#there's probably someone more talented and more experienced who could have gifted it to you but

[bisexualnamjoonie]

jk in that calvin klein white ts (and a shirtless bonus bc why the hell not 👀) for @raplinenthusiasts 

[anjelicawrites]

Ma'am, I am in DIRE need of a full nsfw-alphabet for Michael gavey and I am living on CRUMBS from the few glimpses you gave to us

(Is there a possibility you can write a full one??)

Friend, I would never say no!!! Not when there's dire need involved!!!

(It probably came out more romantic that full on filthy, but that's the way the muse is these days).

NSFW Alphabet (Michael Gavey)

NSFW and 18+ only, thank you!

A = Aftercare (What they're like after sex)

Michael comes into the relationship a virgin, who has watched a lot of some porn and there's no aftercare in porn so, when you're done, the first time, he simply stands up to get water, without a word, you feel abandoned and almost cry as you gather your clothes. To his absolute surprise. You have to explain to him how you feel and, for five solid seconds, he looks like he's not getting it, before he realizes what a complete arse he's been and asks you to stay, and if he can hold you.

It is strange to him, this kind of intimacy, he feels more naked than when he's been intimate with you, but he's not uncomfortable and learning how to make you feel loved and cared for, comes naturally to him. He's realized he likes it, just to keep you in his arms, your hand caressing his skin as you breath him in, your legs intertwined as you both come down from your highs.

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of their partner's)

Well, your brain of course! And those beautiful breasts that move in rhythm with his thrusts when he's fucking you and your cunt, always hungry and wet and warm for him. And your talented mouth, and your round ass. Basically all of you, he can't choose!!!

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically.)

Sometimes you just go about your day with his cum all over your tummy or breasts, the mess covered by your conservative clothes: the idea that it's this secret you two are sharing, gives him an hard on and he has to run to the bathroom and masturbate furiously.

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He is quite the dominant guy in your relationship, he revels in the way you gift yourself and your submission to him; when you get a bit dominant yourself? Jesus the way his cock swells as he makes you submit again!

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they're doing?)

Zero. He's learning while he's doing it and he's a quick study (he can't use all that brain only for mathematics, right?). Since only practice makes perfect, he is all over you, the second you two are both done study for the day.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying)

He loves when you cock warm him while he's studying at his desk. Your cunt is so warm and wet and your breasts are ready for him to lick and suck, when he needs to pause from studying. Knowing that he gets to fuck you senseless once he's finished, gives him the boost he needs to power through his program for the day.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

I can't see him as someone who is goofy during the act. He's leaning how to make you feel good, he's taking the job very seriously! But, he likes when you laugh during sex, it shows him he's doing good an you're having the time of your life.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

The carpet matches the drapes.

Even though he doesn't really care about his appearance, he's always tried to take good care of himself so, he's not totally shaved, but well groomed.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect...)

He's pretty dominant, even when the mood is romantic and sweet, he's the one in control. You're under his watchful eye, because he needs to learn you and your pleasure, so that he can drive you crazy with just a touch.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Michel knows he's smarter than most and that he's the best boyfriend you could ever ask for. He also knows he's different from the vast majority of his peers, and yours, and that makes him feel insecure, whenever someone who is conventionally pretty hits on you. He knows you'll never cheat on him, but you always parade around with hickeys on your neck, after that happens, so that it's known that you're spoken for.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks) 

Intelligence kink and competency kink. You explaining to him something you've been studying or showing him how good you are at something, gives him an instant hard on. You begging prettily for his cock, tears forming at the corners of your eyes, tongue lolling out, mouth open and ready for the taking, is another big kink of his. Taking you to your limits is another kink he has: how much pain, how much pleasure can you take? Can you come for him for another time? He knows it's becoming too much, yet, will you be good and come again? Is there a kink where your partner being a brat turns you on? Because he has it!

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

He doesn't have a favorite place. He surely dreams to make love to you in a huge bed, without having to fear that his, or your, roommate might barge in during the act.

M = Motivation (What turns them on?)

You being smart, you being a brat, you innocently touching him, you breathing in his direction. He's a young man, full of hormones, who has just discovered sex. The only reason you two aren't having sex 24/7, is that you two care about your academic career too much to risk it!

N = NO (Something they wouldn't do, turn offs)

Anything that might put you at risk, either physically or mentally. He's the dominant one but you're the one with the reins in the relationship.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

With him being a virgin, it has been a learning curve. He used to be absolutely useless at it, he was way too harsh, now he knows how to make you beg with gentle licks, your cunt firmly set against his face, his fingers gently exploring your hole, pushing against your G spot, until you come all over his face (and he's the happiest man in the world when he manages to make you squirt).

He never says no to you sucking him off. He loves your mouth, loves the way you know his body and play it like a fine tuned instrument. Loves that your brilliant brain is turned to absolute mush, when you pleasure him, all your being focusing on making him feel good.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

It depends. Sometimes he needs to just feel you, to take his time and simply be with you, shower you with his love, until you both drained and trembling in each other's arms. Other times it's just passion and lust, clothes roughly removed, nails racking down skin, his cock roughly pushing against your G spot, his hips grinding against yours, your pussy spanked raw. It just depends.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Not against it. Sometimes the hunger is too big, the time you two have too little, to do anything but hide somewhere and be quick.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

You two live basically at the library and both have roommates, you two have to take risks, in order to be intimate! More than once you two had hidden in the furthest, more hidden corner of one of the libraries and made love there. It gives him a kick, the risk of being discovered!

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last...)

Michael is full of hormones to the brink. He can go for multiple rounds and now he can last longer than he used to when you two started have sex. More than once he's surprised you by coming and staying hard, as if he hadn't come at all. He's hungry for you, are you ready to be devoured?

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

He's trying to save money to buy some, for the time being, he's very creative with what he has at hand.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He loves teasing you, seeing how frustrated you become with his antics, the way you would start to beg, the small tears at the corner of your eyes, the high pitch in your voice: everything gives him an hard on. He loves pushing you, when he's punishing you, so that you might make a mistake and he can spank your pussy raw and revel in the sweet sounds you make.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

He loves dirty talking and debasing you until you cry. While he fucks you, there's this stream of filth flowing directly into your ear that makes your cunt clench around his cock. He whimpers, his face hidden against your neck when he comes, desperate sounds of pleasure he tries to hide and that make you go wild.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

Your Michael loves and respects you. He can't wait to see how you're going to revolutionize your field of study, but he has this dream of keeping you at home, no clothes, a toy inside of you, always wet and ready for him. It's one of his best fantasies to masturbate to.

X = X-Ray (Let's see what's going on in those pants, picture or words)

He's well endowed, both in girth and lenght. The first time you see him naked, you are left with your mouth open: you didn't expect this lanky nerd to have that thing between his legs, not that you're complaining!!!

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Embarrassingly so. Before you, he would masturbate regularly. Now that you are in his life, he needs you constantly. You're like a drug, whenever you two can't be together, he feels like he's in full on withdrawal. Your absence makes him desperate.

Z = ZZZ (... how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He would fall asleep immediately but, after the first time aftercare went so disastrously wrong, he makes a point to stay awake, until you fall asleep. Only then he curls around you and lets go, hugging you tight.

[celestialtinkerbell]

･ ｡ﾟ☆° *.Hekate(100)･ ｡ﾟ☆° *.

Hekate, the triple moon goddess. I can't think of a name that's more badass than that 😭. This was a lovely request made by @moonpluto . Hekate is the goddess of magic and mediumship, so my theory is that her asteroid talks about your spiritual gifts. I will be interpreting this through the houses by using tarotstrology, a concept that I got from @taisoleil.

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First House

Natives with Hekate in their first House could have very strong clairaudient abilities or are just extremely sensitive about they hear. This asteroid indicates a long journey of struggling to accept who they are and being able to see the good within themselves. I feel like these individuals are powerfully gifted with psychic abilities, but don't want them and have tried to walk away from those parts about themselves and their purpose, multiple times. Their purpose could include helping the world in some way but they get overwhelmed by the responsibility and feel singled out on why it has to specifically be them to fulfill this role. They channel stuff with ease but could purposely ignore their intuition, guidance that they literally hear from their guides, or any other outside voices in order to keep their peace. It's like they're scared of their own power.

Second House

Hekate in the second House could indicate a high sensitivity to what you feel, acute clairsentience. It's imperative for these individuals to energetically cleanse themselves often and to seek new atmospheres. They don't do well in old houses (especially haunted ones),  thrifted objects, old habits, or anything old or used stuff in general because they can easily pick up what took place which could either be really good or really bad. Having short-term homes, meeting new people, and trying new things is what makes people with this placement thrive in life. Sacrificing and starting over is something that they probably experienced a lot in this lifetime but eventually accepted and used to their advantage. They could have introverted personalities and are easily drained around crowded people and spots. This could also mean probably preferring to not have a cluttered home and loathe the idea of hoarding anything. They could be pushed to learn different protective methods like cord cutting rituals.

Third House

People with Hekate in their third House could be excellent prophets. They're very skilled at guessing games, finishing other people's sentences, and great at foretelling the future but extremely spot on with predicting someone's downfall. Their vibe kind of reminds of the stereotypes about black cats and Bruno from Encanto. They could be accused of hexing or throwing evil eye at others, or could just be seen as someone who brings bad luck because of how they warn others about something that could happen. These are very misunderstood individuals because their help is seen as someone else's demise when really you people are saving lives. You could often have people apologizing to you later in life because I'm picking up scenarios where you're always the go-to person for advice but people end up getting mad at what you tell them, and if you guys are readers then I can definitely see people accusing you of being a fraud or a liar only to find out that you were right about something all along. The powerful thing about your gift, is your honesty, and that's what scares people. You may have to learn to only warn the people that are mature enough to hear what you have to say.

Fourth House

Natives with the fourth house Hekate placement are talented alchemists and manifestors. I keep picking up the fact that energy can be created but not destroyed. These people are always able to turn destruction and nothingness into something amazing. They're excellent at spell-work (jars, candles, oils, etc) are not the type to follow traditional methods because they're able to succeed regardless of what they do or don't have. They could be heavily into new age spirituality and are always into experimenting with new ways and methods to practice it. I feel like they will, if not already, become widely accepted mentors. They're able to introduce spirituality and the occult in a way that makes people feel welcome, easier to understand, and open to accepting it. Even though they're not traditionalists, they value the importance of still knowing the history and reasoning behind stuff while also still giving it respect. Because of their intellect, they're able to convince or convey their point to those who would typically oppose their beliefs (whether it be traditional spiritualists/occultists, agnostics, or scientists). Do not underestimate these individuals because they know their stuff and will argue you down.

Fifth House

Hekate in the fifth house could indicate helping others heal their childhood trauma. You could possibly trigger deja vu or nostalgia in people, but you're able to sit down with them and help sort out their feelings regarding the past and how to let them go. I feel like this is a combination of clairvoyance and clairsentience because I'm getting that how you connect with people is like astral projecting into their younger years and pinpointing when and what started the problem and knowing exactly how they feel to where you sympathize with them and are able to give them the precise guidance that they need.

Sixth House

The sixth house containing Hekate could indicate being really in tune with your higher self and helping others do the same. This looks like shifting people out of a materialistic mindset. I feel like you're able to persuade people into dropping superficial facades if they have one. You reveal to others what their true selves consists of and are able to help them de-program any values that they've learned that's holding them back. You trigger people to make changes in their lives instead of being stubborn with not growing their self-awareness or how they view themselves. They could have a special connection with animals or this can also be interpreted as being able to "tame the beast" within others.

Seventh House

The spiritual gifts of people with the 7h hekate placement, involve mending others trust issues and willingness to be open to love and to receive help. You guys could have healing hands because I'm getting that y'all could really excel in being reiki practitioners. You're able to soothe others with your physical touch (people could love your hugs). You could attract partners that are closed off or have something about themselves that make you want to help them, but this could end up with you possibly living vicariously through them by wanting to fix everything that they're going through.

Eighth House

Natives with Hekate in their eighth house have powerful emotions. When people do you wrong, you want them to burn. I feel like you guys are able to curse others by what you're feeling, or it's kind of like, the pain that's inflicted on you gets returned to the sender, but worse. When people betray you, it's like they're digging their own graves because the karma that they get manifests as mayhem in their lives. This could also indicate being more on the shadow worker side, healing others with darkness, instead of light.

Ninth House

Natives with Hekate in their Ninth house could be great at telepathy, but most importantly, communicating with the other side as well as receiving messages from the spiritual realm. Your most dominant Clair is clear knowing. Individuals with this placement could have pivotal roles in channeling messages for the collective, but could have difficulty with channeling for themselves. It seems as if they're too knowledgeable with everything to the point where their spiritual team blocks them on purpose from knowing too much about their own future.

Tenth House

People with Hekate in the Tenth house could have a strong purpose with healing, mediumship, and divination. (Literally all three) These people are seen as supernatural with their gifts and could literally have a famous or at least very well known reputation for their abilities. These individuals may have started from nothing and experienced a lot of losses and betrayal in order to build their way to the top and share their wisdom with others. They could have had to pull themselves out of darkness and anguish about their existence in order to become a light for others to show the way, meaning that they started off as shadow workers before the become light workers.

Eleventh House

This is interesting. I'm getting that Hekate in the 11th house could indicate living a long life because your gifts get better with time. You guys could also look very youthful as you age. I'm picking up this scenario where you guys will be known as the medicine person in your community. Someone that's well known, loved, and sought out for your metaphysical and holistic methods. You guys are gifted with utilizing different herbs and other natural ingredients to help cure sicknesses. There's also something about your smile that positively changes something within other people. People could see you as an earth angel, which makes sense with your talents regarding natural remedies.

Twelfth House

People with Hekate in their Twelfth house could indicate having access to rare and ancient knowledge about spirituality and the occult, you guys may even have this knowledge passed down in your family. You guys could seem "two-faced", you keep your interest and knowledge about this field to yourself and you're very discreet about your practices. Your dreams may also play a huge part in how you pick up information that most people don't know about or try to keep hidden.

[rreskk]

NEW MEDIA

A late valentines gift for my girlfriend (I love you ;D). Also inspired by @miranita's latest trikey art from her twitter!! Check her out, talented as Hell! :)))

Summary: The boys decided to try and record their private time together. TW: Smut Pairings: Michael De Santa/ Trevor Philips Word count: 1638

“Are you recording?”

Michael grunted when two hands praised his hardened cock.  The other man – preoccupied with lust – sprawled out below him, looking directly into the camera, kneeling on bed with sweat drizzling down his sideburns and scrawny skin.

“Yeah.” Michael whispered back, zooming in with his fingers on the screen. Trevor took this as a signal and started to stroke his boyfriend’s beasty cock that he knows all too well.

The camera flash was on as the full sight was in motion. It captured the way his cock was being warmed and licked around by that nasty tongue of his boyfriend – experiencing hardcore desperation before the recording even started – that he paced around the tip like a desperate dog, panting and panting and panting and whinging.

“You like that, Trev?” Michael took notice, “You love my cock, don’t you, baby?”

Trevor would’ve replied but he was too infatuated by the cock sitting down his hungry throat. He sucked and ignored how much he needed to gag at the thickness of Mikey’s size. It was his favourite part about it, the way it could easily rip him apart in the most dirtiest manner, wanting to feel it bruise him from the inside.

And it excited him more when feeling the flash startle upon his flustered face. Trevor glanced up and made low noises, eyes staring into the lenses, aroused by the idea of being watched; whoever would watch this, probably perverts and whatnot freaks. But he know someone would.

“Oh, yeah…” The voice murmured from the background as Trevor grew more active, his head rocking up and down. Michael grasped onto the collar of his boyfriend’s grey vest, his hand becoming pulsed and deeply veiny from the rough lighting of Trevor’s bedroom. The fingers clenched hard. His knuckles turned white and pressed against Trevor’s chest harshly, encouraging the man to abuse himself on the cock in his mouth.

“Argh – “ Mikey heard him moan.

