' atitude of him. "You don't deserve her."

Eddie, who by now you could basically see the smoke coming out of his nose, was stopped from punching Steve by Gareth and Jeff holding him down, while Dustin stood in front of a very feral Steve.

"Eddie man!" Jeff screamed, pushing his shoulder so Eddie would look at him. "Calm the fuck down, what do you think you're doing?"

Being way too proud, or maybe way too drunk, Eddie just couldn't admit he was wrong, and neither would Steve, so they just glared at one another.

"What's going on?" You asked when you came out of the bathroom just as Gareth held Eddie.

Every single one of them looked at you and then between Eddie and Steve, who were still looking at you.

The metal head pushed off Jeff and Gareth and moved to leave using the back door that you use to carry your gear to the stage, where his van was parked. 'The hair' moved to you, trying to stroke your face to apologize.

"Sweetheart, I'm so sorry." He started saying, but you just pushed his hands down, your gaze still on where Eddie had just disappeared.

Completely ignoring Steve, you followed Eddie's path to the valley behind the Hideout. No one else spoke at the bar as you left, an awkward silence being left in your wake.

"Stupid fucking Harrington." Eddie screamed, kicking a trashcan that was already on the ground. "You don't deserve her!" He said in his mockery tone that you usually love, but now was freaking you out.

"Eddie." You called, more mumbled really, tears already in your eyes.

"You'll never be good enough for her!" He screamed with a diabolic laugh, litting up yet another cigarette. "You're nothing but a freak!" He laughed at himself. "So fucking patethic!" He kept screaming, hitting his head over and over.

"Eddie!" You screamed, tears running down your face. Seeing him like this hurt.

He didn't notice you, being in his little world of self-deprecation.

"You are nothing but a freak Eddie!" He mocked himself further. "You will never be good enough!" Now he started hitting the wall before reaching for the trash can and throwing it in the air, making you scream in fear at the noise.

Now he noticed you.

"Baby…" He mumbled, throwing his half cigarette on the ground.

"Eddie…" You mumbled back, still about 5 meters apart, tears cascading down your face.

"Shit baby." Eddie got closer to you with careful steps, somehow a lot more controlled in just a few seconds. "I didn't want to scare you, sweetheart." He didn't try to touch you, scared that you would flinch away from him. "Please don't cry." There were tears in his eyes as well now, and you realised that he had been crying the whole time.

You basically ran the last half a meter to him, hugging his torso with so much strength that he almost stumbled back.

"I'm not scared of you Eddie." You promised to his chest. With that, he hugged you back so tightly that you think he needed that hug more than he knew.

"What happened?" You asked with a small voice after a few minutes of just holding each other. When he kept silent, you pulled back to look at him. "Please talk to me."

"Steve, he. Well, he said something and with how he hugged you and the flirting with the booze was just too much." Eddie laughed a bit, moving to put a strand of hair behind your ear. "I just, I got jealous. And I know you're gonna say I have no right to be because we are not dating or anything, but I can't do that anymore Y/N."

"What, what are you saying?" Your voice trembled now, trying to keep your cool. But were you really about to lose Eddie?

"Be my girl." His warm hands held the sides of your neck as his thumbs caressed your cheeks in a gentle way. "Please. I know what we agreed on but I can't. I can't share you. God, you have no idea how selfish I want to be when it comes to you." You were too surprised to speak. "I'll get on my fucking knees right now and beg you to be my girl. Hell, I'll go robe the nearest bank to get you a Diamond ring if that's what it takes." He laughed a bit, before seriousness returned to his face. "Please let me be selfish, be my girl, baby."

"Are, are you sure this is not just the alcohol speaking, Eddie?" You asked, a bit unsure of yourself.

So Eddie got down on his knees in front of you, holding on to your waist. He took his precious guitar pick necklace, holding it in one hand.

"Be my girl, and I'll stay sober for the rest of my life just to prove you that this is not a drunken mistake."

Before he could add anything else, you pulled his face until he was his full height, and you kissed him so passionately as he hadn't felt before.

"I want to be your girl." You said breathless when you broke a part. "God, I've been wanting to be your girl since this started." Laughing a bit, you pulled your hair behind your ears, before reaching to touch his face. "I need you to promise me something, as my boyfriend."

