#they literally camt read it

[spitinsideme]

They say you can tell a lot bout an artist by the way they draw themselves how do you draw yourself spitzy if you don’t mind me asking?

i have had limr one lther person ask me to draw myself so bere !!! me .. im just a happy jolly gay girl honestly with a los4r fashion sense im nkt too special i am literally rvery gay girl whos a loser boyfriend

[kilibaggins]

drowley is so good because i read a fic years ago and instantly fell in love and proceeded to imagine them getting together and getting married in my imagination/daydreaming and proceeded to have them as my favorite ship for years.

[welcometomyoasis]

AAAAA I'm writing this as I'm reading the fic u made and omg I have a lot to say

So first its super accurate since I make a lot of letters for those who I admire & love but I rarely give them or send them since I'm kinda awkward w that LMAO

Second grade 6 for me was such a big rideeeee like I had a crush on this guy who I kinda had an on and off feelings about him but finally moved on last year and knowing him got me to meet my boyfriend who is currently his best friend (😭)

"You had your feelings ofcourse" RELATES TO ME SO HARD UGH. I'm so obvious but I don't want to be too obvious to drive the person away

I'm also such a messy person my desk is actually flooded with papers and other what nots ( i have to clean it eventually tho )

Also I actually have a lot of tangled cables so💀💀💀

ALSO OMG AAAAAAHWHWHIAJS I made a fic simular to this also a year ago! The reader had a box full of things and that helped them remembered who minghao was and there relationship 😭😭😭

NOT HIM THINKIJG ITS JUN???? BOTH OF MY BIASES HOW DARE YOU!!!!!/J😭😭😭😭

I also love it when people does little things to help me also funfact my boyfriend does carry my bag no matter how heavy it is😭🤕 i bring two bags to school, my backpack and my sling bag and he literally still carries both but I take my sling bag since I don't want him carrying allat😭

HE DOES BUY ME THINGS TOO??? LIKE HE BOUGHT ME A PLUSHY A BIG ONE INFACT IN MY FAVORITE COLOR.

"I LOVE YOU TOO!" giving me deja vu from when I gave my boyfriend a letter for the first time

HajwjejejJAJAAAAHQJNWJEJD MINGHAO REMIDNS ME OF MY BOYFRIEND SM I CAMT

:((((((

"WE COULD HAVE ALREADY BEEN DAITING BY NOW?" felt bro felt, i could ramble abt our no label era but LMAO

CRYING SHU I LOVE YOUUU

🥺 i'm assuming your love language is words of affirmation? you're such a sweetheart. i can imagine you writing your heart out :((

your love story is adorable. congrats on being in such a sweet relationship!!! </3

😂 messy table squad unite! my study area is a huge mess (my mom actually just told me i need to clean it up haha)

I DIDN'T KNOW YOU HAD A FIC LIKE THAT I WILL CHECK IT OUT SOON!

oh yea plus you know i just had to add jun in. it was a necessity.

THANK YOU FOR CALLING ME SINGLE IN LIKE 10000 WAYS... YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS ADORABLE LIKE SEE GUYS, CIEN'S BOYFRIEND IS THE STANDARD.

haha so it is true? our bias/bias wreckers are the closest to our ideal types irl?

I'M SO GLAD YOU LOVED IT! ngl writing your fic put me in such a good mood after the horrid month of writing nothing but school work. THANKS FOR GIVING ME AN EXCUSE TO WRITE STUFF HEHE! I LOVE YOU TOO!!! ❤️

[miupow]

waiting for the day where i can read new jlm cus I CAMT GET ENOUGH (not exaggerated)

also i was listening to radiohead on my phone cus im in my sad girl alter ego until my friends bluetooth connected to my phone and it was the gummy bear song so i danced and sung to that

my cats were expecting a melancholic concert from me and they didn’t get that and they were looking at me like “wtf?!??!”

-🥭

gosh idk if i can bring myself to write anymore for jlm 😭😭 i literally had to hold myself at gunpoint to finish that fic after like three months of procrastination

god i have gummy bear song related trauma i turn into a feral violent bloodthirsty beast anytime i hear that stupid fuck ass song… but god alexa play fake plastic trees by radiohead..