Before he could have too much fun, he pulled out of Trevor’s mouth and ignored the pathetic cries of his name. The camera captured the saliva on his cock that drooled from the tip to his dark pubes, causing this overstimulation where Michael knew he couldn’t wait any longer. He grunted, moving his boyfriend onto his back dominatingly, removing the vest in the process. By removing, he snatched it instead; with distress and want.

“Fuck me, Mikey.” Trevor whined as his clothes were vanished aggressively. The fabric ripped from his chest and so exposed his complete nakedness, at mercy of Michael who recorded every step so the potential viewers could watch this tough criminal become submissive as a whore.

“Wait for it,” Michael ordered, “Stay on your back. Spread your legs.”

Trevor groaned and arched his spine while positioning his backside to lean upwards, his legs squatted and inviting. His face was snarled but his eyes glistened with mischief and humour. That jester-like man caressed his displayed stomach and waited for further instructions or signals.

Then the camera flash blinded him again and he knew it was coming. Trevor breathed heavily and loudly, small sighs departing from his scarred lips, his whorish mouth feeling empty without Michael’s cock shutting him up. He loved being fucked to the point of numbness. It brought him back fond memories from the younger days – thinking about younger Michael – just how simple yet intense things were. There was a shared spark, and they were trying to bring it back.

“That’s right…” Mikey held the camera and lined himself up. The flash startled his erection which twitched and sat outside Trevor’s anus, the tip rubbing across just to make him squirm.

“Fuck, sugar… C’mon. I’m so ready for you. You want me so bad.” Returned Trevor who tried to grind at every passing opportunity. However, when he tried to insert pleasure, a sharp moan escaped his throat suddenly when Michael slapped his ass, spanking out of discipline for acting up too soon. Like a dog, he was treated… Like a damn dog.

“Stop acting like a brat or you won’t get it.”

“Ohhh…” Trevor sucked in his lips and turned, shoving his face into the duvet sheets to avoid having his pleasure taken from him. All he wanted was a good fuck from Michael. He craved it for too long.

“Good, good,” Michael whispered, pushing in, pushing out; getting comfortable and easy with the sensation, small mewls exiting his throat, “Oh… Fuck, shit. Fuckin’ A…”

It would piece together like a puzzle. As soon as he thrusted into Trevor, they both grunted at the cause. His massive cock forced its way into Trevor’s tight anus but he loved the challenge and pain. He grabbed onto the duvet and cried, even when the fabric suffocated his noises. The camera would stare as he reacted so violently pleased with the physical beating.

Mikey chewed his tongue and grabbed onto Trevor’s hips with one hand, the other zooming the camera close to the younger man’s face. He enjoyed humiliating his fuck-buddy since everyone sees him so intimidating and dangerous. Michael wondered their reactions to seeing Trevor acting like a wrecked puppy. He wondered how good it would feel to degrade Trevor into craving his cock with every second of his life, needing to see his face drenched with tears and cum, voice breaking with begs and worships.

“Yes, yes, yes! I know you have it in you, sugar – fucking fuck me! Ruin me!” Trevor’s voice echoed through his trailer while Michael slammed his palm against his extroverted mouth, silencing him from disturbing the neighbours since it was the early hours of the morning. Trevor’s brows raised at the swift loss of words but soon rolled his eyes back, continuing to moan into his boyfriends hands.

“Shut the fuck up,” Michael hissed and thrusted harder, “Not another damn word. You’re gonna take it, Trev. You’re gonna fucking take it.”

He could then feel that brattish mouth twitch into a smirk, a slimy tongue wickedly licking against his rough palm while his body completely dominated the other by pressing Trevor into the mattress as the cock proceeded further and beyond. The camera changed and focussed on Mikey’s cock eating at his sore anus, pre-cum aiding it’s entrance and exit, the tip reddening by minute.

“Fuck… Mikey…” Trevor’s untouched boner stood straight with a heavy load waiting to burst. It shook helplessly. He tried to comfort himself but Michael slapped his hands away before slapping his cock, recording the whole abuse. The torture gave Trevor a second reason to cry, his face scrunched with agony.  

“Don’t.” Was all Michael said.

The duvets creased up more when the pace between them increased horrifically. Trevor’s body mounted up and down, his back torn between sweat and the bedsheets, penis struggling to contain any further fucking like the chump he was. It was swollen and he breathlessly reached for Michael’s arms which held the camera.

“You want them to see?” Mikey teased and zoomed into the mans distressed face.

Trevor growled as cum drooled from his tip. Any more words from his boyfriend’s mouth, and he’ll cum. He knows it.

“Ohhh, what’s this…” His hips shuddered when the camera flashed onto his soon to be cum-painted stomach. Trevor winced when Michael handled his tired cock, squeezing it relentlessly. This released more semen that it all came out in that second. His throat went numb and he moaned pathetically, only to be overpowered by Michael who seemed amused by the easiness of his orgasm, “You can’t help yourself, Trev. Look at you… A fucking mess.”

“Shit, fuck… Sugar…”

“You’re an easy little fuck-toy, baby. All you need is a fucking minute and you’ll cum right away.”

“Mngh – “ Trevor grunted as he was being fucked still.

“Now, now…” Whispered Michael before tossing his boyfriend onto his stomach, them fine shoulder blades tensing and clenching when Trevor had more access to the duvet for support. He gripped onto them, being penetrated harder due to the better position. Mikey caressed the defined muscles on the back in front of them, then leaned forward, placing the camera in front of Trevor with a pillow supporting it.

He now had both hands free, and they directly occupied the neck.

Trevor gasped and stared into the camera as it recorded the blurred background of Michael thrusting with his hands covering that “cut here” tattoo. It felt so raw and deep that Trevor couldn’t help but cum again. It dampened the sheets, his eyes oozing salty tears.

“I love you, I fuckin’ came– “ He struggled to speak.

“Oh yeah?” Michael’s voice appeared faint from the back. He liked showing off his mans beauty when being toyed around, “You came again, baby?”

“Mikey, I love you. Fuck…”

“I know you do.”

Trevor moaned and groaned, “Fuckin’ love you!”

“Keep it together, Trev. Keep it…” Michael winced when he approached that feeling, “Shit…”

Trevor noticed how sloppy the cock was and it was hardened to stone when it bullied his anus repeatedly. It made him excited and he stared into the camera with a tearful smirk, ignoring the hands around his neck, waiting for the moment where his older boyfriend would cum.

“Fuckin’ A…” Mikey breathed shakingly and thrusted one more time before gasping out of pleasure. He buried inside Trevor, leaning forward, his chest grinding his back, leaving a whole load inside the man underneath.

They stayed like that for a few minutes, taking in the anticipation. Trevor had left a puddle of sweat and drool onto the sheets as Michael reached for the camera, showing the future audience one last peek of the anus that was bricked with white cum. His breathing was heavy and he exhaled, stopping the recording, leaving behind a filthy video of their nastiness, haunting the hard-drive into uploading days later.

[kokusfluffyhair]

Hiromasa Confesses to You

SFW | might make a NSFW part 2 | Hiromasa x reader | reader so far is gn | wc: 1987

You and Hiromasa knew each other for some time already and had become friends pretty fast. It's a known fact around the Palace that once Hiromasa starts to like someone, he picks up the tendency to get clingy pretty fast. Needless to say, he made his desire to be around you as much as possible obvious not only to you but to everyone else around. Hiromasa, naive as he is, was oblivious to the fact that he was doing anything out of the ordinary. He thought he was "just happy". But, in reality, his body was experiencing much more than simple happiness towards a new friendship.

One evening, Hiromasa just happened to be practising the flute outside of your quarters. You couldn't understand this man's motives. He always acted unnaturally innocent and polite, but then he'd also take on an action that was pretty strong flirting. He'd bring you small gifts, hang around where he knew you would be, play a new tune on his flute and then say that he came up with it thinking about you ... but all the while, Hiromasa never seemed to be aware of what he was doing. It was sweet to see him like that, though. He was the type who had no shame about wearing his heart on his sleeve. He never seemed to have been heartbroken before and shattered to the point of seeing the world under a darkened filter. He was overly trusting and beamed with a naive kindness. Yet, at the same time, he was more than capable of having an attitude and being a bit of a brat. You always found that to be amusing.

You had your share of hearing some people in the Palace discreetly gossip about Hiromasa, saying both good and bad about him. His politeness and obedience were always praised, as were his musical talents that were unlike anything any of the nobles had heard before. But, you has also heard some of the nobles -- both men and women -- whispering amongst themselves that Hiromasa was too soft and immature. It sometimes made you mad, especially when you picked up on the hidden whisper behind one a woman's kimono sleeve saying that Hiromasa would be a gentle husband to whoever he would marry, but that he would also be quite dull, and probably hopeless in bed.

How their comments made your blood boil. A part of you always wanted to storm up to those women and yell at them, but you knew what was socially acceptable and what wasn't, and so you remained silent. Besides, you knew that if you did release your anger that Hiromasa wouldn't be very proud of your having done so in his defence. You could hear his voice as if he was right in front of you saying that he thanked you for sticking up for him, but that it was not worth your energy and to please not put your reputation at risk on his behalf.

Your memories of some of the court womens' most recent gossips passed through your mind as you surreptitiously watched Hiromasa play the flute from your window. The more you listened to him play, your eyes scanning over the form of his body that was hidden underneath his clothes, the more you thought of finding out for yourself how "hopless" or not he would be in bed ...

Even though you never saw Hiromasa without his large, modestly-covering clothing, you had pinpointed several areas to imagine how his body looked underneath it all. His kimono hung over his broad, well-built shoulders, and the part of his waist where his obi was tied was quite wide. He seemed to have a very nice frame underneath, and sometimes, you found yourself daydreaming about undressing him, especially so you could ...

Your eyes lowered to his rear.

So you could give that part of his body a nice squeeze.

You felt your face get hot as you pictured what you would like to do to Hiromasa, your images accompanied by his oblivious flute playing. Your hand moved along your thighs, up towards that sensitive spot between your legs, but you stopped yourself.

No. You weren't going to relieve yourself in that way tonight. Not when Hiromasa was right there on the grounds outside your quarters. So, you slowly got up and walked out onto your engawa, continuing to watch him as you took a seat. You let your legs hang off the engawa's side, dangling a bit, before you called his name.

"Hiro!"

The flute's melody suddenly screeched off-key. Hiromasa's body seemed to tremble a bit, either from the ugly sound he had just created or from becoming flustered after being "caught". He then slowly turned around to look towards you, his face holding a soft smile and a light pink blush to his cheeks.

"Oh, I -- did I disturb you, y/n?" Hiromasa asked as he scratched the back of his head below his eboshi.

You shook your head. "No. I was just listening."

Hiromasa bowed his head a little and came up to your engawa. Still smiling, he sat beside you and held his flute in his lap.

"Is this a new song you're working on?" you asked him. "It's really nice."

"Oh, no. It's not very nice. I still have a lot of work to do on it." He smiled shyly and looked off onto the grounds.

"You're really too modest about your talents."

He chuckled. "No. I'm just honest and realistic with myself. It's an improvised song I've been working on over the past few days. It's very new and unrefined." The blush on his cheeks grew darker.

"Well, I -- I think it's already beautiful." You didn't know why, but his shyness was contagious.

"Thank you," he said in a quiet, pleased tone. His smile got even softer and he looked down at his flute with a gleam of pride in his eyes.

The two of you sat there in silence for a bit. The tension between you was growing more by the second. It was as if you both were being pulled together by magnetic forces between your bodies, commanding you to embrace and roll on top of each other, but your minds were in agreement on fighting it.

Hiromasa shifted a bit in his seat and quietly cleared his throat. He was blushing even more, and some sweat could be seen glistening at his forehead. The way he was obviously aroused just by being with you turned you on even more, but you didn't want to make him more uncomfortable that would bring him to leave.

Your eyes lowered to the flute he fiddled with in his hands. It looked a bit different from the one you were used to seeing him with. "Is it new?"

"Uh?" He was almost startled, as if he was snapped out of some consuming thoughts. "Oh." He looked down at the flute. "Well, it's ... how do I say ... eh ..." He then looked at you and chuckled. "To be honest, it's a demon's flute."

"A demon's flute?"

"Y-Yes." A wave of confidence then passed over him and he straightened his back. He then proceeded to tell you about how he and Seimei had gone to the Suzaku Gate to investigate a gambling demon. Laughing, he went into many details of how Seimei had first made him do sumo with the demon before he was able to swipe the flute away.

"You? Sumo?" You also laughed.

"It was terrible!" He laughed more and then smiled at you. "Well, sometimes I've been told that I eat too much, but not so much that I could do sumo. See?" He then quickly took your hand and placed it to his stomach. His belly felt a little fleshy and round, but he wasn't fat.

You were tempted to slide your hands to the sides of his waist, hold him, and pull him closer to you.

"You ... feel nice ..." you then said without realising it.

"Huh?" Hiromasa's face turned bright red.

"I -- sorry." You pulled your hand away from his stomach, turning away from him slightly.

Hiromasa's mouth was open a bit, his breath slipping past his lips as he gazed at you. "Y-y/n?"

"Yeah?" You looked back at him.

Hiromasa gulped loudly. "Do you really think ... I look nice?"

You felt your cheeks grow warmer. You nodded. "Yes. I've thought so for a long time ..."

Hiromasa smiled shyly. "I --" He quickly grabbed both of your hands, awkwardly taking them in his while he was still holding onto his flute. "I like you." His face hardened as he tightened his hold on your hands. "I like you," he spoke with the air as if he was giving a speech at the court.

You found yourself smiling big. You had always known how he felt, but it was different now that he was able to tell you. "I like you too, Hiro. I like you a lot. You --" You look into his gentle eyes that seemed to be nervous but also loving, tender, and relieved at hearing your words. "You make me feel safe. Very safe."

"I do? Me?" he asked, almost in disbelief. Some tears formed at the corners of his eyes, which he quickly blinked away.

You nod. "Yeah." You feel how his hands are getting sweatier. It makes you want to protect him. "I'm gonna tell you something silly."

"Silly?"

"Yeah." You twist your hands in his hold so that you can grip them back better. "You make my heart feel really safe."

Hiromasa looked at you, almost breathless.

You laughed a little. "It's silly, isn't it?"

Suddenly, Hiromasa released your hands and wrapped his arms around you. He pulled you close against his body in a warm, tender embrace.

"It's not silly ..." He held you tighter. "It's ..." At a loss for being able to express himself with words, Hiromasa pulled away from the hug. He then took your hand and gently placed it over his heart.

You could feel the fast and strong little pounds of his heartbeat echoing against your hand.

"I'm not good with words," Hiromasa said as he looked down at your hand on his heart. He shrugged one of his shoulders a little. "It's probably why I'm terrible with poetry." He chuckled.

"Well, you do a fine job reading it out loud."

He laughed. "No, I'm not that good at it." He smiled at the compliment. "But this --" He put a light pressure on his hand holding yours to his chest. "Is my response to you telling me that you feel safe with me. I wish I -- I wish I was stronger to keep you safe." He cleared his throat quietly before raising your hand to his lips and kissing it.

The sensation of his soft lips against the back of your hand sent tingles down your body. "You are strong."

Hiromasa smiled and held your hand protectively in both of his. You almost start laughing, because he's still got the flute tucked between the thumb and index finger of one of his hands. Hiromasa notices your smirking and tilts his head to the side a little. "Am I doing something weird?" he asks with a bit of a teasing pout.

The laughter slips past your lips. "No, it's just ... you're still holding the flute."

"Oh!" His eyes widen as he looks down to his hands. He then sees the flute and starts laughing. He lets go of your hand and sticks the flute into his kimono sleeve. His face is a bright red from embarrassment, but he genuinely seems to think the whole thing is funny.

The two of you sit in silence for a few beats more. A light breeze blows from the grounds onto the veranda, sending a gentle chill against your neck.

"Hiro?" you ask.

"Y-Yes?"

You smile a bit shyly. "Would you like to come inside my room?"

