#they were just kicking the shit out of each other for like 20 mins right before this

[doggogills]

uh. um. anyway…

[flowerismi]

Experience, Chapter 30

I think we all waiting very long for something like this to happen...

*smug face* Enjoy!

Hinata stumbled into the living room. She felt so out of place. Her head just kept spinning round and round. The image of Kin was stuck in her head.

"I need a drink..."

Hinata whispered to herself. She looked over at Jugo sitting on the couch. Karin and Suigetsu were by the kitchen counter. It looked like they were about to take a shot. Without any logic, Hinata hurried over to them.

"Do you mind if I take one too?..."

Hinata asked, her breathing becoming faster. They both looked suspiciously at her. Before both smiling at her.

"Of course!"

Suigetsu grinned pulling another shot glass for her. He poured the gin into it. And handing it to Hinata. He reached for his shot, and was about to say cheers to the two ladies. But he didn't get to say anything before Hinata took the shot by herself.

"... Can I have another?..."

Hinata asked, almost desperate. Both Karin and Suigetsu looked at her startled. Before grinning and laughing.

"YEAS!"

Suigetsu laughed out loud.

"Finally someone who takes this shit seriously!"

He continued. He loved when he finally found someone to take shots with. He quickly took his own and poured them both a second shot. Karin looked baffled at both of them. Not knowing what to think of the whole situation. She took her shot. Leaving the both of them as they poured down their third shot.

"Where's Suigetsu?"

Jugo asked Karin as she sat down beside him. She pointed her thumb behind her up toward the kitchen. Jugo looked up and saw the show.

"Oh... Wauw... Suigetsu found a buddy to take shots with huh..."

Jugo said slightly surprised. Sasuke came back after around 20 min. Saying goodbye to Itachi and Izumi as well as Naruto and Ino who all had to leave early to catch a late-night plane. Naruto insisted on driving them to the airport since it had been his idea to hold the party and invited them all.

He was shocked as he saw Suigetsu hanging over Hinata. They both sat beside each other on the couch. Their cheeks were blushing and red. Their eyes were drowsy. He had his arm beside her, sitting way too close to her. They were both smiling and laughing. And something clicked inside Sasuke. He stumbled over to them.

"Sasuke! You're finally back!"

Suigetsu yelled as he noticed Sasuke.

"Hey! hey, you'll never believe this! But this girl can really handle her alcohol!"

Suigetsu laughed. Sasuke could hardly stand to look at Suigetsu. He was so enraged. And more than anything he wanted to rip Suigetsu away from Hinata. Jugo quickly took notice of Sasuke's true feelings.

"Suigetsu... I think it's time for us to go home..."

Jugo said, he got up from the couch.

"What! No way! Things are finally fun!"

Suigetsu almost yelled back at him. But no one got to make another move. As Hinata passed out. Her head fell forward, landing on the couch table. They were all quiet for a moment. Before Suigetsu started laughing hysterically.

"Holy shit... Well, I win I guess!"

Suigetsu grinned. Karin face-palmed. It didn't take Sasuke two seconds before he was sitting down beside Hinata. His heart was beating so fast. He wanted to kick Suigetsu's ass. But right now she needed him. Sasuke pulled Hinata up from the table. She wasn't completely passed out. Her eyes slightly opened.

"... Mr... Uchiha..."

She whispered with what little energy she had.

"Sasuke she needs some water"

Jugo insisted, running over to get a glass for her. He handed it to Sasuke.

"Miss Hyuga, you need to drink some water"

Sasuke said, holding it up to her mouth. He could smell the alcohol on her breath. Her tired eyes looked up at him. Her soft pink lips were against the glass as she sipped at the water. She managed to drink almost half of it. Suigetsu had gotten up dancing to the music. Celebrating his victory.

"How much did she drink?"

Sasuke asked Jugo. It took everything he had in him not to yell at them.

"I'm not sure... But quite a lot"

Jugo answered.

"No shit, what gave that away!?"

Sasuke hizzed back at Jugo. Sasuke sighed.

"Make sure she sleeps on her side, so she doesn't risk choking if she vomits..."

Karin said, standing beside Jugo. Sasuke was about to kill them all. But he felt Hinata leaning her head against him. He looked down at her. She was so beautiful, drunk and all. He took a deep breath.

"Jugo help me open the door to my guest room upstairs..."

Sasuke sighed. Jugo nodded to him. Sasuke reached down lifting Hinata, being her in his arms. Her head rested against his chest. Karin lifted her arm so it wasn't hanging down. She felt so small in his arms like this. And he could still smell the sweet scent of her hair. Like summer, fruity. His heart heated harder in his chest. Almost hurting. As Sasuke left up the stairs, he could hear Karin yelling at Suigetsu.

Jugo opened the door to the guest room, and Sasuke put Hinata down on the bed. Jugo placed the glass of water on the bedside table. Before hearing Karin and Suigetsu's argument heating up.

"I'll go handle them..."

Jugo sighed, as he left downstairs again. Sasuke turned on the small bedside lamp.

"Miss Hyuga, you need to drink some more water..."

Sasuke insisted, but Hinata turned her head away from him. And Sasuke sighed.

"Well, at least sleep on your side so we won't risk you choking if you vomit..."

Sasuke said.

"Fuck, I have to get you a bucket or something..."

Sasuke said annoyed, he was about to get up when he felt Hinata wrapping her hand around his arm.

"... Please don't go..."

Hinata whispered under her breath. She turned her head to face him again. Her white eyes reflected the light from the lamp. Her cheeks were red from blushing.

"Miss Hyuga..."

Sasuke said softly. He couldn't resist her pleading. He stroked some hair away from her face. And she blinked, smiling the sweetest smile back to him. Sasuke had to look away from her. His heart was beating so hard and so fast. He felt Hinata letting her hand run up his arm.

"I have to tell you something..."

Hinata whispered. Her touch sent a shiver down Sasuke's back. He had to control his breathing. Turning his attention back to her. He looked down at her.

"What?..."

Sasuke said apathetically. He had to fight his urges. The only way he could think of at the moment. Being mean or pretending not to care. Hinata still smiled her sweet soft smile. It made Sasuke feel like he was being tortured. Hinata gestured for him to come closer, so she could whisper something to him.

Sasuke felt so strange about the whole situation. Since when was the last time anything had made his heart beat like this. Had he ever felt like this before. It wasn't just lust he felt. Not just longing for her body. For sex. No there was something more. He wanted her. All of her. Her smile, her tears, her heart. And he wanted to give all of him to her.

As his mind was racing, and his heart beating faster and harder than ever before. Sasuke leaned down to listen to what Hinata wanted to tell him. He wasn't focusing on her, or what he thought she was about to say. But she didn't say anything. Instead, Sasuke was pulled down by her hands against his face. His lips embraced by hers. Everything stood still. His eyes widened in shock. Hinata's eyes were half closed. He didn't think. Everything was shut off. Only the feeling of her soft pink lips against his. And he could taste the sweet alcohol from her.

Then Sauske let his body take over. He didn't think at all. As he forced himself harder against her mouth. He closed his eyes. As he had longed for this for so fucking long. He became more intense. Pressing his tongue to her. And Hinata let his tongue into her mouth. The saliva ran down her chin. It felt so ridiculously good. It was hot and wet. He knew he was rough, but it was so fantastic. He breathed harder.

Then reality hit him. Like a lightning shot down from the sky. He pulled away from Hinata in an instant. He got up and took a step away from the bed. They both gasped slightly from the intense exchange. Sasuke could still feel her lips against his. Her mouth. Her.

She looked over at him with a sad and disappointed look on her face. Sasuke couldn't stand it. Why did he let himself go like that. He should have pulled away from her instantly. Not make the kissing hotter and wetter.

"... I can't... I don't do relationships..."

Sasuke quietly hizzed under his heavy breathing.

"I don't want to hurt you..."

Sasuke said angered. Though his anger was actually at himself. He hurried towards the door. But Hinata said something that would forever change their relationship.

"... I'm not asking for a relationship, now am I..."

Hinata whispered loud enough for Sasuke to hear. She looked toward him. He was standing in the doorframe. Looking down at the floor. She could hear his heavy breathing. It took a moment before Sasuke reacted. He closed the door to the room. Before turning his attention back to Hinata. She looked longingly up at him. He stood by the bed. Looking down at her. He could still taste her. He wanted it so badly. He leaned down to her face. And Hinata closed her eyes. Waiting for him.

"... You're pretty fucking drunk you know..."

Sasuke whispered to her. He turned his back to her, leaving out the door. Closing it behind him. Hinata opened her eyes, looking at the closed door. It didn't take a minute before she was asleep. Turned on her side, facing away from the door.

Sasuke stood still on the other side of the door. He took to his head. Feeling his entire body out of place. Why did she say that. What did she mean by not asking for a relationship. 'Fuck...' Sasuke whispered inside himself.

To be continued...

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[bengalaas]

Shadow&Bone, S2E7

Watching S2 of Shadow & Bone and I just can’t stop laughing at the genius, strategic decision to throw all the forces of First and Second Army at Kirigan in order to save an abandoned orphanage. Which has zero defenses and is in the middle of a goddamn field several day’s march from Keramzin (except in this season everything is a 20 min trip away), and which is also the spot that Kirigan chose as a potential place of battle.

Like, ffs, if Kirigan hasn’t killed the orphans the moment he went there, maybe you shouldn’t take his bait so lightly, General Alina?

Behold, the location of a pivotal battle. Marvel at the empty, dark windows of this orphanage, and the lack of any strategic upper hand, like maybe raised ground, or natural obstacles to cover your back, or even a somewhat solid stone wall around the property?

“Extraordinary,” says the Darkling about some conjured ice blades (by a Grisha he says he’s always known to be valuable to him, but we only randomly learn her name in the penultimate episode?). It’s like he has never encountered Fjerdan machine guns?

Behold the Darkling giving orders to his terrible, scary, overwhelming army of rebels, consisting of... maybe 20 people max? Yeah, Ravka is shaking in its pants.

Also, why is he camping in tents, instead of under the orphanage roof? Is that how his “forces” have “fortified their hold at Keramzin”?

“We must act quickly,” says General Alina, and King Nikolai nods sagely. Indeed, what would they do without her wise guidance and strategic insight? (ffs, she is SO underqualified to hold any rank at all; Mal has more military sense than her, and Tamar can think outside the box; why the hell did they let Alina play the general??)

Behold the great position the army is leaving in order to go kick Kirigan’s ass. Note the defensible position, the solid walls? But nooo, let’s go have this decisive battle in a meadow, all, what, 50 people that make up the combined remnants of the First and Second Army?

Here we see King Nikolai giving a rousing speech to the 35 people randomly milling about the yard. And then leaving with both Nadia and Adrik, the two people Alina was going to leave in charge of Second Army while she and Mal were gone? (without any scouts actually confirming Kirigan’s position first?)

“We have each other, and that’s everything we need,” says General Alina strategically, once she and Mal have finished strategically running from the monsters she set out to defeat. While Tamar, being a random mercenary, starts actually giving orders for defending the fortress and saving the King.

But then we see also the terrible, scary, no-good rebel army of amplified ranged fighters... rounding a corner with no cover fire and running into melee? Or is (amplified) Grisha attack range really something like... 10m?

Yeah, awesome tactics. Are the bulletproof keftas really that good?

Now, why didn’t they come round the corner in this neat formation right from the start? Here we also see that there seems to be a grand total of 20 rebels.

At least the First Army have the sense to get up and take shots at them from above. For a moment, it almost feels powerful, the way they advance as a unit and work on fireballs together, fire and air, the way Fruzsi (yeah, apparently that’s the name of the Darkling’s new confidante) rains those ice shards over our heroes. But still... machine guns would have been more powerful?

And then they manage to take down Fruzsi’s friend, and our heroes, including a goddamn amplified Heartrender, just sit behind their cover and politely give Fruzsi a moment to pull her shit back together??

This was such a painful episode, ugh. Thank the Saints the Crows came and together with the twins kicked ass and saved the day. At least someone is still creative and competent.

For a story that wants to be about saving a whole-ass country, and about mending the rift between two entire classes of people, the “army” fight scenes were so ridiculously underwhelming.

[kittehkwrites]

Cranky

Summary: Erik does not understand the importance of nap-time. 

Warnings: Fluff, dad!Erik, Soft!erik

Before your son was born you thought you’d be the mother of a momma’s boy or somethin... Boy were you wrong.

From in the womb, your baby boy would only calm down at the sound of his father’s timber voice.

“Aye lil man, yo momma’s tired right now and you doin all that kickin is keeping her up.” He’d say all serious but you couldn't help but smile at how he was acting and he followed on with “i’m gonna need you to bring it down a few notches” At that, your son would kick back at his father’s hand and the look on Erik’s face was too funny.

it had your stomach shaking and the little boy inside you pushing his hands and feet inside of you so that you could both feel and see his clear displeasure at being told to relax.

“Don’t get fresh lil boy.” You had to let a little ‘oop’ out when his voice got deeper and your thighs clenched up since it’s been a while. Ain’t his fault, the doctor just said to lay off it since the last time you guys went “a bit rough” and they didn’t want to chance an early birth.

The baby relaxed the same way you did when he used his authoritative tone.

“That’s right lil man.” He said after feeling the baby calm down at his command. He was smiling at you when he caught your eyes and you smiled back when he started to caress the bump caring your “future prince” as he’d always call him, since Erik stated he was the King and you’re his Queen so ‘lil man’ is the prince.

“Erik. You better make it up to him before he takes it out on me.”

“You lucky.” He said with a look like ‘what you think this is?’ But he saw your stern face and he remembered the nights of discomfort increasing since the baby was getting closer and he didn’t like you being in pain or uncomfortable during what was supposed to be a beautiful moment so he did what he could in hopes it’d pacify the baby for the night.

“Aye baby boy”- you always thought it was cute when he said that-” you know daddy loves you, right?” He pulled back from the close proximity to your stomach, waiting for the little hand or footprint to press against his large hand.

“Right?” He would look to you and you’d rub your underbelly to get the baby to respond to his now pouting father. You're convinced your baby inherited his attitude from, which would mean he’d be bratty from time to time because they can’t handle restrictions to their freedom.

“Come on baby boy. Daddy’s out here pouting”- He shoved you a bit and you just let out a bit of a scoff before continuing- “and momma can’t sleep with y’all fighting at each other” A little more rubbing and your little boy was pushing out his foot to meet the spot in which both you and your husbands hands were sat on your underbelly.

“I love you lil man. Can’t wait to meet you when you get here.” And with that, he’d put a little kiss on your belly before coming up to you, hands still on your stomach and fingers still brushing against the stretch marks that laid on the sides of your belly, and give you a soft kiss that gave you the same sparks as the first time you both kissed.

“I love you too baby.” He said before pecking your lips “don't forget it.” He said before turning off the bedside lamp and then laying behind you before letting sleep take over the both of you.

That was approximately 8 months ago.

The baby is now 6 months and your husband was a damn hog.

“Erik! Give me my baby!”

You and your husband have been playing an impromptu game of hide-and-seek with you son, Erik initiating the game after you wanted to put the baby down for a nap before heading to your parents house for family day.

“He’s mines too” He’d call out quickly before turning back to your son in his hands, continuing to make faces at the little boy and getting squeals of joy from the little body.

“Not for long you shit!” You huffed out as you started to make your way up the stairs, following the baby laughs. You were just tired and your husband wanted to annoy you, as you were convinced no man would keep the baby up for this long and not want to pass off their child to the mother. 

“He needs to sleep or else he’ll be cranky and I already have to deal with you! I don’t need to be dealing with the both of y’all at once, plus my family members coming up to me afraid to ask you what’s wrong or tell me how to raise my baby!” You continued, finally approaching the two bodies located in your husbands office. 

He gave you a look as he saw your slightly angered and annoyed expression, but he didn’t care. 

He had has lil man and his momma could stay mad, he thought.

“Babe. It’ll be alright. He don’t give no trouble, right lil man? Tell yo momma to go lay down before she pops a vessel.” He said in that ‘baby’ voice that annoyed the crap out of you but you couldn’t help but raise an eyebrow up at the nonsense spewing from your husbands mouth.

So you nodded your head, went over to the baby and checked his diaper before kissing him on the forehead and making your way out of the room.

He don’t even know.

Just as you said, so it happened.

You guys reached your family gathering and guess what happened within the first 20 minutes of greetings from aunts, uncles, grandparents and such?

If you guessed a cranky baby, then you were very right.

“Baby?” You ignored your husband who now had his signature stoic expression placed on his face, but it slowly formed into a confused scowl at the jerky limbs and loud hollering coming from the sleepy child who, may I remind you, ‘don’t give no trouble.’, according to your big headed husband.

“Baby? Your so-”

“-oh now he's my son? i thought you had that covered? Correct me if i'm wrong but didn't you say he didn't give any trouble?” You were making sure he’d hear the judgement in your voice at his foolish comments made earlier. 

“Yea bu-”

“-but nothin. Handle it before he ‘pops a vessel’” You said before seeing one of your favourite cousins and going to them, leaving your husband in a state of confusion while your son just wanted to sleep.

This went on for another 15 mins before your cousin and a couple other relatives came over and asked what erik did to the baby.

You simple said “He wouldn’t let me put the baby down for a nap.” which resulted in a few head shakes and inhales from the surrounding bodies, knowing that a nap could be the best thing for the baby and the parent.

“Girl go help that man. He probably over there trying to give the baby commands like some drill sergeant.”

“Don’t do my man like that” You couldn’t help but laugh at the way they all saw erik as this military man but to you he would always be your big softie, especially after the birth of your son. He just showed his love differently than others and you didn’t fault him for it. 

You waited another two minutes before gulping down the rest of the juice in your cup before heading to your husband and distressed baby.

“Alright papa. Momma’s hear. I know, i know. Daddy doesn’t have the magic touch huh? Maybe he’ll listen to me won't he? wont he? That’s right. Come on papa, nap time.” You said, taking him out the grasp of your husband after washing your hands in the kitchen sink and drying them off once you reached to the two inside. 

You checked his diaper and it was dry, probably changed before you got here since your husband probably thought he had a soiled diaper. You also saw the half empty bottle of milk in the baby bag near where you were seated on the couch and chalked it up to your husband attempting to silence the cries of the infant.

You had placed him on your legs once you got comfortable on the couch. Fingers running over his eyebrows, his cheeks, his nose and back up to his forehead and ears in the soothing motion. Within 5 minutes he was sleeping and your husband couldn’t be happier. 

“Baby”

“Yes mr know-it-all” You responded smartly, not taking your eyes off the small body in your lap.

“Don’t get smart now.” You had to refrain from clenching your thighs together and looked at your husband with challenging eyes.

You saw him deflate slightly once he remembered he was in the wrong. 

“I’ll listen next time.” You let out a little hum and turned back to your son in your lap. 