Eddie would've died a happy man hearing those words leave your mouth. Unable to hold himself back, he gave you what felt like a million little pecks on the lips holding your face before letting you continue.

"You come to me when you feel like that." You brushed his hair with a sweet smile. "You are not a freak, Eddie. You are the sweetest soul I have met. The world doesn't deserve you, not the other way around. And don't think, for a minute, that you don't deserve me because you've shown me since I've met you that you do. I'm not better than you, that's why we have to prove to each other that we deserve the other and I haven't met anyone else who has proved themselves not meaning to do so." He had tears in his eyes again, and you couldn't help but reach to stroke his cheek. "I just hope I'm good enough to keep up with your rock star personna." You joked a bit and he laughed, kissing the inside of your hand.

"I promise." He took your hand that was on his face in his, holding them both up to his heart. "Cross my heart and hope to die." You smiled your 'Eddie smile', the most unique smile you had and it was all reserved to Eddie. "Can I ask something in return now?" His right hand, that held his necklace came up, dropping your hand just to arrange the necklace before passing it on your head.

"Of course." You said, adapting the necklace, already loving the feeling it gave you.

"Promise me that you won't write songs about no one else?" He asked with a bit of a shy yet mocking tone, making you blush. "Please, my pretty girlfriend?" You blushed deeper.

"Cross my heart and hope to die baby." You answered and Eddie's knees nearly buckled.

You calling him baby was new and he never wanted it to change again. He was even considering changing his name legally to baby while you dragged him back inside.

Steve apologized immediately, only being jealous because you hadn't told him what was going on between you and Eddie, scared that he would get over protective and push Eddie away.

Eddie also apologized, never wanting to start a fight with him and actually appreciating that Steve was such a good friend to the both of you.

You had a great night until the Hideout closed. You were always on Eddie's lap, but now as his girl before he took you home to make sure the neighbourhood knew that as well.

[caeruleophile]

💙 hii i'm Alkene!! 💙

Hii my name is Alek, but you can call me Alke, Alkene or Chemical Eater! I'm a young artist from Russia 💙 I decided to make this post just to introduce myself.

I have this awesome pic with some random facts about me.

TRANSLATION:

- my pronouns are HE/HIM (please)

- square pictures in the upper right are my fav music albums

- these characters are my KINS!! this is my small kinlist!!

- my height is 157 cm

- i weight about 90 kg (FAT FAT FAT)

- these are my mbti types

💙more info under the cut💙

My music taste (from left to right from top to bottom):

Melanie Martinez - Crybaby

Of Montreal – Skeletal Lamping

half•alive – Now, Not Yet

Аквариум - Дети Декабря

sitcom - Be The One You Love

Научно-технический рэп - 10

Дайте танк - Глаза боятся

Bo Burnham - Inside

My highest kins (from left to right from top to bottom):

Richard Hendricks (Silicon Valley)

The Narrator (Fight Club)

Blue (Dick Figures)

Abe Lincoln (Clone High)

Boy (Boy Dog Girl Cat Mouse Cheese)

Kevin (3 out of 10, a playable sitcom on epic games)

Barney (Ron's Gone Wrong)

Jerry (Code Monkeys)

What I like to draw:

Fan art (I often take inspiration from different media).

People (Beautiful creatures, I love people)

Humanoids (If you're not human, but you look like a human, YOU're COOL and I love you. Aliens are especially respected by me.)

Stickmen (Humanoids, but cooler!!)

Robots, mechas (I don't really know how to draw them, but I love to do it)

Cyberpunk (AESTHETIC AND GENRE, not the game)

Landscapes (For relaxation~)

Objects (The ones from different object shows youknow)

Angels, demons, well, religious stuff, hahah

Graphic design!!

I PREFER DIGITAL, I draw traditionally in rare cases when there is no computer nearby!!!