Part 2

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At first I was uninterested towards BB AU because I don't like evil or angst cruel stuff but the more I read it. I'd like to see how it goes but man it do be painful.

So how does Chapter 5 work here? I doubt the VDC Group would stay in the Ramshackle Dorm because Crowley ain't fixing it, unless someone decided to pay for it to be furnished without Yuu's knowledge or as a gift for Yuu. Does Yuu not enter the audition room to watch or they watch from the otherside of the window while cleaning Pomefiore Dorm? Would the beach scene with Epel not occur? It does but Yuu takes Deuce stead causing Epel also start having a Yandere obsession as well? Does Yuu also become manager as well? Even I don't know if the part where Malleus fix the stage occurs. Unless Yuu was given an extra VDC ticket to invite others but knows no one to give it to then Lilia barges in and recommends a friend of his that never gets invited a lot (not mentioning Malleus). Yuu feels skeptical and could guess it's Malleus but decides to give them an invitation even knowing the consequences. They're done with this, they're ready for what's coming

That's so many questions and thoughts

First things first I want you to know how touched I am, bc you specifically said you didn't like cruel aus and even tho you read, probably by curiosity, and then you got invensted and for some reason that made em feel like I'm doing a good job so thank you so much??? I don't even know how to explain it??? Just ( ;°;)

And second: I am VERY SORRY for the LONG WAIT IN THIS ONE

So, remember how chapter 4 is before 5 and Kalim goes Yandere for Yuu there? Yup, Kalim offers to pay for a reform in Ramshackle, wich Yuu partially agrees, just the most serious things got fixed like the roof, Yuu would be happy with only their room being in good condition but Kalim insisted in reforming some more bc sleepover he's dieing to suggest

Early mornings were always a blessing in NRC, when the students were too groggy to care about their surroundings, when the headmaster was mostly found in his office, when teachers were only preparing their classrooms, when the sound of birds were Yuu's only companions

Today Pomefiore was the dorm assigned to Yuu's care, it's one of the friendlier dorms, for what Yuu most got from the students was a snobbish look and nothing more, but it's always a breathtaking to see it's walls and garden shine in the early morning sun

They swept and cleaned until the floor shined, finally taking a break as the first busy hour of the day started, as they rested a boy with lavender hair passed running by, he looked extremely tired and angry, but that's noone of their business is it? No. It isn't.

They lie to the hunter anyway...

Rook: pardon me but, have you seen a boy passing by in a hurry?

He approached from behind, quietly as a cat and Yuu is sure his intention was to scare them, poor guy should have tried that before Azul's overblot, Jade made sure Yuu knew how to perceive someone's presences now, by... prolongued experiencing it

Yuu: wich one? Many students seemed to wake late today y'know

The boy's eyes narrow, a glint of something more, something dangerous lured behind his smile, and Yuu knew they attracted the attention of someone they shouldn't, he already knew the truth didn't he?

Rook: is that so? A purple haired one perhaps?

He leaned in closer, watching and memorizing every inch of Yuu's presence

Yuu: yeah,but I don't know where he went tho, didn't pay attention

Yuu holds his gaze, instinct screaming to look away, hide, run, get away from the hunter

Rook: AH! That's why you look so familiar! You are the magicless janitor aren't you? The one who lives at the Ramshackle dorm?

Yuu: what about it?

Rook: you see, there's an event, VDC, that's going to happen in the school, a talent show if you will, and our dorm leader, you might have heard of him, Vil Schoenheit, is in desperate need of a place for our team to train, would you be so kind to let us stay at you dorm? Just dor a couple of weeks! Promise we are very well behaved!

Yuu: look dude, even if I could let you, the dorm is called Ramshackle for a reason, trust me it's easier to gain an injury there than to bound with your friends

Rook: but we could help you! We could do an easy fix in the basic needs and stay, please, just dor some days!

Yuu is tired, they have more tasks to do than to refuse this guy's request to sleep in a old dorm

Yuu: look... I-

The playful nature that surrounded the Hunter minutes before vanished in a blink of an eye, he leans closer and whispers

Rook: I suggest you accept my offer so you can get on Vil's good side before even meeting him trickster, I ask, not demand, a no is welcomed anytime, but for him... trust me, you do not say no to the queen... I could very well say you recovering for our precious Jewell to escape his morning practice so easily, and you don't wanna see him mad do you?

Yuu shuts their mouth, no is not an answer... then again... when do they choices even mattered in this school to beggin with? They smile bitterly looking at their feet hanging by the bench

Yuu: ... alright

Rook: wonderful! Thank you for your support Yuu! See you next week!

.... when had they given their name?

Epel couldn't belive his ears, they were hiding him

The magicless human of NRC was sticking their neck out for him and they didn't even talked

He... couldn't help but fell guilty when using that to his advantage, leaving Yuu behind alone with Rook

He would come back he just... needed a break... they would understand it right? Surely

As for Vil well... he watched it all happen form his windown, Yuu's quietly working, Rook's treat and Epel's retreat, he would be lieing if Yuu didn't intrigued him

Their resilience of the rumours and bulling is something he admired if we're being honest, being an actor came with a price and Vil could recognize a diamond in the rogue like them

He did planed to introduce himself... eventually... if his schedule permitted, there's just something about the magicles handyman that just... calls to him

And when Rook said they accepted their stay at their dorm? well... his genuine smile did put off some students during his classes

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No, the beach scene doesn't happen, Epel just gets away and Vil's performance can't occur bc Epel is extremely late, blame RSA studnets

Yuu had to deal with Kalim, Jamil, Rook and now Vil's yandere asses while they stayed and... let's just say... things turned a little bit diferent

Yuu wasn't a manager, nor a member of the dance team,but they did always watched them train, the janitor of NRC saw how strict their routine was and how hard all member were dedicating themselves

So when Epel snapped and ran, they decided to help, as a stand in

And when Vil got away in the middle of Neige's performance? A chill ran down their spine... Kalim's behavior didn't help, him and Jamil tried to get out with Yuu before Vil's overblot ... but Yuu...

Blinding rage boiled in Vil's veins as Rook took the poisoned apple juice, he vold strangle him right now and watch as the life faded from his eyes even before the curse took effect in the hunter... if it wasn't for Neige's presence he wouldn't be conflicted on wich end first

Liquid poured from his eyes, what he could only think be tears... fainted in black and then- a slap in Rook's hand

Yuu: YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!

The human's eyes burned intensely at the Hunter's, fury, exhaustion, fear and... hurt, all danced in their face, their attention shifting from him and Vil and then Neige, who was still standing there

Yuu pushes Rook aside and goes to Vil but... it has already started

"DON'T LOOK AT ME"

As Kalim entered the scene Yuu pushed Neige to his direction screaming for them to get out

Rook drags Yuu along as Vil overblots

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The smoke cleared as the consequences of the fight appeared before their eyes... the headmaster wouldn't be happy... not at all...

Yuu wasn't a manger nor a student, Vil gave them his plus one ticked for them to watch the performance

Malleus wasn't invited

Crowley had to plea so the fairy prince could help

ATENTION EVERYONE!

Asks for the AUs are still closed

This is a very old ask that I was working since my block for the AUs beggin since last 2 years I think

If you send me an ask for any of the AUs I will throw it in the trash

So yeah, if you sent me an ask before I closed them, before the big fucking READ ME in my pined post, so there's a big probability that I will answer them

But if you send the ask recently about the AUs? Sorry, it's going out of the window

[captain-astors]

1, 16, 18 & 29 for Seidou?🙂 I just love my boy Taki so much💕

Another one for Takizawa! Such a silly guy.

1, My first impression of them

I suppose I could do this twice for before the half-ghoul nonsense and after. Before, I believe I’ve talked about how none of the CCG characters really registered in my mind until :re and Takizawa isn’t a profound exception. He was one of my favorites, but it was really a “the best of the worst” situation. The moment that caught my attention most was definitely the “I don’t want to die” scene. He’s just like me (joking, obviously.) But seriously I think that was a turning point for the CCG for me, they were kind of the stock character bad guys who got a couple chapters to be fleshed out, but they were still narrow-minded and somewhat two dimensional, mostly because of their lack of fear. Because when you think about it, every CCG character we focus on before :re is some variety of talented investigator with no need to fear, and no shown instance of it. Amon, Akira, above average. Houji and Shinohara, decently experienced. Juuzou and Arima, prodigies that speak for themselves. In comparison, Takizawa is shockingly human and average when placed next to those exceptions. That desperation he has, the moment where he simply can’t pretend this is just a normal job and that he’s on par with the rest of them hits like a brick. So my first impression was neutral but the first time I noticed him was incredible. For after, in his first appearance in :re, I loved him on the spot. I had actually heard and seen of what would happen to him and had thought "Oh another artificial half-ghoul? Previously from the CCG? With a design like that? He'll probably be a main antagonist or something!" I was wrong, :re has like 5 artificial half ghouls and it's a little ridiculous. But he's still a personal favorite. Freaky raccoon. 16, A childhood headcanon

Rocky was a gift from an uncle who adopted the puppy and quickly realized his apartment wasn’t large enough to house the creature. Seidou’s birthday was coming up quickly, so he got the best present of his entire life. His parent’s weren’t initially enthused about the idea, but Seidou got attached to him so quickly they didn’t want to take the dog away. He’s named after the film. Funnily, his mom was always Rocky’s favorite, with Seidou as a second no matter how much time they spent together. 

18, How do you think they were as a kid? (Like, were they shy, noisy, wild, etc) Impressively middle-child like for an eldest sibling. He’d do anything for the compliments of his parents or teachers and was quickly upset when it seemed his sister was getting preferential treatment. He wasn’t unloved or anything, I just imagine from his talks with Akira that he used to be something of a “gifted child”, and once he started curving down into a more average realm he was desperate to still receive that same amount of attention and praise simply on account of being accustomed to it.

29, How do you think they would be as a parent?

Before ghoul-ification? Fine. I Don’t think he’d consider himself ready for parenthood and frankly neither would I but if he somehow got stuck with a child that presumably wasn’t his because you cannot tell me he could ever, out of the options for fathers in tokyo ghoul (none of which are good except for maybe 3) human Takizawa is not the worst. The kid’s going to have a couple issues if he’s doing it alone but if he’s got someone to help him, he could probably raise a decently functioning human being with inferiority issues and fatherly resentment at worst. Congratulations human Takizawa, I grant you the “You do not suck at this as much as you could” reward.

After being turned into a ghoul on the other hand? God help that child. If he manages not to have a mental breakdown from the responsibility and abandon and/or eat the thing I do think he could raise it… kind of, but I do not think he would be good at it unless he had several points of help, and at that point you might as well just give it to them because in contrast to his human self, there are actually few worse options. He’s simply not mentally stable enough to give them consistent love and attention and I highly doubt he knows how to take care of a kid’s physical needs either, or how to keep them out of dangerous situations, so we should all be thankful his biology is so screwed up at this point that, unhelped by plot power like Kaneki, he’ll probably never have a child. Could be interesting as a fic or something but I’d pity the ghoul/half ghoul that comes of it because the issues will be countless if they even manage to live to adulthood. I grant ghoul Takizawa the “You do suck at this as much as you could.” reward, however he’s not the worst of the worst as he would at least try his best if there were no alternatives for this kid. With enough support he could do it but I think he’s best off in the “older brother type” role.

[findmeinashes]

being who she was came with it’s own risks ,  she knew that from the start but kaia also knew that wasting her gifts would have been a tragedy all of its own .  it seemed a waste to make a life for herself behind a desk ,  or buried in books ,  or anything else that modern day women convinced themselves was a remarkable job ,  an honest living .  that was never ,  and could never be her .  kaia had other talents ;  smart ,  of course ,  but also seductive ,  manipulative ,  brave .  it would have been a waste to dull down her expertise in order to work for a man that she could bring to his knees in a second .  so the corporate life was never for her ,  but dominating ?  that was a specialty .  and getting paid for it ?  the ultimate dream .

now ,  with great talent ,  of course ,  came great responsibility .  kaia had to master how to be desirable enough ,  famous enough to gain any traction ,  to make any serious money ,  whilst also being elusive and secretive .  high value clients couldn’t be found to be dallying in bdsm in their free time ;  your local senator couldn’t be discovered blindfolded ,  bent over a bed frame ,  begging to be spanked for being a bad boy .  your local police sheriff couldn’t be found crawling around on all floors wearing nothing but a collar and a leash .  no ,  kaia had to have both guaranteed confidentiality and a remarkable reputation .  that was not easy to master ,  but of course ,  over the years ,  kaia leared to hone and master this .

it wasn’t always easy ,  mind you .  she’d ruffled more than a few feathers ,  a handful of truly powerful people who wanted nothing more than the satisfaction of experiencing her abilities with an immediate silencing so that she couldn’t dare speak of it to anybody .  with this came her biggest risk and her most sincere guarantee .  she protected those who protected her .  of course ,  it could have been called blackmail ,  photographing her clients at their most vulnerable was perhaps a betrayal ,  but using that to control their actions going forward could have been viewed as exercising her skills outside of their sessions .  or at least ,  that’s how kaia chose to see it .

nevertheless ,  a lot of people did not like this ,  and so kaia made herself quite the enemy of more than a few powerful individuals .  individuals who wanted her to pay for daring to flex her forward thinking post session .  this meant that on more than one occasion ,  she had to call on another client ,  another powerful person who could provide protection  --  she always had to be one step ahead of the game ,  she always had to know the ins and outs of what could pose a threat to her .  that is how she come to learn of archibald devereaux .  the ruthless and exceptional assassin who’d never failed a job in his entire career .  he was smart ,  maybe a little reckless but undeniably extraordinary .  it was kaia’s prerogative to learn of his nature ,  to learn of his loyalties ;  of which he had very few ,  if any .  it seemed the man’s loyalty belonged only to the highest bidder .

keeping an ear to the ground ,  kaia had no doubt their paths would cross ,  somebody would learn of him and his track record and land him right in her lap ,  someone would have to send him her way since everybody else had always failed ;  archie would be the last resort .  so kaia learned what she could ,  discovered what little information there was to be had and left nothing up to chance .  finally ,  somebody fessed up that his attention had been bought ,  focused now on the dominatrix who had many people wrapped around her little finger .  kaia knew she had to outfox the fox ,  and had no intentions of attempting to run or hide from someone who would find her .  when the day came that he did arrive ,  she had every intention of welcoming him .

he was expected and immediately welcomed by a maid that probably wouldn’t live to tell the tale ,  leaving kaia somewhat vulnerable and almost intrigued to meet her assigned assassin .  she opened the door of her bedroom ,  gravitating towards the stairs ,  “  please ,  mr  devereaux ,  there  is  no  need  for  violence  --  we’ve  been  expecting  you .  ”  she made her way down the stairs and into the living room ,  figuring if he wasn’t even a little curious ,  he would have already made an attempt by now ,  there’d be no song and dance about it .  “  come ,  please ,  take  a  seat .  I’d  offer  you  a  beverage  but  you  killed  my  maid  --  ”  the woman took a seat and gestured to the one opposite her ,  expression unreadable . 

[twelvedaysinaugust]

He’s also, and this is the clincher for me, not ever been useful to Harry. He’s not a natural musical talent. (Neither is Harry particularly but you know what I mean; he’s got better.) He didn’t have connections. Louis doesn’t bring anything to Harry’s table.//

It feels so unfair to even read this. I’m sorry but I highly disagree. First of all, I think it’s important to view their private lives and their careers separately. Harry does link himself so talented and great experienced people in the industry to take advantage from their advice and knowledge, yes. And Louis, I feel like, is more about surrounding himself with good people that he’s friends with in the first place and that he feels comfortable around. I think they are indeed very different in the way they work and push their music careers. I think when it comes to Louis and Harry as private people I doubt Harry would stop staying in touch with someone because he doesn’t benefit from that person career wise. That doesn’t make much sense.