You just sat in awe at the life you created with the man next to you. You were so lost in thought that you didn’t realise your husband had grabbed your chin softly before turning your face to his, placing the sweetest, most gentle kiss on your lips that left you weak once he pulled back.

“I love you” He said. That glint in his deep eyes made you swoon like it had when you first met him at the black owned coffee shop near the outreach centre.

“I love you too” You said softly before smiling at the grin that broke out on his face after knowing you weren’t so mad with him. 

Hey y’all!

Hope your week started off alright and that you’ve enjoyed your weekend😊

This is the main account that i’ll be posting on in regards to my written work because i couldn’t interact as i wanted to on my side-blog.

But I won’t be deleting anything on that blog, im just moving over to this one.

Let me know what you thought of this soft imagine and who you’d like me to write for or just ask me anything😁

Remember to like, share and/or comment and be safe!

Love y’all and thanks for the support.

-K💜

[darkficsyouneveraskedfor]

Biggest Fan 2

Part 1

Warning: coercion, blackmail, porn, nonconsent sex, cheating 

It was a long, silent walk back to the office. You rubbed your palm with your thumb as you struggled not to think of the feel of him in your hand. The hardness still barely concealed in his pressed pants.

He opened the door for you and you walked ahead of him. He followed you up the stairs and you felt his gaze on your ass, realising too late your mistake. As you reached your floor, you rushed over to your desk and he let you. He went to his office. It was as if nothing had even happened. As if your hand hadn’t been on his dick only fifteen minutes before.

You took a shuddery breath and logged in to your computer. Most of your work was transcription or shadowing Andy. Nothing overly complicated. Even so, you found it hard to concentrate on your work. You rubbed your forehead and leaned back in your chair. You glanced towards Andy’s office, his door was open, he was watching you, his pen pressed to his bottom lip. He tore his eyes from you and grabbed his phone.

You wanted to be sick. You drew your attention back to your screen and forced yourself to type. The buzz of your phone distracted you but you ignored it. It vibed again and you slid it out of your blazer pocket onto your desk. You positioned it just under your monitor and unlocked it.

‘Today. After work.’ The first text read and the second hovered above. ‘I can’t wait for the real thing’.

You swept away the bubbles and blinked at the computer screen. He was like a teenager. This man you’d looked up to, this man you’d admired for his professionalism, his veracity, were just like those boys in your program who tried to talk you into one of their stupid red cup parties. And he was married. The thought made you want to sob but you just forced down the bile and kept typing.

Though the morning had dragged by, the rest of the day seemed to fly. You looked at the clock and your phone lit up. Another message from him. You packed up your things before you dare to grab your cell and reluctantly looked at it. ‘Got a meeting with Canavan. Meet me at Joe’s down the block, 20 min.’

You looked over and found his office empty. You’d been so determined to ignore him, you hadn’t even noticed him leave. You grabbed your bag and headed out. Joe’s was a coffee place just down the block, you always grabbed Andy a small coffee when you got yours. Wait, had you led him on? With coffee?

No, no. He was a forty year old man and you were just a college student. This wasn’t your fault. Well, those were your pictures on the internet. You had put them there.

You barely recalled making your descent onto the street or hurrying down to the little cafe. You ordered a bottle of juice so you could sit in the corner. You picked at the unbroken seal and your leg shook nervously beneath the table. What were you doing? If you just ignored him, would he really send those pictures? Andy was a good guy… or so you thought.

You were startled as the table shifted and he sat across from you. He smoothed the front of his suit and smiled at you then looked around.

“We shouldn’t stay here long,” He said. “Too close to work.”

“You can’t be serious about this?” You kept your voice low. “Andy, I--”

“Shhh,” He raised his hand. “Look, we don’t have time to waste.”

You stared at him and gulped.

“First thing, delete your account.” He said.

“What? I can’t-- That’s how I--”

“I told you. I’ll take care of you.” He interrupted. “Delete it. Now.”

“You’re married,” You whispered. “Why--”

“I know what I am. What I want.” He turned his hand down onto the table. “Ten seconds or I add your professor to the CC.”

“Goddamnit,” You bent and reached into your bag. 

You sat up with your phone and keyed in the code. You opened the app and he took the phone before you could hit anything else. He placed it on the table between you and went to settings. You watched as he scrolled through the settings and finally found the option to delete. He accepted several warnings before everything just disappeared. He turned the phone back to you and slid it forward.

He stood and sighed as he checked his watch. “Alright. Laurie’s taken Jacob to his tournament so we should have some time. Let’s go.”

📚

Andy’s house was nice. Much nicer than your small apartment near the college. You felt out of place as he drove right into the garage and let you in through the side door. You hated that you were sneaking around. Hated that you were doing this at all.

You entered the kitchen and he turned to you. He took your bag and set it on the counter. You shuddered as you lifted your foot and he stopped you.

“Keep the shoes on,” He smiled. “I like ‘em.”

“Are you… sure about all this?” You lowered your foot slowly. “My account is gone, you made sure of it.”

“That’s not what this is about,” He grabbed your arm and wrenched you forward. He took your hand in his and pressed it to his crotch again. “Feel that. That’s what you do to me. Every fucking day.”

“Andy--”

He spun you and pushed you against the island. You saw a flowered notebook on the other side. That was probably hers, just like the man behind you. He leaned his weight against you as he gripped your waist and purred.

“I can’t help but think of you on my desk as I’m sitting on it but this will have to do,” His hand went to your ass and he slapped you hard. “Oh, fuck.”

His hands crawled up to your shoulders and he pulled your blazer off. He dropped it on the floor and reached around to unbutton your blouse. You grabbed his hand and he brushed you off.

“Don’t make this difficult, baby girl,” He warned. “Don’t tell me this isn’t what you wanted all along?” He tore your blouse open and forced it down your arms. “Posting those pictures.”

“Please--”

“Shhh, don’t want the neighbours to hear.” He flung your shirt. “They always are so fucking nosy.”

You hung your head as he unzipped the back of your skirt, pulling back to let it slip past your hips. It pooled on the tile and he stepped on it until you lifted your feet one at a time and he kicked it away. You regretted your ridiculous choice not to wear underwear. Well, it had been more a dare and earned you a smooth fifty on your paypal.

“Fuck.” He rubbed your ass as his other hand fought with his belt. 

You smelled his woodsy cologne as his fumbling grew more frantic. You heard the soft metallic clink and his zipper as he pushed it down. He wiggled as he shoved his pants down. His hand went around to your stomach and he guided himself along your ass his foot between yours as he urged your legs apart.

You slapped your hands on the island as he dragged his swollen tip along your folds and found your entrance with a hum. He pushed inside you and jolted your hips into the edge of the counter, nuzzling his head into your neck as he leaned into you. His hot breath was wet against your skin as he forced himself to his limit.

“Shit,” You swore as you stretched around him. 

“Mmmm,” He hummed and thrusted hard, lingering inside you as he basked in the feel. “God, you’re even better than I could have--” He rocked his hips again and choked. “Jesus.”

You scratched your nails against the marble island and pushed your head back against his shoulder as he moved his hips steadily, each tilt coming quicker than the last. You gritted your teeth as you tried to fight off your own arousal. Despite your reluctance, your core burned hot and you could hear how slick you were with each thrust.

He withdrew his hand from your stomach and grabbed your shoulders. He pushed you down until you were bent over the island and your feet left the floor. He held you down as his motion picked up and he slammed into you with dusky grunts. With each jolt of his hips, yours hit the marble and you held your breath to keep from moaning.

You closed your eyes and pressed your cheek to the cool counter. Your lips formed an O as you came quietly, covering your face with your arm. He crashed into you harder than before, you felt your juices spreading along the open v of his pants and the tails of his shirt. He gripped your hips and his thumbs dug into your flesh.

He pulled out of you sharply and swore as he spilled down your thigh, stroking himself along so that his tip rubbed his seed over your skin. Breathless, he spread his hand over your lower back then dragged it down to your ass and squeezed.

“Fuck, you’re gorgeous,” He rasped.

He drew his hand and backed away. You slid off the island and your feet wobbled beneath you, your heels almost perilous as your legs buzzed. Andy leaned against the other counter as he wiped himself with a paper towel and put his cock away. He zipped up his pants and buckled his belt before tucking in his shirt and straightening his collar.

“Whew,” He took a breath. “Baby girl, that was worth every last penny.” He looked you up and down and bit his lip. “Better get dressed before the wife gets back.”

[andysbubba]

friends [ two ]

-> steve’s your best friend. you know damn well that won’t change. [ also you’re really stubborn in this au and steve has to deal with that ]

AKA two idiots in love but one doesn't want to admit it

link to chapter one | two | three | four |

𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲'𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

-

10 years later, 2020

“How is it going with you two?” Bucky sips his coffee as he sits across you and Steve.

You raised an eyebrow at him. “What do you mean?”

“I would’ve expected a wedding invitation by now from both of you,” He looks at the two of you pointedly.

You choke on your latte and then glanced at Steve. “Seriously?”

Steve glances back at you and laughed, awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck.

Bucky bursts out in laughter. “Shit. That was priceless!”

“Oh shut up, Buck.” Steve rolls his eyes at his friend.

“Yeah, Barnes. We’re just friends,” You nudge Steve with your shoulder. “Right, Steve?”

Steve shrugs and nods, leaning in front and picking up a fork to cut into his slice of chicken pie. “Yeah,”

Jesus. What was that stinging pain in your heart?

Steve left for the washroom and it was just you and Bucky.

“Bitch move, Y/N.”

You look at Bucky cluelessly. “What did I do?”

“That guy is hopelessly in love with you and you just told him that you two are just friends.” He pointedly says.

You roll your eyes in reply. “You’re exaggerating. He’s not hopelessly in love with me, Buck.”

“Say that to his lost, sad, depressed puppy dog face whenever you get into a new relationship.” Bucky kicks your leg under the table.

“You’re just bullshitting now, Barnes.”

There was no way Bucky was right. Your mum’s told you the same thing, so did Steve’s parents. And then there was Natasha who said something along the lines too. Lets not forget Sam either.

Steve being in love with you? That’s just impossible.

“You shouldn’t deny the truth, Y/L/N.”

Steve walks back to the table. “Deny what?”

You turn to Steve in slight surprise before you quickly recovered. “Bucky was just saying some things about-”

“-About how you’ve been in love with Y/N since you were kids,” Bucky interrupts you.

Steve blushes immediately, the pink flowing up to his pale cheeks and he stuttered a little. “W-what?”

You step on Bucky’s toes with your boots and glare at him. His knee shoots up and hits the table as he groans in pain.

You turned to Steve and smiled kindly, “Nope, Bucky was just playing with you,”

Steve nods and settles back on the seat beside you.

You thought to yourself while the two guys chat about yesterday’s baseball game.

Steve gets sad when you get into a new relationship? And then he gets awkward when you say that you two are just friends.

Damn it, Bucky.

But Steve’s just being Steve. He’s always awkward... right?

-

“I’m not even kidding, Nat. Like seriously, Steve? Liking me?” You huff.

“Think about it this way,” She was lying on the couch, her legs resting on your lap. “He has a lot of flings and ex girlfriends. But why did none of them last long?”

You look down at her. “Because he hasn’t found the right person?”

Natasha shrugs. “That could be one. But you two already act like a couple.” She shifted and sits up straight, turning to you seriously. “He’s looking around for something he already has. Except, it isn’t official.”

You were meeting Natasha so you ended up leaving the guys earlier at the cafe. Apparently, they were planning on having some guys night with Sam.

You frown at Natasha. “We don’t act like a couple.”

Nat raised an eyebrow at you with a ‘really’ expression. “You cuddle, you know what each other like and dislikes, he spends money on you, you spend money on him and you sleep together on the same bed.”

“Isn’t that the norm for best friends?”

Tasha rolls her eyes. “You don’t see Sam kiss my forehead before he goes home or see Bucky buy me an iPad, now, do you?”

“I’ve known Steve since I was one.” You pointed out.

This topic was seriously making you think like crazy. You didn’t even know you acted like a couple with Steve. Like seriously???

“Valid point. But do you really think his exes give a shit about that when he helps you put on your coat and shit?”

“But-”

Natasha laughs at you, completely stopping your speech. “Denial is not a good look on you, sweetie.”

You sigh as Nat stands up and heads into the kitchen.

She comes back out with two bottles of beer. “Listen, Y/N. All I’m saying is, maybe you don’t see it but everyone around you sees what’s going on.” She settles beside you on the couch. “Your brain just functions at a slower rate than others.”

You gasp and smack her arm harshly. “Rude!”

Nat bursts out in laughter before calming down and snuggled into you. “Just, if it’s meant to be, it will happen someday. Forcing things will only make it worse.”

“Does he really sulk when I get into relationships?” You rest your head on top of Natasha’s.

“Yeap!”

You sigh again. “Okay then, why do my relationships not last long?”

“Because the intimacy you want with said partner is already something you share with Steve.” Nat stops and tried to think of a way to convey her thoughts. “Minus the kisses and sex.”

You sighed for what seemed like the nth time that day. “Alright lets change topics. How are your ballet lessons going?”

-

You had some guy named Jake over at your place a few days after your girls night with Nat. It was just a one night thing and he was already in the corridor outside your apartment when Steve appeared from the stairs, slightly breathless.

You see his face drop when he sees the guy standing outside your door. Wait- why have you never seen that before? It wasn’t the first time Steve came over while there was a guy at your apartment?

Fuckfuckfuck. Damn it, Bucky. And Natasha.

“Hey, Steve.” You turn to Jake, or was it Jacob? “Bye, Joseph.”

Said guy just looks at you in shock. “It’s John.”

“Yeah, potato, potahto.” You flashed him a grim smile before dragging Steve into your apartment and leaving the John in the corridor.

“I’ll make breakfast?” You ask Steve, already making your way to the kitchen.

He follows closely behind you. “I’ll help. What do you want?”

“Mom’s congee?”

Steve looks at you in shock. “You’re the best.”

“I know, Stevie.” You wink at him. “Just fry the chicken. And cut the onions, please, I beg you.”

“Yeah, yeah. Whatever.” Steve hurriedly washed his hand and took whatever he needed from the fridge.

“You wanna call the others to hang out?”

Steve shrugs, “Up to you. But you call. I just washed my hands.”

You took out your phone and shoot a text to the groupchat. The one with Sam, Nat and Bucky.

Y/N: congee day

Y/N: no beer no entry.

Sam: OOOO

Nat: beer and congee? seriously?

Y/N: hey, no one’s forcing you to come nat ??

Sam: there in an hour. with beer.

Bucky: is steve making his fried chiken

Y/N: yeah

Nat: fine i’ll be there with bucky in 20 mins

Y/N: bring gummy bears please thank you ily

-

Steve glanced down at his smartwatch at raised his brows at your last text.

“Gummy bears, really?”

“Gummy bears and beer is literally the best thing Stevie,” You snort, “But of course you wouldn’t know since you’re an old hag, Steven.”

Steve gasps, looking at you in shock. “Did you just-”

You smirk at him, casually walking to the fridge. “You know I did, Rogers.”

You looked inside the fridge, completely not noticing that Steve was already behind you.

You turn around after grabbing a can of Schwepps from the fridge. You jumped seeing Steve towering right behind you. “Jesus, Steve.”

“You wanna try that again?” He held his hands up on both sides of the fridge, eyes twinkling playfully.

You shake your head and pointed at him. “None of the food war crap. I had to clean up the mess the last time.”

Steve gazed down at you. “You better take it back if you don’t want a new mess to clean up.”

You took the time to look at him– really look at him.

Steve's hot, and goodlooking. You’ve already known that. But have you ever really looked at him?

How there’s that weird drain between his brows when he’s frowning, or how his chin is like a shade darker than the rest of his face. There’s a spot on his cheek and his forehead. You’ve never really noticed them before. His eyes always had a shine. The only time you saw it dull was at his dad’s funeral and then again when Sarah Rogers passed away about 4 years after. Your parents took him in straight afterwards.

Those blue eyes are always so intense. Whether he’s trying to get a thread into the needle or reading Paper Towns, Steve’s eyes are so goddamn intense. Like he’s trying to burn a hole through the pages of that stupid book.

“You’re staring,” He noted, even though his eyes were deeply staring into you too.

“You’re staring,” You dutifully told him in return.

“I’m looking,” You see his eyes glancing down to your lips quickly and then back into your eyes.

Your eyes shifted down to his lips too. You know how it feels firsthand. Plump and soft, and it feels so good against your own. The natural pink only compliments his pale skin.

It has never been this intense. He was staring into you and you were gazing into him. His body warmth completely overrides the cold air of the fridge behind you. And his presence was... present, huge. Was this what people called sexual tension?

Damn it, Bucky. And Natasha. And Sam. And your parents.

Fuck.

His gaze switched between your eyes and lips, leaning down slowly and hesitantly. You leaned in too, slowly going up on the tip of your toes.

You could feel his breath on your face.

“We shouldn’t,” You whispered lowly.

“I know,” Steve’s hand still shifted to your jaw, though and he's caressing very lightly.

Your hands trailed up and linked at the back of his neck, and you completely press your lips against his.

Fuck.

It has been at least a year since you’ve been this close to Steve. But this, this was just different.

Steve kisses you back, lips soft but a little rough. It reminds you perfectly of the first time you kissed him he kissed you.

There was a thought in the back of your mind about how this was possibly going to be awkward later. But, fuck. His lips feels too good to stop.

You pull away from him, just about an inch or two away from his lips. “Steve,”

He speaks lowly, “I swear if you tell me that we shouldn’t do this...”

“We shouldn’t.” You breathed deeply. “But we need to talk about this,”

“Talk about what?” His voice raises the slightest bit. “Talk about how I’ve been in lo-”

The doorbell rings.

And just like that, your moment broke.

Steve closed his eyes shut and clenched his teeth, before he completely pulls away from you and turned around.

“Go get the door. I’ll get started on the chicken.”

You listened, stepping out of the kitchen and to towards the door. Your mind was still processing what just happened. Was he about to say... But, Fuck.

Even if he did say it, you have no idea what you’d do.

Your hand curls around the door knob and you pushed it down and pulled the door open.

Nat and Bucky were on the other side, holding up bags and something that looks like 10 bags of gummy bears.

Not that you have any complaints.

“Your face looks weird. What happened?” Natasha brushes past you as she strides into your apartment, dropping her handbag on the dining table and then going into the kitchen.

“Yeah, you look weird. Why does the house seem so quiet?” Bucky asks next, pushing past you and going straight into the kitchen.

“Yeah, cause I just kissed Steve. Of course it’s gonna be like the fucking Kardashians’ house, ain’t it?” You mutter lowly under your breath, knowing damn well they can’t hear you.