List of all the fandoms I've ever been a part of:

Mario franchise

Cartoon series "Wishfart"

Videogame "No Straight Roads"

Videogame "Mad Rat Dead"

Anime "Ingress The Animation"

Movie "Split"

"Zoolander" / "Zoolander 2" films

TV series "Malcolm in the middle"

TV series "Breaking bad"

Animated series "Grojband"

TV series "The IT crowd"

Animated series "Code Monkeys" (2007)

Playable sitcom "3 out of 10"

MMORPG "Tower of Fantasy"

Mobile 18+ game "Nu:Carnival"

Games "Lucius" / "Lucius 2" / "Lucius 3"

The movie "Fight Club"

The movie "Children of the corn"

The mobile game "Cookie Run Kingdom"

Anime (or animated series idk) "All Saints Street"

Web series "Dick Figures"

Animated film "The Road to El Dorado"

The TV series "It's always sunny in Philadelphia"

Games "OLDTV"/"Plasma TV"/"Back of Space"

YouTuber FЯED (true legend)

Games "Give Up" / "Give Up 2" / "Never Give Up"

Animated film "Ron's Gone Wrong"

The series "Squid Game"

The comic book series "Resident Alien" (including the TV series)

The game "Spore"

Animated series "Boy Girl Dog Cat Mouse Cheese"

The book-trilogy "Escape Book" by Ivan Tapia

Books and animated series "The Last Kids on Earth"

The game (not yet released) "Worship"

The game "Struggling"

Animated series "Clone High"

Mobile games "Vector" / "Vector 2"

TV series "The Office"

TV series "Silicon Valley"

TV series "Bates Motel"

All "Psycho" movies

A series of games "Five Nights at Freddy's" and everything related to it (even some fan content)

The game "Dialtown"

TV series "Society"

TV Series "The Good Doctor"

TV Series "Black Mirror"

Anime "Black Rock Shooter"

Object Show "Battle For Dream Island"

Object Show "Inanimate Insanity"

The game "Pony Island"

The Game " The Stanley Parable"

"Ingress" Mobile AR game

DC Universe, Teen Titans

Web series "Camp Camp"

The film and the book "Clockwork Orange"

Web series "This is Bob"

The book "Metro 2033"

The game "Bendy and the ink machine"

Web series "Eddsworld"

The game "Undertale"

Animated series "Gravity Falls"

Animated series "Adventure Time"

My Main OCS

The last two OCs are aliens :p And all my OCs represent me in some way, I still call them my other personalities tbh :>

Some of my artworks~

noooo my artstyle is so inconsistent .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.

💙 Well i hope now you know a little more about me 💙

Have a nice day, stranger! Thanks for visiting my blog :з

[galewindstudios]

໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა haiii for the oc ask!! 🔴 for amp! & a side question >w< if that is okai! what’s his fav dessert if he has one?

~pink anon 💖

Hi Pink, it’s lovely to see you!

🔴 Red- What is a trait your OC has that those around them don't see very often? Is it seen by a rare few or completely overlooked?

I’m ruling out negative emotions (he can’t feel those) for this ask x) So, I think for my man Amp it’s being tired! Amp is a born Other Person, so unlike his pals who are made and/or undead Other People, he has to sleep! He gets a perfect 8 hours every time (unless you wake him up, which doesn’t really happen often) so the others really don’t see him tired!

If anybody does though it would either be Larch (who travels with him / is around him more than the 3 Idiots) or Geoff (who has chilled with him at gas station parking lots / motels when Amp needed some shut eye)! Though to most, you wouldn’t even be able to tell Amp’s tired because his eye makeup and upbeat demeanour!

🧁 Favourite dessert?

Amp loves caramel. A lot. He buys the chewy ones filled with cream at gas stations or at tourists traps when he takes driving breaks! ✨

Thank you for the asks!!