Apart from that, it’s simply not true Louis never brought anything to Harry’s table. Especially in the early days when Harry wasn’t as confident in his own skin and his talent Louis was there to support him whenever he could. There are so many moments you can watch in interviews where Louis goes out of his way to show Harry his support. May it be the famous “painted nails make Harry beautiful” conversation, the sweet “I have never seen you in a dress before” or that time when Harry kinda added something to what Louis said before (L: “the best kind of song for us to skate to is probably shaggy it wasn’t me”, H:” that was like uh..that was like a telepathic thing..”) idk what interview that was. And the other boys continued taking and Louis just said to Harry “hey, that’s cute”. Or when they were on twitter live chat (H: “Who am i? L:”Whoever you want”). Louis gifted Harry cute birthday cards that were like little essays to express his appreciation for Harry. That’s just a few things that come to my mind now, there a probably many more. They may be small but they are very telling about the way Louis treated Harry in general and how supportive and protective he actually was about him even in those little moments. And he still supports him to this day which you can tell if you just pay a little attention. So to sum it up Louis has brought a lot to the table and that was helping Harry to find himself and to be himself. And that’s very essential for the Harry we can see today. He is unique, confident and does all the things he wants to do which is being creative and colorful in his clothing, the exuberant dancing and being confident about his sexuality. I feel like Harry is so much more carefree when it’s comes to other peoples opinions about the way he expresses himself. He is free in that regard. I don’t think he is completely freed from doubts and I still think he probably cares a lot how he’s perceived and whether or not people like him. But it doesn’t stop him anymore nor does it have a bad impact on his performance.

Louis was always the person that supported him, regardless. And in all those years I never saw even the slightest sign of jealousy or resentment towards Harry. I can’t say the same about people like Liam. And Harry needs people like him in his life that aren’t just there to make money with and through him. He can be close to Jeff all he wants but it’s still a connection that brings both individuals a lot of money. And that has an impact on that relationship, whether you like it or not. Harry and Louis don’t have an arrangement like that. Louis probably doesn’t give a fuck how much or how less successful Harry is or how popular he is or how well liked he is by the general public. And I think the same goes for Harry’s family and friends. And I think we don’t get to see much of Harry’s connection to them bc it’s kept private, as it should.

Also. And I’m sorry this is very long. But Louis is a very talented musician. One direction would be nowhere without Louis being the one who was credited for almost all hits 1D has ever put out. He is limited in his voice. But his voice is unique and it gave 1D an interesting tone which was needed to make them sound not boring but just great. Louis is a natural talented songwriter, it’s stupid to deny that. And his personality was a huge advantage for Harry to grew up with and learn from. Harry could learn many things from Louis. For example, speaking up for himself, taking yourself time when needed, drawing boundaries, being a little sassy and not always the people pleaser. I wouldn’t necessarily claim this is all something Harry has taken over by now bc I definitely don’t see that being the case. But that’s just what comes to my mind when thinking about all the thing Louis has about himself that Harry could benefit from.

Yeah. I knew I was going to get a lot of responses to that anon, lol. I’ll publish the remaining ones, but like I said, I disagreed with almost everything in that ask.

[hillarysss]

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༊*·˚ I feel like Aquarius placements are easily very misunderstood from my experience. It seems like people like projecting their own ideas and views on them? (Especially Aquarius Moons)

༊*·˚ Like a lot of Aquarius placements have experienced people trying to control them or change them which makes them rebel even more. They don't like authority because they are that ˗ˏˋauthority ´ˎ˗

𓅸 Also Aquarius placements since traditionally ruled by Saturn had to learn to grow up very young which makes them seem very "aloof" because they may fear getting close to people, trust is very important for them. They choose their friends wisely which I really admire. They may have a lot of pals but do you truly know them? They have a lot of depth.

༊*·˚ I feel like Cancer placements are also misunderstood quite often. A lot of Cancer placements really do not fit the stereotype. Cancer placements tend to provide very safe place energy which makes them quite alluring but could also attract people who just vent and dump things on them and expect them to take "care" of it.

𓅸 Cancer placements are also EXTREMELY loyal from my experience.

༊*·˚ Also Cancer placements are actually a lot more confrontational than given credit for. Their fierce cardinal side especially activates when a friend or loved one is getting mistreated... don't mess with their loved ones.

𓅸 When Aries and Taurus energy is in a chart it makes someone extremely independent. These people rely on themselves and their own resources, though they may have the tendencies to be quite stubborn. It makes someone loyal and bold.

༊*·˚ Libra Venuses have really precious energy.. like they can make you feel extremely loved so easily they just have this ability to do so. They hate anything unfair like these are the type of people that have good judgement which makes them really good at selecting partners, they want the best for themselves.

𓅸 Therefore, If a Libra Venus doesn't like you it's probably because of a fair reason rather than a petty one.

༊*·˚ Pisces Venuses tend to have have really magical talents, seriously.. A lot of Pisces Venuses are gifted with artistic abilities like drawing especially since a young age.

𓅸 Pisces Venuses are also incredibly selfless, they will sacrifice themselves for the greatest good. They also have sparkly cute eyes. Though they can get obsessive when they love something a lot.

༊*·˚ Wanna piss an Aries mercury off? Don't get to the point and blabber. These people don't play around.. get to the point with them or don't talk to them.

𓅸 They are people of the truth and loyalty so fakeness and lies is also an instant turn off.

༊*·˚ Cancer Venuses / 4h Venuses are very very alluring and inviting. These people just have a lot of love to give, they give me mom energy with how much they care however this can make them a bit guarded because they know not everyone deserves their love and they may have learned this the hard way. It also tends to be hard for them to let go of partners.

༊*·˚ People with a Scorpio Juno / 8th house Juno needs someone who is only about them and only them. These are the type of people who won't settle for less yet they may stay in a relationship that isn't good for them because of their fixed nature. They are very good at detecting lies and unloyalty in partners with intuition.

༊*·˚ I feel like Scorpio mars people radiate "don't fuck with me" energy. Like wronging a Scorpio mars is like asking to be in despair from my pov. These people are really all about the truth and even if they can control their anger well, they are not the type to spare anyone who fucked up feelings. They are very protective of themselves and will bite if they have to. It's really admirable but may gather love- hate reactions from people.

𓅸 Since Mars can indicate what you attract.. they may attract obsessive and intense people.

༊*·˚ Scorpio placements / 8th house energies tend to like and benefit for having strong boundaries since they need to protect their energy. Also these people are prone to gathering jealousy from others so a tip from me is never tell people your plans before you do them, unless you are sure they are trustworthy. (Especially Suns in 8th)

༊*· Scorpio placements & Venus- Pluto individuals also tend to have very captivating eyes especially the risings, don't even get me started on Scorpio Venuses they are just so.. bewitching.. literally.. This can also get people obsessed with their looks or them in general.

༊*· It's not said often how logical and intelligent libra mercuries / 7th house mercuries are. I trust them a lot when it comes to judgement, they are the type to listen to all sides of the story and they aren't all about sticking to one thing they will listen to everything to get to a good conclusion on something.

𓅸 They are also quite persuasive because of this. It's hard to hear bullshit from them. If a libra mercury / 7th house mercury is interested in law school / being a lawyer.. they surely will do good.

༊*· Water placements can have a Sirene energy to them.. like they attract people who tend to be emotionally unavailable? I feel like water placements have this really healing energy which can attract people who want to take advantage of it.

༊*· Simple ways to find out how you are attractive to others in Astrology

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𓅸 Look at your Venus sign in the Venus persona chart. This can show an in-depth explanation on how you attract others.

𓅸 What others will find attractive about you right away & by first impression is by your ascendant in the Venus persona chart.

𓅸 Asteroid Aura (1488) can represent the lovely energy you give off to others and why they are drawn to you.

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༊*· Scorpio Mercuries / 8th house mercuries may be quite reserved / shy in real life, but holds a lot of intense thoughts to themselves. The type of people who holds their tongue but when needed may sting. They also don't like being questioned or invaded in anyway, they're very private.

༊*· Taurus suns are one of the most respectful people ever and they always hold their own morals till the end. I don't see them as stubborn more so devoted to their own causes.

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༊*· I studied people with high sex appeal and immense attraction and a lot had;

if you don't have any of these it does not imply the opposite, it's quite complex to determine attraction so these are just some patterns I've noticed repeatedly.

✧ ˗ˏˋ Prominent Venus - Mars ´ˎ˗

✧ ˗ˏˋVenus - Jupiter ´ˎ˗ was extremely prominent and common.

✧ ˗ˏˋPisces moons ´ˎ˗ (It was like one of the top prominent ones too)

✧ ˗ˏˋLibra mars ´ˎ˗

✧ ˗ˏˋ Pisces mars & Water mars ´ˎ˗

✧ ˗ˏˋGemini energy ´ˎ˗

✧ ˗ˏˋ Venus - Pluto´ˎ˗ (Especially Square & harsh aspects)

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༊*· If you wanna know the energy you give off to the public look at planets & signs at your 10th house but also look at the ruler of the 10th house.

Ex; Someone with 10th ruler in 10th may give off Capricorn energy to others.

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༊*· Where Saturn is located in your chart is where you will have to learn strict lessons in order to achieve your best potential.

Ex; Saturn in 6th may constantly change their routine & life-style until they find one that fits them properly.

༊*· Capricorn placements have a very good way of knowing what to do at the given moment, which can make them placed in a leader position even if they didn't ask for it.

༊*· A Capricorn placement will not follow through something unless they thought through it unless they are in a position of stress.

༊*· Virgo risings have the best fashion taste.. there I said it. Obviously I don't say this without proper reason.

༊*· Where Virgo is in your chart is where you are the most analytical and perhaps picky and may have perfectionist tendencies at! Virgo risings pick closely on what to wear and how to present themselves, meaning they can have very well put together fashion / clothing like they will put together small things like bracelets & accessories.

༊*· Virgo in 2nd individuals could be picky with what they buy. Netherless, they look great in whatever they buy.

༊*· People with Taurus in the 2nd house tend to keep bought items for long period of times! They may buy expensive stuff but keep it for long periods of time!

༊*· People with Cancer / Moon in 10th may get attached to their reputation and how they are seen, in a negative manifestation could get attached to validation.

༊*· An Aries Venus will never hesitate to tell the honest truth about their opinions! If you want suger-coating don't go to an Aries Venus.

༊*· Capricorn risings have this really mature beauty to them. Like a beauty that was sculpted perfectly. Also they have really nice teeth and smiles.

༊*· Pluto in 3rd individuals may have hard time suger-coating things. It's either the blunt truth or they stay quiet.

༊*· Sagittarius risings & Pisces risings may find themselves getting lucky out of situations they could have even gotten themselves in, since they are ruled by Jupiter.

༊*· Gemini placements run by stimulation. These are the type of people to accidentally forget to text back for days or hours because they got distracted, which could make it hard for them to make firm bonds as they like sticking with their primary friends who they already find stimulating.

༊*· Mutable Venuses (Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Pisces.) tend to have an open mind & type when it comes to partners.

༊*· Cardinal Venuses (Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn) tend to have high standards or at least they will never try to settle for less, could be a bit bossy in love. They are loyal when they find their right match.

༊*· One thing I noticed about feminine energies with Gemini placements is that they can be quite seductive, like they can pull everybody left and right especially Gemini Venuses. They may find it hard to be friends with people who don't have a crush on them after a bit.

༊*· Gemini Venuses / 3rd house Venuses tend to have a very fun energy to be around, they can be quite refreshing to be around. Conversations with them never get boring when they like you, so if they're being dry.. perhaps they are not so into you.

༊*· Cancer mercuries can be quite blunt with their words from what I've noticed. They'll speak from true emotion and call you out.

༊*· Virgo placements have very sensitive stomachs, so be careful with what you digest.. Especially Virgo mars placements.

༊*· Virgo mercuries have a very.. intellectual alluring way of making conversation? Like the way they put together stuff.. like they can say the most random stuff and somehow make it make sense;

༊*· Since they analyze everything.. if needed in a worst case scenarios they can use what they analyzed about you to hurt your ego.

༊*· Scorpio moons feel a range of very powerful emotions, they feel an intensity that could over-whelm them. It's important they take care of their mental health and well-being. Which is why they love the hardest, however I've noticed patterns where they can get jealous quite easily and they may struggle loosing control over things as having control over things could be a coping mechanism.

༊*· Scorpio moons are also quite observant of their environment and what goes on around them.. they can figure out people's intentions quite easily.

༊*· Sagittarius moons have the best sense of humor, they may use their own emotional experiences to make jokes as well. Even if they are in an extremely low state, they would try to cheer up everyone else around them instead of focusing on themselves at that moment.. because they're selfless like that.

༊*· Leo Venuses can't stand disloyalty, it's one of their biggest turns off. Since they give so much love they expect it as well. Inconsistency is a very big turn off for them.

༊*· People with Aquarius energy in the ascendant persona chart may find themselves getting copied by people, this is because of their originality in the way they present themselves.

༊*· Your rising sign shows how you view the world so your perception.

༊*· Pisces risings may feel like the world could be a better helpful more selfless place, they easily feel drained by the world. They also tend to idealize things like romanticizing things. A lot like fairy aesthetics.

༊*· 9th house ruler can tell you what type of school or area in life you're interested in diving in deep in studying & researching.

༊*· 9th house ruler in 7th may be interested in law school.

༊*· Taurus moons find special comfort in beautiful surroundings and comfortable areas. A Taurus moon will get in a really bad mood if they feel any sort of discomfort. They may like nature.

༊*· Neptune in the 10th house may attract copy-cats, they may also change their identity that's visible to the public.. like changing usernames & aesthetics & etc. People tend to idolize them a lot as well.

༊*· Neptune in the 9th house may change their legal name or a prefer a different name. They may like nick-names. Usually secretive about where they come from & roots.

༊*· Neptune in the 4th house individuals at some point may get curious about their roots & family ancestry but may have a hard time finding information about it.

༊*· Scorpio risings tend to attract people who either get absolutely obsessed with them and follow them blindly or attract hate reactions from people with no reason, it tends to stem from jealousy as well. This is because the ascendant is how you are perceived. Scorpio risings may find themselves getting rumored about.

༊*· Earth energy tends to be very unbothered, to piss of an Earth dominant person you’d have to really do something wrong.

༊*· Air placements & Sagittarius placements often have a hard time concentrating because of their attention span.

༊*· Pisces degree in the midheaven may find themselves having people assume wrong things about them like idealistic expectations.

༊*· Sagittarius placements can be quite spiritual. Fire placements tend to run on passion, loosing motivation tends to mess with them a lot.

© Hillarysss 2021 all rights reserved (Divine Hillary / Hills)

[amazingphilza]

twitchcon :: cc!multiple x reader

fluff , platonic , gender neutral ! some mcyt headcanons if you were to attend twitchcon w them

cc’s included in order: tommyinnit , tubbo , ranboo , wilbur soot , philza , technoblade

cw: kinda lengthy for the minors (i think), not as much for the hags LMAO /hj

tommyinnit

this man is so excited to be at his first twitchcon & being able to hang out with all his best friends makes it a hundred times better

when he isn’t at a panel or doing meet & greets, he’s dragging you everywhere to see the whole convention center (clingyinnit)

he is just so at awe despite this not being his first convention to attend

you’d be surprised he gets tired pretty quickly & stops over to the partner lounge

you both rest for a bit against a wall in a pretty packed hallway despite it being an exclusive area to twitch partners

every time a famous streamer walks by he will yell it out and record it then vlog your reaction, even if they’re surrounded with bodyguards & trying to get to another place quickly

he’d zoom in his camera to their face at a horrible angle and be like

“oh my god it is THE ninja. ninja famous fortnite player, HELLO.”

but he gets completely ignored

then the camera pans out to you, still really zoomed in that the capture is blurry

“ninjainnit?”