“Hey, Steve,” Tasha sets the bags in the counter before she goes over and pecks Steve on his cheek. “You look weird too. What happened between you two?” She glances between you and Steve with a question mark on her face.

“Did you have sex?”

You turn to Bucky almost immediately. “No!”

“Alright, no need to get so defensive, Tiger. Did you kiss?”

The blush on Steve’s cheeks and the silence from you was a good enough answer for the both of then.

“Oh, so something did happen, huh?” Natasha teased, eyes glinting with some sort of evil.

“Shut up.” Steve grunts as he continues dipping small chicken cubes into flour and then into the egg mixture.

“Did you kiss his dick or just his mouth?”

You roll your eyes, stepping towards the sink to wash your hands, completely ignoring Bucky’s question.

You eyed Steve from your peripheral vision. He was silent too.

Well, fuck.

-

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[getitinbusan]

I've Got A Coupon (18+) 

Part 5

Jin: Naked Chef

Warnings: 18+ consensual sexual poly relationships. Always swearing, Safe sex is implied. Don't read smut if you can't handle the 🍆💦

Words: 1244

Valentine's Day, what do you give 7 men who already have everything?

Sitting down, you create a series of Love Coupons and place them in a bowl...

Erotic movie night

• Massage with a happy ending

lap dance

Voyeur, look but don't touch!

• Naked Chef, dining al fresco

• Trip to the sex shop

Location of your choice!

Calling them to the kitchen they each take a turn picking their present.

Series Masterlist

2pm 

You snuck up behind him as he stood at the counter whisking something in a bowl. You wrapped your arms around his middle giving him a start. "May I ask why aren't you naked?" 

He turned mid embrace to face you. "Because I thought It would be weird if anyone came in and I was naked and alone in the kitchen?" 

"True," you laughed. "Jinnie?" 

"Yes princess?" your heart dropped, he was always so sweet. 

"Can you just kiss me for a bit? I'll give you an extra 20 mins?" 

"I'll kiss you for 2 hours if it's what makes you happy." His puffy lips pressed against yours, soft and sensual as his hands cupped your face. "Are you okay?" 

"Uh huh, I guess I'm just craving some intimacy of a more wholesome variety."

"Well I think you're in luck because I'm a pretty wholesome guy." 

"You're honestly the dream man Jin."

Your fingertips skimmed the shirt seams that ran across his broad shoulders. 

"Look at you, you're handsome, talented, rich and you're so smart." You grinned remembering the last time you were together. "And you've got just the right amount of kink in you to keep things interesting." 

He laughed, "I think you mean I'm boring compared to the others." 

You frowned at him, "No, you're perfect." 

He blushed, "Stop, you're gonna make my ego bigger than it already is." 

It took a lot to fluster Jin. He was so used to being around constantly baffling behavior that he was unflappable. Seeing him blush from you compliments, if possible, made him even more endearing. 

It felt good to be in his arms, he grounded you to some sort of domesticated dream that was lacking from your life.

"So what are we going to be doing?" 

"Well, I'm going to make you Fettuccine Alfredo for lunch and Cannoli for dessert….apparently while naked."

"That's it? That's your fantasy?" 

"It is actually." 

"You’re lying, you're just saying that because you think it's what I want."

"Y/N there is literal video evidence of me on one of my first vlogs talking about how one day I can't wait to cook everyday with my wife."

He pulled out his phone, "Do you want me find it, I can show you right now." 

You couldn't stop laughing, "I believe you!" 

He took a swat at your bum and shook his head, "Call me a liar…"

Hanging a Do Not Disturb sign on the back of the kitchen's pocket door you slid it closed for privacy. 

Turning around Jin was holding a small dishtowel over himself smiling from ear to ear. 

"You know I've seen it before, and sir, there is nothing you need to hide." 

"I'll show you mine if you show me yours." 

"You don't have to ask me twice." slipping the straps off your shoulder the light dress fell to the floor and you kicked it to the side. "Your turn." 

He gave the towel a snap and threw it with your dress. 

"Remind me not to dry the dishes with that later." 

Waiting for the pasta to boil you mixed the Cannoli filling while he worked on the shells. "Stand back I'm going to put them in the oil."

Dropping them in one by one the grease splashed out of the pot. "It didn't get me!" He cheered. 

"Maybe we should send an audition tape to MasterChef," you happily kissed him.

No sooner than the words left your mouth the deep fried pastry began bubbling and splattering. Trying to turn down the temperature he reached over the pot, jumping and flinching with each pop of grease. 

"Oh no, Jin I'm so sorry. This was such a shit idea." He pretended to cry while you kissed the little red burn marks over his chest. 

"There's some lower," he whined. 

"My poor baby," you kissed down his abs. "Here?"

"Lower"

You smiled against his skin, happy trail hairs tickling your nose.  "Maybe we should just put something cold on it." 

Reaching behind him, you stuck your hand in the Cannoli filling and whacked a handful onto his pecs. He stood still trying not to react but his lips were twitching while holding in his smile. 

Turning his attention to the fettuccine he stirred it before pulling up a pasta fork full of noodles and blowing on it. "Do you know how to tell when pastas done?" 

"You bite it?" you said hopefully.

He held it up to you to sample but instead threw it towards your chest.

"Nope it sticks!" He laughed maniacally as the noodle slowly inched down your breast. " And it looks like it's ready." 

You grasped a handful salad but he caught your hand and pulled you towards him. 

"Surrender!" 

"NEVER!" you shouted. 

He smiled, he was so happy and beautiful. Pulling your hand down and behind your back he held it tight and pressed the softest sweetest kiss onto your lips. 

"Do you give up yet?"

Your heart was pounding through your chest. You'd never had to say it before….

"Yes," You dropped the lettuce and kissed him hard. "Mercy"

Maybe he didn't know the weight of the word but you certainly did. With one fell swoop his arm pushed everything off the kitchen island with a huge clatter. "Can we stop playing now?" 

You couldn't even recall the last time someone was capable of making you blush but you were sure you were crimson. 

"Jin I think we ruined lunch." 

"We’ll get takeout.”

He lifted you to sit on the edge of the counter as he occupied the space between your legs. 

"Can we do that kissing thing now?" 

He delicately placed kisses down your neck and shoulders. Your nipples pebbled under the light touch of his fingertips and a small moan escaped you. Pulling back to look at you, his lips were slightly parted and his breathing was heavy. 

His attention made you flustered. "Please Jin, I haven't had you in so long I can't wait anymore." Pulling up your legs you lay on the island, his for the taking. 

He climbed on the counter and laid over you. "Is boring going to be enough for you?" 

"If anyone can tame me it's gonna be you." 

His lips met yours and they rarely left each other as he made love to you. His hand cradled your head from the hard counter while the other stroked your cheek. He was careful and reverent, worshipping your body instead of just using it. More than sexual, he was bringing you to another level, a completely different experience and connection. 

Your legs wrapped around him, wanting him closer. He moved his hips slowly stroking your walls, the inner friction building and building your orgasm. 

"Jin I'm gonna cum." 

He nodded, you'd never seen him like this, so undone, so surrendered to a moment. 

Arching your back off the counter he wrapped his arm around you lifting you closer to his chest as his thrusts became sloppier. 

He just wanted to please you, and he did. It was white lightning and heart palpitations on top of pulsing wet satisfaction. Collapsing side by side you snuggled in close. 

"Jin?" 

"Yes love?"

"Can we do this everyday?" 

"Do I need to be naked? Grease splatters really hurt." 

Part 6: Taehyung - Toy Shop

[kyuflix]

➤ 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝟏| 𝐇𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: angst (you should know by now), a little bit of fluff

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: weapons, violence, blood, death, a lot of swearing

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: the special mission goes in an interesting direction

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒: +5k

𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊: iI’m so sorry that this took so long! i had already written the majority of this but because of school i couldn’t continue. now that we are all to stay at home i thought that i would finish this and maybe take your mind off things for a little while. i hope that you enjoy this and took your mind off of things, stay safe everyone!

''Alright, that would be all. Meeting dismissed. Y/N could you stay behind for a couple of minutes?'' You turned around at the call of your name and sat back down in your chair.

''What is it, sir?'' Your boss shook his head and folded his arms.

''Y/N you know that you don't have to call me sir. We founded this together and you're my second in command.'' You nodded.

''I know, Seong.'' He nodded and slid a file over the table towards you. ''I have a special little mission for you.'' You raised your eyebrow and opened the file, the picture of a young man coming into view.

''That's our target. Do you remember the weapon trade not too long ago?'' You scoffed. ''How could I forget that those bastards killed my best friend.’’

Seong nodded and leaned back in his chair. He pointed to the picture and continued talking. ''That's the boss, Jong-Su Cho. I want you to take him out. He betrayed us at the trade and I figured since you're one of our best-skilled assassinators you're the perfect one for the job.'' You nodded and skimmed through the file.

''Alright, I'll do it. Anything specific I need to know?'' Seong licked his lips and leaned forward. ''According to Chae, he's in the underground club this weekend. Chae is gonna help you and if anything goes wrong she'll be there to help. Avoid any unnecessary deaths. Other than that kill who you have to.''

You stood up and bowed to him before you left the room mumbling under your breath, on the way to the weapon room. ''That bastard's gonna pay.''

You slid your fingers over the keypad and pressed the code into it to get into the weapon room. With a 'click' the door slid open. Various weapons laid on tables and hung on the wall in front of you. You slid your fingers over the selection of knives and picked your favorite rainbow-chrome knife up. You took a gun from the wall and inspected it, counting the bullets left in it. After you were satisfied with the weapons you picked you left the room and walked out of the basement and in Chae's room.

Chae's room was full of all sorts of computer and hacking equipment. She was the one that provided everyone with all the information and supervised the missions. Chae spun around in her chair and gave you a grin.

''So I take it you already know what you have to do?'' You nodded and sat on her desk. ''I want more information about that bastard. Give me things that'll make him writhe in pain, beg for his life to be spared.'' Chae put her hand on your knee and squeezed it. 

''Y/N I know how much Min meant to you and that you want to take revenge on him. I want that too, but don't forget the rules.''

Rule number 1, don't ever let your emotions take over you.

You bit your lip and nodded. Chae smiled at you and turned to her computer. She pressed the keys a few times and the file of Jong-Su came flying on the screen. Chae read the article and swung her chair back in your direction.

''Well as far as this article knows, he's at the end of his 20's. Probably 28 or 27. He has a girlfriend. No children and no parents, his parents died on a mission a few years ago.'' You let the information sink into you and played with your rainbow-chrome knife. ''Tell me more about his girlfriend. Maybe she's his weak spot.'' Chae nodded and turned to her computer once again.

''Her name is Moon Kyungri. She's 25. No children her parents live in a different city and no siblings. She's been Jong-Su's girlfriend since the beginning of July 2018. So they've been together for approximately almost two years now. Doesn't know that Jong-Su is in the mafia.''

''Chae honestly, how do you even get all of that information?'' You grinned at her and she laughed. ''Who knows?'' She shrugged and folded her hands behind her head. With a pat on her head, you left Chae's room and walked back into the basement to train some more.

In the training room, you ignored the others and went straight to one of the puppets hanging from the ceiling and got your rainbow-chrome knife out of your belt. You played with the knife a little bit before throwing it at the puppet, bullseye. With a shrug of your shoulders, you got more knives and threw them at the puppet, each throw in a different style. Once with your back to the puppet, one with your non-dominant hand, one with turning around as quick as you could, and one out of walking and the other one you threw out of running. And all of them hit the bullseye.

You retrieved the knives and put them back to where they belonged, the rainbow-chrome knife secured on a strap on your belt. You turned around and observed your teammates. Most of them, you didn't know, not that you cared. When you came across a familiar face a smile formed on your lips and you walked to her. ''Jihyo!'' Jihyo turned around and smiled at you.

When you reached her you immediately hugged the girl and grinned. ''How are you? I haven't seen you in so long! Did the mission go well?'' Jihyo chuckled and took the hand of someone. She cleared her throat and blushed as you raised an eyebrow at the action. ''Oh? What's this?'' Jihyo covered her face with her free hand at your playful tone.

''Some.. things happened while I was gone?'' The boy smiled at you and introduced himself. ''Hello, I'm Kand Daniel.'' With a smile, you introduced yourself to him and turned back to Jihyo.

''Well come on. I want to know everything!'' You wrapped your arm around her shoulder. You turned back to Daniel. ''You wouldn't mind if I steal your girlfriend for a little talk over some good old fighting do you?'' Daniel's mouth hung open.

''Actually, Daniel and I were just about to practice a little bit ourselves. Why don't you join?'' She looked back at her boyfriend and he nodded with a warm smile. ''Sure, I don't see the problem, the more people the better the practice.'' You beamed at Jihyo and walked to your locker room. ''You two start already. I'll just go change into more flexible clothing!''

When you came back in a pair of black leggings and a grey hoodie thrown over your white shirt Jihyo and Daniel were circling each other in the ring. You rolled your eyes.

''Hey! You two lovebirds! Less circling more fighting!'' Jihyo and Daniel flushed a deep shade of red and you laughed at them when you entered the ring.

With your left foot in front of the right one, you bent your knees slightly and put your hands to sides of your face. ''Let's see if you improved on your fighting skill, shall we?'' Jihyo smirked and nodded before she got in the same stance as you. You turned to Daniel and went closer to the two of them. ''Daniel. Surprise me!'' He smiled and nodded.

Jihyo lunged forward and tried to punch your arm to get it to fall to your side and obtain the opportunity to hit your temple. You stopped her hand in mid-air and crouched down, sliding between her legs. With a jump-kick, you sent her flying to the end of the ring and she hit the ropes, the ropes sending her to the ground.

You smirked but didn't notice Daniel creeping up to you. He took both of your hands and forced you into a position that had you sitting on the back of your legs, your hands twisted in a painfully way behind you.

Daniel pressed his knee between your shoulder blades and forced your back forward and continued tugging at your arms. A hiss left your lips at the pain and you tried standing up and overpower Daniel, but he was taller than you and stronger. Daniel smirked at your attempt to free yourself and looked to the spot where Jihyo laid. But she was gone.

Jihyo stood a few meters behind him and took off running towards him. When she was close enough she jumped on his back and pressed her knees into his back, her hands holding his neck from behind. Out of shock, Daniel let go of your hands and flew over Jihyo and landing on the mat, panting.

You shrugged your shoulders to loosen the burn in your arms and sides. When you took a look over your shoulder Daniel had his arms protecting the sides of his face and Jihyo kicked and punched them. She bounced on her feet a few times and did a roundhouse kick to Daniel's face. With the element of surprise on her side, Daniel tried to block his face, she hit his temple and once again he fell on the mat.  ''Not bad.'' Jihyo turned around, breathing heavily as you clapped and did a little bow.

''Why thank you.'' The two of you grinned and ran towards each other. Again, you slid under her and wrapped your arms around her middle. You lifted her from the ground and put your strength into your arms to throw her over your figure. But Jihyo rammed her elbow into your face. The jab hit your nose and you stammered backward, holding your nose and letting her go.

Daniel was still laying on the ground, holding his head.

You shook your head and wiped your nose. Slowly, Daniel got up and closed his eyes as he stood to his full height, still holding the side of his head. ''Shit. You got me real good there.'' Jihyo grinned and turned to you. ''Well, what do you say? Did I get better?''

You put a thumbs up and let your eyes wander around the ring trying to plan your next moves. ''That's true. You got better and you were only for like 6 weeks gone, right?'' When Jihyo nodded you smiled and pushed your left foot in front of you, making it look as if you were just shifting your weight onto it.

''But, my dear Jihyo. This isn't over yet.'' You ran towards her at full speed. When you reached her you wrapped your arms around her middle once again and pushed all your weight onto her and with a 'thud' she was on the floor.

Daniel just watched with an open mouth at the scene in front of him. You quickly pushed Jihyo in a sitting position and went behind her wrapped your hands around her neck. You put pressure on her neck, cutting off her oxygen and tugged her head back. Jihyo closed her eyes at the pain and tapped your arm so you would let her go.

She flopped against the mat and closed her eyes, her breath heavy. Grinning at your victory you took Jihyo's hands and pulled her up. She wrapped her arms around you and you did the same, hugging each other as you regained your breath.

Daniel clapped and walked closer to you two, stopping when he reached Jihyo's side. He wrapped an arm around her shoulder and she sighed as she leaned back against him. ''Well, I guess I'll leave you two lovebirds alone. That was a very good practice you two! I'll just go get my stuff again and then I'm out of here.'' You smiled at each of them and left the practice room.

''And use protection!'' You screamed with a grin when you left a room. You could still hear Jihyo's scream of your name when you closed the door and just saw her flushed cheeks in your mind

Back in your room, you flopped on your bed and put your belt with your gun and rainbow-chrome knife on your nightstand.

16:27.

You put your phone back down and closed your eyes. There was honestly not much you could do when you had free time. Practice, take a walk, look for another mission, watch a movie in the living room or just talk to the others.

You decided to go to the living room and maybe watch a movie or talk with some of the others.

The living room was a big room that was mostly empty with just a few couched in the middle of it and plants, flowers and paintings here and there. On the wall in front of the couches was a TV that was nearly as long as the wall. The left side of the living room didn't have a wall and you could see right in the kitchen. The only thing that separated the two rooms was glass. The glass divided the two rooms but still allowed it to look into the other room.

''Y/N!'' Your head spun around in the direction of the voice and you were greeted with Eunwoo, Seongwu, and Youngyun. You smiled at them and gave each of them a hug.

''How are you guys?'' The three of them were most of the time gone because they always spend their time on missions. Sometimes together as a trio, if one couldn't go they went as a duo but most of the time they just went alone. ''Well as you can see we're still alive. So I would say we're doing good.'' Youngyun, the oldest of the three said and the other two smiled and nodded.

''How did your last mission go?'' Your smile faltered at Eunwoo's question and you gulped. They weren't there when it happened so how could they know? You cleared your throat and clenched your hand into fists at the memory of the weapon trade, Min's death and how Jong-Su betrayed you. ''I think it would be better if we sit down for this. It's... a long story.''

Eunwoo, Seongwu, and Younghyun exchanged glances and sat on of the couched and you followed. 

''Y/N how long do you think they're gonna talk more? Why won't they just do the damn weapon trade?'' Min groaned as she looked to the back of the club and saw that Seong and Jong-Su were still talking. With a shrug of your shoulder, you got your favorite rainbow-chrome knife out of the hidden strap on your thigh and swirled it around your hand, playing with it. A choked cough erupted beside your ear. And you looked to your left. Min had blood splattered over her lips and she looked down. Your eyes widened in horror as you saw an arrow sticking out of her stomach.

''Min!'' You screamed as you saw your best friend collapse to the floor. You caught her in your arms and looked around desperately in search of Seong. Right in front of you on top of a flight of stairs stood a man with a bow in hand. Tears flowed down your face and you screamed once more and threw your knife towards the man. It hit him right between the eyes and he slumped to the ground.