[dollivication]

i might as well start using an emoji omfg i yap sm.. > <

but but but YEA camboy!dante does get attached to a certain viewer.. and ofc its loser!user bc we need loser representation.. theyre one of his very first patreons too so he kind of knows them (by username ofc skfjdj) they never miss his streams and ALWAYS give him good amounts of money.. hes thriving

also theyre the first person to ever purchase his crazy overpriced fuck package too!! so hes pretty excited to met and fuck his number one fan skfjkwdk

when they met at a motel or smth hes rlly surprised bc.. theyre so cute?? theyre like all shy and shit.. squirming.. whiny.. blushy.. he feels like going insane. ofc he records all that shit and maybe.. maybe.. a few shots of user for himself bc he kinda likes them a lil too much (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈ )

now its HIM 🫵 sending user dms and asking them to feature him on a vid.. he swears that its for the sake of his content!!! for variety purposes!! but hes lying lol he js wanna get freaky w user:333

on a silly note id say that vergil creates accounts js to give dante bad reviews out of spite. smth like “this man scammed me. please. delete his account immediately. thanks.” if he knew how to use a phone and create an acc that is (っ- ‸ - ς)

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OML… WELCOME TO THE FRIENDS LIST 🍓NON!! i’m negl i was like excited 4 u to become a part of the list… laik ur thoughts r so yumyum..;;;… ૮꒰ ˶> ༝ <˶꒱ა

oh my goonness gracious… LOSER!USER FOR THE WIN!! he’s such a silly goose.. laik ofc he’ll happily greet viewers as they come into the stream, but he greets user with a certain enthusiasm it’s not hard to tell this man has a fav…. always lights up when he sees his no. 1 fan hihi >.<

he is sooooo nasty to them idk, he’s like teasing them while simultaneously getting drunk off the way their body reacts to his touches :3 there’s no way he’s gonna just brush u off as another viewer after this… like uhmmm don’t mind him as he takes out his phone to record ur face, it’s just… (he doesn’t explain and just goes harder to make u focus on his cock instead LMFAO)

THE POINTING EMOJI KILLED ME… LIKE YES!!! he’ll be the one reaching out under the guise of needing somewan in his videos !! like don’t even worry abt it bbg just say yes! and user ofc accepts bc it’s a free opportunity 4 mo demon dick JAJSJS

IACTUALLY LET OUR A LAUGH AT THE LAST BIT.. god forbid vergil learns how to use technology bc he’s gonna be shitting on dante 24/7… “mods ban him” headass IM CRYIGN

[springlock-suits]

Question from insta! "The Silver Eyes or FNAF Movie?"

Spoilers for tse and the fnaf movie under the cut 👍

I could not possibly pit two bad bitches against eachother

But for real oughhh it's a bit hard to say tbh! Like fnaf movie, in its current state, does beat the novel series, but tse separated from the others... ough...

Honestly Honestly it may just depend entirely on which one I've seen most recently

I think I liked tse much much more upon rereading it, and the fnaf movie gets slightly more boring on rewatch

I like really love how the kids' drawings worked in tse. But I understand why in the fnaf movie it was changed. As the disconnect between what the souls know vs their animatronic selfs can definitely be a bit confusing. I still think how the kids drawings work in tse is super awesome tho

I like how tse is longer, has more content so to speak. I like how we get to see and interact with William several times, given hints throughout before they learn his identity and who he his. And we get to see him as a character in detail. He like. Exists. in tse way more

Tse is also more supernatural leaning than the movie which is my fav. I mean. The movie does still favor those elements, like the dream sequences and the animatronics acting like kids but man. Tse is more.. something. The building itself feels like it's out to get them, the kids drawing's move to tell a story, at one point there was unexplained music in the background I'm fairly sure. Dave.

Still not a fan of the red eyes in either

I like the connections and references the fnaf movie has to tse, especially the 'Bonnie showing up in a room someone just locked themselves in' bit

I prefer the main characters in the movie, tse just feels so crowded at points. Lamar felt very pushed to the background. You could fuse John and Carlton and I wouldn't notice. While Marla did stand out in the motel, later on she does just become words on a page to me, you could fuse her with Jessica. I'm a bit of a bad reader so it's very easy for me to lose these characters and forget about them. It's nice the fnaf movie made for a smaller roster, as it helped me get more invested

Steve Raglan I think I prefer as an identity over Dave Miller, it's really fun to me how instead of just being some random mall guard who just happened to be there, he's somewhat of an established person in the community, considering his job now is to interact with others. He even has an award next to his desk. Like?? He's right there, in plain sight, he has coworkers, he's been there awhile. And he is in full control over who works at Freddy's