“EH?”

tommy is so confused, forgetting the bit ninja did on his twitter where he renamed himself ‘ninjainnit’ for a split second

okay tommy isn’t that athletic but he will chase you and the rest of your group down a hallway if he had to

he’d probably find a toy gun from the artist alley/seller booths and shoot you and wilbur with it

but if tommy stumbles across any of the dream team, it’s about to be minecraft manhunt but irl

and he will def play his stream music while walking or smth when he’s bored (or trying to jump dream & sapnap)

** DO DO DO DO MANHUNT MUSIC **

oh my god,, now thinking about it he’s probably the one to open like random doors of empty rooms and steal stuff while you film him

like he will take a random empty glass, a bunch of pens, a freebie t-shirt, everything he sees he takes with him and you’re just panic

“tommy we’re literally not supposed to be here, and i’m stuck here filming you. it’s surely a felony in action”

“well, it’s their fault for leaving the doors open! plus this is great content. who’s the dirty crime boy now, HM?”

you’d tell wilbur about this and he’d scold tommy and threaten him with the same pen tommy stole

tommy probably would also drag you some weird event happening outside twitchcon along with tubbo and ranboo

“pokimane is giving out free pizza to everyone if we go to this one restaurant down the street!”

“we are literally gonna get bombarded. have you forgot you’re like three of twitch’s top streamers? i’d rather pay for all of our meals than try getting free pizza from pokimane against all her other fans”

“DEAL! let’s go to five guys then!”

you unfortunately end up paying for all 3 of their meals and picking on their food instead of buying your own

even with all of them making way more money than you, they still happen to be cheapskates

OR tommy will end up getting a burrito from a taco truck, immediately making a mess of himself, then proceed to complain how messy the food is to eat despite knowing what he was getting himself into before even ordering

“shit my clothes are all ruined now!”

“well that’s your fault you got a burrito, as if it’s your first time having one”

“i mean the food is good, i’m not complaining about that but i don’t think it’s that good that it’s worth costing my red and white shirt, im just saying”

tubbo

same with tommy, he is so excited

i don’t know why but i imagine him overpacking his suitcase and you making fun of him for it

anyway tubbo has his irl backpack on and streaming EVERYTHING

probably spends a lot of time at a bunch of different booths, checking out all the pointless gadgets he could buy for his stream

you’re the one to stop him from doing so

“TUBBO IT’S LITERALLY OVER TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS, STOP. DONT GET IT.”

“WHY NOT?? IT WILL BE COOL FOR MY STREAM AND I WILL USE IT EVERYDAY”

“okay theoretically speaking, how the hell are you going to even bring it home? which—let me remind you—is across the country for you and not to mention the giant ocean separating america and the uk”

“free ship-pang!!!”

“i hate to break it to you tubbo but there is no way you can get free shipping on a FIVE FOOT PC. it’s nearly as tall as you! what are you even gonna do on it, hack the government???”

the arguments are all lighthearted but eventually you give in and let him splurge over a thousand dollars in different devices he claimed he “needed”

i could honestly see him visiting the beaches in san diego and going for a swim or even renting out a boat to use for a bit :D

also he’d bring benson along with him and taking a bunch of scenic photos with it in them

i have a feeling he’s the type to schedule a spontaneous meet & greet because he was bored & gets in trouble for causing a mob in a certain part of the convention

he’s like “oh god, i did not expect this many of the bois to show up AHAHAH oops”

tubbo would def pull a lilypichu and bring his melodica or ukulele and play themes while following random people/cosplayers

at the end of the day, you’d find his bag just stuffed with crap he either got for free or bought in the convention

“how did you get all that stuff? i was with you all day??? and it’s only the first day of the convention, hello?? it looks like you’ve been collecting as if twitchcon has went on for a week already!”

“HA i have my ways, do not underestimate my powers”

lani would probably tag along for the vacation honestly

like whenever someone comes up to her giving her gifts/asking for pics, you and tubbo would tease her about how famous she is

and i dunno but something about tubbo just gives me this amusement park energy and going to legoland and spending the whole day there since it’s near by and because he can

ranboo

he is like a beacon in a sea of people, that’s it .

i honestly just see him causing as much chaos as the other two

ranboo would probably like take someone’s camera whether if they’re streaming or if it’s for the vlog, hold it up high, and point the camera directly above someone’s face

it did not matter how tall you were and if you had platform shoes on, ranboo was a skyscraper next to you

“HAHAH this is how i see you from this height, this is funny”

then he shows you the vid of the recording of him getting like an aerial view of your face

like you see your nose and all your pores and just overall a bad angle to be captured in

“OH GOD RANBOO DELETE THAT, ITS HORRIFIC”

i dunno why but i feel like he’d jump scare every person that was cosplaying as his minecraft character from behind for some reason

“BOO!”

“ranboo i’m not even remotely dressed as your skin—”

“don’t worry i’m practicing it’s fineee”

“you’re like the height of 2 people combined, i think you will be fine as is. you even intimidated the security at the front”

i feel like if he had his own panel he’d like pull up some undertale song in the middle of it and scare all the people in the crowd

“lore but in real life”

probably would get some matching keepsake with you from artist alley/the booths!

i could imagine like a cute keychain or smth :D

i feel like he’s the type to like randomly volunteer as a participant for those mini events in a booth thinking it would be funny but regrets it the moment he’s on stage

after introductions the presenter is like “okay ranboo, you will be given a random meme prompt above your head you won’t be able to see until after and you will have to make a random face to compliment it!”

and you can just tell by his facial expression he’s just thinking

oh god what have i gotten myself into

what is this game? who came up with this idea?

you’d laugh at him the whole time, even after he’s off the stage and finished with that small fiasco

“that was horrible. never again.”

“AHAHAH IT LOOKED SO AWKWARD YOU DID GREAT”

“I CROSSED MY EYES AND PUFFED MY CHEEKS BECAUSE I COULDNT THINK OF ANY OTHER FACIAL EXPRESSION. THE PROMPT ENDING UP BEING ‘WHEN TWITTER CANCELS YOU FOR USING PLASTIC STRAWS.’ AND WHEN I SAW WHAT IT WAS—LITERALLY WHAT KIND OF GAME–”

“I GOT PICTURES AND EVERYTHING ITS PERFECT AHAHAHAH”

wilbur soot

honestly with wilbur it’s slightly more chill

he already experienced twitchcon before so he’s just glad to see his friends again after so long

insists that you explore the convention yourself rather than sticking with him the whole time but you do anyway!

wilbur would probably have like a mini concert and gets you front row seats with the rest of the group

but that doesn’t mean before it that you’re not helping him set up

“y/n please– my amp is so heavy, i can carry it”

“don’t worry! i’m strong” :D

and musically talented or not, he will probably bring you and the rest of his friends up to stage to just vibe and sing a bunch of random acoustic songs

it’s not like some big concert hall stage,, i imagine more like a casual thing w a slightly higher platform from the ground yk?

after spending a long day at the convention he’d also bring everyone across the city to la jolla or smth !

you’d all probably have dinner there and chill, watching the pretty sunset

“this place is really pretty but oh my god im gonna lose my breath hiking up this stupid hill, please slow down”

and wilbur is like ??? because he’s completely fine with his long legs and everything

“just walk faster”

“no, you walk slower”

AHAHAH and for context traversing through la jolla by walking around the town is a bit hard since it’s basically on a bunch of hills (walking up from the beach to a restaurant actually is actually sm work, trust me ive been there)

wilbur honestly doesn’t spend that much time in the actual convention center, he’s probably sightseeing a bit of san diego with you instead

but i could imagine him staying at the tabletop games area playing dnd or smth

“c’mon y/n, come join!”

“uhh i’m not sure, i’m not the best at roleplay and...”

“it’s fine don’t worry!”

he’d pull you in with him and end up enjoying yourself even if it was your first time

and if you’re of age, you’d be wilbur’s +1 at the twitch partner party and make sure mans doesn’t too drunk

if it’s not too late in the night, you two would chill at the beach after the party

it’s just a nice, calming moment after all the loud music mixed with hundreds of conversations at the party

also something about like taking polaroids pictures with wilbur just seems to go hand in hand for me

i’m not sure why but you will be taking lots of pics with wilbur for sure (not necessarily you both in the photo, but of sceneries as well while you’re together!)

philza

literally a dad on vacation with his children, it doesn’t matter how old you are

need sunscreen? surprisingly has it

want a snack? probably has a small granola bar somewhere in his bag

but same with wilbur, he’s more chill like this isn’t his first time at twitchcon

omg he’d def bring you to the artist alley and just buy a bunch of fanart and stuff tho

“oh wow look phil, someone made a giant poster of the dream smp and shit!”

“holy shit that’s so good what the fuck!”

and he’s like rushing to that artist’s stall to buy a poster or print

idk why but phil seems like the person to know where he’s going all over the convention center

he probably had a copy of the directory map but yk

you just have trouble reading it bc all the signs seem to be misleading to you

nothing really crazy screams out to me of what phil would do at twitchcon besides like go to a few events, spend a bunch of time w his friends, etc

HOWEVER i could see him wasting a lot of his time at the gaming area and testing new games that are currently on the works of being developed

like “woah y/n, this vr game is sick, you should try it out!”

ngl i feel like phil would plan a visit to disneyland for everyone, like he gets the tickets and everything but once you’re at the park it’s free reign, y’all go everywhere with not much of a plan

the minors would try to cheap out phil and pay less than the others even though everyone else fully paid phil back and everything LMAO

ok but if he’s feeling nice, phil will buy everyone cotton candy/pretzels :D

and if you’re not hungry, he’d at least get you a mickey balloon

HE WILL HAVE MATCHING MICKEY EARS WITH MUMZA YES .

ALSO STAYING FOR THE FIREWORKS THOUGH OMG

just in general, best idea phil had for taking everyone to disneyland :D

technoblade

surprisingly techno is really calm despite this being like one of his first conventions

but when he finally settles in and gets comfortable, he’s showing the same energy

if you’re playfully yelling, he will yell back

however there’s still those awkward moments that are unavoidable

idk why but something about him makes me think that if you feel tired and want to go back to your hotel room, he’d go with you just to make sure you get there safe

he probably also needs a break from being around everyone else for a moment too LMAO

i could also see him searching far and wide in the artist alley for fanart of himself AHAHAH

walking around with him in the convention consists of someone yelling “BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD” every 5 minutes but you don’t really mind

something about him makes me think he’ll be forced into playing minecraft twitch rivals along with the rest of sbi or smth

and he’s like “oh god, i’m going to be on stage? and people will see my face while i play minecraft?”

“i’m sure it will be fun!”

“i mean i like being competitive and feeding my ego, but i’m not that desperate.. well”

do i imagine techno getting easily tired of being surrounded by a bunch of people and just going back to his hotel room with phil and watching some anime with him? yes

and will you watch even if you have no idea what’s going on? also yes

i feel like after a while of you guys hanging out in techno’s room, the rest of the gang will just slowly join you guys

like eventually everyone is there; you, techno, phil, wilbur, niki, tommy, tubbo, ranboo, etc

and techno is like “wha– where did you guys come from?” because his room is basically packed

and niki could be like “oh we can go if you want!”

then techno just insists that she’s fine “but who let the child get in?” clearly implying tommy’s presence

“OI!!”

eventually techno gives in with the company and someone gets a bunch of board games to play from the front desk

lots of yelling and laughing for sure

when it becomes late at night, techno is like half conscious, you’re on your phone, wilbur is staring out the window & enjoying the night view, tommy is passed out on the couch from tiredness, tubbo & ranboo is still wide awake quietly talking, and phil & niki are helping clean up the giant mess

eventually everyone brings themselves to go back to their own room except tommy who won’t budge

you give techno a look and he immediately understands what you were thinking

he rushes to the bathroom to fill up two cups with ice cold water and handed one to you

“on three?”

“okay.. one”

“two”

“three!”

then both of you pour the water on the poor child’s face

he jolts awake and saying a string of curses

“what the fuck techno? y/n too?”

“get out” is the only think techno says that before tommy rushes out with his stuff and you leave right after

a/n: i honestly can’t wait until conventions open up again though,, phil and ranboo were talking about vidcon earlier and omg.

also i kinda want to take in tommy requests but i’m not sure??? it would be both cc! and c! x gn!reader for sure tho. i love writing him to bits but who knows, maybe i’ll only stick to my ideas,, or not. send in a tommy x reader request, might do it, might not, but he’s my fav cc if you can’t tell so! :D (i dunno if i will keep it strictly platonic, but unrequited crushes and stuff are fun to write hehe,,)

edit: let’s hope i fixed all the grammar mistakes LMAO we love writing late at night :) /s /hj

[shoichee]

ALSO CAN I ASK FOR SOME RANDOM GOM HCS U HAVE? like just random ones u have or if u want like some toxic hcs abt them :D

I’m assuming that I can include their negative traits of their personalities as well 👀 Also including Momoi in this… lots of analyzing for this hc, so I used my brain here pls appreciate AGAIN these are all headcanons/interpretations of possible toxic hcs about them and only a few are canon

[Headcanons]

Kuroko Tetsuya

Kuroko is the hardest person to find a “negative/toxic” trait in, and it doesn’t seem like he has any

kind, understanding, hardworking, and compassionate; he’s everything a good-natured protagonist is

but he’s only like this to people/hobbies he cares about/close with; anything else he’s quite apathetic and also very passive/neutral about

the biggest hint to this is when Akashi criticizes Kuroko for cherry-picking who the GoMs should “go all out against” and who to casually toy with

and Akashi is absolutely correct

most of the series is portrayed through Kuroko’s perspective, and Akashi is the first direct outside perspective who comments on his actions/attitude

it’s obviously not that Kuroko didn’t “notice”... he clearly sees and knows what these GoMs are doing; after all, he had a conversation with Aomine about how observant he is to everything around him

of course, if you were close to him, all your opinions and issues matter to him

it’s the fact that what’s not really important to him is suddenly now important just because someone he knows is involved

just an example: if someone was advocating climate change, he has no opinion on it until someone he knows cares about the issue

in other words, he has a subtle hypocritical view on things, especially when he interacts with others

another clear negative trait could be that he’s too idealistic or perhaps naive, seeing things in a clear black-or-white picture and not necessarily a gray area

WE know, as an audience, that the GoMs honestly needed therapy and a proper adult to guide their out-of-control talents

but Kuroko, in his eyes, had viewed them as “bad” and “evil” in their ways of basketball until they changed after their respective matches

he’s probably someone who doesn’t yield to other opinions once he forms his own, and this may make him unable to consider things in other people’s perspectives

which is again, ironic: someone who doesn’t have generally a strong stance but once they do, it’s very unyielding, which further proves Akashi’s comment about Kuroko’s tendency to nitpick which to care about

a final hc about a potential flaw he might have here in a different ask!