Seong's head spun in your direction when he heard your scream and his eyes widened as he saw Min's body on the ground with an arrow sticking out of her stomach and you hunched over her body.

''I thought we had a deal!'' Seong screamed and got his gun out of its holster in aimed it at Jong-Su. Jong-Su's eyes followed the source of the screams and looked at the sight of Min's dead body. He smirked and shrugged. ''Where's the excitement without a little bit of fun, am I right?''

Seong narrowed his eyes at the fellow mafia leader at his craziness and spoke through gritted teeth. ''You will regret this. I swear.'' Jong-Su laughed and clapped. ''Oh, I'm sure I will.''

''Min! Open your eyes don't you fucking dare leave me!'' You shook her body and Min smiled weakly at you. ''You can't do this to me!'' You whispered as the tears continued flowing down your cheeks. Min opened her mouth to speak but just coughed more blood. ''Y-Y/N, I-I'm sorry.'' Min closed her eyes once again and you screamed again.

''No! Min! Don't you fucking close your eyes, do you hear me? You can't leave me alone in this cruel world! I need you here, do you understand? Min!'' A blood-curling scream left your lips as Min took her last breath and her hand in yours fell limp. Your body shook and you sobbed, tears falling onto Min's dead body. You wrapped your arms around her one last time and nuzzled your face in her neck.

''Min...'' You cried into her neck and pulled away. Anger overtook your senses and you put her dead boy gently back on the ground. Seong was surrounded by Jong-Su's men. Most of your teammates were dead. Your hand automatically took hold of your gun. You pulled it from your belt and aimed at the men surrounding Seong. Bullet after Bullet, man after man.

They fell on the ground and Seong was now no longer surrounded by any of Jong-Su's men. Your eyes shifted to his figure. Jong-Su still had a smirk on his face despite almost all of his men lying dead on the ground with a bullet in their body. Seong looked at you and screamed.

''Y/N get out of here!'' You shook your head as a single tear slid down your cheek.''No.'' You whispered. Seong wanted to shout at you again but you beat him to it.

''No! I won't go! They killed Min, I want revenge!'' Seong's eyes softened for a split second. ''Y/N I know! But remember what I told you!''

Rule number 1, don't ever let your emotions take over you. 

Your nostrils flared in frustration.

''Fuck this!'' You stormed towards the two mafia leaders and stopped in front of Jong-Su. ''You're so going to regret me. Believe me.'' You said through gritted teeth and stormed off waiting for Seong to follow you.

When you finished the story the three of them were angry and sad. Younghyun started screaming and explaining all of the things he would do to Jong-Su. Seongwu just sat there frozen and Eunwoo cried. Min was a good friend to every single one of you, but the two of you were the closest. She was your best friend. Chae walked into the room with furrowed eyebrows.

''What's all of this screaming about?'' Youngyun quieted down and sunk to the floor. Chae looked at with a confused expression and you just mouthed Min's name to her. Chae's eyes immediately glazed over in sadness and she nodded before walking to you and putting a comforting hand on your shoulder.

''You should get some rest. The mission's tomorrow.'' You nodded and stood up. Before you left the room, Chae, Younghyun, Eunwoo, and Seongwu hugged you. The trio wished you good luck after Chae told them about the mission.

Back in your room, you jumped into your bed and pulled the blanket over you. Tears rolled down your cheeks as you thought about the good and bad times with Min. Her death flashed before your eyes and you pressed your face into the pillows, hoping it would comfort you and dry your tears.

''I miss you Min. So much.''

''Y/N!'' You rolled around in your bed, your body heavy with sleep. Groggily, you opened your left eye and looked into the face of Chae. With a grunt, you opened your right eye now and stretched. ''What's wrong Chae?''

''I've been trying to wake you up for five minutes now. Geez, what were you dreaming of that you've been in such a deep sleep?'' A sad smile formed on your lips as you sat upright and looked at Chae.

 By the look on your face, Chae could tell that you have been having nightmares about Min's death again. She sat beside you and took you in her arms.

''We're going to avenge her, I promise you. She can rest easy after today.'' You nodded at Chae and stood up wiping a stray tear from your cheek. ''Come on Chae. Let's get ready. I want that bastard to pay.'' Chae stood up and took your hand with a convincing smile. ''Believe me, Y/N we will.'' You smiled at each other and left your room.

In the kitchen, you were met Seungwu sat with Daniel and Jihyo on the stools. Daniel was talking to Jihyo with a smile on his face with his arm wrapped around her waist. You smiled at the pair. Seungwu's head spun in your direction when you entered the kitchen. He smiled at you and patted the stool beside him.

''How are you Y/N?'' You smiled at him and stretched again. ''Still a little bit tired and hungry.'' Seungwu nodded and handed you the other half of his sandwich. ''You can have the other half. I'm not that hungry.''

''Thank you Seungwu.'' He smiled at you and you took a bite of the sandwich. ''By the way.'' You looked up at Seungwu. ''The mission's today right?'' You nodded and took another bite of the sandwich. ''Let me go with you.'' You put your sandwich down at his request and smiled sadly. ''Seungwu...''

''I know, I know. Don't let your emotions take over you. But Y/N you know me. It's the least I could do for her.'' ''Even if she didn't reciprocate your feelings?'' Seungwu nodded.

''Even then Y/N. Even if she didn't like me back the way I wanted, we were still close friends.'' ''Seungwu, I know how close the two of you were. I don't have anything against the idea. Besides the mission is more likely to succeed if we have more people.''

''Thank you Y/N.'' Seungwu hugged you and stood up. ''I'm gonna go prepare. Tell me when you and Chae are ready to go.''

You screamed a 'yes' after him as he left the room and finished your sandwich. You smiled at Jihyo and Daniel as you left the room and went back up the stairs and into your room.

With a deep breath, you opened your closet and took your protective gear out of it. The dress you were going to wear already laid on your bed as Chae put it there as you were eating. The blue dress shined you picked it up and held it in front of you, the satin reflecting the light. The dress went to the mid of your thigh and wrapped around your neck in the style of a choker.

You took a band wrapped them around your waist and thigh so they were hidden underneath the dress. You strapped the rainbow-chrome knife on the band on your thigh. You took several smaller knives and strapped them on the band on your waist.

Once you put the dress on, the weapons immediately disappeared and you pulled it down. Chae walked into your room with Seungwu behind her and clapped her hands. ''Perfect!'' She exclaimed and pushed you down onto your chair in front of your mirror.

''Now, I'm gonna do your makeup and hair, okay?'' You nodded and let Chae do her work.

When Chae finally finished, your hair was styled in loose curls. She matched your makeup to the color of your dress and smiled as you stood up from the chair. ''Looking good Y/N! I'll get ready now and we can go.''

Seungwu stood up from your bed and took one of your knives from the wall. He played with it for a little while and hung it back up. ''No guns?'' You shook your head and sat on your bed.

''No. I'm more comfortable with knives.'' Seungwu sat beside you and put his hand on your shoulder and squeezed it. ''We can do this Y/N.'' You smiled.

'We will.'

The club was full of people. Most likely were the most of them Jong-Su's men. Chae disappeared to the back of the club where the dance floor was located. Seungwu walked to the left side of the room and leaned on the wall.

You took the right side of the club and wandered around, looking for Jong-Su. The music was so loud that people were screaming at each other to even understand the own words they were saying.

When you didn't see Jong-Su anywhere you walked to the bar and sat down on a stool. Chae walked to you and leaned on the counter. ''No sign of him?'' You shook your head. ''Not yet.'' She sighed and leaned her head on your shoulder. You nudged her side with your elbow and she raised an eyebrow at you. ''What?'' You snickered at Chae's tone and took her head off your shoulders.

''Go back, Chae. You know that this mission is important to me. So if we fail this I'm going to fucking snap.'' Chae nodded as she caught the pain inside your words and gave you a quick smile before she retreated back to her position. You sighed and rubbed your cheeks. 'Get yourself together Y/N!'

You looked at the bartender and your eyes widened. ''Eunwoo?'' You cocked your head to the side in confusion. Eunwoo smiled at you and offered you a glass filled with a red liquid. He shushed at you quietly and winked at you.

''We don't want people finding out now do we Y/N? So keep quit. I'm a simple bartender nothing more.'' You nodded and looked down with a smile on your face. You mumbled a quiet thank you to Eunwoo and sipped on your glass. A person sat on the stool next to you and Eunwoo leaned on the counter. ''What can I get you?''

''Just some Soju, please.'' Eunwoo nodded and you turned your head to look at the stranger next to you. You caught his eyes and smiled. The stranger smiled back and grabbed his bottle of Soju that Eunwoo handed him. He turned his body slightly to face yours and you raised an eyebrow at him.

'What the fuck is this dude doing?' He smiled at you in response and ruffled his fingers through his hair, messing the soft tufts of black up.

You sighed and put your glass on the counter. ''Can I help you?'' ''Well, actually you could.'' Your eyebrows rose in confusion and you stole a glance at Eunwoo who served another customer at the moment.

''Oh really? And how is that?'' You looked at Chae next and saw her playing with the knife that was strapped under her dress, not paying attention. You cursed under your breath and looked at Seungwu. He was still in the same spot and position you last saw him, leaned against the wall with his arms crossed but with a circle of girls surrounding him.

You turned your body towards him and a small smile graced your lips as you saw the knife seemingly hidden strapped to the outside of his thigh. But with the lights it reflected you caught it. It was very well hidden as it was the same color as his jeans, but with the lights of the club, it wasn't very smart. Anyone could have noticed it.

The stranger didn't notice that you caught his knife and leaned closer to you. As the boy was about to say anything you heard a gunshot throughout the club. You immediately shut up from your seat and got your rainbow-chrome knife from your thigh. You were about to run over to Seungwu since he was the one with the gun on the team but you were interrupted by a sudden heavy weight on you.

The boy had thrown himself at you when you were about to run away. You wiggled in his grip and turned your body around so you could face him. You raised your hand with the knife and he grabbed it and tried getting the knife out of your hand. ''Let go, god damn it!'' You struggled against his grip but dropped the knife and punched him in the face with your free hand. He stumbled off of you and held his nose as you rose to your feet.

He grinned at you and wiped the blood off of his face. ''Well, this is going to be fun Y/N.''

He charged at you and swung his leg but you jumped over it. You looked for your knife but couldn't find it. ''Fuck! Where is it?'' You shouted through all the screams of the people in the bar as they struggled to get out of it. All you could hear were screams and gunshots. You hoped that Chae, Seungwu, and Eunwoo were okay.

''You mean this?'' When you spun around to face the guy you caught a glimpse at Eunwoo who was fighting a man, but still at the bar. Your attacker spun your rainbow-chrome knife around and grinned.

A frustrated sigh escaped your lips and you grabbed a knife that was strapped around your waist. ''Don't you worry. I got more where that came from.''

‘‘You know...’‘ You started and walked closer to him, pushing yourself against his chest when you were close enough. A smirk formed on your lips as you saw him gulp. ‘‘You are actually quite the cutie, aren’t you?’‘ His cheeks burned at my words and I grinned. ‘‘But it’s a shame that we are on different Teams.’‘ A 'thud' came next from you and looked at the ground to see the man Eunwoo was fighting earlier with a bullet through his head.

You took a look at his neck and saw a tattoo, more specifically the tattoo that all of Jong-Su's men had. You looked back at the guy who still had your rainbow-chrome knife in his hand and an idea popped in your head.

You smirked, took a some steps backwards and looked back at Eunwoo who was now firing his gun and helping Chae out of some serious trouble. You screamed his name and threw one of your knives at the guy. ''Yeah?'' He screamed back at you and kept shooting Jong-Su's men. You ran toward the rather tall guy and swiped at him with your knife but he dodged it and threw a punch at you. ‘‘And it’s a shame I play dirty.’‘ You whispered under your breath and shouted.

''Give me the bomb!'' ''Coming right up!'' Eunwoo threw a small round object and a gas mask in your direction. You caught them and took a few steps back and threw the object to the guy's feet. He stumbled back.

''What the fuck is-'' at the impact the 'bomb' made with the floor it broke open and gas flew out of it. You put the gas mask over your face and walked over to the guy who was crumbling to the ground, struggling to breathe. He grabbed his neck and coughed. You crouched down to his level and looked at Eunwoo who was providing Seunwu and Chae with gas masks. With a smirk, you looked back at the guy who was laying at your feet, at the brink of passing out.

You grabbed his chin in between your fingers and smirked at him. ''Well, this was fun, wasn't it Hyunjin? Too bad it had to end so early.'' Hyunjin's eyes widened and he struggled to form his words. ''H-How did you-?'' You laughed at him and cupped his cheek with your hand.

''Oh please, you think I'm that dumb? I know who you were the second you sat next to me. You can't fool me.'' He coughed and cursed under his breath. ''Oh darling, don't worry! We're going to see each other again, I promise.'' You smiled at him and took your gas mask off for a quick moment.

 You leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to his lips. You smirked at his bewildered expression and licked your lips. ''Maybe this will help you remember me once you wake up. Don't you forget me, Hyunjin.'' With a tap on his lips, you stood up from your crouched position and watched as he fell into unconsiousness.

You spun on your heels and walked to your three companions who were seemingly waiting for you. You stood in between Chae and Eunwoo and looked at the person that was kneeling on the ground with his hands behind his head, several cuts that had blood pouring from them and tears running down his cheeks. Eunwoo handed you his gun and nodded.

The person on the ground looked up at you and your eyes widened a little. 'Jong-Su...' You raised your hand with the gun and aimed.

''Please, don't kill me.'' He whispered and you had to contain a snicker. ''Oh, believe me, you deserve to die after what you did to Min.''

''Who are you talking about?'' He screamed at you and several begs of you leaving him alive followed. You took a deep breath.

''Oh, she's going to kick your ass in the afterlife once she sees you, you piece of shit. I can promise you that!'' You screamed at him and got ready to fire your gun. ''What do you want from me? I can give you everything you want!'' He screamed back at you and the tears kept flowing down his cheeks. You hesitated for a second, collecting your thoughts.

''Bullshit! You can't give me my best friend back!'' A memory of Min smiling at you crossed your minds and a tear rolled down your cheek. 

Rule number 1, don't ever let your emotions take over you. You choked back a sob at the memory of her smile and pulled the trigger.

[bangtansfavwriter]

📖✏bangtan as college students:jungkook✏📖

-the cute, quiet guy in class who will just stare at you when you ask him if you could borrow his notes from last week bc u were ill

- taehyung will apologise for his friend, nudge jk, which will snap him back to reality

- apologises and says that his notes are messy anyways, bc he takes notes in a way that only he understands

-you started talking after that bc he had to decode that shit to you

-shy bean turns out to be a super goofy dude who is scarily organized but with a system only he understands, and it works out for him, his grades are pretty good

- junior dance instructor as the campus dance lessons, besties with his senior, jung hoseok

-jimin and you both tutor him sometimes bc he has problems in some lectures

-one day, you were chilling at yours and you said that you guys should practice for an English presentation and hes like "I gotta clear my head first" and goes for a run, which u would understand in every normal circumstance, except it's 1 am and you're like "???????"

-he comes back like 30 mins later, but he doesnt look sweaty at all and you're just confused as hell + he comes back with a box of donuts which leaves you even more confused

-he did indeed go for a run, was actually back at yours after 20 mins

-turns out he stopped by at yoongi's bc he saw the lights on, "hyung said he'd give me donuts if I leave and I thought you'd appreciate it"

-supreme chaotic energy but he means well

-will lowkey have an aneurysm whenever he sees ur messy room

-cherries are a running gag between you two, bc after you went over to his place the first time and you became hungry after a while, opened his fridge and burst out laughing after seeing what was inside of his fridge: cheese strings, leftover jajangmyeon, 5 packs of banana milk (which was nothing new to you) and maraschino cherries ("I like the finer things in life y/n" - "sure..." - he stared at you without a word when you opened the cupboard and roughly 8 packs of ramen fell out, right on your head, and then laughed his ass off when you just said "hallelujah")

-actually very thoughtful and sweet, but also very mischievous, the two of you would play pranks on each other on many occasions (the prank war ended with a cup of very bitter coffee that almost ended your friendship)

-jk got shit-faced drunk at one of the biggest parties of the semester and started singing/yelling to snsd's "i got a boy" and started dancing, which you filmed, obviously, your host (jimin) himself kicked you out, after jk took some pills from a very shady guy and jimin and you started fighting jk while trying to take the pills away from him and jk accidentally knocked over a fancy vase that jimin got from god knows where

- you dragged jungkook to jimins place the next day bc you were equally mad about to whole ordeal and you also knew you sure af don't wanna get on park jimin's bad side

- jimin: .....

you: he's really sorry

jk: 😔 yes....

jm: ........ (antarctica could never)

jk: hyung pls 😔😔🥺🥺🥺🥺

jm: it's ok, i can buy a new vase🥺🥺

jk: ☺️

(jimin also has a revelation about how to trick people into giving into his wishes)

- you guys' way to deal with hangovers would be an unholy amount of ramen and watching movies all day (jk would take at least 3 naps inbetween, he once woke up to princess mononoke, started sobbing and asked "why are humans like this" and fell back asleep) he'd occasionally snuggle up to you while asleep & would be very embarrassed about it when he would wake up, you'd have to reassure him everytime:

jk: ...u sure it doesn't bother you.. ?

you: what can I say, I've grown quite fond of messy hair and snores, I suppose, oh and drool on my shoulder obviously

jk: are you my friend or my enemy

you: I could ask you the same thing sometimes

- you had an important paper to write before Christmas and you asked him to stay away from you for a while bc you know he would manage to distract you somehow, he respected it but didn't like it one bit

-and you were actually busy for a few days, you guys talked a bit after class and just texted occasionally, but he didn't hear from you for most of the time, which did not sit well with him, jimin helped jk out on this one and texted you

-jimin: are you done with your paper yet?

you: pretty far from it tbh

jimin: lmao rip

you: what do you want jimin, im busy😣

jimin: spend some time with the kid, I honestly cannot take this anymore, hes gonna go full emo mode soon, do something

you: lmao tell him he can come over to mine, I was just about to order some food, ill wait for him then

- you proceeded with your paper and jungkook was at yours 40 mins later, with Chinese takeout and laughed at your dishelved figure when you opened the door, then hugged you, "jungkook are you my friend or my enemy?" - "I bring free food to your place, what do you think ?" - "touché"

[artificialqueens]

A Vampire in Paris: Part 3 (Gigi/Crystal) - Chae

A/N: well this took ten times longer than i expected… so sorry for the wait! (was anyone waiting? idk) hopefully I can update this at LEAST once a week for now ee. anyway thank you all so much for the support on the first two chapters, i’m so glad people enjoy my wacky fashion-vampire fantasy

Summary:  Gigi has an… interesting encounter with the supermodel trio and makes some big changes with Crystal

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Well, this was a situation.