I say this, while also thinking it would've been really fun if Dave Miller didn't actually have a job at the mall, and was just There pretending to be a guard. Alas

The animatronics acting like children, and actually getting to see the missing children??! (Though unfortunately not their names) ough

Tse was definitely a bit of a slog to get though, I really felt most invested pretty much only when they were in Freddy's. And some panicking scenes had me just feeling frustrated with the characters. Also why could Jason not once say like "a yellow bonnie took him" instead of just saying bonnie, the book even points out that the kid noticed, it would've been better if it didn't, and just described the rabbit as being too obscured by shadow to see (but then people may have thought it was shadow bonnie, hmm,,,,)

I love the set designs of the movie, all the little details. It perfectly captures the era and Freddy's as a restaurant I feel, not much tse could've done here

The movie had no weird romance plot!! Its very easy to see all of Vanessa's positive interactions with Mike as her just being a bit silly, having a bit of fun

Tse had no annoying miscommunication conflict at all ❗️💖✨️🎈🎉💖✨️🎈🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[resideanevil]

Comeback to Tumblr!❤️‍🩹

hi guys im here...again! :-)

Twitter is slowly dying and I'd rather come back here and create a cooler place where I can reblog things that I like and feel good and be myself. This time, I want this to be an opportunity to create better ties with people (like on twitter, i guess lol)

Welcome back here to myself lol...and hi moots! 💓✨

Get to know me

dean; she/her, 24 yo, bi goblin, vegan🌱

I'm from Spain/España.

I really love films(!!!), books & tv shows :)

I also love nature, flowers & my bf🦝

Horror enthusiastic!!🩸🗡️

Rats🐀, Cats🐱, frogs🐸 & animals in general<3 🐇🐢🐊🐿️🦔🐛🦋hehe

I have studied marketing & publicity but im studying pharmacy and parapharmacy now! 🥼💉

Some Fandoms i'm really into right now: Scream franchise, The Locked Tomb, Hannibal, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Chucky franchise, Twin Peaks, Miraculous Ladybug, Interview with the Vampire, Supernatural, Ohsama Sentai King-ohger, Sanrio, Resident Evil, Bluey, My Little Pony, Godzilla, Labyrinth, The Wizard of Oz, Dungeons and Dragons, Smallville, Scooby-doo, Shin Chan, Monster High.

Other fandoms i like: Shameless, The Walking Dead, From Series, Criminal Minds, Nana, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Genshin impact, Winx Club, Hamtaro, Chobits, We Bare Bears, True Blood, Hemlock Grove, Doctor Who, Sonic The Hedgehog, Steven Universe, Regular Show, Ouran High School Host Club, Downton Abbey, Dexter, Grey's Anatomy, What we do in the Shadows, Only murders in the building, The Boys, Friends, From dusk till dawn, Kamisama Kiss, That' 70s Show, Bates Motel, The Care Bears, IT books and movies, HIMYF, Charmed, Stranger Things, Nos4a2, etc.

Some of my fav actors/actresses: Sarah Michelle Gellar, Mads Mikkelsen, Ryan Gosling, Bill Skarsgard, Brittany Murphy, Steven Yeun, Mia Goth, Kirsten Dunst, Michelle Williams, Audrey Hepburn, Emma Stone, Nic Cage, Nana Komatsu, Viola Davis.

Some music i like: Twice, Girli, Wednesday Campanella, Selena Gomez, David Bowie, Elton John, (G)-idle, Girls' Generation, Red Velvet, Blackpink, B.I, Jeon Somi, Mia Rodriguez, Loona, Marina, Maneskin, Aitana, Rosalía, Boys World, Charli XCX, Wallows, Avril Lavigne, Paramore, Mamamoo, Bibi, Taemin, Sabrina Carpenter, Dove Cameron, Aurora, The Smiths, Jackson Wang, Kailee Morgue, Stray Kids, Taichi Mukai, beabadoobee, Angèle, Clairo, Taeyeon, Victoria Justice, Weathers, Miyavi, Solar, Hwasa, Aimyon, iKON, Yoasobi, Pomme, Sunmi, Xylø, Suda Masaki, Nirvana...

I LOVE sylvanian families 😳

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