Kise Ryota

y’all… it’s as canon as day that he has a mean side

straight from the author himself, it’s confirmed that Kise is only kind to those who he respects, and to the rest, he’s cold-hearted

in the manga, it’s very clear that he’s super judgmental on every first impression on people he meets, boxing them into categories based on the way they look, act, and speak

only when they surpass his preset expectations (low or high depends on his preliminary judgments of them) is when he opens his mind to the rest of their personality

this is a very close-minded way of thinking, and I hope I don’t need to explain why LOL

this can be interpreted as him being two-faced by the majority of the people in his school

his way of speaking can definitely be very cruel and crass, and to sensitive people, his words can easily shatter hearts

Kise’s negative/toxic traits are pretty straightforward here, so let’s move on

Midorima Shintarou

his harsh words can be considered a “negative” part of his personality, but I think it’s a lot more than just that

it’s confirmed in the series that he’s a bystander and almost always minds his own business

on one hand, one can say he’s self-driven and that he constantly strives for self-improvement

on the other, it can be interpreted as him being very dangerously ambitious and selfish, in which most actions he takes are for the sole reason of self-improvement and not for altruistic reasons

for example, when he helped Kuroko and Kagami in the training camp, it was under the reasoning that them becoming stronger would be a good challenge for himself to test and learn

that’s not to say that he can’t have friends, but most friendships he’s built are with capable people who can potentially provide him with some new beneficial skill/goal to strive towards

after all, he’s only learned to trust Takao as a friend only after seeing him as someone capable

because he’s so focused on himself, he’s extremely likely to turn a blind eye to injustice, most also likely to use Oha Asa to justify their “misfortunes” as he continues on his day

he’s not cold-hearted, but altruism comes by Midorima a lot rarer than the average person

now, we know that his Oha Asa aspect is used to balance his serious side as the “comedic side” of him, but if we really think about it, his obsessions with the horoscopes could be a huge obstacle in the future, where he may refuse to listen/depend on others in favor of his own intuition and the stars; after all, no one knows everything, and depending on the stars as one’s next source of advice and guidance isn’t a sound decision to commit themselves to

he seems like the person who overthinks and jumps to conclusions when it comes to social situations, but instead of confronting the person, he turns to fate and fortune if Takao isn’t near to help

Aomine Daiki

I wouldn’t be surprised if Aomine had a skewed sense of beauty standards from all those magazines he consumed and from being around Momoi for the majority of his life

of course anyone can distinguish pieces of media from reality, but during the most impressionable years of life, without experiencing other types of people and physiques, he would have limited knowledge on what “beauty” is and whatnot

this probably would be more of a problem in his adolescence than adult

a very given negative trait is his short temper plus his tendency to turn to physical violence when someone nags him to a certain point, seen with how he’s treated Wakamatsu in the beginning (though this seems to almost disappear by the end of the series)

what I’ve noticed in every scene he’s in, is that everything seems to revolve around him and his hobbies of basketball and Japanese idols

what I mean is that everytime we see Aomine, it’s always Momoi approaching to Aomine or just him always being the center of attention; never once has he approached Momoi for anything and it’s always been the other way around

in other words, people have to cater to him in order to get along with him/be in good graces (additional example: Imayoshi letting him do as he pleases to get him to be cooperative and participate in the games)

we’ve actually never seen Momoi’s hobbies outside of being a manager for her basketball teams and just anything basketball-related

he can be quite apathetic, choosing to only pay attention and try in things he’s interested in… which is basketball and those magazines

he seems to mature in the Last Game though, so I’m not quite sure to what extent these headcanons would apply to older Aomine (these also don’t really apply to Puremine)

Momoi Satsuki

the author probably also included this type of anime trope as comedy, but belittling another female for her body is definitely a no-go in reality; I feel like this is something most people gloss over really lightly

her body comments on Riko are actually what made me skeptical of her character at first before the show really shows her entire personality

that being said, it seems that she always takes the opportunity to look down on other girls (especially to those she is a stranger to) as a sort of “competition” when there’s boys around

definitely at certain moments, she screams a “pick-me girl” type of person (real phenomenon, you can search this up!)

while Kuroko doesn’t seem to actively mind this, I think she also has no good sense of boundaries and what’s considered appropriate touch and consent; people can chalk this up to “oh it’s just infatuation,” but this definitely isn’t okay if we really think about this

her life also seems to revolve around either Aomine or Kuroko, and based from that, I’d feel like she’d have a difficult time forming her own identity/life separate from her “manager life,” especially once she graduates from Touou

can definitely be interpreted as too clingy at certain moments, while others may think it’s her way of showing that she cares

Murasakibara Atsushi

most people would chalk up Murasakibara as “lazy,” and on the surface level, it does appear to look that way…

I think his true negative trait is that he has a lack of intrinsic motivations to drive him to do things

it’s different from being lazy; someone can be lazy while still having a goal, and certainly someone can be lazy while they’re motivated by thoughts of “I want to learn more,” “I want to get stronger,” etc. (you guys, it’s me right now in college)

and he doesn’t have that

part of this was contributed to the fact that he’s already so gifted with genetics and thus, there’s never been a goal for him to have to work towards to when he’s already at the top

he doesn’t actively seek out, and while that may be a characteristic of sloth, it’s not exactly right either

he willingly does things if people around him give him the motivations/reasons to do so; a person of sloth wouldn’t do anything even with all the motivations and goals handed right to their face

snacks/food are examples of extrinsic motivations that fuel him to carry on daily life

Himuro is always the main motivator for Murasakibara to come out and watch matches, and he also does whatever Akashi orders in both Teiko and present days // a person who can give the giant the motivation to do tasks would get along with him the most

searching out for a challenge against his basketball skills is something that’s never crossed his mind

why? he grew to be like the way he is because of the lack of results from his “search” of a challenge throughout his games

again, it’s only when Murasakibara gets handed a silver-platter of a challenge, Jason Silver, that actively gets him pumped up and raring to go

as such, Murasakibara is equivalent to a rusty machine, extremely difficult to start up and find compatibility with, but very powerful and efficient once he finds that spark

Murasakibara finding any partner or friend in the future would be extremely difficult because he ticks a different tune from the rest

Akashi Seijuro

his entire Bokushi side was a giant-ass red flag for very obvious reasons LOL anyways, moving on…

it’s difficult to pinpoint a negative characteristic for Oreshi because he’s the pinnacle of a gentleman character… but that technically is also his negative trait

for him to maintain that perfect image for himself and others, he has always carried himself in such a way that doesn’t allow for errors or expressions of “weakness”

thus, bottling up his frustrations and emotions to the point of no return is something very familiar to Akashi, and I’d feel like Bokushi is the result of his overflowing emotions left unchecked in the first place

I also predict that if Akashi continues to carry himself without letting himself wind down and feel emotions on the spot rather than locking it up inside him, a day will come when he splits into two halves again with a “new” Bokushi to deal with his current life (and let the current Oreshi take a backseat in his psyche to take a break from the turmoil)

also will tend to overwork himself to manage people’s expectations as well as his own, and he’s not one to depend on people not because he sees them as inferior or incapable, but because he’s doing this out of habit from being in positions of authority and responsibility for much of his life

and so, he may tend to hide important things or just not speak about his problems in general to those close to him because he feels like he can do it all himself and spare everyone the work and stress associated with them (a leader mentality)

throughout the majority of his life being calm and calculated, his emotions would definitely escape from him in forms of uncontrollable lashes of anger… before he would realize what he’s done… that is, assuming that another Bokushi hasn’t form within his subconscious yet

[lovingkaede]

Alright, thank you! Since requests are open, I'll just jump right into it 😁 Could I please get some headcanons with the THH girls dating a fem! reader who is the Ultimate Musical Theatre Actress? 💕- newly minted 🎶 anon

I should be joining my online classes but I can’t because of some error;; so I decided to write my requests instead! Hope you enjoy, 🎶 anon -Mod Kaede

THH Girls with a Musical Actress

Celestia Ludenberg

When you first told her your talent, she was really interested about it

Acting like someone you aren’t... She wanted to talk about it more

Especially if you’ve acted Drama Queen, you’re hers

Like she wanted to meet up so you could tell her more

She. Loves your talent.

Whenever she is bored, she watches your DVDs and it fixes her day

Your voice is like therapy to her and your acting is just a bonus!

She’s your biggest fan, never misses a rehearsal

Sometimes she helps you with acting too, you know how well she can stay in character

The part she most enjoys is the dancing part, she relieves her stress when dancing with you and you enjoy it too since it’s with her and you can hear her laugh

Also you better don’t lie because she sees through your act-

Kyoko Kirigiri

“So that’s your talent... Fine, I guess,”

Don’t let her uninterested behavior fool you

She may seem like she doesn’t care at first but she’ll start to show interest in time

You notice how her behavior changes

Whenever she goes missing, she listens to your performances, which makes her feel more relieved and it clears her head

She likes to hear people’s thoughts about it and it makes her really proud about you, she also wants to compliment your talent but she is shy,,

Also she makes research so she knows it better than anyone, in an argument she’ll say stuff like “No, it wasn’t published in 2018, it was December of 2017” And now you know she wasn’t really *uninterested*

If you’re doubting your talent she’ll tell you sweet things about you and encourage you, but won’t do it if you don’t need them because Kyoko is the CEO of hiding emotions

Likes to attend your rehearsals and has a proud cocky smile the whole time

Makoto is like, “This your girl?”

“Yeah, she is,” sjrzjrjfdjcmrmgjcmxje

Sayaka Maizono

When you first told her that she screamed of happiness

Power couple, power couple!!!

Really, you two are known as power couple and nobody is denying that

No need to deny!! It’s clear as day

Omg where do I even start

Both of you enjoy each other’s company a lot and it’s not only about talent

You got a life partner

She helps you with anything!! She’s so experienced with singing (duh) and willing to help you with your acting if she can

Though she burst into laughs when acting but she tries to stay in character, she can be serious as well

She never misses your rehearsals and shows, example of a good girlfriend (although there are days she has to miss, but she tries to make it in time!)

Also she’s the first one to start clapping and you can always hear her cheering for you from the crowd

Just like Kyoko she researched about you and your works and she wants your signature

She memorizes your roles and watching them when she’s bored is a thing now

Whenever she’s getting praises by anyone she points at you and says you’re the reason she’s this good

Definitely not showing you off

Asahina Aoi

When you first told her your talent she was so hyped about it!

Show her some of your performances, she absolutely loves it

Her first thoughts were you are pretty great and your voice is just a gift for your talent

She loves to watch your performances after training and it inspires her?? She gets motivated after it

She doesn’t know much about it but thinks you are really hardworking and passionate for not giving up on your dreams

Forgets her lines a lot and can’t stay in character for too long because she gets distracted or burst into laughs when helping you, but she is trying

Sometimes she might miss your rehearsals because she also has a career, but she makes in time most of the time

“Sorry, I was late, I got distracted by the donut shop nearby. Do you want some of them, Y/n?”

She is the type that will brag about you. Good luck listening to her, Sakura

There’s a chance she might forget she watched this performance so she just rewatches again

Sakura Ogami

As soon as she saw you she knew you were the one

She likes how passionate you are and amazed that you can still keep up with her although you are busy most of the time

She tells you it’s not needed but you don’t leave her alone anyway, and she is grateful

Sometimes you overwork yourself and she looks out after you and never misses a rehearsal to make sure you are safe and sound

Sometimes people think she’s your guard and not your girlfriend- you waste no time to tell them she is your girlfriend

But she is okay with being your guard, too, she is up to protect her girlfriend

I hc you try to get her sing along but she thinks her voice is too deep so she sadly doesn’t, but if you insist on it too much she might give it a shot

Compliment her about it and she’ll get embarrassed and happy and will thank you 🥺

She prefers to listen to your voice instead, it’s really pretty and calms her down

She’s really patient with you and if you are ever doubting yourself, will say the nicest things about you

Toko Fukawa

When you first told her abt it her inferiority complex said hello

And thought you were gonna making fun of her

“What?! W-what do you want with me if y-you’re this famous and a-amazing?!”

Good looks, a pretty voice and acting skills,, why are you EVEN involved with her in the first place?

Seriously, she first thought you only stayed with her because you pitied her.

Please reassure her it’s not true and you’re with her because she means so much to you

She degrades herself anytime you sing, thinking you’re gonna dump her for someone that is more talented. Sometimes thinks your love is just acting, too,, though she knows she wouldn’t feel this loved if it was fake

She’s probably jealous of your fans and doesn’t want them so near around you—she’s afraid you’ll think they’re better than her!

Sometimes she hisses at fans and when you are alone she’ll yell at you for letting them this near you. She doesn’t want you to feel tripped but she’s just jealous—you’re just so good for her.

You usually shut her up with a kiss and tell her she is the only one for you

Mukuro Ikusaba

If you’ve watched the *scene* I’m talking about, you probably know Mukuro has a pretty voice

After finding out you’re a musical theatre actress, she was impressed!

Sometimes she sings along just to have some fun, but usually insecure about her voice

She memorizes all of your performances and sings them when you’re not around!

Due to her talent, she’s often busy so she sometimes misses your rehearsals, so she just watches the DVDs!

She’s like your guard, always looking out for you and making sure you’re safe and sound

She is quite jealous of you, you might need to reassure her that you love her the way she is and encourage her to sing with you!

She’s 100% the type that will send death glares to your fans

She steals your phone and blocks them from your social media accs if they’re going too far with complimenting you

So you just open your blocked users list and unblock them because it’s very rude. The whole time she’ll sit there blushed and won’t say a word but “sorry”

This is finally done! Also I’m not sure if you wanted me to write for Junko, so i didn’t. I hope that’s okay! I only write for her if she gets therapy and becomes healthy ajrmfksjcrnjd anyway, hope u enjoy this!!! -Mod Kaede

[abybweisse]

Hello, I hope you're fine, I have a question I've been thinking about for a while, is Vincent a strong fighter like Francis? Because In alexis flashback Vincent managed to avoid Dietrich hitt with ease, as i think that the former phantomhive's servants had no combat experience and Tanaka would not be able to deal with the assassins alone because of his age, so the idea that came to my mind is that Vincent was a fighter and strong enough to take down the assassins who were after him.

I also saw this ask, probably by the same anon?

Let me break up these questions/observations to address each one.

Is Vincent a strong fighter like Francis?

I don’t think he’s as physically strong as someone like Diedrich (in his prime, at least, though Dee’s still stronger and more agile than he looks), but his physical strength might be on par with his sister’s. Maybe. She canonically takes more after their father, Cedric, and if that’s Undertaker, then she is a major force to be reckoned with! 😆 Chances are, she might not be physically stronger, but she might be faster, more agile, have more endurance, and even possess more natural talent than him when it comes to fighting.

Because in Alexis’ flashback, Vincent managed to avoid Diedrich’s hit with ease.

That’s not strength so much as speed and agility. He could be physically weak(ish) but possess the speed and agility of a cat.

I think that the former Phantomhive’s servants had no combat experience.

I have to partly disagree, because I think Vincent also knew to keep around at least a few people with fighting skills. Not just Tanaka. The House Steward, which was Tanaka even back then, doesn’t normally travel with his master, though it seems that Tanaka did occasionally travel with him. That would normally be the head butler, the carriage driver, and the footmen. So, I would hope that those people had at least some training and fighting skills. The majority of his staff probably didn’t have such experience. I’m thinking Vincent was prepared for conflicts away from the estate but wasn’t particularly expecting attacks at home/on his estate. So, only a few select servants would be trained/prepared for it.

And, even with their training, they couldn’t fend off these attackers. I think that says more about the attackers than it does about the servants at the time. I strongly believe that at least one attacker isn’t human.

Tanaka would not be able to deal with the attackers alone because of his age.

He’s aged another four years since then, and he’s recovered from serious stabbing wounds. Also, he does mention something about getting older. However, in the murders arc, he proves he’s still got a lot of strength, speed, and agility. He proves this again in the forests of Bavaria.

I agree that there’s no way he could take on all those attackers alone… and he didn’t. While he’s talking to our earl about getting him to safety, there’s a sound of swords coming from around the corner. So, someone else was still fighting before Tanaka was stabbed in the back. But they still couldn’t succeed in thwarting their attack. Again, I think this says more about the attackers than Vincent’s ability to hire skilled fighters.

I theorize that Lord Polaris might actually be one of Vincent’s previous butlers, turned into an advanced Bizarre Doll… which would help explain the high level of his loyalty to real Ciel. And why he’s so upset about losing his previous master and so determined to not let it happen again…. If that’s the case, then Vincent had at least one other skilled and trained fighter on his household staff.

Vincent was a fighter and strong enough to take down the assassins who were after him.

I would say not, or at least not by himself. He says he’s experienced with knives and specializes in hogtying. But that suggests to me he’s good at interrogation/torture techniques, not necessarily a strong fighter. He might typically go to work on people once someone else has apprehended them for him.

Also, like I mentioned above, he might not have been too prepared for assassins coming to the manor because that wasn’t a typical thing he had to deal with. We think about people constantly trying to take out the Earl or Countess of Phantomhive, but that’s really just a thing about our earl’s unique situation. Because this kid managed to survive that cult, return to the manor, and claim the earldom that was intended to be destroyed on December 14, 1885. The estate had been relinquished to the crown right after the attack, and I’m sure quite a few individuals weren’t too happy that the watchdog post had been refilled and the earldom had been restored to that same family name.