Gigi broke out into a slight sweat as Aquaria, Naomi, and Valentina peered right into her soul at the cafe. She smiled awkwardly as she took a sip of water, seemingly the only one who actually drank… or ate. And she was eating a salad! In Paris! What the fuck were they looking at her like that for?!

The youngest model was still tired from the previous night, trying to push down her discomfort with happy thoughts of kissing Crystal. The ginger had tried desperately to look her best for her lunch date with the supermodels, shocked that they still didn’t seem impressed. After a long bout of silence as the three older girls eyed Gigi eating, Valentina piped up across from her.

“Gigi… what’s that short for?”

The aforementioned girl swallowed a lettuce leaf. “Genevieve. Genevieve Regina Goode.”

“That sounds like a movie character,” the tan beauty laughed. “I like your name.”

“Thanks. How did you get Valentina?”

“What do you mean? That’s just my name.”

“Oh,” Gigi cringed internally.”What’s your last name?”

“Hm, it’s been so long I don’t remember,” the girl smiled dopily as Aquaria slapped her arm next to her, annoyed. Gigi raised an eyebrow and Aquaria smiled fakely.

“We don’t really use our last names, except for Naomi because hers is easy,” the blonde said through her teeth, glaring at Valentina. The latter looked, confused, between Gigi and Aquaria. From next to her, Gigi could sense Naomi giving Valentina a look as well. 

“Oh!” She finally said, her face contorting into realization. “Yeah, we don’t use them,” the latina nodded. 

Gigi looked down, feeling as if she’d stumbled onto something she shouldn’t have—which was exactly what she wanted. Maybe she should press further…

“Why haven’t you guys eaten? These salads have a lot of good vitamins and stuff. I know we’re pressured into being like a size-negative-ten but what you ordere-”

“We already ate,” Naomi interrupted. “And if you feel self-conscious, sweets, don’t. Salads are good for you.”

“And you won’t have to worry about it much longer,” Valentina added earnestly. However, her kind… sentiment (?)… was not appreciated by the other two.

“Oh my god, shut up!” Aquaria whacked her on the back of the head. “You wanna get fired or something?!”

“I’m sorry guys,” Gigi tried to stop the drama. “I didn’t mean to intrude on whatever is happening-”

“No, no no! It’s not your fault,” Naomi explained, placing a freezing cold hand on Gigi’s shoulder. “It’s just that Valentina…”

“Valentina doesn’t know what she’s talking about, doll,” Aquaria smiled.

“Guuuuys I’m sorry!” Valentina whined. “I just keep forgetting she’s not a va-”

“Member of our team!” Aquaria shouted. “She’s not a member of our team,” the Italian jerked her head to the side, leaning towards Valentina and whispering something in her ear. The brunette’s eyebrows curved upwards as she whispered frantic sorries to her friend, who appeared absolutely venomous. Naomi rolled her eyes.

“We should head out and do some shopping, no? Maybe Val will be distracted by all the shiny things,” Naomi got up, rifling through her small purse for cash. Gigi nodded, just wanting to get out of this situation as soon as she could.

Soon enough, they were browsing at a beauty store—and yes, Valentina was distracted by the sparkly eyeshadows (go figure). Gigi wandered away from her ‘friends’ to the hair section, nearly passing by the dyes before a thought popped into her head. She grabbed two boxes of color and a toner off the shelf and smiled, paying for her items before finding the rest of the group. 

“Bought stuff already?” Aquaria looked at Gigi’s bag quizzically.

“It’s not makeup or anything, just had to restock,” the redhead lied.

“Oh, nice,” the blonde turned back to the lipstick she was trying on. Gigi filled the silent air by perusing the makeup counters, trying to not look too interested.

Naomi was texting someone with a coy smile plastered on her face, causing Gigi to remember something else odd she hadn’t addressed yet. 

“Aquaria?” She asked.

“Hm?”

“How did you get my number? I never found out.”

“Right. I asked Adore.”

“Adore doesn’t have my number…”

“Adore has everyone’s number,” she snapped, clearly looking annoyed. Gigi shrunk back and bit her lip. “The bitch has her ways,” Aquaria added.

“Can’t Fame access everyone’s data n’ stuff?” Valentina said offhandedly.

“What? Fame? Like Miss Fame?”

“Valentina, I’m going to rip your head off and smash it with my stiletto,” Aquaria threatened. 

“I thought Fame was… dead?” Gigi pressed.

“She is.”

“She is.”

Both Naomi and Aquaria looked the new model dead in the eyes, not a hint of intonation in their voices. Valentina, once again, looked at them confusedly, but held her tongue. Gigi felt the same glare that Raven had pierce her soul once again, and decided that enough was enough of these creeps. She stole away into the next aisle and ordered an Uber to pick her up ASAP. She peeked over the display and told the girls she was going to the bathroom, to which they nodded in unison without leaving their tasks. On that note, Gigi slinked out of the store and as far down the street as her heeled feet would take her.

She texted Crystal as she waited for the Uber, impatiently tapping her foot on the concrete ground.

Sexy Robot🥵🤖

heyyy, wanna meet up at your place? i have a surprise 

Hot Clown🤡🔥

DUH OMG u know I can’t wait 

when are u comin?

Sexy Robot🥵🤖

I’ll be there in like 20 mins 

Hot Clown🤡🔥

I can’t wait to see u🥺🥺🥺

Sexy Robot🥵🤖

keep your panties on, boss

Hot Clown🤡🔥

Don’t ever call me boss again you whore 

Sexy Robot🥵🤖

only for u ;)

Gigi smiled as her Uber finally arrived, excited to talk to Crystal after what happened the night prior. She’d not only had a steamy makeout session with a hot designer, she’d kissed the girl she liked when they were both semi-sober-ish. Her happiness was short-lived, though, when she received a text from Aquaria on a group chat she’d been added to. She exhaled nervously as she shut the car door, telling the driver where to go.

Hottest Hoes in Paris⭐️⭐️

Aquafina

Has anyone seen Gigi?

You’ve been in the bathroom an awful long time bitch

French Vanilla Fantasy

no :(

did she leave?!

GIGI WHERE ARE YOU

Bebe Badde

aaaa sorry guys I wasn’t feeling well!

LegsLegsLegsLegs

Awe babe you should have told us

Feel well soon

French Vanilla Fantasy

i send all my love to you!! 💛💘💚💘❤️💝💚💞💓❤️💘

Aquafina

Ya feel better!

Gigi sighed, having successfully escaped the strangest outing she’d ever been on. The drive to Fatelle was shorter than she’d expected, the model barely realizing she had reached her destination before paying the driver and nearly leaping out of the car. She sped into the lobby, saying hi to Adore before bounding to the elevator. She was almost giddy at the prospect of seeing Crystal again, unfamiliar with having a crush this strong. Gigi felt like she and Crystal fit together like puzzle pieces: anything she didn’t have, the designer did, and vice versa. But they still came together in the same picture, with the same values and dreams and—gosh, they were a match made in heaven.

Gigi gripped the shopping bag as she reached Crystals floor, finding her room (Crystal had texted her where she lived a few days prior) and knocking on the door. It opened almost immediately to a grinning Crystal, dressed in cute casual clothes and fluffy ugg slippers.

“What’s the surprise?” She said right away, letting the younger girl inside.

“First of all, hi,” Gigi rolled her eyes, giving the shorter girl a quick peck on the cheek. “Second of all, you’ll see. Third of all — you will not believe the day I’ve had.”

“Dang, it’s two PM!”

“And shits wild!”

“Spill.” Crystal plopped on the couch, motioning for Gigi to join her. The ginger kicked her shoes off and made herself comfortable, propping her tired legs on the coffee table. 

“So I met up with Aquaria and Naomi and Valentina…”

“No way!”

“Yes, Aqua invited me. And it was insane.”

“How?”

“Would you believe me if I told you that I think Fatelle is the Illuminati?”

“Honestly, with some of the shit that’s been going on…”

“Right?! Okay, they literally kept saying Miss Fame might be alive?”

“She’s alive in my heart, but… it’s been a whole century.”

“And they acted like it was real! And then Valentina said that I wouldn’t have to eat soon?“

“What? Why?”

“Like I wouldn’t physically need to eat.”

“That’s fucking weird.”

“It was the strangest thing. Am I in the Twilight Zone?”

“Maybe you’re in the Twilight! Edward or Jacob?”

“Edward.”

“Good choice. Edward.”

The two shared a chuckle, Crystal’s eyes flitting to the bag Gigi had brought.

“Is that the surprise?”

Gigi smirked, getting up and pulling out a box of bleach, purple toner, and a box of natural red dye. “Don’t think I didn’t remember what you said!”

“No! Oh my gosh you’re the best!” Crystal grabbed her dye and grinned widely, eyes crinkled in a cute way. “We have to do this now.”

“Raven’s gonna be pisssssed,” Gigi remembered, not really caring anyway.

“Raven is basically Edward’s cousin, who cares?”

“Oh shit she is like Edwards’ cousin! Bitch looks all pale and dark haired and ooky and spooky.”

“My mind.”

“Your mind.”

The two made their way to the bathroom, opening their goodies and setting up to do each other’s hair. Crystal wrapped a towel around Gigi’s shoulders, knowing her process would be much more time consuming.

“Have you done hair before?” The model asked as Crystal mixed up the bleach.

“For sure, I dyed my hair back to brown so I could look professional when I came here,” she laughed. “I had neon green before, remember?”

“Right!” 

Gigi couldn’t say she wasn’t nervous when Crystal began applying the dye to the ends of her hair, but trusted the designers judgement and vision. It was her fashion show, after all. The older girl worked quickly, yet thoroughly. She was used to working with her difficult curly hair, so it was easy for her to comb through Gigi’s nearly-straight locks. Strand by strand, she painted the bleach on with her gloved hands, unaware that her work was nearly causing Gigi to fall asleep at the calming feeling of her hair being lightly tugged. She model nearly dozed off when Crystal started massaging her scalp to make sure the roots were coated. Finally, Crystal was happy with her work, snapping Gigi back into reality when she placed a shower cap over the models head.

“Sleepyhead, you’ve gotta do my hair now,” Crystal discarded her latex gloves, brushing the back of her hand against Gigi’s cheek. “In half an hour you gotta take a shower with the toner, and then when you’re done, I take a shower and then we both have new hair!”

“I have a suggestion,” Gigi yawned. “Why don’t you keep giving me a head massage and I go to bed?”

“If you want your hair to fall out, sure.”

Gigi rolled her eyes, getting up to open the red box dye. She took out the components, following directions to mix the bottles together and shake it up. Apprehensively, she started squeezing the fluid all over Crystal’s hair and running it through the coils. “Is this right?”

“Just make sure every strand is coated, but yeah!” she smiled at Gigi through the mirror, and Gigi smirked back.

“So, do we need to talk about last night at all?” the model asked as she worked.

“Do you think we need to?”

“I mean, if we’re on the same page, no.”

“Are we?”

“What’s the definition of the same page, then?”

“Um… I liked kissing you?”

“Good, then we’re definitely on the same page,” Gigi blushed. She looked in the mirror for a second and laughed. “I look like a lunch lady!”

“Shush, you look pretty no matter what.”

“Says you, Crystalline Elizabeth.”

“Says the model, Genevieve Regina!”

“Oh. Well.”

“You bitch! You’re supposed to tell me how great I am.”

“Crystal Methyd, you are perfect.”

“I know I am.”

“Who’s the bitch now, bitch?”

This went on as Gigi finished applying the color to Crystal’s hair, placing her own cap over the voluminous mass of hair. Crystal checked the time. “You should go take a shower, Gi. And make sure to leave that toner on for ten minutes!”

“Got it,” she replied as Crystal exited the luxury bathroom into the bedroom. 

“I’ll leave you out some comfy clothes, hm?”

“What, you wanna cuddle and watch movies with me later?”

“Uh… yeah.”

“Thank god. I’ll see you soon,” Gigi leaned in for another quick peck on the cheek, a new habit she’d grown quite fond of. She shut the door and turned on the tap, waiting for the water to warm up before undressing and stepping inside.

Gigi was tired, but the steam against her skin helped balance her energy once again. She removed the shower cap, eyes widening at how light her hair was. She was used to her red hair turning almost-black when wet, but it was now a dirty brown color under the water. The dry strands were a nearly-white yellow. This will take some adjusting to, she thought as she quirted a glob of toner in her hands. She worked it through her hair for a couple minutes, careful to get every last bit. The next ten minutes were spent trying to keep her head out of the shower whilst keeping her body in, which was a difficult task that often left Gigi shivering without the warmth of the water on her body, only to put her arm or leg back in.

The model stepped out of the glass shower into the bathroom that was nearly identical to her own. She wiped the fog away from the mirror and stood, as she did, scanning her body. She was healthy, but extraordinarily petite. Many her size would have bones jutting out, maybe even appearing emaciated, but not Gigi. Her figure was all smooth lines and gentle curves. She had a waist and hips, but they certainly weren’t defined. Her breasts followed the outer curves of her chest, small and close together. She was a model. She looked like a model.

Gigi grabbed a towel once she noticed the goosebumps on her arms, using it to dry off and then wrapping it around herself. She decided to use the hairdryer as well, since apart from her hair taking forever to dry on its own, she wanted to see what it looked like now. As her locks returned to their normal state, Gigi could see that Crystal did a near-perfect job. Her hair was evenly colored a light-barbie-doll blonde all around — not too yellow, not too silver. She certainly looked like a barbie doll. She felt like one.

The girl exited the bathroom into the attached bedroom, calling out to Crystal that she was done. She found a set of satin pajama shorts and a shirt, surprised that the designer owned something so fancy. She changed quickly, feeling more than comfortable in this outfit.

As Crystal took her time in the bathroom, Gigi grew… bored. She felt lonely scrolling through Instagram all by herself, so she shut off her phone and sank back into the couch. Her eyes flickered from the ceiling, to the window, to the TV, and finally, to the bedroom entryway. Gigi wasn’t really the mischievous type, but hey, when in Paris. She smirked as she got up, starting by looking through Crystal’s dresser. Nothing of importance, really: just makeup, underwear (oh hey, those were garters… she wondered what those would look like on Crystal…), stacks and stacks of jewelry. So the model opted to look through the closet, a favorite activity of hers. Crystal’s wardrobe nearly burned Gigi’s eyes out when she first opened the doors. Colors and patterns everywhere, unorganized platform shoes falling over the floor. It was so bad, it was beautiful. Gigi began with the shoes, definitely wanting to steal some of them for herself.

As she got lost in Crystal’s fashion tastes, she failed to hear the shower shutting off and Crystal entering the bedroom, the newly-ginger letting out a yelp as she realized Gigi was there. The younger girl whipped around to see Crystal attempting to cover herself up with her hands, flustered beyond belief at the fact that she was…

butt naked.

[a-day-in-the-life-of-a-brotha]

5-24-21 Back at it, stronger, better, faster...older

5:52 a.m. I’m at the plantation, sitting in my car, 3 mins until I walk in. There are a myriad of thoughts dancing in my head, I’m still not well rested (a black cat...well the resident black cat walks by without seeing me). It’s a gray, drab Monday, but I’m in good spirits...my Dani is well, but she has a lot on her mind. She’s my biggest supporter and I’m appreciative. My children are fine, they are my biggest supporters, I dropped them off yesterday to their moms...I miss them already, especially since I really didn’t see them this weekend because of me new position. Pause...I have to go into work...

5-26-21 Unpause, thrust into debauchery again

Well,?I walk into work that Monday...I work...that’s pretty much it. It’s another day, I post a review, I talk with O and stay away from others for the day. The 17 year cicadas are out in full force. Everything is eating them, dogs, birds, humans...they must be delicious, but I will never find out. As I am sitting here I’m hearing a noise beyond the cars riding by, beyond the birds chirping, beyond the crickets and even the annual cicadas. I realize that the noise is the 17 year joints. It sounds like a cry from the heavens...a wailing...shot if I waited 17 years for a mate I guess I’d sound like that too. It’s eerie. I went to go pick up Dani yesterday, she was having a moment on Monday, crying about her next steps in life. I felt her pain, and I didn’t want her to be there. I’m the other half of her, and I’m responsible for helping her with her ailments. I asked those that are not seen to help me help her. Let me take her mind racing ailment, let me take her pain away. It worked, they answered, and on 5-24-21...I woke up with my mind racing. I knew that I took on her angst, I handled it accordingly and kept busy...ahhhh that’s what was significant on Monday. I was dead tired and I worked worked that day. Controlling my mind to not go too far over the edge. I even came home that day and started cleaning, cooking, washing, resetting my phone, cropping pictures, hooked up my studio, pulled out the dip kit, packed a go bag...just everything. Sleep was easy to delve into that night. “Goodnight Dani” is all I remember saying. It feels good to have money in my pocket on a Monday...and there is a reason why my pocket is heavy. So last Thursday I’m home, my off day, I’m chillin out on the balcony talking with...who else...my Dani. “I need to find a way to get some more money” I said. Now that statement comes not to long after a conversation we had about our ancestors, and how to put them to work for you, how they are always around and how they are READY to work for you. I contemplated more money for a hot second...then I let it go. No more than an hour later I get a call while on a call...the phone reads “Black”. “Let me see what he wants...hold on babe” I say. “Black man with the permanent tan...what up” I say to him, my normal greeting, even though we haven’t talked in a while. He says “Aye...I have a gig for you”, “Uhhhh ok what is it”? Then in the background I hear a all to familiar voice say “Heyyyyy Farman!” Ha!! It’s my long time friend Reds, Frenchie, Arlen...man these guys go back 30 plus years with me...I’m overwhelmed because it’s good to hear from them, and a plethora of memories rush through my head...those young good times. Nonetheless Black tells me about this bouncing gig. I deny it...it’s going to interfere with my regular job....but damn the money sounds good. He wanted me to stop what I was doing and go on an interview...I said “Nah...I’m cooking dinner, fuck it, I’m not going to be able to do it.” “Ok, I’ll vouch for you dog, just show up.” Damn...I thought to myself “Ok, Ok, I’ll do it!” Now I’ve retired from bouncing some years ago...now here I am again, finding myself thrust back into the belly of the beast in Adams Morgan. I’m a veteran of this strip. I know what goes on. Sex, drugs, and people that have yet to find themselves with severe mental disabilities and money. It’s a rough place for an enlightened human being, for someone that knows themselves, and has chosen to not be in the midst of that kind of debauchery any longer. When I was there those years back...it was me that didn’t know who I was, it was me that was susceptible to the night life, lifestyle. I got involved...selling this, drinking that, this woman, that woman, money money, cheating, lying, abusing (me), loneliness, depression, not trusting anyone and myself, not stopping people from going over the edge...essentially I died there, now I’m back and I’m reborn. I met many good people there in the past...hell if I wasn’t there, I would’ve never met my children’s mother. So not everything was bad...I learned a lot and I grew a lot.