[elsfairy]

the angst one absolutely destroyed me i swear 😔 but anywho for the whole ranting thing thank you in advance but the long story short is that my friends expect me to never have a bad moment/day and its really annoying like i camt be upset over anything for even a split second because it ruins their day or they think im being childish when in reality im SUPER stressed out and i dont exactly have any way of talking to them about it i mean ofc i have my parents to talk too as well but theyve got a bunch on their plate too 😕 and honestly ive turned to my terrible habit of kinda just not taking care of myself and that also blows idk what to do but im literally about to lose 2 of my ONLY friends because of them thinking i cant be upset for all of 2 seconds i just hope im overreacting or something but idk im having a real bad time lately 😕

— 💌

fun fact; i used to fucking hate writing or reading angst because my poor heart can't take it but im sorry baby :(((

First of all, i'm sorry that you're dealing with this, my angel. It's very normal to have days where you feel like something is wrong, or you're just not feeling 100% okay, and that's so fine. None of what you're feeling is childish. It's being human. we aren't here to be okay all of the time. I'm so bluntly honest with this kind of thing because feelings are important, and so are emotions. It's very discouraging that your friends are making your worries and stress into something as a joke, or simply not something they should listen to. They should listen to you, even if a worry is something small, all your worries should be taken seriously. Your feelings are so valid baby, you are always welcome to come into my inbox if you need to get something off your chest. But also, i know how it feels to not be taking care of yourself in the way you should, but please do take time to give yourself care and love. If you've not eaten today, please go and do so. as well as drinking plenty of water. They should be taking it seriously and not calling you childish because it's not being childish at all. It's being a literal human being. we aren't going to be okay 100% every single day. You aren't ruining anyone's day by not feeling okay, and they need to understand that. So i truly think they need to stop acting like they are just fucking around and pay attention to the fact you're not feeling yourself right now, and help & support you through this like an actual friend shouls. I am always here for you, baby. No matter what the worry is, my inbox is always open for you <3

[chateautae]

sammy im losing my mind but especially after that mid update it was so well written im literally in love with u amd ur writing its beyond words bitch!!!!!! also “im yours and you’re mine” dkdjsjdnskdn fucking drill a nail into my cranium sammy skdjsjd ur amazing ur amazing ur amazing 😭😭😭😭😭 the whole plot the writing the way he made sure she knew he loved her n only her 😳🙇‍♀️🧎‍♀️their argument n everything just felt so real in this chapter i literally cannot wait for the sequel ur gonna blow my mind i swear. aLSO that little glimpse of to turn a bad thing good couple ahem 😖 i cAMT WAIT FOR TJEM EITJER SKDNDKDN also also im reading serve me right now like seokjin is my other bias ans gOOD god wjere is your hand in marriage ill buy u any ring u want bbg 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩💍💍💍💍💍💍

-thot shit anon

MY BELOVED THOT SHIT ANON Tysm for reading I’m so glad to hear you enjoyed!! AGAIN ITS ALL MID TAE HE’S SUCH A SEXY MFER WHAT CAN I SAY heheh I can’t wait for your support when the sequel comes 🥺💓

AHAHA that couple will acc be wild I tell you I’ve been outlining stuff and wOW will they be a breath of fresh air <33 AHH THANK YOU I HOPE YOU ENJOY THE REST OF THE FIC 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[cannosoup]

i was out all day but i finally read chapter eight and i am losing my mind

[feedthemadness-sweetie]

DOBBY IS A FREE ELF

[sockmonstergotstyle]

So I’m 100 pages into my City of Bones reread and it’s a MESS aajsjka like everyone is so ooc??? There’s such a massive thing about Jace and Clary being the only good people in the book to keep up this “Clary’s not like other girls and clace are against the world uwu” bullshit and it’s so bad???? Like Alec is slumping about shouting at people and laughing in their faces and being the BIGGEST dickhead and Isabelle is rolling her eyes and being real bitchy and clary’s all ‘ugh Isabelle never puts her tits away’ aksjskanakajaakjskajskssjs what the FUCK am I reading could someone call Cassandra Clare Alec and Isabelle are missing and I’d like them back please