As of ch179/180, we now know that some of the people attacking our earl don’t even know he’s a child. Otherwise, why would they ask the local wine and liquor seller what the earl of the estate prefers to drink?

Another major difference between that attack December 14, 1885 and attacks at the manor since then: Vincent’s attackers were probably invited into the manor for the birthday party. He might have known who some of them were but didn’t expect them to turn on him. Or they were allowed in under the assumption that they were delivering presents or something else intended for the party that day. If Vincent and Tanaka don’t recognize them, they might have been sent as “delivery service” by the person who ordered the attack.

And this goes back to that scene at the booze seller’s establishment. Because the people attacking in ch179/180 might have been considering a similar approach: show up to the manor with gifts for the current earl. If they can get in to deliver goods/gifts, the household’s defenses might be weakened. They couldn’t think of something else to present to the earl, so they chose to sneak their way in. At least that’s what I’m thinking. Again, why else would they ask what booze the earl drinks?

Anyway, so I don’t think Vincent was necessarily all that physically strong, but he was probably pretty fast and agile. Quick reflexes. I don’t know if he could fight as well as his sister, but it looks like he avoided squaring off against her, and I can’t blame him! 😆 He might not have dealt with many assassins coming after him (until that day), and he should have had more than one person in his employ to deal with any typical attack. Tanaka is skilled and surprisingly fit for his age and for having been so injured that day. But those attackers — one of them, in particular — was too much stronger, faster, and more agile… than Vincent, Tanaka, or anyone else in his employ at the time. And whoever set the fire afterwards knew exactly what they were doing to destroy Vincent’s body. No body and no cinematic records means no chance of making a Bizarre Doll of him, you know. 👀

[qqueenofhades]

Slides on up to your inbox like the darkling in a good mood (preens with expert cape whirl). Hello your eminence. Ivan and Fedyor each meet Kirigan for the first time. Ahem. If you’re still taking prompts about those two loverender heartbirds.

I hope you don't mind if I altered your prompt slightly, since I figured that they met Kirigan for the first FIRST time as boys brought to the Little Palace. Instead, they meet Kirigan for the first time as a couple in order to ask a terrifying favor, especially since this plays nicely into my recent Thoughts about them + him.

Also on AO3 as a chapter of the better half of me.

The pair of Heartrenders come to a final halt before the tall carved doors, look them up and down, and draw identical nervous breaths. The oprichniki on guard know Ivan well, of course, though they are less used to seeing him with Fedyor – and more to the point, for the two of them to be holding hands. But they rap on the doors, call, “My lord, your visitors have arrived,” and swing them wide, permitting entrance. And in such fashion, formal keftas stiff with laundry starch, palms sweating but backs straight, they go on in.

Inside, General Kirigan is bent over an ornate table laden with charts and books, but he straightens up when he sees them. “Ah, Ivan.” His tone is both friendly – so much as Kirigan goes in for, at least – and questioning. His dark eyes flick to their clasped hands. He obviously must have an inkling of what they are here to ask him, but he arches an eyebrow nonetheless. “And – Fedyor, was it? Fedyor Kaminsky?”

“Da, moi soverennyi,” Fedyor answers formally, in Old Ravkan, though the odds that Kirigan doesn’t know the exact name and specialty of each and every Grisha in the ranks are slim-to-nonexistent. He lets go of Ivan’s hand, as if eager to be considered on his own merits and not only as the other man’s shadow. “Thank you for receiving us.”

“Of course.” Kirigan tips his head to the oprichniki, who close the doors, indicating that the General is now occupied and will not be disturbed. “Sit. Glass of kvas?”

“No, sir.” Despite the invitation, neither Ivan nor Fedyor take a seat, hands stiffly clasped behind their backs, the way they stand on parade when the tsar reviews the troops in spring. Ivan clears his throat. “Fedyor and I have come to ask your permission to…”

He’s not scared of most things. Almost none, in fact. But this is different.

He coughs.

“Permission to…” Fedyor picks up helpfully, trying to cover the moment of silence, the way the two of them have each other’s backs whether in battle or in horribly awkward conversations with their commanding officer. “To be…”

He glances back at Ivan, and Ivan takes the last of it. “To be married,” he says, as flatly and firmly as he can. Then, feeling it perhaps necessarily to specify in case this is not something Kirigan has been asked before, he adds, “To each other.”

Both of Kirigan’s eyebrows jump this time, though he doesn’t respond aloud. In theory, the Grisha are allowed to be married, but they are required to seek permission from the general first, and if he deems the liaison hasty, ill-judged, detrimental to morale, or otherwise prejudicial to the interests of the Second Army, Ravka’s most elite and feared military force, that permission can be denied. The last thing you want is lovers making too much of a stink, trying to pull special privileges or abandoning their responsibilities to the unit in favor of their partner. Then there is, of course, the added fact that Ivan and Fedyor are both men. They spent hours in the library before venturing this request, and so far, they have found nothing explicitly prohibiting two people of the same gender from being married in the formal Ravkan liturgy, but then, they didn’t exactly rush off to find a presbyter or an archimandrite and ask for detailed theological opinions. The traditionalists won’t like it, but they were never going to like it. Among the Grisha, one’s personal preferences are largely irrelevant, as long as you do your job well. And indeed, Ivan’s general nature is forbidding enough to make it unlikely that their compatriots would dare to ask, or that they even suspect. But still.

“Married,” Kirigan repeats, after a painfully long pause. “Ah.”

“With your permission,” Ivan repeats, to stress that they are doing this by the book, the exact same way he would if Fedyor was a woman. “Moi soverennyi.”

Kirigan considers them, tapping his fingers together. “Are you sure?”

“Yes,” Fedyor rushes, a little too eager to answer, as he steps forward, eyes blazing. Ivan feels a renewed surge of adoration for him, the way you can almost hear the heroic music swelling in the background. “I – I love him, my lord. I would die for him, and he for me.”

“That is very sweet,” Kirigan says, in the tone of a man watching a mildly interesting ballet. “I am glad to hear it. Fedyor, do you mind giving myself and Ivan a moment alone?”

Fedyor snaps his mouth shut and looks worried, but doesn’t, of course, refuse. He swallows hard, steps back, and jerks his head in a nod, touching Ivan’s hand in a brief, silent gesture of reassurance. Then he withdraws through the inner doors of the chamber, and they shut behind him, leaving Ivan and the Black General alone. They regard each other in the pale sunlight slanting through the diamonded windows, and though it runs his nerves ragged, Ivan waits for Kirigan to speak first. He braces for any question he might be asked, no matter how intrusive. If this is what it takes for this, for them, he will do it. He will. He is no traitor. He is loyal to his tsar and to his general, and he loves his country. He just loves Fedyor too.

At last, Kirigan turns away, opens a jeweled box, and removes a small dark item, curved and sharp-looking. He holds it up. “Do you know what this is, Ivan?”

“No, moi soverennyi.”

“It is an amplifier,” Kirigan says. “One that I made myself, in the oldest of the Bonesmith’s ancient arts. It comes from a claw of Morozova’s bears, killed in the deep wilderness of Tsibeya. It would be a significant addition to your own considerable power. I am prepared to make a gift of it to you, in celebration of your wedding.”

Ivan’s jaw drops, though he does his best to reel it up again and not stand there gaping like an imbecile. “To – to me, moi soverennyi?”

“Yes,” Kirigan repeats, looking amused, as if there was someone else in the chamber he could possibly be addressing. “Are you interested?”

“Yes. Of course I am.” Ivan pauses. “My lord, is there some sort of – ?”

“No catch, of course,” Kirigan says airily, as if anticipating that was Ivan’s next question. “Merely a reward for one of my most talented and loyal servants, who, it seems, has finally found happiness. I was wondering if it was even possible.”

Ivan shifts uncomfortably. “Is that so unimaginable?”

“To hear some of your colleagues talk, yes.” Kirigan still sounds amused. “No, do not apologize. I would not have you be otherwise. It is a useful talent and one that you should cultivate, which is why I offer this as a token of my esteem. If you agree, I will call David Kostyk, the Fabrikator, and have it sealed into your hand. A mark both of your wedding and your renewed loyalty to me.”

“Yes, yes. Absolutely.” Ivan almost feels relieved, when this could have been much worse. “My lord – ”

“Of course,” Kirigan goes on, as if he has not spoken, “you know perfectly well that the lives of Grisha are dangerous, especially in these times of war. If I grant my permission to this marriage, especially in contravention of established tradition, I need to know that you are also still mine, Ivan, and that you will use this gift of power in my aims and for the safety of all of Ravka. After all, you will need that power to protect Fedyor as well. So yes. I do grant my permission, so long as it comes matched with an equal promise to me. Be my good and faithful servant, and Fedyor will be yours, and always safe.”

“Yes, my lord.” When the general inclines his dark head the barest bit, Ivan goes briefly to one knee and kisses Kirigan’s offered hand. “Thank you, my lord.”

“Well then.” The general turns on a heel, cape whirling. “Shall we call David?”

“Now, my lord?”

“Were you planning on changing your mind?”

Ivan thinks of Fedyor waiting in the drawing room, probably climbing the walls with nervousness, and how he wants nothing more than to return to him and tell him that it is done, that he is not just the general’s trusted servant but his most favored confidante. “No, moi soverennyi,” he says. “Not in the least.”

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“Does it hurt?” Fedyor slips his fingers through Ivan’s, lifting his right hand to examine the bear claw now permanently embedded in the back of it. It looks red and raw, as if still steaming from the heat of the ritual, but the curve of bone is cool under Fedyor’s fingers. It remains alien to him, but it is part of Ivan’s body now, an unbreakable symbol of the general’s trust in him, in them, and so Fedyor will learn to love it just the same. He bends his head, musing a kiss along Ivan’s bare shoulder. “It looks like it hurts.”

“Not bad,” Ivan says. “It’s a strange feeling, though. Like our usual power, but magnified, changed, more sensitive than I have ever experienced it. I could find your heartbeat across all of the Little Palace, I think.”

He raises his hand, playing his fingers experimentally, as Fedyor kisses his neck. They lie together in bed, their legs entangled, the curtains closed and the fire low, just this small, sweet oasis of solace in their dangerous and turbulent lives. Fedyor doesn’t know exactly what he was expecting to see when the door swung open and Ivan came out, clutching his right hand but wearing a triumphant expression, but this –

He is happy about it, obviously. He is thrilled. But he caught Kirigan’s eye over Ivan’s shoulder, and he read the unmistakable look there. I have given him to you, but only after I made sure to keep him for myself. It’s a dark thought, a little unsettling, and Fedyor does his best to put it out of his head. He is also a loyal soldier, he understands the logic of making sure that a powerful second-in-command does not get distracted from his primary allegiances at this delicate moment, and Kirigan did give them permission to marry. They will stand in a church together, under the gaze of all the Saints, and join their lives together the same as any other who have engaged in that sacred rite. That matters most.

Fedyor shifts, sliding halfway on top of Ivan, as Ivan wraps both arms around his waist and settles him there more firmly. They kiss and kiss until it turns to something else, a shared union in the dark, comfortable and familiar and delightful as ever. After, as Ivan dozes and Fedyor holds his bear-clawed hand, something like triumph rises up in him. He can’t help it.

You will never own him, he tells the shadows, in case their master is out there listening. Not truly. In the end, he will always belong to me.

[katsucutie]

i hate your guts (m)

pairing: bakugou katsuki x reader genre: smut, humor warnings: smut, swearing (you know the good stuff) overview: class 1-a has this belief that you and katsuki hate each other, though one incident has their minds changed word count: 4.2k author’s note: this was written to fight my writer’s block and i happened to find a psycho-analysis of katsuki which helped somewhat and its quite interesting. anyways...the song choice while writing this was house of cards, also this was written in three days and i tried using any relevant medical terms i’ve learned so far in uni. hope you enjoy!! masterlist | ko-fi

Walking through the azure-rimmed gate you knew the day would be the same. Homeroom for ten minutes then classes back to back with a minor minute break in between, next an oh-so-needed fifty-minute lunch, and finally two classes to end the day. Not that you could complain, heroes in training must earn some type of education.

Though school wasn’t the worst thing invented, you can definitely say occasions in English class were not lackluster with Present Mic as the teacher. Or in math, when Midoriya yells out an inaccurate answer only to be corrected by Yaoyorozu. It's the little moments that bring laughter, or maybe it’s watching someone embarrass themselves in front of a class that's joyful.

And you could never forget the times where Jirou teased Kaminari for short-circuiting.

While all those moments are fun and dandy, 1-A can also be quite the chatterboxes and gossipy, especially when it comes to your feelings towards Bakugou. Believing that your relationship consists of mutual hatred, class 1-A constantly manages to tease both you and the blonde-headed male. Even All-Might manages to separate the two of you during training.

Although you never said anything against the rumors, it's quite humorous to see a school be so wrong in their thoughts. Is it not obvious that the glares the two of you send are not out of anger but endearment? Clearly not to Todoroki who claimed that Midoriya was All-Might’s secret love child, but that's beside the point. Additionally, you’ve yet to hear an accurate hypothesis as to why you and Bakugou would hate each other. Many of the theories revolve around Bakugou’s ‘anger problems’ but honestly, who doesn’t get mad?

Nonetheless, the rumors surrounding your alleged detestation toward the blonde sparked a little prank between you two. Pretending to hate each other until people catch on that you’re dating.

And the joke has been going on for quite a while, four months to be exact. Four months of pretending to hate in front of crowds, yet loving behind closed doors. Four months of experiencing the rush of adrenaline when you sneak around to his dorm room in the late hours of the night. Four months of leaving your friend groups to hang out during lunch.  

Four months of waking up early to walk to class with Bakugou. And don’t forget about four months of the blonde-headed male constantly breaking you away from your thoughts.

“Oi Y/n, break out of that daze and let’s go, we have thirty-minutes before class and I’d like to spend that time not pretending to hate you” Bakugou calls while molding his fingers into yours.

“Oh please, I’m not pretending you know I hate your guts” You smile, leaning into the broad male walking towards homeroom. “Do you think today will be the same?”

“Yes, those idiots could watch us kiss and still think we hate each other, though I can’t complain, their oblivion is better than if they were to pester us about our relationship” he snarks.

Mindlessly nodding in agreement, you and Bakugou wander through the purple-stained floors of U.A., passing by random classrooms, and peering out the glass windows that overlook the campus.

After twenty-five minutes of strolling through the halls, Bakugou and you turn down the corridor leading to class 1-A, while unlocking hands and prepping for your fake and falsely-interpreted loathing glares.

“Today marks day ninety-six of the class believing we hate each other” you whisper.

“They’re hopeless….”

“But if at any point, you want to stop pretending let me know… I wouldn’t mind, jokes are funny but you’re my top priority”

“Is Bakugou Katsuki getting soft on me?”

“No.. shut up-”

“And they're back at it again Ladies and Gentlemen… the feud between Y/n and Bakugou seems everlasting” Kaminari calls sliding open the tall door leading to class 1-A. Way to ruin a cute moment.

“Honestly the two would probably be best friends if they didn’t hate each other, they both like the same things” Oh they wouldn’t believe the interests you two share.

“Yeah, but their personalities are so different, they’re just not meant to be and that’s fine” What a shock your relationship would be then.

“I’m so glad that you’re interested in my ‘relationship’ with Lord Explosion Murder… but I have more important matters to attend to such as earning my education so that I can be a top pro-hero” you remark sliding into your chair. Your comments are never intended to insult your boyfriend, but teasing his choice of a hero name couldn’t hurt anyone.

Waiting for the remaining two minutes for class to start, you check your phone and see a message notification from a familiar contact.

Babe 💗: storage room during lunch?

Quicker than your mind made a decision, your fingers don’t hesitate to press the send button.

You: i’ll bring the key        

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Bakugou was a master of three things. Okay maybe more than three, but three traits excel. His talent, his mind, and his ability to use his fingers.