5-26-21 Continued

So now I’m 45 I got this offer to bounce again, and I took it. I’m at a different place in life from 10 years ago. I don’t drink, I don’t smoke (weed anymore), I’ve done some egoism work, shadow work, and tempered my life to a better place. $25 an hour, perks like a STOOL to sit on all night (unfounded in the bouncing arena), $25 worth of food each night (an Asian american mix), $20 a night for parking...and I’m sitting outside checking ID’s all night...I’m doing nothing...getting paid. The place is called Death Punch...and it’s full of the residuals of the old Adams Morgan. Everyone in this spot is on coke, and I know it. I’m cool with it... The hours are from 10-3 a.m. and I work at 6 a.m....it a rough schedule but I can do it...shit it was hard...I had to leave that spot the first night and go to my main gig and sleep in the car until 5:50 and go to work. Whew...it was rough but I did it. Black told me to wear a black polo, and not to wear my crown...my signature red, black and green Kufi...that’s a part of my protection. I know I’m suppose to be weary a white Kufi...I know. So I obliged Black on the first night and man was I susceptible to all of the energies that shook my hand (millionaires by the way). Confusing energies, coming up to me talking about their wild ways and ill thoughts. I had to consciously swerve them these no good energies and some good. Long story longer...that first day a woman walking with her man caught my eyes. She was of hispanic decent and this instance happened in milliseconds. While walking, she pulled her mask down, smiling, and said to me “It feels funny being sober out here amongst everyone drunk!” I knew right at that moment that this was an angel, an ancestor...it wasn’t that woman. That comment stopped me in my tracks. Struck me in my soul. It had my mouth open. I yelled to her as she and her man were yards away “How’d you know I am sober?” She yelled back “Because I am”!! That moment moved me to the point of confirmation of me being in Adams Morgan in the state I am today. Shit I was even called a Bitch while simultaneously being called a King by a sista that had to be kicked out of the bar. In her moment of diluted, inebriated (coke) anger...she hurled what the average man would take as an insult (only a bitch nigga responds to being called a bitch), and right after she came back to herself from the sunken place and gave me the right title of King. That Saturday I wore my Kufi...I was fine...it was a swift night, and nobody cared that I had it on...I was protected. I saged and Florida watered the shit out of me before going in that night. Here’s to new endeavors, and being paid.

[anxiety-trademark]

The week in review:

Raw 12/14 NXT 12/16 NXT UK 12/17 Smackdown 12/18 TLC 12/20 + Main Event 12/17

Raw:

“This Sunday at tlc, it’s gonna be you and me against Nia and Shayna,” Lana says to Asuka, as a quiet ‘woo’ can be heard in the distance.

Lana facing her fears and fighting Nia Jax makes her the bravest person Asuka knows. Rolling. Fucking Asuka. ASUKA. wwe, stop.

Why isn’t Asuka accompanying Lana to the ring?

I like Lana’s gear.

Joe just compared Lana to a mosquito, goodbye.

Oh snap look how fast Lana did that headscissors takedown. We’re witnessing her progression, ladies and gents.

You know, I knew Lana would win this match, I knew exactly how she would win this match, but jfc what a treat watching it myself. 

Nia’s face lmfao.

Shayna wrecking Asuka so she can’t save Lana from her inevitable fate. Still curious on whether or not this beatdown injured her, if she was injured going into the match, or if it was all really just a storyline.

Yikes this is sad.

Man that leg drop onto Lana’s ankle actually looked kinda wicked, ngl.

*distant woo intensifies*

Wow we got real tears from Lana. Points.

Becky and Charlotte have been gone, Alexa hasn’t been on tv, the Raw women’s championship has become a meaningless prop... what a dead period for this roster.

Hi why is this match happening?

I will never not be impressed by Dana’s entrance.

Is Mandy actually hurt? Why did they take her off tv for so long? Is Shayna the resident kayfabe shelver? “Hey this girl is actually injured, have her written off by Shayna” ?? Cuz I know they’re not splitting Dana and Mandy up, and Dana has been on tv every week since Mandy left. Must be genuine.

These 2 are running roughshod over the entire division at this point.

OH SHIT MANDY’S BACK WITH A KENDO STICK

Lmfao the babyfaces are fucking done with Nia and Shayna. Honestly that’s great, I love it when babyfaces band together to stand up to dominant duos. This has been going on long enough. They took out Mandy, took out Lana, were about to take out Dana. Totally fair.

Highlight: Lana getting a clean win over Nia & being taken out so my queen can return

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NXT:

It’s a funny thing with Toni and Rhea. Toni says she’s the reason Rhea came to nxt, but she’s also the reason I became such a huge fan of Rhea’s. Heard they were having some big TakeOver match and everyone was always praising Toni. So I checked into Blackpool solely to see what the Toni Storm fuss was about, and I left that ppv solely impressed by Rhea Ripley. Then I took particular notice of Rhea in the Royal Rumble a few weeks later, and I’ve been watching NXT UK for her ever since (til she moved). To see her growth has been tremendous, and she’s so young. Such a bright future.

The music to this is great.

Toni says she isn’t scared of Rhea, as if Rhea’s mere theme music didn’t scare the absolute shit out of Toni the week prior lol.

Toni’s not even a terrible promo, but the timing of her blinks could not be worse. Yes, it matters.

I can’t stop laughing at how fucking intensely Shotzi started this interview.

She does pissed off interviews well. I can feel her annoyance.

Really don’t want to see a Candice/Shotzi feud tbh but okay, I’ll try.

aaand there’s the howl. Awful.

Lmfao Rhea called Toni a piece of trash. This is gonna be interesting to see with the alignments reversed.

I don’t remember who won this match, but I’m betting it was Toni. Which is fair tbh. Rhea is probably on the “put some peeps over before moving up to the main roster” path that everyone in the women’s division walks on. They always eat at least one monumental, or a couple meaningful, loss(es).

Oh man that is fucked up. To not only be forced to continue punching/kicking a human (fun fact: the person on the offense takes quite the damage doing so) but to have the defenseless victim bleed out and beg for you to stop. That’s rough.

This was shot really well. That music holy shit, I’m creeped out. It’s like a horror movie.

I see the point. Numbs him to pain and breaks his will, while numbing her to mercy. Ruthless stuff.

Oh are we finally done with Indi’s neck brace? Cool.

I can’t believe wwe invested in this upgraded tank. I still don’t think it’d work on the MR, but points to the boss for shelling out the cash.

Wtf was that stumble and “fall” by Indi lmao.

If Candice was a real bully, she’d distract Shotzi by fucking with her tank at ringside.

Indi does need a mentor, she’s a hell of a lot greener than my mutuals have made it sound. oof.

Shotzi looks like she has no idea how to work with Indi, and Indi looks gassed, confused, and slow as hell.

All Indi knows it going from spot to spot while Shotzi waits around for her to get there.

Lol Indi failed at getting a dirty win. I don’t really care if this is a part of her The Way storyline, what a mess.

The only redeeming part of this piss poor segment was Theory shaking the troll’s head at Shotzi.

I’ll give wwe an extra $9.99 if they let this match have a clean ending.

“[Rhea] was at one point the biggest superstar in the world,” that isn’t even close to being true because Becky Lynch exists, but I’ll let it slide and pretend you said “in nxt”.

Their paths will be so similar to Becky and Charlotte in the future.

Wow what a sequence. That would’ve received an applause on the MR. Traded headlocks for restholds, threw around their strength, then went into a battle of pinfall reversals. Instead of following that with some stalemate, they didn’t take a breath and proceeded to dance with each other and showcase some chemistry before rolling back into a battle of pinfall reversals. The sequence started with a kick by Toni to Rhea’s midsection, and it ends with a kick by Rhea to Toni’s midsection. Peep that match production, good stuff.

My, my, those slaps to Toni’s back. Whew.

Yeah actually it’s really fucking cool that these 2 get to main event nxt together, come to think of it.

They sell well for each other.

Rhea has the best dropkicks, lesbireal.

Holy shit Toni’s headbutts make my own head hurt. God I wish she wouldn’t. Most people put their hands between the heads so no contact can be made, but Toni’s just like “lol fuck it”

This is a great match. This duo works a lot better with these specific alignments. Watching face Toni try to chop down Rhea is not as good as heel Toni being impossibly hard for Rhea to put away.

Women’s matches and never having a clean ending. Name a more iconic duo. Winter of overbooked women’s matches continues.

Like I had guessed Toni was gonna win anyway, but fucking come on.

*Bonus* online exclusive: Toni says playing by the rules got her diddly and squat, but like... she was a champion lol. “It ain’t even Toni time right now, it’s party time.” Alright.

Highlight: Rhea vs Toni minus the ending

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NXT UK:

I don’t know why we’re getting Isla Dawn vs KLR but anytime I get to see KLR fight, I’m here for it.

Hell even Isla’s song never kicks it out of first gear. Song has so much potential but it never goes to the next level.

Ahhhh my Scottish queen is here.

No, don’t compare Sasha’s basement meteora to the double knees Isla did. That was pitiful.

Anyway, KLR vs any of the 4hw would be fantastic, take my money. Sasha, Bayley, Charlotte, or the woman KLR wanted to face at TO Dublin, Dublin native Becky Lynch.

That back body drop is horrendous as a finisher. It’s like when Becky won her debut match the exploder suplex. Awful lmao. Imagine if KLR lost to a back body drop ffs.

You don’t get to be this frustrated for not being able to beat the champion when you’ve only been fighting for like 3 mins.

Isla’s pisspoor speed going in the corner, and her pisspoor roll off of KLR’s tornado ddt. Shame.

Such a clean transition from a failed pinfall attempt into a submission by KLR, whew.

This whole match was just a flex by KLR lmao.

There was a time where we had Becky Lynch, Bayley, Rhea Ripley and KLR as our champions. Wow, take me back plz.

The background music of this stupid recording is so unnecessarily dramatic, wow.

All for the delivery of a chair. Of a fucking chair. Piper... shut up and handle your shit.

For someone so much larger than the little man, Piper is insanely unintimidating.

Highlight: I got to see KLR wrestle

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Smackdown:

Bayley does run her mouth a lot. She’s kind of the EST at saying dumb shit that gets her into trouble lmao.

Bianca is so friggin good at interviews and in backstage segments. She hasn’t received much of a chance to do promos in the ring, let alone obviously to a live crowd, but I hope she shines there, too.

Has Liv reverted back to being a dumb blonde, or is it drugs? Stop letting her speak.

Love Riott Squad’s everchanging gear. Wonder who makes it for them.

Billie Kay claims that she’s a ‘seasoned’ ring announcer, and somehow that would not surprise me.

Tamina “get the fuck out of my face until I get a nap and a vat of coffee” Snuka, everyone.

Lmfaooo Tamina fucking chucked Liv across the damn ring. What a good job by Liv.

Ruby is exceptional at running the ropes. She gets a good spring off of it.

Tamina’s hair is always so beautiful, she gets points there.

Dropkick into a faceplant. Billie Kay gets pinned rofl. She’s so bad at wrestling and yet here I am ridiculously entertained.

There’s absolutely nothing wrong with Carmella’s current persona, but man I wish she’d come out in a cut off tank top, camo pants, high tops and a printed hat.

I mean people are at home cuz covid, but go off.

Aye putting over Sasha. Good heel Mella.

Sasha has held the title for like a whopping 2 months and we’re already marking calendars. Sad.

In kf, Sasha is kind of mentally weak, so I’ll give Mella that. I’m not sure what it’s gonna take to shake that perception, either.

“Who is Sasha Banks if she’s not the Boss? Who is Sasha Banks if she’s not the best? It’s sad because that’s a question that not even Sasha Banks knows the answer too.” So I get that wwe are trying to help Sasha develop and fight off her past demons, but man these women are ripping her a new one. Sasha’s only 29 so she can grow and develop however she wants, but jeeze. Salt, meet the dagger Bayley stuck in Sasha’s back.

I like Mella cuz she knows how to hype her opponent’s accolades and strengths while cutting an immaculate heel promo where she hits them RIGHT where it hurts. She’s a pro. Heels should take notes.

This music is like the Jazz Vibes playlist I always listen to.

She just called Sasha cheap and frantic lmaoooo

Oh damn Sasha be out here looking like MONEY. That girl has style, even if it doesn’t always hit with me, she got style.

oof the crack of that slap to Reggie.

OOF the crack of the bottle shattering over Sasha’s poor back. rip.

Match at TLC should’ve been a champagne match. That entails whatever your mind comes up with; pouring alcohol on your opponent, dumping their head in a bucket of ice, breaking bottles over spines. It don’t matter.

“You don’t see me going around here bragging about how damn good I am,” lmao WHAT. Bayley is equal parts delusional and obnoxiously annoying.

One size heel does not fit all, but I think her version suits her beautifully.

If I were her I’d pick your brain too, but I’d also want a match, cuz people leave matches with you looking as good as humanly possible. Equal parts selfless as well.

She didn’t lie, this was absolutely her putting Bianca on the map on the main roster.

wwe: wants to strap a rocket to Bianca and make her a star. Also fucking wwe: “lol no we’re not gonna show you her full entrance, cry more scrub.” 

Bayley still looks weird without a title.

Bayley mocks Bianca’s entrance and then gets swept onto the apron lmao. Idiot.

Bianca is a lot of flash and showboating, which is great from an entertainment standpoint, but she needs to do a little... less.

Fantastic snap of the hand against the led board. Bayley wrecking Bianca’s arm gonna hinder the flips.

“I’m the ER. I’m BET-TER. haha.” lmao Bayley is such a fucking dork. Got sent into the ring steps for her bravado. Love that there’s always immediate repercussions for Bayley’s arrogance.

Bayley turned midway going down onto Bianca’s knee for that backbreaker, there. Hope she doesn’t have a massive bruise. Looked like it’d leave a massive bruise.

3 things I’ll apparently never get to see again: Bianca’s hair whip, Bianca’s full entrance, and Bianca’s 450 splash. I’m tired.

These stupid fucking squats while Bianca is dangling off the top rope rofl I swear Bayley is something else. Girl knows how to entertain. “Bayley got a bit cute and Bianca made her pay,” story of Bayley’s life.

Beautiful spinebuster by Bianca. At least SOMEONE in the women’s division will use it.

Bit of a miscommunication there it seems. Bayley goes for a B2B, Bianca tries to block it, Bayley drops down to dodge and go for a cradle. She rolls Bianca all the way back, stands up and hesitates before running at Bianca with an elbow - even though Bianca is not in position to receive it - which Bianca counters by rolling Bayley up, but it was super obvious Bianca was just scouting the next spot. Bianca goes to pick her up for a powerbomb but Bayley has to kick out twice to prevent herself from being pinned while Bianca tries to lift her. That entire sequence was super messy.

Then Bianca nearly drops her lifting her all the way up lol. Yikes. Gotta be pretty fluent to pull that off. Not to plug my fav (but I’m totally gonna plug my fav); it’s a move Charlotte does in almost every match against Asuka or Becky, and you gotta be not only built to pull it off, but you need to have impeccable timing to make the transition look smooth. Extra points if you lift them off the mat RIGHT before a 3 (which Charlotte usually does)

Anyway, good match with a messy last 2 sequences. Bayley did what Bayley does best.

Highlight: Bayley vs Bianca

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TLC:

They really took Eva Marie and Sasha Banks’ characters and meshed them together while keeping Carmella’s obsession for animal print lol.

Really don’t like that gear. That’s a miss, Mikaze.

Beautiful arm drag. Sasha taking the idea of wrestling like a Lucha more seriously? Cuz she should, ain’t nobody else in the MR doing it.

Commentators say the trash talk is continuing, I say Sasha is quietly leading this match with a grimace. Peeped that “hit me”.

Carmella goes to suicide dive through the ropes just for Reggie to catch her, cept she got caught up and started turning in midair. Would’ve hit her neck and shoulder HARD had he not been there. Great catch indeed.

Sasha “rip my back” Banks.

Not to be douchey, but if you have to adjust your gear in the middle of a match and it’s not just to fill time or be used as character work, then you need to redesign your gear.

Sasha’s a great babyface once that bell rings man. I wish she could carry that energy everywhere.

Holy fuck that facebuster. SPIKED her head, oh my god. I have never seen anyone make a facebuster look so impactful. Points if intentional.

Oh the timing of Sasha blocking that superkick from legit connecting. God she’s good.

You know how I know this is a good match? I’m watching some of these near pinfalls and submissions knowing damn well Sasha’s gonna win, yet my anxiety is still spiking thinking Carmella might walk out with the title. I KNOW she doesn’t though lmao. Good sequences, believable offense, great near pinfalls. They work well together (I’m not surprised, Mella and Sasha both work well with almost anyone)

What a fantastic transition into the bank statement. Points.

That match should’ve ended by dq the second Reggie pulled Mella out. 

Sasha could’ve sold that double superkick pinfall attempt a little bit more.

Carmella having a breakdown. What does that mean? That means she’s about to lose this match lmao. There it is, not even 10 seconds later hahaha.

Sasha sells pain so damn well. Good for her. Good defense of her title. Points to Sasha, she’s phenomenal every time she has an actual match. Post-match and she’s already annoyed me though lol. Ugh. Maybe she’ll get it soon enough.

Nice “replay” wwe. Billion dollar company btw.

Billie, drawing a horizontal line is not how you write ‘clairvoyant’. 

“proficient in Japanese” aw Asuka was so excited for a split second lmao.

Oh no, she made a mask to match Asuka’s with a paper plate. Oh no no no. Travesty. 

Ugh I’m so excited. I’ve already seen this and yet I’m excited. Here we are, the whole damn reason I started catching up on everything I basically refused to watch since June 22.

SHE LOOKS LIKE MONEY, WHEW. The queen IS back. She’s so fucking beautiful man.

Love how annoyed Nia looks. This is your comeuppance tbh. Could’ve just faced a measly Lana, but no, you had to play too much.

Really Charlotte shouldn’t be in the tag division, and really she shouldn’t give half of a fuck about Asuka, but we’ll get to that more in the future since this is already nearly 2 months old.

Nia’s doing a great job selling Charlotte’s return, and she’s not even active in the match rn. She does good work.

Bad camera angle on Asuka hitting the ring post.

Asuka getting wrecked lol.

I really despise that the Raw women’s championship was tied up in all of these storylines that have nothing to do with the Raw women’s championship. The Lana crap, the Charlotte crap, the tag teaming in general crap.

In hindsight, I now find it curious that Ric Flair was in the back for this match. Very curious. I swear, if the past 2 real time months weren’t a part of some master plan the Flairs came up with together, I will be SHOCKED.