[winking]

morning thoughts: i’m tired, my phone was being rlly stupid last and it kept crashing when opening anything, i had a lot of dreams n suddenly i forgot them..... on ya i remember now i was in high school again....it was like science class except the teacher was a mix of all the teachers i despise..... and none of my friends were there but i knew everyone cause hs :/ it was all these people i would say were cool which is dum eekkdke who cares..... apparently i had to present w my friend ruth and i only had to say one line but i forgot it once it was our turn so i told her to tell me it again but she erased it from her index card to write more info sjdjwj and so i freaked out and just walked out and it ended up being my middle school n i was like wait i can’t do this this isn’t college i can’t just walk out of class wkdjwkenwk so i went back inside and the teacher was calling me.... i remember i got my score back and i didn’t see it but i was sad... and everyone was ignoring me.......... it was sad .... i saw my old friend esmeralda..... she ddint even say anything either sad! also i opened danis snaps rn and it looked like she was stalking some guy in the gym mood , also dreamt it was the 10 and i didn’t get any money :) so no phone......

[kh-80]

Welp looks like it’s insecurity hour

[sunlaire]

I finished the 365k fix and I'm dead inside

[lacheri]

NO YOU DID NOTTTTT THE LEVI FIC I AM LITERALLY CRYING I AM CRYINGGGGGGG I CAMT BELIEVE SHE DIED???? THAT WAS SO SO SOOO BEAUTIFUL BUT PLS SHE CANT DIE OH MY GOD ITS EMBARRASSING TO EVEN TYPE THIS BUT I CANT STOP CRYING THAT WAS SO AMAZING AND SAD WOW I AM IN SHOCK

I’M SO SORRY!!!!

I LEFT THE ENDING LIKE THAT FOR INTERPRETATION SHE DOESN’T HAVE TO DIE IF YOU DON’T WANT HER TO!!! (she’s not dead in my head she takin a nap 😌) thank you for reading even tho I traumatized you I am so sorry

[jules-hoard-of-stuff]

Ok look, to all the "you have to reblog this or you are a terrible person" posts

Look I'm sorry if I don't reblog every single ICE post, or abortion rights post, or environmental awareness posts but listen I literally can't handle them because my fucking anxiety literally puts me in THEIR PLACE, physically, and suddenly I'm them and I'm in physical pain. I don't get to CHOOSE my hyperempathy being so high that my brain decides to reinact the pain that is talked about. I don't get to choose that

and I'm poor, and I'm alone and I live in the middle of nowhere with no money and I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I just cant, esp when even reading those posts causes me real physical pain

I reblog what I can but y'all have to understand being fed every single piece of bad news from everywhere, all the time, 24/7 is literally a detriment to my mental and physical health and I'm just trying to stay alive and fucking sane

I reblog what I can. Don't shame me when it gets too bad that i camt

Please

I just want to rest

I'm so fucking tiref

[honeyed-disgraceful]

Just read something where the main character was anorexic amd bulimic and used sex as a coping mechanism and everything in the story was identical to my life, what his partners told him was exact what mine told me and I'm so fucked up.

I camt tell anyone in my life but I'm literally going insane right now but I can't tell them because I never told anyone irl I have an ed and my psychiatrist put me in psych ward for that and attempting but I always avoided the topic like the plague. I purposefully never confirmed it

And im getting scolded by everyone at work for not eating and my boss heard me talking about not being hungry and was like "you need to eat, your chest bones look like they'll cut your skin at any moment" and I feel so sickly validated what the fuck I am 21 for fucks sake why am I like this. I keep telling everyone I eat so much but I'm such a liar I hate lying yet I keep doing it and I feel like a fraud every day

But I can't stop doing it it's not enough I want to look skewer thin and it hurts so much everything hurts and I'm so dizzy and it's gotten to the point where I don't even have to purge because my stomach can't handle anything and it will just reject food by it's own

It's just never enough why

I keep thinking that maybe if I were thinner thinner thinner maybe the people I like would like me what the fuck is wrong with me.

[justanotherblonde23]

queen i just read part 2 to your marcus x irsi story and its so good! like i literally had to read it twice. i camt wait to see what comes next!!!❤️❤️

Ahhh thank you so so much Anon! I am beyond thrilled that you’re enjoying this story. I love my Marcus x Iris universe, it’s an absolute joy to write. I’m working on part three today and tomorrow. It’s coming soon! Thank you for the love 💕💋