Bakugou’s talent is tremendous and has been able to advance his goals of becoming a pro-hero. He acknowledges that he was born with such an extraordinary quirk, and has a flair for using it. Notwithstanding the male’s breakdown and internal belief that he is inferior to his pre-quirkless childhood friend, Bakugou unceasingly exerts himself to be more than a student with talent.

His mind is magnificent and allowed Bakugou to comprehend multiple topics of interest. Placing third in the class’ midterm exam, it’s evident that he shines in academic settings. And though few peers in 1-A state that Bakugou fails in the social aspect, you claim the opposite. In their eyes Bakugou is brash, however, after spending time with the boy, you have viewed him as self-reflecting, with social skills that others cannot see.  

While brains and talent may all be magnificent qualities of the blonde, nothing beats Bakugou’s ability to use his fingers. Combined with both his talent and his mind, Bakugou has the ability to make both inanimate and living things explode. And that isn’t related to his quirk.

“You’re imagining events that haven’t occurred yet. Am I truly that talented?”

Flushed and blinking in a shocked manner towards the male in front of you, you ask him if his quirk was mind-reading.

“Hmmm… No, but after seeing you so embarrassed I’d love to have such a quirk so that I’d be able to view the thoughts inside that mind of yours, but I was gifted with explosions... You, on the other hand, were blessed with the ability to swap items on your command. A quirk so useful, especially in times like these when I don’t have a key to the storage room”

“Oh please, just admit that you use me to gain entrance into forbidden rooms” You tease, giving Bakugou the janitor’s key to unlock the storage room.

The male chuckles unlocking the door to the storage closet, “Maybe a bit, though you reap the benefits of getting it” Change of thought, maybe he is brash.

Shutting the door behind you two, you finally express your raw emotions towards your boyfriend, engulfing him in a hug.

“I missed you”

“You came over my dorm last night” What an ass, couldn’t he just accept your affection?

“Yeah, but you go to sleep at like eight-thirty, which means I have to leave you dorm before then, and then I’m stuck in my dorm with nobody to talk to until I go to sleep at midnight, that’s about three and a half hours being alone”

“You’re so clingy… it's cute”

“Is there anything else I can do to make you feel less lonely since I go to sleep at like eight-thirty and leave you alone’”

Bashfully looking down at the floor rather than your boyfriend, you mumble your request.

Releasing the hug, Bakugou smirks, poking fun at your diffidence, “With that ask, I don't think you can be shy… Are you sure that's what you truly want?”

Nodding your head you look up to the red-eyed male, taking in his dilated pupils. It's always been him that you’ve desired.

Accepting your form of consent, Bakugou kisses you, enveloping your figure while you sneak your hands around his neck to deepen the embrace. And although the two of you are in a storage closet skipping out on lunch, the feeling of epinephrine dispersing within your bloodstream, inducing fast heart rates, is blissful. A salacious rendezvous with the man you’ve come to love could never hurt anyone… as long as they didn't find out.  

And if one were to catch you two, would they truly stop two aroused students halfway from committing adultery? Would a teacher not be embarrassed if he/she watched as Bakugou hurriedly zips down your green skirt in order to slide his fingers inside of your warmth? Or would someone scamper along hearing the lewd mewls arising from your throat?

“You’re so loud Princess, we have to keep it down or else someone will hear us, okay?”

Yet the person to blame for such noises was Bakugou himself. One could imagine the boy having rough, unmoisturized hands from his explosive quirk, but his inheritance of glycerin allows him to easily travel in and out of you.

“You’re close aren’t you? I can tell. Your walls are contracting at a faster rate and tightening each time I pump my fingers into you. It's really hot too, especially knowing that the world believes you hate my guts when behind the scenes, I rearrange yours”.  

Words cannot describe the pleasure Bakugou exposes you to. A thumb pressed against your clitoris, his middle and ring finger dug past your labia, and you’re unraveling beneath him. He has you under his full control. And how Bakugou feels will determine your release. An untroubled Bakugou can earn you multiple chances of release, whereas the current Bakugou you’re experiencing will rip your attempt at euphoria, despite you being almost there.  

“Katsuki please, I was right there… I’m so close you even said it yourself” You plead, wanting to reach a climax.

“I don’t know… strenuous activities make me tired and I wouldn’t want to upset you with the hour I may fall asleep” Bakugou smirks while tasting his digits, “You taste like caramelized sugar, I wonder where that came about?”

“Suki please, don’t leave me like this”

“It’ll only be for a little while babe, but lunch is almost over, we have to go back to class. I’ll help you out at my dorm alright?”

What more could you do but nod, put back on your skirt, and pretend to hate Bakugou once more in public?

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The walk back to class was internally embarrassing. Arousal saturated your underwear, heat filling up between your legs and left you with a foggy mind. You couldn’t imagine pretending to hate Bakugou now when all you could think about was Bakugou hovering above you in his dorm room, aggressively ramming into your hole as you pleaded for mercy. But you’re in school containing students who are not Bakugou to distract you from your misery.

“Y/n pay attention to me, and why do you smell like caramel?” Well shit, is the cat out of the bag?

Looking up at the voice calling, you smile faintly in means of apologizing and mutter an incoherent response to Mina’s question.

“Sorry, and thanks I guess... It might be from the sweets I had during lunch”

“I see, well since you like sugary foods we should go to the bakery today after school, I’m sure the others would like to come too” The pinky bounces brightly.

“I can’t today, sorry! I’m super behind on work and barely understand what's going on in class, let’s go this weekend when I’m free?” What a Lie.

Fortunately, the promise of a raincheck is enough for Mina to back off from the situation and accept your rejection. Today would have been a perfect day to go out with friends, yet the blonde-headed boyfriend of yours decided to be unfair, leaving you to crave his affection. Though, the school day would be over soon enough with only two periods following lunch. And only then would you be able to gain some type of relief.

As if that ideology would be so simple.

Bakugou Katsuki is a man full of pride --rightfully achieved, of course, meaning he knew how and when to push your buttons. Right now being one of those times.

Despite wanting to pay attention in your world language class, Bakugou made it very difficult to do so. Especially knowing that he is the cause of your phone silently vibrating every three minutes in your pocket. He doesn't want you to forget he is the cause of your erotic thoughts. Rather, he’ll keep reminding you that he is controlling your excitement.

However, from the glance across the room, Bakugou didn’t look like the lead in this relationship. His eyes were majorly dilated, with his red iris visually smaller in circumference. Additionally, a prominent cherry hue spread across his cheeks, that one may call flustered from afar. Although, only the two of you understood each other’s physical response towards seduction.

Babe 💗: you look dazed

Babe 💗 : I don’t think that’s the best for someone who wants to become a hero, don't you think?

Babe 💗: this class is so important

Babe 💗: …

Babe 💗 : don’t look at me

Babe 💗: i'm not the teacher

Babe 💗: your so cute trying to ignore these texts

Oh how badly you wanted school to be over

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As the clock hit 2:45 PM, you watch everyone around you hurrying to leave the school and have freedom. And once five minutes go past, 1-A is a semi-empty classroom with two students remaining. Two hormonal, amorous, epinephrine-surged students patiently waiting for their peers to leave the school grounds, so that they can walk to the dorms together in peace.  

Whilst hand-holding may be a shock to onlookers, if they had the capability to read your mind, myocardial infarction would sure to follow. Outstandingly too, if they did not foreshadow the events of you walking within the fourth floor of heights alliance and entering the second room from your left.

“Your room is so homey” You comment. Despite visiting the blonde’s dorm room on multiple occasions, the comforting aura never ceases to relax you.

“I would hope so, I don’t want to be reminded that we’ve been moved from our homes to our school campus in fear of malicious attacks against students”  

“Thanks for that… truly an amazing choice of words” You sarcastically remark. Not everyone needs a reminder of the traumatic incidents students of U.A. have been through, especially when it's clear that students of 1-A (and others) have not received enough therapeutic aid to cope with the events suffered.

One would think that Bakugou of all students would be most affected by trauma, starting from falling victim to the Sludge Villain incident, to being kidnapped by the infamous League of Villains, though he shows the opposite effects. While you cannot see inside the mind of Bakugou and tell if he is extremely traumatized by the incidents and is repressing his memories as a form of coping, you can see what he is physically doing. And at this current moment, you cannot see someone disturbed by his past, but impassioned with the ideas of what is to come.

Tossing your backpack to a discarded corner of Bakugou’s dorm, you throw yourself onto his bed, relishing in the comfort of his bedsheets. You’ve always loved his bed, your favorite moments with him have occurred there. Random naps while cuddling on Saturday afternoon, binge-watching cult-classics after a big exam, or simply having Bakugou’s powerfully built arms wrapped around you like they are now is unforgettable.

“I don’t understand how you’re so built? We go to the same school, attend the same classes and both do athletic training. I mean I’m not complaining because you definitely look good, but it's interesting how my figure compares to yours”

“That's like me asking why you’re so attractive, it's just luck within life, plus I like your figure, it blends perfectly with mine”. A man with such words can only follow with actions that prove it, and the blonde was sure to do so.

Except for when his phone goes off multiple times.

“I think you should check your texts, it may be important”

Halfway sliding off of your body, Bakugou pulls his phone out of his pockets to read his text messages. “It's nothing important, Kirishima just wanted me to join him and the others to go to some bakery since you didn't want to go”

“Oh okay-” Again you were cut off by the sound of his phone going off, however this time, the alert was a long-lasting ring, signaling that Bakugou was receiving a call.

“He’s so persistent, why would I want to go to a bakery when the best dessert is in front of me”

Lightly throwing his phone on the floor of his dorm, Bakugou discards any form of human interaction outside of the bed, focusing his attention on the one he loves.

“You know I really fucking love and care for you?” You do. You fully understand his love for you, from the way his iris shrinks to the rosy pigments formulating on his cheeks when looking at you. And you’ve never once questioned his devoutness towards expressing his adoration for you.

In moments like these, where Bakugou gently strips clothing from your body admiring every crevice, you know the two of you are in love. The boy may come off as an entitled brat, but when push comes to shove, he will bend over backwards trying to make you feel happy.

“You’re so mushy when you're in the feels”

“Oh forgive me for wanting to praise my girlfriend”

“I’m joking, but it is nice to know the feeling is reciprocated”

His silence you took as acknowledgment. ‘I love you too’ was a phrase you didn’t say often, it sounds too forced. Being obligated to say a phrase in return is meaningless when both parties understand each other’s feelings. And it's even more worthless when the actions committed speak louder than words. Bakugou does not need to hear you say ‘I love you’ constantly when he knows you dragging the zipper down of his pants and springing free his cock from the restraints of his underwear means the same thing.

And when you free yourself from the fondling of your boyfriend to meet your lips with the tip of his enraged dick, Bakugou has fallen prey to submission. Having yet to insert the body part into your mouth, you take notice of the male in front of you. Cheeks flushes, head lolled back, visible veins peeking from his sand-colored skin, and light pants as a result of excitement. Hot.  

One kiss to his head and you feel a little twitch. He wouldn’t last long. Understanding that thought you decide to mess with the male, putting half of his length within your mouth and pumping the other half. It was a shame he toyed with you earlier, now he’d face the repercussions. Light squelches filled the quiet air, and Bakugou’s groans got increasingly vocal overtime. The combination forming a sexual melody awaiting to be abruptly paused.

Releasing your lips from the now wet surface of the blonde’s dick, you hear the annoyed groan of the male. “Why’d you stop?”

“I’m sorry were you close?”

“Obviously, but that doesn’t answer my question”

“It’s just that strenuous activities make me tired Suki, and I wouldn’t to make you upset if I accidentally fell asleep”

Tch. The little sound of irritation fell from Bakugou’s mouth, only signaled one thing, rough sex.

“How I’ve come to date such a slutty brat is beyond me. Getting back at me isn’t going to help you in this situation. All you’ll receive is a punishment, though knowing you, you’ll probably enjoy it”  

Although enticed by the proposition, you failed to speak out after being muffled by your boyfriend. Your own skirt which the male had managed to take off earlier now laid scrunched up in your mouth. In addition to that, your arms were now constricted by a gold-rimmed belt.

And while whining in complaint about the new restrictions placed on you, Bakugou alters your kneeling position into one laying beneath him. The primal glare he sends you would signal fear to others, however, you know that the fun is only about to begin.  

Widening your legs apart Bakugou spares no time plunging two fingers into you, stretching the pair apart. Despite being unable to speak, your moans are heard loud enough by your boyfriend to increase his speed. Every sound encouraging the male to continue to berate your walls.

Thinking that the punishment you’ll receive is overstimulation by being one step away from ecstasy, you’re disturbed by the sudden absence of feeling in your core.

“I didn’t say you could come”

Twice today he’d done that. One denial was not enough for him, and that’s when you identified your mistake. Bakugou had the power to reject your advances to climax however many times he’d like. Maybe being a brat today wasn’t the best idea.  

Granted that Bakugou could undeniably be the most ruthless person when it comes to sex, today marked the first time he’d ever advanced into you without warning. The thrusts he implemented assaulting your hole. Even so, you wouldn’t have it any other way.

“My god Y/n, you’re so tight, so perfectly made to take my dick”

“You make it so easy for me to unravel within the warmth of your pussy”

“Fuck I’m so close baby, I’m sure you are too”

He wasn’t wrong. The magnitude of the thrusts presented plus the physical restraints and multiple orgasm denials has sped up your ability to reach a climax. You were a mess underneath the man, hoping that soon he would grant you the gift of release. And by the looks of it, Bakugou would provide you with it soon. His cock inconsistently twitching in your warmth, notifying both you and him that he would come soon.

So when the removal of your gag began, you were not surprised. He was close and needed the extra aid of your uncovered moans to aid him to let go. Bare lewd noises ricocheted from the walls of Bakugou’s dorm, and you became thankful that Kirishima went to a bakery rather than located next door. Though had he been, he would have been overhearing an occasion so pornographic, one would think you’re in the business.

They wouldn’t be fully wrong either. Whilst uploading an adult video while training to be pro-heroes sounds absurd, Bakugou has no problem taping to two of you in the act. It may be the idea of possibly getting the video leaked or a similar exhibitionist-like kink, but the blonde constantly acts to videotape during sex.

“This would be perfect on video. The noises you make before you come are so fucking hot I’d replay them until the end of time”

Yet Bakugou is gravely mistaken. Yes, the noises you exhale are angelic, but compared to the rugged groan he calls while releasing his load in you is divine, and never fails in making you follow suit. So when you recognize that tone in addition to the feeling of warmth coating the inside of your walls, you have no choice but to mirror his actions.

“You’re so perfect” He states, slipping himself from your cunt and delivering pecks to your lips while he unbuckles his belt from your wrists. Post-sex always has Bakugou sappy, but how could you complain.  

Wrapping your freed arms around his neck, you pull the male closer to your embrace while nuzzling your nose into his neck. You felt the rapid pace of his heartbeat begin to slow down.

“Are you guys done, because I still haven’t received a response from Bakugou about if he wanted to go to the bakery or not?” What the fuck.

“Did you not press decline when answering Kirishima’s phone?”

“I thought I did…”

“Is that a no or?”

“Of course it's a fucking no, and don’t tell anyone else what you heard. Why were you even listen-” He hung up.

“You think we can go another day pretending to hate each other?”

“Nope… he definitely told the entire class”

“That's a shame, it was fun having them think I hate your guts”

“Awe how tragic… now get up so we can clean you off, heroes in training don't get UTIs”

How sweet.

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The trek to school the next day seemed no different than the past. You woke up early to walk to class with Bakugou and strolled the corridors. Only this time while sauntering into homeroom, nobody greeted the couple at the door, rather class 1-A smiled awkwardly as you held hands walking to your seats. Although you wouldn’t have known the reason for the tension in the classroom had Kaminari not jokingly mumble to Sero that he would’ve never expected the blonde to be an exhibitionist.

“Hm, if I recall correctly, I said not to tell anyone”

“I’m sorry my phone was on speaker when I called you” Great.