Charlotte’s fucking crazy for doing those moonsaults to the outside though, for real. I know she was a gymnast and an exceptional cheerleader, but MAN you could not pay me to do fucking blind back flips that high up. Crazy.

She should’ve given us a spear in this match. I wanna go rewatch her work just to see some spears.

Good match. They needed to not focus on destroying Asuka for as long as they did, pacing was off for a little bit there.

Love how Charlotte sticks her tongue out when she bridges up into the figure 8. She’s such an asshole lmao.

If I could’ve changed one thing about that finish, I would’ve had Charlotte bounce off the ropes before hitting Natural Selection. Other than that, it was great.

Charlotte looks good with a title, idk *shrug*

The way Charlotte looked over at Asuka though. I really don’t trust her in hindsight lol.

Like how this Firefly Funhouse is setting the spotlight on Alexa before Bray takes his leave of absence, only wish she hadn’t missed 2-3 wks of tv.

What a fun way of running a video package.

Inferno matches are insane and I’m not sure why anyone would participate in such.

Think it’s smart they’re both leaving their jackets on tbh.

Alright that was cool. The way Fiend called up the flames was fucking cool. It looks amazing aesthetically. They could’ve never done the set quite like this if there had been fans.

WE HAVE STRAPS?! IS FIRE NOT ENOUGH?!? Man. Randy is a fucking trooper.

Guys. Guys excuse me, that strap is on fire, can... can we not, please??

Man is swinging a god damn pick axe at Randy Orton, I--

I hope that wasn’t actually flammable liquid cuz otherwise Randy is now soaked in it, and that’s insanely dangerous. Oh that’s great editing. So it was flammable, but Randy was out of the chair before the fire rushed at him. Also covered the chair in blood. That was cool.

Orton just pull the damn string out of the jacket real quick lol.

Caught Orton’s attempt at an rko with a mandable claw. Points.

Can someone... put him out? Editing trick? Were the flames real? Am I real??

Shouldn’t the bell ring? Match is over, right??

The dummy was kind of obvious ngl. Not to sound like an asshole, but they should’ve made it a bit thicker and more solid lol. Doesn’t really take me out of it though, cuz even though I’m sure it was a stunt double that got lit on fire by the ramp, someone was on fucking fire, and that’s intimidating in itself.

Also the dummy is melting. I’d say they should’ve used pig meat, but I’m sure vegans and animal rights activists would’ve had a field day writing to Snickers about that.

Was a good match, for what it was. I was entertained.

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*BONUS*

Main Event:

“Nasty Nikki” lol okay.

“The only reason people even know you exist is because you were Alexa Bliss’ best friend,” ouch. Truth is pain.

Ahahahah Lacey has hand sanitizer again. 

Love that submission Lacey jumped into through the ropes, plus an eye rake. Fantastic.

That’s curious. Lacey and Peyton are arguing over the hand sanitizer as Lacey wants to squirt it on Nikki, while Peyton is claiming it’ll get her DQd. Now I’m on Peyton’s side in the sense that it should absolutely be illegal, but Lacey’s done it in a match against Nikki before, sooo ???

I like how Nikki fell trying to get back into the ring before the 10 count. Adds credibility.

Haha Nikki gets the pinfall over Lacey because Peyton was being a nuisance on the outside. Lacey big mad. That’s great.

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*Smackdown easily shined the brightest in what was a great week of wrestling. Utilized 8 women in 3 different storylines, couldn’t possibly complain about that.

[hypnodesires]

What if I hadn't waited?...

I often look back on my life, on all the crazy things I have done in the past that I know for a fact, I could never do at my age now (I'm making myself sound like I'm 80 but trust me I'm way younger than that)….  For me at least being a first-time mom took a lot out of my body and mind (along with the damn drama going on in my family is not helping), so I can't see myself getting it on in the back of a movie theater or a quickly while the family is in the next room or out in a park…. Fuuuuuck that shit, I have had my fun but in all that time I never told anyone about hypnosis or my love for it….. I can't even imagine what someone would have done to me if I had shared it with the wrong person… (keep in mind I lost my Vcard at age 14 freshmen year) and that guy played me for a fool… of course I fell into it, I didn't feel loved in my own home. Everything and anything that happen was always blamed on me… and all the house duty fell onto me as well, while my younger sister was clearly the favorite and got away with it all. I made lots of bad choices just because I wanted to be love, Not to mention the body-shaming my mom put me through that still effects me and my sister to this day….. being told no one would love me being as big that I was (keep in mind I was 150 compared to what I am now 223 lb or my biggest that I ever was 265 lb) but After falling for that fuckface with a small ass dick who played me, I knew then that I couldn't let it happen again.

I don't know what others would do if they went through what I did, the rest of my relationships following that event had to wait more than 6 months to get any action from me….. And for a teen girl or boy that shit was hard lol (I was a good ass tease though wink*). I wanted to know that the next person was into me as a person and not just wanting sex, I kept my true kinks to myself and if asked I would say "3sum, roleplay, etc" even in roleplay I would never bring up hypnosis, none of the men I was with ever mention it…… but if they had ooooo I was going to have a good time, I mean it was role play, why waste it right, not like they would know. After I dated fuckface, I dated a metalhead for 2 weeks… he left me only to date another girl the next day….. my only guess is that she was willing to put out the same day, in a way it just reinforced my mindset on making men wait (trust me, ladies, the payoff is glorious) but I know not everyone has the same will power but I have my weaken too, I am only human after all haha. I was single for a short time after that metalhead, where I soon became the target of a dirty (I mean never took showers) white guy, An old friend of mine told me he never took showers until he started to ask me out over and over. In high school, I would get there an hour before classes just so I could eat with my friends before school and one day he showed up along with some other guy who I thought was much cuter but was gay sadly, we'll call the gross guy Jim. I don't know what he saw in me that he just could not leave me alone, I had turned him down twice but I'm guessing he got some of my friends to get me to give him a chance….. How I wish I hadn't, this guy was so pushy about wanting to do stuff and my no's fell on deaf ears. Asking people to help him but my good friends stayed out of it (you could warn a bitch damn lol) inner thoughts, I was approached by two teachers at different times while I was with him. I was told by one that Jim would throw fits like a toddler in class and scream if things didn't go his way, they just wanted to make sure I was ok and he wasn't doing anything to me (not at that time) but after the second teacher confronted me about him, I was already seeing some signs….. he wanted to follow me into the girl locker room until a teacher kicked him out, he would run to my last class of the day just so he could walk home even though we lived in a different direction, the thing that creeped me out was when he called me while I was out at the movies with my friend but I never told him what movie I was in and 20 min into the movie I hear the theater door open all hard and when I turned there he was looking around to find me….. and he did. I found myself wanted to get away from him but I still stayed up until he moved away….. Well, even then I still stayed… I'm not proud of it but I was young and dumb plain and simple, I know that if I would have left him while he was still in the same city I would have ended up on the ID channel (google it if you don't know ). I can't even imagine what he would have tried to implant into my mind had I ever told him…. I shudder to think. I was in my senior year of high school and still with Jim, he would text me all day and once home I would hope on yahoo massager and we would talk the rest of the day…. But I met my main man that year in my second semester, we became friends through a mutual friend of ours, he knew I was with Jim but told my love I was single. In a way I'm glad he did that, I don't think I could of left Jim on my own. As time went on I knew my love had the feeling for me and so did I, I woke up on Feb 14, 05 at 5:00 am out of a deep sleep full of energy blurting out "he is going to ask me out today!" something in my gut was screaming at me that it was going down, I worked up the courage to break up with Jim….. yes on that same day…. I was scared… I called and prayed he wouldn't pick up…. I pulled a Mosby (how I met you mother reference) I left a brake up voice mail and before any more of you looks down on me, ANYONE and EVERYONE is allowed to break up with a CRAZY/UNSTABLE person over the phone that is the only exception that is appropriate and not to mention its much SAFER.  The day went on and I kept checking my phone surprised that he hadn't blown up my phone yet, my love asked to walk me home and he did. While we walked I kept checking my phone but not a word from Jim, we made it to my house and my love gave me some candies, a beautiful card with his feeling written down inside… at that moment I had forgotten all about Jim, forgotten my fear, my dread. Looking into the eyes of my love I felt safe & that I found someone who truly loved me, to this day I still can't fully explain how he made me feel in that moment all I know it was a beautiful feeling... All I know is that no one ever made me feel that way since. Of course, once he left and us being a couple now, I was on cloud nine…. It would be short-lived. Once I hopped onto yahoo messager I made sure to stay invisible as to not be seen, Jim was on and had already sent me a hello message… I was surprised he was so calm, surely he'd already heard my voice mail?…. I had sent it first thing in the morning but it was already 4 pm, I switch to online and asked him if he wasn't mad?  He said mad about what? I then told him I was sorry but my voice mail would tell him and I "log off"  1 min goes by and I got call after call from Jim. He left voicemails with each call he made and there was a pattern, first message he left was him crying "please Quinn pick up, I love you don't do this to me" next massage in a raging voice "I'll fucken kill you, pick up your phone you stupid bitch" next message "I'm going to kill myself plz Quinn PICK UP!" and start all over with the sobbing and begging for me to comeback…… I did pick up the phone after he left over 50 voicemails and told him "you need to stop, I can't do this anymore and you are scaring me…." Before I could continue Jim said, "please talk to my mom PLEASE!" I agree and while on the phone with her, I could hear Jim screams and his mom yells out to her husband "get the pills away from him! Jim, you need to stop!.... sweetie what going on?" I told her I was scared of her son and that I was no longer going to move up there with them, she understood and told me "you know that ring Jim gave you? it's my engagement ring, could you send it to me. I gladly agreed and asked her to mail me back some of my stuff Jim had taken from me and she did, though not all of them, I was happy he was no longer in my life. He did continue to call my cell, my sister cell, and my grandparent's house phone just to talk to me, until my dad picked up the phone and asked him to pass the phone to his dad which he did & that was the last time I heard from him over the phone, he did try a few months later but I never picked up… so I think he gave up.

I was with my love for 3 years until I ended it due to, growing apart and I didn't like being put down or made to feel bad just cuz I didn't want to do something. We met in 05, the same year that How I met your mother premiered, and got back together the same year the show ended in 2014. my reason for leaving him, to begin with, was the fact he got too comfortable just taking off and sayings things like "I guess they're not much for me here then, I'm all done here then" and he would just leave if I didn't put out for the night?! our break up was necessary for us to make the changes that ultimately made us stronger. I was a freak in the sheets it was his fucken loss, he knows that now and say he will never let me go. I know we did a bit of role-playing of my kink when we were first together, but he never took it seriously and I never made a big fuss about it…. but it was hot. Then I was with Kyo (it was my pet name to him because he didn't like his name) I was with him for a while and I fucked up…. WE both fucked up, meeting him online and being apart I had a relapse and slept with my love….. I know why would I sleep with him if I left him in the first place…… no one is perfect but I made it clear that this was NOT going to continue, I felt extreme guilt and told Kyo…. He forgave him as we still had not even met yet, but little did I know he was still talking to some women he had been seeing and fail to tell me he hadn't ended it with her….. but once he moved in with me it was over but something inside me was telling me to look through his laptop so I did, I found he still had photos of his ex... nude photos of her… including emails of him making it seem like he was still with her but he told me they broke it off and he deleted everything. From the start I should have known this wasn't going to work, we all make mistakes and I have defiantly learned from it. But as time went on Kyo discovered he was into cross-dressing with the help of my best friends, I encouraged him to be himself and that was the only time I saw him happy…. We would give him dresses, do his makeup, wax his whole body, and take him to the clubs to strut his stuff. At the end of the night, we'd go home and enjoy some sexy time and he loved being in his outfits while we got it on and I loved it as well…. With many outing that we have done, I decided to finally tell him about my kink…. Keep in mind I did what I could to get him off whatever he wanted I tried, he likes it when I would jack him off with my panties, blow jobs, and doing it while dressed up…. So when I brought it up, he was like "that weird" (really guy?!?! I'm weird! Get your bitch ass out of here with the panties jerking and cross-dressing) I was hurt…. I had welcomed all he wanted and never made any faces or made him feel bad about it cuz there is no need to kink shame, but he couldn't do the same for me? He barely gave it a try. More time went on and my love for him had faded away, I didn't feel loved by him…. I had done so much to make him feel welcome with all my friends and showed him how much I cared but I never felt like his #1, I felt like an afterthought with him… like I'll get to you when I can…. I knew that if we didn't last, his childhood friend would hop on that dick when I left him. He took it hard and called him mother to tell her everything….. we both made mistake but I'm sure I was made the main villain, Kyo kept telling me he wanted to try again and he still loved me but he was joining the marines. I had told him before he ever thought of joining that I could never be with someone who joins the marines/army/etc, etc… and I kept good on that but my best friend called him out on his bullshit about "loving me" as he had shown her photos of him at base camp but failed to remove the nudes photos of the girl I knew would take him once I was gone, my friend just told him "you love Quinn huh? You can cut the shit you have moved on, so stop acting as if you miss her".  From what I know he is married to her, she doesn't like his cross-dressing and won't sleep with him if he does dress up cuz it makes her feel "uncomfortable"…. He told me this on the last conversation we ever had, I could hear his sadness but I could hear him try to play it off like it wasn't hurting him or bothered him…. How could it not? For almost 4 years he had encouragement, support, and lots of love from a woman who fully accepted every part of him to a woman who thinks it's weird…. How the tables have turned.

I didn't stay single for long as I reconnected with my love and soon started dating again, since we last were together  we sure did a lot of growth in that time apart. It made us even stronger, I honestly can't see myself with anyone else (maybe Johnny depp lol) a girl can dream right hahaha I can feel my love's eyes rolling back hahaha. When I first told him about my love for hypnosis his reaction was the best, with a calm loving look he says "oh that's new" since then we have had our fun with it, even tho its more for me then it is for him. he is coming around to it so that makes me happy. 

i’m happy with how thing have been going on in our sexy time department, getting our kinks out and what not. i’m just glad i don’t have to worry about someone fucking up my mind, its mine! ya i want someone to play with it and get freaky with it but at the end of the day i’m still me! and not with abuser or crazy person. so watch your mind ladies and gentlemen not everyone is going to care for you so choose wisely we only have one mind, so dont loss it!

[sunflowerhae]

Translucency

;moon taeil

;language

;happy birthday moon taeil. i have never felt sexually close to him, because we have such a huge age difference (almost 9 years) but i love him all the same, and i wanted to convey that. also sorry, i wrote this in like 20 mins.

i could feel the air on my skin.

i could hear the crashing of the deep waves below my body from where i laid.

they sounded distant, and unfamiliar, yet so known to my untrained ear. like a song i had heard, long ago, but forgotten the lyrics to.

if i laid completely still - not a twitch of my legs, not a flutter of my eyelids - i could imagine myself crashing onto the ocean flow, hearing, blown out and breathing, forever halted as i drifted into death; my body slowly dissolving into flakes of sand and meals for my predators.

if i concentrated just enough; i could feel myself leave my body.

yet, the feeling of someone kicking my thigh softly and mumbling my name lured me back into my plane of existence, and for a moment, i had to remind myself who i was and what i was doing.

grass, laying down, eyes closed, y/n - right.

“y/n, did you hear me?” Taeil’s voice finally peered through my dizziness, as i slowly peaked my eyes open, only to look up at the taller man currently blocking the sun from burning my eyes.

Taeil was my angel.

not my literal angel, of course. He was as human as me, as human as anyone could be, anyway. While i understood that calling someone my angel would imply an unhealthy relationship - one where i depended on him - it isn’t too far fetched from the truth, unfortunately. for Taeil was basically my angel. We had met many many years ago, when i still regularly smiled and he was still at least in the 5’4 feet range. we were both wide eyed freshmen in college, and were both the unfortunate conclusion of what happens when you decide to look down at a map when walking instead of looking out for slightly taller strangers. the memory still brings an ill-fitted smile onto your face.

“oh! sorry!” he was awkward, that you could tell, and had hair that you just knew he got off of a justin bieber album, but you didn’t want to judge him based off looks.

instead, you decided to judge him based off of the incoming bruising that would most definitely show up on your ass by nightfall.

“it’s okay!” you tried a smile, but felt like it came off as a grimace. so instead, you just moved to pick up the bag and map that you had previously held in your hands. when looking down, you saw a hand come into you view, momentarily blocking you from picking up your map. upon looking up at the korean justin bieber, you saw he was smiling wide at you, while introducing himself as Moon Taeil, and

“-from Dongdaemun-gu!”

after that moment, you saw Taeil pretty much everywhere you went. it wasn’t long until he walked up to you and asked if you liked coffee. and when you said you were more of a tea person yourself, he gladly accommodated to your needs, going on about a new tea shop on campus he was just dying to try out.

yet, it wasn’t a surprise by anyone that you and Taeil had never kissed, let alone had sex.

it wasn’t a surprise, because no matter how anyone tried to look at it, you and Taeil just did not seem like a couple. did he always find a way to touch you, whether that be a locked in side hug, a secret pinky holding under the table, or a singular hand playing with the crusted tips of your hair between his fingers? yes. did you two continuously pout at each other whenever you wanted something from the other, almost to the point where one could describe it as aegyo? occasionally. and did Taeil sometimes kiss you on the cheek, or the forehead, as a way of parting? it could be said.

but, all of that could be and simply was the cause of two people who could be soulmates in another life - and probably were - and were in love with each other - just, platonically.

Taeil was your angel.

to you, he held the stars in his hand and pushed the planets around the sun. hell, he was your sun. he always knew how to make you happier. how to take your fake smile and push it until it felt as real as he did when he called you a dork endearingly. when you sat across from him at a restaurant you couldn’t remember the name of, and you both laughed about something your shared friend johnny had said not a couple days prior, he felt as real as the same feeling of hearing waves crashing from the cliff you and your two year best friend were currently occupying.

“sorry?” you mumbled, sitting up.

“i said, why did you call me to meet you here? what is this place?” he scrunched his nose in detest after taking a small glance towards the cliff’s edge, before looking back down at you, and moving to sit next to you.

“haha, what do you mean? Happy Birthday!” you entrapped him in bear hug the minute he was comfortably sitting next to you, and he laughed while gripping his hands onto your forearm currently wrapped around his chest.

“thanks, y/n/n. but seriously, we have never been here before. what is this place?”

“i’m not really sure. i was driving by, on my way to this coffee place down the road i wanted to try, when i saw this spot and had to stop. i was going to stay for just a second, but it was so pretty i had to just..inhale it all. i wanted to share it with you, pretty nice way to start your 26th birthday, huh?” you smirked.

“i guess..” he trailed off and looked to the right, away from you. something was wrong with him, you quickly learned.

“hey, what’s up? you seem down on the one day of year you’re legally not allowed to be.” taeil didn’t say anything for a minute or so, any when he looked back at you, the sun perfectly revealed the gloss and red of his eyes.

“i’m 26 now, y/n. 26. and i feel like i’ve done..nothing with my life. people my age are getting married, having kids! shit, i’ve barely paid off my car. i just, where did the fucking time go?” he looked out at the ocean in front of your figures, and you softly placed your hand over his left shoulder, and said nothing. In your 25 years of life, you had learned that sometimes, people didn’t need words to feel the emotions you shared, and in the 8 years that you and taeil had been friends, you didn’t need verbal confirmation that he understood how you felt about the situation.

“you don’t need to always have it figured out.”

you replaced your hand on his shoulder with your head, and you two stayed there for another hour or so, eventually talking about the plans for the day, before getting up and agreeing to go to that coffee shop you wanted to try.

by the end of the night, you finally found taeil sitting on the balcony of Taeyongs apartment, where a surprise party for taeil was under way. you walked up and shifted into the seat adjacent your best friend.

“hey loser, i was wondering where you were! you missed it, drunk doyoung did a body shot off of an even drunker johnny. i swear that old man is going to blow his back out one day.” you laughed, while taking a swig of your gross beer.

“hey, i’m older than him. what does that make me?”

“a veteran.” you both laughed, and continued staring down at Seoul’s still busy streets.

“i hope it was a happy birthday, taeil.” you said, softly, after some time. taeil turned back to you, and gave you a small, all-knowing, smile.

“it was, wasn’t it?”

;lowercase intended

[tslasvegas]

Episode 4: “I'm sorry Daddy, I've been very naughty.” - Keegan

Dan and JAKE! A WORD IN MY OFFICE PLEASE! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS.

Wow! Today was A Day to say the least. I feel like boo boo the fool with how things went down today, but hopefully, I can recover from that now that there’s a new tribe. I’m excited to get to know new people, but sad to see my old alliances have to come to an end. I guess we’ll see what happens

Finally a swap and golly 5 OG Palazzo! I really hope this works in our favor. Kinda nervous for Joey and Stephanie tho because now they are in the minority of their tribe. I do hope they’ll find a way to survive till merge

LMFAO IM... watching the tribal council for the other tribe and I'm SORRY??? Who the fuck is Jake S he is the most condescending man I've ever seen in my entire life YIKES. Anyways this swap is nice.. I think I've got a good group, I really hope we win the next few immunities because I 1) really dont want to see Rachael on this tribe and 2) i want to try and rebuild my um. tattered relationships. I did the best I could in the challenge for tonight, I'll try to come back tomorrow a little more renewed cus I'm kinda wiped out from today's events. Now that my tribal council cherry has been popped for this Org its time to go crazy woop

So good not to check Luxor anymore! 

Well last tribal went fine, I got to see what was in the Prize Vault which is awesome; now I have a better idea of the twist. Big problem though- Our swap put me in the minority. I was running Luxor and had a core 4, now they have 5 OG Pink so they can pluck us off, one at a time. I went from drivers seat to getting driven over. We need to win the challenge, so I'm gonna go ham in winterbells and hope to pull it out.

We swapped! I think I made a confessional already, but honestly I don't remember. I gave Livingston some of my chips so he can go visit the vault after the immunity challenge. We'll see what is in there and for how much, and maybe snatch up some real nice items to help us out. I've also got Andrew on my side, which is great and he's apparently quite tight with Pat, which is fantastic. Mo is a pretty decent dude and I've been talking with Jake a lot today. Things are going alright. I just hope we can win this challenge. 

Phew, while the swap was not ideal. I was really liking my tribe, we were kind of quiet but individually everyone was great and we also kicked butt at challenges! Anyway, the swap with numbers wise not great, but I know Xavi from a previous game and we have a solid relationship, I hope he and John and Joey and myself can build a solid squad to make it to the merge. The challenge was rough tbh, I am not great at video games, but I think I did ok... Jaiden got like 20 trillion points on a game so really I have no idea how I did. Hoping for the best!

I am losing my mind in my personal life so I am sorry that I have been mia. I appreciate the patience from the hosts and my tribe. It makes me still want to play even though I've been kinda invisible. I'm aware of that. I'll fix it. I promise. Otherwise, its been pretty good as a tribe so far. Andrew, Pat, and NIk and i are all really close from other games, so we're good and Andrew and Pat and I are together, which is just really unfair if you ask me. I can't wait to start scheming!

Uhhhhhh.................................... anyways........ yall hear somethin? Oh I hear something. It's the sound of Joey literally blowing himself up to me hardcore!!!! The narcissism and arrogance really jumped out on this one. So Joey had the idea of calling tonight to go over some stuff and honestly out of the 2 hours we spent, I think about 45-60 mins of it was rather nice and I do feel that I enjoy his presence, but omg... his desire for control is so noticeable and its kinda gross. Joey and I debriefed on what went down on Bellagio and I totally understand why there was the difference in us discussing tribe dynamics - I had to give up all my info while he kinda kept things more reserved. I want to assume this is because of the fact that I went to tribal and he hasn't until now. I won't judge him for that. However, after this he's kinda like dictating the fact that an OG Bellagio needs to go home. Ben is the easier person to throw under the bus since he didn't even bother to do the challenge/let us know what's up. Not a big fan of that, but aight. Then Joey starts suggesting we vote out Kailyn...?? Uh... not on my watch. I have to make it up to Kailyn at least a little bit so even though she's probably got a loaded gun pointed at my head rn, I want to defuse the situation rather than start throwing her out there as a potential target. Even if it isn't coming from me, I'm not here for that. The information that Joey did give up to me relates to the chips in the game. I've never paid much attention to the chips, but I guess it takes 10 to get into the vault and Joey's got between 11 and 15 (he changed his answer on the subject SEVERAL times). He says there are three idols worth 40 chips each, then a super idol worth I think 50 or 60 (can't remember). On top of that, there are nullifiers, vote advantages, and a legacy advantage, too. He seems fixated on the legacy advantage and really wants the chips to get it. Like.. ok do you but we NEED the super idol?? Does he not realize that thing has more power than anything else in the vault combined..? ANYWAYS. What really started to turn me off about Joey is that there was this sudden expectation that I'd be giving him all of my chips thus far. I don't care about them to begin with but knowing what I know now, it doesn't make sense for me to give him my stash just to fuel his hunt for... a measly legacy advantage... I put myself in a compromising position. I told him that once a host gets back to me on my exact total, I'd be willing to trade him my chips for I guess an allyship going forward. I mean that. I want to work with Joey at least through this vote, but I can't guarantee that it'll go much further than that. He is a very risky person for my game right now because if he's coming off this strong to everybody, it's only going to hurt me by association to stick with him longer than a vote or two. However, I'm going to try and divert the attention and just be like, maybe we need to use my five as a bartering piece for new allies at this point. I want to try and build meaningful partnerships right now, especially since that was the only reason I wanted to make it to the merge.. Rebuilding is crucial as well. Kailyn and possibly Nik/Rachael are not going to be fond of me once we all have "the talk" about last tribal. I put myself in an even more compromising position with them, but I'll find my way out of that mess. I think........ As far as this tribe goes, I think between Joey's WILD imagination/constant over-analyzing and the lack of direction this tribe has taken so far.. I'm doing okay. Nobody is really standing out besides Joey and I guess myself in a way, so if I keep him around it MIGHT even shrink my own target little by little - unless people find out we're together then FUK. 

......five seconds later

In terms of my other relationships right now, I love John Coffey but this is old news, I've been in love with this man since like 2016 and it's fine - totally fine - just fangirling a bit rn since I get to spend more time with him!! woohoo. Xavier and Stephanie are straight up non-entities which makes me SO scared of them especially since Stephanie's won an ORG before... how can someone be so irrelevant yet still win something? Hmm... Makes me think that she's secretly a ninja, you never even see her around. Nik has grown more and more quiet as the days go along and I wonder what's goin' on with that. Maybe they've decided since Biden won the election that moving to New Zealand is a bad idea? Lmfao. I dunno. Nik stresses me the hell out because I have no idea what they're thinking at any point in time even in the off-chance that we are talking. I think I might just have a personality they don't mesh with because I noticed on call forever ago that none of my jokes were particularly landing but Nik had a lot to say and a LOT to joke about there... rip. If it's a personality conflict - go off, I guess. I'll try on a couple different hats w this person to try and see if I can get things to go better than they have been. Kailyn.. like I said before, pretty sure she's after me but I am really trying to sell it to her that I like her a lot, because I do. I literally compare her to my best friend irl because they have very similar attributes and I consider Kailyn kinda messy but fun and quirky like my BFF so I hope that Kailyn did truly appreciate me making that comparison. Ben's inability to do this challenge is going to be his undoing. I think the only acceptable move is to vote him off this time because I HAVE to prove to Kailyn that I can stay the course, and I also need to whittle down Bellagio numbers to prevent people from targeting us and having everything go to shit that way. Let Joey control this, please dear god. Don't let me get blood on my hands. Let Rachael integrate herself well on this tribe. Let someone else blow themselves up in the process. Just not me plz and thanks. There is no fear in my soul tonight. Joey might be a fucking crackhead but so am I. I'm breaking down walls that I didn't think existed but Joey basically told me tonight that he thought I was confrontational, rude, chaotic, and all these other things but was impressed at how calm, optimistic, and outgoing I was. Love to hear it. He might think he overestimated me but he was right about the initial impressions... too bad he won't be around long enough to see that side of me :~) 

FIRSTLY, DeNara was robbed. Okay so I already wrote this a while ago in my host chat about how the fact jake and dan are praying for my downfall because after the swap i am the only og bellagio on a tribe with 5 palazzo and 2 luxor. so after I slowly blinked at my screen for a bit I was like okay how do we survive this if I go to tribal. Because I’m under the impression tribes are gonna stick together especially going into merge but since Luxor is already down so many members it’s kinda Bellagio Vs. Palazzo. but then I was like okay wait I’m the only member of bellagio on this tribe after coming from a tribal so I’m the only one who can say what happened and I can create what narrative I want to help me get through the next couple rounds. Because if I was like oh blah blah I was in majority im so fucked then of course they’re gonna target me to get me out. But if I play the victim card and milk the fact that I voted in the minority acting like I hate my og tribe maybe they’ll think to use me as a pawn. To take down others moving forward. Listen if I have to be labeled a goat to move forward then BAA bitch.

.....five seconds later

Things are going good, because not only am no longer in danger this round but that means Rachael is going to the enemy tribe which if she came to our tribe that might’ve disrupted the narrative I had going of me being against og bellagio. Also DeNara should still be here, don’t think I didn’t clock the fact that Ben scored a 0. I also found out from Andrew that Rachael and Ben are apart of the same Tengaged group which explains why Rachael was so set on Ben staying but like, listen, if I end up in a game with someone I’m friends with, and they’re not active and helping the tribe. Good riddance.

What the. We lost yet again. I have lost everything since the start of the game. It's crazy. There are 4 from Bellagio, 2 Palazzo and 2 Luxor. 2+2 seems like an obvious plan, but it looks like it is falling apart already (read: Joey). Sucks to be across the world, so instead of scheming, I'll be sleeping.

Forgive me father, for I have sinned. is the same as I'm sorry Daddy, I've been very naughty. 

The swap did happen. Expected it. Glad we won this first challenge in this new tribe tho in worried for Stephanie and Joey

Vault Shenanigans - Holy shit I did not expect this to be as powerful as it is. I was preparing myself for some sort of payment based search system, but being able to straight up buy the items I want, but its also the same for other people. I had a misconception at how generous the wheel was so I'm probably behind some people with the amount of chips, but I could very well start scooping up some of the steal votes and just say "see ya" to the idols, although getting a super idol would be very wild, it still seems risky to hold out that long to get it, even though there's a great amount of power associated with it. The other issue with a super idol is that I think that its very likely that if I get into a position where I need to use it, that I lose a lot of respect with the jury if it does happen. The only benefit from actually having it would be that I no longer have to worry about someone else whipping it out, so it'd be less for me wanting it, but more for others not having it. As of now, I think my optimal play is to hold on to my chips until around ~40, and then buy both vote steals at once, OR go all out for the super if someone has already bought an idol by that point, because I would be operating under the assumption that the frontrunner is already out of the running. Tribe Swap Shenanigans - This is a hell of a tribe swap. 5-2-1 is always a great spot to be in, I am already good within the 5 that I have so I don't have to worry about anything there, it should be relatively smooth sailing as far as getting to the merge. Mo/Jake are alright so far, neither particularly speak too much. Kevin has not reached out at all, probably will try to talk to him tonight for general purposes, even if he seems like he'd be an easy one to get out first should we go to tribal the next time. But generally I really don't plan on losing so it's kind of a wash. I'll take the smooth sailing, easy path to merge. Premerge is never as relevant as merge is when it comes to FTC as long as you have something to show for yourself at the merge. I've got all game to make my presence known, and I plan on using the entirety of the game to do so.

I feel super anxious today because even though I had a great conversation and built a good connection to Joey, there hasn't been any talk about the vote quite yet. I mean obviously names have rolled out but nothing solid is out there still, I think I just need to let go of the urgency for a name to start being spread early on and just let things be. Stephanie and I have been chatting a bit here and there today so I feel more comfortable with her and hopefully she sees things from a similar perspective as everyone else - the Bellagio foursome needs to get broken up right now. As long as it's not my name of course!!!!! Plz vote Ben @everyone. Or Kailyn tbh save me a little bit of trouble now. Talking to Xavier is SO HARD LMAO. He doesn't immediately contribute information into a conversation and as bad as I wanna get rid of Ben, I almost..almost think going for Xavier is the smarter move, since Xavier doesn't seem too motivated to actually get to know ME and work with me. I'm selfish that way. Kailyn doesn't seem like she wants to do Ben which is a little frustrating but I totally get it, if Ben stays he's going to go after her hardcore but like she needs to actually pitch me an alternative lmfao. I don't wanna go bending over backwards just to appease her right now so if she doesn't gimme a name.. sorry sis but then I think it's gonna be Joey's call on this one :/

I am being very cautious now. The 4 of us (me, John, Joey and Steph) are going to vote together. Now Jaiden wants to vote Nik. And Kailyn wants to vote Ben. Why can't we just agree on one?! And it always has to go down to the wire. Stick together, people!

I think I am possibly leading the charge against Nik rn?? Joey told me he wanted Ben and then I told him I wanted Nik and now he wants Nik LOL take that Stephen 

Okay well I have no idea what's going to happen tonight, but I'm going into tribal not afraid of the vote I am probably going to have to make ... I think the best move is to just vote for Nik and be done with it, but it's going to cause a serious rift in a lot of my relationships if I do so. I've been super wishy-washy to a lot of people I think and right now it doesn't make sense to continuously do one thing when I mean another.. especially since there seems to be zero ground to move upon when it comes to getting the vote to turn from Nik to Ben. Nik doesn't even SEEM ACTIVE?? Why are we making this a bigger deal than it needs to be. Ben can't just walk around deciding what's going on and I think Kailyn would prefer to keep Nik around rather than Ben but it's like... so push for Ben to be the target hun! She's feeding into someone else's move no matter what she does, it's either Ben's agenda or John's agenda. Pick a side, but pick the side I'm on, too. Why don't we just vote for Kailyn tbh. lmao

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SKZ Reaction: Finding their Soulmate but both of them are in relationships

Master List

(I’m sorry if these seem super short, I have been editing and reediting, but I’ve been so out of it recently. I can go back and add more later if you want)

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Chan

He would be confused

What is he supposed to do?

Does he just break up with his partner?

Would write a lot of songs to work everything out

asks Stays hypothetical questions about what they would do

he would talk to his current partner first

ask what they would do

and then offer to help them find their SM

definitely wants to remain friends with them

as for his SM

he wouldn't tell them directly that he wants them to break up with their partner

But publishes a whole bunch of songs about it

ya know, subtle hints

befriends his SM right off the bat

then its less sus to their partner that he's creeping in

he wouldn't try anything until they were for sure single

Minho

Guess whose single

its Minho

He would break it off asap

doesn't care if it ends well

he's just ending it

will help find his (now former) s/o's soul mate

but won't tolerate any bullshit towards his SM

Is so loud about his SM

even to their partner

like chill Minho, we get it

won't tell his SM outright to break off the relationship

but also isn't opposed to being an affair for a little while.

If their partner is a dick, however,

he's getting them the fuck outta there

Changbin

Another confused bub

He wants to break off both relationships and run off into the sunset with his Sm

so instead he just talks to his S/O

would explain exactly why he's breaking up with them

if they have a problem with it

he really doesn't give a shit

I mean he does but he's not gonna tell anyone that

His entire being wants to drop-kick his SM's S/O

but he's not going to do that

instead, he's going to talk to his SM

work something out with them

while simultaneously doing everything in his power to not date someone in a relationship

Hyunjin

Annoyed and confused

How the shit is he supposed to do this?

He can't just break up with someone he really likes to go date someone he doesn’t know

Even if fate says otherwise

Besides that person is already in a relationship

He'd do his best to befriend his SM

but wouldn't try anything on either front

eventually though,

he would end up breaking it off with his current partner

he would try to keep it as amicable as possible

though he would understand if it didn't stay that way

wouldn't pressure his SM into anything

lets them figure out their own heart

while being a supportive friend

Jisung

Pouty bub #2

He doesn't want to break it off with his current partner

but his SM is already so amazing and they've only known each other for about 20 mins

In other words, he's fucked

Would end up talking with 3racha about it

getting some insight on what to do

then probably ignoring all of that and doing something strange

like using a pun to break up with his S/o

but offering to help them find their SM

while trying to get his SM to break it off with their boyfriend

He wouldn't try super hard to get them to break up

He knows it will hurt his SM

so instead he brings it up occasionally

followed by reminders that he's there for them

and will wait for them until they're both skeletons

Felix

He would be so excited that he found his SM he would forget to break up with his S/o

Constantly freaking out about that fact

Tease him about it, please

Excited as fuck for his soulmate and would tell everyone

people who had no business knowing, know

the hotdog vendor

JYP himself

Obama probably knows

He would be so obvious that he's already so in love with his SM

his SM's partner will probably end up being the one to end the relationship

Seungmin

He would be upset about losing his current s/o

but excited about his soulmate

wouldn't make too big of a deal about breaking up

try to keep it low key so as not to mess up their lives

Probably try to stay friends

or at least help find their SM

Would express that he wanted them to break up with their current partner

but wouldn't push it

respectful but aggro

Excited but wouldn't show it until his Sm was solo

Jeongin

He would be so lost

Should he break up with his current s/o?

Should he continue their relationship?

He'd end up talking to Chan for some kind of help

Once he'd gotten the chance to speak to some more experienced people

He'd go talk to his S/o

explain the situation and let them come up with their decision

which he would support no matter what

he's the kind of person to let his SM figure out their own relationship

he's super supportive so its comforting

and he's a fantastic friend before he's their SM